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05:17We need that we need the album made.
05:19I was very hungry and I wanted to be great and I wanted to have my opportunity so I kept
05:23going.
05:25But it was quantity over quality.
05:27So don't find it.
05:29I had loads of ideas for him.
05:31As a big middle of the road artist.
05:34He appeals to older women and stuff.
05:36And there's nobody better.
05:38That was his market.
05:40That was his lane.
05:42He just got it wrong.
05:43He just made the wrong choices.
05:47He didn't even know where the fuck I was.
05:49I opened in Sydney to 10,000 people.
05:51He didn't know I was on tour.
05:54Get ready for another TV phenomenon.
05:56Pop stars The Rivals is coming in autumn.
05:59It's good.
05:59It's good.
06:00We are going to get good singers at the end of the day.
06:02Louis became a TV personality.
06:06He was given that chance because he was the manager of Boyzone.
06:10And that obviously gave Louis an opportunity.
06:12But that took a lot of his time.
06:14I was on the phone to Ronin all the time.
06:17I talked to him every day.
06:19And he always wanted more.
06:21Things start to fall into place and you realise.
06:25Louis is not a great manager.
06:27I gave him multiple opportunities to fix the problems.
06:31So I went and met him and I said it to his face.
06:33He just said he didn't want to be a karaoke artist.
06:37And he wanted to record his own songs.
06:39He wanted to write his own songs.
06:40And he wanted to be a proper artist.
06:43I've got one shot in my career.
06:45And he didn't give a fuck.
06:47That shocked me.
06:48The fact that he wasn't happy with the songs.
06:51They were all hits.
06:52Hey, that's what you're in the business for.
06:55Having hits.
06:56Just fell on deaf ears.
06:58I always told him the truth.
07:00What was the truth?
07:02You're lucky fucker.
07:03You know, this is great. Enjoy it.
07:06And I remember going in and saying, right, that's it.
07:10And what did you say?
07:11I said, OK.
07:13Nothing I could have done.
07:14I couldn't have changed his mind.
07:15It was a divorce.
07:20Battle lines are drawn and you did have to pick a side.
07:23I picked Louis.
07:25I knew Westlife were going to be bigger than Boyzone.
07:27It was in my own selfish interest.
07:29But you had to pick somebody.
07:30And Louis made that very clear.
07:34It's this monumental shift in the media.
07:37Just the language in the newspapers changed.
07:40And he was demeaned and diminished.
07:43I called him talentless and different things here and there in the press.
07:48He knew how to hurt me.
07:50Vicious, fucking bitchy, vicious, horrible things.
07:55He tried to ruin me and my career.
07:59Do I regret it?
08:01Yeah, a little bit.
08:03Do you think he knows that you regret it?
08:04No, he doesn't know.
08:07It was an incredible show of the strength of somebody who has the media.
08:12They think it is.
08:13You are who you are because I made you who you are.
08:19I was with Ronan all the time, you know.
08:22I was there working with him every day.
08:25So it was just inevitable that I would just take over eventually.
08:31Mark Plunkett, thank God for Mark.
08:33I kept my sanity because of Mark.
08:36We had a great time.
08:38Lots of touring.
08:39Lots of international trips.
08:42Lots of TVs all over the world.
08:44You're mad busy because you're promoting your new album.
08:47New single album.
08:48The single's out now.
08:49This is it.
08:50But there's inevitably going to come a point where the sales dip slightly.
08:54You know, the hits weren't quite as big as they'd been.
09:00I made my third album.
09:02My fourth.
09:03And things started to slow down a little bit.
09:07He wasn't having hits.
09:11But he's not having any since I left.
09:15I had done my party trick.
09:18And maybe I'd done it a few more times too much.
09:21And I needed to figure out again who I was.
09:25You know, where I was.
09:26So my compass kind of went back to...
09:30To North.
09:32To the boys.
09:412006, Gary Oro was putting Take That back together.
09:47So I went along to see the show.
09:51All the fans noticed me.
09:53And the whole place started chanting my name and clapping.
09:57And I was like...
09:58I thought I had been completely forgotten about.
10:02So that was quite...
10:06A surprise.
10:09And then when I seen their show.
10:12I was kind of feeling the bug again, you know.
10:18We just slowly but surely got to chat again to each other.
10:22And little kind of whispers here and there.
10:24You know, Stephen would definitely be the one that would be pushing it with them.
10:27This is going to be great.
10:28You know, we have to do this.
10:29And just all spiralled into kind of...
10:31I was having a meeting.
10:32Let's get into a room.
10:34That was all.
10:35That's all.
10:35It was test the water.
10:41I was worried about the boys' reaction.
10:44I hadn't seen them for years.
10:47There was resentment.
10:48Bitterness.
10:49I was...
10:51I was shitting myself going into the room.
10:53Yeah, 100%.
10:53I was nervous as hell.
11:09You know, you could feel there was a lot of scars.
11:12People were unsure.
11:14Unsure it was going to work.
11:16Unsure they wanted to do it at all.
11:19The rage that I had with Ro.
11:21The rage that I had with Ro.
11:22In my mind, when I saw him, I was going to fucking destroy him.
11:25I was going to abort him.
11:28Very, very, very spiky.
11:30That first moment, walking into the room again.
11:34I was fuming.
11:35And when I saw his face, I could do nothing but hug the fella.
11:39Oh, I'm just going in.
11:40Oh, you're skinhead.
11:41What's happening?
11:42I'm just going down.
11:43Like, I miss you.
11:45That actually gave me a good insight to,
11:49it's not always as bad as you think in your mind.
11:52I would just like to apologise if anything I have said or done
11:55in the past seven years has hurt or affected anybody
11:58in a negative or unhappy fashion.
12:02I wasn't the reason the band broke up,
12:03but I was definitely the reason the band didn't get back together before now
12:06and I apologise for that.
12:08I made choices that I'm not proud of.
12:11I left them behind.
12:15For success.
12:18I did have blinkers on.
12:21It didn't end right.
12:22We need to do it right.
12:25I asked him if he thought there was any scope for the band getting back together.
12:29Things haven't always been as good as they are tonight.
12:32It was great going in so successful as an actor,
12:36but every now and again you'd get a surge of memories.
12:38The audience being blown away.
12:43And you go, wow, I'd love just one more chance.
12:46Maybe this could work now if we're all really on the same page.
12:50You know, it was there for the taking.
12:53Personally.
12:53You know what I mean?
12:54I'd like to do a little something.
12:56I really fucking missed all of you.
12:59I mean, I think it's just amazing being here.
13:00I mean, it's good.
13:02It excited me, you know?
13:05I think everyone was kind of, let's do it, let's do a tour.
13:09Let's get to see if people are bothered with Boys Zone anymore.
13:22Ignition sequence start.
13:24Bye, Charlotte.
13:29Who's idea were those fucking outfits?
13:41Oh my God.
13:43Our first performance in eight years.
13:46We're climbing underneath the stage to go on these trap doors,
13:49to be sprung loaded onto stage.
13:53So nervous going up in that lift and kind of going,
13:57oh my God, I don't know where I'm going.
13:58It's like you're rubbing the headlights.
14:00You get a panic attack, you get this kind of, oh shit.
14:05And it's amazing.
14:11I remember that excitement.
14:13How we felt in that exact moment with that countdown.
14:17You can feel the breath.
14:19You can feel the energy from a crowd.
14:21And you cannot imagine what that's like.
14:23It's unreal.
14:34Oh man, that gives me goosebumps.
14:48I couldn't hear the first two songs, to be honest.
14:50Because the crowd was so loud.
14:54I'm not there for glory.
14:56I'm there to go.
14:57Look at all you people.
14:59And look at the joy that we can bring you.
15:02Why'd it take me so long just to find me?
15:06Oh man, I was there all alone.
15:12We designed a moment.
15:13Everybody would get their own little moment.
15:15And I think that's why it felt so different.
15:19I felt a part of the band for the first time.
15:27That my efforts were being appreciated.
15:32That we could now really be a band.
15:37We'd fill each other's spaces.
15:39Without even thinking about it.
15:40Without even looking at each other.
15:42If Shane was out far right, you know, I'd see him starting to move in.
15:46If Mikey was in the middle, he'd move over to fill my space.
15:49And you'd just fill each other's voids.
15:53And it's a real art.
15:57We were back.
15:58We were back.
16:00We were back.
16:00I just felt, you know, unbelievable.
16:03That was pretty magic then.
16:06Getting the band back together.
16:12That reunion tour was huge.
16:14You know, multiple nights in arenas.
16:17Then when they got back together, they asked me to take over the managing.
16:20I was glad to be involved.
16:22I've been there since day one in the UK.
16:26And, you know, I didn't want anyone else to carry on writing those chapters.
16:30See, we're the vocal harmony group we are.
16:33We're now a boy band, right?
16:34The plan was then to, you know, work on a new album.
16:37Everyone was in a great place.
16:41We, as a collective now, had more control over the music.
16:45For the first time, I was enjoying the music that Boyzone was doing.
16:50Took us 15 years to do that.
16:5507 to 09 were the best years of the band.
16:58We were the most comfortable in our own skin that we'd ever been.
17:02As soon as I get in a room with them boys, I'm the silliest fella I was back when I
17:05was 17 years old.
17:07It's just kindergarten kids.
17:08It was absolutely brilliant to be back with those fellas.
17:12Like nothing had changed.
17:14Like nothing had changed.
17:16Too far.
17:16Too far.
17:19Just seemed to share even more laughs than we had before.
17:24I don't know.
17:25Just a better understanding of each other.
17:27You've got to get this right.
17:28Come on, come on.
17:29Some people really came in through Rome.
17:31Steven in particular.
17:33Hey, all of you.
17:34Go.
17:35It was the best version of him I'd ever seen.
17:37The other guys have got girls to dance with.
17:39You've got a bloke.
17:40Yeah.
17:41I don't have to be true to myself and that's how it turned out.
17:43And I think it works beautifully with the song.
17:46He was looking great.
17:48He had a book going.
17:49He had met someone new.
17:50Andy.
17:52They were just in love and got married.
17:56Very happy.
17:57Everything was going as planned.
17:59Presumably you're going to be working on new music together.
18:01Four singles, a brand new song.
18:02And you have it already?
18:04Yeah, well we think so.
18:05We had done the better tour.
18:06We had new songs for a new album.
18:08And that brother album is our finest hour.
18:11Everybody was really, really happy and in a good place.
18:14It's a blessing.
18:15Be given a second chance.
18:17And I'm loving every minute of it.
18:31My phone rang.
18:33It was a solicitor by the name of Gerald Keane.
18:37Who Boyzone had used in the 90s.
18:40Phone rang.
18:41Picked it up.
18:43And Gerald Keane says to me.
18:45I, er...
18:48Er...
18:49I'm sorry.
18:50I'm sorry to tell you.
18:55But Stephen has passed away.
18:59And I said, Stephen who?
19:10The Boyzone singer Stephen Gately has died while on holiday on the Spanish island of Mallorca at the age of
19:1633.
19:22I had to call Louie and the guys.
19:27And give them the news.
19:31It was late.
19:33We were in the bar, we were drinking.
19:34And as I left the crowd, Ro's voice came louder in my phone.
19:40He's like, Steele, Steele, he's gone.
19:42I said, what?
19:44Our Stephen?
19:45He said, yeah.
19:46He said, he's gone.
19:48It just wouldn't go in.
19:51What?
19:51No, no.
19:52Not our Stephen.
19:53And I hear him screaming.
19:56For your heart.
19:58Still I hear...
20:03Can't breathe.
20:05Your legs got from under you.
20:08It would get through in little bits.
20:11And then it would be complete, just break down.
20:18My wall just fell apart.
20:25Numb.
20:31We tried to put a plan together.
20:33To get down to see Steele.
20:36Our instinct was just to get together.
20:39So that force of companionship and that force of like, okay, where are you?
20:44How can I get to you?
20:45What do you need?
20:46I couldn't tell you the journey.
20:48Couldn't tell you anything.
20:49I just know we got on a fucking plane.
21:00The body of Stephen Gately was found by police officers.
21:02So far, Gately's family have made no comments.
21:04What caused Stephen Gately's death on Saturday remains unexplained.
21:08Miriam got me on a flight to Mallorca the next morning.
21:12I get out there and it is heaving.
21:18There was press everywhere.
21:20It was crazy having the boys there.
21:22They just couldn't move.
21:23It was horrible.
21:24It was horrible.
21:26The kind of cesspit of journalism that sometimes it can all descend into.
21:30Paul, what can you tell us?
21:32What's the latest?
21:33Well, Karen, there's been quite a lot of movement here at the apartment.
21:35This is the apartment just beyond me here where Stephen actually passed away.
21:39Suddenly it's immediately like, get the story.
21:45What has happened?
21:46What has happened?
21:49Nobody really speaking in the Boys Zone camp officially yet.
21:52But obviously there's quite a lot of speculation behind the scenes.
21:55So then you're starting to get around the hotels and what clubs was he in?
21:58You're trying to put this together.
21:59He was found by police and taken here to one of the island's mortuaries.
22:03Although nothing has been confirmed officially, it's thought Gately and his partner arrived back here.
22:08You know, we had no idea what happened to him.
22:10You know, it's only what we've read and, you know, in the press and stuff.
22:15Conspiracy theories are running wild.
22:17All the reporters, they're exchanging stories.
22:19Well, I heard this and I heard that.
22:21Lots of innuendo, lots of chatter about the circumstances around his death.
22:25Some of the rubbish that was written was just horrible.
22:28The worst for me was, they were saying, it must have been drugs.
22:33I was like screaming inside because, like, I knew there was absolutely no way.
22:40It was quite incredible, the most, the ridiculous articles that were written.
22:45There was one in particular.
22:47Stephen's sexuality had led to his death.
22:50If he's gay, it must mean that he's got this incredibly, you know, outrageous hidden lifestyle.
23:00Oh, he'd been out on a bender and overdosed on drugs.
23:04We were hearing everything.
23:07Having known Stephen for over a decade.
23:11He was the last man to, you know, have a hedonistic lifestyle or a dangerous lifestyle.
23:17It's the first time I've ever looked at my own industry, my own world, what I'd been part of and
23:21gone, you scumbags.
23:23My mother found two men at the end of her bed taking pictures of my parents as they woke.
23:33Basically broke into our house and went up the stairs and took pictures.
23:40With everything that was happening, I was just waiting for the autopsy report to confirm that it was something else.
23:47Because I knew it was something else.
23:52Pathologists here have concluded that he did not die as a result of alcohol nor drugs.
23:58He had a heart defect that nobody knew about.
24:02Because of the heart defect, his lungs filled with fluid.
24:08We found out I have the same heart condition Stephen has.
24:13Funny how just, you know, a little tablet every day just sort of keeps that under control and Stephen only
24:19knew.
24:21People didn't bother their arses to really read up on what happened.
24:25They just see the headlines in the newspapers and they just assume that he's overdosed.
24:31Oh, you're in that band with that dead guy.
24:34Or did he kill himself?
24:35I've gone from naught to ten in a second at times.
24:39You want to insult my brother, I'll fucking kill you, you know.
24:42I don't care how big or strong you are.
24:44You'd have to kill me to stop me.
24:47But to hear that they were now putting like a name, you know, to what he died from makes it
24:53a little bit easier just because it was just like you could breathe again, you know.
25:09We brought Stephen home.
25:13Margaret Stephen's mum asked us to look after the funeral arrangements.
25:22We didn't like the idea of him being alone in the church overnight.
25:28He didn't like the cold. He didn't like being alone.
25:32So we offered to stay the night with him in the church to keep him company.
25:42When everybody else left and there was just the five of us, there was a great sense of peace, of
25:52unity.
25:59I don't want to say sadness because, believe it or not, we actually had quite a comedic night.
26:07And the usual joking that used to go on in the very early days when everything was innocent and naive.
26:22For that night, that emerged.
26:27We put easels all around the church of pictures of Stephen.
26:31And we walked around looking at the different pictures, the different smiles, the energy in his face.
26:36And we talked to him.
26:38We knew what his part would be.
26:40We all knew it. We didn't have to say it.
26:42We could feel his voice and his energy.
26:44And we joked and we laughed and we talked about old stories.
26:48And what a thing to share with those boys and with Steele, those very last moments.
26:54We still had him, you know, in some way, we still had him.
26:58Just the five of us together.
27:00And you hold on as long as you can.
27:05Yeah, but morning came around real fast.
27:16We had a mass, a special mass prepared for Stephen.
27:20It was really only family and the lads and friends, close friends.
27:24And when we turned up at the church, there was people lined for miles and miles.
27:33There was an ocean of photographers as well, flashing away as we were going in.
27:40So I went over to the photographers and I said, you're welcome to come in.
27:44I said, everybody can come in.
27:46And they all like sort of stepped up to come in.
27:48And I said, you can leave your cameras there.
27:50And then you can come in and pay your respects.
27:53You know, because you didn't pay your respect to him when he was alive.
27:58You know.
28:00None of them came in, yeah.
28:06We can only have so many in here in the church and I know we have so many, many people
28:10outside.
28:11So just thanks to you for coming along to share in this special day to remember Stephen.
28:17Stephen was a force to be reckoned with.
28:20A true friend full of love and friendship.
28:24He brought colour to the band and that band now simply feels black and white without him.
28:30We're going to really miss you, brother.
28:32We love you.
28:34We always will.
28:43Carrying his coffin with the other guys.
28:47You could have heard a pin drop.
28:53And this is on a street that was the toughest part to grow up in Dublin.
29:00And the height of respect that the people showed for this boy from their neighbourhood, it broke me.
29:15The love he had was fucking gorgeous to witness.
29:20It's a rare thing.
29:21Everybody loved him.
29:24He was a true pop star.
29:26He loved life.
29:28You know, he paved the way for so many to know it was okay.
29:32I mean, I hope that's not a legacy, what is?
29:37When I think of Stephen, all I can see is him being like four years of age with his little
29:46t-shirt on with Miss Piggy on the front of it.
29:49He was very innocent and shy and just looking up, wanting to give you his hand for you to just
29:56take him.
29:57Just so lovable and kind and, you know, just a lovely person.
30:16It felt better to be in each other's company than not to be.
30:33We decided that maybe, you know, the right thing to do in Stephen's memory is to keep going.
30:42Shouldn't have.
30:45The dynamic changed what it felt like to be in the band.
30:49Sometimes it was hard just to do the gig.
30:51The three fellas and one missing.
30:56The void was massive.
30:58And it made you feel so self-conscious.
31:00It made you feel like we were shit.
31:02It made you feel that the audience just wasn't buying us anymore, you know.
31:10We went on and off over the years that followed.
31:14Ten years.
31:16Couple of tours.
31:19Never felt the same.
31:21For me, it wasn't until he was gone that I realised how much he was the glue that kept a
31:27lot of the band together.
31:31Whilst Boysen was still being successful, still selling a lot of tickets, still touring all over the world.
31:37To me, it felt as if it was time to take a break.
31:42But rather than splitting up and falling out, announce the farewell tour.
31:48I'm not saying anything's flagging anything, but I'm just scared.
31:53It got more and more intense.
31:57And relationships broke down within the band.
32:01I spotted arrogance.
32:04The growth of ego.
32:07It just became hard work.
32:09Left, left, left, left, left, left, left.
32:11People started just behaving fucking badly.
32:17And when that happens, something's gonna give.
32:22It came to a head in 2019.
32:29I saw it all.
32:30I was ready to get the fuck out of there.
32:33It's when the band imploded.
32:40I'm always ready for it.
32:42You know what I mean?
32:542019 was a tough tour.
32:56We went everywhere.
33:00I got a sense that towards the end, people were just holding on tight, enjoying the ride, having fun.
33:08When I can't.
33:12I can't, I can't.
33:13I've got to sing every day.
33:14I've got to last two hours on stage and, you know, I've got to be able to perform.
33:17And in Tokyo, I just felt the piss was being taken.
33:27If you're coming tonight, have a great time, because we certainly are going to have a fantastic time.
33:32See you later.
33:33I always found going on stage a bit of a party anyway.
33:37It's everyone out there is having a great time.
33:39I needed a great time too.
33:41I mean, they had been out all day and they were drinking all day.
33:45And, yeah, it was messy.
33:50We certainly partied a little harder than we usually did.
34:03It was the end of the road.
34:08I think that they interpreted me as seeing their carry-on as infantile.
34:19That is how I seen it.
34:22I'm sure if you talk to any one of the fans at any one of those shows, they'll tell you
34:26that they had the best night of their lives.
34:28It was the worst.
34:30It was the worst I had seen in all of our years.
34:38So I went at the mall, told them how I felt.
34:41It was a tennis match.
34:43From that guy, to that guy, to that guy.
34:45You're not pulling your weight like I'm pulling my weight.
34:48The job is always done, you know.
34:50He's done a great job.
34:51And we did our job the way we did.
34:53You know, I gave it all.
34:56At my detriment.
34:58I gave everything.
34:58To be the lead man you take on most of the work.
35:02Don't complain about us who aren't working as hard.
35:05We don't have the opportunity.
35:07It's very different.
35:09You were the dude who wanted to be in the front.
35:11So, take your fucking role and do it.
35:14It had reached a complete stage of malignancy.
35:21I had enough.
35:23The next night, there was a clash between Keith and Mikey in the dressing room.
35:27There were things that happened that were cruel.
35:33And I'm not going to express any more than that.
35:37My mother always said, if you haven't got anything nice to say, don't say anything.
35:42We left Japan, some of us not talking with each other.
35:49And yet we still had to do the final five nights in the Palladium.
36:04All the venues we played, however big the venue might have been,
36:07We always shared a dressing room.
36:10Always shared a dressing room.
36:12And when we turned up at the Palladium,
36:16our names are on different doors.
36:19We lasted 25 years flying on the same plane, in the same cars, in the same room.
36:26And the final five shows that we were ever going to do,
36:30we were going to do it on our own.
36:35We went through the motions, got through the five shows.
36:38A very, very big anti-climax.
36:40There was no hollabaloo.
36:42There was no group hug.
36:44There was no...
36:46Well done.
36:47There was no one from the record company walking on stage
36:49with a ten times platinum disc and saying thanks for everything.
36:54I just wanted to get out of there.
36:58Get away from that toxic environment.
37:03The realisation came that this is the end of the road.
37:07It's over.
37:21I haven't seen anybody since that night.
37:29That's when I began to understand I need to make some changes, you know.
37:42I've spent the last ten years saying yes, looking after everyone else,
37:47making sure everyone else is alright, but only now am I saying no.
37:50No, I've got to think of me.
37:54So that I can be here to watch my children grow up.
38:00For me personally, I wouldn't be able to survive in that world anymore.
38:04I had to get out.
38:06And I cannot do that to my family.
38:08Go back in there.
38:12It's an addictive drug.
38:15Because I took a back seat for such a long time over my career,
38:19I feel that I still have so much left to prove to myself.
38:25It's a real head fuck.
38:28We've all moved on.
38:30I've got Westlife, you know, I've had a great career in music.
38:34So I'm happy.
38:37I wouldn't have changed anything.
38:40It wasn't perfect, but it was perfect for me.
38:44Am I done?
38:47I'm gonna go, I'm gonna run.
38:54The music and the stage and the lights, I can leave that behind.
39:00But the friendship, I think, is what it is more than anything else.
39:07As much as we had had enough of being around each other.
39:10Hello, hello.
39:12Yay, boys.
39:14I couldn't bear to lose any of the boys.
39:16I hope you haven't been here too long.
39:18Been here all the fucking morning.
39:19All morning.
39:19I could put his glasses on.
39:20Oh, Jason.
39:21Too close, too close.
39:24How are you?
39:25Good to see you.
39:25You look like Jane, Elson John.
39:27Oh, man, that was mad.
39:28You're blind as a bat.
39:29I know.
39:29I have a lot of anxiety and I feel a lot of the pain.
39:34Stuff that we've all gone through.
39:37But put me together with them and that doesn't exist.
39:39Looking well as always.
39:40You too.
39:42Where did you get it?
39:42I got it.
39:46Kindergarten kids.
39:50As soon as they walk in the room, it's like we've never left.
39:53No, no, here we go, here we go, here we go, here we go.
39:55My head's better than yours.
39:56I'm keeping it.
39:56Cheers, lads.
39:57Cheers.
39:58It's like we're frozen in time.
40:07I wish them the absolute best in their lives.
40:10I wish them nothing but happiness.
40:12I hold no grudges, no animosity.
40:16Nothing.
40:20However, I don't want to go back to how I felt for many years.
40:30And to see them, if it were for too long, would remind me of that.
40:38And my future is far too important to me to waste it, looking back at my past.
40:49But I wish everybody well.
40:53For me, one of the biggest regrets is that I clashed a lot with Mikey.
40:59And me and him are very, very alike.
41:01The amount of time that we didn't get on, that took its toll on me as a human being.
41:07You know what I mean?
41:07It's really sad, the time wasted, yeah.
41:09But that's, you can't get those years back.
41:11It didn't have to be that way.
41:14If we all had have had better skills at understanding each other better.
41:23We're boys and we're men and we don't talk like that.
41:27It was never in me to go, oh lads, I don't feel great today.
41:31It doesn't exist in a man's world.
41:33I wish it had.
41:35I have parked all of that emotion.
41:37But we were kids, Ro.
41:38We were kids.
41:39I was incredibly insecure.
41:41And Ro, I think we all were.
41:43You know what I mean?
41:44They were fundamental years of, you know, growth.
41:47Multimental.
41:48Mental.
41:52There's nothing more therapeutic than reminiscing about the best times of your life.
41:59It reminds you of how lucky you have been.
42:02The RDS show, the first biggest show back in the RDS.
42:05I'm looking back at that, you know, the song that I used to do when I pulled my trousers off.
42:08Yeah.
42:08It's hard to fucking fathom.
42:10Do you know what I mean?
42:10Can you remember the times with Steele?
42:12Fucking catapult.
42:13Yeah, I know.
42:14Slingshot back to the fucking 90s.
42:15I remember being in Kuala Lumpur and I didn't know if that was South America or Asia.
42:19You and I with our ghetto blaster listening to Bleeding Enya, you know, in 94, 95.
42:24Don't tell anyone.
42:24Hip-hop, man. Hip-hop.
42:31I am so grateful for all that I have endured and experienced, good and bad, because it's
42:39brought me to be the man I am today.
42:44Every single day I have something to do with music.
42:49Waking up with a spring in my step.
42:54The guy before I joined Boys On was slim, healthy, fit, full of vitality, full of confidence,
43:03full of passion.
43:07That's the guy that's returning.
43:13There's a great sense of liberation.
43:24I think we'll always be what we always are.
43:29And that's brothers in arms.
43:32Oh, cheating! Cheating!
43:33Sorry!
43:34Boys who grew up on the fucking north side of Dublin that got catapulted around the world.
43:40Yep!
43:41There could have been, you know, a million other lads in Ireland that got in that band.
43:47But I don't think they would have been as fucked up as the five of us were.
43:52And that's what made us brilliant.
43:56And when you think about it, starting off playing in front of 25 people on the back of a truck,
44:01to playing to 100,000 people in Hyde Park.
44:05How amazing was that?
44:07It's a hell of a ride.
44:09Success.
44:11And all of the good times really do outweigh all the bad times.
44:18These boys are my boys, and I will love them forever in a day.
44:24And when we're together, Stephen Gatley is alive again.
44:27And that's what's the most special part.
44:31We did have a great laugh.
44:35And it's like looking back at a picture.
44:38Saying, God, this is amazing.
44:46That's our story. It was a good one.
44:52If they came to you and asked you, should we get back together and do a reunion show, what would
44:55they say?
44:59Well, well, that's a question.
45:04Look, I'd be lying to you if I said there isn't a spark of excitement in my mind.
45:10People as far as the eye can see, and the roar of the crowd.
45:13That?
45:15Yeah, I would love to experience that again.
45:18Who wouldn't?
45:20But there's so much more going on backstage.
45:24So perhaps I'll leave well enough alone.
45:28Or, maybe.
45:30I know I said I'll never go on tour again.
45:32But they said they're going on tour.
45:34I'm not getting left behind. You're mad.
45:36Who knows?
46:11To be fair, all those things.
46:13What are you going to be doing?
46:15You're my pleasure.
46:15What do you want to do?
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