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00:00I've got a fake recollection of you calling me a girlfriend.
00:04Do you want me to take it back?
00:05Do you know that Blake hasn't left the house since your girlfriend arrested him?
00:08And now he's terrified that this may happen again.
00:11All I'm saying is that you really have to make a complaint.
00:13Teddy, you were raised by a white family.
00:15So I don't know if you do really fully get it.
00:17I had a bad day.
00:18Well, there's a bad day, Ken, then there's the day a patient is left paralyzed and we have litigation.
00:23I've seen you be absolutely brilliant, so what's happened?
00:27It's him.
00:28He's taunting me.
00:29In the eyes of the law, he's an innocent man.
00:31He assaulted me.
00:33So you're telling me that he's just a free man?
00:36He's just back out there, free to do whatever he wants?
00:40I want you to find Chris Bunfield.
00:42I want you to hurt him.
01:25How you done?
01:28One doorbell.
01:29You've got to have a door installed.
01:30What you've got to do is hook it up to your WiFi and you should be good to go.
01:35The CCTV didn't stop him.
01:38Security didn't stop him.
01:39The police won't stop him.
01:41So you tell me now, what's a poxy video doorbell gonna do?
01:45Okay, okay.
01:46I know it's not much.
01:48But it should provide some peace of mind.
01:51We've been over this, Flynn.
01:53Okay?
01:53There's one thing that's gonna make me feel safe.
01:57You just haven't bothered to do anything about it yet.
02:00Come on.
02:00That's not fair, Shiv.
02:02You think I don't want to do it?
02:04You think I don't want to track him down, make him suffer for what he did?
02:06Of course I do.
02:07I've thought about little else.
02:08So what's stopping you, hmm?
02:11You know, the thing with violence is it will live with you forever.
02:17You don't get to take it back.
02:19And you can't wash it off.
02:23I'll do it, Siobhan.
02:26But only if you're sure it's what you really want.
02:52So what...
02:55you think you're off, man?
02:57If you don't think it ties all from me up with...
02:59Come on, major!
03:00Bring yourself get away!
03:02You get away to me!
03:04Get away!
03:31Siobhan, sorry, I didn't want to start with you.
03:33Then don't creep up on people, Dan, right?
03:36I'm busy, what is it you want?
03:38Well, it's Ben.
03:40He said you're not picking up your phone, so he called here.
03:44Thanks for letting me know, love.
03:46Sorry.
03:55Ben, enough!
04:01Okay, Kim, you're going to leave this one?
04:03We want to convince the CQC to let us run a full major trauma unit.
04:07We need residents who can step up and show leadership.
04:09Under pressure. That's here, that's now.
04:11Hi, guys.
04:12Okay, this is Grantley Fletcher, 77.
04:14He took a fall and landed on a bamboo fence.
04:17He has a single penetrating wound to his left anterior chest wall.
04:21Any change in meds or abs since the trailer?
04:24Nope, all the same.
04:25And down.
04:26Ready, steady, slide.
04:33Kim, you're up.
04:36Right.
04:36Dr Keogh, if you could be on airway and breathing, thank you.
04:40Dr Nash, please take circulation, I guess.
04:44Nurse White, if you could do monitoring, please.
04:46I don't think I've ever heard Rhys are so polite.
04:49No.
04:50Yeah, we can drop the pleasantries, Kim.
04:52All right, the guy's got a bit of bamboo sticking under his chest.
04:55How do we proceed?
04:58Prep RSI drugs and grab a safety checklist.
05:01We'll need TXA infusion, full set of bloods, cross-match and coagulation.
05:04Prep for a chest strain, Dr Keogh, and get on fast scan, Dr Nash.
05:13That should stem the bleeding for the time being.
05:17Just another day on the front line, huh?
05:21He's vomited a couple of times, so let's book a head CT just to be on the safe side, but
05:25all good.
05:26Okay.
05:29Don't worry.
05:31It's Cheval.
05:32Look, she's not herself.
05:33I think she has reason, Ken.
05:36You think I don't know that?
05:38Do you know what?
05:39I don't think you or I could begin to understand what she is going through right now,
05:42but I do know that she doesn't need people flapping about her, okay?
05:45Hi, Mum.
05:47Where are you taking me tonight?
05:48Huh?
05:49We're supposed to have a date.
05:52It was your idea.
05:54Are we going tomorrow?
05:55Yeah, we can cancel.
05:57Oh, no, no, no.
05:58We're not going to cancel.
05:58Yes, no, absolutely.
05:59Meet me outside after the shift, okay?
06:01Yeah?
06:02Yeah.
06:02All right.
06:06You must be knackered.
06:07Why?
06:07I've done 12-hour art shifts that were easier than whatever that was.
06:10Shut up.
06:133006 to control.
06:15Which hall of residence are we going to exactly?
06:19Control, 3006 is Berchman on Scarman Road.
06:22Caller's name is Nathan.
06:23Thanks Control, 3006 out.
06:26They'll look a bloody same.
06:29I was doing shift with Jacob yesterday.
06:32Fine.
06:34Why?
06:34Because Gary's off sick again and I need to put you two together next week
06:40and I was hoping that you'd buried the hatchet by now.
06:43It's been weeks.
06:44Say, so Jacob, he's the one who said I'm more palatable.
06:47What does that even mean?
06:49My mum's white so I don't know what racism looks like.
06:52I'm sure he didn't mean it like that.
06:53He meant it exactly like that.
06:56Do you think he has a point?
06:57I think the sooner you two clear the air the better.
07:00The last thing this team needs is more distractions.
07:04I'm not distracted, I'm angry. There's a difference.
07:06Teddy!
07:08Are you trying to get yourself killed?
07:10Please, it's Lucy.
07:11She won't wake up.
07:16The oxygen sats are improving with the chest strain.
07:18Thanks, Dr Keo.
07:19Can we keep an eye on the loss through the chest strain, please?
07:22Okay, patient stabilised.
07:25Well done, everybody.
07:27Jodie, if we could give...
07:36Sorry, if we could give 1.2 grams of Coamoxiclav a CT and get him to theatre.
07:41Er, Dr Chang, I don't think we can...
07:44Is there a problem?
07:50Oh my god.
07:53The pre-alert note said he's allergic.
07:56I'm so sorry.
07:58Yeah, it's okay.
07:59Dr Chang, I'm gonna take over for now, okay?
08:03It's fine. I'll come find you when I'm done.
08:06Sir, just through here.
08:09We had a party last night.
08:12Lucy's usually last to bed, first one up.
08:15But I hadn't seen her all morning, so...
08:17Something felt off, right, so...
08:19I thought I'd check.
08:22Okay, thank you, my darling. We'll take it from here.
08:26Lucy! Lucy, can you hear us? We're paramedics, we're here to help you.
08:29Breathing shallow.
08:30She's gonna be okay, right?
08:31Did she take anything last night?
08:34Drugs?
08:35No.
08:35No, she's not into that stuff.
08:37All right, okay, all right.
08:40Pupils dilated and deviated to the left with nystagmus.
08:44And she's tacky.
08:45Whatever this is, it definitely isn't just alcohol.
08:48Ted?
08:52Those are her meds.
08:53She ever had a reaction to them before?
08:55No.
08:56Why would she, the helper?
09:01Another box.
09:03Empty.
09:04Really?
09:06Erm...
09:06Let's get a line in.
09:07Do an ECG en route.
09:09Are you right to pre-alert the ED?
09:10Critical OD.
09:11You think she did this deliberately?
09:13She wouldn't do that.
09:15Three zero zero six to control.
09:20Ah, John's head CT's come back clear, so he's free to go once a wound sword.
09:24Er, Siobhan, sorry, what about the patient he hit?
09:27The police have been called, but don't hold your breath on that one!
09:34I've never seen her like this, ever.
09:36Yeah, I know what you mean.
09:37I don't know how she can bear coming in after what happened the other night.
09:42Yes.
09:43What happened the other night?
09:49Er, no, sorry, it's just, erm, something that the bar has said, don't worry about it.
09:52Rita?
09:55If it's about Siobhan, I have to know.
09:57Yeah, come in.
09:59Hey.
10:00I've got something for you.
10:04What's this?
10:06That.
10:07Chris Banfield's face.
10:10And his home address.
10:11I thought you might need it.
10:13I want you to do it.
10:15Er, how did you get his home address, Siobhan?
10:17Did you access his records?
10:18You could be struck off with-
10:19I don't care.
10:20I'm past caring.
10:22Because, everywhere I go, I can see him.
10:25Everywhere I go, every room I go into, every curtain I pull back.
10:29Flynn, I, I just can't live like this anymore.
10:31You won't have to forever, I promise.
10:34So you'll do it?
10:37Yeah, I'll do whatever it takes to help you.
10:39Today.
10:41Today.
10:41But, but, I need you to stay here, okay?
10:44I need Siobhan the nurse on her A game.
10:47Cam, can you, can you do that for me?
10:49Yes, come in.
10:50And there's a pre-alert on a teenage OD.
10:53I'm sorry, but he came back here, to the hospital.
10:56Why haven't you told me?
10:57And why aren't you doing something about this?
10:58Cam.
10:59Um, I will see you in Reesos, and I will leave this in my office for when you need it.
11:05Siobhan, I really think-
11:06Cam, Cam!
11:07What?
11:07Whatever you want to say to her right now, she does not need to hear it, okay?
11:11Are you kidding me?
11:11You have to trust me, I'm taking care of this.
11:13Just back off, Cam.
11:20Oh!
11:21Here she is.
11:23Everyone's favourite doctor.
11:26These were left for you.
11:29I'm an admiring patient.
11:31Oh, wow.
11:32These look sensational.
11:35Have one?
11:37No, thanks.
11:38Not really hungry.
11:40Oh, come on.
11:41Treat yourself.
11:43You deserve it.
11:46Just don't.
11:48I don't deserve anything.
11:51Okay.
12:00What's going on, Kim?
12:02I just messed up big time in front of Stevie.
12:07No mood for celebration.
12:08Okay.
12:09Well, don't beat yourself up.
12:10Right?
12:11Everyone makes mistakes.
12:13Yeah.
12:13Yeah, they sure do.
12:14But some mistakes cost more than others.
12:16Uh, Kim, can I have a word with you, please?
12:18Matty, in private.
12:30Kim, you're a good doctor.
12:32But you could be a great doctor.
12:34And in a different set of circumstances, I would have no hesitation nominating you for a clinical fellowship. None.
12:43Different circumstances.
12:45You have a problem.
12:47You look underslept.
12:49You're stressed.
12:50And it's leading to sloppy mistakes.
12:52And you're way too competent for it to be the work.
12:56So what is it?
13:01It's nothing.
13:03I'm okay.
13:05I've been working nights.
13:07No sleep routine.
13:11Okay.
13:13Fine.
13:14If you're not going to talk to me, then I suggest you sort it out, because...
13:22You can't afford to make any more mistakes.
13:26These are so good, by the way.
13:40Excuse me.
13:42Okay?
13:42Seizure started seven minutes ago.
13:45She's just had ten milligrams of Dezabam.
13:47Okay.
13:48Am I right to be any charcoal?
13:49GCS was too low when we arrived, and we think we were outside of the window anyway.
13:53We managed to do an ECG before the fitting started.
13:56How long since you asked you?
13:58Best guess, two to five hours, according to Nathan.
14:02It's my fault.
14:03This is my fault.
14:05How do you know Lucy, Nathan?
14:08Uh...
14:08She's just a mate, I suppose.
14:11Please, you have to save her.
14:13Yeah, we'll do our very best.
14:14On the ECG, there's a widening there in the QRS complexes and QT prolongation.
14:23I'll start with magnesium.
14:26Uh, Shiv, could you take Nathan, Nathan, to get a cup of tea?
14:30Yeah.
14:30Nothing.
14:30Okay.
14:32Uh, come next again.
14:42Puts things into perspective, doesn't it?
14:45Yeah.
14:46Makes you value the important things in life.
14:49Friends.
14:51Family.
14:54Teammates.
14:57Subtle.
14:58As a brick.
15:02Go and give Jacob a hand.
15:14So, I take it you heard them.
15:19Heard what?
15:20My complaints have been thrown out.
15:23No case to answer.
15:27Didn't expect anything to come out of it anyway.
15:31But let's always look off the door.
15:36And the NHS are no different.
15:39I'm sorry, Jacob.
15:45Are you?
15:48Yeah.
15:49I understand that this was important to you.
15:51Oh, you don't.
15:53Not really.
15:54Here we go.
15:55I can't possibly understand because I'm mixed race.
15:57Oh, yeah.
15:58You may get why it is important to me.
16:01But ask yourself, why isn't it important to you?
16:04No.
16:09You should answer that.
16:13No doubt she'll want to celebrate her good news.
16:23There you go.
16:24Do you know anyone we can contact for her?
16:27Er, yeah.
16:28Her mum.
16:30Dawn.
16:31I've got a number on my phone somewhere.
16:35She's going to hate me.
16:36Why's that?
16:40Well, it was a party, right?
16:43Everyone was drinking.
16:46And...
16:48Lucy...
16:49She started kissing me.
16:51Saying that she loved me.
16:55I thought she was just messing about.
16:57You know, she was so drunk and...
16:59What did you do, Nathan?
17:01Hmm?
17:02Did you take advantage of her?
17:05What?
17:07No.
17:08I love Lucy.
17:10How could you even think of something like that?
17:12Why would she hate you then?
17:14Don't you get it?
17:16I rejected her.
17:18Yeah.
17:19I'd wanted this for so long.
17:21And when it happened, I didn't want it to be this, like, drunk, messy mistake.
17:24But I didn't say that.
17:25Did I?
17:26No, I just laughed it off.
17:28Said we'd talk in the morning.
17:31I was going to speak to her, but when I got there, she...
17:35She was just lying there.
17:40Nathan, look at me.
17:41Look at me.
17:44This is not your fault.
17:55You should call her, shouldn't I?
18:00We'll do it together.
18:02We'll do it together.
18:03Yeah.
18:04Hmm.
18:14Kim.
18:15Kim.
18:16I need you in bay four.
18:17Woman 37.
18:18She's drawn through a bollard.
18:18Possible shoulder dislocation.
18:20Do you mind?
18:21Hi, Ania.
18:22Sorry for the wait.
18:23This is...
18:24Dr. Johnson.
18:25Oh.
18:26You know each other?
18:27Yeah.
18:29Not really.
18:30Sort of.
18:31Kim took my psych module at uni,
18:33so yeah, not really sort of accurately sums up our relationship.
18:38Let's take a look at the shoulder, shall we?
18:40I'm just going to check the neurovascular supply and auxiliary nerve.
18:43Can you feel it when I touch you here?
18:48RTC, was it?
18:50Car went backwards when it was supposed to go forwards.
18:54You're looking well.
18:56Thanks.
18:57I'm just going to feel your shoulder now.
18:59Might hurt a bit.
19:03Always knew you'd make a great doctor.
19:06But emergency medicine?
19:08Yep.
19:08Definite dislocation.
19:09Can we get a x-ray to confirm and check for any fractures?
19:13If not, I'll relocate.
19:15Okay.
19:19Need more pain relief?
19:21I'll cope.
19:22How about you?
19:24How are you finding this work environment?
19:28Let's just keep the focus on you, shall we?
19:30I'm not your patient anymore after all.
19:32Of course.
19:33Just asking how you are.
19:38That's stopped the bleeding for now,
19:41but we'll need a doctor to stitch it.
19:44What?
19:44Nonsense.
19:45It's just a scratch.
19:47Surely you can deal with it here.
19:49That's more than a scratch, Joyce.
19:52Do you want to tell us what happened?
19:54Fell.
19:55This is spell nothing serious.
20:03And that cough?
20:04Is that not serious either?
20:06C-O-P-D.
20:07I cough.
20:08But I'm fine.
20:11My sats haven't dropped below 94% all day.
20:14Look.
20:19Good-looking lad, isn't he?
20:22He runs in the family.
20:23His mother is my sister.
20:26That's when he gets his beautiful dimples.
20:28And my modest, humble character.
20:30But not your eyes.
20:31Get those from your father, did you?
20:34Maybe.
20:35I guess.
20:36I wouldn't know.
20:38Okay, BP is a little low, but it is within range.
20:41Ha!
20:42Told you.
20:43But your temperature is high,
20:45so I'm going to have a listen to your chest.
20:49Oh, boy.
20:51If I were ten years younger...
20:55What would your husband say
20:57if you're flirting with me like this?
20:59Nothing.
21:00He's been gone almost six years now.
21:03Went into the hospital.
21:04Never came back.
21:06Oh, I'm sorry, love.
21:07They were terrible times.
21:10Married to palsy now.
21:11The sex isn't great, but it's kept me out of hospital all these years.
21:16So it's good enough for me.
21:19I'll have another listen.
21:21Try and take some deep breaths for me.
21:25Oh, yeah, there's some nasty crackles on your lungs.
21:28It sounds like a possible chest infection.
21:31Joyce, I am afraid we are going to have to take you in.
21:33But my sets are fine.
21:35I'm not sure they are.
21:37Can I take yours?
21:38I'm going to swap them for mine, just to double-check.
21:41There we go.
21:43All right, pop that on.
21:53That's not possible.
21:55Er, let's get a neb.
21:56IV access for paracetamol hydrochlorosone.
21:58Joyce, we are going to have to take you into the ED ASAP.
22:00I'll take my chances here, thank you very much.
22:07Yes.
22:07Yeah, she's burning up.
22:08We've got 40.3.
22:10Malignant hyperpirexia.
22:11All right, let's get ice packs on her armpits and her groin.
22:14Let's get some IB fluid in.
22:16Pedantraline.
22:16Yeah, 150th?
22:17Yep.
22:18Okay, so hopefully this will buy us some time.
22:21Let's prep for an RSI as well, please.
22:22Do we get any word from the next of kin?
22:24Er, yeah.
22:25Another dawn.
22:26She's about an hour out.
22:28What?
22:29Is that bad?
22:30Well, our PBCs, ectopics are all over the place, really.
22:32She could arrest that any more.
22:34RSI might buy us some time, but I don't think we're going to win this one.
22:37Okay.
22:38I'll, er, try the mother again.
22:46Sats are not going above 85%, even with the neb.
22:50I feel much better now, I promise.
22:52Your readings are dangerously low, love.
22:57My policy tells me otherwise.
22:59It's faulty.
23:01Faulty?
23:02What do you mean faulty?
23:03Some aren't properly calibrated for darker skinned people.
23:08Oh, nonsense.
23:09I've been using this for years.
23:11It's never let me down.
23:13It's let you down now, Joyce.
23:15Please.
23:16You're very poorly.
23:17We want to help you, but the best place for all that is the ED.
23:27COVID was a terrible, terrible time.
23:30You don't trust hospitals, and I get why.
23:33But today, will you trust me?
23:36Please.
23:40Mrs. Turner?
23:41Yeah, it's Siobhan Mackenzie.
23:44Can you hear me?
23:45Come on!
23:46Move it!
23:48Is it Lucy?
23:49Is she okay?
23:50Yes, yes.
23:51It's about Lucy.
23:53I'm afraid.
23:54Please tell me she's still alive.
23:57Yes, she's alive.
23:59She's alive.
24:00The thing is, we've got some concerns about her prognosis.
24:05Siobhan, do you have children?
24:08Yes, I have three.
24:11Then talk to me like a mother.
24:13Tell me what I need to know.
24:20Get here as quickly as possible.
24:24Please.
24:25Don't let her go.
24:27I'm coming.
24:29Yeah, we'll do everything we can.
24:39Come on!
24:58Kim.
25:00Kim.
25:01Nia Johnson's x-ray's come back.
25:03Confirmed dislocation.
25:04She needs it relocating.
25:05Do you want me to get the Penthorox?
25:08Right.
25:08Yeah, I'll get on it.
25:10Okay.
25:10Right, Kim.
25:11Real alert on square.
25:12You're with me.
25:20You should call Ben.
25:22I think he should be with you.
25:24You shouldn't be alone.
25:25Not right now.
25:25I mean, does he even know?
25:26No, Cam.
25:27No.
25:27Ben doesn't know.
25:28None of the kids do.
25:29Well, why not?
25:32Because it's not happening to them, is it?
25:34It's happening to me.
25:36Okay.
25:36Well, I think they would want to help.
25:38I...
25:39I know you mean well.
25:40But, you know, I've just had to tell her poor mother that her daughter is...
25:43I'm not going to let you push me away.
25:45Okay?
25:45Don't forget, I know what you're going through too.
25:48You've absolutely no idea what I'm going through.
25:50What I'm experiencing.
25:51The anger.
25:51The helplessness.
25:52No, no, no, no.
25:52The shame.
25:53Stop!
25:53Stop!
25:54I'm not ashamed.
25:55I know.
25:55And I just want to help you, Siobhan.
25:56Okay?
25:56The way you help me.
26:03It's not really the same thing, is it, Cam?
26:05Why?
26:07Well, er...
26:08I did everything right, didn't I?
26:11Hmm?
26:12I did everything right.
26:13And it counted for absolutely zero.
26:16Nothing.
26:18That man.
26:19The man who raped me.
26:25He walked right into this hospital.
26:29And he smiled up at that camera.
26:32Because he knows that nothing can be done to catch him.
26:36So you tell me, please, tell me how you are going to help with that.
26:40Because you can't.
26:41So don't stand there and tell me that you know what I'm going through.
26:45Because you bloody well don't!
26:48I'm sorry.
26:49Why?
26:50You're right.
26:52Cam!
26:53Sorry, no, Cam.
26:54Please, don't.
26:58No LOC, nausea or vomiting.
27:01And we cleared her neck at scene.
27:03She had a gram of IV paracetamol, five milligrams of salbutamone, NEB,
27:07and 100 milligrams of hydrocortisone.
27:09Okay, thanks, Teddy.
27:10Joyce, I'm just going to have a little look at this.
27:13See what we're dealing with here.
27:16Right, okay.
27:16Yeah, that's a nasty laceration there.
27:18No.
27:19No, no, no.
27:19Try not to speak.
27:20Nice short breaths, okay?
27:22I'm going to make sure we take care of you.
27:26You okay?
27:27Okay, so if her stats were 80, it's no wonder she fell.
27:30But how did that go unchecked?
27:31She had her personal pulse ox at the show in 94.
27:33Obviously, it wasn't calibrated properly.
27:35Yeah, to her skin pigmentation, I bet.
27:37I mean, what idea it gives a black woman with COPD this kind of tech?
27:39It's ridiculous.
27:40Doesn't matter now, does it?
27:41It's too late.
27:42Erm, Joyce has anxiety about hospitals.
27:44Lost her husband in the pandemic.
27:47Joyce, I'm going to have to go now, all right?
27:51These will look after you.
27:52They're going to take care of you.
27:53You've got to trust them.
27:54All right.
27:54See you later.
27:56Joyce, I'm just going to give you a bit more oxygen, all right?
27:59Get you nice and comfortable.
28:01Right, okay, let's get another nebuliser, please.
28:02Really, when you're ready, can we do a face and chest x-ray?
28:05Kim, I want you to irrigate, do a neurological review, and...
28:09Yeah, that's cold plastic, because I really don't like the look of that cup.
28:24What are you doing here?
28:26Drunk's getting handsy with security again.
28:29I've been calling you.
28:30Yeah.
28:31Sorry, it's been one of those shifts.
28:34Sounds like you could use a drink.
28:36And on buying, I've had some good news.
28:39The complaint's been dropped?
28:41Jacob told me.
28:44How'd he take it?
28:47That's how you'd expect.
28:50You do know that I wish none of this happened, right?
28:53Of course.
28:54I'm really pleased with you.
28:57Tell Jacob I'm sorry.
28:59If it helps, it wasn't for nothing.
29:02Lessons have been learned.
29:04We'll do better.
29:05Be better.
29:09Hi.
29:10Hey.
29:11What's your news?
29:12We're gonna celebrate down the anchor later.
29:14You coming?
29:16Sorry, love.
29:17I'm busy tonight.
29:18Your loss.
29:19Ha, ha, ha, ha.
29:25Ha, ha, ha.
29:28Ha, ha.
29:28Ha, ha, ha.
29:39Um, how are we looking with that card?
29:42Clear of foreign bodies, neurological examination,
29:45indicated no damage to the facial nerve, no droop,
29:48no asymmetry, no abnormalities.
29:50Right, okay.
29:51Er, Rita, where are we with plastics?
29:54Er, so they do want to see her,
29:56but they're in theatre with a severe burns case,
29:59saying it's going to be eight hours,
30:01but they're not promising anything.
30:02We can't leave her with an open laceration.
30:04No, I don't want to wait.
30:06Yeah, okay, okay, Joyce, just lie back for me, okay?
30:08This is going to take some very fine suturing,
30:10so I'd be more comfortable if we just wait for plastics, team.
30:13Oh, please, don't make me stay.
30:18We can do it here.
30:20We can't risk her walking out, Stevie.
30:24Right, okay. Okay, fine, let's get you comfortable.
30:27You're going to need lidocaine and a fine suture set.
30:30Me?
30:31Yeah, yeah, you.
30:33You've got the skill set, so time to put it into action, okay?
30:35Is that okay with you that Dr. Chang does it here and now?
30:38Do you trust her?
30:40Yeah.
30:40Yeah, I do.
30:41Absolutely.
30:42And so do I.
30:44Right then.
30:50I've got this two minutes rhythm check.
30:54It's going to be F, right?
30:56It's, er, choice 150, please.
30:59Okay.
30:59With the chest.
31:00Okay.
31:01Shocking.
31:05Go again.
31:08Go again.
31:11My mother's coming.
31:17My mother's coming.
31:17My mother's coming.
31:17Okay.
31:22Okay.
31:25Good.
31:25So you're going to have to be able to share that.
31:26I'm gonna try to use the three muscles.
31:28Okay.
31:29Good.
31:29Good.
31:29Good.
31:31Good.
31:31Good.
31:31Good.
31:33Good.
31:41Good.
31:44Good.
31:44the end of the suture, and pull the non-dominant hand away to create a knot.
31:50Is she reciting the textbook from memory?
31:53Yep, it's her thing.
31:54Repeat until the wound is closed.
32:02Good. Checking if any nerves were damaged.
32:06Joyce, if you were to give us a little smile.
32:13Superb work, Dr Chang.
32:15Well done, you.
32:16Right, yep, it's a thing of beauty.
32:19Rita, can you finish up here? Dr Chang, you're with me, now.
32:28Where are we going?
32:30To see Flynn.
32:31I don't understand, I thought he did well.
32:33No, he did brilliantly.
32:35Then why are we going to see the clinical lead?
32:36To tell him the truth about the lumbar puncture?
32:40Yeah, because there's no way that the same doctor who carried out that procedure in there
32:44would have misread instructions on a mobile phone, okay?
32:46So it's really...
32:49Hold on a second.
32:50Erm, still going?
33:05You know, I'm not okay, actually.
33:08I had ovarian cancer and recently I've been experiencing pain.
33:15And...
33:16I don't know where it's come from.
33:19I'm so sorry.
33:21No, don't be sorry.
33:23Look, the thing that got me through recovery, as much as I kicked against it,
33:28was support.
33:29Friends, colleagues.
33:32So, let me help you.
33:34Talk to me.
33:37Kim, come on.
33:37Like, I know the instinct is there to protect Mattie, but not at all costs.
33:43Talk to me.
33:47But I really did just read it wrong.
33:50It was a terrible, terrible mistake.
33:56Right?
33:57Okay.
33:59Okay.
34:01But it was a mistake that was made when I wasn't there, so...
34:06From now on, I'll be there 24-7.
34:12What's happening?
34:17Don!
34:18Don!
34:19Don!
34:19Yes!
34:20Just leave the car.
34:21Just go straight down to the end of the corridor.
34:24Go on!
34:25Go!
34:25Go!
34:26Go!
34:26Go!
34:27Go!
34:28Go!
34:28Go!
34:32Go!
34:42Yeah, let me see.
34:49It's okay, I've got you.
34:54It's okay, I've got you.
34:58It's okay.
35:05Yeah, come in.
35:09Hey, Kim, what's up? I'm busy.
35:12I want to change mentals.
35:15I can't work with Dr Nash anymore.
35:18Can we talk about this when I'm back?
35:20I've got somewhere I need to be.
35:32Is it my fault?
35:34It's never as simple as that.
35:37I'm her mother.
35:40I knew she suffered from depression even from a young age.
35:43I tried to help.
35:44I sent it to every psychiatrist I could find.
35:49A mother shouldn't have to rely on doctors to know what her child needs.
35:54You know, nobody can ever really know what's going on inside somebody's head.
36:00Not if they don't want you to.
36:02It's a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
36:07Just something I heard once about suicide.
36:10Didn't mean much at the time.
36:13But now I get it.
36:16You feel things too big.
36:18You feel overwhelmed.
36:20You make a choice.
36:22Certain that there are no other options.
36:24And then you can't take it back.
36:29The consequences are forever.
36:35She didn't want this.
36:38How could she?
36:41She was so loved.
36:42You are so loved.
36:50Nathan, where is he?
36:53He's waiting in the family room.
36:55Why?
36:57He told me that he loves her.
36:59He blames himself.
37:01This isn't his fault.
37:03Of course it's not.
37:05But he doesn't believe that I couldn't live with myself
37:08if I allowed him to carry the burden of this guilt.
37:11He doesn't deserve that.
37:15No one does.
37:27Rita, have you seen Flynn?
37:28I think he stepped out a while ago.
37:30Did he say where he was going?
37:32No, sorry.
37:33Flynn, listen.
37:34Listen, it's me.
37:35Please don't do it.
37:36Don't do it.
37:38I've changed my mind.
37:40Right, thank you.
37:41Did you get a hold of him?
37:42We could use him right now.
37:43Pre-alert assault victim.
37:46Male, 20s.
37:48Sounds really bad.
37:51Okay, I'm just getting a bit of traction.
37:53Oh, there she is.
37:54Your ears must have been burning
37:55we were just talking about you.
37:56I'm so sorry.
37:57It's okay.
37:57I was telling Nia how busy it is.
37:59Right, you ready?
38:00Do a nice deep breath.
38:02Okay.
38:05Right.
38:08It certainly is a high-pressure environment.
38:10I do wonder how you cope.
38:12Yeah, well, Kim here seems to thrive under pressure.
38:14She feeds off it.
38:15Like the cakes and the cookies she brings around.
38:17Constantly.
38:18Uh, okay.
38:19We will get you a collar and cuff.
38:21And Kim, we need to order an x-ray just to check the position.
38:24So, uh, this one must have made quite an impact on you
38:27for you to remember her from one uni placement.
38:31She did incredibly well.
38:32Top of the class.
38:34Yeah.
38:36Yeah.
38:37Nia, very nice to meet you.
38:44I know what you're thinking.
38:45Doesn't matter.
38:47Like you said, I'm not your therapist anymore.
38:56It was not exactly bowling enough burger, but I'll make do.
39:01I'm so sorry, I completely forgot.
39:03Yeah, I noticed.
39:05I know you've, um, you've got a lot on your mind.
39:09You know you can talk to me, right?
39:11About what?
39:13About whatever's made you sad recently.
39:15I've been sad.
39:17Kim, if you're a cat, you'd be off your food.
39:20But you're not a cat.
39:22You're my boyfriend, so talk.
39:29Don't.
39:30What was that?
39:30Sorry.
39:31No, that, that, I didn't, um, mean that.
39:33I think you absolutely meant that.
39:36Do I gross you out?
39:37No, of course not.
39:38It's not you.
39:39No, I know it's not me.
39:40Where are you going?
39:41No, I just think I've been humiliated enough today.
39:45Indy, it's not you, I swear.
39:46Kam, you've got three seconds to explain why you can't even talk to me,
39:52let alone kiss me.
39:56Okay, um, I guess we're done.
40:01By the way, it absolutely is you.
40:08X-ray requested a portable...
40:10Emergency medicine.
40:12Of all the environments.
40:14And you didn't disclose.
40:16You never even gave yourself a chance.
40:19I can handle it.
40:20No, Kim, you can't.
40:22You aren't.
40:28I've never been as happy anywhere than right here.
40:34It's my calling.
40:37Where are you in the cycle?
40:41I haven't relapsed.
40:48How bad is it?
40:50Food noise of a present.
40:52Obsessive exercise.
40:54Are you on the forums again?
40:56I can see you've been binging.
40:58How often are you purging?
41:04You know there's only one way this ends.
41:11Your breath smelled oddly sweet when I examined you.
41:14Mints to cover the alcohol.
41:17Or maybe it's alcoholic ketoacidosis, depends how bad it is.
41:22Will you notice the small things in here?
41:24Bruises on the arms from stumbles, bumping into things.
41:27And for your high pain threshold.
41:29Helped by being smashed the entire time.
41:31How many miniatures have you got in there?
41:36How many miniatures have you got in there?
41:37Looks like we both have things we haven't fully disclosed.
41:42I won't let you take this from me.
41:46We both have our demons, Kim.
41:48But I don't want to take anything from you.
41:51I want you to ask for help.
41:53Before it's too late.
41:57Look, I get it.
41:59It's awful.
42:00What this Joyce went through today, it was horrific.
42:04It should have never happened.
42:07But?
42:10I just don't get institutional bias.
42:13Mistake, yeah, but...
42:15What's that got to do with race?
42:17They didn't calibrate medical equipment,
42:19taking Darkest getting into account.
42:21Maybe they didn't realise they had to.
42:23Well, they didn't realise because the only trial of the tech are white people.
42:26Well, it is a majority white country, Teddy.
42:28Quite a diverse country.
42:30Alright.
42:31Once the problem was identified, it was fixed, I guess.
42:35Things like this happening with tech is much rarer these days.
42:37There we are. Lessons will land.
42:55I need to speak to you in private.
42:58No, you don't. Because I already know.
43:01When you think Flynn wouldn't tell me that you wanted a new mentor,
43:04do you think he was just going to sign off on that?
43:06No, you don't understand.
43:06Yeah, you're right.
43:08And that's something we can definitely agree on,
43:10because I don't understand.
43:11Because all I've been trying to do is help.
43:14I'm not interested in you being a good doctor.
43:16I'm interested in you being the best doctor you can be.
43:20I've got a patient whose wound needs to brighten.
43:22It's a two-man job, so go find the liquor.
43:32What lessons were learned?
43:35Sorry?
43:36You said lessons were learned about the pulse oximeters.
43:39I'm just wondering what lessons.
43:42You just said it's much rarer these days that these things don't work properly.
43:46Tell that to Joyce.
43:48I thought we were changing the subject.
43:50You were changing the subject.
43:52It's just getting boring now, Teddy.
43:57Sorry.
43:58I didn't mean that.
44:00I know this is important to you.
44:04Why is it not important to you?
44:08What's that supposed to mean?
44:10No case to answer is what the police saw, Jacob.
44:13You're saying that you wish it had never happened,
44:15and that lessons would be learned.
44:18And?
44:19Well, if there was no case to answer,
44:21why would any lessons need to be learned?
44:22If you did nothing wrong, why did you wish it never happened?
44:25I did my job.
44:30Are you calling me a racist?
44:31No, obviously not.
44:33But say if it is what Jacob said and it's unconscious bias.
44:36Whatever, Teddy.
44:39I have been struggling for weeks with this and I'm trying to tell you and I feel like you don't
44:44care.
44:44And if that is the case, then I'm not sure.
44:48What?
44:51What?
45:05Can I take a minute, please? I just need to...
45:09Let's finish this first, yeah?
45:11Especially with Stevie on the waterpath.
45:12Come on.
45:14Come on.
45:19What is her problem, anyway?
45:24I told Byron I want to change mentors.
45:27What?
45:29Why?
45:30I thought you idolised Stevie.
45:33She blames you for Tara.
45:36Doesn't believe I misread instructions.
45:39But you did.
45:40Yes.
45:42She just doesn't believe it.
45:43Yes.
45:44Well, make her believe it.
45:45That's the truth.
45:46Why do you think I went to Byron?
45:48Please.
45:49Kim, stop.
45:51I really have to...
45:54What are you... Kim! Kim! Kim!
46:03Kim!
46:05Kim!
46:06Kim!
46:07What are you doing? You can't just leave a patient like that.
46:11Don't come in here!
46:14Okay?
46:18Are you okay?
46:21May I have some privacy, please?
46:24Yeah.
46:26Yeah, of course.
46:28Sorry.
46:30Can I get you anything?
46:32Scrubs.
46:34Please.
46:34Please.
46:35Matty.
46:37Scrubs.
46:41Unidentified male found in a skip.
46:43He sustained severe max max injuries from the assault.
46:46No witnesses are unsure of when it happened.
46:48Here he arrives, he's lost teeth but no obvious obstruction at this time.
46:51He's unable to fully open his mouth due to a potential jaw fracture.
46:53Has he got any IV in there?
46:55Just this.
46:56Obstable GCS-12 is at 1-1-1 paracetamol.
46:59I said nobody wants to morphine.
47:08Hey, you okay?
47:12Flit!
47:35I knew you'd come back to yourself.
47:38Eventually.
47:42Look, I am just...
47:44I am so sorry that I asked that of you.
47:47You don't need to say sorry.
47:49To me, or anyone.
47:53You're the heart of this place, Shiv.
47:57I mean, without you, it...
48:01When I saw that man out there,
48:05just lying there, beaten to a pulp,
48:07and I realised that...
48:12..it wasn't him, it wasn't because of me,
48:15that you hadn't done it, and...
48:18Oh, my God.
48:20Oh, my God, I was just so relieved.
48:23Look, I think...
48:25I just think I was just so full of rage.
48:29That's what it was.
48:30Yeah, if I'm honest, I still am.
48:34I need to speak to Cam.
48:37God, I was absolutely vile to him.
48:46It's okay.
48:47He'll forgive you, it's fine, don't worry about it.
48:50I sure have...
48:52You've never seen him.
48:55It seems like...
49:00That I'm alwaysä½™ fasen,
49:02It's okay.
49:03You seen him?
49:09I've never seen him.
49:09I know what he's doing.
49:09Bye.
49:10Bye.
49:10You...
49:11You...
49:19What?
49:20I've never seen him.
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