00:00No, it just gets a bit much sometimes.
00:02You're fine.
00:03Dying.
00:06I've seen a little prick on bins of people.
00:08Obviously, it was only a game last night,
00:10but, like, Sean kissing everyone but me,
00:12when we'd kissed on the terrace before,
00:14it's like, fucking hell, here we go, round two,
00:17because that's exactly what the guy was doing in my couple last time.
00:20I feel like...
00:21I came in on day one and my confidence was quite high,
00:25and I feel like it's just getting lower and lower.
00:27Don't get upset.
00:29Don't get upset.
00:31Oh, don't.
00:32You're fine.
00:34Don't.
00:35You're fine.
00:36Don't.
00:38Listen, the thing is, it's such an odd environment, innit?
00:41Like, you don't, like...
00:43If it's not for you, like, who's in here?
00:46Like, don't feel like that's anything on you.
00:48Like, you might not have a connection with them.
00:50And I think sometimes, because you don't care,
00:53you're like, oh, I don't care, like, it's only been a couple of days.
00:55Fuck that, like, care.
00:56Yeah.
00:56Like, start realising how pretty you are, how amazing you are,
01:00and, like, be like, no, this is what I want.
01:02I think I do keep it, like, a lot of things surface level.
01:05Yeah, because it's easier to avoid hurt when you do that.
01:09Yeah.
01:10But I also think as well, like, not over, like, being in a relationship,
01:13I think, like, that's so set in my brain to keep things surface level,
01:16because it's never been anything serious.
01:18Yeah.
01:18It's kind of like a disassociation from things,
01:21so when it does go wrong, which every time inevitably has,
01:24it doesn't hurt as much.
01:26Yeah, I get that.
01:27But the thing is, you've been hurt.
01:29You've done it.
01:30You know?
01:30And if you are, fuck it.
01:31You'll pick yourself up.
01:32You'll be fine.
01:34Oh, I don't know why I'm getting emotional.
01:36Oh, Tommy, don't go.
01:37Come here.
01:38Come here.
01:40Come.
01:41Come.
01:41Give me a hug.
01:42No, I was here.
01:44You're OK.
01:46You OK?
01:47I know.
01:48I'll just be honest, I just found it a bit difficult.
01:50Oh, Tommy, man.
01:52I know.
01:53It's hard, you know, man.
01:54It's so wild.
01:56Yeah.
01:57I think where I was on it in the summer,
02:00and, like, obviously, I felt like I had that connection straight away,
02:03and then here, I've come in here, and I feel like...
02:06I'll be honest, I feel like the age thing's been a big issue
02:09with a lot of the girls.
02:10Yeah.
02:10I didn't really understand why before coming in,
02:13but obviously being in here,
02:17I am at a different stage in life than a lot of the girls in here.
02:22A lot of the girls here are a lot older than me.
02:23These girls want marriage and kids very soon, and I get that.
02:27And I'm not going to play a game.
02:28I'm not going to couple up with someone just to try and go far in here.
02:33I don't really care about that.
02:35I do feel like I'm ready for a relationship,
02:39and that's why I'm here.
02:40It's so annoying because I can tell you to why I'm blue in the face
02:44that you are so fucking mature.
02:46I know, yeah.
02:47Like, and talking to you, I didn't feel like I was talking to a little boy.
02:50You're not a little boy, you're a grown man.
02:52Yeah, yeah, yeah.
02:53Like, completely.
02:54And that's coming from someone who's actually trying to get...
02:56Like, I was getting to know you when I first walked in here
02:58because I think you're gorgeous.
02:59No, I appreciate Sammy.
03:01But, yeah, no, it just gets a bit much sometimes when you see...
03:05When you look around and you see, like, everyone cracking on
03:07and you're just sort of sitting here, like, waiting for that door to open.
03:10I know.
03:10You don't know what's around the corner.
03:12Yeah, I know.
03:13And you're a great guy and you deserve someone really nice.
03:15I don't want you to get upset.
03:16Yeah, I know.
03:17Oh.
03:18Turn that frown upside down, boy.
03:20Yeah, man.
03:20Mate, I'm just emotional, I think.
03:22It's fine, man.
03:23I feel like what I don't appreciate is someone going into
03:28some mad Shakespeare thing and humiliate me in front of the group.
03:32Like, you know, he's very cautious about it the first time round.
03:36Yeah.
03:36And he was like, all right, give him a few days off
03:38and he's come at me again and picking my personality.
03:42And I don't appreciate it.
03:44You know what, Sean?
03:45We have seen it.
03:46I've seen it, which is why I spoke up and felt like, you know,
03:51I needed to fire back in.
03:54No, of course, because, you know, at the end of the day,
03:56he come in here and he singled you out of everyone.
03:59He tells everyone, oh, yeah, he's like my best partner.
04:01Yeah, like, to make himself look good.
04:04And, like, I can't stand for it.
04:06I was a Scot back in the day, like, and this what...
04:10You've seen how it happens, like...
04:12Yeah.
04:12And I've seen...
04:14I've seen what a prick I've been to people.
04:17No, I let it happen, honestly.
04:18And then when it was sort of...
04:21I've learnt a lot about myself and I have grown.
04:23This is what I find hard.
04:26The best way to be respectful with everything is just,
04:29maybe just for a moment, like, with the kissing and stuff,
04:32it's just got to just be put on pause, I guess,
04:36so I can try and be respectful as possible
04:38and really get to know...
04:39Keep getting to know you
04:41and obviously get to know Lucinda on a deeper emotional level.
04:46Are you OK, babe?
04:48Do you want to go in the dressing room?
04:53Come here, darling, what's wrong?
04:58Oh, I'm sorry.
04:59Oh, my God.
05:01My bad, bitch, I'm counting.
05:04Don't cry.
05:05What's upset you?
05:06Oh, just, like, everything.
05:08Wait, what happened?
05:09It was just like, we need to stop, like, kissing it
05:12and being an affectionate.
05:13Oh, really?
05:16We haven't even spoke today
05:17and the first thing he'd say is that.
05:19And he was like, I will still talk.
05:20I said, we don't even talk here.
05:22We kissed last night
05:23and the first thing you do this morning
05:24is for Lucinda for a chat in front of me.
05:33What do you want to do now?
05:35There's not much I can do.
05:39I know you broke up five months ago
05:40and I know you said that you'd felt like
05:42you had ended it way before you broke up with him.
05:46Do you still feel it's a little bit close to breaking up
05:49to open up properly?
05:52Maybe.
05:55I know I don't want to be with him,
05:57but I can't sit here and say that...
06:06I'm sorry.
06:06Oh!
06:07Don't fucking cry!
06:10Come here, give me a hug.
06:11Give me a hug.
06:12I don't know why I'm getting emotional.
06:13Don't be silly, let it out.
06:15Fucking let it out.
06:16Don't be silly.
06:19Let it out.
06:21You're better off crying.
06:22Even if you cry about something
06:23I don't want to hear about.
06:24I think I've gone with things
06:26because I wanted to make you happy
06:29and I'm falling into my old ways.
06:31And it's not because I don't want to do it too, but I...
06:35Please, do what's best for you.
06:36Be selfish in it.
06:38Whether that hurts my feelings or not,
06:40be selfish.
06:41I feel like you need it.
06:42I am a big boy and I can take it.
06:45I like you as a friend anyway.
06:47Obviously, I like you more than a friend,
06:48but I like you as a friend.
06:50And I don't want you to feel this way whatsoever.
06:55I still want to get to know you,
06:57whether it's just friendship level,
07:00but not kissing or anything.
07:01Yeah.
07:02I like you as a person.
07:04So, yeah.
07:05That's where my head's at.
07:07And...
07:08Yeah.
07:10I...
07:11will give you space.
07:22It's fine.
07:23It's back to him.
07:24Yeah.
07:25All good?
07:26Yeah.
07:28Come on.
07:37You okay?
07:38Yeah.
07:39Your eyes are really bad.
07:40No, no, I was crying.
07:41Why are you with him?
07:44Why are you with him?
07:46I don't know why I'm crying.
07:47No, but obviously I told him.
07:49Like, I didn't...
07:51Damn.
07:53It's okay.
07:54It's okay.
07:54It's okay.
07:56It's okay.
07:57It's okay.
07:57It's okay.
07:58It's okay.
07:58It's okay.
07:59It's okay.
08:01It's okay.
08:01It's okay.
08:02I'm just being dramatic.
08:10I want to ask you what happened,
08:12but I don't want you to get emotional on me as well at the same time.
08:17You're all right, bro.
08:17Come here.
08:18Come here, bro.
08:20It's all good.
08:21It's all good.
08:22Come on, sit down.
08:38What happened?
08:39She just...
08:40Well...
08:40Told you she wants to take a step back, sort of thing, or...?
08:42Yeah, pretty much.
08:43Really?
08:44Which is fine, but it's been four days.
08:46I mean, ridiculous crying.
08:47It seemed like you guys were doing really well, so it probably...
08:49Yeah.
08:50Came as maybe a bit of a surprise.
08:51I don't know.
08:52It's probably why you're feeling that type of way.
08:54A little bit.
08:55Actually, I don't know.
08:56I...
08:58I know she wants no pressure.
09:00I know she wants none of this.
09:01And I've been...
09:01trying not to give her any pressure or do anything to, like, push her away.
09:07I think you've been completely respectful of that.
09:09Was it a step back or was it just, let's slow things down?
09:12It was...
09:12Just let's just...
09:14Let's just be friends and see what happens at the moment.
09:16So, yeah.
09:17Yeah, so I just think she just needs...
09:20She just needs some space.
09:21This has happened in a lot of the situations here,
09:23where people probably get too romantic too quickly.
09:25Yeah.
09:26And then they decide to take a step back.
09:27But I don't think you've put a single foot wrong.
09:29I just don't want to feel pressured.
09:31I just...
09:31I know, but it's hard.
09:33You know, you obviously want to show a girl how you feel,
09:34but then be respectful to her.
09:36Yeah, completely.
09:37But, uh...
09:38No, I just hope you're okay, man.
09:39I hate to break my heart to see any of the lads upset.
09:41No, I am.
09:41I'm good, bro.
09:42We're just going to be friends and not do anything
09:43and just see what happens.
09:45Just a little speed bump on the motorway, you know?
09:47Hopefully, yeah.
09:48We'll see.
09:49100%.
09:49It's a bitter pill to swallow sometimes, but...
09:51Yeah.
09:51What happens when we fall down?
09:53We get back up.
09:54Get back up, baby.
09:55We fight.
09:55We come back stronger.
09:57Ah, God almighty.
10:01We fight.
10:01We fight.
10:03We fight.
10:05We fight.
10:12You know, when you fall down,
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