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00:00The allegations brought forward are not proven.
00:03No further action will be taken.
00:05Maybe we should slow down.
00:07Tell you, I just want to leave it all in the past now.
00:09You know, these visits are on a lot of force all week.
00:12I look forward to seeing you too.
00:13There's something I need to tell you.
00:14The dad was raped.
00:16Was mum being weird with you this morning?
00:17How's the doctors? Are you still not feeling well?
00:19No, it's all good.
00:20I've just got a follow-up appointment to the hospital.
00:56Why does my heart...
01:05Mum, what time's dad back?
01:07Mum!
01:08Mum!
01:11What time's dad back?
01:12About three.
01:14Come on, get to school.
01:15Gonna be late.
01:16My body.
01:17Ooh!
01:18Feel open door.
01:26Feel open door.
01:29Feel open door.
01:31Feel open door.
01:34Feel open door.
01:36Why does my heart...
01:49Tony?
01:52How far away are you?
01:58Hey, first day at work, okay?
02:00Awkward.
02:02I got through it.
02:03Much like last night.
02:05Things are always going to feel strange.
02:07You know, things will get better, though.
02:09I know they will.
02:10Are you talking about the work or the sex?
02:12Both.
02:16There's a support group on tonight at the community centre.
02:21And we know this, Hal.
02:23I've been Googling it.
02:24Only because I care.
02:26You don't want me to mention it anymore, I won't mention it.
02:29Is this guy in here the rubber or what?
02:31Can't even touch my toes, mate.
02:39Remind me again why all of a sudden you're becoming a yoga teacher.
02:42Ricky has asked me to help her come up with a personal training plan.
02:45Said that she finds her doing a bit of yoga, so...
02:49All makes sense, though.
02:50He's trying to repress a girl.
02:52Yeah, well, now she's not even coming.
02:53She's got some crisis at home.
02:56I don't know what I'm doing, me and my ex-counsel.
02:59I feel well better if someone got hurt.
03:00You can't let everyone else down.
03:03Why not so good little money earner?
03:05I'll ask for the money back.
03:09Things we do for love, eh?
03:17Weren't we having a rematch?
03:18Let me think about it.
03:20Never.
03:20He's such a sore loser.
03:22You're such an ungracious winner.
03:23Come on, I'm allowed to go.
03:24I've had a stroke.
03:25A couple of months ago, I couldn't even hold a gold club,
03:27let alone thrash me little brother.
03:29Just like the old days, eh, Dom?
03:30I know it's a pitiful part time.
03:32It's not exactly the masses, is it?
03:33Hey.
03:34Oh, come here.
03:35Thank goodness you're back.
03:36Have you ever done a while?
03:37Yeah, of course.
03:38I'm just made up to see you, that's all.
03:39You should go way more often.
03:41Right, sit down, I'll make you the brew.
03:43Oh, I'll get the rest of the bags in, shall I?
03:46Yep.
03:56You didn't have to walk me to work.
03:59That's the least I could do.
04:01You've given up my spare room for me.
04:04Can't be easy having me back in the house.
04:09Gemma and Vicky have missed you.
04:11I thought you might go out with them this night.
04:15No, I got the distinct feeling that they wanted to talk about me, probably.
04:20And Dylan's gone to see his mystery friend.
04:22He was very catchy about that, wasn't he?
04:26Don't know what's going on there.
04:28Nothing bad, I hope.
04:29I'm not sure this family can handle any more bombshells.
04:33I'm so sorry.
04:34That sounded insensitive.
04:37I just meant...
04:38It's okay, miss.
04:39I know what you meant.
04:40You don't need to tread and exhale this route.
04:42But I just want things to work to normal between us.
04:47Don.
04:49Hey.
04:50Hey, Miss Buck.
04:51Mate, I'm glad I caught you up.
04:55I'm thinking of trying out a support group this evening.
04:58I thought you might want to go together.
05:00That's a really good idea.
05:01I can't.
05:02I'm busy.
05:04I'm going to reopen the pizza kiosk.
05:06It's time I got back to work.
05:09Don, if you change your mind...
05:11I won't.
05:16He, er...
05:17made his official statement to the police this morning.
05:21And now he wants everything to go back to the way it was.
05:25Like it never happened.
05:28But if you don't talk about it...
05:30I know.
05:32He'll lose himself again.
05:39You know, I feel like I've turned a corner.
05:41You should have seen me, Diane.
05:43I sailed round that golf course.
05:44Oh, there's lots still banging on about that, is there?
05:46Hey, it's a big deal.
05:47I almost feel like my old self again.
05:49Yeah.
05:50Full of yourself.
05:51Do you know what?
05:53I think it's brilliant.
05:55You know, after all these months,
05:56I feel like I'm ready to go back to work.
05:58You know, start living my life again.
06:01So come and tell me what I've missed.
06:02Kids been driving you round the bend, have they?
06:04No more than usual.
06:06Anyway, I'll fill you in once your Dom's gone home.
06:09I thought I told you Dom's staying.
06:11No, you didn't.
06:12Well, yeah, it makes sense.
06:13It's a long drive and it's nearly dark.
06:14Tony, really?
06:15Well, come on, what have I meant to say?
06:17Well, after three weeks of your wife coping on her own,
06:19she wouldn't mind spending some alone time with her husband.
06:22And...
06:23Something happened?
06:25No.
06:27No, everything's fine.
06:29Forget about it.
06:31Tom, how many sugars in your tea, love?
06:34Um, just two, please.
06:36Two, yeah.
06:39I can't believe it.
06:41Oh, poor Donny.
06:42Oh, sorry.
06:43I feel bad for telling you.
06:44I'm glad you did.
06:45You all must be going through it now.
06:47You know, we all knew something was wrong with him.
06:51I just didn't think it would be that.
06:54You know, not in a million years.
06:57You know, you've always been there to pick me up off the floor when I've needed it.
07:01But now that you need me, I'm stuck in here.
07:05No, it's fine.
07:07Talking about it helps, you know.
07:12It feels like you only just got it.
07:18I'm so sorry, I can't do more to help.
07:21I'm going to be okay.
07:24You've got loads of things to worry about.
07:40Is that back, yeah?
07:41Yeah, um, he's upstairs with Uncle Tom.
07:43Oh, you'd better have any presents for us.
07:45You're such a little brat.
07:46I'm only saying what you're thinking.
07:48Hey.
07:50Oh, go on.
07:51Hit me with it.
07:52What have they done now?
07:53I'm actually not here on school business.
07:56Thank goodness for that.
07:57Not that my day could get any worse.
07:59I don't know about that.
08:00You've forgotten, haven't you?
08:02Forgotten what?
08:03Yoga!
08:05Oh, yoga.
08:06Nancy, I'm really sorry, but I'm just...
08:09I'm not on the military.
08:09No, I feel exactly the same way, which is why we should go.
08:13Come on, come on.
08:13It might be a laugh.
08:15You never know.
08:15Someone might trump doing downward dog.
08:18Go on, then.
08:19Just wait some.
08:20Quickly get changed.
08:32Hey.
08:33How are you doing out of work?
08:35I told them I had a migraine.
08:37Don't use this guy, what?
08:39There's a first time for everything.
08:41If you're here to try and persuade me to go to that meeting...
08:43I'm here because I want you to teach me how to make a pizza.
08:54You could have told me Prince was the instructor.
08:56I feel that self-conscious now.
08:58Why?
08:58He's seen you bend over before, hasn't he?
09:00Has he?
09:01Well, the last time he was in this school, he was manufacturing steroids,
09:04so this is his chance to redeem himself.
09:06Oh, engagement party was fun, though, wasn't it?
09:08Yeah.
09:09Although Frankie did tell us that she's going to leave home.
09:12She's gotten to ballet school, which is obviously brilliant,
09:14but the house is going to feel so empty without her.
09:17OK, guys, we're about to get started,
09:19if you'd like to find a place for your mum.
09:21About you, Di, what's new with you?
09:23What's new with me?
09:25Well, Tony's been on holiday with his brother for the past three weeks,
09:28leaving me to deal with the two businesses, or the kids,
09:31and stage four Iranian cancer.
09:33OK.
09:54Who really is you?
09:55How are you, Lucas?
09:59Don't pretend you care.
10:01Right, I know why you want to help me.
10:03It's your way of sticking two fingers up at my dad.
10:07Tell me I'm wrong.
10:10Maybe I'd blame myself for what you did to Steve.
10:14Learned behaviour.
10:16Cycle of abuse.
10:18I assume these are phrases your therapist uses.
10:21At the end of the day,
10:23it doesn't matter what my motives are.
10:26I can get those charges dropped.
10:30I assume that's why I'm here.
10:33No.
10:37What, then?
10:39Our jaw back's on an inhale.
10:42I don't understand you.
10:43I've not been ill, have you?
10:45Well, I went to the GP both a month ago because they've been spot on.
10:50And out through the mouth.
10:51I'm not bloated and felt tired all the time.
10:53I've had this really bad pain in my abdomen.
10:55Keep it steady and slow.
10:56I think they've put me in for all kinds of tests and scans and biopsies.
11:00And out.
11:01I got the results back yesterday.
11:03All right, now let's get into a downward dog.
11:05Lift your hips.
11:07Straighten your legs.
11:09And get into an inverted V-shirt.
11:10Oh, well, that's disappointing.
11:11Nobody dropped her.
11:13Yeah, you.
11:14Thought you said it was going to be fun.
11:16Yeah, well, that was before you dropped the C-bomb.
11:18Now let's transition to an upward-facing dog.
11:21Lower your hips.
11:24Sorry, I can't do this.
11:26Okay, so what have they said about treatment?
11:28Him.
11:30It's already spread.
11:32Yeah, it's in my lymph nodes, my...
11:35my liver.
11:38Chemo's the option, but what?
11:40But there's no guarantees.
11:41They don't know if I'll give me more time.
11:44Excuse me, I need a minute.
11:54In case you were wondering,
11:57I wanted it to look like an amoeba.
12:01And the final step is the cheese.
12:04And that's a blend of mozzarella and fontina.
12:08But that is top secret, so keep it to yourself.
12:16You know, after I was raped,
12:21I took up painting.
12:22I was terrible at that, too.
12:28But it helped.
12:31I think the pizza...
12:38It's the way I pretended to be, Mick.
12:41I could could erase the last 20 years
12:43all the bad choices that I made.
12:45I know I meant to talk about it
12:47like Dutch it does.
12:51But I can't.
12:58What's wrong with it, Miss?
13:01What's wrong with it, Miss?
13:22I'm so sorry.
13:24If this isn't happening to me,
13:26it's happening to you,
13:26and you needed me to be strong enough.
13:28Nancy, it's fine.
13:30Come on, it's my fault.
13:30I shouldn't have just
13:31blurted it out the way it is.
13:33It's a lot to take in.
13:35How did Tony take it?
13:39No one told him, yes.
13:41Diane.
13:42Nancy, I really have another chance to.
13:46Well, maybe I've just been finding the excuses
13:49to put it off.
13:52But Tony's just recovered from that stroke,
13:54and he's...
13:56Oh, he's in full hope right now.
14:00It's going to destroy him.
14:03It's going to destroy the family.
14:08It's...
14:08I don't know I'm going to find the way to tell her.
14:19Hello?
14:21Hey, it's me.
14:24How did you get a phone?
14:26Cold and a favour?
14:28I said I wanted to do more.
14:30So here I am.
14:34So, what do you want to talk about?
14:37What trip to South America?
14:38What you had for dinner tonight?
14:40Oh, how many hyenas it would take to kill a lion?
14:44Are you smiling?
14:46Yeah.
14:48Yeah, I am.
14:51Dodgers from a different generation.
14:55Different time.
14:58Our parents never encouraged us to share our feelings.
15:04Black man growing up in Toxeth
15:06wasn't allowed to show weakness.
15:10You had to hold yourself in a certain kind of way.
15:15Like you were...
15:17...bearing armour.
15:21Defending yourself from the constant...
15:25...criticism and judgment.
15:28I'll write abuse sometimes.
15:31You haven't spoken much about your childhood.
15:34It was tough.
15:37No words that anyone else is on our streets.
15:42Racism and deprivation, it's all I knew.
15:46So I suffered in silence.
15:51Burying my trauma like I was taught.
15:55And then the riots happened.
15:57It was like this...
15:59...explosion of hate.
16:01And you still feel you have to wear your armour?
16:05That's right.
16:07Because all that...
16:09...judgment and discrimination still exists.
16:13Well, it's not as overt, but it's still out there.
16:19Especially in the police.
16:21You know...
16:22I had to work hard.
16:24Act tougher, be more alpha than any of my white colleagues.
16:28Because I knew that deep down, they didn't think I was good enough to be there.
16:33I was the one black man in that room, and I carried everything, and I asked for nothing.
16:44I...
16:46I pushed away people in the process.
16:54You...
16:55...are safe.
16:57To be honest about your feelings with me.
17:02No one is judging you now.
17:08Okay, come on.
17:17My partner's been really supportive.
17:24And...
17:25...patient.
17:29But I've struggled to, uh, be...
17:32...intimate with her.
17:40Look, this might be an overshare, but, uh...
17:44...last night, I...
17:45...had sex for the first time since my attack.
17:52It wasn't good.
17:55And now I'm terrified that I might never be able to love someone that way again.
18:06If I fall asleep, will you stay on the line?
18:10I'll see you next time.
18:14Lucas?
18:15Lucas?
18:20Sweet dreams.
18:31Hey.
18:33Don't go into bed.
18:35I said it back.
18:38Tony, you didn't need to do that.
18:40I was just being a grump.
19:01I found it in your bag.
19:05I was only looking for a pen.
19:08It's bad, isn't it?
19:18We've got about six months.
19:27It's okay.
19:36That's okay.
19:38I like that.
19:39No.
19:41No.
19:48No.
19:50No, no.
19:53No.
19:54You
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