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00:00Right onto Harcourt Street.
00:01I thought you could turn right.
00:03I don't know.
00:04What if I pretend to faint and sneak peek in his chart there?
00:08I'll diagnose you with not a chance syndrome.
00:11Okay.
00:12You can't turn right.
00:13No.
00:14You can't, can you?
00:15How's he doing?
00:16He spoke to me.
00:17Did you find out?
00:18You can turn right onto Harcourt Street.
00:20It's okay.
00:21Anna said that last night you rang her, you wanted to go to that rehab place.
00:25So I rang this place today.
00:27It's called the Cloisters.
00:28I don't need to go to rehab.
00:30Why don't you just go and try it?
00:32Meet your roommate, Jackie.
00:35The doctor says that you probably need to do IVF,
00:37but I don't have ten grand to just drop at the slight chance of having a baby.
00:41What is this?
00:42It's my rainy day fund.
00:44You take what you need out of it.
00:45Anna, do you think that he's going to be up for a wedding in a month?
00:48You know, you might have to push it back a bit.
00:51Ayden, can you hear me?
00:56Help! Is there anybody out there?
01:20How long have you been standing there?
01:24They're gorgeous.
01:26Not too long.
01:27Ten minutes.
01:30Oh, no, I'm not hungry.
01:32Yeah, just take a bite.
01:33No, I'm hungry.
01:34Come on.
01:36Take a bite.
01:37Okay.
01:41Mmm.
01:42Mmm.
01:43Mmm.
01:58Yes.
02:02I love you. I love you. I love you.
02:29These eyes are close together and he wears a juicy grin. Don't let him in.
02:36No, I wouldn't if I were you. Let him in.
03:07I love you.
03:08She is.
03:16Dad.
03:18Oh, go away, Mum.
03:23Hello, we're being asleep.
03:25Well, Wyatt, they had us to date you.
03:29Where's Aiden?
03:35Love.
03:36Where's Aiden?
03:37He's gone.
03:40He died.
03:46Now, Aiden's parents are gonna take him back to America.
03:52They said they'd...
03:53Okay, stop.
03:58Do you have my phone?
04:03Yeah?
04:04Yeah.
04:06Aiden.
04:10Are you...
04:12You okay?
04:14Any questions?
04:15Yeah.
04:16Do you have a charger?
04:18I don't.
04:22How is your phone then?
04:26Yeah.
04:27Thanks.
04:30Did you hear what I said about Aiden?
04:32I did.
04:33We have tickets to Glastonbury and we had seven laptops online and two phones just to get out of the
04:39queue.
04:40It's a music festival.
04:43I know what it is.
04:44Millions of people wanted the tickets.
04:46And we got them.
04:48We went to brunch to celebrate and Aiden ordered pancakes with bacon but they came with blueberries.
04:53And he was so confused and annoyed because giving people things that they didn't order is inherent waste.
05:01So, I ate them.
05:06So, this is about the tickets?
05:08Yeah.
05:09Millions of people wanted these tickets.
05:11We got them.
05:13And then we can't go.
05:14So, it's the right thing to do.
05:15Anna, love.
05:17It isn't for ages.
05:19There's no rushes on it.
05:20There is, dad.
05:20People need to make plans.
05:23Can't just rock up to Glastonbury the day before.
05:25Anna.
05:27Hi.
05:27Hey.
05:28Are you okay?
05:30I'm so sorry.
05:32Okay?
05:33And we're all here.
05:36Well, not literally.
05:38But Maggie and Helen and my mum are at home.
05:42But Maggie's made a rota.
05:43Do you know anyone who wants tickets to Glastonbury?
05:47Excuse me?
05:51No.
05:52I don't.
05:54Anna.
05:57Are you okay, love?
06:01Aiden's parents added their church that they live stream.
06:05So we can all tune into the funeral.
06:10Or could we all go?
06:12You know, be there in person.
06:15Livestream funeral's not very consoling.
06:18She can't fly with a punctured lung.
06:21Yeah, I can't use this.
06:23Can you have a marketplace for me?
06:25Marketplace?
06:27I can.
06:28I can try.
06:29Yeah.
06:33I just...
06:35It's just really bizarre that this is how you're reacting, Anna.
06:41Aiden.
06:42Yeah, but if you don't like it, you can leave.
06:46I don't have a problem.
06:48No, I just...
06:49I'm just saying that I think it's strange you're focusing on concert tickets.
06:53It's a festival.
06:56Um...
06:56The hospital has a bereavement team, the doctor said.
07:00Dad.
07:00And, um...
07:02Okay, stop.
07:03Stop, Dad.
07:03I don't want you to say anything else.
07:05Okay?
07:05Just leave it, Dad.
07:06Just leave it.
07:07Yeah.
07:12Yeah?
07:13Yeah.
07:14Maybe we can...
07:15We can talk about this later.
07:17Yeah.
07:17Give me the phone.
07:20All right?
07:24And, Dad, you really need to get a proper phone.
07:27This is a choice.
07:53No.
07:54Go away.
07:57For fuck's sake.
07:59Open the window now, please.
08:01Yeah, yeah, yeah.
08:03Open the window.
08:04Yeah, yeah.
08:04I'm trying.
08:05I'm trying.
08:06You're in a disabled bay.
08:08Visitors are supposed to use the main car park at the back.
08:10Yeah, I'm just leaving.
08:11Well, there's a phone.
08:12No, I'm leaving right now.
08:14We'll have to give you a ticket.
08:16My sister's fiancee just died.
08:18It's not a disability.
08:20It's a tragedy.
08:21There's no parking bay for that.
08:24Ticket.
08:24I'm not taking that.
08:27Don't make me call the guards.
08:28What's going on here?
08:32This young lady's being obstructive.
08:36He won't let me go home.
08:37She's in a disabled bay.
08:38It was a mistake.
08:40I was in a rush to see Anna, that's all.
08:42She's moving away.
08:43She didn't see the sign.
08:44Her sister's fiancee just died.
08:46So she said.
08:47I don't make the rules.
08:49Ticket's printed.
08:55Thanks for trying.
08:57You okay?
08:58Yeah.
08:59It's just...
09:00Awful.
09:01You know, for Anna.
09:03There's nothing...
09:05Nothing I can do.
09:07It looks like she's got a good family.
09:09To help her through this.
09:11Yeah.
09:13Right.
09:15Better head away before Fergus comes back.
09:18Yeah.
09:18God forbid.
09:19We'll get caught twice in one day.
09:21Wouldn't be good.
09:22Have a good day.
09:23You too.
09:25At least...
09:26Try to.
09:27Yeah.
09:28Thanks.
09:35Oh, for fuck's sake.
09:41I am going!
10:04Good morning, love.
10:15Just logged into our bank account.
10:17Did you rob a credit union?
10:21No.
10:22Dad gave me money in case we need to go down the IVF route.
10:28Yeah, if we need to.
10:30Did you tell him we need to?
10:32No.
10:34But...
10:35You know, we might.
10:36We've had one miscarriage, Maggie.
10:38I don't think we should even be thinking about going down the IVF route.
10:42So when do we get help?
10:43We've been trying for ages and we've managed one pregnancy that I then lost.
10:47And every month my eggs are getting worse.
10:49Like I'm aging.
10:50Okay, if we need help.
10:51I'm not taking your father's money.
10:53I love your family, Maggie.
10:55But can you imagine if they paid for our baby?
10:56Maybe he'd have the child signed up to the youth wing of Fianna Fáil before he can even hold its
11:00own head.
11:00It's not funny, Paul.
11:01And I'm not joking.
11:03We'll do it naturally ourselves.
11:05Promise me.
11:05Well, if we're doing it naturally, the acupuncturist says I need a different schedule based on my cycle.
11:11So, like how about if I put that on a chart and we can stick it up there and we
11:15both see it?
11:16If that's what it takes, yeah.
11:21And tell your father, thank you.
11:25But we've got this.
11:32So am I giving her the letter to read or am I reading it to her?
11:35People reading it to me gives me the ick.
11:37It's so performative.
11:39Could you not just remember what you want to say and say it like?
11:43He'd probably lose track if he gets emotional, you know?
11:45I have a lot to apologise for.
11:46I don't want to forget something.
11:49I've been awful, in fairness.
11:51I reckon just give her the letter, let her read it in her own time.
11:54I'd want to see her face, though.
11:57I get it.
11:58Yeah, it's because you both get a kick out of seeing the forgiveness melt across her face, you narcissist.
12:08She's such a bitch and yet I can't hate her.
12:10I can.
12:11I was telling her about Luke throwing water in my face and not letting me sleep
12:15and she told me I was the controlling one.
12:17And threw water at you?
12:18Yeah, while I was asleep.
12:20Was he trying to wake you?
12:22Yeah, but could you not try to wake up, Rachel?
12:27No?
12:28Had you taken something?
12:29Tiny sleeping pill?
12:32No, no. Team Luke.
12:34Team Luke.
12:35You were unconscious. He was terrified.
12:38You can't fool us.
12:44I'm going in.
12:54Are you all right there?
12:57These straws are a crime.
13:00Yeah.
13:01But at least you're saving the planet.
13:02Still, though.
13:04Can I just drink better than you can?
13:08You know what?
13:09After that comment, I'm not sure you deserve this.
13:12Every time you get an iced coffee,
13:16you complain about the straw.
13:17Every time.
13:18And you listen.
13:19I do listen.
13:20It's funny how you never remember your own spare one.
13:26I don't need foresight like that when I've got you.
13:29Because I'm the best.
13:33You are the best.
13:41Love you.
13:43I love you too.
13:44Raise you to the golf course.
13:45Mm-hmm.
13:46Go.
13:48That's not fair.
13:49I was healed.
13:55Have you done things for your significant other
13:59that he or she should have done for themselves?
14:02Have you ever experienced any health problems
14:04as a result of your significant other?
14:05Yes.
14:06Have you ever paid a bill for your loved one?
14:08Stop, Luke.
14:09It's Ravi.
14:09Does that count, Rachel?
14:10When did Rachel start showing signs of addiction?
14:13When did you start noticing your partner's addictive behavior?
14:16She showed any traits of abusiveness in your relationship?
14:19Have you, Rachel?
14:22Rachel, answer me.
14:23Rachel!
14:24Rachel!
14:38It's just the other side.
14:40Oh, Jesus Christ!
14:41Sorry.
14:41Oh, my God.
14:42Fuck.
14:43Sorry.
14:43Sorry.
14:44Oh, God.
14:45My heart.
14:47I can't lock us in here.
14:48We're not prisoners.
14:55Oh, my God.
14:58I'm such an idiot.
14:59If I was smart, I'd come up with some big metaphor
15:01about locking yourself in
15:03because you're too stubborn to turn the lock.
15:06Pause you up.
15:07Can't sleep?
15:09Yeah, same.
15:10Gonna go for a walk?
15:11Sure.
15:11There's always a few of us that can't sleep, so...
15:14I'll hang out in there.
15:22Yeah.
15:22Sleeping addicts don't always get on.
15:24Mm.
15:27Yeah, I don't know what it is.
15:28It's like...
15:29Once I try and sleep, it's like,
15:30remember that time in fifth class
15:32when everyone got a cupcake,
15:33but there was none left for you?
15:34Mate, you're telling me that something from 15 years ago
15:37has you awake?
15:39Yeah.
15:40Don't shit.
15:43And also, they sent my boyfriend that, uh,
15:47questionnaire.
15:52Just worry that Luke's going to be really cruel
15:54when he answers.
15:56You might be.
15:57I don't want to stop him.
16:00Can't.
16:01He's just going to make me sound like such a monster.
16:05Why does it matter what a bunch of addicts think about you?
16:08I just...
16:10I just want to explain the questions to him, you know?
16:13And how to answer.
16:14In the context of the ISO, like...
16:16So what, you're just going to rock up to his gaffe at like 2am,
16:19start telling him how to answer questions
16:20to make you look like a normal person, like...
16:27Yeah, when you put it like that, I mean, yeah.
16:32What do you do when your mind won't shut up?
16:35I mean, when the addict takes over.
16:39I'll show you.
16:41Actually, look at number 3 there on the list.
16:45God, don't you dare to read.
16:47Number 3.
16:49Choose to let go of control.
16:52Okay.
16:54Stand there.
16:55Okay.
16:55Right.
16:57So, I'm just going to get you to...
16:58You're just going to turn around, right?
17:01Okay.
17:01And you're just going to fall into my arms.
17:02Oh, okay.
17:04Is that cool?
17:05Yeah.
17:05Do you mind if I touch you?
17:06No, please.
17:07Wherever, yeah.
17:08Just the shoulders.
17:09Okay.
17:10So, turn around.
17:11And then you're just going to...
17:13Well, under the arms as well, because you're going to fall into me.
17:15Okay.
17:15Well, you better catch me.
17:16Of course I'll catch you.
17:17I'll see you here.
17:18Why wouldn't I catch you?
17:19Okay.
17:19Okay.
17:21Yeah.
17:22Woo!
17:22Jeez!
17:23Nice.
17:25That was actually really, really good.
17:27There was a little bit of stiffness there.
17:28Mm-hmm.
17:29So, it's just like you're still kind of holding on.
17:31Not...
17:31You're not fully...
17:32You're not trusting.
17:33Look, here.
17:33I'll just show you.
17:34I'll show you.
17:35Okay.
17:35So, you catch me and just watch how my body responds.
17:38I'm catching you.
17:38No time to think.
17:39Shut off the head.
17:39Okay.
17:40Ready?
17:41Okay.
17:41Okay.
17:41Let's go.
17:42Ready?
17:42Watch my body.
17:44Ow.
17:48Oh, my funny bone.
17:51That's good, Helen.
17:52That's good.
17:53That's good.
17:54That's good.
17:54Can you tell me a little bit more about the feelings of anxiety that you experience when
18:01you go into the lectures?
18:03Erm...
18:03I don't know.
18:04I guess it feels like I don't want to commit to studying.
18:08Because then if I do, I'm just going to fail.
18:11And...
18:11Like it happened before, and...
18:13Well, I'm not going to say it's going to happen again.
18:16Erm...
18:16But I did go in a couple of times this week, and I felt like it was a bit better.
18:21Erm...
18:21But I just don't...
18:22Jesus, knock!
18:23Who knocks on a door in their own home?
18:26Shouldn't you be studying or something?
18:28I am.
18:29In bed?
18:30Yes.
18:31When your father was in college, he was chained to the library, and he had massive books weighing
18:35his back down as he walked home every day.
18:37Barefoot.
18:39What do you want?
18:41Anna's coming home on Friday.
18:44Should be even back in here.
18:46Of course, yes.
18:46Where else is she going to go?
18:48We need to keep an eye on her, with that lung.
18:50She's coming to this room, this bed, which needs to be made up, and all that clutter
18:55has to disappear.
18:57Alright?
19:12Right.
19:13I'm off.
19:14Okay.
19:17What's this?
19:19So I was doing this schedule for visiting Anna, and I thought I would make one for us as
19:23well.
19:24Right.
19:25We are having sex every day for a week.
19:28Yeah.
19:29More than a week.
19:31But I've put it into your calendar, and it'll just pop up on your screen.
19:35Sex now.
19:37What if I'm in a meeting?
19:39I'm joking.
19:40It's not going to say that.
19:41It's just my name.
19:42Very subtle.
19:43No one will notice.
19:45It's a bit...
19:47Weird.
19:48Planning daily sex, you know, with everything that's going on.
19:51Well, like, I did think about that, but...
19:54We're running out of time, Paul.
19:56I don't know what else to tell you.
19:57I know.
19:58One month.
19:58But you see, it's not one month.
20:00This month, it's Anna.
20:01Next month, it'll be Mum.
20:02Then, Claire, leave me to my cake.
20:04Then, you'll be away from work.
20:05There's always something.
20:07Okay.
20:07I don't want to upset you.
20:09If you think this is what we should do, I'm happy to do it.
20:12Okay?
20:12Yeah, but do you think I'm being selfish?
20:15I don't think you've ever been selfish.
20:20See ya.
20:23Bye.
20:30Rachel.
20:31Rachel.
20:32Come on.
20:32Wake up.
20:33It's time for group.
20:33Your parents are downstairs.
20:35Josephine is going to get very pissed if she sees you snuck in a nap.
20:39I can see why Luke tossed water on you.
20:42Come on now.
20:44Time for group.
20:45Let's go.
20:57God, I love these.
20:59Mine, not so much.
21:00It was brutal.
21:01How'd you take it?
21:03Externally, with Grace, but internally, not so well.
21:07It was horrendous.
21:10Thanks for coming in, Mr. and Mrs. Walsh.
21:14We like to start with family, for context.
21:18No bother.
21:19I see you haven't managed to complete the questionnaire.
21:24Oh, sorry.
21:24Yeah, with Anna and everything.
21:26And Jack let the printer run out of ink, so.
21:29It would be good to hear how you both have experienced Rachel's addiction.
21:34Well, they haven't.
21:35You didn't know it did drugs, did you?
21:39I wouldn't have dreamed that a child of mine...
21:42Well, see.
21:43I mean, how could they be impacted by something they didn't know was happening?
21:47Touché.
21:48Jackie.
21:50Rachel.
21:50Please.
21:52Stop interrupting.
21:53I'm not interrupting.
21:54You're just putting thoughts in people's heads.
21:57They didn't know I did drugs, so how could I have impacted them?
21:59You know as well as I do that the personality, the attitude of someone in addiction impacts the whole family.
22:08Mum, people in here have beaten up their families.
22:13I mean, they've put their parents into debt with drug dealers who've put petrol bombs in their letterboxes.
22:18I mean, come on, please, tell everyone in this room that I have never, ever, ever done anything like that.
22:26Jesus, if she was at that sort of stuff, we'd have known there was an issue.
22:29Oh, no, we had no idea.
22:32So she's never caused Jenny trouble.
22:34They said no.
22:35That's not what we said.
22:36Well, they've all given us grief at one time or another.
22:40Go on.
22:42I don't want to dread up the past and upset her.
22:46Why?
22:47What happens when you upset Rachel?
22:49What kind of leading question is that?
22:51Stop interrupting.
22:52This is quite typical.
22:54We've never been able to have a conversation about Rachel's troubles without her storming off.
23:01That's bullshit.
23:03You do storm off quite a bit, Rachel.
23:06Are you seriously adding to this, Jackie?
23:08I'm sorry.
23:09Well, I'm sorry, Dad.
23:11What...
23:12What do you mean by troubles?
23:14Rachel is a troublemaker.
23:15Not in the petrol bombs or stealing kind of way, but we have been on eggshells around you since you
23:19were a child.
23:20Okay, Mary, go easy.
23:21Mrs. Walsh is allowed to express herself in this room, Mr. Walsh.
23:31For as long as I can remember, it's been like this.
23:36The success of every occasion depended on Rachel. If she was happy, we had a grand old time. Her mood
23:43dictated the mood of the whole house, the whole car journey, the whole holiday, whatever it was.
23:49That's a lie.
23:50Is she telling me Claire never, ever threw a strop or stormed around when James left her? Or Helen's constant
23:56critique of everything anyone ever does?
23:58It's different, love. Everyone has their dramas. Sure house with that many women, how could we avoid it?
24:07But when you're upset or hungover, you can't just let everyone else be. The whole house, everyone in it, has
24:16to bend to your will. Do you remember France?
24:20If everyone bent my will, I wouldn't have any problems. And that's a lie, you're lying, because I didn't even
24:27go to France.
24:27You know the holiday I'm talking about.
24:30This is what we mean, Rachel. Your intolerance is impossible to live with, expecting us all to be perfect.
24:37Are you joking? You think I'm only happy when everyone else around me is perfect? Well, no wonder I'm never
24:44fucking happy.
24:45Look, maybe this was a bad idea. We didn't come here to upset her.
24:50Jack, don't do that.
24:52Do what?
24:53You always do this.
24:55What?
24:55You're so uncomfortable upsetting the girls, you're back down...
24:57We don't need to be getting into fights here.
24:59It's not a fight. Sounds like a fight to me.
25:02Yeah, calling me intolerant.
25:04No, Rachel, she said you were intolerant.
25:06Oh, shut up, you wife-beater. I'm not putting up with this. This is batshit.
25:10She can't say that to them.
25:12Rachel, stop.
25:13I'm sorry, don't even make me out to be some unreasonable bitch who grew up abusing their poor and meek
25:18parents.
25:19You have no idea what it was like to live with them.
25:22The teeniest mistake was a disaster.
25:25Mum, tell them about the time that you abandoned me, all of us, because I ate Maggie's easter egg when
25:30I was sick.
25:31What are you talking about?
25:32I ate Maggie's easter egg and you left for a week and you didn't come back.
25:36When?
25:36I don't know. Easter?
25:39Granddad died, love. That's why she left.
25:44I only ever left for a week when my father died.
25:47And you thought it was your fault?
25:51Yeah, I thought she was angry because I upset Maggie.
25:55Can you not see from that example alone how self-centred you are?
25:59Can you not see that as my mother you should have told me why you left and not left me
26:04feeling guilty for 22 years?
26:06For God's sake, Rachel, it's all about you. Hasn't even dawned on you to ask about Anna or Aidan or
26:12what's happened?
26:13Mary, that's enough.
26:13What's happened?
26:14Aidan is dead. He died. He's lying in a morgue because he was stupid enough to go and try and
26:18collect you from some pub or other.
26:21Mary, sit down.
26:22Okay. Can we all just take a second?
26:25He's dead.
26:30What do you mean he's dead?
26:31What do I mean? Dead is dead.
26:32What? But Anna said he was talking.
26:36He was. And now he's dead and you didn't even think to ask.
26:39He was talking.
26:39He was talking and now he's not.
26:41Well, why didn't you tell me?
26:43Anna's okay, love.
26:45Does she want to see me?
26:48Okay. I'm going to finish this session now.
26:51I know. Everybody.
26:55That kind of information can really derail a recovery.
26:59We're sorry. We agreed we wouldn't say it.
27:02And what? Keep it from me?
27:03You drove me to it.
27:10Cool.
27:12Blame me.
27:14Shocker.
27:23Oh, God.
27:32Don't.
27:35It's going to be okay.
27:38It is not.
27:40She'll find her way.
27:41Not Rachel.
27:42Us, Jack.
27:43I'm sick of seeming like a viper because you are so, so petrified of people not liking you.
27:50Rachel's going to feel the guilt of Aiden's death for the rest of her life.
27:54Isn't that enough?
27:55I didn't want to be mean.
27:56You're saying I am.
27:59I didn't say that.
28:01I didn't think it.
28:05Oh.
28:10If you were in my ISO, you wouldn't be handing me chocolate full of holes.
28:13I need solid chocolate.
28:15You know, when my mom died, I got in bed surrounded by chocolate.
28:20But then I rolled over it in my sleep and woke up looking like I shit myself.
28:24Wow.
28:24If my mom died.
28:25Don't finish that sentence, Rachel.
28:27You know, today was tough.
28:29She was mad.
28:30But, uh, obviously she was trying to help.
28:33If you took my mother's side, I'm going to switch rooms.
28:35My room will be available soon.
28:36I mean, you can book in with Jonjo.
28:38Oh, gross.
28:41What you did today was really shit, Rachel.
28:47Are you seriously having a go with me after what I've just been through?
28:50You broke my anonymity.
28:51There are rules.
28:52Rules.
28:55You know what else are rules, Neil?
28:57Laws.
28:58Like not beating your wife.
29:00I was drunk.
29:01I'm an alcoholic.
29:02And I'm doing something about it.
29:03But using my life to make yours look better is a joke.
29:08You're fucked if you do that in future.
29:10Really, Neil punching your wife in the face.
29:20Just eat the chocolate if you want it that much.
29:22You know, not everybody caves into their impulses, Neil.
29:53Do you think that crash was my fault?
29:55I mean, I was in a bar waiting for them, but I was nowhere near the car.
29:59Were they on their way to you?
30:02So it was the Titanic America's fault.
30:08You all right?
30:09Do you think so, Neil?
30:10I'm giving you something for a toothache.
30:11I mean, there's nothing worse than a toothache.
30:15You ask her.
30:23Come back in seven days for a repeat chest x-ray.
30:26And you must take the full course of antibiotics.
30:28Any breathing issues or shortness of breath, come straight back in.
30:31I have a daughter who has a problem with drugs.
30:33Should I be sleeping with those onto my pillow?
30:36They're antibiotics.
30:38Was he an organ donor?
30:43Yeah.
30:46What organs did they take?
30:51Like, did they take his eyes or heart, lungs?
30:57I can't really disclose.
30:59You don't need to know that, Anna.
31:01I want to know what parts of him are living in someone else.
31:04I'm so sorry, Anna, but I can't.
31:09Can I go home now?
31:11Yeah.
31:14Actually, maybe we should look at adding some sedatives to your prescription just in case.
31:18Those would be mood altering, so you might not want them lying around.
31:21The week I've had, I might take the lot myself.
31:24Mum, like Dad.
31:25Jesus.
31:26I have problems too.
31:28Dad?
31:31They'll be under lock and key, Doctor.
31:37Mind yourself, Anna.
31:39Yeah.
31:39Thanks, Doctor.
31:40Thank you, then.
31:41Appreciate all you did.
31:47What time will you be back tonight?
31:49I don't know.
31:50I've got meetings all day.
31:51I've got a client dinner at eight.
31:53Why?
31:54Because we have to have sex today.
31:57Right.
31:58A bit busy.
31:59When were you thinking?
32:00I don't know.
32:00Could you come home before you, dinner?
32:03No.
32:04By the time I drive home and rush out of traffic, it'll be time to turn around and go straight
32:07back out again.
32:08Yeah, okay.
32:09I'll come to you.
32:11To the office?
32:12Yeah.
32:13Thanks.
32:15Yes.
32:17It's a sex day.
32:22Sex at work?
32:23Mm-hmm.
32:27I'll be ready.
32:28See you later.
32:35You okay?
32:36Yeah.
32:42I'll be right back.
32:47Oh, no.
32:48Mum's put you in my room.
32:49In case, you know, you need any help or try and offer yourself.
32:53Not that I think you will, but you won't, will you?
32:56No.
32:58No, I won't.
32:59Good.
33:00Although Rachel might when she hears we're sharing a room.
33:02She's raging.
33:03Yeah, I don't want to talk about Rachel.
33:06Oh, Grant.
33:07More than happy just to talk about myself.
33:11I cleared some space.
33:15This is your side.
33:17Please don't get them mixed up, though.
33:18I mean, no offence, but your clothes are gross.
33:21I want to go home.
33:24This is home?
33:25No.
33:26I mean my home.
33:28Yeah, but the doctor said...
33:29Jesus, Helen, for my clothes.
33:31Like, I just want my clothes.
33:37Sorry.
33:38Sorry.
33:40It's fine.
33:44Come on.
33:45I'll take you.
33:47Yeah?
33:59What do I do without you?
34:03God, sorry.
34:10Jesus Christ.
34:11Yeah, yeah.
34:12Okay.
34:16Alright, thanks, Mel.
34:17Bye, bye-bye.
34:19The dentist will see you in the morning.
34:21Can you not?
34:22Just get me something to numb the pain.
34:24No, because I'll only be back tomorrow.
34:27You know, Rachel, try to see this as an opportunity
34:29to deal with life like an adult.
34:33Maybe see this as an opportunity.
34:35I'll be sorry when I'm dead.
34:37Yeah, no one ever died of a tooth, eh, Rachel?
34:39That you know of.
35:02Right, well, I'll go check what's in Rachel's wardrobe, and...
35:06Shane to leave it all hanging there.
35:16Bye.yer
35:18uno
35:21What?
35:36What?
35:45Shit, sorry, it's right here.
36:03I love you.
36:04I love you.
36:14Anna, okay, you okay?
36:16Anna?
36:17Anna, okay, breathe, just breathe, Anna.
36:21Breathe, okay, breathe with me, breathe with me.
36:23Okay, in for four.
36:25One, two, three, four, hold for five.
36:29Hold for five, Anna.
36:30Five, four, three, two, one, and out for six.
36:33You're okay, Anna, you're okay.
36:34Just blow out the candle.
36:36Yeah, blow it out.
36:39Blow it on it, good. Yeah?
36:42You're OK, you're OK.
36:44You OK? Thank you.
36:47No bother.
36:52OK.
36:54Although you might have another panic attack,
36:55can you see the state of Rachel's room?
36:58No.
37:08There's a half-eaten rotten kebab under the bed, too.
37:11Although, how she got any of it down her
37:13if she's doing this much cocaine is anyone's guess.
37:19Does it always look like this?
37:21She's allergic to people coming in her room.
37:24No wonder she's in rehab.
37:27Hopefully, for 12,000 euros,
37:28she'll teach her how to clean up after herself.
37:34Well, we should probably get rid of the actual health hazards,
37:36but she can do the rest herself when she gets out.
37:38Get a bin bag.
37:43How did I not see this?
37:48Actually, let's go to Harcourt Street.
37:52It's going to be late now.
37:53Yeah, the street will still be there, won't it?
37:55Are you sure you want to do that, Anna?
37:57Are you going to start panting it?
37:58Helen, take me to Harcourt Street right now,
38:00or I'm going to scream.
38:00Okay.
38:02Please don't scream at me when I'm driving.
38:04And take me to Harcourt Street.
38:13Yeah, she lied to me.
38:14She didn't want to upset you.
38:16Do you think I'd never find out?
38:17Do you think I just wouldn't come and check
38:19or I'd never just walk this way again?
38:20Yes, Rachel, I doubt she even thought that far ahead.
38:22Look, she's been lying to me about everything for ages.
38:24I was so panicked that night.
38:28I was so panicked to get to her before she did something fucking stupid
38:31that I told Aidan to go the wrong way.
38:36Anna.
38:36We would never have been in the car if it wasn't for her.
38:43He...
38:46Aidan...
38:47You lied as well.
38:49Anna!
38:50I knew we shouldn't have come.
38:53This is why.
38:54They've drawn together a list that has everything boxed off.
38:58There's not as...
38:58I can't imagine a room in here that they...
39:01I can't...
39:01I'm trying to think is there anything else they could need.
39:03There's not.
39:04Really, really.
39:05What we never really mentioned when we were walking around here
39:07was the fact that I wanted to have a place for my man to live in.
39:11Oh, ow!
39:13Stop it.
39:14I barely touched you.
39:15What are you doing?
39:17Mum gave Claire a date to get her to speak to you.
39:20Why?
39:21Mum, why are you being so weird?
39:23Because you're really quiet, love.
39:26All right, well, Aidan died, actually, so...
39:29I don't know if you heard.
39:30There's no way to speak to me about that, Anna.
39:32Yeah, but Mum, why are you surprised that I'm being quiet?
39:35I think we just thought that there'd be more tears rather than just...
39:39The sound of you breathing.
39:42Now we're out of bed.
39:43It still did.
39:44I'm outside, love.
39:45Yeah, I'm tired.
39:46It's been a long day.
39:49Would you like some of my good moisturiser, Anna?
39:52Your poor face.
39:54Moisturiser, Mum?
39:55Well, what else would I say?
39:58Has she cried yet?
40:00To any of you?
40:01No.
40:01Not to me, anyway.
40:03Leave the girl alone.
40:04No, Dad.
40:05Don't leave her alone.
40:06It's not Fight Club.
40:07She can't talk about it.
40:10What's Fight Club?
40:12What's Fight Club?
40:14Okay.
40:15Well, I'm off.
40:19See ya.
40:20Night, love.
40:26I'm off.
40:28I'm off.
40:30I'm off.
40:32I'm off.
40:33I'm off.
40:33Oh, boy.
40:34It's getting the help.
40:35It's mid-summer here.
40:36I'm off.
40:44I'm off.
40:47I'm off.
41:08Hello, have I opened a door to the past?
41:10Yeah, sorry, I'm colonising your room.
41:13Why are you playing a woman's heart?
41:15I don't have enough to be sad about.
41:19You know, see, that's the thing, I'm actually not sad.
41:25I don't feel anything.
41:28So I thought my hair would be fine.
41:29It's scary, you know.
41:31She might stir something.
41:35Maybe you should play that Christmas ad.
41:37You know, the one?
41:38Oh, what's it for again?
41:39The English department store.
41:41Not Debenos.
41:42You know it, it always makes you cry.
41:44What is it?
41:45I've already watched it on YouTube.
41:47Absolutely nothing.
41:51I think I'm broken.
41:54And I always thought heartbreak was like a pain.
41:59Maybe it is like a broken.
42:01Was it not functioning?
42:03So why am I...
42:05Why am I crying?
42:07He's dead.
42:09You're in shock.
42:10It's normal, I think.
42:13None of this feels normal.
42:18I'll let you rest.
42:25John Lewis.
42:45Anna, turn that off. Come on.
42:46Finish.
43:05Hi.
43:06Hello.
43:08You said 7.30?
43:09I know, but I didn't know how long it would take to find somewhere, you know, get set up.
43:14Set up? Do you bring a swing?
43:17I'm nervous.
43:19So am I there still people here?
43:20Yeah, but look, they won't see.
43:23Ready, Mr. Paul Garvin?
43:30You know, if we ever do conceive from this, we can't tell the kids, okay?
43:34Deal?
43:35Maggie, stop.
43:37I...
43:46Oh, great.
43:49Great job.
43:54What are you doing?
43:57Just giving your sperm a helping hand.
44:01You know, I had a fantasy for years about us having sex at work.
44:08Really?
44:09Yeah. Didn't think it would be this uncomfortable.
44:13Yeah, well, we're not here to be comfortable at all. We're here to have a baby.
44:28What are you doing?
44:30Jesus, you have the ears of a lynx.
44:32Yeah, well, I haven't raised five girls without being able to know the sound of somebody creeping out when they're
44:36supposed to be in bed.
44:37Where's Anna?
44:37Sleep, upstairs. We're inside me's twins.
44:41No, but you're supposed to be keeping an eye on her.
44:43Yeah, I was keeping an eye on her, and then she fell asleep.
44:46And I remembered that it's 24-hour study night at the library.
44:5124-hour study night?
44:53Yeah, it's a new thing for night owls like myself. Didn't want to miss it.
44:58So what? Studying in the dark, like?
45:02No, obviously they turned the lights on.
45:04But, yeah, studying at night is meant to be good for...
45:08endorphins.
45:09See you later.
45:18Endorphins. I don't believe a word out of that girl's mouth.
45:22Oh, is that a mean thing to say?
45:25Being cruel again, am I?
45:29If I'd have known you wouldn't speak to me for an entire day, I wouldn't have said anything.
45:35Well, maybe you shouldn't have.
45:40What an area could look like...
45:41It could be a homey...
45:48Now, Rachel Walsh.
45:50Uh, yeah, here.
45:51You want to take this one?
45:57Uh, yes, I see. Yes, yes.
46:00Right. All good.
46:01So I'm fine?
46:02Oh, no. Tooth has to go today. It's infected.
46:05But you're nummy up, aren't you?
46:07Nothing like that for you, I'm afraid, because...
46:09Just good old courage.
46:11Now, back you go.
46:12Oh, my God.
46:14So, what are you then? An addict? Alcoholic?
46:18I'm not an addict.
46:19Okay, but you're in the cloisters for something.
46:23I love a glass of wine myself. Only in the evenings, though.
46:27Last weekend, I was on it hard from Friday till Sunday.
46:30I'd have a wee sip of whiskey on Monday to steady myself.
46:35Just a tiny sip.
46:37And a little blast of gas and air.
46:42Now, we good. Let's open.
46:45Now, I'm gonna...
46:48Open.
46:50Good.
46:50Good.
46:51Right, I'm gonna wiggle this now.
46:58Right, you might want to rinse.
47:01What's with you?
47:04Okay.
47:11Ooh.
47:12The makings of a nice rosé.
47:22Oh, so you lived, then?
47:25Sorry, not only did I live,
47:27but I got a tooth removed without any anaesthesia.
47:31Point out one drug addict that can do that.
47:33I'll wait.
47:34You won't wait. We have to pay. Come on.
47:37And then he takes a drink in the morning
47:38and he sometimes has a go on the gas and air for the hangovers.
47:43And I'm the one with the problem.
47:46And you never had a drink or a drug in the morning time, though?
47:50Eh.
47:53Come on.
48:05How are you feeling after that ISO?
48:07I really need to talk to Anna.
48:09Why don't you?
48:10But Josephine has my phone.
48:11I'll talk to her.
48:41Hi.
48:42Hi, Anna.
48:42It's me.
48:43This is Anna.
48:44Please leave a message.
49:01Oh, my God.
49:03She blocked me.
49:05She blocked me.
49:24Hey, it's Aiden.
49:25Please don't leave a message.
49:26Just send a text and I'll get back to you.
49:34Hey, it's Aiden.
49:36Please don't leave a message.
49:37Just send a text and I'll get back to you.
49:39Stop.
49:53OK.
49:58There I will.
49:59Bye-bye.
50:00Bye-bye.
50:02Bye-bye.
50:11Aiden, I just spoke to your mom,
50:14and I just needed to hear your voice.
50:17I...
50:19How could I have been with you last week,
50:21and now you're gone?
50:27I don't know.
51:01I don't know.
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