00:01hi everyone welcome back to my channel and welcome if you are new I invite you
00:08to watch my previous videos I'm sorry for the noise outside I can't find an
00:14isolated room to make to have a better experience and I can afford a better
00:23phone so sorry for the quality of the video too but well the most important is
00:32the message message you know I'm a French speaker so English is not easy for me but
00:43I use English to to reach the touch of maximum of people
00:50who are facing things like that I hope that they'll be able to have a French
00:56channel to suit well I won't tell you about how we were like in jail oh I took
01:15on my own behalf because I can't talk for my siblings well I was like in jail I
01:23spoke French when everyone around all the kids around spoke exclusively real so I
01:32could not communicate with them they were supposed to be so much evil that I could
01:39have any kind of interactions with them I had tell you a lot about how neglected I
01:52was at the point I had coordination problems and there were things I could
02:02not name because there were a lot of things that I wasn't taught I won't tell you much
02:17about how I went to school I could not integrate because it was like home at
02:24school all my siblings were with me I was overprotected how I was stressed when I had
02:36to answer teacher question because I could speak Creole and all those things that was very stressful and unusual and
02:44abnormal and I won't tell too much either either about
02:53the problems that I started to have with my body when I was I could take care of
03:03myself by myself so I realized that I was a woman a girl at the time and I didn't know
03:16how it worked so I started to think I don't know why I started to think that I had a
03:23physical problem with my community and I could not talk about it to my mom because I didn't want she
03:36she she she accused me I didn't want she tell me that I was touching myself as how I knew
03:46that I was this or that so
03:49so it was very I had to work on X and I could not either talk about it to my
03:58sisters there were older than me and it's not the kind of things we were used to talking about so
04:09things were very difficult and it's only when I was 18
04:16then when I was one of one of my teachers talked about the woman bodies woman's body that I knew
04:26that I was a normal person
04:29I know that's crazy that's really crazy and all nothing is normal in my life and I think that you
04:39guys are many of you lived similar things are things crazy also
04:49well um today I want to tell about my neighborhood my neighbors that never changed
04:59until today um since we we moved um I left my old neighborhood that I can't tell about because I
05:14was alone
05:14I wasn't allowed to go I wasn't allowed to go out I don't know I don't know at all how
05:20my old neighborhood were was so I can tell about it but I know it was a bad neighborhood
05:30when we moved um when we moved where I'm living today um my neighbors started to hate us we spoke
05:42French we didn't deal with us sexually because there is no age in Haiti
05:51I know that if there are Asians watching me they will protest but they know that's true um pedophilia
06:07and all kinds of child abuse is normal here so don't say that I'm saying things against my country I
06:20was born here but uh
06:22I wasn't um into the Haitian culture that I don't really know but I know that most of the things
06:31are evil uh like eating cats and things like that
06:35but well I'm it's not about my country it's about my neighborhood well it's the part of the country I
06:41know
06:41but well um there is my main enemy in the neighborhood who is now uh an elderly but is still
06:55active and still raising people against me
07:00and uh I have also decided a few of my my close family I don't want to uh name anyone
07:11I don't want to um
07:15you know it's dangerous the simple fact that I'm talking today is dangerous I know it's dangerous for myself uh
07:25for my life
07:25because I'm not supposed to talk about what is happening to me but I will do so because I know
07:32it's very important
07:33and I know that there are other people who look for the courage to bring with what they
07:43they are living to bring it to light and I encourage you to do so because it it's kind of
07:52freedom to
07:53to be able to talk of things that we we endured
08:00oh my god
08:05oh sorry
08:09say hi people
08:15okay so
08:18um
08:18um
08:19in my next video I will talk about my neighbors because um I think that the video is getting too
08:26long already
08:28and we'll see the next video
08:32stay blessed
08:33god bless you
08:34so
08:34ok
08:34ok
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