00:05What did you learn?
00:08What have you learned and what do you continue to learn?
00:14Right now, I said this in my podcast.
00:17My word for this year is presence.
00:19Presence?
00:20Presence.
00:21Dahil?
00:22I feel like I don't have a problem.
00:24I don't have a problem.
00:26I don't have a problem.
00:28I don't have a problem.
00:30But I feel like if I fully absorb that now,
00:38we are talking about now,
00:41then I can fully be here.
00:43I can be present.
00:45That's how I can be there for Caleb.
00:49I don't have a problem.
00:50I don't have a problem.
00:51I don't have a problem.
00:53I don't have a problem.
00:53I think Caleb is the number one thing that allows me to be present and zero in.
00:59Because you have to show up.
01:01You have no choice.
01:01I have to show up.
01:02Your son is there.
01:03And I don't think, Tito Boy, to be honest,
01:06I'm still processing.
01:07I don't know if I'm fully 100% processing him.
01:10I don't know yet.
01:11I don't know yet.
01:12I mean, I'm sorry.
01:13That's a guess.
01:14It takes a while.
01:15It takes a while.
01:16Kasi pa, parang, ano eh, I have to...
01:18Hindi tumitigil yung buhay.
01:21Hindi tumitigil yung araw.
01:23So, wala akong choice.
01:24I have to keep going at it.
01:26Oo.
01:26G, may galit ka sa puso.
01:30I had.
01:32That's the past.
01:33You had.
01:34But you're not angry anymore.
01:36No, I'm sad.
01:38Now.
01:40But...
01:41I'm sad.
01:43Because...
01:44Hindi mo naman, ano eh.
01:46Hindi mo to pil-plano.
01:48You know, like you...
01:50To me...
01:52You...
01:52Get in a relationship.
01:54You get married.
01:55You have kids.
01:57And parang, ano na yun eh.
01:58To me, parang okay na eh.
02:01But...
02:01I'm in the process right now of...
02:05Accepting...
02:06What is.
02:08And...
02:09Yung galit...
02:12Ano siya eh.
02:13Being human, you are...
02:15I would be...
02:16Fake.
02:16If I tell yun, no tito boy.
02:18Hindi ako nakaramdam.
02:20But now it's more of...
02:22Wala na eh.
02:24Regrets.
02:27I should've left earlier.
02:30I should've...
02:32Listened to...
02:34When...
02:35To myself na parang...
02:37Feeling ko...
02:38Na uubos na.
02:40Parang...
02:40Wala nang...
02:44I'm a very...
02:47Colorful person.
02:49Ganon po naman.
02:50I'm a very goofy person.
02:52Over...
02:53The years, parang nawala.
02:54Na ano na lang.
02:55So...
02:56There's one thing I...
02:57I regret.
02:58Not...
02:58It's not having a family.
03:00It's not being married.
03:01It's probably knowing when it should've stopped.
03:04When I should've left.
03:05Why didn't you?
03:07I was scared.
03:10Sinong gusto noon?
03:12So...
03:13I...
03:13I was scared kasi unknown.
03:16I was scared because I could...
03:17Ay...
03:18Hindi ko tinatrust si God.
03:19Na parang...
03:21Pray ako ng pray before.
03:22Say, oh Lord...
03:22Fix mo yung marriage.
03:23Fix mo yung marriage.
03:24Tapos hindi naaayos.
03:26So parang...
03:26Say ko...
03:27Uhm...
03:28I should've trusted God.
03:30More.
03:31No.
03:31Ma-a-aayos.
03:42Mal-aayos.
03:46I should've chosen you now.
03:48Do you know what?
03:56New York is calling.
03:56Now we're starting out
03:57with aples of Christ.
03:57That's the best.
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