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00:00:07You
00:00:27Cheers, mate
00:00:31You
00:00:32Anybody? Anybody help?
00:00:46Let me in, woman
00:00:49Cos I've got more keys
00:00:50Let me in
00:00:52Tom
00:00:54Tom
00:00:54Get this door open, will ya?
00:01:01Yeah
00:01:02What are you doing that for?
00:01:05Eh? What are you doing that for?
00:01:08Stupid
00:01:10Shit
00:01:11Have a good time, eh?
00:01:15Well, we'll get you in, man
00:01:17He's here
00:01:18I'm hot
00:01:18What's a word?
00:01:19What's a word?
00:01:22Oh
00:01:23Oh
00:01:26Oh
00:01:28I don't know.
00:02:09What is it?
00:02:11A knife.
00:02:31I don't know.
00:02:59No knife.
00:03:04What?
00:03:05Three reasons.
00:03:06One, if someone gets killed and I'm on a marriage charge because I brought it in.
00:03:11Two, I'll be a colleague.
00:03:15Three, it could be me.
00:03:17I'm a supervising officer with 20 years of experience, you know, probably the most trusted man in his prison.
00:03:22I'm bringing stuff in for you.
00:03:26That's a dream come true.
00:03:29I prejudiced that by asking for weapons as well.
00:03:35OK.
00:03:39That's all we're done for today.
00:03:44OK.
00:03:55Who would like to share with us today?
00:03:59Brendan?
00:04:01Would you like to...
00:04:04So, just saying for my supper?
00:04:06Yeah.
00:04:09When I was 13, I murdered my best friend.
00:04:13He was also 13.
00:04:16And I've been locked up ever since.
00:04:30I, uh...
00:04:31I did something and...
00:04:35He didn't want to be my friend anymore, so I killed him.
00:04:38Killed him with a brick.
00:04:41My bedroom looked down into the street, so I watched his aunts and uncles coming and going, looking for him
00:04:47all night.
00:04:49And then they must have called the police, because the police car came, and they went down, and they stayed
00:04:52about an hour, and then they left, and...
00:04:55Then they must have found him, because the police came back, and they went down.
00:05:02And I heard his mother screaming.
00:05:04I went to school the next morning, and the police came for me in the afternoon with my man, Dad.
00:05:11And I told them straight away I did it.
00:05:15You didn't want to be friends?
00:05:16Because...
00:05:17Because you did something.
00:05:22And what was it?
00:05:33You see him...
00:05:39...all the time.
00:05:43Yeah.
00:05:47It's horrible, isn't it?
00:05:55Hey, Matt. Come on, you go.
00:05:56Thanks.
00:06:03Right?
00:06:09Yeah, right.
00:06:10What did he want?
00:06:11Just brought him some tea there.
00:06:15Right.
00:06:16You owe me one.
00:06:18Why?
00:06:19I hate those.
00:06:20Don't go, gosh.
00:06:21Where?
00:06:37Oh, man.
00:06:39Oh!
00:06:43No, no, no, no, no.
00:06:54You see, when you get two O's together like that, it makes ooh.
00:06:59So this is sh-a-m-poo.
00:07:04Shampoo.
00:07:05There's lots of words with two O's in them.
00:07:08Tool, fool.
00:07:10School?
00:07:11Yeah, yeah, school's good.
00:07:14Yeah.
00:07:17Do you mind if I ask you something?
00:07:22Yeah.
00:07:22In confidence?
00:07:24Yeah.
00:07:26What happens if they find something in your cell?
00:07:33Drugs.
00:07:34Weapon.
00:07:37Phone.
00:07:43Would we both get the blame?
00:07:46Depends.
00:07:48What would we get, for sake?
00:07:52Time added on.
00:07:55That depends too.
00:07:58Right.
00:08:01Well, now, back to the O's.
00:08:05Why don't you try this one?
00:08:08It's all pissed.
00:08:09Why don't you have a go at that?
00:08:11Hmm?
00:08:12Get rid of it.
00:08:30I know about the phone.
00:08:34Yeah?
00:08:36Yeah.
00:08:42Please, get rid of it.
00:08:49Okay.
00:08:49I know about the movie?
00:08:51I know.
00:08:52I know.
00:08:53I don't know.
00:09:31Oh, that's nice.
00:09:34Oh.
00:09:37Good night.
00:09:38All right, Dad.
00:09:40How's the tooth?
00:09:42I've gone in to see the dentist and believe it or not.
00:09:45Sorted.
00:09:46Good.
00:09:48They're leaving you alone.
00:09:49Yeah, more than that, Mum.
00:09:50I'm getting looked after.
00:09:52They can't do enough for me.
00:09:53I think it's because I took that pasting.
00:09:55Didn't grasp, didn't complain.
00:09:57That ain't a bit of respect.
00:09:58It's because your dad's bringing stuff in for them.
00:09:59What did you say that for?
00:10:00Because I don't want him thinking they're his best mates.
00:10:03And the truth is, they're just shitbags.
00:10:05Your dad is bringing stuff in for them.
00:10:08He has been for months.
00:10:09That's why they're looking after you, son.
00:10:11Stuff?
00:10:14Drugs.
00:10:18You've got to knock that in your head, Dad.
00:10:20No, it's just till we get you home.
00:10:21Dad, you're a screw.
00:10:23A screw bringing in drugs.
00:10:24You'll get five years.
00:10:25I won't get caught.
00:10:26That's all I said.
00:10:27I'll move again.
00:10:28Yeah, and they'll find you again.
00:10:30They won't.
00:10:31Well, we can't keep you safe, son.
00:10:34Wherever we put you in, he'll find you.
00:10:39Five years.
00:10:40And you're just gross.
00:10:41You'll have to do it at the nonsense.
00:10:44Five years with nonsense.
00:10:46What are you doing, Dad?
00:10:49I won't get caught.
00:11:05You never hug him.
00:11:08Why not?
00:11:10You just don't.
00:11:11You never have.
00:11:14Yeah, but he's in prison now.
00:11:22All right.
00:11:23I'll have Liverpool, Man City and Chelsea as bankers.
00:11:26I'll have Everton and Man United to lose.
00:11:29And all the others to draw.
00:11:31Five to draws.
00:11:33Yeah.
00:11:33Are you sure?
00:11:35Just put her on.
00:11:36Listen, ten minutes in the other, son, so...
00:11:39Is Grandad there?
00:11:40Who's that, Shelton?
00:11:42No, he's blocking the other phone.
00:11:44Is Grandad there?
00:11:46No.
00:11:47No? Where is he?
00:11:49Yeah, I'll fuck her on, model.
00:11:51Bob, what's wrong?
00:11:52Hi.
00:11:53Hiya.
00:11:53Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:11:54Your dad's not there?
00:11:56No.
00:11:57Where is he?
00:11:58Yeah, well, I know that's a lie, Shantel.
00:12:00I didn't mean to worry about it.
00:12:01You were waiting, you were waiting.
00:12:02Pardon?
00:12:03He's not well.
00:12:05Wait!
00:12:06Why, what's wrong with him?
00:12:07He's had a bit of a doom.
00:12:09What, he's hearting?
00:12:11Yes.
00:12:12So where is he?
00:12:13Sweat, that's only good.
00:12:14He's always sniffing my eyes.
00:12:15I can't hear you.
00:12:16That's only good, yeah?
00:12:17Excuse me, do you mind, mate?
00:12:18What have you just said?
00:12:19Shut the fuck up now, you won't.
00:12:21Shantel, don't put the phone down on me.
00:12:22Sorry, ma'am.
00:12:22The ambulance took him in.
00:12:24Is he in ITU?
00:12:25That's all I know.
00:12:26Don't put the phone down on me.
00:12:28Don't, you fucking little shant!
00:12:33Oh, my God.
00:12:35Sorry, ma'am.
00:12:36So how was he now, then?
00:12:37I don't know.
00:12:39He wasn't responding.
00:12:42Is he unconscious?
00:12:44I don't know.
00:12:45Is he unconscious?
00:12:46No, in yourself.
00:12:47Did he go home with him?
00:12:49Back to the phone down.
00:12:49You're off me.
00:12:50You're here, mate.
00:12:51No!
00:12:51No!
00:12:52What are you doing?
00:12:54Back in your cell now.
00:12:56I'll tell you again.
00:12:57Back to your cell now.
00:12:59Hello?
00:13:02A five-minute phone call.
00:13:03That's all I'm asking.
00:13:04If I let you use the phone,
00:13:05you'll all want to use it,
00:13:06not let go.
00:13:06Don't let me spend the night
00:13:07worried sick about me father.
00:13:09Please don't over there to me.
00:13:10Get back to your cells.
00:13:11Don't let go of the door.
00:13:12No, I won't let you do this to me.
00:13:14No, if you don't let go,
00:13:14I'll nick you.
00:13:20Speak to the chaplain first,
00:13:21in the morning.
00:13:21She might be able to smoke.
00:13:27In your cell.
00:13:31Have you still got that motorbike?
00:13:34Really surely, mate.
00:13:35I haven't, you know.
00:13:36I got rid of it.
00:13:40I'm really sorry, mate.
00:13:41Yeah.
00:13:58Excuse me.
00:13:59Is it all right to talk to Miss?
00:14:01Just for a moment.
00:14:02Yeah, sure.
00:14:02Come on.
00:14:09Hiya.
00:14:09Yeah?
00:14:10Sorry.
00:14:12Could you do something for me?
00:14:13Yes.
00:14:14I think my father had a heart attack yesterday.
00:14:17Oh, I'm sorry.
00:14:18Yeah, I need to know how he is.
00:14:20I was wondering if you could phone this number.
00:14:22It's my mother's.
00:14:23And ask her.
00:14:24Yeah, of course.
00:14:25I'll do it right away.
00:14:27Thanks, miss.
00:14:28Thanks.
00:14:30Thanks.
00:14:31Thanks.
00:14:32Thanks.
00:14:33Thanks.
00:14:42Thanks.
00:15:12Is he gone?
00:15:14Yes.
00:15:16I'm so sorry.
00:15:19Would you like to phone your mother?
00:15:21I can organise that.
00:15:22Yeah.
00:15:24Yes, please.
00:15:35Have you got anyone with you?
00:15:37Have you?
00:15:38Yes.
00:15:39Elise is here and our Joan.
00:15:44He died peacefully, son.
00:15:50Was it the shame of what I did?
00:15:53Was it that that killed him?
00:15:55No.
00:15:56No.
00:15:58No.
00:15:59Can you come to the funeral?
00:16:01I think so, but...
00:16:03But what?
00:16:05I'll be handcuffed to an office, sis.
00:16:12If you don't want me there, I'll understand.
00:16:16Of course I want you there, and I want you to speak about him as well.
00:16:27Well, I'm going to have to go, Mum.
00:16:29Ten minutes ago, it's going to go dead.
00:16:31All right.
00:16:56Oh, I'm going to have to go to the house.
00:16:59Yeah. Church. Graveyard. Back here.
00:17:02Right. Well, I can't say I have a good one, can I?
00:17:06No.
00:17:08Well, I hope it goes as well as it can.
00:17:11Thanks.
00:17:22Mark Hofton. Released with escort and professional prison licence.
00:17:25Seal number 80462.
00:17:29OK. There we go, mate.
00:17:31Sure.
00:17:42OK.
00:17:44OK. Step into here for me.
00:17:46Strip search, please.
00:17:55Out.
00:17:55What in?
00:17:56Sales bin.
00:17:57Sales bin?
00:17:58Yeah.
00:17:58Why?
00:18:00Intel.
00:18:01Intel about what?
00:18:02Out, please.
00:18:03Squat, please.
00:18:07Right. Pants back on. Get dressed.
00:18:09Does nothing here, though, boss? Does nothing here?
00:18:11Out, please.
00:18:12No.
00:18:18Wasting your time, you know?
00:18:20I'm going to be your day for the day. All right? Yes, boss. You know, humans can be emotional.
00:18:27Things get heated. So if any time I feel threatened by you, your family, all your friends, then we'll get
00:18:32in that car and we'll come straight back here. Is that understood?
00:18:35Yes, boss? Yes.
00:18:42Yes, boss.
00:18:44Yes, boss.
00:19:09Check the car.
00:19:13Perception. Got prisoner Cobden. CBDC's in 3944 here. Check.
00:19:22Right, are you done? Are you done, yeah?
00:19:24Off that telly.
00:19:27Nah, don't be pulling me telly apart.
00:19:32Copy that. All good for release.
00:19:34Okay.
00:19:35All good.
00:19:53Yours?
00:19:54Yeah.
00:19:55Not your mate's?
00:19:56Nah, listen, he's burying his dad.
00:19:57Yeah, and it was not to do with him. It was all me. He knew not on the body.
00:20:02C272 to reception.
00:20:13Something's wrong.
00:20:21Action, Doc.
00:20:27Captain.
00:20:28Yeah?
00:20:29You're going nowhere.
00:20:31What?
00:20:32You've just found a phone in your cell.
00:20:35A phone?
00:20:36Yeah.
00:20:38He told me he got rid of it.
00:20:39Right.
00:20:40What?
00:20:41He told me he'd got rid of it.
00:20:44It's all you knew about it.
00:20:50Well, what are we going to do now?
00:20:53Oh, we're going nowhere.
00:20:55We'll have to get you back.
00:20:57It's me father's funeral.
00:21:17Look, I'm sorry.
00:21:22Where was it?
00:21:23Back at a telly.
00:21:26You told me you got rid of it.
00:21:28Watch what you're saying, will you?
00:21:31He knows.
00:21:33How?
00:21:34Because I told him.
00:21:35Why?
00:21:37Because I'm an idiot.
00:21:39You told me you got rid of it.
00:21:42Well, I lied.
00:21:46So, it was here that night.
00:21:50That night, I needed to phone about me dad.
00:21:52Yeah?
00:21:53Yeah.
00:21:54And you said it wasn't.
00:21:56Yeah.
00:21:58Why?
00:21:59Well, if you'd have used it, I'd be in trouble.
00:22:04Yeah.
00:22:09Makes me a total knob, don't it?
00:22:12Yeah, total knob.
00:22:14Who'd tell his mother for drugs.
00:22:18Yeah.
00:22:21What are you doing?
00:22:24They're splitting us up.
00:22:27Yes, we're so.
00:22:56Mark.
00:22:58Someone should phone and let them know you won't be at the funeral.
00:23:02Should I do that?
00:23:05Please.
00:23:08I could get the order of service from them and we could follow it in the chapel.
00:23:13Have our own little mass.
00:23:15Would you like that?
00:23:17Are you allowed to do that?
00:23:20I can do what you need me to do.
00:23:24Okay.
00:23:26Is that your speech?
00:23:29Yeah.
00:23:31Shall I email it to them?
00:23:36Please.
00:23:57So your dad will be getting there round about now?
00:24:00Yes.
00:24:02Your mum following.
00:24:04Who'll be with her?
00:24:06My wife, Alicia.
00:24:08My son, Tom.
00:24:09My aunt, Joan.
00:24:12There'll be other cars, but I don't know who will be in them.
00:24:17My dad outlived his siblings, but they all had kids, so they'll all be there.
00:24:24And their kids, they'll all be there.
00:24:28Father Duggan will sprinkle the coffin with holy water.
00:24:34With this water, we call to mind John's baptism.
00:24:38As Christ went through the deep waters of death for us, so may he bring John to the fullness
00:24:44of the resurrection and life with all the redeemed.
00:24:48Amen.
00:25:01Let us acknowledge our sins, that we may prepare ourselves to celebrate the sacred mysteries.
00:25:09I confess to Almighty God.
00:25:12To you, my brothers and sisters, that I have greatly sinned.
00:25:17In my thoughts, and in my words, in what I have done, and in what I have failed to do.
00:25:25Through my fault, through my fault.
00:25:28To a man who speaks to God.
00:25:31Therefore I ask, blessed Mary, ever virgin, all the angels and saints, and you, my brothers
00:25:38and sisters, to pray for me, to the Lord our God.
00:25:42Amen.
00:25:55Sadly, Mark can't be here today, but this is a speech he would have read.
00:26:03John Thomas Cobden was born in the hungry thirties.
00:26:08The fifth of nine children, all brought up in the same terraced house.
00:26:13Can't be an easy.
00:26:15He passed a scholarship to a Catholic grammar school and hated it and left at 15.
00:26:21Grammar school boys didn't get their hands dirty back then, so he took a job in the office
00:26:26at Kirkmarsh.
00:26:28And that's where he met Mum.
00:26:31Me.
00:26:31His retirement, he spent fishing and watching football, and for the last six, seven years
00:26:40or so, watching the football with his grandson, Tom.
00:26:47John Thomas Cobden.
00:26:49Good trade unionist.
00:26:51Good angler.
00:26:54Good husband.
00:26:57Brilliant father.
00:27:06I know that Mark thinks his father is ashamed of him for what he did that dreadful day.
00:27:13For the pain and grief he caused that poor man's family.
00:27:18He's right.
00:27:20But only for that one dreadful day.
00:27:22For everything that came later, for the way in which he went to the police himself, he
00:27:30confessed, he pleaded guilty, he offered no plea in mitigation whatsoever, for the way
00:27:38in which he accepted his sentence and would gladly have accepted longer, for the way in
00:27:47which he sees every day in which he sees every day of his imprisonment as one more day of atonement.
00:27:56Mark's father,
00:28:01my John,
00:28:03was prouder of his son than he'd ever been.
00:28:26I owe you all.
00:28:28Thanks.
00:28:31No worries.
00:28:33No worries.
00:28:47Thousands of fireworks are about to light up the sky above the Capitol.
00:28:53Big Bill's famous bombs will ring out at midnight.
00:28:57Five, four, three, two, one.
00:29:02Five, four, three, two, one.
00:30:11The judge sentenced me to life
00:30:13with a minimum of ten years, and I've done 25,
00:30:16and this is, what, my sixth parole here.
00:30:19And I know for a fact that parole will once again be refused,
00:30:23not because I don't tick all the boxes. I do.
00:30:27Because of this, I still haven't learned who's boss.
00:30:31I still haven't learned to submit totally to a prison officer.
00:30:34I still have some independence of spirit.
00:30:38You think you'd value that?
00:30:40People who have some independence of spirit
00:30:43would surely do better out there than people who've been crushed, but no.
00:30:48You just want to show me who's boss.
00:30:56You say you did something.
00:30:59Something that made your victim not want to be friends anymore.
00:31:02So you killed him?
00:31:04Yep.
00:31:05What was it you did?
00:31:10I'll answer that the way I've answered it on each of the last five occasions I've been here.
00:31:16I'm not prepared to say.
00:31:24I'm Alexander Doyle.
00:31:26Bobby Doyle, the victim, was my older brother.
00:31:29I'm here today because both my parents have now died.
00:31:33My dad a few years back and my mum three months ago.
00:31:41Both died of grief.
00:31:44This man didn't just kill my brother that day, he killed my parents too.
00:31:49This man tries to paint himself as some sort of free spirit fighting against the system.
00:31:54Well, he's no such thing.
00:31:57He's a murderer.
00:32:00This man implies that he should have been out 15 years ago.
00:32:03Well, my parents weren't.
00:32:06Both served life.
00:32:10This man refuses to reveal what he did with my brother.
00:32:14That thing he did which cost my brother his life.
00:32:21Look here, let's clear the room.
00:32:24And he can tell me face to face because I've got every right to hear it.
00:32:35Can we go, please?
00:32:41He'd have done anything for you.
00:32:46And me too.
00:32:56I told him that I loved him.
00:33:14And, you know, I've been looking at loads of college courses.
00:33:17But it's definitely something I'd like to do.
00:33:19And I never would have thought of that without coming here.
00:33:28OK, who's next?
00:33:31Go on, Liam.
00:33:33Go on.
00:33:45I used to wanna come here.
00:33:48To get sent here.
00:33:51My dad was here.
00:33:53My dad was here.
00:33:53Oh, Peter was here.
00:33:55Other lads that I know, they'd all talk about crappy Craig more.
00:33:59Three years I did.
00:34:01That's what my dad says.
00:34:02And I'd done it standing on my head.
00:34:05And everyone laughs.
00:34:09The truth is,
00:34:11I couldn't do three days a year.
00:34:15Shit.
00:34:18And everyone's always sad.
00:34:22So I won't be coming back.
00:34:26I won't be going to any nick.
00:34:34I won't be coming back.
00:34:39How are you, Cobden?
00:34:41I'm fine, Governor.
00:34:43Yeah.
00:34:43Mary Louise tells me you've been doing great work with the kids.
00:34:47Oh, yeah.
00:34:48We've been talking.
00:34:50There's a crime and punishment conference next month.
00:34:52They want a prisoner to speak.
00:34:54I thought of you.
00:34:58Speak about what?
00:35:00Your crime, your time here.
00:35:02You'll be on escorted.
00:35:04Mary Louise has the utmost trust in you.
00:35:06Conference?
00:35:07Yeah.
00:35:08Lot of people, then?
00:35:10A hundred or so.
00:35:11I can barely talk to a handful of people in here,
00:35:14never mind in front of a hundred, so...
00:35:17I think you need to.
00:35:20You did say you owed me one.
00:35:23That's not fair.
00:35:24I think it is.
00:35:29Where is it?
00:35:30Crew.
00:35:32How would it get there?
00:35:33Taxi and train.
00:35:35On my own?
00:35:36Yeah.
00:35:41Okay, I'll...
00:35:42Yeah, I'll do it.
00:35:43Okay.
00:35:44I'll make the arrangements.
00:35:56Good night for the day.
00:35:58Trying to punish on conference, eh?
00:36:00Yeah.
00:36:01Alone?
00:36:02No cankers?
00:36:04Yeah.
00:36:20On the way back, I want you to call in somewhere for me.
00:36:25Why?
00:36:26I'll sew something into the lining of your coat.
00:36:29You come back here, leave it in prop.
00:36:32That's all you've got to do.
00:36:36What will it be, what they're sewing?
00:36:39You don't need to know that.
00:36:43I can't do it.
00:36:45What?
00:36:46I can't do it.
00:36:48Do you or do you not owe me one?
00:36:52I'm not that kind of man.
00:36:53I can't walk in here with a load of drugs on me.
00:36:55My knees will be knocking.
00:36:56I'll give the game away.
00:36:58I'm not the man you need.
00:36:59You're exactly the man I need.
00:37:02A teacher.
00:37:03I could eat two shoes.
00:37:04Who'd suspect you?
00:37:06No.
00:37:09Please, please, please ask me for something else.
00:37:12Anything else.
00:37:12I know I owe you one, but...
00:37:15I'll repay it.
00:37:16Please, please don't ask me to do this.
00:37:2221 Veil Road.
00:37:24What is it?
00:37:2821 Veil Road.
00:37:31It's beside the old bridge.
00:37:33This side, right?
00:37:35Right.
00:37:36He has to drive it away.
00:37:38It'll only be five minutes.
00:37:39Right.
00:37:41What you'll be wearing.
00:37:43Sue.
00:37:44Good.
00:37:47What's the address again?
00:37:5221 Veil Road.
00:37:55Good.
00:38:03Under the terms of this release on temporary license,
00:38:06you must refrain from alcohol or drugs.
00:38:08You must not associate with anyone you know to have a criminal record
00:38:11or to be of criminal intent.
00:38:12You will be given a travel warrant,
00:38:14which you will exchange at the station for a rail ticket.
00:38:17You will be given £25 in cash for essential purchases.
00:38:21Receipts will be required for these purchases.
00:38:23You have to be back here by 7.30pm.
00:38:25If you're not back here by that time,
00:38:27you'll be classed as unlawfully at large
00:38:29and liable to arrest at penalty.
00:38:31Do you have any questions?
00:38:32No.
00:38:33No.
00:38:34No.
00:38:34Just sign there for me.
00:38:37No.
00:38:41No.
00:38:51My name is Mark Cobden, and I was a schoolteacher.
00:38:59I was always a drinker. I always put booze first.
00:39:05I put it before my wife, my son, my job, everything.
00:39:14But then, on the 14th of October, 2017, that all changed.
00:39:33Can I have another, please, Shannon?
00:39:35Yes, of course.
00:39:37Cheers.
00:39:51Cheers.
00:39:57Cheers.
00:39:59Cheers.
00:40:04Cheers.
00:40:06Cheers.
00:40:07Cheers.
00:40:08Cheers.
00:40:08Cheers.
00:40:08Cheers.
00:40:09Cheers.
00:40:11Cheers.
00:40:12Cheers.
00:40:12Cheers.
00:40:12Cheers.
00:40:13Cheers.
00:40:13Cheers.
00:40:14Oh, my God.
00:40:47Oh, my God.
00:41:29Oh, my God.
00:41:45Where have you been?
00:41:51Oh, departmental meeting.
00:41:53Again?
00:41:54Yeah, I know.
00:41:55Right, son.
00:41:56Hi, Dad.
00:41:59Shall I take over?
00:42:01No, it's done.
00:42:02You're cooking tomorrow, though.
00:42:04Oh, right.
00:42:05How was school?
00:42:07All right.
00:42:08What did you get up to?
00:42:10Not much.
00:42:22You finished your homework?
00:42:24Yeah.
00:42:25I'm going upstairs.
00:42:27Right.
00:42:31What's wrong?
00:42:37I just killed someone.
00:42:40What?
00:42:41I just killed someone.
00:42:44A cyclist.
00:42:46I drove into him.
00:42:51Where?
00:42:53Car lane.
00:42:58You've got to go to the police.
00:43:00Yeah.
00:43:00Yeah.
00:43:01Yeah.
00:43:04Tom?
00:43:08You left a drive.
00:43:11Have you been drinking?
00:43:14Yeah.
00:43:16You promised.
00:43:17I know.
00:43:19I'm all I did.
00:43:21Are you over the limit?
00:43:22Yeah.
00:43:24Inside, Tom.
00:43:26Inside right now, please.
00:43:29Right now, Tom.
00:43:30Yeah.
00:43:55The police found three bars of chocolate on him.
00:43:59He'd bought one for me, one for Freddy, and one for Molly.
00:44:04He'd have waited for us to finish our dinner, and he'd have said,
00:44:07go and look what's in me coat.
00:44:10And he'd have watched Freddy's eyes light up on finding the chocolate.
00:44:15His last thoughts were for me, and Freddy, and Molly.
00:44:19He was the most selfless man, Your Honor.
00:44:25The irony is, the most selfless man in the world has been killed by the most selfish.
00:44:32By a man who'd drink four large vodkas and climb into his car and not give a damn for
00:44:40the safety and well-being of others.
00:44:42By a man who'd put his own comfort and convenience above other people's lives.
00:44:48By a man who'd leave the person he killed lying like a dog on the pavement.
00:44:57That man deserves to go to prison for a long, long time.
00:45:03That man deserves to rot in prison and burn in hell.
00:45:07So may you do that, you bastard!
00:45:09May you rot in prison and burn in hell!
00:45:11You're seated.
00:45:13I offered nothing in mitigation, no excuses.
00:45:16I drank four large vodkas.
00:45:19And the second I turn the key in that technician, I killed that man.
00:45:23Me.
00:45:25No-one else.
00:45:26The trouble is when there are no excuses,
00:45:30the guilt is overwhelming,
00:45:32the flashbacks more and more devastating.
00:45:35I dreaded those flashbacks at the start of my sentence.
00:45:40But a year or so passed and, er,
00:45:43I started to welcome them.
00:45:45I-I saw them as atonement, you see.
00:45:49A few months later,
00:45:53I realised I-I'd been kidding myself.
00:45:57They weren't atonement at all.
00:45:59They were simply a reminder of the need to atone.
00:46:02And more months passed and I-I realised I was still kidding myself
00:46:06cos you can never atone.
00:46:07You can never atone for the killing of another human being.
00:46:12All you can do is try.
00:46:16So how do I do that?
00:46:19How do I try to atone?
00:46:23Well, as corny as it sounds,
00:46:27by living a good life,
00:46:28if-if I'm allowed to,
00:46:31I'll continue to work with teenagers at risk.
00:46:35I'll refrain from alcohol.
00:46:38And I'll...
00:46:39try and live a good life.
00:47:20There we are mates, there goes.
00:48:03Everything all right?
00:48:04Yeah, just a big bite.
00:48:37Okay?
00:48:40No.
00:48:42Couldn't do it.
00:48:45Why not?
00:48:47I need to live a good life.
00:48:49Bringing drugs into prison is not living a good life.
00:48:53You serious?
00:48:56Yeah.
00:48:59You'd sooner take a caning?
00:49:03Yeah.
00:49:10Cleaning it is, then.
00:49:26There's three balls missing here, lads.
00:49:28Anyone seen the balls off this pool table?
00:49:31You lot.
00:49:32There's three balls missing off this table here, where are they?
00:49:35Any of you seeing where these balls have gone off this table?
00:49:38No, I'm not messing the back now.
00:49:39Where's the balls off the table?
00:49:41Hey!
00:49:42Hey!
00:49:42There's three balls missing.
00:49:48Right, I'll give you just one last chance on them sounding the alarm.
00:49:51Where's the balls?
00:49:55Where's the balls?
00:49:56Right, you leave me no choice.
00:49:58Yeah?
00:49:59No choice.
00:50:06You're gonna spin every single one of yourselves.
00:50:09Start getting back to yourselves.
00:50:11Three balls missing here.
00:50:12Break these bones!
00:50:13Burn it!
00:50:14Get off me!
00:50:16That's enough, Jackson.
00:50:18Where's it to do with you?
00:50:19Can't say.
00:50:21Right?
00:50:23Fine.
00:50:31Shit.
00:50:33Mark.
00:50:37Mark?
00:50:42Boss!
00:50:44Boss!
00:50:46Boss!
00:50:49Boss!
00:51:17Boss!
00:51:18Boss!
00:51:34Okay.
00:51:44In there, please, Eric.
00:51:47Why?
00:51:49Random search.
00:51:56Let's not do this here.
00:52:00I read your name.
00:52:03I'll call Chapel Grove Prison.
00:52:06They told me your son was getting treated really well.
00:52:09I asked myself why.
00:52:12I had no choice, do you want?
00:52:16I know.
00:52:20I'm really sorry.
00:52:21I'm sorry.
00:52:28Oh, my God.
00:52:53Hello?
00:52:54It's me.
00:52:55Where are you calling from?
00:52:57Police station.
00:53:00What?
00:53:01He searched me this morning on my way in.
00:53:05Oh, no.
00:53:07They're going to keep me here and magistrate in the morning.
00:53:11This isn't fair.
00:53:12No, if it's Craig, Mum, will you bring me some soap and some toothpaste, please?
00:53:18And, er, I've only got my work gear, so can you bring me some clover?
00:53:22No, because you'll get bail.
00:53:24No, I won't.
00:53:26They watch me the name names.
00:53:27Well, you can't.
00:53:29I know.
00:53:31Oh, do you have only done what any father would have done?
00:53:35Just tying in a shirt for you.
00:53:42Eric?
00:53:43All right.
00:53:46It's a lot.
00:53:47Eric?
00:53:49Eric?
00:53:59Eric?
00:54:04Eric?
00:54:04Eric?
00:54:04Eric?
00:54:05Eric?
00:54:05I'm thinking...
00:54:11Eric?
00:54:12Eric?
00:54:14Eric?
00:54:15Eric?
00:54:16Eric?
00:54:19Eric?
00:54:29Hey, Eddie.
00:54:32Yep.
00:54:46Hi, hi.
00:54:48Hey, Cap.
00:54:49You getting off then?
00:54:50Yeah.
00:54:51Yeah, I've left some stuff in there for you.
00:54:54For you and Paul, if you want it.
00:54:56Yeah, it is.
00:54:59Shall I write?
00:55:00Show off a bit?
00:55:02Yeah?
00:55:04Good idea.
00:55:06I'll write to you first, let you know where I am and that.
00:55:09Great.
00:55:11Thanks.
00:55:14Oh, thank you, Cap.
00:55:17Come on, mate.
00:55:18Yeah?
00:55:20Look after yourself, mate.
00:55:23You and I'll.
00:55:26Don't come back, eh?
00:55:27No, I'll try not.
00:55:31See you then.
00:55:32See you.
00:55:36You think I could see Daniel?
00:55:39Yeah.
00:55:48Are you all right?
00:55:53It's me, Mark.
00:55:56Mark.
00:55:58Yeah?
00:55:59You okay?
00:56:01Yeah, I am getting out, mate.
00:56:03Right.
00:56:05I still see him.
00:56:14Gerard.
00:56:19Still see him, man.
00:56:27Good luck.
00:56:39All right.
00:56:41Come on.
00:56:42Sit down.
00:56:54Sit down.
00:56:58Some of these are up in court, so they'll go first.
00:57:00All right.
00:57:01Some of them are moving prison, so they'll go second.
00:57:04All right.
00:57:05But you are getting out, so you'll go last.
00:57:10OK.
00:57:12Good luck, man.
00:57:14Oh, thanks.
00:57:20All right, Mr. Mac.
00:57:23All right, Mark.
00:57:27Can I?
00:57:29Yeah.
00:57:29Yeah.
00:57:30Yeah.
00:57:36Look for sentencing.
00:57:38Yeah.
00:57:41Yeah, you're getting out.
00:57:42Yeah.
00:57:47How long did you do in the end?
00:57:50Two years.
00:57:53Time flies when you're having fun, eh?
00:57:55Yeah.
00:57:59How long will you get it?
00:58:02I pray if I'm lucky.
00:58:04Five of them, though.
00:58:07I won't be doing it here, though.
00:58:11Offer me four months, and that's your hand off.
00:58:17You're a good officer.
00:58:20Firm but fair, you know?
00:58:24Thanks.
00:58:40Your Honour, I can't give you his name.
00:58:42You know, he's in jail.
00:58:44And yet he can hold a man 200 miles away in another jail to batter me son.
00:58:49And if I give you his name, then it'll just happen again.
00:58:53Now, you told me if I don't name his name, then...
00:58:56You know, I'll get a longer sentence.
00:58:59But I was prepared to smuggle drugs into my own prison to protect my son.
00:59:05You know, me.
00:59:06An officer, 22 years impeccable service.
00:59:10Smuggling drugs into his own knees.
00:59:15And if I was prepared to do that, to protect our son...
00:59:21Then I'm more than ready to do another year or so for him, you know what?
00:59:27Consideration will be given to your impeccable career and the full one-third discount for your guilty plea.
00:59:32But in all the circumstances, that is all that can be offered.
00:59:37Eric McNally, you will go to prison for four years.
00:59:41Take him down, please.
00:59:49Going down. There was no way we were going down.
00:59:51We were going down.
00:59:53Listen, I went into that box with me saying...
00:59:55That's why you went into that box.
00:59:57That's why you went into that box.
00:59:58Hey, lads.
00:59:58They were saying that you were doing the same way.
01:00:00They were going to win the end.
01:00:01You're looking for that as well, you're going to see.
01:00:03So, listen, lads.
01:00:04It might not shut up.
01:00:06That's all.
01:00:06What's it?
01:00:07It might not.
01:00:25That's all fine, please.
01:00:40Good to see you.
01:01:35Hello.
01:01:38Hello.
01:01:40Thanks for coming.
01:01:42Would you like to sit down?
01:01:45Do you want something?
01:01:47No, no thanks.
01:01:48Tea or coffee?
01:01:49I'm fine.
01:01:50Thanks.
01:01:56Do you mind if I ask how your family are?
01:02:01No.
01:02:05They're good.
01:02:07Good.
01:02:12You've got a son?
01:02:14Yeah.
01:02:15Tom.
01:02:16How's he?
01:02:16Tom.
01:02:17He's good too.
01:02:19Yep.
01:02:22You wrote me a letter.
01:02:24What did it say?
01:02:25No.
01:02:26No.
01:02:28I've got it here.
01:02:29Yeah.
01:02:44Sorry.
01:02:47Yeah.
01:02:50Or does it help?
01:02:52Me reading it?
01:02:53You or me?
01:02:56Um...
01:02:57Me.
01:03:07Does...
01:03:08Tom know you were in prison?
01:03:11Huh?
01:03:13Yeah.
01:03:16Yeah.
01:03:16Do you know what you did?
01:03:18Yeah.
01:03:21People will always know what I did.
01:03:24Everybody.
01:03:27I wrote it to me.
01:03:30I wrote it to you.
01:03:31I wrote it to your kids.
01:03:36And I wrote it to your husband.
01:03:55I wrote it to you.
01:03:58This is my address.
01:04:04If you write again, I'll...
01:04:06I will read it.
01:04:11I want to forgive you, you see.
01:04:16I need to forgive you.
01:04:18Because it's...
01:04:23But I can't.
01:04:29I've tried and I can't.
01:04:38But I'll keep on trying.
01:04:41I promise you, I'll keep on trying.
01:04:47Maybe one day.
01:04:56What?
01:05:01Have you managed to stay teetotal?
01:05:05Yeah. I...
01:05:08It's been nearly four years now.
01:05:10...
01:05:38That was...