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00:31Daniel, do you want to see something?
00:38That's our holiday money.
00:40All these pricks round here, noses in the air, looking down at us.
00:46Fucking jealous now, innit?
00:48Do you want to hold it?
00:52Don't want to get your prints on that.
00:54Make you an accessory.
00:55Don't say those things to him.
00:56About fucking time.
00:58So?
01:00How do I look?
01:03What is she, son?
01:06She's a tart, Dad.
01:08That's right.
01:09She's a tart.
01:13Is me coming?
01:15No, need to wait until a bit of work.
01:36What about this?
01:37No.
01:38You will say no.
01:39No.
01:40No.
01:48No.
01:50No.
01:51No.
01:51No.
01:51No.
01:54No.
01:55It's my song.
01:55Can we have some in a bit?
01:57Which I'm certain.
02:02It's not a Frank one.
02:03It's a cover.
02:05No.
02:11What's the song?
02:13Hey!
02:14You listening, boy!
02:14much more than this, I did it my way. Regrets, I've had a few, but then again, too few to
02:34mention.
02:34I did what I had to do, and saw it through without exemption. I planned each charter course, each careful
02:54step along the byway,
02:59and more, much more than this, I did it my way.
03:10Yes, yes, there were times, I'm sure you knew, when I bit off more than I could chew, and through
03:24it all, when there was doubt,
03:28I ate it up, and spit it out, I faced it all, and I stood tall, and did it my
03:43way.
04:01Five nights? Yeah.
04:03Lovely, I've got a lovely one for you.
04:05Oh, perfect.
04:07You know, I've got some new ones.
04:09Number three, so that third floor, that was just something else.
04:17Yeah, mate.
04:19Mate.
04:20You're one of us, will you?
04:22One of your Polaroids.
04:24You're one of us, eh?
04:26Just one is all.
04:36Nice one.
04:42Come on.
04:49Come on.
04:54Just popping out.
04:55You're coming back there, right?
04:55Yeah, of course I am.
04:56Because we've dinner at eight.
04:57I said I'm coming back there.
05:04A doll!
05:18What's the price, miss?
05:21A doll.
05:32I oath, we're left.
05:33A doll.
05:36Huh?
05:41Very cool.
05:43Mm-hmm.
05:44Here is the maid71.
05:45Take the $100口.
05:45Oh, no, again.
05:47What you gotta do.
05:47I totally gab, but I'll do it from your maid, huh?
05:48And we по this small town.
05:48It is the temple, huh?
05:48I needed...
05:48Where am Iatge, closer to me?
05:52Come on, let's fucking eat.
06:02Daniel, what is she?
06:07She's a tart, Dad.
06:09Yeah, she's a fucking tart.
06:42Look at this place, what a fucking shit hole.
06:44No, it's nice.
06:46Nice, is it? That's what you think.
06:49Look, Daniel. Tart's got an opinion.
06:51Can you talk, little tart?
06:53Don't start, okay?
06:54I'm not starting. I'm just having a laugh.
06:57A laugh is all.
06:59Come on.
07:00Just having a laugh is all. A little bit of a laugh.
07:04I want a nice evening out.
07:05This is a nice evening out. We're having a nice evening.
07:08This will be nice.
07:10Don't you think this is nice?
07:19I've shot in better places than this.
07:37Jane, what about you?
07:38How's life as a single woman about town?
07:41Stop!
07:41You seem really well, Mum.
07:44Yeah. Yeah, I am well.
07:48Do you miss him?
07:50Yeah, of course I do.
07:51Look, I was with Martin for a lot longer than I was with your dad.
07:54I mean, he was a boring old bastard, but...
07:59He was kind.
08:02It's cancer, Danny.
08:04Sometimes I think you grieve before they die.
08:08Well, I love the way that you came out of it.
08:11Really?
08:12Yeah.
08:13It's your life.
08:14You get to live it for you, for once.
08:16Yeah.
08:17Well, in that case, I'm going to get wankered.
08:22Oh, you know that your Uncle Frank is out?
08:24Yeah, yeah.
08:25I think Lee's going to pop round to see him tomorrow, so...
08:27Well, you could join.
08:29Yeah, I don't know, Mum.
08:30Look, you know how down he gets.
08:31He needs family around him.
08:33Look, Frank's great.
08:34I will go.
08:35It's just...
08:37I don't know, him and Lee together.
08:40Two ex-cons.
08:41It's going to get a bit male and man-like.
08:43Danny, Frank loves you.
08:45I know.
08:46He's my only brother.
08:47I will.
08:47I'll go.
08:47I'll go and say my promise next week.
08:49Oh, excuse me.
08:50Sorry, could I have a glass of white, please?
08:53Thanks.
08:57Can I ask you something?
08:58Yeah.
09:01How come he stays with Dad for so long?
09:06Why are you asking that?
09:09I just...
09:10No, I don't know.
09:11It's just...
09:13You could have...
09:13You could have left him sooner.
09:15Why didn't you?
09:24Look, when I met him, I was well-turned-out, good-looking, funny, smart.
09:30I was a catch.
09:32By the time I went, looks was all I had.
09:37Knowing the right shade of lippy to put on.
09:42How can a person like that leave?
09:44No, but you did.
09:46Yeah.
09:47Yeah, I did.
09:48So...
09:48So why not sooner?
09:51You know?
09:52Change your subject, eh, Danny?
09:54No, I just keep thinking about it, because I just...
09:56What if things might have been better?
09:58Danny.
09:59No, I don't mean...
10:00Yeah, no.
10:00I just...
10:01I mean for you.
10:02Danny, please.
10:06Sorry, I don't...
10:08I...
10:21Talking to Lee.
10:22I was there at the weekend.
10:23Took some pics of Dean for the scene.
10:26Yeah, of course I do.
10:28Really groan.
10:29Look.
10:30Oh my God, he is really groan, isn't he?
10:33What's she got in her tears?
10:34Oh my God.
10:36Oh my God.
10:46Oh.
10:48Oh, that's just...
10:49That's just to check the...
10:53The...
10:55Let's...
10:55Should I get you that glass of wine?
10:57Excuse me.
11:15Oh my God, Jesus.
11:28Oh, you...
11:29Fuck your bread.
11:55So you locked it down.
11:58Oh my god.
12:00Going fucking nuts.
12:02You still have it tonight?
12:04Yes, yes, yeah, I really am.
12:05I'm totally.
12:07Don't be late, okay?
12:08No, I won't be late.
12:09Max is doing his jambalaya.
12:10It has to be exactly right, and he will not serve it until everyone's there.
12:14I won't be late.
12:15Don't worry.
12:21Okay.
12:22Stupid question.
12:23I don't have anything in the other way.
12:24Like what?
12:27Half a kilo of heroin.
12:29Go for the fucking door, Dan.
12:32Yeah.
12:35Plato tells the story of a man called Gyges, who finds a ring of invisibility.
12:43Once Gyges puts the ring on, he can do anything he likes.
12:48Kill, steal, do anything at all without anyone finding him.
12:52And where does big man find this ring?
12:55Plato's question is, is there any reason for Gyges to be good?
13:04Females.
13:06Females?
13:08Just females?
13:09Nothing else?
13:10Well, I'm assuming this Gyges hasn't been saved by the light of the Lord Jesus Christ.
13:14So, yeah, just females.
13:15You know what?
13:16Yeah, I'll go with that.
13:17When I was begging, if I see, like, three lads on the night out, yeah, I know I'm getting
13:21nothing.
13:21But if I see a man with a gal, and they got, like, shopping bags, yeah, like honeymoon vibes,
13:27I go straight up to him, ask him for money, nine out of ten times he gives it, yeah?
13:31I give him the chance to look kind, and, like, he's got cash.
13:35Like, I provide the service.
13:37Serious.
13:38Dan, like, without me, he spends a night on porn harm.
13:42Okay, so, Gyges should only be good if women can see it.
13:47Dan, look around us, bro.
13:49We've got female teachers, officers, nurses.
13:52When you take them all away, you think men are going to be, what, better?
13:55It's nonsense.
13:57Nods?
13:58That confession?
14:05Did you want to say something on us?
14:10Women are the salvation of men.
14:11Yeah, that's what we're saying, boys.
14:13But you've got to earn it.
14:14You've got to be using first, not just when they're looking.
14:19So, some philosophers say that masculinity is an identity achieved through dominance.
14:26In order for me to be a man, someone else has to lose.
14:30More often than not, that someone is a woman or child.
14:33No, Dan, there are good men, and there's bad men.
14:37Yeah?
14:38Well, the writer, bell hooks, she argues that the idea of the good man is sexist.
14:44She says we should want to be a good person, not a good man.
14:49In here, I don't think about being a good person.
14:54But I do feel bad about not being a good man.
15:00When I'm on the phone to my ex and I hear my little girl crying because, you know, some teacher
15:05don't like her.
15:07I can't do nothing.
15:08I can't sort it.
15:10I feel like shit.
15:14Yeah, I don't like the whole dominance thing.
15:17It's belittling, if you don't mind me saying them.
15:21Being a man, it's way more than dominance.
15:26A lot more.
15:27Oh shit, it's me, please.
15:29I'm going to cut your dick off, you little bastard.
15:31As for the cowardly, the faithfulness, the detestable, the homosexuality of honor and liars.
15:37There is the portion that burns with fire and burns with fire and sulfur.
15:42It's the seventh day of all, and it's the remediation for anybody.
15:47You idiot fucks.
15:53Sorry, dude.
15:54Not right.
15:55You running class?
15:56No.
15:57They wouldn't let us off the landing.
16:00I'd love to say it was an incident, but like us not, someone just squashed a cockroach without the correct
16:05paperwork.
16:06This place is a shite shambles, Dan.
16:10Well, I've brought you some reading, I know you like your headshot.
16:13I do, I do.
16:16It's a dialogue between Slavoj Žižek and Will's self.
16:19Ah, Žižek.
16:21The Billy Conley of philosophy.
16:23It's like if performance art fucked verbosity.
16:27Thanks for that, Dan.
16:28That's all right.
16:29I'll see you next class.
16:31Right.
16:32Oh, by the way, I could do something to you in return.
16:36In return?
16:37What do you mean?
16:38Well, your dad did time, right?
16:43What makes you say that?
16:45A place like this world gets around.
16:49It doesn't matter how, but what matters is, I know a guy who's inside with him.
16:55He was your dad's padmate.
16:58Right, that's what he said, isn't it?
16:59He said he was my dad's padmate.
17:01Aye, for eight months.
17:03That's a hell of a long time in a place like this.
17:07And what's more is, that man's in here.
17:12You know, I can put you in touch.
17:14You could, um, have a chat with him.
17:17Would you like that?
17:22I'll think about what you said.
17:24Right.
17:25Yeah.
17:31I'll see you next class.
17:36Bye.
17:42Bye.
17:44Bye.
17:47Bye.
17:49Bye.
17:57Hey, um, yeah, listen, you're going to Uncle Frank's today, right?
18:03I thought I might, um, you know, tag along?
18:08Yeah.
18:09Um, when are you going?
18:14Yeah.
18:15Yeah, sure.
18:16Yeah, I've, um, yeah, I've got something else to do first.
18:47Yeah, I've got something else to do first.
18:50Yeah, I've got something else to do first.
19:08Who was though, Dan, they made you fucking march.
19:11What, what, like a soldier?
19:13Like a fucking tin soldier.
19:14They wanted to march you down to get your fucking chow.
19:18This is years ago, Dan.
19:20I'm a kid, so I'm not having this.
19:22I'll give it the Travolta roll.
19:24I'm all like, oh.
19:27There's your own Saturday Night Fever.
19:31This big screw takes one look.
19:33Bang.
19:34Punches me right in the guts for that.
19:36No.
19:36There.
19:37I'll go down like a sack of sput.
19:39Gifts up all over his shoes.
19:40Oh, I bet that was shiny and all.
19:43By the next day, I'll do it all again.
19:46I'll give it the roll.
19:47Bang.
19:47Punched in the guts on the floor.
19:49Next day, roll.
19:50Bang.
19:51Floor.
19:51Ten days straight, I swear to God.
19:53So, they changed tag.
19:55I'll go down, they gave me my dinner.
19:57The old plate is covered in salt.
20:00Oh, no, that's wrong, that is.
20:02You had to scrape it off, even to eat, eh?
20:05But I still give it the roll, right?
20:07And every day, they give me my plate of food, white, with salt.
20:12Ten days of that, they chuck me in seg.
20:15Oh, man, that is bad.
20:16Damn, sig, that's awful.
20:17I mean, I've never done sig, but they bury you down there, mate.
20:20You sleep on a concrete ledge, Dan.
20:23Each day, the screws will wake me up, take me outside, give me a shovel,
20:27and make me dig an hole eight foot deep.
20:29And at the end of the day, I'd have to fill it back in.
20:32God, you must have been exhausted.
20:33Dan, every day, when I open that door, I'll spring to my feet, big smile, and go,
20:39You got my shovel?
20:41I loved digging.
20:44I loved it.
20:45I loved it, I did.
20:47Right, but you hated it, really?
20:49I loved it, I pretended I loved it.
20:53So you didn't love it?
20:55Dan, he loved it, he pretended.
20:57I used to pretend I loved it, so, you know, I loved it.
21:02What about on your own, when you put your head on a pillow?
21:05I've been digging fucking holes all day.
21:07I slept like the log.
21:10What you've got to remember about prison is, it fucking loves to grip you in place.
21:17Now, if you don't want that, you've got to push back.
21:22So one day, they send me back to my cell.
21:26No one says a word.
21:27I'm thinking, oh, I, what now?
21:30They call feeding time.
21:32I'll roll on down, just like always.
21:35All eyes on me.
21:37Give me my food.
21:40Clean.
21:41Not a grain of salt on it.
21:43Under respect, Frank.
21:46They've given up on me.
21:47So I'll talk that plate, look up at the screw, who's with me, and I'll say,
21:52where's my fucking salt?
21:55Ah!
21:55Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha!
22:09No.
22:10No, get off.
22:20Is it a path?
22:22Hmm.
22:22They don't like to be around here.
22:25He's a good lad, Lee. He's done really well. He's looking a bit tired though, ain't he?
22:32Yeah, I noticed that. Are you digging holes again, Frank?
22:36Making a pond for Mum. Loads of wildlife in a pond. Toads, ducks, dragonflies could even get
22:44newts. I don't want fucking newts. Thanks, man.
22:51I love wildlife. When we was little, we used to bunk the train to Sandwich in Kent, sit
22:58on the shore whilst the sun go down. I've not been back since I was a boy.
23:03Well, we could go if you like, Frank. Get you some air.
23:05Well, great, but... What about tomorrow?
23:07Go and wait for a clear day, though. You want a clear day?
23:09It's going to be really clear tomorrow.
23:12Well, yeah. We'll do that, yeah? But we'll wait for a clear day.
23:33Um... Frank, do you know where Dad is?
23:36Why are you asking that? I just... I just want to know where he is.
23:42You're not going to get in touch with him, are you?
23:44No, no, no, no, no. No. Just want to know.
23:52There's lots of reasons why people do crime. With me, it's because I was good at it. With Lee,
24:00it's because he had to. He had no choice. Well, your Dad, it was because he liked to subjugate
24:08people. He loved to grind people down. He enjoyed it. He was a fucking weasel.
24:17You shouldn't need reminding of that.
24:28What's that prick with our drinks?
24:31We can see they're busy.
24:38Uh, so sorry, guys. There's been a problem in the kitchen. It's all gone a bit crazy.
24:42Where's my drink? Um, they're just on drinks now, but I thought if I get your food order in,
24:46there should be no delay. Ah, that is very considerate. Off the kids' menu, we'll have the
24:50sausage bites to start, and then the pasta, but with no cheese. Of course.
24:54And for me as a starter, could I get... Actually, is the baked brie good?
25:00Honestly, it's the best thing on the menu. Not just saying that.
25:04Right, but we're normally yes, but it is really good.
25:07Well, how could I resist that? Yeah, how could you resist that?
25:13Great, and for you, sir? Calamari. Calamari. Fantastic.
25:21And now for the mains. I've actually got a special tonight. It's a grilled monkfish.
25:24It comes with a baked potato salad and a pesto sauce.
25:27Oh, that does sound lovely. You know, I think I'll take that.
25:31I thought you were having cod. Yeah, I was, but...
25:35Well, don't let him upsell you of your fucking cod.
25:40I want steak cremated, and if I see one drop of blood,
25:43one should be the fucking cow bleeding.
25:48Do you move as fast as you smile?
25:50Uh, sorry, I... Don't stop. He's just doing his job.
25:52What are you sorry for? Uh, nothing. I'm not. I just...
25:55Oh, you're not sorry? Not sorry at all, then?
25:57Shall I just get the drinks? Well, I'm not going to go up there and get my fucking self, am
26:00I?
26:00Where are you from?
26:08Fucking fairie wonka.
26:35Mum, where's Dad?
26:38He's having a drink.
26:39What, by himself?
26:41Come back your tea, Danny.
26:46I wish he leaves here.
27:08What you want, is it?
27:11Is that what you fucking won't want?
27:14Is it?
27:15Is that what you want?
27:16Is that what you fucking won't want?
27:18What do you want?
27:19What do you want?
27:21Wear it.
27:22Calm down.
27:23Is that what you want?
27:24Is that what you want?
27:26Is that what you want?
27:27Is that what you want?
27:27There you go.
27:29And that's what you want, isn't it?
27:30Get off me!
27:31Is that what you want?
27:32Is that what you want, isn't it?
27:34Let's go.
27:35Calm down.
27:36Stop.
27:37No!
27:38No!
27:39No!
27:39No! No! That what you want is it!
27:42That what you fucking want, one!
27:45That what you want is it!
28:01Honestly, I just cannot find anything wrong with it.
28:03I just keep thinking that I can smell gas.
28:07Well, can you smell it now?
28:11Yeah. Yeah, I think I can.
28:14No, you can't.
28:15Because I've had the gas lines off for 90 minutes and the windows open for 70.
28:18So if there's any gas in this room, it is defying the basic laws of atmospheric circulation.
28:23So why can I smell it?
28:26Well, that is between you and a caring and qualified psychotherapist.
28:32Look, it's a mechanical process.
28:35Gas flow is initiated by physically turning the knob.
28:39It's fine.
28:40But if you want to get a second opinion, you're more than welcome.
28:43Is that a thing in gas engineering?
28:46No.
28:47It's all right, yeah.
28:48I should just relax.
28:49Yeah.
28:50Yeah, I'll give that a try.
28:59You want me to check it again, don't you?
29:01Yes, that's totally insane.
29:04Well, it is going to be exactly the same result, and I will have to charge you for another hour.
29:10You did say you had somewhere to be in that you were already late, so...
29:13Yeah, um...
29:14Yeah.
29:14No, okay.
29:15Sorry, yeah.
29:16Check it again, please.
29:26Hey Jamie.
29:28Hey.
29:28Yeah, I'm...
29:29Sorry, I'm on a bus, but there was...
29:33There was this fight on the bus.
29:37Yeah, yeah, yeah.
29:38These two guys.
29:39So, I'm on another one right now.
29:41So, I'm going to be there in...
29:46Well, listeners, I mean, as soon as I can.
29:48How are you going?
29:50I'm going to be there, but...
30:07I'm going to be there, and...
30:11We just have a good question.
30:11This is a good question.
30:14We're going to be where we leave the know-be-go.
30:28Hey, Max, I'm so sorry.
30:30There was a fight on the bus, and then there was roadworks, and it...
30:35I'm going to go and try and rescue the Jambalaya, which was ready one hour and 25 minutes ago.
30:50But he is driving me nuts.
30:52So this guy is a prisoner?
30:54What's his name, Helen?
30:55Demir. Do you know him?
30:56I don't think so.
30:57Well, I've been doing these lessons, parenting through play.
31:00So I bring in a bunch of toys for the men, and I teach them how to play with their
31:05own children.
31:05Oh my God, that is amazing.
31:07Because a lot of them don't know how.
31:10They're often inside when their kids are born, and their own families...
31:13It's not exactly like they come from homes where Dad engages fully.
31:16I could not do it. Working in a prison? I just could not do it.
31:21But this one guy drives me nuts.
31:24Demir, is he a lifer?
31:25Yeah, that's right. Do you know him?
31:27Yeah, I think so. I quite like him.
31:28You work in a prison as well?
31:30Yeah, I thought you taught philosophy.
31:32I do. In prison. To prisoners.
31:37Wow! Fucking wow!
31:39That's just blown my mind.
31:41That was horrible.
31:43But anyway, this guy Demir, he insists on calling me Miss, despite me specifically telling him,
31:48call me Helen.
31:49No, that is annoying.
31:50Thank you. And he's always finding me a chair.
31:53He will stop everything, and it's all like, let's find Miss the best chair.
31:57Yeah, what an arm.
31:58No!
32:01Dan, it's belittling.
32:03Yeah.
32:03No, no, I get that.
32:04That is kind of sexist, actually.
32:06And if anyone says anything, he's straight in with, have some respect.
32:09How would you feel if she was your sister?
32:11Like, I need him to save me.
32:13Well, I think it's the other way around.
32:15I think that you're saving him.
32:17He has to protect you from the other men to prove that he's not like them.
32:22They're the men that have to dominate other people, not him.
32:25Yeah, but what he's doing is the opposite.
32:29And that kind of male protection is proprietary, right?
32:31I mean, he's actually reinforcing dominant behaviour.
32:36Write that down for me, Paul.
32:37I'll pass that on to Demir before his next anal cavity search.
32:41Max, this is gorgeous.
32:42Yeah, normally it is.
32:45Dan, can I ask you a question?
32:47I think so.
32:49It's a bit personal.
32:50You said your father is a prisoner.
32:55Was.
32:56Yeah.
32:57Like I said, I don't know where he is now.
33:00So, do you think you're trying to sort of save these men you teach?
33:03Do you mind me asking that?
33:05No.
33:06Why would I be trying to save them?
33:08Well, you happen to just find yourself working in the place that stole your father from you.
33:13No, my father wasn't stolen.
33:15I mean, he stole, but he wasn't stolen.
33:18Yeah.
33:18Yeah.
33:19No, seriously though.
33:21I mean, otherwise, why are you working in a prison?
33:24Why is Jamie in a prison?
33:25Why is Helen in a prison?
33:30Why?
33:31Why?
33:32Come on.
33:32Come on, what?
33:33What do you mean, come on?
33:34Well, it's just different, isn't it?
33:36Is it?
33:36Well, you know it is.
33:40Well, this has never occurred to you before.
33:43Why ever?
33:44I don't know.
33:45Maybe I'm just fucking dumb, Paul.
33:48And Dan doesn't drink, by the way.
33:50To reiterate, this is Dan so violent.
33:52I mean, I don't think Paul was trying to make it.
33:54What's your appearance, dear Paul?
33:55Oh, they're both GPs.
33:58Oh, you said you were a doctor, didn't you?
34:00Oh, okay.
34:00I can see where this is.
34:01And yet you don't feel the need to pathologize that kind of inheritance.
34:04Oh, I wasn't pathologizing.
34:05Oh, no, no, that's right.
34:06Of course, nice middle-class bourgeois white bread nepo baby past towns are perfectly acceptable.
34:10All right, Dan.
34:11Come on.
34:11No, I'm not trying to save anyone.
34:15The time to save them is long gone.
34:17We all missed the boat on that one.
34:18We were too busy recreationally pontificating over Chateau Neuf de Pap and shoving culturally-appropriated rice sludge down our throats.
34:24I'm really sorry.
34:25I don't save.
34:27I don't rehabilitate.
34:28I mean, I don't even educate, really.
34:29I mean, actually, the most that I do is a two-hour holiday in the head.
34:34A brief respite from a life of concrete steeped in spice.
34:40A life that can best be characterized by the act of trying not to make eye contact with another man
34:44while he shits in front of you.
34:47That's me, Paul.
34:51So feel free to psychoanalyze that.
35:28What the frickin' fuck?
35:29Yeah, yeah, yeah.
35:30I know.
35:32White bread nepo baby past towns.
35:35Yeah, that was too much, wasn't it?
35:37No, no.
35:38The whole thing was too much.
35:39Everything that came out of your mouth was way too much.
35:42I mean, I don't know you, but I hope this is a nervous breakdown because if this is what you're
35:47normally like...
35:51Is it okay in there?
35:53No.
35:54No, it is not.
35:55The atmosphere is most definitely ruined.
35:58Paul's a dick though, right?
35:59No, I mean, he was just drunk.
36:02And Max is lovely, but he's never going to forgive you for that shitty chumpalaya.
36:07I mean, you were an hour and a half late.
36:09What were you doing?
36:15I was checking my stove.
36:18Excuse me?
36:20My cooker.
36:21It takes me an hour to leave the house these days because I keep thinking it's on.
36:25That's what I was doing just now.
36:27Checking photos of it.
36:29Photos?
36:30Of your cooker?
36:31Yeah, do you want to see?
36:32I've got thousands.
36:34But they don't work anymore.
36:36I just keep thinking about that.
36:38Flame's going to come on anyway.
36:39Fucking debilitating.
36:41Oh, and I've started seeing my dad.
36:43More like thinking, but I'm seeing him.
36:45And Paul's right.
36:46Me doing this job may very well be about a man that I never want to see again and fucking
36:50hate it anyway.
36:51So...
36:54Actually, yeah, this could be a breakdown.
36:55Yeah.
37:02I want to use a video camera.
37:05Instead of photos, set up a nanny cam in front of the cooker.
37:09Download the app on your phone.
37:10You can watch it in real time.
37:12That way you'll know your house isn't burning down.
37:16I mean, that's what I'd do if I was fucking nuts.
37:33Well, why are we going home?
37:34We've only got here yesterday.
37:35The policy man's gone.
37:37Your dad had to pay a fine for making that jewellery.
37:39It wasn't jewellery.
37:40It was display models.
37:41It was all fakes.
37:41You see, that's why you need to keep out of trouble.
37:43It was just plastic.
37:44That's why they couldn't put me away.
37:46Yeah, you didn't know that at the time though, did you?
37:48You ruin everything you touch.
37:49It's very early.
37:51Thank you, Jawad Knudli数.
38:03Bye-bye.
38:04We'll see you later.
38:05Does the house come under the green light?
38:06You and her pants look.
38:14You'll be fine.
38:17Exactly, isn't it?
38:18Thanks, Ahmed.
38:30Why have you parked so far?
38:32Shh!
38:33Bond people to see.
38:35Get your fucking head down there.
38:53Don't touch the light.
38:54I don't want them knowing our business.
39:17You staying at Gary's?
39:18I'm doing a bit of work.
39:19Oh, great.
39:20Don't you ever know?
39:21Mum, I'm hungry.
39:22What, are we supposed to stay in the dark for a week?
39:24I'm not having them out there knowing our business.
39:27I won't have them looking down on us.
39:28Of course they don't look down on us.
39:29I look down on us.
39:30Look at the state of us.
39:31Mum, I'm really hungry.
39:32Not now, Danny.
39:33But I'm starving.
39:34I'm eating since lunch.
39:34I'll get you something soon.
39:35When?
39:36I'm hungry.
39:36Look, you can go to the shops at night.
39:38I'll be back in a couple of days.
39:39I said that.
39:40But I'm not having these fucking arseholes sneering at me.
39:43Is that understood?
39:44It's all about you, isn't it?
39:45It's all about you.
39:45I want you.
39:46I said I'm hungry, you tart!
39:47What did you just say?
39:54Come here, you!
39:55Now!
40:05Close on.
40:10What did you just say?
40:23If you ever talk to her like that again, I will fucking kill your boy.
40:28Do you understand that?
40:37I will end your life.
40:39Do you believe that?
40:44I will fucking kill you.
40:57Malcolm X was a man of transformations.
40:59At 21, he went to prison for robbery.
41:02Inside, he educated himself.
41:05And when he came out, he became ardently political.
41:07Yeah, yeah, I watched a film about him.
41:09Denzel played him, innit?
41:10I read his whole book.
41:11He became a criminal to get away from poverty.
41:14Am I right, Dan?
41:14Mm-hmm.
41:15But he's a complicated figure.
41:17So while in later life, he acknowledged the role that women played in the struggle.
41:21In his early speeches, X talks about how men are strong and women are weak.
41:25He tells men to dominate their women.
41:27Yeah, but he grew up with no dad.
41:29Why does that make a difference?
41:31Loads of men in here only have moms.
41:33Yet they end up misogynistic.
41:34Blame the one that's still there.
41:36A rapist moves on to their landing.
41:38They all join the queue to fuck that guy up.
41:40A female guard passes.
41:42See all them same man standing around like...
41:45Hands on their balls, Dan.
41:46Every time.
41:47Hands on the front.
41:48Touching balls.
41:49Female.
41:50Right there.
41:51So a father's a good influence?
41:52No.
41:53Doesn't make it worse.
41:56One time, my dad slapped me up here.
41:58And then the side of the show line comes on.
42:00I'm crying.
42:01I'm snotty.
42:01I'm like, I've never called that number.
42:04He's like, go ahead.
42:06Yeah.
42:07I'll slap you up before they come round.
42:09I'll slap you up whilst they're here.
42:11And I'll slap you up after they come.
42:15My old man used to call them adverts tooth decay, yeah?
42:19He says, it's an easy way to lose your fucking teeth.
42:24My dad broke my arm once.
42:28It was like a compound spiral fracture of the radius,
42:31plus a dislocated shoulder.
42:33And I have to pretend I caught it in the rubbish.
42:42When he comes to hospital, the next day with a bag of crisps,
42:45and he says, I've done it because I love you.
42:52Not so pleased on that prick, Dad.
43:03What flavor of crisps?
43:05Oh, my God.
43:09Oh, my God.
43:11Oh, my God.
43:12Oh, my God.
43:13Oh, my God.
43:15Oh, my God.
43:16Oh, my God.
43:17Oh, my God.
43:18Oh, my God.
43:18Incredible.
43:19They're meaties.
43:20Yes.
43:20Waiting for Jesus.
43:23What are you waiting for?
43:25Jesus.
43:26What are you waiting for?
43:27I don't want to get my hands off.
43:28Greg.
43:29Can I borrow you?
43:32I'm sorry, Greg.
43:33I, um...
43:34I couldn't make out the words.
43:45You and me, Nemo?
43:48My handwriting's fucking awful.
43:50Colm, you're the only thing I'm writing.
43:52Well, could you do it on a computer, maybe?
43:53In the library?
43:55I only get two hours a week in the library, and that's strict every time there's a locker.
44:00I'm sorry, Greg.
44:01I can't read it.
44:07But listen, sometimes they let you have a laptop, if there's a reason.
44:10You want me to talk to the governor?
44:12Maybe ask for you?
44:14What for?
44:16Well, so that you can do your memoir.
44:20Hey, but why are you doing that?
44:23Just to help.
44:30Well, I want to get it to home.
44:31The memoir.
44:33Well, it's still in there, you know?
44:35Yeah.
44:36I get it.
44:37I'll speak to the governor.
44:38See what happens.
45:01Oh, it was inappropriate of you to bring up my father.
45:06Was it?
45:07Yeah.
45:08It was.
45:09It could be seen as an attempt to manipulate a member of staff and things like that get punished.
45:13I could get you put on basic for what you said.
45:16Is that a threat, Daniel?
45:18No, it's a statement.
45:19Ooh.
45:21Well, colour me shit in my fucking pants.
45:25I know you should not tell me to go fuck myself, though.
45:29You know what your problem is?
45:31Hmm?
45:34You're not one thing or the other.
45:37No.
45:38You're not us.
45:39You're not them.
45:41You definitely know your father's son, that's for sure.
45:44And I'd wedger you know your mums either.
45:49You're stuck right in the fucking middle.
45:54That's you, son.
45:56You can't piss.
45:58You can't get off the park.
46:01It's a messy place to me.
46:05Well, you have to think about it.
46:06You know what I am.
46:08And by the way,
46:09you can take this shite by yourself and Zizek together.
46:16I'm a red-blooded heterosexual, but that's way too much cunt for anyone.
46:38Do you remember what Dad's favourite song was?
46:44My Way.
46:45What?
46:47Do you remember that?
46:48No.
46:49I guessed it.
46:50You guessed his favourite song.
46:52Oh, was it?
46:53Yeah.
46:54Yeah.
46:54It was obvious.
46:55Wanker's Charter.
46:56I did it my way.
46:57Yeah, of course you fucking did.
46:58That's your problem, pal.
47:06You alrighty?
47:07Yeah, fine.
47:08Just tired.
47:10Now this sleep thing's a killer.
47:12I haven't been to a meeting for a while, sir.
47:13You've not been to a meeting?
47:14No, no, Dan, it's fine.
47:15Jesus, Lee, that's...
47:16Dan.
47:17I'm alright.
47:19I'll get to one tomorrow.
47:20Just whacked it all.
47:27Why do you think Mum didn't...
47:29didn't...
47:30didn't leave him...
47:31sooner?
47:34It's just that when I asked her the other day, it looked like she was going to cry.
47:36Well, don't fucking ask her then.
47:37What the fuck are you asking her for?
47:39Well, I think it's a reasonable question.
47:40Oh, reasonable.
47:41Yeah.
47:41Oh, right, now she's got to walk around with her head full of that prick all day.
47:44Yeah, reasonable.
47:45What is going on with you at the moment?
47:46I mean, why are you asking about him?
47:50Alright.
47:51This, um...
47:53This prisoner told me about a pal of his or his dad's pad mate.
47:56And he asked if I wanted him to make an introduction.
48:00Are you joking?
48:00I told him no, Lee.
48:01What are you doing, Dan?
48:02He told him to go fuck himself, actually.
48:03What are you doing?
48:04He's after something.
48:05I know.
48:05He's trying to drag you in.
48:07He's going to ask for a phone, drugs...
48:08No, no, I know, Lee.
48:09No, Lee.
48:10I know.
48:10I told him that.
48:11I said no.
48:12I shut it down.
48:12Oh, did you?
48:13Because you're talking about it now.
48:14So you think you shut it down, but he's got inside dread because it's how it works in there.
48:17Lee, Lee.
48:17I can handle it.
48:19Christ.
48:20I know that I'm your younger brother, right?
48:23But you treat me like I'm a child sometimes.
48:25Like I've not been through anything.
48:26Oh, right.
48:27Yeah.
48:27What have you been through?
48:30Okay, I'm a part of this family.
48:32Okay?
48:33That's not what I said.
48:34I didn't mean that.
48:34You didn't have to.
48:35It fucking drips off you, all of you.
48:36I'm not some fucking wine-swilling academic again.
48:39I've lived things.
48:40They're in me.
48:42What about Mum?
48:44What about Mum?
48:45Digging all this stuff up.
48:46What about me?
48:46What about my son?
48:47That's nothing to do with it.
48:48It's not just your life that you're bringing him back into, is it?
48:51I'm not fucking bringing him back from anywhere.
48:52Christ.
48:53You shouldn't be in that place.
48:54It's dangerous, Dan.
48:55Lee, I can handle it.
48:56You shouldn't be in here.
48:57Lee, I can handle it.
49:00Do not talk to me about that man again.
49:03I do not want to hear it.
49:06Not where my son is.
49:11You getting up a fucking job, Dan?
49:29Don't tell him we came home early.
49:30Alright, Danny?
49:32You want me to lie?
49:35I don't want your brother upset.
49:36He's got nothing to play.
49:37I don't want you to lie.
49:44Is Lee coming home with us?
49:46Your brother, she's doing a bit of work, Danny.
50:00I don't want him to lie.
50:05I don't want you to lie.
50:06I don't want him to lie.
50:11I don't want him to lie.
50:11I don't want him to lie.
50:13So, is it a good holiday?
50:15Yeah, it's nice.
50:18that's it just fine you don't want to hear about that yeah i do of course you want to hear
50:23about
50:24it look at what i got to stare at it was finally it was fine fine what aren't you saying
50:31nothing
50:32it was good we had a great time everything was lovely wasn't it danny danny tell your brother
50:39holiday was good mom said you were working yeah that's right then i've just been doing a bit of
50:50work well this is a prison why didn't you tell me look all this this ain't for you you're different
51:05what does that mean why am i different no that's a good thing how's that good
51:16dan you're different
51:43so
51:49I don't know.
52:20Mm-hmm.
52:33Mm-hmm.
52:37Mm-hmm.
52:39Mm-hmm.
52:50Mm-hmm.
52:53Mm-hmm.
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