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00:20:31You know, I was actually in L.A. for a few months before.
00:20:37Really?
00:20:40Yeah.
00:20:41No way.
00:20:42Get out of here.
00:20:43When?
00:20:45It was right after the divorce, so six years ago.
00:20:51You're kidding.
00:20:54I'm not.
00:20:56It's funny because I was actually on my way to New York from Sydney, and I had a connecting flight
00:21:02at LAX, but I didn't get on it.
00:21:09Must have been the light.
00:21:12It totally was the light.
00:21:20I kind of saved these for special occasions, but if you don't want them.
00:21:49Give me that.
00:21:54It's not as easy as it looks.
00:22:10I can't believe you and me were in the same city at the same time.
00:22:13Well, we're here now.
00:22:15It's not as easy as it was.
00:22:16It's not as easy as I can.
00:22:27So...
00:22:31This is the place?
00:22:32Yeah.
00:22:33We're getting close.
00:22:34Are you sure?
00:22:35Are you taking me somewhere dangerous?
00:22:37Um, actually, just the left, right up here.
00:22:39Left here, okay.
00:22:42This is pretty, yeah.
00:22:43It's kind of dangerous, but I'll protect you.
00:22:49Are we laughing?
00:22:50Yeah.
00:22:51Why are we laughing?
00:22:54I don't know, but it feels good.
00:22:59Yeah.
00:23:00Yeah, it does.
00:23:02You want to come up, see my work?
00:23:06You know, I'd love to.
00:23:07Oh, no, no, it's cool.
00:23:09But, you know, the dudes are showing up, and it's a whole thing.
00:23:12No, no, I do.
00:23:13I do want to check out your sculpture.
00:23:15I do.
00:23:17I guess it's not every day you run into someone from 20 years ago.
00:23:21Someone who doesn't ask where you're from.
00:23:23Why'd you move around so much?
00:23:25What mix are you?
00:23:27Do you know karate?
00:23:28Did you ride tigers to school?
00:23:30Exactly.
00:23:32Yeah.
00:23:32But, I got shit to do.
00:23:36You got shit to do.
00:23:39Yeah.
00:23:43Okay.
00:23:45Well, I, uh, do you want to help me pack?
00:23:53Tempting, but I kind of have this thing with the IRC people.
00:23:58Right, of course, you mentioned that.
00:24:00Do you have actual work, um, to do?
00:24:03Uh, sorry.
00:24:04Sorry, that was, uh, that was silly of me to ask.
00:24:08Run along now, to your plasters and clothes.
00:24:11Do you want to help me pack up this?
00:24:26No.
00:24:28Not this time.
00:24:55This is my place.
00:24:58Colin, this place looks amazing.
00:25:01Yeah.
00:25:02Yeah, it's a shame the new owners are tearing it down.
00:25:06That's so sad.
00:25:08Tragedy of Northeast LA.
00:25:14He looks friendly.
00:25:15Oh, yeah, that's, uh, Ruben.
00:25:18Uh, he doesn't look like it, but he's actually the neighborhood gossip.
00:25:20Here, take these keys and let yourself...
00:25:23Shh.
00:25:26Hey.
00:25:27Ruben.
00:25:30Skateboard.
00:25:31Cool.
00:25:34Good job.
00:25:37Skateboard.
00:25:44Skateboard.
00:25:45Good job.
00:25:47Good job.
00:26:19Filet-o-pepera.
00:26:25Welcome to the chaos.
00:26:27I swear it's not normally like this.
00:26:31Can I get you something to drink?
00:26:33I think I'm down to tap water and hard liquor at this point.
00:26:37I'm gay, thanks.
00:26:38Okay, cool.
00:26:39Well, make yourself at home or whatever this is.
00:26:44I'll be back in a sec.
00:27:37It's a beautiful house.
00:27:40It's so alive and all the plants.
00:27:43This view.
00:27:45Yeah.
00:27:46Holy shit, is that the ocean?
00:27:48Yeah.
00:27:49Like miles down there past the smog.
00:27:53Yeah.
00:27:54There's something super familiar about L.A. to me.
00:27:57It's like the sprawl reminds me of an Asian city.
00:28:00Yeah, I was in fourth grade when we went on this great American road trip.
00:28:08You know, we lived in Poland at the time.
00:28:11I remember my mind was blown.
00:28:13There was so much of everything.
00:28:16Landscapes, people, sense of freedom.
00:28:21And we walked into a grocery store and I was speechless.
00:28:24You know, so much stuff.
00:28:26The consumers in here is insane.
00:28:28Yeah, and I was coming from a place with food shortages.
00:28:31And we didn't have access to cool things, but I remember being a really happy kid.
00:28:39And that's why you came back and stayed because of the grocery stores and overconsumption.
00:28:44No, no, that's not what I think.
00:28:46God, that's what it is here.
00:28:48What?
00:28:49Why it feels like Asia, it's this poverty gap.
00:28:52Okay, take it easy.
00:28:54It's not that bad here.
00:28:55Oh my God, have you been downtown?
00:28:58You've seen the tents, right?
00:28:59Sure, L.A. has its problems, but what city doesn't?
00:29:02Okay, come on, Colin.
00:29:04Like, it's okay to love a place, but you gotta love it for its faults, too.
00:29:07Like, don't pretend.
00:29:07I love all of it.
00:29:08I love all of it.
00:29:09I do.
00:29:10I mean, otherwise I wouldn't have been so drawn to the city.
00:29:13Do you feel accepted here?
00:29:14I mean, for being...
00:29:17What?
00:29:18Mixed?
00:29:20Yeah.
00:29:21You know, of all the cities I've lived in, this is as close as I've come.
00:29:26I'm still not Asian enough, and sure as hell ain't white enough, but...
00:29:31You know, here, nobody cares.
00:29:36So, in a weird way, you can be yourself.
00:29:39Yeah.
00:29:42Well, in France, I'm exotic, and in Korea, I'm a big disappointment.
00:29:50Makes sense.
00:29:52That's why I'll always be an expat.
00:30:00You know, of all the cities I've lived, this is the one.
00:30:07I've never really felt that.
00:30:12Better place.
00:30:22Where'd you go?
00:30:25After the riots?
00:30:27Singapore.
00:30:29A lot of Jakarta kids went there, actually.
00:30:33Yeah.
00:30:35I'm glad you guys got out okay.
00:30:37Yeah.
00:30:38Well, Mom and I did.
00:30:41But, uh, my father stayed back.
00:30:43He thought he could save what he built, but he couldn't.
00:30:48When, uh, things calmed down, we went back, and...
00:30:52Our entire neighborhood had been burned to the ground.
00:30:56We lost everything.
00:30:58All the memories.
00:30:59Damn.
00:31:00I'm sorry to hear that.
00:31:01Is he okay?
00:31:02You know, safe, I mean?
00:31:03Um, yeah, physically, uh, but, yeah, he just wasn't the same after that.
00:31:11Just, like, a light went out in his eyes.
00:31:15That's terrible.
00:31:16I'm sorry to hear that.
00:31:22But, I went back in 2008.
00:31:26To Jakarta?
00:31:28Yeah.
00:31:29No way.
00:31:31Oh, man.
00:31:33Uh, hey.
00:31:36Is that Tannemore place still there?
00:31:38Uh, no.
00:31:40The place we ran into your mom.
00:31:42Yeah, yeah.
00:31:45You know, she got us wasted on those Singapore slings.
00:31:48Oh, my God.
00:31:49I forgot about that.
00:31:51No, it's, um, yeah, it's all gone.
00:31:57Um, Jakarta's completely rebuilt now.
00:32:02Shit.
00:32:04But, you know, a part of me feels like it was good that I went back because it inspired me
00:32:10to keep seeing the world.
00:32:12Well, let's see the adventure going.
00:32:21I love how the L.A. sound feels on my skin.
00:32:27Do you come out here naked in the mornings?
00:32:32No.
00:32:35Oh, my God.
00:32:36Why not?
00:32:37Are you a Puritan now?
00:32:38Oh, my God.
00:32:39Hey, not everybody lives in a Bertolucci family.
00:32:41Oh, my God.
00:32:42God, I'd be out here every day enjoying the sun and air on your skin.
00:32:47It's like magic.
00:32:49I'll be the crazy lady in the neighborhood who does this that she's eating.
00:32:53That doesn't surprise me.
00:32:56Well, let's do it together.
00:32:59Do what?
00:33:00Enjoy some sun.
00:33:02No.
00:33:02What are you doing?
00:33:03No, no.
00:33:04Get out of here.
00:33:05No, absolutely not.
00:33:05Oh, my God.
00:33:06It's nothing I haven't seen.
00:33:08I'm good.
00:33:09I'm good.
00:33:10Fine.
00:33:11I'm a sun.
00:33:12What?
00:33:12No.
00:33:13No, no, no, no, no, no.
00:33:14Do not.
00:33:14Okay.
00:33:14I have neighbors.
00:33:19Okay.
00:33:19Okay.
00:33:20Okay.
00:33:21Let's get to work.
00:33:22Yeah.
00:33:23I'm here to work at your house.
00:33:26So I'm going to take Koji's room if you want to take the office.
00:33:30There's some Sharpies in there.
00:33:31I just need to label all the boxes.
00:33:33Office.
00:33:34Got it.
00:33:35Cool.
00:33:37Who's Koji?
00:33:40Koji is my son.
00:33:44Cute.
00:33:45Yeah, he's four.
00:33:47What's his mom's name?
00:33:48Sophia.
00:33:51Well, I'm sure she's as beautiful as her name suggests.
00:33:55Probably very smart to you, knowing your taste in women.
00:33:59Yeah.
00:34:00Yeah, yeah.
00:34:00She's punctual.
00:34:02Punctual.
00:34:04Well, and she's other things, too.
00:34:07You know, she's driven and caring.
00:34:11She's a great mother.
00:34:14I'm punctual.
00:34:15Well, that's not easy to come by in L.A.
00:34:19How long have you been married?
00:34:22Four.
00:34:24Shit.
00:34:25Sorry.
00:34:26Five.
00:34:26Five years.
00:34:28Yeah.
00:34:29Yeah.
00:34:29We got pregnant with Koji and decided to do the thing.
00:34:37Fatherhood looks great on you.
00:34:41Yeah.
00:34:42Fake it till you make it, I guess.
00:34:46What do you mean?
00:34:47Well, I'm just, you know, I'm saying you have plans and then, you know, your plans change
00:34:53and you kind of got to put your shit aside and just make it up as you go along.
00:34:58Yeah, it's not like when you're single and you can just focus on yourself.
00:35:02Okay.
00:35:03Oh, that wasn't a dig at you.
00:35:05Well, newsflash.
00:35:07Being single sucks, my friend.
00:35:10Especially at our age.
00:35:12Everyone has shit to do and you wake up every morning to an empty bed in a quiet house.
00:35:17Ah, you have no idea how luxurious an empty bed in quiet times sounds.
00:35:22Yeah.
00:35:23Well, imagine it every day.
00:35:25I once went two weeks without contact with a single soul.
00:35:32Hmm.
00:35:34Yeah.
00:35:35Yeah, I'm not sold.
00:35:37But, maybe being stuck indoors with the right person wouldn't be such a bad thing.
00:35:46Right.
00:35:49Well, I'll get started here.
00:35:52Oh, that's probably the movers.
00:35:55I should, uh...
00:35:56Yeah, go.
00:35:56I should go.
00:35:57Let me know if you need anything.
00:36:31Hey, guys.
00:36:32Hey, what's up, man?
00:36:32I'm Colin.
00:36:33I'm Mitch.
00:36:34This is Earl.
00:36:34We're brown, moving around town.
00:36:36Are you Colin?
00:36:37Yeah, I'm Colin.
00:36:37You're Colin.
00:36:38Are you sure?
00:36:39All right.
00:36:39Uh, so, uh, what are we working with here?
00:36:42Uh, yeah.
00:36:43This is, uh, most of the stuff here.
00:36:44These boxes and, uh, there's a few more upstairs.
00:36:48Okay, upstairs.
00:36:49You got any weird hipster shit we should know about?
00:36:51Last place we moved on, York, homeboy had a fucking aquarium with some alien-looking fungus
00:36:55thing in brown water.
00:36:56He called it Scooby.
00:36:58Shit, it was gross, man.
00:36:59Uh, no.
00:37:00No, Scooby.
00:37:01Here.
00:37:02Yeah, good there.
00:37:03Um, yeah, you guys are moving my car as well.
00:37:06That needs to go down to the depot for the move.
00:37:07Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:37:08Definitely.
00:37:09That's what you're paying us for, right?
00:37:12Is he okay?
00:37:14What's up, big guy?
00:37:19Jordan.
00:37:22Aguinaldo.
00:37:23Huh.
00:37:25Dude, I knew I recognized this place, this was, like, two different places before.
00:37:30Like, they knocked down that wall.
00:37:32Uh, who is that?
00:37:34Uh, we grew up here until, like, high school.
00:37:37You know, like, uh, Jordan was a homie from back then.
00:37:40Anywho, we got two extra guys, six total, so we're looking at 45 tops down here.
00:37:44Uh, yeah, sounds good.
00:37:46Uh, feel free to sign guys up when you guys are finished up down here.
00:37:49All right, you go ahead.
00:37:52Dude.
00:37:54Pretty nice.
00:37:55Yeah, gentrification is a trip.
00:37:57Dandrification.
00:37:58Dandrification.
00:37:59Dandrification.
00:38:34Dandrification.
00:38:35Dandrification.
00:38:38Dandrification.
00:38:44Dandrification.
00:38:46Dandrification.
00:38:47Dandrification.
00:38:48Dandrification.
00:38:49Dandrification.
00:38:50Dandrification.
00:38:50Dandrification.
00:38:50Dandrification.
00:38:50Dandrification.
00:38:50Dandrification.
00:38:51Dandrification.
00:40:57Oh, sorry.
00:40:59Yeah, it's okay.
00:41:00It's just water.
00:41:01Oh, the hands.
00:41:03This heat isn't helping any either.
00:41:05I'm sorry.
00:41:06Hey, it's all good.
00:41:08Thanks.
00:41:10Well, tomorrow's the day, huh?
00:41:14Yeah.
00:41:16That's hard to believe.
00:41:18Seems like we just moved in yesterday.
00:41:21I just wish you weren't selling to those investors.
00:41:24Oh.
00:41:25Yeah, me too.
00:41:28You know, it's a sacred thing, a house.
00:41:32You leave a piece of you in it.
00:41:36I guess I never really looked at it that way.
00:41:41If I had it my way, it wouldn't be moving.
00:41:47I don't want to do it.
00:41:48Oh, my God.
00:41:52Yeah.
00:42:19I don't know.
00:42:25I don't know.
00:42:52I don't know.
00:42:53Thirsty much?
00:42:54Yeah.
00:42:58It's a hot one.
00:43:01How do I look?
00:43:03You always look better on you.
00:43:06Smoke?
00:43:07There is no smoking in the house.
00:43:12Well, it's not your house anymore, and they're tearing it down anyways.
00:43:18Uh-huh.
00:43:30So, you, uh, found my stuff.
00:43:32I love that.
00:43:34I don't know how I feel about finding my work in your donations pile.
00:43:41Uh, yeah.
00:43:42Uh, you know, honestly, I haven't, like, seen a lot of that stuff in ages.
00:43:48It's just kind of, you know, things.
00:43:51Do you think I can keep some of it?
00:43:55Yeah.
00:43:56Uh, I mean, it's your artwork.
00:43:59I mean, some of the other stuff.
00:44:02Uh, yeah, sure.
00:44:05Yeah, it's just stuff I was gonna throw away anyways.
00:44:09Like this tea?
00:44:11Fuck!
00:44:12I love that tea!
00:44:14You've been trying to steal that thing from me for years.
00:44:16Well, I'm the one that got it for you.
00:44:19Mm-hmm.
00:44:20I'll think about it.
00:44:21Well, I get what I want eventually.
00:44:27Why do you want this shit anyway?
00:44:30Mostly they remind me of people as they were at the time.
00:44:38You ever think about if we had social media back then?
00:44:41Or, like, actually used email?
00:44:44I think about that a lot.
00:44:46We could have met up again.
00:44:51Anyway, uh, must have felt good to, like, look back at your work.
00:44:55You know, see how much you've grown, changed.
00:44:59It's like seeing an old friend.
00:45:01You remember all the love you gave it,
00:45:04how much it meant to you,
00:45:06who you were at the time,
00:45:07and then you start wondering where it all went wrong.
00:45:13You know, sometimes I think the fantasy is better than the reality.
00:45:18Like, the, uh,
00:45:20the idea of what you could be is better than what you get.
00:45:29I guess we'll never really know.
00:45:32Maybe it's exaggerated because of the way we grew up,
00:45:35you know, all the moving around.
00:45:37Being dragged around the world at the whim of your parents' career.
00:45:40All of a sudden goodbyes, having to box your life up again and again.
00:45:44Then unpacking and sorting through the emotional wreckage afterwards.
00:45:47Yeah.
00:45:48It forced us to make these very intense relationships so quickly.
00:45:52I don't know about you, but I feel like the older I get,
00:45:55the fewer of those meaningful connections I'm making.
00:46:05You know, there's these, um, lines of a Rosetti poem.
00:46:10I, uh, haven't been able to shake them since I read them.
00:46:15If you shall remember me after a while, do not grieve.
00:46:21For if the darkness and corruption leave,
00:46:26a vestige of thoughts once I had.
00:46:33Better to smile and forget
00:46:37than to remember and be sad or something like that.
00:46:44Squad goals.
00:46:48Yeah.
00:46:51It's a good one tonight.
00:46:56A farewell gift, I guess.
00:47:00Something to remember her by.
00:47:07Go ahead.
00:47:46What are you up to?
00:47:48Welcome to the theater of forgotten dreams.
00:47:52Okay, I'm going to help you with that?
00:47:54No, I got it.
00:47:55I remember.
00:47:57I do.
00:47:58Look, I got it.
00:48:01Wow.
00:48:04Check this out.
00:48:06Wait.
00:48:08Is this the same ball from the drama exchange?
00:48:11Yes, it is.
00:48:13Whoa.
00:48:15Take your poison.
00:48:17I'll go with the big one.
00:48:26Who are those people?
00:48:27I don't know.
00:48:33To our health, may we keep it after this drink.
00:48:47Oh, wow.
00:48:49Has that gone bad?
00:48:51No, I think it's pretty much supposed to taste like that.
00:48:53I am definitely getting flashbacks.
00:48:58I think it's actually gotten better over time.
00:49:05Wow, look at this. You're really close talking.
00:49:08I think you almost got to cry on this one.
00:49:11Oh, you stinky, stinky.
00:49:14Is that our first kiss? No, no, no.
00:49:17Oh, it's Ellen. I haven't thought of her in ages.
00:49:20Yeah, did she end up in Singapore?
00:49:23No, her family went back to Stockholm.
00:49:26Apparently Ellen took her own life in 99.
00:49:30No. Really?
00:49:35I mean, she can't handle being back amongst her own anymore.
00:49:43Perhaps she's lucky for not making it out of the 90s.
00:49:46Damn.
00:49:47Yeah, that's, that's horrible.
00:49:51Scowl.
00:49:51Do you know Ellen?
00:49:59We had some great conversations over there.
00:50:02Mm-hmm.
00:50:02Like, a spiral eye.
00:50:05Are Lonely Planet guidebooks simply road maps for invasion?
00:50:10Why is the plural of moose not meese when mice is to mouse?
00:50:13You know, those guidebooks are really just extensions of colonialism.
00:50:17Kind of like our international schools.
00:50:20Are you kidding?
00:50:22You're kidding, right?
00:50:24No, not really.
00:50:25Our academic life shaped a very inclusive view of the world for all of us.
00:50:30Sure, but think about what makes an international school international in the first place.
00:50:35Representation?
00:50:36That's a starting point.
00:50:37But that students are taught by English teachers on an American system celebrating Western holidays.
00:50:43That's not colonialism. They didn't force it on the locals.
00:50:46Yeah, but kids from all over the world are forced to speak and communicate and learn Western culture and they
00:50:54get sent back to their own countries practically as foreigners.
00:50:57I mean, think of all the Japanese students who have to go back to a strict social hierarchy.
00:51:00But the ideals were progressive.
00:51:03You know what? I'm gonna jump back to shore, Christopher Columbus, just for a little safety. I'll be...
00:51:08Whatever, you're half British.
00:51:10Ouch.
00:51:10I'm just saying that we all came out with a wider lens, a bigger view of how the world works.
00:51:16With an American filter.
00:51:18Okay, here's an example.
00:51:20Who's Madeleine Albright?
00:51:23Come on, quick.
00:51:24What are you... what is this...
00:51:25Just play along, just play along. Who's Madeleine Albright?
00:51:28Oh my god. Okay.
00:51:29Former U.S. Secretary of State, Andrew Clinton.
00:51:32Okay, now who was her counterpart in China?
00:51:36Come on.
00:51:37Why?
00:51:38You can do it.
00:51:39Can I cut you time?
00:51:40What is your point?
00:51:41Do you need to call somebody?
00:51:42Do you know?
00:51:43Oh my god.
00:51:44Okay, fine.
00:51:45I get your point.
00:51:46I'm a colonizer.
00:51:47No, I'm not saying you're a colonizer.
00:51:49What I'm saying is, you know, we are products of a colonialist system and we can't change that.
00:51:54But yes, we can and we should make things better.
00:51:58Okay, well clearly not everyone agrees.
00:52:00Just look at how many people didn't vote in 2016.
00:52:03Yeah.
00:52:05Ten.
00:52:07What?
00:52:09I didn't vote.
00:52:09I didn't vote.
00:52:11Seriously?
00:52:12What?
00:52:13I mean, California's a blue state anyways.
00:52:15You gotta contextualize these things.
00:52:19What?
00:52:20I can't believe.
00:52:21I can't believe.
00:52:21You can't talk about change and not vote.
00:52:24That's insane.
00:52:25My vote wouldn't have made a difference.
00:52:26Literally would not have made a difference.
00:52:28Okay, I don't believe you've become an isolationist that stays in his own bubble.
00:52:33Bubble?
00:52:34Who's in a bubble?
00:52:35Okay.
00:52:36Colonialist upbringing or not.
00:52:38We bridge differences with each other because we believed in a better world.
00:52:41You're losing sight of that.
00:52:43Yeah.
00:52:44Yeah.
00:52:44You're probably right.
00:52:46Just don't get so caught up in the rat race that you disconnect completely.
00:52:51Look, I don't know about you, but I feel like it's the world that's moved on from me.
00:52:55You know, we're raised to get a steady job, a 401k, a white picket fence.
00:53:03You know, that reality doesn't exist anymore.
00:53:06Whatever.
00:53:07You just gotta move forward, not look back.
00:53:10Why do you hate our past so much?
00:53:14Maybe I just look for reasons not to want to go back.
00:53:19That's the wanting I hate.
00:53:22Wanting the impossible.
00:53:29I think I remember this.
00:53:31This is Ricardo's birthday.
00:53:34Yeah, the Italian came with the upper mom.
00:53:36God, that was the most dramatic song ever.
00:53:41Wow.
00:54:01This smoky voice on the sexy Italian accent.
00:54:05No, no, please.
00:54:08That's it.
00:54:09Carmela, that's it.
00:54:10That's it.
00:54:12My mother why are you just like a boy you must show your teeth
00:54:19This is a woman
00:54:30My god
00:54:35You should go your hair back out. I don't know they can pass that
00:54:41Shh
00:54:43That makes me sick
00:54:45It's magic
00:54:47Because you would have left me find another woman
00:54:50And when you see this, you're gonna be like
00:54:54Oh damn that girl went
00:54:57Fine
00:54:59What the fuck was I doing leaving her?
00:55:05I cannot live without this
00:55:08Without this eye
00:55:11No
00:55:14He really zoomed that camera right in there
00:55:17Of course he wouldn't
00:55:22And I would definitely miss the belly button
00:55:29And these jeans
00:55:31Well I don't know if I miss the jeans
00:55:33Maybe we should get rid of the jeans
00:55:34Maybe
00:55:35Maybe
00:55:36I don't think we need to watch this part
00:55:42No wait it's beautiful
00:55:44I mean it's not even us anymore right?
00:55:46Uh
00:55:48Yeah
00:55:49Yeah
00:55:50Great
00:55:51Totally
00:56:10It's not
00:56:13I remember him
00:56:14Yeah
00:56:15I'll never forget that voice
00:56:19We're just going to tell you my best friend
00:56:21Uh huh
00:56:32I know what you were doing
00:56:34I was young once too you know
00:56:37I know you don't think so
00:56:38But I was
00:56:40Why is the old guy always bothering us
00:56:42Hein?
00:56:43C'est ça?
00:56:44Or maybe one day you find this
00:56:47And you're the same age I am now
00:56:49Now
00:56:50That
00:56:50That
00:56:51That is your punishment
00:56:52Okay
00:56:56And maybe the old guy he thinks
00:56:59You should not
00:57:01Get too old too fast
00:57:03Hein?
00:57:04It's a journey
00:57:06Enjoy your youth
00:57:08Maybe
00:57:15Yeah
00:57:15Yeah
00:57:17Okay
00:57:17Okay
00:57:33You still smell the same?
00:57:36Do I smell like a teenager?
00:57:39No, no, I mean
00:57:41I don't know
00:57:49I should
00:57:50I should
00:57:52Get you some
00:57:53Water
00:57:55One sec
00:58:19I just
00:58:19Do I smell like a horse?
00:58:21Yeah
00:58:23I just
00:58:23Here's some
00:58:23I can all
00:58:30In my
00:58:31with an
00:58:31The
00:58:31A
00:58:31Of
00:58:31Jane
00:58:45Leave me
00:58:50I'm so fucking hungry.
00:59:00What am I going to do with you?
00:59:02Feed me.
00:59:05Okay, I will take you to my favorite secret spot, but you have to promise not to talk.
00:59:33I have this rule with taco trucks that if there's two flaming bulls on the side, it usually
00:59:38means stay the fuck away, Gringo.
00:59:41Double Toros.
00:59:42Got it.
00:59:44Hold on, I'm shifting.
00:59:46Is this where you bring all your dates, or just the ones you murder?
00:59:50Only the ones that ask for sriracha.
00:59:52Oh, it's a bon appetit ingredient of the year, totes authentic.
00:59:56Well, then we might as well go for boba after, because nothing says panty commodity with a
01:00:00bubble drink.
01:00:01Oh, that's right.
01:00:09Here it is.
01:00:16It's not Jakarta or Bangkok, but I feel like it's a place I can just dispute.
01:00:23I'm afraid we're going to have to try every single thing here.
01:00:27Well, if PA is here, it's going to be better.
01:00:31Go, go, go, go, go, go.
01:00:35Mmm, you're good.
01:00:36Yeah.
01:00:37Want to eat?
01:00:38Uh, two for me.
01:00:40Two for you?
01:00:41Yeah.
01:00:42How many are you going to have?
01:00:43Um, well, I thought we were going to share.
01:00:45Hi, Colin.
01:00:46Hey, PA.
01:00:47Uh, this is my friend, Layla.
01:00:50Hi, PA.
01:00:50Nice to meet you.
01:00:52You're so skinny.
01:00:53What's wrong?
01:00:54You don't like food?
01:00:56Go sit over there.
01:00:58Before she pass out.
01:00:59Okay.
01:01:05Do you hear that?
01:01:21Not a word of English.
01:01:24Exactly.
01:02:17I just don't puke in the cab.
01:02:20They charge extra for that.
01:02:21Oh my God, I'm going to explode.
01:02:22Come in.
01:02:23Yeah.
01:02:23Take this with you.
01:02:24Hey, Pierre.
01:02:25What is this?
01:02:26Some dessert.
01:02:27For Koji.
01:02:32He's going to love this.
01:02:34Don't forget to eat.
01:02:36You look better when you fat.
01:02:40Thanks, Pierre.
01:02:49Come on.
01:02:51Capture.
01:03:16You don't think PA would mind if I brought my dates there, do you?
01:03:19I mean, just the hobbits.
01:03:22She's down, right?
01:03:26Yeah.
01:03:27Yeah, totally.
01:03:32And if dates suck, then you can dump the bodies with her.
01:03:38She knows all the spots.
01:03:42Must have taken you a while to build up that trust.
01:03:48Yeah, we've been going there for a couple of years.
01:03:53She only started talking to me last summer.
01:03:56Well, that's when you know it's time to get going.
01:03:59Before your roots dig in too deep and it's hard.
01:04:01I believe.
01:04:02Yeah, I remember.
01:04:07I don't know if I agree with that anymore.
01:04:14Big mistake, buddy.
01:04:20Layla, some of us have to grow up.
01:04:25At least I didn't give up.
01:04:29Layla, you can't keep running your whole life.
01:04:34Well, you can't keep denying who you are, either.
01:04:38This is a life we're given.
01:04:39The best thing we can do is find others like us.
01:04:42Is that why you got divorced?
01:04:46Shit, sorry.
01:04:47I didn't mean it.
01:04:47I didn't mean it like that.
01:04:48Actually, it is.
01:04:50Best fucking decision I made.
01:04:53Does that make you feel better?
01:04:55Are you happy now knowing that you avoided this?
01:04:58You got out when you did.
01:04:59You avoided this loneliness.
01:05:02Layla, that's...
01:05:03Well done, Mr. Lane.
01:05:05Congratulations on winning at life.
01:05:07You think I've won at life?
01:05:12You think my life is better than traveling and making art?
01:05:18I haven't been inspired in years.
01:05:22There's all this other shit I can deal with,
01:05:24but you have no idea what it's like to live day in and day out
01:05:27and be so uninspired.
01:05:31And here you are.
01:05:34You have it all.
01:05:50Almost.
01:05:51Just.
01:06:04Bye.
01:06:22Do you want me to shut up now?
01:06:27Is it right if I say no?
01:06:34Yeah, it's okay.
01:06:35Yeah, it's okay.
01:06:51Why not?
01:06:57To Jakarta.
01:07:02To Singapore.
01:07:08To Los Angeles.
01:07:18To the emotional wreckage.
01:07:29Yep, yep.
01:07:31You know your life when you can't feel the burn.
01:07:33Yeah.
01:07:35That's not a good thing.
01:07:38You know I was doing so well until today.
01:07:42You know?
01:07:43I hadn't even thought about the past.
01:07:46I put it all behind me and then you gotta show up.
01:07:48You know what?
01:08:17I'm riding a tsunami of memories.
01:08:18Yeah.
01:08:21Yeah.
01:08:22And we have lifetimes of experience crowned into 18 years.
01:08:27That's what makes us different.
01:08:29That's why being together is easy.
01:08:38I don't know.
01:08:39I don't know.
01:08:39I don't know.
01:08:45I don't know.
01:09:07I don't know.
01:09:10I don't know.
01:09:14I don't know.
01:09:15I don't know how to start a piece.
01:09:17I'll put my hands on the clay and think of you.
01:09:20I don't know.
01:09:23Yeah.
01:09:24I remember how your skin feels.
01:09:27I imagine all your lines and contours.
01:09:36It's not the same body anymore.
01:09:38I can find you.
01:09:51That bad, huh?
01:09:53I'll let you know.
01:09:54Yeah.
01:09:55Don't even wanna look at me.
01:10:05There's a mole here.
01:10:08Uh-huh.
01:10:16This is the red...
01:10:18This one?
01:10:19No.
01:10:19This is the rib you cracked.
01:10:21On the school friends.
01:10:23Yeah.
01:10:24That's good.
01:10:24Alright.
01:10:25This one?
01:10:25That one.
01:10:26That's good memory.
01:10:28Yeah.
01:10:29I really needed that pack of cigarettes apparently.
01:10:38Are you alright?
01:10:40I wish you could.
01:10:42Yeah.
01:10:44Just like you.
01:10:46My skin feels alive.
01:10:49I don't feel guilty as well.
01:10:54I don't feel guilty as well.
01:10:58Bye-bye.
01:10:59Oh.
01:11:11This is my favourite.
01:11:15Wow.
01:11:17Yeah.
01:11:18Um...
01:11:18Don't you tell that to all the boys?
01:11:19No, I mean, not this line, other lines.
01:11:23Mm-hmm.
01:11:25Yeah, what makes it so special?
01:11:29Because I know it feels like to jump my head, I think.
01:11:33Yeah? What does that feel like?
01:11:36Oh.
01:11:53Of all the times, it's what we're doing right now.
01:11:59Yeah, right.
01:12:03It's that nice.
01:12:30Yeah, right.
01:12:32Yeah, right.
01:12:34Yeah, right.
01:12:35In the sounds of the dream of me,
01:12:40I don't care.
01:12:46It's all that comes in the middle of my life.
01:12:52You're taking me.
01:12:55First of all, it's in your head.
01:13:04First of all, it's in your head.
01:13:08Okay.
01:13:08Is it here?
01:13:22Can you do this?
01:13:24No, no.
01:13:26Yeah.
01:13:27No.
01:13:29No, you don't frankly care.
01:14:37This doesn't feel...
01:14:41I know.
01:14:53This doesn't feel...
01:14:54I know.
01:14:55I know.
01:15:04I know.
01:15:13I know.
01:15:15I know.
01:15:24I know.
01:15:25I know.
01:15:38I know.
01:15:52I know.
01:15:53I know.
01:16:02I know.
01:16:25I know.
01:16:27I know.
01:16:29I know.
01:16:30I know.
01:16:39I know.
01:16:48I know.
01:16:49I know.
01:17:02I know.
01:17:12I know.
01:17:18I know.
01:17:34I know.
01:17:37I know.
01:18:05I know.
01:18:06I know.
01:18:07I know.
01:18:10I know.
01:18:15I know.
01:18:32I know.
01:18:47I know.
01:18:51I know.
01:18:58I know.
01:19:04I know.
01:19:07I know.
01:19:09I know.
01:19:11I know.
01:19:15I know.
01:19:24I know.
01:19:26I know.
01:19:29I know.
01:19:30I know.
01:19:30I've taken over to Ruben's.
01:19:31He's got my key off.
01:19:40My ride's here.
01:19:42I know.
01:19:49Where's my f**king coffee?
01:19:55F**k you.
01:19:56I know.
01:20:05Hey, you know, I, uh, I had this whole, um, speech prepared if I ever saw you again.
01:20:16You know, the feelings, they just compound, and then you don't know if that's how you
01:20:22really ever felt or feel.
01:20:28Tell me.
01:20:34That's the thing.
01:20:37Now you're in front of me, I can't remember a damn word.
01:20:42The feelings of the, uh, they remain.
01:20:54You don't have to go just yet.
01:20:57What could stay a little longer?
01:20:59No one has to know.
01:21:03Yeah, I didn't like the way things ended last night.
01:21:08At the same time, I missed the best night in a long time.
01:21:40Yeah.
01:21:41Blackout drunk.
01:21:42Just going through a bunch of unprocessed bullshit.
01:21:46Yeah, never quite fitting in.
01:21:49Never quite wanting to stay put.
01:21:52Nothing new.
01:21:54We did our fresh air of drinking back in the day, too.
01:21:58Yeah.
01:21:59We did.
01:22:00But that was just for the sake of it.
01:22:05You know, this was about being numb.
01:22:10I swear I was in my bike and I'm not.
01:22:12I'm not.
01:22:12I'm not.
01:22:13I'm not.
01:22:15I'm not.
01:22:16I'm not.
01:22:35I swear she could have been there for you.
01:22:40That's the thing.
01:22:42I ran into Sophia's car.
01:22:46And that's how we met.
01:22:50And suddenly the worst night of my life turned into the best.
01:22:56Yeah, I know.
01:23:00It's fucked up.
01:23:01The teenager in me screaming.
01:23:04No, don't do that.
01:23:06Don't do that.
01:23:07Don't do that.
01:23:09I'd give it all up to do it over again.
01:23:13Do it differently.
01:23:17Yeah.
01:23:18Yeah, I get that.
01:23:19But that's why I have to go.
01:23:25Because I wouldn't change it for the world.
01:23:31I just don't want it to end.
01:23:32It's okay.
01:23:35It's okay.
01:23:37It's okay.
01:23:37You'll always have the best part of me.
01:24:01Okay.
01:24:02Okay.
01:24:04Okay?
01:24:05Okay.
01:24:08Yeah.
01:24:09Okay.
01:24:16Okay.
01:24:20Hey, um, is it cool if I just chill here for a bite?
01:24:25Yeah, yeah.
01:24:27Stay as long as you need.
01:24:29Now, better yet, make an offer.
01:24:31That way, I don't have to sell the investors.
01:24:34Maybe I will.
01:24:37Yeah, there's a, um, box of memories over there and a plant.
01:24:42Consider it a, uh, housewarming gift.
01:24:53Hey.
01:24:55Sup, Otaku?
01:25:01Okay.
01:25:05Okay.
01:25:13Okay.
01:25:16Okay.
01:25:26Okay.
01:25:37God bless you.
01:25:58God bless you.
01:26:28God bless you.
01:27:09God bless you.
01:27:31God bless you.
01:27:35God bless you.
01:27:39God bless you.
01:27:48God bless you.
01:27:51God bless you.
01:28:00God bless you.
01:28:06God bless you.
01:28:06God bless you.
01:28:15God bless you.
01:28:24God bless you.
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01:28:30God bless you.
01:28:33God bless you.
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