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00:00Best MDN
00:05The MDMA in Berlin, Dan, and take it from me, the MDMA in this city right now is...
00:10I mean, it's excellent.
00:12Have you ever read Primo Levi's essay on shame?
00:15the MDMA in Berlin
00:20He wrote it 40 years after leaving Auschwitz. He was trying to make sense of why...
00:25He survived and others didn't, but he couldn't. A year later he threw.
00:30He killed himself from the landing of the house that he was born in and fell three floors to his death.
00:35Then we're here. On a rooftop.
00:40In Berlin. The sun is setting. This club is gorgeous and there is no...
00:45There's no one here who is not a grade one decent human being.
00:48There will never come a better...
00:50There's no time for you to drop a pill in this exact moment.
00:55Shall I just leave Paul?
00:58Well, you've never drunk or taken...
01:00There's no drugs. Half is sensible.
01:02But he did just bring up suicide.
01:05And the Holocaust. In a nightclub.
01:08So...
01:10So there is no fear.
01:14Alright...
01:52I literally just thought your eyes were as good.
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01:55How does it feel?
01:58It feels good.
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05:13We are going to do stretcher pools here too, but since you guys are more advanced,
05:19we're going to first start with this.
05:22Flat down, pull back.
05:23Pull apart and fold.
05:26And you'll see as I do this that the dough will go from shagging...
05:28...and messy, too smooth and strong.
05:31Now, if I were using my conventional...
05:33...I would preheat to 485 degrees Fahrenheit in my...
05:38...I set the dial to 250 degrees Celsius.
05:42That's 480 degrees Celsius.
05:43...and 2 degrees Fahrenheit.
05:48Do it.
05:50It's nice to me.
05:53I'll see you next time.
06:03You made this.
06:08This time.
06:09Yep.
06:10Looks real.
06:12It is real.
06:13I made it.
06:14You were a...
06:16person who bakes bread now then, eh?
06:20Yes.
06:21I think maybe I am.
06:22How was it?
06:23Berlin.
06:24It was amazing.
06:25I felt better there than I felt in years.
06:29Good.
06:30Good.
06:31That's good.
06:32You deserve that.
06:33It won't be long.
06:34It's just so good at getting Dean down.
06:36It drives me nuts, to be honest.
06:40And next time.
06:44Deus te
07:08No, no, no, it's just...
07:13Lee told you where we met, right?
07:18Yeah. You met in recovery?
07:22Yeah.
07:23Did he tell you how I ended up in recovery?
07:26No.
07:27I mean...
07:28He said that something happened, but he didn't say what.
07:32Well, I used to work as a...
07:33I was a prison officer, you know that.
07:35And I was on a young offenders unit, which...
07:39They're the worst.
07:40Just...
07:41Testosterone raging...
07:43They're the teens trying to prove themselves...
07:46One day in the...
07:48In the chapel, I'm trying to break up a fight between three lads.
07:53I get caught in the middle, pushed to the ground, and they turned on me.
07:59Kidney in the head.
08:01Face, ribs, kidneys.
08:03And then...
08:06I ate other lads.
08:08Ran over and joined in.
08:10Jesus Christ, Laura.
08:11Yeah.
08:14Yeah.
08:15So, I was bedridden, and they put me on coding.
08:19For the pain.
08:21And then when I did go back...
08:23Well, I hadn't seen the faces of the lads.
08:28Who jumped in.
08:29So, every time I'm with one of them, part of me is thinking...
08:34Was it you?
08:37So, I just...
08:38Fell deeper into coding and fell too deep to get out.
08:43Thing is, I...
08:46Thing is, I...
08:49I hated...
08:50Those boys.
08:53But I also found it hard to blame them.
08:59I mean, most of them had called me mum.
09:02By mistake.
09:03Sometime or another.
09:04And I just...
09:07I just couldn't do it no more.
09:08Damn.
09:10Always.
09:13Neither one thing nor the other.
09:19It's being split that kills you.
09:21It's being split that kills you.
09:23It's being split a few days.
09:24From where I was going to go.
09:25It hurts.
09:26It hurts.
09:27It hurts.
09:29You?
09:31You know, you have to choose this.
09:32Now...
09:33You can...
09:34There is going to be a bit more.
09:36You can see.
09:38There is going to be a bit more in a row.
09:40What?
09:42You can see.
09:44There's going to be a bit more in a row.
09:46You want to look at all.
09:48Do you lose?
09:50You could see.
09:51There are going to be a bit more in a row.
09:52You coming?
09:57You coming?
09:59You coming?
10:01You coming?
10:02You coming?
10:03You coming?
10:04Right.
10:05Right.
10:06Right.
10:07So, you finally took drugs, eh?
10:09Did you like it?
10:11Yes.
10:12So, you go abroad, drop a knee, come back, stop.
10:17Stop biking.
10:18Yeah, it's the new me.
10:20Glad that that'll learn.
10:22It's the new transcript.
10:23Miss Baking, did it involve using your oven by the job?
10:27It did.
10:28Yeah.
10:29I used my oven.
10:32And?
10:33And it took me an hour and 15 minutes to go out.
10:37I had to wait for the cooker to get ice cold before I could walk out.
10:42Yeah.
10:43Damn.
10:46Alright.
10:47This is what you do.
10:48You're going out, right?
10:50You pull a...
10:52You put a table in front of your oven.
10:53You put everything you need on it.
10:54Phone, wallet, keys, all of it.
10:56Get ready.
10:57Take a shit, crafty wank, whatever.
10:59Then you go back to that table and you put each one of those...
11:02things in your pocket.
11:03Then you touch each gas ring once.
11:06You look at...
11:07You look in the oven once.
11:08You look in the grill once.
11:09Just once.
11:10You don't do anything...
11:12More than once.
11:13And then you say goodbye and good fuck.
11:15And you walk out that door.
11:17And then, and Dan, this is the most important bit.
11:22You do not come back.
11:27That sounds like surprisingly good advice.
11:32You do not come back.
11:33Thanks.
11:34You do not come back.
11:35You do not come back.
11:37inside yet, Dan.
11:38You got your case, the fence, a piece of...
11:42wheels.
11:43You take it one step at a time.
11:47There.
11:48The pen is waiting for me.
11:48None came back from me...
11:49I'm going to take a look at the top of the top.
11:54You're looking better.
11:57I'm back in the meetings.
11:59Doing what I need to do, you know?
12:03And you?
12:04I'm back in the meeting.
12:09Do you remember the, um, the prisoner that I told you?
12:14I told you about that your dad's pad me.
12:17You're not talking to him again, are you?
12:19No, no.
12:19I'm on suspension.
12:21I couldn't even if I wanted to.
12:24But he told me that the guy got released.
12:29I checked the dates.
12:35And I know who he is.
12:38His name is .
12:39Matthew Hall.
12:42I arranged to meet him this afternoon.
12:44I know.
12:45I'll talk to you later.
12:46Right.
12:47He's so adventurous.
12:48I love you.
12:49Now my God.
12:50I'll be here in the end.
12:51I'll be here in the next month.
12:52And I'll be like, don't say I'll be here in my life.
12:54I will push me back to a ride.
12:55Think I'll be like, oh my Lord.
12:58If you want to do that, you say I'll be like, oh, it's done.
13:01You can't to do that.
13:02I'll be like, don't be like.
13:03I'll be like, if I can meet.
13:04I'll be like, don't be like, don't be like.
13:05I'll be like, don't be like, but don't be like.
13:06You can't lose me.
13:07I'm gonna be like my friend.
13:08Me and Laura were getting imprisoned. We want you to be the Godfather.
13:13But he needs stability then. He needs a Godparent who can walk out the door and meet him.
13:18On time. Who isn't obsessed by a man who tossed him aside like a...
13:23...you snot rag 25 years ago.
13:28And he has an interesting one.
13:30I am a ...
13:31I am a very famous.
13:32But it is a great idea.
13:34I am a young man.
13:36I am a young man.
13:38And I am a young man.
13:40I really appreciate that.
13:42And it's important to you.
13:44And I think that's why I got a young man.
13:47I am a young man.
13:49And I like to a young man.
13:51I'm not a young man.
13:53I'd like to see him as well.
13:55I'm not a young man.
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14:22I'm going to take a look at it.
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14:42Who's that?
14:46Hello?
14:47Is that Matthew?
14:50Matty.
14:52Matty.
14:52Hey, my name's Dan Stewart.
14:56We spoke on the phone.
14:57You're fucking late.
14:59I know, sorry.
15:00I was late.
15:01I've been fucking waiting.
15:02I've been waiting for you.
15:03You're 40 minutes late.
15:06Sorry about that.
15:07Yeah, the...
15:07The bus was stopped.
15:11I'm waiting for you call.
15:12My phone got nicked.
15:17It was a skinny lad upstairs.
15:23What?
15:24Was it that skinny lad upstairs that nicked your phone?
15:28No.
15:29No, I've only just got here.
15:32He's always nicked in phones, he is.
15:37There's supposed to be no crime here.
15:42Nobody.
15:47I know.
15:48I know.
15:48I can't be.
15:56I can't be.
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16:36Digesters
16:38Um, no, they're an own brand
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16:43Fucking Hobnobs
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16:48You'll want a tea then
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16:53How many sugars?
16:55None
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