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00:01Dude, you used all of the milk.
00:03Good morning.
00:04Nice place.
00:05You just have to steal, Bray.
00:07Good morning.
00:08Morning, Dad.
00:14Hey, seriously?
00:15Come on, first day back.
00:16Let's go.
00:21I'm gonna walk.
00:23Yeah, okay.
00:24Great walk, I love it.
00:25Hey, Flora, I'm proud of you.
00:26We're going back.
00:27Okay, love you, bye.
00:28I love you.
00:31Why does no one listen?
00:32We said out the door at 7.30.
00:34No breakfast?
00:35Got it, Mom.
00:36Jeez.
00:37All right, let's get the show on the road, kiddos.
00:39Oh, well, honey, when was the last time you showered?
00:42I'll eat after practice.
00:43Okay, hurry, Dad is driving.
00:51Come on, come on.
00:52All right, come on, guys, please.
00:57Dad, I'm about to drop to some place.
00:58They're not gonna fall, honey.
00:59They're not gonna fall, honey.
01:07Hey!
01:09Hey, Penn!
01:14Me right there.
01:15Wait, hey!
01:16What about-
01:17She was driving me.
01:18Where's Dad?
01:19Can we just go?
01:20Yes, we can.
01:21Penn, wait.
01:22I told Dakota I meet her.
01:23Whoa.
01:24You don't need to walk us in.
01:25Mom never did.
01:26Justin?
01:27I love you, Dad.
01:28I love you, Dad.
01:29Bye.
01:30You don't need to walk us in.
01:31Mom never did.
01:32Justin?
01:33I love you, Dad.
01:34I love you, Dad.
01:35Okay.
01:36All right, well, you guys have a great day, okay?
01:38Be safe.
01:39I'm sorry.
01:40I need to go in.
01:41Get rid of it.
01:42You don't need to walk us in.
01:45I love you, Mom.
01:46I love you, Dad.
01:47I love you, Dad.
01:48I love you, Dad.
01:49Okay.
01:50All right, well, you guys have a great day, okay?
01:53Love you, Dad.
01:56Okay.
01:58All right, well, you guys have a great day, okay?
02:02Be safe.
02:23No, you don't have to walk again.
02:40Hey.
02:41Hey, what happened?
02:42I thought we were doing a first day together.
02:43Yeah, we waited.
02:45You didn't wait long.
02:46Hey, where's Merit?
02:47Jill drove him.
02:48He has wrestling practice.
02:50Little heads up.
02:51Not my job anymore.
02:53Hey, I love you both.
02:54Have a great day, babe.
02:55Okay, have the best day of cheer, okay?
02:56Bye.
03:23Are you okay?
03:33Yes, fine.
03:38Oh, come on.
03:38Hey.
03:57You okay?
03:58Yes.
04:00Just tell me how badly I've scarred them.
04:15You know, like, I mean, is this the year that goes down as, like, mom and dad got divorced
04:20and ruined our lives?
04:22I, that was so insensitive.
04:25I'm so sorry.
04:26I see a second.
04:27No, it's refreshing.
04:28It is.
04:29I mean, I'm, uh, I'm overloaded on Widow or sympathy.
04:35And you lost Jenny, too.
04:38Yeah.
04:38Hey.
04:40You're not wearing your ring.
04:43Yeah.
04:43Uh, experimenting.
04:45Following your lead, I guess.
04:47Oh, no, no, no, no.
04:49No, you do not go by me.
04:50David told me to take mine off.
04:52He's like, we're not married anymore.
04:54I'm not the one to ask.
04:56Oh, well, maybe I'll ask my kids or my congregation.
04:59They'll definitely have it a favor.
05:02Yes, they will.
05:05So what do you think?
05:08I think...
05:11I think I wouldn't have made it through this summer without you.
05:19Me, too.
05:21All right.
05:23I get no sympathy from the moms at school.
05:26No, no, they just want to gossip about me and rescue you.
05:30Yeah, well, death trumps divorce.
05:33They're actually more subtle than the women at church.
05:36How do you think the kids are?
05:38I think the kids are exactly where they need to be.
05:43And Flora's back at school.
05:48Yeah, there she is.
05:50I trust her.
05:51I just want to make sure that it sticks.
05:53You know, I need her to hang out with other kids again.
05:56And Justin, on the other hand,
06:05I don't worry about that kid at all.
06:12Enjoy your breakfast, loser.
06:16No, you're right.
06:17You know, they're getting back into their routines.
06:18And that is for the best, especially Merit.
06:23Reverse.
06:26Good, good.
06:27Break.
06:28Break.
06:29Break.
06:30Merit.
06:31Line drill.
06:32Now.
06:37And Penn and Casey, they're the glue.
06:40Oh, yeah, they always have each other's back.
06:44Hey, Penn.
06:46Can we...
06:48Sure.
06:49Sorry.
06:52Look, I thought we were doing cheer together this year.
06:56Yeah.
06:57I just signed up with Dakota.
06:59But you still can.
07:00Okay, well, you've been ghosting me all summer, so...
07:03Penelope!
07:04I have to go.
07:05Sorry.
07:07Hey.
07:07What was that about?
07:11Nothing.
07:12I just feel bad.
07:14Don't.
07:15You have a dead mother.
07:16You can do whatever you want.
07:18Well, I'm also a PK.
07:20No, I can't.
07:29So, we're good, then?
07:31We're good.
07:32They're good.
07:33Yeah, look.
07:34On our way to great.
07:35Okay.
07:38I really should get to work.
07:39Mm.
07:40And I need to get to the church.
07:43You said I'd know when it's time.
07:44It's been almost a year.
07:46I think it's time.
07:48Okay, well, that's wonderful.
07:49I mean, everyone has really missed you.
07:51Your sermons.
07:52Your voice.
07:54Sermons.
07:55No pressure.
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08:23grace is a gift from god we do not save ourselves grace is not something we earn or boast about
08:45we named our church grace because we this community live an energized life of grace we are saved by
08:54grace because we believe because we believe amen amen
09:00no that's in your writer no gluten that photo shoot so i don't know why there are pretzels on set
09:14mandy yeah i would feel bloated too no i wouldn't want my photo taken no i what no i will fix this
09:27i'm on it gail
09:32i know that was you do you sign me up for online dating they're called dating apps now
09:42irl match it stands for in real life okay well they know what it stands for you're ready it's
09:47been six months okay exactly it has only been six months and we've been married for 17 years
09:52we're married if i left this up to you it would never happen
09:56permission for what
10:03what happened to cheer nothing i just changed my mind to wrestling with the boys i don't mind mom
10:13look it up
10:14if merit wrestles why can't i plus i probably know more about wrestling from him than half the guys
10:21well you heard her
10:30all right
10:32trevor you're up sparring with casey let's go soto
10:40get up on your feet and yell go tigers go tigers sorry wait
10:54soto back on your feet
11:24harris please come join me
11:42how we doing man huh you ready for sunday
11:50hmm that is the question and it doesn't need an answer
11:54okay if you need more time
11:55listen man i know you said you want to come back this week but i am more than
11:59no no no i want to i need to
12:01thank you though you've been a good friend
12:04i got you
12:05it's just
12:10i've never felt closer to god
12:14so alone at the same time
12:17that's your sermon
12:20that a preach
12:22no no no
12:24i don't want to make sunday about me i want the congregation to know that i'm there for them
12:28hey dad i'm home i'm fine
12:35okay okay i wasn't worried
12:37yes you were you probably been tracking me on your phone all day
12:40no of course not
12:42well not all day
12:43that was a joke flora
12:46okay
12:47soccer
12:47how was uh how was therapy
12:49therapy was therapy
12:54school was school
12:55right um
12:58listen justin and pen are with lori
13:00she is uh she's making dinner for everybody
13:01i got a home visit to do but why don't you head on over there
13:03yeah i'm just gonna make something for myself here
13:05right
13:08okay look just so you know
13:11um even though i'm back at work
13:13i'm still gonna be around for you and your brother
13:14i gotta go
13:15i've got homework
13:17i love you
13:32hello steven good evening
13:36hello there pastor lucas
13:37no dad this is pastor malcolm
13:40it's okay
13:42huh
13:44oh you you remember this
13:45yes this did belong
13:48to pastor lucas
13:49but he passed it on to me
13:51he passed it on to me
13:53so that i could come and administer communion
13:55when you weren't feeling well enough
13:56to join us at church
13:57for communion sunday
13:59hey
14:06hey thank you for holding down the port
14:08yeah of course
14:09hey guys
14:10what's happening
14:11we didn't have time to make mom's meatloaf tonight
14:14i know
14:15i'm sorry
14:15i got busy
14:16we'll do it soon though okay
14:17okay
14:18okay
14:19um pen and case you're upstairs
14:22doing homework
14:23oh okay
14:24hey uh case is wrestling
14:25i thought they were gonna do cheer
14:26no yeah
14:27i know
14:28i don't know
14:29i just
14:30but something's going on between the two of them
14:32i don't know something's up
14:33well
14:33it can't be that bad
14:34i mean they're constantly snapchatting
14:35what's this
15:03i don't know what desperate cry for help
15:05oh you joined irl
15:06you know what irl is
15:08well i have counseled the occasional newly single congregate
15:11yes
15:11this was gail's idea
15:12so i'm just
15:13i'm trying to
15:15who do i pick
15:18you're asking me
15:19yes
15:19i know these guys are like swiping on me
15:22and that surprises you
15:23yes
15:23i know
15:24no
15:25but i don't
15:26i don't know
15:26look i
15:27i trust your opinion about
15:29people more than anybody
15:31you know
15:31and you're a guy
15:32yes i am
15:33okay
15:37all right
15:38let's
15:39no
15:39okay
15:40i'm trying to see the best in all these men here
15:42i know
15:43it's making me think about things that i don't want to think about
15:45yeah what
15:46then you realize that i have only had to deal with
15:49one
15:52since college
15:54okay now i'm thinking about things i don't want to think about
15:55thank you very much
15:56you won't go
15:57all right
16:01all right
16:02okay
16:02wait wait wait wait
16:16what about that guy
16:17cup of joe
16:18yeah
16:19i know
16:19he's kind of funny
16:20right
16:20yeah
16:21like i want someone with a sense of humor
16:23and like a good taste of music
16:25and i don't know
16:26he's got a nice face
16:28are you really gonna do this
16:30i mean
16:32at some point
16:34right
16:35yeah i guess so
16:37yeah
16:40oh
16:44well you knew he was dating
16:47um
16:48no i
16:49i didn't
16:52actually
16:53um
16:53i mean i assumed
16:54i
16:55just
16:55at this point
16:56i
16:56i didn't want to ask
16:58not that he needs to tell me
17:00wow
17:03march 15th
17:04he joined the day after he moved out
17:06why would he not talk to me
17:09we
17:10had a family
17:12we
17:12have kids
17:13has he talked to you
17:15no
17:16no
17:17no he hasn't talked to me
17:18it's awkward
17:18i mean you
17:19and jenny were the ones
17:20you guys talk three times a day
17:21he and i
17:21but i'm supposed to see him
17:24at some point this week
17:26he's been asking
17:26really
17:27i
17:29no
17:29i mean it's fine
17:29what is
17:30whatever
17:31i
17:31honestly
17:33i don't
17:33i don't even want to know
17:34cool spot right
17:37yeah
17:38hey that dj
17:40that's my new client
17:41oh you're repping dj's now
17:42it's a new world dude
17:44i'm glad we're finally doing this
17:46me too
17:46oh this may be a bar
17:47but still just to cope okay
17:49all right
17:50so this this is where you're at then
17:54i'm sorry
17:56look
17:56i miss the four of us
17:59i i think of you and me being
18:00dragged to chuck e cheese by our wives
18:02not
18:02hanging out here
18:03hey don't take this the wrong way
18:06but i
18:06i don't really recognize you right now
18:08man you sound like lori
18:10it kind of feels like she won you in the divorce
18:13hey a pastor and a alcoholic walk into a bar
18:17yeah i should really be home writing my sermon
18:21i get it this is not your scene
18:23you're a man of god
18:25right
18:25yeah
18:26but remember
18:27first word in that phrase
18:28it's still a man
18:29yeah
18:29okay
18:32okay
18:35okay
18:35i'm not gonna push
18:36you're not me
18:37i left my wife
18:39at the worst possible time too
18:41i'm garbage
18:41i know that
18:43your awful nightmare that happened to you
18:46it happened to jenny
18:48right
18:49no but it happened and here you are
18:51you know that's all i'm saying
18:52i'm gonna shut up now
18:55so
18:57what happened with you david
18:58why'd you leave
19:00it feels like it came out of nowhere
19:01look i don't know man i
19:04we got married so young
19:08so fast
19:09but we got pregnant with merit right away
19:10maybe i was always questioning
19:12and then i go and finally decide to get sober
19:14and i was still so unhappy
19:15and then
19:16and then
19:19and then jenny died
19:22i just
19:25i knew i needed to make a change
19:27life is just too short
19:29oh wow
19:31i'm really sorry
19:33no that's uh it's okay
19:35hi
19:36could we join you
19:38hey of course how you doing
19:39i'm david
19:40this is my friend malcolm
19:41yeah
19:41try not to leave a preacher please
19:45my wife's dead
19:48mom
19:56what's up
19:58um
19:58do you think i made a mistake with wrestling
20:01no
20:02not if you don't
20:04i mean
20:04we have this inter-squad match on friday to pick the starters
20:07and i just
20:08i'm gonna wind up last on the roster you know
20:12so
20:13you'll still be on the roster
20:14well yes
20:17but with a bunch of boys that hate me now
20:18oh who cares
20:19you're doing this because you want to right
20:22that's all that matters
20:23plus i uh
20:24i bet merit can give you a couple tips
20:26uh sure
20:27don't get pinned
20:28no thank you
20:30look
20:31it's okay to be scared
20:33especially if something big and new
20:36doesn't mean you don't do it
20:39don't
20:42don't
20:42don't
20:42mom
20:44are you on irl
20:46i
20:47i
20:47i
20:47kinda
20:49but it's
20:50it's just
20:50no no no
20:51it's fine you're allowed to have a life
20:52of course
20:54why would you write that
20:56what because i'm trying to be honest
20:59with cup of joe
21:01no he's an architect
21:02his firm does pro bono work in public housing
21:05oh wow
21:05yeah but he named himself cup of joe
21:07okay
21:07all right
21:08that's like so weird
21:09hey merit where are you going
21:11i'm sleeping at dad's
21:13no hang on you're with me
21:14i got an uber
21:15i'm good
21:15just tell your dad that you're coming
21:18i like this pattern more
21:20but also that's not saying much
21:21because i just like love the color blue
21:22like of course
21:23i like this one a little bit
21:24when's dad getting home
21:25why are you still out
21:26soon buddy
21:27you hear he's giving the sermon on sunday
21:32yeah she heard
21:33and i'm still not going
21:35what
21:35for real
21:37you have to go
21:38that'll meet dad look really bad
21:40dude he'll be fine
21:41that's just
21:43i'm so sick of all the
21:44pressure
21:45it's not my responsibility
21:46like my own person
21:48yeah you are
21:50you're from out of town
21:59uh no
22:01no i'm actually
22:02you know
22:02in between places
22:04oh
22:04yeah
22:05dad
22:15merit
22:16merit what
22:16what are you doing
22:18i texted you
22:19oh yeah no
22:22yeah so you did
22:23uh
22:23uh marie this is my uh
22:27i'm sorry
22:30it was nice meeting you
22:32it was kind of like
22:39being in another country
22:41and not speaking the language
22:43and then i had this realization
22:44that this woman who i'm just
22:45casually chatting with
22:47yeah
22:47is
22:48interested in me
22:50really
22:50oh well what was she like
22:53this you know
22:54woman you
22:54casually met at a bar
22:56with my ex
22:57oh i don't know
22:58she was uh
22:59very pretty
22:59uh tall
23:00brunette
23:01oh
23:02yeah no
23:03very attractive
23:04but she wanted to talk
23:06all about jenny
23:06and what happened
23:07and how i was doing
23:08and then
23:09she basically made it clear
23:12that she wanted
23:13to have sex with me
23:14how did she do that
23:17she asked me if i wanted
23:19to have sex with her
23:20yes
23:22no yeah of course
23:23yeah no that makes sense
23:26i mean i said no
23:27obviously
23:27obviously
23:28yeah
23:28sorry
23:30i mean obviously you said no
23:32i don't
23:32i don't know why i said it like that
23:34it's okay
23:35i i don't have conversations like this
23:37with anyone else in my life
23:38wait did you tell her you're a pastor
23:39oh yeah
23:41okay
23:42let's just say if you're ever
23:43in an awkward situation
23:45with a member of the opposite sex
23:47it's a surefire way
23:48to shut it down
23:49yeah
23:52okay
23:53i don't know what to do
23:55if russ is having a party
23:56that kind of messes with
23:57liv's party
23:58i mean we can go to both
23:59but i feel badly
24:00with liv's
24:01oh
24:01maybe you can talk to russle
24:03about comboing them
24:04hello
24:06merit
24:08what
24:09you're doing it again
24:10you're like ghosting me
24:12in real time
24:12no
24:13i'm not
24:14hey
24:25you good
24:27oh
24:28me
24:28yeah
24:29but what did pharaoh want
24:31you know
24:32uh
24:33she's excited for my dad's sermon
24:34on sunday
24:35excited that i'm back in school
24:37she's proud of me
24:38how my mom would be proud of me
24:40uh
24:41triggering
24:42yeah she means well
24:43no it's just
24:45how would she know
24:46how my mom would feel
24:47everybody's talking about me
24:50i'm some sort of
24:51freak or something
24:52you're not a freak
24:54and
24:56miss farrell
24:57like his ass
24:58like buttering me up
24:59about my dad
25:00is gonna get her
25:01closer to god
25:01or something
25:02i i know how you feel though
25:05only
25:05the opposite
25:06uh
25:07like
25:08no one's talking about me
25:09because they have no idea
25:10what i'm dealing with
25:11what are you dealing with
25:12oh
25:13so much
25:14my parents
25:17are
25:18they're both already
25:19trying to hook up
25:20like like everything's
25:21totally cool
25:21and
25:22maybe they just need to get
25:24this out of their systems
25:25and then they'll realize
25:26or they won't
25:30i just
25:30i i love how
25:32they get to start over
25:33and we're supposed to just
25:34pick up where we left off
25:35like nothing's happened
25:36you're allowed to
25:39start over too
25:40uh
25:46at practice
25:47yeah
25:48don't worry
25:50about what anyone says
25:51you got this
25:54thanks
25:57okay
25:59hello
25:59merit
26:00i'm obsessed
26:02no
26:02don't be
26:03he's
26:03got a girlfriend
26:04our family still have dinner
26:05like
26:05every week
26:06and that is
26:07the longest conversation
26:08we've had
26:09since middle school
26:10oh
26:23no
26:27uh
26:30no
26:31no
26:37no
26:37no
26:39no
26:39no
26:40no
26:40no
26:40Hey, Merit, um, so I've got my intro squad tryouts at the end of the week
26:52and this Trevor guy is just absolutely destroying me, so I was thinking
26:56Yeah, I'm not wrestling anymore
26:58What? What? What do you mean?
27:00I quit
27:01Wait, what? You quit wrestling?
27:04Don't turn into a thing, Mom
27:06I'm not, I, look, I just, you, you've been wrestling since
27:10since forever
27:11Yeah, and I don't want to do it anymore
27:14Okay, uh, well, honey, what's going on with you?
27:20Look, if you don't want to talk to me about it, you could always talk to your dad
27:23I don't care what he thinks
27:24Then, well, what does Jill think?
27:26Nothing, we broke up
27:28What? When?
27:30Today, look, I, I have homework
27:32What am I supposed to do now, Mom?
27:40That's awesome
28:00But you can't post it, right?
28:03Listen to the preachers, kid
28:05Okay, that's not why
28:06There's only like five people on my spam account
28:09We're literally the only ones who are going to see it
28:11It's okay
28:13What's going on?
28:16Who are you talking to?
28:17No one
28:17Dakota, it's private
28:20Uh-huh
28:21Let's go to sleep, please
28:22Both of you, school tomorrow
28:24You can't be crying
28:50I don't want to tell them yet
28:55So they can not see you like this
28:58Okay?
29:01Okay
29:02Okay
29:05Pray with me
29:09What are you doing, buddy?
29:27It's 2 a.m.
29:27What's happening tonight?
29:29Why are you still up?
29:31Never have time to make Mom's meatloaf
29:33So I'm cooking ahead for tomorrow
29:34Just like she used to
29:36Thanks, Dad
29:52You have a pile here
29:53Can I use this?
29:55Yeah, start scooping
29:55Start scooping
29:57Got it
29:57This is your favorite
30:00Okay, it's not my account
30:11I swear
30:12I wouldn't do this to you
30:15We believe you, honey
30:16We just want to know if you know who did do it
30:18Yeah, so we can get the account taken out
30:19Well, I don't know
30:22I really don't
30:25I mean, Casey's my friend
30:26I want to find out who did it, too
30:29Whatever
30:30It's okay
30:31It's not like I'm going to stop
30:33No matter who did it
30:34Good
30:35You shouldn't
30:37She's lying
30:38No, Pen, what are we doing?
30:40Of course she is, Mom
30:41I just don't get why she hates me all of a sudden, you know?
30:43Okay, honey
30:44She doesn't hate you, alright?
30:46No
30:47I know that the two of you aren't getting along like you used to
30:50But Pen loves you
30:51It's Penelope now
30:52It's more adult
30:53This is what I'm talking about
30:55Okay?
30:55She's just going through a really tough phase
30:57Phase?
30:58Mom
30:59Why are you apologizing for her?
31:01I promised Jenny I'd look after her kids
31:03Mom
31:03Merit, stop
31:04No
31:05No, she lives in this happy little fantasy world
31:07Happy?
31:08Yeah
31:09You had no clue Dad was going to leave
31:11Uh, no
31:14Yeah, you're right
31:15Yeah, maybe if you had, he wouldn't have
31:17Merit
31:18Okay, you are allowed to be angry
31:26Play with me
31:27Play with me
31:27With your dad
31:28Did you know he's like bringing girls home?
31:31What?
31:36See, this, this is exactly what I'm talking about
31:39Come on, Pen, open up
31:46You can't stay locked in there
31:47I can't believe you attacked me like that
31:49Nobody attacked you
31:51It was just a conversation
31:53Pen
31:55Can I have some privacy, please?
31:57Hello?
32:00Ah, good luck
32:01Pen, unlock the door
32:05What?
32:18Nothing
32:19I, I didn't ask how school was today
32:22Same as yesterday
32:23Okay
32:24Hey, uh, what do you, what do you think?
32:28Maybe it's time to cut your hair
32:30I don't know if this is trendy right now
32:33Trendy?
32:33What?
32:35Come on, you know what I mean
32:35Oh my gosh, no
32:36I don't know what you mean
32:38I, I'm not trying to be trendy, dad
32:40Look, I didn't mean to just
32:41No, I don't, I don't care
32:43What I look like
32:44Or what I wear
32:45I do not care what people think of me
32:47I just wanted to see how long I could grow it
32:50Okay, okay
32:54Are you okay, dad?
32:59Yeah, yeah, I'm fine
33:00All these people
33:04Talk to you about stuff
33:06They're problems
33:07Well, that's part of my job
33:10So who do you talk to?
33:13Hello
33:27So, uh, Merritt told me you brought a girl over while he was there
33:31Uh, first off, it was a woman
33:33Did you meet her on IRL?
33:35Maybe
33:35And I didn't know he was coming by
33:37Okay, what happened to keeping things civil, Lori?
33:39I don't know, I'm not feeling particularly civil
33:41Uh-huh
33:41How did you know I was on IRL?
33:43Are you on IRL, Lori?
33:45Not really
33:45Not by my own doing
33:46Well, I'm doing
33:48Okay
33:48Look, I don't know about you, but I need to start living
33:51Just because we're not together anymore
33:52Doesn't mean I need to do penance over our failed marriage
33:54I don't want to be alone
33:56I need intimacy
33:57Like, I like to have a girlfriend
33:59Okay, you know what?
34:00This was a mistake I shouldn't have called
34:01I need companionship, Lori
34:02There's, there's nothing wrong with me saying that to you
34:05You need companionship, David?
34:06You, my best friend died
34:09And then you walked out on me
34:11But you need companionship
34:13And meanwhile, your son has quit wrestling
34:16Whoa, what, what?
34:18Why do you do that?
34:19I don't know
34:20Wrestling was your thing
34:21Maybe you should try talking to him
34:23Merritt, I'm going out
34:29You're in charge
34:30I was coming to you
34:51Sam
34:52I need you
34:54I'm here
34:55Where, where are we going?
34:59Out
34:59Like grownups
35:01I don't want to eat
35:20Okay
35:22Okay
35:23But I don't, I don't
35:25Um
35:25I don't want to go home
35:27Um, can we just
35:29Sorry, can we just stay
35:31Here
35:32Just, um
35:33Just
35:34Stay
35:35Right here?
35:36Yeah
35:36Sorry, is that weird?
35:37Is that okay?
35:38Is that too weird?
35:39It's fine
35:39I just don't
35:40I don't
35:41And I don't want to be around anybody else
35:45But you
35:46Right now
35:48Okay
35:48And I don't want to talk about
35:50Kids
35:52New York kids or my kids
35:53Alright
35:54I just, I want
35:56I want to be bitchy
35:59And I want to be angry
35:59And I don't want to have anybody judge me
36:01No kids, yes
36:04David wants a girlfriend
36:10Uh, it didn't seem that way the other night
36:13No, it's
36:14You're his friend
36:15And you don't have to
36:15You don't have to spy on him
36:17And it's just
36:18Okay
36:19And it's like
36:20I don't even care
36:20Right?
36:22But he was just
36:23He was just going
36:24He was just talking about being alone
36:26He was going on and on
36:27About being alone
36:28And like
36:28I wanted to
36:29Like strangle him
36:31Right?
36:32And say like
36:33Well, yeah
36:34Like I don't want to be alone either
36:36And
36:37And you are the reason that I am
36:39Alone
36:39Right?
36:41And also the reason that I am
36:42All over the place
36:43Right?
36:44Like I'm coming
36:44I'm going
36:45I'm early
36:46I'm late
36:47Well, hey
36:47That part is not new
36:48Okay
36:50Right
36:51I miss Jenny so much
37:00You know
37:06She was the one person
37:07That we could talk to her about
37:11Like you
37:12And about him
37:12And
37:13Know that we would talk about
37:14Talk about
37:15And we could talk about anything
37:19And I know I shouldn't complain to you
37:24About missing Jenny
37:25As I really can't imagine
37:27Like I really
37:28Yes you can
37:30I don't want to be alone
37:44Hey, you're not alone
37:46I wasn't really
37:52I was talking about
37:53Neither was I
37:56I'm sorry
38:23I'm sorry
38:23I don't know
38:24I didn't think
38:25I don't know
38:26I have to get it
38:42Yeah.
38:52Dad.
38:53Hey, bud. What's up?
38:55I need help with homework.
38:57Penelope's for me and Flora won't come out of her room.
39:01Okay.
39:02Can you just come home, Dad?
39:04Yeah.
39:06Yeah, I'm coming home.
39:12Oh, hey.
39:20I ordered a pizza.
39:23Okay.
39:25Where did you go?
39:26Oh, I was just talking to Malcolm.
39:31You're missing an earring?
39:34Oh.
39:42Hey, can we talk about you and Casey?
40:10Not about the TikTok.
40:12Just, you know, about the two of you.
40:14There's nothing to talk about.
40:15I just don't have anything to say to her anymore.
40:20You know, you can tell me anything, right?
40:22I know you used to confide in your mom.
40:24I'm not saying I'm her, but...
40:27Hey.
40:29Can I?
40:31Oh.
40:33You know what I love most about your mom?
40:35She was never embarrassed about who she was.
40:39Ever.
40:41She didn't care what anyone thought.
40:46She was beautiful right up until the end.
40:48Don't you think?
40:53I know who posted the TikTok of Casey.
40:56And I lied to you before.
40:57And I'm sorry.
41:01Penelope.
41:01In our home, we tell the truth.
41:03I know.
41:03But I can't tell you who it is.
41:09But I'll deal with it.
41:11Okay?
41:14Okay.
41:17How can everything just keep on going home without her?
41:19Oh, I know. I know.
41:21Dad says she's in God's hands now.
41:23Right, Dad?
41:24Hey, that's right. Yeah.
41:26The best place for mom was here.
41:31What kind of a God would take her away from us?
41:33Well, God didn't take her away.
41:35Cancer did.
41:37That's a convenient way to think about it.
41:40I just don't get how you can go back up there to that pulpit
41:44and say all this stuff and justify it like nothing happened.
41:49How can you believe in any of it anymore?
41:52I believe.
41:53We know.
41:54I know Sunday is a big day for you.
41:58But I'm not going back.
42:01And I'm not going to go just to make you look good.
42:04Well, I don't care about that.
42:07It's not about me.
42:08It's not even about your relationship with God because of me.
42:11It's about your own relationship with God.
42:13What if I don't have one anymore?
42:20I am not you, Dad.
42:24I'm sorry.
42:25I'm sorry.
42:26Okay.
42:27I love you.
42:36Did you see the video?
42:38That was...
42:39It was...
42:42Yeah.
42:42It was...
42:44I just...
42:45Okay, girls.
42:46Come on.
42:46Let's get warmed up.
42:49Look, you got to take it down, Dakota.
42:52For real?
42:53Yeah.
42:54The whole account.
42:55Or...
42:56I'm telling the truth.
42:58I mean, you want to be friends with me.
42:59Don't make me lie to my dad.
43:02I have a dead mother.
43:04Remember?
43:12You ready, Flora?
43:17Your dad's going to meet us at Casey's match.
43:28Wow.
43:30Dad doesn't like how long it is.
43:33Oh, yeah?
43:34When was the last time you cut it?
43:35Mom cuts it.
43:39Mom cuts it.
43:45Well, if you like.
43:46I could do a little something there.
43:51You know, if that's okay.
43:54Okay.
43:55Yeah.
43:56Yeah.
43:57Yeah, okay.
43:57All right, Casey, Trevor, you're up.
44:10All right, here we go.
44:15Hey!
44:15Do not say anything.
44:17Hey, bud.
44:26Hey, bud.
44:28Case, come on.
44:29Let's go.
44:29Casey.
44:30Go, Casey.
44:31Come on.
44:31Come on, Casey.
44:32You got this.
44:33You got this.
44:34Grid and grease.
44:35That's it.
44:38Come on.
44:39Come on.
44:41Let's get Casey.
44:41Come on, ref.
44:42Come on, ref.
44:43Get up, Casey.
44:43Get up, Casey.
44:44Get up, Casey.
44:45Come on, Casey.
44:46Come on.
44:47Get up.
44:47Get up.
44:48Get up.
44:48Get up.
44:49Yes.
44:49Come on, Casey.
44:50Yes.
44:50Come on, Casey.
44:52No quick.
44:52Yes.
44:53Come on.
44:53Get up.
44:54Come on.
44:54That's right.
44:55That's right, Casey.
44:56Go back up.
44:57No quick.
44:57No quick.
44:58Oh.
44:58Stand up, Casey.
44:59Come on.
45:00Okay.
45:00Whoa, Casey.
45:01Oh, yes.
45:03Come on.
45:03Okay.
45:04Let's go.
45:04Lock in.
45:05Lock in.
45:05Bring it up.
45:06Go low.
45:06Go low.
45:07Go low.
45:07Go low.
45:08Go low.
45:09Go for the legs.
45:10Yes.
45:11Nice.
45:12Nice.
45:13Yes.
45:14Oh, Casey.
45:15There you go.
45:17Kick.
45:17Get him.
45:18There you go.
45:21On, two,-
45:22come on, Rayth.
45:23Three, and go.
45:24Yes.
45:25Yes.
45:25Yes.
45:26Yes.
45:26Yes.
45:26Yes.
45:27Yes.
45:27No, Casey.
45:28There you go.
45:33All right.
45:34Yeah.
45:34You're on.
45:35Oh,來 bill.
45:37Here's cake.
45:39Yeah.
45:40It's enjoy.
45:43Yeah.
45:44Welcome back. It's so good to see you. Thanks for being here. Hey, good to see you guys.
45:56All right. Hi. No Flora? No, not this week. I didn't want to push too hard. I don't want to
46:02lose her. Yeah. I'll see you then. Hey, look who made it. The Lord is close to the brokenhearted
46:08and saves those who are crushed in spirit. We know the Lord has been holding Pastor Malcolm and his
46:16family in his hands, and we've been holding them too. That's why I know your hearts are as glad as
46:22mine to welcome back my brother, my mentor, back to the pulpit. Thank you, Pastor Harris,
46:33for stepping in these last few months. I just want to say how wonderful it is to see all your
46:40faces, especially from here. You have been so patient and generous letting me and my family
46:47have this time. The Lord is close to the brokenhearted. I'll be honest. I don't have a lengthy
47:05sermon for you today. In fact, I don't have one at all. I know. I know. I'm sorry. It isn't for lack
47:14of trying. There is nothing I want more for today, so to have words fail me now. The other
47:27day, my son asked me if I was okay. That's not something pastors get asked very often. The
47:38truth is I'm not. But I faith that I will be that God's grace is enough. The truth is, I know that
47:52you need me. And I need you too. We are the grace community. And today, oh, I need to lean
48:08on all of you. I hope that's okay. Hey. It's okay. Thank you. Thank you. Oh, Virginia, thank you.
48:20We're here for you. Bless you, man. Here you go. I can help with your sermon, Dad. Thank you,
48:27Justin. Thank you.
49:38What are we going to do? I don't know.
49:55Mom's here. What can you do?
50:08Maybe we could talk about what happened.
50:19Oh, my cupcakes!
50:22I don't have five more minutes.
50:28Not particularly good at the change.
50:31How long have you been a pastor?
50:33I'm feeling pretty stuck myself these days.
50:35The new Lori is on IRL match.
50:37She goes on dates.
50:38If two people are into each other,
50:41they shouldn't let anything stand in their way.
50:43You have to put yourself out there,
50:45even if it means you might get hurt.
50:48I'm seeing someone.
50:49We're not just going to erase mom.
50:50No one's erasing mom.
50:54Just kidding.
50:54Surprise!
50:55You can't just come here and play house like you're not the reason.
50:58All of this happened.
50:59You did this.
51:02Hey!
51:03Stay away from my family.
51:05Focus on your own.
51:07They were all just laughing at me.
51:10Why is she like this?
51:13What's going on?
51:16The kids aren't the problem.
51:18It's us.
51:21It's not fair, Dad.
51:22It's not fair.
51:24He hovers like I'm going to crack at any second.
51:27I haven't handled this well.
51:29I know how complicated things are.
51:34But sometimes you get this feeling.
51:36You can't let that moment pass you by.
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