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Film Brain reviews Kristen Stewart's directorial debut, which is raw, edgy, and breaks the rules so much that it borders of experimental, and trusts you can swim.

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00:00Kristen Stewart makes a boldly edgy directorial debut with the chronology of water.
00:05Imogen Poots's Lydia accepts a scholarship to become a competitive swimmer and the water is
00:09her only solace from the monstrous abuse she and her sister Thora Birch endured from their father
00:14Michael Epp. When she loses her scholarship due to her addictions, Lydia is on a troubled path
00:19until she enrolls with the University of Oregon to become a writer, allowing her a way to process
00:24what has happened to her. This is based on Lydia Junknevich's memoir The Same Name,
00:29whose cover I cannot show in this video, and Stewart's movie is far from a conventional
00:33first film for an actor turned director. Shot on grainy 16mm, I was fascinated by the way the
00:39film is structured and edited in a quite fragmented way that uniquely places you into Lydia's mind
00:44and is borderline experimental at times. Stewart practically throws you in at the deep end,
00:50especially at the start, where it's almost like a dam of emotions bursting and overwhelming you.
00:55Naturally water is the main recurring motif where Lydia feels most comfortable and a surface that
01:00allows her to reflect. And the movie's editing feels like waves, memories and trauma crashing into
01:06each other so sounds and dialogue are repeated and overlapped and the same goes for shots which are
01:11sometimes out of order or jump backwards. Certain images and noises, pencils on paper, water bubbling,
01:18blood pouring are played over and over again to almost overstimulate the viewer, although light
01:24leaks become a somewhat overused effect. Pootie's voiceover helps tie the disparate images together,
01:29even if it's occasionally a little arched and portentious, like listing the definition of the
01:33name Philip, played by Earl Cave, her first husband, or lines like, I'm not talking out of my asshole.
01:40But stick with it and the waters do start to calm around the midway point where Lydia discovers writing,
01:45and it becomes more controlled and structured as she finds her expression and meaning.
01:50I can easily see people finding this off-putting and even pretentious as it leans hard into being
01:55a capital A art film, but I thought it largely succeeded and there's a heavy emphasis on memory
02:01and the construction of narrative and the stories we tell ourselves. The often underrated Imogen Poots
02:07also impresses in a difficult and emotionally draining role as Lydia goes through so many terrible
02:13things, including addiction and stillbirth. Poots is determined to follow Lydia wherever she goes,
02:18even as she can be quite abrasive in her trauma and self-hatred. Because the movie is so in Lydia's
02:24head, you rarely get a sense of most of the people outside of it, the rare exception being Jim Belushi's
02:29key role as One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest author Ken Kesey, who steals much of his relatively brief screen time
02:35when Lydia joins his graduate workshop and he becomes her mentor.
02:39I do think Stewart as a writer and director tries to tackle too much and sometimes the ideas aren't
02:44always coherent, but it is clearly deeply personal and admirably unafraid to be messy and confrontational.
02:51It's a hard watch that will be divisive, but this is a movie that frankly doesn't give a
02:56fuck what you think of it.
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