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Emmerdale 19th January 2026 - Full Episode
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00:00I have no
00:29idea how Ray's body
00:32ended up in the back of my van, but I know
00:34for a fact that it wasn't
00:36me that put him there. Who do you think did that?
00:38I don't know.
00:41Your guess is as good
00:42as mine.
00:44But it has to be someone from
00:46round here.
00:46And someone with a good reason
00:50to want Ray dead.
00:53They'll have made a mistake somewhere along the way.
00:57It's only a matter
00:58of time until the truth comes out.
00:59You don't deserve love.
01:14You don't deserve forgiveness.
01:16You deserve
01:17what's come to you, and it's going to be brutal.
01:20And it's going to hurt.
01:23Just like you've hurt so many yourself.
01:26Are you dealing drugs? Are you dealing drugs?
01:50What?
01:51Is Ray getting you to deal drugs?
01:52No.
01:53Mum, I'm not doing anything.
01:54No, no, you can tell me, okay?
01:56Mum, it's me.
01:57It's me. I wouldn't do that.
01:59Mum, it's me.
02:01Yeah, I'm not kidding. I'm sorry, love.
02:02I'm sorry.
02:06It's just Dylan's...
02:08said that Ray's been making him and April
02:10deal drugs.
02:11What?
02:11I know, it sounds crazy.
02:15Ray, I don't...
02:18I don't believe it.
02:24But do you?
02:27Yeah.
02:28Yeah.
02:30Yeah, Dylan was, um...
02:32He was truly worried
02:33about me and about us
02:35and about letting Ray into our lives.
02:39I will never let Ray
02:40in this house again.
02:43Ever.
02:43I promise.
02:46You...
02:46You've got to go to work.
02:47You'll be late.
02:48Go, go, go.
02:49Go.
02:49People like you don't deserve a life.
03:02You have no idea
03:03what I have done for us.
03:05There is no us, okay?
03:06Whatever we had is over.
03:08Get that into your head!
03:11Laurel!
03:12Please, Laurel, don't do this!
03:15Laurel!
03:18Laurel!
03:19Please!
03:26Laurel!
03:28Please, just open the door, please!
03:30Laurel!
03:40Come on, come on, come on, come on.
03:42Come on, come on, come on.
03:43Come on, come on, come on.
03:45Come on, come on.
03:46You following the police for me?
03:48No, no, no, no.
03:49No, no, just as a friend.
03:50It's Nicola, actually.
03:51Oh, sorry.
03:53Can you go?
03:54I will.
03:56I will, just not yet.
03:57I don't want you here.
03:59Oh.
04:03Laurel?
04:06I can't leave it this way.
04:07You mean too much to me.
04:10Can you just hear me out, please?
04:13Please?
04:14Do you want a cup of tea?
04:19Yeah?
04:20Yeah.
04:21Yeah, okay.
04:22Um, we'll go to the cafe, yeah?
04:23No, no, here's better.
04:24I don't want anyone sticking hand images in.
04:26Okay.
04:27Oh, can I just have my phone, though, Ray, please?
04:30Yes, of course.
04:31After we've talked.
04:33Sit down.
04:34Teapot.
04:42Oh, I like how you still use it.
04:44My, um, my granddad would only have his tea from a pot.
04:48Mm-hmm.
04:52Yeah.
04:54So, uh...
04:55What did Dylan tell you exactly?
05:02That, uh, you...
05:04use him and April to, uh...
05:09that you...
05:10you make them deal drugs.
05:14Please don't lie to me.
05:16Please don't lie to me.
05:18any more, please.
05:20I won't.
05:23Uh, yeah.
05:25It's true.
05:28I am a...
05:30a drug dealer.
05:37I'm sorry I never told you before, but...
05:40it's not something we advertise, is it?
05:44And would you have even looked at me if you knew?
05:48Of course not.
05:49Of course not.
05:53I have lived...
05:55a dodgy life, Laura.
05:57I've done a...
05:58I've done a lot of...
06:01bad things.
06:03Not because I wanted to, not for fun,
06:06but because I had to.
06:07law of the jungle.
06:09Laura of the jungle, get or be got.
06:11I lived my life by it.
06:14I hated it.
06:15I hated myself for it.
06:17And then...
06:19then I met you.
06:21It sounds barmy, doesn't it?
06:25I think you saw something in me that I was worthy of an ordinary life.
06:30One with...
06:31with kids and a home.
06:35And for the first time I could see a future.
06:37A future, I could be the real me.
06:41The real you?
06:42Hmm.
06:42You're a monster.
06:47Stop calling me that.
06:49Yeah.
06:50You terrorise vulnerable children.
06:52Oh.
06:53Children.
06:54Never.
06:55Oh, come on.
06:56April and Dylan, they are teenagers.
06:59Oh.
06:59I was ten when I sold my first bag of heroin.
07:04And don't you sit there judging me.
07:08Because you don't know what it's like to be alone.
07:10To be properly alone.
07:12With no one to look out for you.
07:14To care for you.
07:15I know what that's like.
07:16I have known since I was eight.
07:22I'm sorry.
07:24I told you about my granddad, didn't I?
07:26Oh, um.
07:27Yeah, there's problems.
07:28It was depression.
07:30We didn't understand it then.
07:32We didn't know how to deal with it.
07:34But...
07:35We were mostly happy.
07:38Not been that happy since.
07:41Not till I met you.
07:44And saw I had a...
07:47a second chance.
07:49Laura, your hands are shaking.
08:01Hey.
08:02Hey.
08:04Yeah, just...
08:05It's just...
08:06It's just...
08:06You know...
08:07What?
08:08It's just like...
08:10I know.
08:10I do know, Laura.
08:12I just think you need a chance
08:15to get your head round it.
08:18And then we'll be fine.
08:21Can we just go in the other room
08:22because I'm really cold.
08:23Cool.
08:24Can you take milk?
08:38Oh, love this teapot.
08:41Oh.
08:41Me and Grandad,
08:51we didn't have two pennies
08:52to rub together.
08:54He tried his best,
08:56but...
08:57There was depression.
08:58There were some weeks
08:58he just, um...
09:00Just couldn't get out of bed.
09:02Weeks?
09:03Well, how'd you get by?
09:04I mean, who looked after you?
09:06Well, I did.
09:08There was no one else.
09:09When the electricity went off,
09:10it stayed off.
09:12When the food ran out,
09:13we went hungry.
09:14Only till Grandad
09:15got back up on his feet,
09:16which he always did.
09:19He didn't ask to be stuck
09:20with a kid.
09:22But he tried his hardest for me.
09:25And then one day...
09:27He got up
09:29and he was like himself again,
09:31you know?
09:32Like I hadn't seen in months.
09:34And he went out
09:35and he got some food.
09:36And he made us
09:37a full English.
09:39And he told me
09:40what a great kid I was
09:41and how lucky he was
09:42to be my Grandad.
09:43And he told me
09:44to stay put.
09:45And I should have done
09:47what I was told,
09:48but I never did
09:48what I was told.
09:50Was that what you...
09:51I followed him out.
09:53Yeah.
09:55He had no idea.
09:56No clue.
09:57I saw him as he...
10:00Well, he...
10:01He stepped in front
10:03of a bus.
10:05He saw it.
10:06He never stood a chance.
10:09I watched him as he lay
10:10all bloodied and gone.
10:13Hmm.
10:14And they found a note
10:15in his pocket.
10:16You know what it said?
10:17It said,
10:18please look after Raymond.
10:19He's a good boy, really.
10:20Well, I'm not so good now,
10:26Grandad.
10:29I was too much for him.
10:31It couldn't even come.
10:33Wasn't your fault?
10:35Wasn't it?
10:36I feel like I've been
10:37paying for it ever since.
10:38I was eight years old
10:40and nobody wanted me.
10:42They put me into care.
10:43I ended up on the streets.
10:45At eight?
10:45I spent the first year
10:47half starved,
10:48half froze.
10:49I was a scrawny little run.
10:50They'd just beat up for fun.
10:54It was hard.
10:55And that's when Celia found me.
11:01She gave me food.
11:03She gave me a bed.
11:06She gave me
11:07a home.
11:11And I would have done
11:12anything for her.
11:15And I did.
11:16But I guess that was the point,
11:17wasn't it?
11:18Because she knew I was desperate.
11:22And now I was hers for life.
11:25What chance did I ever have?
11:28As a child?
11:30No.
11:32Hmm.
11:36Laurel?
11:37I just want to get the loo.
11:39Am I free to go
11:40on my own house, Ray?
11:44I'm not holding you here.
11:46So I'm free to leave, then?
11:50Please don't.
11:52Not until you understand everything.
11:55I'm free to go.
11:56I'm free.
12:02I'm free.
12:02I'm free.
12:22So much now...
12:22What are you going to do with it?
12:41What?
12:42A poker.
12:43Do you really think you'd have to use that on me?
12:48I would never hurt you.
12:50I would do anything for you.
12:53If you want to walk out now, I'm not stopping you.
12:56I just...
12:58I thought you'd understand.
13:00I've done those things.
13:03I do.
13:05Celia manipulated me.
13:08She used me.
13:09She preyed on me.
13:11Oh, come on.
13:12You're not the victim here, Ray.
13:15I mean, you were when you were a child.
13:16I mean, you haven't been a child for a very long time.
13:19And all the things that Celia did to you, you just turned round and you did to others.
13:25To more children.
13:26To the young and vulnerable, just like you.
13:29I mean, you must have been doing this for decades.
13:33When you're listening, I had no choice.
13:36No, no, no.
13:37You chose Dylan and April.
13:40Once you were old enough to see Celia for who she is, you could have just got away.
13:44But I didn't want to get away.
13:47You know, Celia, she was sly.
13:49She was controlling.
13:50She used me.
13:51She made me use others.
13:53But she was the only person in the world who loved me.
13:58And I love her.
14:01She was my mum.
14:02And I thought you'd understand that now.
14:07And forgive me.
14:08I love you.
14:10You don't deserve love.
14:13You don't deserve forgiveness.
14:15You deserve what's coming to you.
14:17And it's going to be brutal.
14:19And it's going to hurt.
14:20Just like you've hurt so many yourself.
14:23Even still, I love you, Laurel.
14:25And that's why I'm here.
14:28Because I'm leaving today.
14:31And I want you to come with me.
14:33Are you out of your mind?
14:34You just said you can't leave.
14:36Well, it's different now.
14:37Why?
14:38Because of you.
14:41Well, you just think that Celia's going to simply let you leave.
14:45Well, she can't stop us now.
14:46Why, Ray?
14:49Because I have chosen you.
14:52You know, I have a mate with a farm down south where we've been living.
14:55It's nothing flashy, Laurel.
14:56But we'd be happy there.
14:58You, me and the kids.
14:59Where is your conscience?
15:00Where's your faith?
15:01Your ability to forgive?
15:03I know you care about me.
15:05I think one day you can love me if you can just forgive me.
15:11Laurel.
15:12I can never be with you.
15:15Not after everything that you've done.
15:16I mean, I probably don't even know the half of it, do I?
15:20I mean, I could forgive you.
15:21I could.
15:22I could.
15:22If you, if you try to make up for everything.
15:27Okay, I will.
15:29By handing yourself into the police.
15:35We'll go to prison.
15:36Yeah.
15:37You've earned it.
15:38What I have earned, after all these years of being trapped by Celia, is my freedom.
15:44And I am not giving that up.
15:46I won't let you run away from your crimes.
15:48I will call the police and hand you it myself.
15:51Then you will be killing me.
15:54If I go to prison.
15:56With all the enemies that I have made, Laurel, then I'm a dead man.
15:59If you can't love me, then at least let me go.
16:11Was it just, um, like, was it all just an act?
16:17Yeah?
16:17Was I just a cover-up?
16:20Was any of it real?
16:21You have been the only real thing in my life since I was eight.
16:29I'm trusting you not to call the police and give me my freedom.
16:37Please.
16:38No, I have to do what's right.
17:05Yeah, Laurel, what's right, and what's right is for you to finally give me a chance to be free and live a decent life.
17:14One I didn't even know possible until I met you.
17:17Laurel, I just want a chance to turn over a new leaf and go straight.
17:21And I cannot do that if you call the police.
17:25Please.
17:27Go.
17:28Go, go, go.
17:29Thank you, Paul.
17:30What have you?
17:31And when you're safe, away from Celia, you have to find a way to stop her, please.
17:36Celia is done hurting anyone.
17:40I swear, you saved my life.
17:43I swear, I swear, I swear, I swear, I swear, I swear, I swear, I swear, I swear, I swear, I swear, I swear, I swear, I swear, I swear, I swear, I swear, I swear, I swear, I swear, I swear, I swear, I swear, I swear, I swear, I swear, I swear, I swear, I swear.
18:13yeah i need out i need out i need um i need new passport identity the law
18:26yeah i know it'll cost it's a good job i'm saving up isn't it
18:31okay get it done let me know
18:43it's not a good time arthur tough
18:56you let him go yeah i know how it sounds okay but he wants to redeem himself he wants a different
19:08life and i didn't want to take that away from him stop don't you are not this stupid laurel
19:13no i believe him why because celia got her claws into him when he was young okay she groomed him
19:19and he couldn't find a way out so you know he's got one now isn't he but he lied to you from day one
19:26he used you tricked you and me i mean i'll hold my hands up i was absolutely charmed by ray
19:31but it was all an act no it wasn't all an act because he loved me oh no he wanted the fantasy
19:37life the happy ever after he wanted me the kids on a farm and everything and i know
19:42i know it sounds really really mad but it also sounds really good
19:48yeah i'm sure
19:50thing is i i love him
19:54and i know that he's done awful things truly awful awful things but i love him
20:03and i couldn't tell him because then he wouldn't leave and none of us would be free but he shouldn't be free you're letting love if that's what this even is cloud your conscience
20:18Ray used April he's a drug dealer a menace a criminal and you you let him go what if he used
20:30your feelings to manipulate you to escape because it's what he does is what he's been taught to do
20:34his entire life isn't it what if he keeps doing what he's been doing forcing kids to deal drugs
20:42and who knows what else can you really live with that what have I done right lure him back and we'll
20:51call the police because he has to pay you can't treat my mum like scum make her cry you got it all
20:58wrong mate you're not good enough for her she agrees oh so she rejected you brilliant don't do this
21:05Arthur I care about you don't touch me mummy's boy pots of kettle black Arthur your mum raised you to be
21:16weak and weak people get chewed up and spat out by people like me it's just the way it is kid I'm
21:21sorry come on in brocky let's see if you've got the ball
21:51you
21:53you
21:56you
21:58you
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