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Emmerdale 19th January 2026 Full Episode | Emmerdale 19th January 2026 | Emmerdale 19 January 2026 | Emmerdale Monday 19th January 2026 | Emmerdale 19-01-2026 |

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00:00I have no
00:29idea how Ray's body
00:32ended up in the back of my van, but I know
00:34for a fact that it wasn't
00:36me that put him there. Who do you think did then?
00:38I don't know.
00:40Your guess is as good
00:42as mine.
00:44But it has to be someone from
00:46round here.
00:46And someone with a good reason
00:50to want Ray dead.
00:53They'll have made a mistake somewhere along the way.
00:57It's only a matter
00:58of time until the truth comes out.
00:59You don't deserve love.
01:14You don't deserve forgiveness.
01:16You deserve
01:17what's come to you and it's going to be brutal
01:20and it's going to hurt
01:21just like you've hurt so many yourself.
01:26Are you dealing drugs? Are you dealing drugs?
01:50What?
01:51Is Ray getting you to deal drugs?
01:52No.
01:53Mum, I'm not doing anything.
01:55No, no, you can tell me, okay?
01:56Mum, it's me.
01:57It's me. I wouldn't do that.
01:59Mum, it's me.
02:01Yeah, I'm not kidding. I'm sorry, love.
02:02I'm sorry.
02:03I'm sorry.
02:03I'm sorry.
02:03I'm sorry.
02:04I'm sorry.
02:04I'm sorry.
02:05I'm sorry.
02:05I'm sorry.
02:06I'm sorry.
02:06It's just Dylan said that Ray has been making him and April deal drugs.
02:11What?
02:12I know.
02:12It sounds crazy.
02:15Ray.
02:16I don't believe it.
02:19I don't believe it.
02:19But, dear.
02:27Yeah.
02:28Yeah.
02:30Yeah, Dylan was, um...
02:32He was truly worried about me and about us
02:35and about letting Ray into our lives.
02:39I will never let Ray in this house again.
02:42Ever.
02:43I promise.
02:46You've got to go to work.
02:47You'll be late.
02:48Go, go, go.
02:49Go.
03:00People like you don't deserve a life.
03:02You have no idea what I have done for us.
03:05There is no us, okay?
03:06Whatever we had is over.
03:08Get that into your head!
03:11Laurel!
03:12Please, Laurel, don't do this!
03:14Laurel!
03:15Laurel!
03:18Laurel!
03:22Laurel, please!
03:26Laurel!
03:28Please, just open the door, please!
03:30Laurel!
03:31Come on, come on, come on, come on, come on, come on!
03:45Come on!
03:46You're firing the police on me.
03:48No, no, no, no, no.
03:49No, just a friend.
03:50It's Nicola, actually.
03:51Oh, sorry.
03:52can you go i will i will just not yet i don't want you here
03:59oh
04:00laurel
04:03i can't leave it this way room too much to me
04:09can you just hear me out please please
04:14you want a cup of tea yeah yeah okay um we'll go to the cafe yeah no no here's better
04:23i don't want anyone sticking enderages in okay oh can i just have my phone though ray please
04:29yes of course after we've talked sit down
04:34oh teapot oh i like how you still use it my um my granddad would only have his tea from
04:48a pot yeah so uh what did dylan tell you exactly let's see how you
05:04use him and april to uh that you you make them deal drugs
05:12please don't lie to me please don't lie to me anymore please i won't
05:21uh it's true
05:26i am a
05:29i'm sorry i never told you before but
05:39it's not something we advertise is it and would you have even looked at me if you knew
05:47i've done a lot of bad things not because i wanted to not for fun but because i had to
06:07love the jungle get or be got i lived my life by it i hated it i hated myself for it and then
06:18then i met you
06:21it sounds barmy doesn't it i think you saw something in me that i was worthy of an ordinary
06:29life one with with kids and a home and for the first time i could see a future
06:37a future i could be the real me the real you you're a monster
06:43stop calling me that yeah you you terrorize vulnerable children oh children never oh come
06:55on april and dylan they are teenagers oh
06:59i was ten when i sold my first bag of heroin don't you sit there judging me
07:07because you don't know what it's like to be alone to be properly alone with no one to look out
07:13for you to care for you i know what that's like i have known since i was eight
07:22i'm sorry i told you about my granddad didn't i oh um yeah there's problems with depression
07:30we didn't understand it then we didn't know how to deal with it but
07:36we're mostly happy not been that happy since
07:39not till i met you and saw i had a
07:48a second chance
07:57lord your hands are shaking
08:01hey hey
08:04yeah just it's just it's just you know
08:06what it's just like i know i do know laura
08:13i just think you need a chance to get your head around it
08:18and then we'll be fine can we just go in the other room because i'm really cold cool
08:24you take milk
08:38oh love this teapot
08:40me and granddad we didn't have two pennies to rub together
08:54he tried his best but with his depression there was some weeks he just um
09:00just couldn't get out of bed
09:01louise well how'd you get by i mean who looked after you
09:06well i did there was no one else when the electricity went off it stayed off
09:12when the food ran out we went hungry only two granddad got back up on his feet which he always
09:17did he didn't ask to be stuck with a kid
09:20but he tried his hardest for me and then one day
09:28he got up and he was like himself again you know like i hadn't seen in months
09:34and he went out and got some food and he made us a full english
09:39and he told me what a great kid i was and how lucky he was to be my granddad and he told me to
09:44stay put and i should have done what i was told but i never did what i was told was that what you
09:51i followed him out yeah he had no idea no clue i saw him as he
10:01why he stepped in front of a bus
10:05you saw it he never stood a chance
10:09i watched him as he lay all bloodied and gone
10:11hmm and they found a note in his pocket you know what it said it said please look after raymond
10:19he's a good boy really
10:24well i'm not so good now granddad
10:29i was too much for me it couldn't even come
10:33wasn't your fault wasn't it i feel like i've been paying for it ever since i was eight years old and
10:41nobody wanted me they put me into care i ended up on the streets at eight i spent the first year
10:47half starved half froze i was a scrawny little run they they just beat up for fun
10:54it was hard
10:58and that's when celia found me she gave me food she gave me a bed she gave me
11:07a home
11:11and i would have done anything for her
11:15and i did but i guess that was the point wasn't it because she knew i was desperate
11:19and now i was hers for life what chance did i ever have as a child
11:28no
11:32hmm
11:37laurel i just want to go to the loo am i free to go on my own house ray
11:41i'm not holding you here so i'm free to leave then
11:50please don't not until you understand everything
12:02so
12:11i'm
12:11so
12:13so
12:15What are you going to do with it?
12:41What?
12:42A poker.
12:42Do you really think you'd have to use that on me?
12:48I would never hurt you.
12:50I would do anything for you.
12:53If you want to walk out now, I'm not stopping you.
12:56I just...
12:58I thought you'd understand why I've done those things.
13:03I do.
13:05Celia manipulated me.
13:08She used me.
13:09She preyed on me.
13:10Oh, come on.
13:12You're not the victim here, Ray.
13:15I mean, you were when you were a child.
13:17I mean, you haven't been a child for a very long time.
13:20And all the things that Celia did to you, you just turned round.
13:23And you did to others.
13:25To more children.
13:26To the young and vulnerable, just like you.
13:29I mean, you must have been doing this for decades.
13:31When you're listening, I had no choice.
13:36No, no, no.
13:37You chose Dylan and April.
13:40Once you were old enough to see Celia for who she is, you could have just got away.
13:44But I didn't want to get away.
13:46You know, Celia, she was sly.
13:49She was controlling.
13:50She used me.
13:51She made me use others.
13:52But she was the only person in the world who loved me.
13:58And I love her.
14:01She was my mum.
14:04And I thought you'd understand that now.
14:07And forgive me.
14:08I love you.
14:09You don't deserve love.
14:13You don't deserve forgiveness.
14:15You deserve what's coming to you.
14:17And it's going to be brutal.
14:19And it's going to hurt.
14:20Just like you've hurt so many yourself.
14:23Even still, I love you, Laurel.
14:27And that's why I'm here.
14:28Because I'm leaving today.
14:31And I want you to come with me.
14:33Are you out of your mind?
14:34You just said you can't leave.
14:36Well, it's different now.
14:37Why?
14:38Because of you.
14:40Well, you just think that Celia's going to simply let you leave.
14:45Well, she can't stop us now.
14:46Why, Ray?
14:49Because I have chosen you.
14:52You know, I have a mate with a farm down south where we can live.
14:55It's nothing flashy, Laurel.
14:56But we'd be happy to hear me and the kids.
14:58Where is your conscience?
15:00Where's your faith?
15:01Your ability to forgive?
15:03I know you care about me.
15:05I think one day you can love me if you can just forgive me.
15:09Laurel.
15:12I can never be with you.
15:14Not after everything that you've done.
15:17I mean, I probably don't even know the half of it, do I?
15:20I mean, I could forgive you.
15:21I could.
15:22I could.
15:22If you...
15:23If you try to make up for everything...
15:27Okay, I will.
15:29By handing yourself into the police.
15:35We'll go to prison.
15:36Yeah.
15:37You've earned it.
15:38What I have earned, after all these years of being trapped by Celia, is my freedom.
15:44And I am not giving that up.
15:46I won't let you run away from your crimes.
15:48I will call the police and hand you it myself.
15:51Then you will be killing me.
15:53If I go to prison with all the enemies that I have made, Laurel, then I'm a dead man.
16:01If you can't love me, then at least let me go.
16:06Was it just, um, like...
16:14Was it all just an act?
16:16Yeah?
16:17Was I just a cover-up?
16:20Was any of it real?
16:22You have been the only real thing in my life since I was eight.
16:29I'm trusting you not to call the police and give me my freedom.
16:36Police.
16:59Right.
16:59I, uh...
17:01No, I have to do what's right.
17:06Laurel, what's right, and what's right is for you to find me, to give me a chance, to be free and live a decent life.
17:14One I didn't even know possible until I met you.
17:17Laurel, I just want a chance to turn over a new leaf and go straight.
17:21And I cannot do that if you call the police.
17:25Please.
17:26Go, go, go.
17:29Thank you for all of it.
17:31When you're safe away from Celia, you have to find a way to stop her.
17:36Please.
17:36Celia is done hurting anyone.
17:39I swear.
17:41I swear.
17:42You saved my life.
17:43I swear.
17:44I swear.
17:45I swear.
17:46I swear.
17:46I swear.
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18:00I swear.
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18:01I swear.
18:02I swear.
18:02I swear.
18:03I swear.
18:04I swear.
18:05Yeah, I need out. I need out. I need, um, I need new passport, identity, the law. Yeah,
18:28I know it'll cost. It's a good job I'm saving up, isn't it? Okay, get it done, let me know.
18:35Get out. It's not a good time, Arthur. Tough.
18:56You let him go? Yeah, I know how it sounds, okay, but he wants to redeem himself. He wants
19:07a different life, and I didn't want to take that away from him. Stop, don't you, I'm not
19:12this stupid, Laurel. No, no, I believe him. Why? Because Celia got her claws into him when
19:17he was young, okay, she groomed him, and he couldn't find a way out, so, you know, he's
19:22got one now, hasn't he? But he lied to you from day one. He used you, tricked you, and
19:28me. I mean, I'll hold my hands up. I was absolutely charmed by Ray, but it was all an act. No, it
19:33wasn't all an act, because he loved me. Oh, Laurel. No, he wanted the fantasy life, the happy
19:38ever after. He wanted me, the kids on a farm and everything, and I know, I know it sounds
19:43really, really mad, but it also sounds really good. Yeah, I'm sure. The thing is, I love him,
19:55and I know that he has done awful things, truly awful, awful things, but I love him, and I couldn't
20:04tell him, because then he wouldn't leave, and none of us would be free. But he shouldn't be free.
20:11You're letting love, if that's what this even is, cloud your conscience. Ray used April.
20:24He's a drug dealer, a menace, a criminal, and you, you let him go. What if he used your
20:30feelings to manipulate you, to escape, because it's what he does. It's what he's been taught
20:34to do his entire life, isn't it? What if he keeps doing what he's been doing? Forcing kids
20:41to deal drugs, and who knows what else? Can you really live with that?
20:45What have I done? What have I done? Right, look, lure him back, and we'll call the police,
20:52because he has to pay.
20:54You can't treat my mum like scum. Make her cry. You got it all wrong, mate. You're not good
21:00enough for her. She agrees.
21:03Oh, so she rejected you? Brilliant. Don't do this offer. I care about you.
21:06Don't touch me, mummy's boy.
21:12Pots of kettle black, Arthur. Your mum raised you to be weak, and weak people get chewed up
21:18and spat out by people like me. It's just the way it is, kid. I'm sorry.
21:26Oi!
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