00:00Today I'm switching my goth look for a rainbow look.
00:03I've been dressing trad goth for like two and a half years now.
00:07I wear a lot of black, a lot of leather and a lot of the typical trad goth styles.
00:11I think I'm going to feel really uncomfortable in a rainbow look.
00:14I honestly have no clue what to do with these, I don't know what they are.
00:22I hate it, I hate it.
00:24I look like I'm about to do a circus performance.
00:26I'm revealing my look to my dad.
00:28I think he'll be really shocked, but I'm excited to see it.
00:36Oh my god.
00:36Help me, help!
00:44I've been dressing trad goth for like two and a half years now,
00:47but it definitely was a slow evolution.
00:49Key elements of my look, lots of jewellery always.
00:52Big hair, lots of eyeliner, just lots of everything.
00:55I don't like not having a lot on.
00:58If there's a place that I can put something on, like jewellery, bracelets, anklets, like everything,
01:05I will put it on.
01:06I love my gothic look.
01:08I think there's such a beauty in darkness.
01:11Okay, so this is my room.
01:12I have a lot of stuff.
01:13I bought these in a charity shop and I bought them because my sister is terrified of dolls.
01:20This is my jewellery box that I got from a charity shop, but it's not very full right now because I'm
01:25wearing a lot of it.
01:27This is a really cute fairy box.
01:29I like fairies.
01:32I just think they're cute.
01:33A lot of people look at me and go, oh, she wouldn't like fairies.
01:35I do.
01:36I have a fairy box.
01:37I painted this wardrobe black because the inside of it is white.
01:42Because it was originally white, it was bought white.
01:44And I didn't like it, so I painted it black.
01:46I pull inspiration from so many different places.
01:49Obviously, so many 80s trad ghosts.
01:51Patricia Morrison, especially from Sister Mercy, I love her.
01:54Betty Page, I love Betty Page and the horror pinup models.
01:58Surprisingly, I love cheetah print.
02:00Anything cheetah print, I have to physically withhold myself from buying when I don't have the money.
02:07Today, I'm switching my dark clothes for a rainbow look.
02:10My family loves how I dress.
02:12My dad, particularly, he always says, oh, you look so cool.
02:15The opposite of my style would be lots of color, lots of rainbows.
02:19No jewellery.
02:21A lot of very toned down makeup.
02:26No idea what's in here.
02:28I don't know what that is.
02:35What is this?
02:38Oh, they're earrings.
02:40I mean, I don't have my ears pierced.
02:41What am I supposed to do with these?
02:45What is that?
02:46Hair scrunchies.
02:48Amazing.
02:49This is the one I'm most scared for.
02:51I see a lot of pink.
02:52I just...
02:55Oh, I'm gonna vomit.
02:57Oh my god.
02:58These look like pajama pants.
03:00I'm really scared about these.
03:01These are awful.
03:02Genuinely terrible.
03:04I'm taking part in my transformation today because I want to prove a point that I'm happy how I dress now and that everyone has their own personal style.
03:11I'll take your lashes off first and I'll pop them in there.
03:22So we're getting rid of all the makeup on the skin at the moment.
03:26And we're gonna start over and just add all the color.
03:30Which I'm really excited for.
03:31I feel kind of sick.
03:35I feel like vomit.
03:37I don't know.
03:37I feel like I've got a lot on my face right now.
03:40Like stickers.
03:42I have pigtails in.
03:43So I feel like a school girl.
03:45I feel ridiculous.
03:46So how do people normally like react or treat you based on your normal style?
03:51Well, when I'm like walking down the road, I get barked at like by teenage boys a lot.
03:56Which is weird.
03:56It's very funny.
03:57We've basically almost done.
03:59It's just been trying to add more and more.
04:04Make it really like vibrant and exciting.
04:06So I'm just like adding finishing touches now.
04:10Okay, makeup is done.
04:11So now it's time for you to get changed.
04:13Okay.
04:15I'm genuinely terrified.
04:16I'm very nervous.
04:18Yeah.
04:18I've just, it's these trousers.
04:20I mean, I'm looking at these trousers from my eye line and I'm hating them already.
04:24I think it's fun.
04:25I know it's not your style, but I think it's a little bit different.
04:29And an experiment and a bit of fun.
04:31So yeah, I'm interested to see how you think of it as well.
04:39I'm actually going to vomit.
04:44I hate these trousers.
04:45These trousers are disgusting.
04:47That's not me.
04:48I mean, the hair's cute.
04:49I don't, I don't hate the hair.
04:51I hate these, but the gems are cute.
04:54Let me see the makeup.
04:56I mean, the makeup's really cute.
04:58I just, I don't, I'm not for me.
05:00I hate it.
05:02I hate it.
05:04I look like I'm about to do a circus performance.
05:06No.
05:07I want to burn these trousers.
05:08These are going straight in the bin.
05:10You're not a fan of those trousers, are you?
05:11I really hate them.
05:12I really, really hate the trousers.
05:15I feel like a cartoon character.
05:16I don't feel real.
05:17Like I'm looking in the mirror and that's not me.
05:20My dad is going to laugh at me.
05:21He's going to take pictures and he's going to blackmail me for all eternity.
05:24The way Jay looks to me is comfortable in her own skin.
05:29I haven't really seen her any colored clothes in colored clothes from about 10 or 11 years old.
05:34Oh my gosh.
05:40Help me.
05:41That's right.
05:42Help.
05:42No, that's brilliant.
05:45Look at that.
05:45What do you mean it's brilliant?
05:47I look like I'd skate all my legs.
05:50No, look, it'd be brilliant if you go out to one of my rakes with me.
05:53It's bright.
05:54How do you feel?
05:55Awful.
05:56I feel terrible.
05:57Horrible.
05:58I mean, it's look.
05:59I don't know.
06:00It's a look.
06:01I haven't seen you in so much color since you was about this big.
06:05Yeah, but I feel terrible.
06:08I feel awful and I hate it.
06:09I've not got bangs.
06:10I haven't.
06:11I don't know.
06:12Are you fine?
06:13I don't think he's brilliant.
06:15I'm from a different era, so that's my era.
06:18I don't know.
06:19How could I describe it?
06:21Just not you.
06:22I love the makeup.
06:23Yeah, the makeup's fine.
06:23I think the eye makeup's brilliant and the material and stuff.
06:26The sticks, I like them.
06:27Yeah, they're brilliant.
06:28It feels strange seeing her in so much color.
06:30It does look strange.
06:32I knew he'd go as red as a lobster and start laughing.
06:35I mean, look, he's laughing at me.
06:38If this makes it on Facebook, I actually will move out.
06:40Is there any part that you'll see you in again?
06:42No.
06:44No.
06:44None of it.
06:46None of it.
06:47I'm going upstairs and I'm taking these stickers off my face.
06:49First of all, I'm going to run upstairs.
06:52I'm running.
06:53I hate it.
06:55I don't like wearing pink.
06:56I hate these trousers.
06:58I'm going to say it for the hundred millionth time.
07:00I want to burn them.
07:01I'm happy dressing who I am now.
07:02And, like, I really don't care that people are like,
07:05oh, you should wear more color.
07:06I don't want to.
