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00:00It was nice falling asleep next to you.
00:12Yeah, same.
00:15Somehow it felt normal.
00:18Not weird at all.
00:21I have no problem getting physical with him.
00:23It's really nice.
00:24It felt familiar and intimate.
00:28Wow.
00:30I didn't expect us to be so touchy
00:33and that I'd allow myself to feel this intensely so fast.
00:36Yeah, me neither.
00:38But I think it can stay like that.
00:49Do you think it's weird to shower in front of me after just one night?
00:52I'm just chilling here.
00:53So far it isn't.
00:54What do you mean?
00:55I mean, as long as you don't feel weird about it.
00:58No, I'd look fine.
01:00Not bad to look at.
01:01Didn't bother me.
01:03I consider myself pretty.
01:05I don't have a problem with myself.
01:07But I have a lot of spots that aren't exactly perfect.
01:10I've got cellulite and all that.
01:12It's all part of who I am, but it makes me feel insecure because it's not the classic beauty standard.
01:17You look good.
01:34How did you sleep?
01:36Pretty good.
01:38Were you scared I'd left?
01:39Like, where did he go?
01:40For a short time, that's why I woke up a bunch of times, not just because of the mosquitoes, but to check on you.
01:49It's great he gets to know me the way I really am.
01:52With all my fears, I'm really opening up to him emotionally.
01:56And the fact that I'm okay being vulnerable is already proof that I trust him.
02:05And eventually he could fully embrace the role of protector at some point.
02:12Yeah.
02:12Who knows when it'll feel like overkill and we start getting on each other's nerves?
02:16Now you're getting on my nerves.
02:18Right.
02:18Now it's over.
02:20Fortunately, we're not there yet.
02:22We're still haven't heard your stomach growl.
02:37He's just running a little late.
02:39Does he have performance anxiety too?
02:42You did not just say that.
02:47Okay, sorry.
02:52That was brutal.
02:57Oh my god, sorry.
02:59In the pods, I was always looking for a guy that would give me a sense of security.
03:05And that's what I feel with Jan.
03:07But the physical part of a couple is still missing.
03:11You're lying in the middle of the bed right now.
03:14Do you realize you just used a genitive case properly in that sentence?
03:17No.
03:18Wow.
03:19Wow.
03:20Wow.
03:21Great way to start the day.
03:23When a woman uses proper grammar, it's a major turn-on.
03:27Really.
03:28It's awesome.
03:29A genitive in the morning makes me happy.
03:32It's true.
03:33This day couldn't have started any better.
03:35It wouldn't have been a big deal if she didn't use the correct grammar.
03:41But I have to admit, it's a pet peeve of mine.
03:44Like on a dating app.
03:46When a woman confuses T-H-E-I-R and T-H-E-R-E, it drives me nuts.
03:51You won't show this, right?
03:52Please, this is so...
03:54...cringe.
03:55Okay, I'm back.
04:06Time to shower.
04:07We can shower together.
04:08It'll save water.
04:16Everyone has expectations and preconceived ideas.
04:19Me, my heart tells me I can't move as fast as her.
04:23I feel like she's already a few steps ahead.
04:25We're in the shower together, and it doesn't faze him one bit.
04:39Not at all.
04:41He doesn't even look at me.
04:44If it doesn't feel right, I can't force the physical stuff.
04:47Even though I know that's what she wants.
04:49That's why I'm holding her back.
04:55I haven't been with a lot of guys, but this doesn't feel right.
05:01Big guy needs to eat.
05:03Mmm.
05:04You've earned it.
05:12I'm really looking forward to seeing the other couples.
05:21Yeah, we definitely need to catch up with them.
05:24Yeah.
05:24See how things are going.
05:33Now that we have time to slow down,
05:36I notice all these thoughts coming up.
05:39And the old Wendy starts knocking and says,
05:41Hey, be careful.
05:42This could go sideways.
05:45I just hope I don't allow the negative thoughts to take over.
05:50Let's see if the clouds clear.
05:51You know what's crazy?
06:07I can just be myself, and you like me as I am, which is amazing.
06:11Yeah, I really do.
06:16I'm so grateful that I was able to open up to you so quickly here, and that I'm not scared at all.
06:23Because that's not typical for me, you know?
06:25I mean, between us, I know that I'm probably the one who tends to overthink more, but I think you can tell that I'm getting further away from that a bit more every day.
06:38When everything is going so well, there's this fear that you might lose it eventually.
06:45Yeah, but I'm still all the time, like, yeah, this is all too good to be true.
06:50Something's going to happen, but I mean, we've definitely exposed ourselves to each other.
06:54Figuratively and literally.
07:03Yeah.
07:04Look, these are all for you, babe.
07:14This is nice.
07:15It's really nice.
07:16This is really lovely.
07:18I could sit here for an hour.
07:19Yeah.
07:20Yeah.
07:24You have such kissable lips.
07:34What would you say you most want to do here?
07:37Have you ever been kayaking?
07:39There are these tandem kayaks where we can both sit.
07:44You really have to move in sync, you know, left, right at the same time.
07:50Because if one person paddles in the opposite direction, then you just spin in circles.
07:54So it's really important that you work as a team.
07:57Both at the same pace.
07:58One.
08:00Two.
08:02Let's do it again.
08:03Harder.
08:05We need to go a little faster.
08:07We've got this.
08:08Together.
08:08Right side.
08:09Right side.
08:10Right side.
08:10Right?
08:11Left?
08:12No, no, no, no, no.
08:14We both need to go right like this.
08:16We just have to find our pace.
08:18Together.
08:19Together.
08:20Yes, more to the right.
08:21Right.
08:22Left.
08:23Right.
08:25Left.
08:25You're good at giving instructions.
08:27Yes.
08:29Left.
08:31Right.
08:31Yes, a little.
08:32No, we're off again.
08:33No, that's not good.
08:36We're not in sync.
08:38This is really hard.
08:38I still feel safe with Jan.
08:46I think everyone does things at their own pace.
08:49Everyone needs their own time.
08:50Because I always like to say, love is a choice.
08:54And that takes time.
08:55What's up?
09:02Making new friends?
09:03Apparently not.
09:04Apparently not.
09:05They run away faster than you run away from me.
09:06It's beautiful.
09:20Isn't it?
09:21Yeah.
09:22Now imagine doing this with even more gear.
09:25And for 20 miles.
09:26Why do you have to spoil it?
09:28Can we not just do this for a minute?
09:30I meant to say that it could be even more beautiful.
09:32I have hobbies and I want to share them with Josie because I want to show her my world.
09:37I want to see hers too, but I also want to show her who I am and what I do.
09:41I think I went on three big hikes in one year.
09:44Define big.
09:46Like hiking for several days.
09:48No, I mean...
09:48Don't worry, I won't make you do that.
09:50Good.
09:51If we do it, it'll be more reasonable.
09:54I'm down for a one-day hike.
09:55That's great.
09:57I was thinking a two-day hike.
09:59Great.
10:00Awesome.
10:00Can't think of anything better.
10:05Which of my character traits scares you the most?
10:08What's most likely to be a problem?
10:11Since we're so different and we have different needs and hobbies and stuff,
10:17I imagine that if I ever need some space, so to speak,
10:22that's what I'm worried about.
10:25That I might hurt your feelings.
10:27That's funny.
10:28My main fear is almost the same.
10:29That I won't notice when you need space and I'll be too much in your face.
10:34Or I'll pick up on it too late and you're already stressed out.
10:40I guess we'll just have to be honest about it.
10:42Yes.
10:42But it's good we have the same fear.
10:44And be attentive.
10:44Because if I'm afraid of hurting you and you're afraid of hurting me,
10:48then it shouldn't happen.
10:50I'm excited, actually.
11:01Yeah, we get to see the others.
11:03Yeah.
11:06Today we're seeing the other couples.
11:08I'm curious to find out how they're all doing.
11:11Can't wait to see the boys again.
11:12How do you wear this?
11:14With the black skirt.
11:16I see.
11:17And maybe a blazer over it, if it's too cold.
11:20Crazy, okay.
11:21Why crazy?
11:22Just that it's going to look great.
11:24I'm curious to see how it goes.
11:26And to find out how the first night went for the boys and if they hooked up.
11:31You're going to ask straight up, right?
11:34That's such a guy thing.
11:36Probably not.
11:37I'm curious, though.
11:38I bet one of them.
11:39You can ask.
11:40No.
11:40But you can't say anything yourself.
11:43Yeah, no.
11:43It's like, I mean...
11:44You can't say anything.
11:50It's going to be awesome.
11:52To see the others again just laughing with the whole gang.
11:55Find out how everyone's doing.
11:57They're happy.
11:58I'm happy.
11:58I definitely want what's best for the guys.
12:02And the girls.
12:03It would suck if there was tension during the first get-together.
12:07It would be totally awkward.
12:09It's not really what I want.
12:13I don't even know.
12:15If there was a reveal that turned out to be disappointing.
12:19But in that case, they wouldn't even be here.
12:21That's true.
12:23I think we match really well.
12:25Totally.
12:26Really well.
12:27Yeah.
12:27Like real partners.
12:28Wide as innocence.
12:30Well, it's true.
12:31Yeah, definitely.
12:34Ready?
12:35You look great.
12:35So do you.
12:39I'm eager to hear what they have to say about the first few days.
12:45Yeah.
12:46If everyone's getting along as well as we are.
12:48Yeah.
12:48You look good.
12:51But does it totally work or just look good?
12:55It totally works and looks good.
12:57Okay.
12:58I can work with that.
13:02I'm done.
13:04Great.
13:04There's one couple I'm particularly curious about and that's Luan and Jan.
13:30Jan is like my little brother here and he shared a lot with me.
13:35Check this out.
13:37I wouldn't mind that kind of welcome every day.
13:38Nice.
13:39Yeah.
13:39I want to see what they look like together.
13:45Wow.
13:46Hello.
13:47Hello.
13:48Hello.
13:49Hello to you too.
13:51Hi, I'm Jessie.
13:53Hi.
13:55And?
13:56How's it going?
13:56You're glowing.
13:58Oh my God.
13:59You too.
14:01It's wild to see all of your faces.
14:03Yeah.
14:04Yeah.
14:05You two are a great match.
14:07Yeah.
14:08And you go together really well.
14:09Really.
14:10We know.
14:11Yeah, seriously.
14:12We go well together.
14:15It's a little, uh...
14:17Yeah, it's a little weird.
14:18Surreal sometimes.
14:19Yeah, it is.
14:20Yeah, a match both in terms of personality and looks.
14:22I already knew the first part after everything Consti told me, but it also matches visually.
14:28Yeah, we're both pretty happy, right?
14:30It's alright.
14:32It's bearable.
14:34Yeah, just about.
14:36Yeah, yeah, yeah.
14:38Are you happy?
14:39Very.
14:40Yeah, that's great.
14:41And you?
14:43Mmm.
14:45Yes.
14:46I don't know, it's very new.
14:48I'm journaling a lot.
14:50Organizing my thoughts.
14:53It's...
14:54I'd love to get my hands on that journal someday.
15:00Hey.
15:02Hey!
15:02Come here.
15:09It feels really nice.
15:11It's interesting to see the other couples interact.
15:13To see how far along they are and how touchy they are.
15:16Oh, my God!
15:23Oh, my goodness!
15:25Hi, I'm Constantine.
15:27Hi, Consti.
15:28I've heard so much about you.
15:29Yeah.
15:30Hi, sister.
15:30All good.
15:31All good.
15:32How are you?
15:32Yeah, all good.
15:33Where my boys at?
15:36What's up, brother?
15:38All good?
15:39Oh, dude.
15:40Oh, baby.
15:41Oh, baby.
15:42Oh, baby.
15:43I don't know.
15:45With the girls, I can open up.
15:49That's why I'm really glad to have them here.
15:51Yes, it's definitely needed right now.
15:54All good?
15:55Yeah, you?
15:57Yeah, it's so nice here.
15:58The view is sick.
15:59The pool?
15:59For sure.
16:01Yeah, that's how you're doing, and you're like, yeah, the pool is awesome.
16:04Sick view.
16:05The pool is my home.
16:07The woman, not so much.
16:10This is fun.
16:12He's got his Consti back now.
16:16What?
16:17You've got your Consti now.
16:19I just needed to hug.
16:20Show some love.
16:21You've got your Consti.
16:22And we have all of you.
16:24Yeah, yeah.
16:33Hello.
16:33I'm looking forward to seeing everyone.
16:36If they're happy, and if so, how happy.
16:39Are you good?
16:40Yeah, real good.
16:41Yeah, you look happy.
16:42You all do, too.
16:45Oh.
16:47Oh, my heart.
16:49Oh.
16:52Here's to what's all.
16:54Here's to what's all.
16:56Here's to what's all.
16:58Here's to what's all.
17:00Here's to what's all.
17:02Gun is like a 10.
17:08Yeah.
17:08Really juicy.
17:09He gives me everything.
17:10He does?
17:10Everything.
17:11That's nuts.
17:12Yeah.
17:12Yeah.
17:13He literally melts when he looks at you.
17:15Sorry.
17:16That's so beautiful.
17:17That's crazy.
17:18As for you and Constantine.
17:19Yeah, it's disgusting.
17:20Cheeky.
17:20So cheeky.
17:21I saw you, too, and I was like, what is that?
17:25Gross.
17:26Yeah, it's insane.
17:27Damn.
17:28I mean, I feel like I found my soulmate.
17:31Really?
17:32Yeah.
17:32That's so cool.
17:33Someone who wants you exactly as you are.
17:36What about getting intimate?
17:37Because I'm really holding back.
17:40Not doing anything there.
17:41We got close real quick.
17:42I was surprised.
17:43We woke up, like, tangled up.
17:45It was really nice.
17:46It is.
17:48Fell asleep and woke up like that.
17:49We're behind on that.
17:51We're always cuddling, touching.
17:53Yeah, we're very reserved, too.
17:55Yeah.
17:55As if.
17:57You believed him.
18:04What a bullshit artist.
18:06You know me.
18:08We very quickly felt an attraction, and we're definitely very physical, too.
18:15It doesn't feel strange at all.
18:18Although it should, right?
18:19It should.
18:20But it's not.
18:21She's still a stranger.
18:23We've only been in person for one day.
18:25Yeah.
18:26Right?
18:26Yeah.
18:27That's it.
18:27We've only just met in person.
18:29Yet touching, feeling, smelling are the most natural things in the world.
18:33Crazy, right?
18:34Absurd.
18:34It's like it immediately felt good, you know what I mean?
18:38Not weird at all.
18:39I realize that I'm holding back a lot.
18:41I have the feeling that he can't really focus on us.
18:48Oh, my God.
18:49Yeah.
18:49Have you told him?
18:52I haven't.
18:54Because I have the feeling that I was the safe pick for him.
19:00But.
19:00You're not the safe pick.
19:02You are the pick.
19:03Yeah.
19:04Exactly.
19:05And a man should recognize that.
19:07Question is, what's making you think that?
19:10There's no us.
19:11Like, he hasn't invested any energy in us.
19:14He's just in his own head.
19:18Exactly.
19:18He doesn't have the capacity.
19:19Exactly.
19:20That's right.
19:21And it's just a shame that he's not present with me.
19:24Like, you know, we can't get to know each other on the level where you'd say you want
19:28to get married or whatever.
19:30Because he can't do that.
19:36How do you feel about her?
19:37And how does she feel about you?
19:40I don't know.
19:40Have you labeled it?
19:42No, there's no label.
19:43Is a wedding in six weeks realistic for you?
19:45Or at all?
19:47I don't know.
19:49Still a long way to go?
19:50Yeah.
19:51I mean, you're going to have to get a lot closer, you know?
19:54Yeah, I know.
19:55But at my own pace.
19:56In my own way.
19:58While still finding a compromise with her so that she feels seen.
20:03He doesn't see me.
20:05No, not at all.
20:08Like, really.
20:09Even this morning, I was like, let's take a shower together.
20:13I was chill about it because I thought he doesn't care anyway.
20:18Yeah.
20:19Nothing.
20:20Zero.
20:20Nothing?
20:21Not a zilch.
20:22Chat.
20:23Chat.
20:30Yeah.
20:31It's too bad.
20:32My partner's seeing me in such a way that I have no doubts.
20:37And I know that I'm his happiness.
20:39That's the feeling I want to invoke in him.
20:41I always have to walk in front of him because he's much taller than me.
20:50Yes.
20:50Just a little.
20:51Yes.
20:52A little?
20:52But I love the shoes.
20:53And you packed them before you met me.
20:55Yeah.
20:56Came prepared.
20:56Came prepared.
20:57Did you bring a ladder?
20:59A stepladder?
21:00I did.
21:01What's great here is that there are steps everywhere.
21:04Yeah.
21:04Little slopes.
21:04There's always an opportunity for a quick kiss.
21:08That's true.
21:09Whenever I'm near your face.
21:11We can also do that standing up.
21:13Of course.
21:13You could just knock me on my belly and I'll bend over.
21:16Knock?
21:17No, I just have to look at you.
21:18Yes, that's true.
21:19I can tell what you want from your eyes.
21:22Fine.
21:23Stand next to each other.
21:25I'm sorry.
21:26I'll go over to Luan.
21:28That was bad to say.
21:29Get a room.
21:33We just came from there.
21:36I'm like super happy because we're really vibing right now.
21:41It's so valuable to realize that you weren't fooling yourself.
21:50Yeah, it's crazy to see everyone.
21:52What do you think?
21:53Let's eat first.
21:54Then we'll see how much sticks.
21:55Somehow, I'm not surprised.
21:57But at the same time, I didn't know how the girls would look.
22:02Yeah.
22:02What do you think of the boys?
22:05First thing I checked was, does he match with his girl?
22:09And I was like, match, match.
22:11I wouldn't have said no to any of them, just look-wise.
22:14Yeah, none of them.
22:17Agreed.
22:18Yeah, and everyone looks so happy.
22:21Yeah.
22:22After the pods, which were so emotional.
22:26Yeah.
22:27When I'm confronted with the image of other couples and I see, or at least get a sense
22:37of how far along the other couples are, then I start comparing Luan and myself and I see
22:43how far we haven't gone.
22:44Oh, the sun.
22:52I just got lost in thought.
22:55When I see you and Jesse, there's a spark and it's pretty intense, right?
22:59What you're experiencing?
23:01I know what you're thinking, but that's you being in your head again.
23:05Oh, that's how it should be for me, too.
23:07Exactly.
23:08That's nonsense.
23:09Yeah, I know.
23:09Everyone's going at their own speed.
23:10I know.
23:12Luan is genuinely the woman who on paper is perfect.
23:16No, Yan is really...
23:20There's nothing wrong about him.
23:22He's just such a great person.
23:24Yeah.
23:25We're already very much in sync.
23:27Like, it's kind of creepy.
23:30The connection we have is very strong emotionally and feels very real.
23:36I'm sure this is what we both want, so I have no doubts at all.
23:41But it's not a romantic feeling yet.
23:49Look at those two.
23:51Something's bothering Yan.
23:54I don't know.
23:56I'm not sure if everything is really okay.
24:00You can tell when he's thinking when he has something on his mind.
24:04The emotions here are so intense that it could go in any direction.
24:11My gut tells me that Jesse is already a little ahead of me.
24:16But do you know why?
24:17Why?
24:18Because she switched her brain off.
24:19Here, I don't think.
24:21I just let myself feel and be guided.
24:23And that's exactly what...
24:24Yeah, I noticed that.
24:25Yeah.
24:26I still have the same issue in my head.
24:28One that you know well.
24:30Thinking, uh, I'm gonna be disappointed or whatever.
24:34Something bad's gonna happen.
24:36Blah, blah, blah.
24:37And you can't shut that out right now?
24:39No.
24:39Not 100%.
24:40I'm trying, though.
24:42I'm really trying.
24:42Yes, absolutely.
24:44Absolutely.
24:51So, you and Gunnar.
24:53Hey.
24:54I have to say, I didn't see that coming.
24:56Me neither.
24:58I'd never have put you two together.
25:02Tell me.
25:02Pressure, pressure, pressure, pressure.
25:06I really feel a lot of pressure in this place.
25:09And I'm someone who needs freedom, who needs serenity to be able to do my thing.
25:15And I'm finding it very difficult to let my guard down.
25:19Everything's happening so fast.
25:20Okay, chill.
25:21Just chill.
25:21This is all very, very, very heavy right now.
25:32You have to open up, Juby.
25:34Yeah.
25:35I have to, I have to do it.
25:37You have to untie this knot once and for all.
25:39Yeah.
25:40And you need to say what the real problem is, and that it's definitely not her.
25:45She needs that reassurance.
25:46And you can give it to her.
25:50She wants you, the person you are.
25:56I truly wish that they can make it, and that they can see each other for who they are.
26:00And that they can let themselves go with each other.
26:03Thanks again.
26:04Come here.
26:08Anytime, honey.
26:08Anytime.
26:10Because Wendy has lost her spark.
26:14And it's heartbreaking to see the light in someone you love slowly dim.
26:24How do you feel?
26:26Fine.
26:27Everything's fine.
26:28We can leave, too.
26:29Sure?
26:29All good.
26:30Yeah.
26:31You sure?
26:31I'm sure.
26:32All good.
26:33Okay.
26:33Okay.
26:44I want to get married.
26:54I've always wanted to.
26:56I want to find someone who really loves me unconditionally.
26:59But that spark, the spark you'd want from another person, I don't think I've triggered that spark
27:11in you in the way that you would have wanted.
27:13I don't want any room for doubt.
27:22I don't want to doubt and ask myself, does he find me attractive?
27:26Does he even see me?
27:27I don't think I've ever undressed in front of a man without him not noticing me at all.
27:32That was another stab.
27:34Oh, damn.
27:42For me, the problem was this expectation.
27:45It kind of overwhelmed me.
27:49I feel like I'm Jubriel, who is in a cage and trying to break free because he feels like
27:54this is all too much.
27:55We actually got to know each other on such a deep level.
27:59And if you don't love me now, I can't imagine you ever loving me.
28:08May I suggest that we sleep on it?
28:14Yeah, we can definitely sleep on it.
28:16That's a good choice.
28:17How are you?
28:26Um, how are you?
28:29You can't answer a question with a question.
28:31Yes, I can.
28:35To be honest, I don't even know where to start.
28:37Of course, I can see when you seem more pensive or whatever that something's up.
28:48And that's just hard for me because then I start making things up in my head.
28:54That might not be true, which isn't fair to you either.
28:57But I can understand that you might first seek advice from friends.
29:05But I am your partner.
29:07I want you to discuss these things with me first because I have no idea what's going on.
29:21I realize that it's not hard for me to build a connection with you.
29:28Quite the opposite.
29:29But I also can't quite grasp what those feelings are.
29:33And I was a little scared to see what the other couples would be like at this get-together.
29:41Because when I see how, for example, Consti and Jesse are with each other, it's something
29:45that affects me very deeply, like love is blind, seems to be really working for them.
29:52And this feeling that I wanted to experience, and that I had hoped to have as soon as we left the pods,
30:01with the woman I've dreamt of, I don't have that feeling yet.
30:07Obviously, I noticed this issue too, with our closeness.
30:19But I didn't give it so much thought that it made me worry.
30:22Because I, um, just think that everyone has their own pace.
30:28And of course, you have every right to say that you need a moment or whatever.
30:33It's, and I don't know, I was sure until yesterday, but I don't want to feel like you're not sure.
30:50I'm not saying this because I want to make you feel bad.
30:52But, on the contrary, I'm actually pretty confident that we'll find a solution to this.
31:01But, still, since I'm in my head as much as you are, how are we supposed to make this work?
31:08I mean, despite that, because it's not something we can force.
31:11You're right.
31:12That's not how it works, and I don't want that anyway, and neither do you.
31:16Mm-hmm.
31:16And, honestly, I don't know how we move forward so that it does work.
31:27I think this experiment is amazing.
31:57But, I'm disappointed in him, that he doesn't have the maturity he promised me.
32:05This isn't about me.
32:06It's about two people who got to know each other.
32:11And that's why I really feel bad for Wendy, and the fact that she isn't doing well, that she feels hurt.
32:17Actions speak louder than words, and Juby's words just feel like empty words to me.
32:23And they don't carry much weight anymore.
32:27I am in paradise, and I feel so lonely.
32:30Me too.
33:00After letting last night sink in a bit,
33:04well, the more time I have
33:07and the more time I've got to think about it,
33:09the more I realize, wow, I'm starting to get a little angry.
33:13Yeah, it hurts.
33:26And the way you approach this whole situation,
33:29I felt like you didn't really care.
33:32You're just thinking about yourself right now,
33:35and you want to break free
33:36because you feel trapped in a cage.
33:42But I also have to admit to myself
33:44that I can't force anything.
33:46Sometimes people meet at a time
33:48where I'm meant to find each other.
33:50Yeah, that definitely means that
34:03this ring doesn't have the meaning I hoped it would.
34:06And that I have to let it go.
34:14Yeah, I don't need this.
34:20I don't need this.
34:29Okay. I'm leaving.
34:31The spark just isn't there.
34:42There's no feeling of being in love.
34:44There's no lightness.
34:45We get along really well,
34:47but the heart?
34:48The heart didn't want to play alone.
34:50We're clearly now on the same level.
34:57All the feelings hitting me right now are negative.
35:03But at the same time, there's also a sense of relief
35:06because I know the decision we made is the right one.
35:09I was genuinely hopeful and so confident.
35:18And then to realize that it's not what I pictured,
35:22it's a big letdown.
35:24So my heart right now is not in a good place.
35:39It's not in a good place.
35:44This experiment is designed to build connections
35:48between two people,
35:49but it's also a rich journey of self-discovery.
35:52If I could choose, I would definitely let go
35:55of the perfectionism that I strive for
35:58because she and I both share the same wish,
36:01that there's a marriage at the end of this experiment
36:04and one that is chosen out of love.
36:09I shouldn't let my life be guided by fears
36:20because I can see how much he appreciates me as a person
36:25and I appreciate him so much too.
36:27And I believe we'll never lose that.
36:30And that's a solid foundation for a healthy relationship.
36:39The sound of the waves is so awesome.
36:48Enjoying some time together?
36:50A little romance?
36:52That's exactly what I want.
36:53It's like, yeah.
36:55I would say it's too perfect somehow.
36:58That was really nice.
37:01I think Andy would tell me if something was bothering him
37:04or if something wasn't right.
37:06I can't imagine it any other way
37:08unless he's really a good actor.
37:10But it wouldn't be the first time in my life
37:14that I turn out to be wrong,
37:16just because it feels like everything fits.
37:19I'm so happy to be here.
37:22This is a moment that could last forever.
37:29Yeah, it's interesting.
37:31Sometimes I catch myself having thoughts with a clear head,
37:35which makes me feel uncertain about the whole thing
37:40because there aren't many weeks left before the wedding.
37:43and that kind of puts pressure on me.
37:59All right.
38:01Yeah.
38:02Just seeing your shoes.
38:04I think we're in serious trouble.
38:06Put that thing away.
38:08I mean...
38:10This is how you go running?
38:12In between puffs?
38:13Yeah.
38:14Every now and then.
38:15I can do one sprint.
38:17Come on, let's go.
38:29I've rarely seen such an athletic woman.
38:32Yeah, look.
38:33And with your bag?
38:36So perfect.
38:37Yeah.
38:41But seriously, it's okay, right?
38:42Yeah, absolutely.
38:43It's fun.
38:44I mean, look.
38:45This is so much fun.
38:46Exercise is my life.
38:48Yeah.
38:49Amazing.
38:51Eventually, you'll really enjoy it.
38:52Come on.
38:53Come on.
38:55Come on.
39:00Keep going.
39:01Keep going.
39:02Let's go.
39:03Let's go.
39:04Come on.
39:05Hands up. Yeah.
39:06And keep going.
39:10So in the past,
39:12I would never have done that for a man.
39:15I was dating.
39:16I was more selfish then.
39:17I did my own thing.
39:19But now it all feels so good.
39:21And it's just so much fun to do it,
39:23because I know it'll make him very happy.
39:27Come on, come on.
39:28Come on, come on, come on.
39:30The fact that Jessie is going running with me is proof that she wants me to be happy.
39:38She's meeting me halfway.
39:39Relationship is about compromise.
39:41She's going to do all the work that is successful.
39:42Getting around with me, her family is having fun.
39:43I'm still having fun.
39:44I'm still having fun.
39:47These are great.
39:48Every morning from now on.
39:49Every morning.
39:51Now you have some room again?
39:54Now you have some room again?
39:58Yes, I have some room now.
40:00Now you can smoke again.
40:01My lungs are working again.
40:10Really insane.
40:24We're heading to the party as a strong couple.
40:30And there's a certain lightness.
40:32We can observe, chat, be there for the others.
40:34I'm curious to see how everyone's doing.
40:39Here's to the calm before the storm.
40:43I brought some love with me.
40:50I know Jurel and Jan were still thinking things through.
40:53And we're a little unsure.
40:58But I really hope from the bottom of my heart
41:02that they got closer to their mates
41:04and had meaningful talks.
41:09Today I intend to radiate lightness,
41:12to feel lightness,
41:13and just take everything as it comes.
41:15Girl, you look so good.
41:24Here's when I say cheers.
41:26It's great to see you all.
41:27Cheers.
41:32Anyone heard from Wendy?
41:34Wendy?
41:35I haven't seen them yet.
41:36No.
41:37Me neither.
41:37Yeah, that'd be really sad.
41:42Yeah, it would be very sad.
41:44Especially not getting to see her again.
41:45But not a huge surprise either.
41:47Yeah, from the vibes we got, not really.
41:51I just really wanted it
41:53and hoped for it.
41:54How are you feeling?
41:57Not so good.
42:01I think Wendy will be fine.
42:04I really do.
42:06Okay.
42:07If they are too caught up in their heads,
42:09it's best for both of them
42:10to fix themselves first
42:12and re-evaluate things later.
42:14How are you?
42:20Good.
42:21When I see the two of you,
42:23I get a different feeling today
42:24than I did at the first get-together.
42:30I don't want to give up
42:31because I don't want to not have tried.
42:34I want to live this experiment to the fullest.
42:38And I promised myself to take the pressure off
42:40and just see day by day how
42:43her feelings change,
42:45how my feelings change,
42:47and whether we can
42:47end up together romantically.
42:53But how is it when you're
42:54lying next to each other in bed?
43:03It's pretty awkward for her and for me.
43:09The real question is
43:10how long does it make sense to keep going?
43:13I have no idea.
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