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00:00:00So, yeah.
00:00:30Only if you want.
00:00:40It's all good.
00:00:41Oh, oops.
00:00:47He's extremely insecure, and that's one of my biggest fears, being someone who can't
00:00:52be strong and confident.
00:00:53I don't understand why you joined us.
00:01:00I was getting a drink, and then it just kind of happened.
00:01:04I trust you entirely.
00:01:06I'm not jealous.
00:01:07Really.
00:01:08I'm not jealous.
00:01:15His timing sucked.
00:01:31He didn't have to come join us.
00:01:34I'm going to need some water.
00:01:36It made me feel a little uncomfortable.
00:01:41To be honest, I'm disappointed because I would have never done that to him.
00:01:53I'm feeling actually quite relaxed about the prospect of seeing Jubriel again.
00:01:58But if he dares to come up and talk to me, then he'd better brace for a fight.
00:02:02Will you be my wife?
00:02:03Yes, I will.
00:02:07He sees me without having seen me.
00:02:09Do you catch feelings fast?
00:02:11Yeah, I'm a lover girl.
00:02:13I'm the opposite.
00:02:18He won't even look at me.
00:02:20If it doesn't feel right, I can't force the physical stuff, even though I know that's what
00:02:24she wants.
00:02:25I feel like I'm Jubriel, who is in a cage and trying to break free because he feels like
00:02:30this is all too much.
00:02:33I don't need this.
00:02:39Look!
00:02:39How are you, girl?
00:02:54Hello?
00:02:56Wendy!
00:03:00Time to confess.
00:03:02Unfortunately, you have to tell us everything.
00:03:04Yeah, sorry.
00:03:07No, I'm fine.
00:03:08I get lots of love and support.
00:03:10Everything I need.
00:03:11Tell us what happened.
00:03:12You just disappeared.
00:03:13Yeah.
00:03:14Yeah, you did.
00:03:14Can I listen?
00:03:15Sure.
00:03:16Cool.
00:03:16We had a talk that night, and he said the experiment was way more overwhelming than
00:03:22he'd expected.
00:03:23I can't even tell you if he thought I was ugly as hell or whatever.
00:03:27He never said anything.
00:03:28He just stayed superficial and kept repeating, I can't handle this.
00:03:32It's not you.
00:03:33I just can't do this right now.
00:03:35What the heck?
00:03:36I was like, what?
00:03:37In the pause, we were like soulmates.
00:03:39I was like, what happened?
00:03:40But he never explained.
00:03:42What a load of crap.
00:03:43That's not okay.
00:03:44He was like, I'm not ready for this, but we can see each other again outside.
00:03:48And then he never reached out.
00:03:49Excuse me?
00:03:50Nada?
00:03:51Didn't contact me once.
00:03:53Didn't try to see me.
00:03:53Nothing.
00:03:54I meant nothing to him, literally.
00:03:57Nothing.
00:03:59What the hell?
00:04:02He totally ghosted me.
00:04:02What is wrong with him?
00:04:04I mean, yeah.
00:04:05It's a lot.
00:04:06I get that, sure.
00:04:07But the issue was never a lack of feelings between you two or whatever.
00:04:12Never.
00:04:14I'm just so angry because we talked and I told him, Jubi, she needs a man, not a boy.
00:04:19You need to show her what you're made of.
00:04:21And he was like, I definitely will.
00:04:26Wendy and I broke up in Creed, but on good terms.
00:04:29I want her.
00:04:29She's so great.
00:04:30Blah, blah, blah, blah.
00:04:31And now he's ghosting you?
00:04:35That's no bad blood.
00:04:37We're not mad at each other.
00:04:37That's why I'm excited to see her again.
00:04:43Was it all for show?
00:04:49Sheesh.
00:04:52You all look great.
00:04:54I'm shaking.
00:04:57You're okay?
00:04:59All good?
00:05:00Hi.
00:05:00Hello.
00:05:01Hello.
00:05:02Hello.
00:05:03Hello.
00:05:04You okay?
00:05:05Hey, you.
00:05:07Jubi, what do you want to drink?
00:05:10Water?
00:05:11Yeah.
00:05:13Sparkling?
00:05:14How are you?
00:05:16Nervous?
00:05:17A bit tense.
00:05:18I wonder why.
00:05:20Just a bit, but I'm fine.
00:05:23Nothing happened.
00:05:29How have you been since Creed?
00:05:31Hey.
00:05:32That was the right decision for me, and we talked about it.
00:05:35The whole thing was too overwhelming.
00:05:37It was a crazy situation.
00:05:39I always felt like I communicated openly.
00:05:44But look, you also told me straight up in Creed, it doesn't match 100%.
00:05:49Yeah.
00:05:50You said that.
00:05:52But apparently you didn't communicate that to her.
00:05:54I think that's the issue.
00:05:59But I'm telling you, you need to talk to her directly, so there's nothing left unspoken.
00:06:04Yeah.
00:06:09Better than arguing about it for 10 years.
00:06:14Um, you know?
00:06:16I don't mean to interrupt, but can we talk for a minute, please?
00:06:19Yeah, sure.
00:06:25Over here?
00:06:26Yeah.
00:06:27Yeah?
00:06:28It's fine.
00:06:28How are you?
00:06:36Good.
00:06:37I've been better, obviously.
00:06:38Yeah?
00:06:39And you?
00:06:40Back to my routine.
00:06:41I'm more chill.
00:06:42A lot happened.
00:06:43It was an extreme situation.
00:06:45I realized how stressed I was there, and I'm glad I had the chance to calm down.
00:06:51That's why I didn't reach out to you.
00:06:53Mm-hmm.
00:06:55I felt like we should maybe give each other space for a bit.
00:07:00Yeah.
00:07:01Jubriel, that all sounds lovely, but I deserve more than just, we'll figure it out on the
00:07:06outside.
00:07:06And then you didn't even do that.
00:07:08I wish you took the time to reflect and not just told me that you were over the experiment,
00:07:13but instead said, hey, I don't feel anything for you.
00:07:16That would have been a lot more honest than what you did.
00:07:19From where I stand, I always tried to communicate openly.
00:07:26My intentions were always genuine.
00:07:28I wanted to propose to you.
00:07:30I wanted to give it a chance and see what would happen.
00:07:33Not once did you give me the feeling that you were interested in me, or that you cared
00:07:38about me, or that you enjoyed being with me in Crete.
00:07:41Not once.
00:07:42In Crete, I realized that maybe I wasn't in it 110%.
00:07:47Yet, you didn't have the balls to tell me how you felt about me or anything.
00:07:51I did.
00:07:52No, you didn't.
00:07:52I did.
00:07:53I had to guess and read between the lines.
00:07:55I think that was mean and unnecessary.
00:07:59I was an extra in your movie.
00:08:01I don't agree with that either.
00:08:03Well, I was.
00:08:04I could have been any woman.
00:08:06Wendy, do me a favor.
00:08:06And not reaching out afterwards, not getting in touch, all good.
00:08:10The fact that you never contacted me just confirmed everything for me.
00:08:14No, it didn't.
00:08:15Oh, okay, Wendy.
00:08:16Thank you for that.
00:08:18Thank you for the chat and...
00:08:19Yeah.
00:08:20And your honesty.
00:08:21Thank you, too.
00:08:22I'm good.
00:08:23Great.
00:08:31Nonsense.
00:08:32This is so ridiculous.
00:08:33So fake.
00:08:33Give me a break.
00:08:35It's nonsense.
00:08:36He only cares about his image.
00:08:38Such bullshit.
00:08:39The worst part is that he's holding on so hard to a totally different version of our whole story.
00:08:48I did the work, read between the lines and said, fine, if you don't see me, then we don't have to keep doing this shit.
00:08:54Simple as that.
00:08:55He was spineless, that's all.
00:08:56She totally twisted the conversation.
00:08:59I can tell that was her intention.
00:09:01She wanted to come here and say, that guy didn't keep his word.
00:09:05She just wanted to act like I'm the country's biggest asshole because I didn't live up to her expectations.
00:09:12Obviously, I also have my ego, my pride, and I know that I'm a good person and that I've been honest from the start.
00:09:17So I know I did nothing wrong.
00:09:19That went south real fast.
00:09:21Yeah.
00:09:22What happened?
00:09:23You do you and keep telling yourself these stories, but I know my truth.
00:09:27And it was so obvious that you didn't like me and that you didn't know how to tell me.
00:09:32And it's okay.
00:09:34But can you just completely let it go now?
00:09:36Yeah, I can absolutely let go.
00:09:37Look, we all know her.
00:09:39She deserves someone better than that.
00:09:41Yeah, I'm done.
00:09:42Done.
00:09:43For good.
00:09:45I imagined Jubrielle as my husband, so it's a big letdown.
00:09:48It's okay.
00:09:49I'm fine.
00:09:50I'm over it.
00:09:51And I just want to move on and hold on to the good parts.
00:09:55Was it wasted?
00:10:03Was it wasted?
00:10:10Was it wasted?
00:10:18It came off as though you didn't like me talking to Dustin, yet I told you I wanted to talk to him.
00:10:40Yeah.
00:10:40And what makes you think I wasn't okay with it?
00:10:45Because you decided to join us.
00:10:51Well, my gut instinct was to lighten things up a bit, that maybe the three of us could talk.
00:10:57I wasn't trying to crash your talk.
00:10:58Well, you came across as being insecure.
00:11:06I would have liked to end the conversation on my own terms, instead of you coming over or constantly turning to stare at us.
00:11:13Yeah, right as I did that, I thought to myself, okay, maybe this isn't…
00:11:17It felt like you were marking your territory.
00:11:19No, that wasn't my intention.
00:11:21I don't need to do that.
00:11:22But the moment I did it, I realized it might come across that way, and I thought, okay, maybe that wasn't so smart.
00:11:28It made me feel really uncomfortable.
00:11:33I don't want a man by my side who's insecure.
00:11:39Your behavior was really not cool.
00:11:41And honestly, it was a really unattractive move.
00:11:44When I talked to him about it, he was defensive and nervous, and to me, those are signs that he's insecure.
00:11:57I see insecurity in general as a weakness.
00:12:06I think it's a shame that you doubt my confidence because of what happened.
00:12:10I mean, maybe you're the one who's insecure.
00:12:14So now you think it's my problem.
00:12:16No, it's not a problem.
00:12:18That's what you just said.
00:12:19It's a matter of perception.
00:12:20Yeah, but you say it's my fault.
00:12:22No, I don't.
00:12:23And my perception.
00:12:24I'm just telling you how I feel and how you feel.
00:12:26It's not a problem or a mistake or wrong.
00:12:33It scares me because it's another setback.
00:12:36I'm afraid we'll get into another fight and end up in the same situation again.
00:12:40And if we make up, we'll be back on a high.
00:12:45And that's the kind of toxic roller coaster that I want to avoid.
00:12:48I'm worried he might not be the right one after all.
00:12:57We're off to Mallorca.
00:13:11I'm looking forward to finally meeting Consti's family.
00:13:21I'm extremely nervous.
00:13:23Nice, isn't it?
00:13:41Really nice.
00:13:43I'm nervous.
00:13:45Me too.
00:13:45To meet my second home.
00:13:49Yeah.
00:13:50Yeah.
00:13:50Should be interesting.
00:13:55Pretty.
00:13:56Right?
00:13:57Home sweet home.
00:14:00Oh, yeah.
00:14:01My apartment here in Palma is my sanctuary.
00:14:05Ooh.
00:14:06And my apartment is now our apartment.
00:14:10So it's important that she feels comfortable here, too.
00:14:13Welcome to Casa Stryfling.
00:14:21I love you more.
00:14:25What's so funny?
00:14:28You can keep your shoes on.
00:14:29Oh, no.
00:14:30Shoes stay on at my place.
00:14:31Once I live here, they'll always be taken off.
00:14:34Nice kitchen.
00:14:35Yeah, great place to cook.
00:14:37And clean, too, even though I wasn't here.
00:14:39Well, it's all right.
00:14:42I mean.
00:14:44Come on.
00:14:46Could be cleaner.
00:14:48I'll take a closer look at the place.
00:14:52Yeah, sure.
00:14:53Take a closer look.
00:14:54Maybe not that close.
00:14:57Hello.
00:14:58I know.
00:14:59Nobody's been here.
00:15:01Let me take a look around.
00:15:03This should be cleaned.
00:15:04Yeah.
00:15:07Hallelujah.
00:15:07I didn't tidy up all the drawers.
00:15:10Are you going to check every drawer?
00:15:13So, enough with the drawers.
00:15:15The trash will be my job anyway.
00:15:17Dishwasher.
00:15:18I have everything.
00:15:19I kind of knew she'd look into every little corner
00:15:22because she's more obsessed with cleanliness
00:15:28than what may be considered normal.
00:15:30So, moving on, here's the guest room and, of course, my closet.
00:15:42Oh.
00:15:47It's nice, but it must get really hot in here without air conditioning, right?
00:15:52That's why?
00:15:53There's air conditioning.
00:15:54Very nice.
00:15:56Cool.
00:15:58You...
00:15:58Wow, your enthusiasm is so...
00:16:01I'm getting goosebumps.
00:16:04Keep going.
00:16:04Hey.
00:16:05I have to admit, I was hoping she'd be more excited.
00:16:08Personally, as a neat freak,
00:16:12I wasn't entirely won over by the cleanliness of the place, but...
00:16:16Yeah, but may I say something?
00:16:18We'll work on it.
00:16:19You have very high standards
00:16:20because the place always looks like this.
00:16:22And I'd say for a guy's place,
00:16:24Yeah, I've seen worse.
00:16:26You've seen worse?
00:16:27You could eat off the floor here.
00:16:28No.
00:16:29No way.
00:16:30I see crumbs everywhere.
00:16:31But you do realize that this is the first time we've come here
00:16:35and that no one's been here for five weeks, right?
00:16:37Sure, but then I wonder who's been dropping crumbs
00:16:40during those five weeks.
00:16:43Whoa.
00:16:45Whoa.
00:16:48I find it absolutely outrageous
00:16:49that Jesse thinks the apartment isn't clean enough.
00:16:56I've never had any complaints before.
00:16:58No complaints is praise enough.
00:17:02Yeah, but do you actually think it's nice here?
00:17:05Do you feel comfortable?
00:17:05Yeah, it's nice.
00:17:08So can you see yourself spending time here?
00:17:11I really can't tell with you.
00:17:13You're hard to read.
00:17:15Yeah, sure, I can see myself spending time here.
00:17:18It's lovely.
00:17:21Well, we'll have to see, right?
00:17:25How this works and how she likes it here.
00:17:28On the island, must.
00:17:31You make me ready
00:17:34When your hands hold me
00:17:40This one's vegan.
00:17:43You're welcome.
00:17:47You make me...
00:17:49I have to be rude for a sec.
00:17:55It's my mom.
00:17:55I'll keep it short.
00:17:57Be right back.
00:17:58Yep.
00:18:03Gunnar keeps in touch with his family
00:18:05differently than I do.
00:18:07I guess, for me, that's kind of...
00:18:10It's just unusual.
00:18:14Yeah, let's do that.
00:18:17Bye now.
00:18:18I guess everyone wants that.
00:18:21It's just weird when you don't have it.
00:18:28Do you always talk to them so often?
00:18:30Because since we got our phones back,
00:18:32it's been every day.
00:18:34Yeah, when I go grocery shopping, for instance,
00:18:36I use that time to call people.
00:18:39So you can't be alone for two minutes?
00:18:41I can, if I have to.
00:18:44I'm pretty good at being on my own.
00:18:50Does it bother you?
00:18:53I'm not used to it, but...
00:18:57Personally, if I told someone about my every move,
00:19:00I'd find that quite boring.
00:19:03And I don't really care for it myself.
00:19:11Obviously, I'm worried that he'll expect that from me.
00:19:14And I don't know if I can do that.
00:19:16That's not who I am.
00:19:17I don't communicate as much.
00:19:21It'll be interesting when our two worlds come together.
00:19:25When my mother calls us, not just me.
00:19:28When you get to listen in.
00:19:31Get to listen in?
00:19:32I phrased it like that on purpose.
00:19:40I get that it might be hard for her sometimes.
00:19:43But I will keep having contact with my family
00:19:45the way that I need to and the way they need to.
00:19:48We'll see how she deals with it.
00:20:02I'm super nervous right now because I want to make a good first impression.
00:20:22And, you know.
00:20:24Woo-hoo!
00:20:26Woo-hoo!
00:20:28Yeah.
00:20:29Hi.
00:20:30Hi.
00:20:32Yeah?
00:20:36Hi.
00:20:38Hi.
00:20:39Nice to meet you.
00:20:40You two.
00:20:41You two.
00:20:43Come here.
00:20:46Sorry.
00:20:47Let me take a look at you.
00:20:49Take a look at us.
00:20:50See if we fit together.
00:20:52You guys are so cute.
00:20:56Oh, God.
00:20:57It's nice to have you here on the island.
00:21:02We're happy to be here.
00:21:06Yummy.
00:21:07I've made a few pies.
00:21:08You did this all yourself?
00:21:09Of course.
00:21:10Yes, I did.
00:21:11Then I have some lamb here, which I'll put in the oven now.
00:21:14Oh, look at that.
00:21:16We like cheese, don't we?
00:21:17Yes, we like cheese a lot, actually.
00:21:20Oh, yeah.
00:21:22And then there's some lamb.
00:21:24Exactly.
00:21:24We have to pop that in the oven, and then we can actually bring everything outside and relax.
00:21:31Relaxing sounds good.
00:21:32And chat.
00:21:33Yes, that sounds great.
00:21:34Sounds great.
00:21:36What should we do?
00:21:37I have a suggestion.
00:21:38I'll set the table.
00:21:40What do you think?
00:21:41That's right.
00:21:42Good idea.
00:21:43And the women stay in the kitchen.
00:21:44Yes, women in the kitchen.
00:21:46Just how I like it.
00:21:47I shouldn't be here, then.
00:21:48That's right.
00:21:49The best case would be if my mother came to me after an hour and said,
00:21:53Wow, Constantine, she's the one.
00:21:55I get it.
00:21:56Amazing.
00:21:56You have my blessing.
00:21:58But do you also feel like Constantine is happy?
00:22:02Right from the start.
00:22:03Yes.
00:22:04It felt familiar.
00:22:05You know what I mean?
00:22:06Yes.
00:22:07And that's how it still feels.
00:22:09There's this ease with which we handle everything.
00:22:13Even if we snap at each other from time to time, it's still light.
00:22:17It's not difficult or exhausting.
00:22:19It's just easy.
00:22:20It's been lovely.
00:22:21That's good to hear.
00:22:23Is it?
00:22:25I'm happy for you.
00:22:27I'm very happy, too.
00:22:29I couldn't be happier.
00:22:31You have a really, really, really great son.
00:22:35I've never met such a beautiful person like him.
00:22:37Thank you for bringing him into the world.
00:22:42You're welcome.
00:22:43Yeah.
00:22:48The family's pretty big now, right?
00:22:50Yes, it is.
00:22:52I already feel at home here.
00:22:54Then welcome to our family.
00:22:56Thank you so much.
00:22:57Oh, God, help.
00:23:01I'm a nervous wreck.
00:23:02Seriously.
00:23:03Makes sense.
00:23:04But you just made me feel so good.
00:23:06That's so nice.
00:23:07I feel the same.
00:23:09Really?
00:23:12That's awesome.
00:23:13I have a very good feeling, and I think this could be true love.
00:23:21Look at this.
00:23:23Look who's coming.
00:23:24Here comes the rest of the gang.
00:23:27Hello.
00:23:29Dad.
00:23:29I'll just hide behind the curtain for a sec.
00:23:33All good?
00:23:34All good.
00:23:35Long time no see.
00:23:37I brought some more?
00:23:37Yeah, perfect.
00:23:39We're gonna need a drink.
00:23:41Come here.
00:23:42Hello.
00:23:43Hi.
00:23:44Hi, I'm Jesse.
00:23:45You're Jesse.
00:23:46I'm the dad.
00:23:47Nice to meet you.
00:23:50Brilliant.
00:23:51Nice to meet you, all of you.
00:23:53That's great.
00:23:54Hi, Elias.
00:23:55Hi, I'm Jesse.
00:23:56Nice to meet you.
00:23:57Nice to meet you, too.
00:23:58It's really exciting.
00:24:00I'm Jesse.
00:24:00Nice to meet you, Jesse.
00:24:02Nice to meet you, too.
00:24:03You're Leander, right?
00:24:05Wow, look at that.
00:24:07Great to meet you.
00:24:08Hello.
00:24:09Another curly girl.
00:24:11Curly girl.
00:24:11That's what I thought.
00:24:12We were trying to guess.
00:24:14Blonde, blue eyes, but Lee called it.
00:24:17She said, definitely a brunette.
00:24:18Really?
00:24:20And at first, you couldn't see each other?
00:24:25No.
00:24:25And you have to imagine.
00:24:26I can't imagine it at all.
00:24:28That you could know someone just by their voice and maybe through their stories?
00:24:33But the stories only go so far.
00:24:35We had so much in common.
00:24:37And we felt the same things at the same time.
00:24:40We started wondering, who's sitting across from me?
00:24:42I just have to say, I fell in love with a person that I'd never seen.
00:24:47And I never would have thought that this experiment would actually work.
00:24:52But you must have had a picture in your mind.
00:24:54Yeah.
00:24:54Did that match when you first met?
00:24:56Not at all.
00:24:57Tell me how you pictured me.
00:24:59Well, listen.
00:25:00Jesse.
00:25:01Jesse was like, I'm a country girl.
00:25:03I like to party.
00:25:04I love bar songs.
00:25:05I live for spring break.
00:25:07What else?
00:25:09She also said, sure, you'll get older, but I know a plastic surgeon.
00:25:13So I pictured a woman with boobs, this big, blonde, party animal.
00:25:20Completely different.
00:25:22And then this gorgeous brunette appears, wearing a classy dress.
00:25:26And I'm like, awesome.
00:25:27I had a completely different picture.
00:25:32What about you?
00:25:33I tried not to picture anything.
00:25:36Oh, come on.
00:25:36Tell us what you imagined.
00:25:39I did think you might be a little chubbier.
00:25:42Honestly.
00:25:44Nice.
00:25:46When I heard his voice, I thought, yeah, that could be a fit.
00:25:49And we just felt there was something between us.
00:25:54Especially me, I felt it right away.
00:25:56I can't even talk about it right now.
00:25:58Otherwise, I'll cry.
00:26:02Jesse lost a very important person in her life, her grandpa.
00:26:06But here's the craziest part.
00:26:07Her grandpa was a huge fan of FC Cologne.
00:26:11And at the funeral, they played the club's anthem.
00:26:14No way.
00:26:14No.
00:26:15Wow.
00:26:15And we both got goosebumps.
00:26:17I mean, how's that?
00:26:19For a connection.
00:26:23That's how it was the whole time.
00:26:25Where we found all these crazy connections.
00:26:29We're bound together.
00:26:32That's crazy.
00:26:33So my soccer team was just one of many.
00:26:35So.
00:26:38And then on, it happened every day.
00:26:41I just snotted on you.
00:26:49Wow.
00:26:53Mom, thank you so, so much for inviting us.
00:26:57It was delicious.
00:26:58It was nice to get to know you around a meal.
00:27:02Fine.
00:27:03You have my blessing.
00:27:05I've got a really good feeling about it.
00:27:07Mine too.
00:27:08What about your brothers?
00:27:10Thank you very much.
00:27:11No.
00:27:12No way.
00:27:15Just kidding.
00:27:16You have our blessing.
00:27:16We're looking forward to the wedding.
00:27:18Nice.
00:27:19To family.
00:27:20Cheers.
00:27:21And to the next family reunion.
00:27:23Exactly.
00:27:26Very soon.
00:27:27To get accepted right away, by another family, by people who are still strangers, is an incredibly
00:27:36overwhelming feeling.
00:27:39I've never felt anything like it before.
00:27:42I'm so grateful for it.
00:27:43It's really nice that Fluff is here right now.
00:28:10I was looking forward to it.
00:28:13It brings life into the apartment.
00:28:18I should probably feel happy right now.
00:28:22But there are things that make me feel very uneasy.
00:28:25Ah, I forgot how heavy this is.
00:28:29Look, Fluff.
00:28:35In the pods, everyone can be who they want to be.
00:28:39It's only later that you discover the real person.
00:28:42Whether someone's actually laid back, not jealous, and can manage their insecurities.
00:28:46I'm just wondering if he's really capable of giving me what I need in life, which is a man,
00:28:57a family man.
00:29:00Someone who's mature and knows what he wants.
00:29:03And his current behavior is showing me the exact opposite.
00:29:06It bothers me that you weren't completely authentic from the start.
00:29:14But maybe it's not even about me.
00:29:20It's only about you.
00:29:21I wonder if you're treating this as some kind of game.
00:29:30Because I don't want to be toyed with.
00:29:33His behaviors make me look for faults.
00:29:36I think that's just a defense mechanism.
00:29:38A way of finding excuses to pull the emergency brake subconsciously.
00:29:44I noticed early on that Yasmin was questioning my authenticity and how I was showing up.
00:29:58Maybe it's due to her own past experiences.
00:30:01I want to make this work because I have feelings for you.
00:30:04For me, this wedding is something that I want to look forward to.
00:30:08And I want to get back to that point where we both felt that way.
00:30:14It's hard.
00:30:17I think Andy doesn't always understand how that triggers me.
00:30:21I've really been through a lot of shit in my life when it comes to jealousy.
00:30:25And I just don't deserve that.
00:30:37Well, I'm definitely going to invite my parents.
00:30:44Writing the guest list for my own wedding reminds me how big of a step this is for me in my life.
00:30:57It's a declaration to the outside world.
00:31:00That's the moment when you leave the bubble you've been living in with your fiancée.
00:31:19How do you feel writing this guest list?
00:31:22Well, the wedding is coming up soon.
00:31:26I'm certain I want you.
00:31:31But I don't know how you feel.
00:31:34We're in our own bubble right now and we're finding out day by day
00:31:38to what extent this is something
00:31:41that's realistic for us to continue.
00:31:45And my wheels are spinning.
00:31:47Right now I'm finding it hard
00:31:53to picture it
00:31:56because I don't know if we're ready
00:31:58for this.
00:32:06Care to elaborate?
00:32:08What exactly isn't quite right in your opinion?
00:32:12Besides the fact...
00:32:13I don't know if we're ready for this.
00:32:14That's what I'm thinking.
00:32:18Would you marry me today?
00:32:22I think...
00:32:24what we're still missing before our wedding
00:32:26is physical intimacy.
00:32:29We wouldn't be talking right now if we didn't believe that we could say
00:32:32hell yes.
00:32:34That's why it's hard for me
00:32:36to answer yes or no
00:32:38because every day I'm convinced of the opposite
00:32:40that this is actually possible.
00:32:43I don't know.
00:32:51And it's really weighing on me.
00:32:52it's really weighing on me.
00:33:08I...
00:33:10I need to go.
00:33:11I can't do this.
00:33:13I can't do this.
00:33:14I can't do this.
00:33:33Come here, let's enjoy the view.
00:33:35I can't do this.
00:33:36My beloved island.
00:33:40It's my beloved island too now.
00:33:42Yes, now it's your beloved island too.
00:33:45It's just wild.
00:33:47You see back there?
00:33:50The mountains and everything?
00:33:51I do.
00:33:52Like, I look over there and it's...
00:33:53super intense.
00:33:56Super intense.
00:33:57So I think after my whole illness, the tumor and everything that happened,
00:34:04that without all this here,
00:34:08I want to be where I am today.
00:34:10It's nuts, right?
00:34:11I'm glad you got to where you are today.
00:34:16It's insane.
00:34:17I never wear my hearing aids here, yet somehow I can hear everything.
00:34:20I know it sounds absurd, but it feels like this island is healing me.
00:34:26It's... what's wrong?
00:34:28Yeah, but it's true.
00:34:29Yeah.
00:34:31It might sound weird, but...
00:34:32No, I believe you.
00:34:34It's really beautiful.
00:34:36We won't give up, Mallorca.
00:34:39That's all I wanted to hear.
00:34:41We won't.
00:34:56I love you.
00:34:59I love you too.
00:35:10Why are you only saying it now?
00:35:15I just had to get it out.
00:35:18My god, I love you too.
00:35:20I've never loved anyone as much as I love you.
00:35:30I feel it too, and for quite some time.
00:35:33Yeah.
00:35:37I felt it from the start.
00:35:46This is what I've always wanted.
00:35:48Deep, unconditional love that existed from the start
00:35:52It could finally be expressed.
00:36:06How do you feel?
00:36:22Not great.
00:36:23I can tell that something's going on with me emotionally.
00:36:32But the reason I'm so hurt right now is that I'm scared you won't get there.
00:36:36And I don't want to wait for someone who might only see me as an option, you know?
00:36:45I'm in no way judging you for not having these feelings yet.
00:36:56You can't help that.
00:36:58They develop on their own.
00:36:59I told you I wasn't sure
00:37:17whether my fear
00:37:19will continue to grow and be greater than my confidence about if it will work out.
00:37:29And now I believe that my fear is greater than my confidence.
00:37:36It really pains me deeply to see how much you're suffering from this situation.
00:37:44I think the pressure is just too much.
00:38:07The experiment with marriage as a goal.
00:38:15is for me
00:38:17over.
00:38:44I can't do this.
00:39:07I can't do this.
00:39:09As someone who believes in love,
00:39:16I fought really hard.
00:39:18But in the end, that wasn't enough.
00:39:21So intense.
00:39:33This is intense.
00:39:41This is intense.
00:39:45So intense.
00:39:47This only happens once.
00:39:48This will definitely only happen once.
00:39:51I'm so excited.
00:39:51I want to touch.
00:39:53Right?
00:39:53You want to touch everything.
00:39:55Let's do it.
00:40:03So cheers.
00:40:04Good luck.
00:40:07They have beautiful suits here.
00:40:11Ah.
00:40:14It's going to be so hard to choose.
00:40:18Wow.
00:40:19How are we supposed to decide?
00:40:21They're all so beautiful.
00:40:23This is amazing.
00:40:24This is glamorous.
00:40:26It's so you.
00:40:27Oh, God.
00:40:28It still feels kind of weird.
00:40:31I have to say, seeing the dresses and imagining myself wearing one brings the wedding a little closer.
00:40:41How does that make you feel?
00:40:46I've been going back and forth in my head this whole time.
00:40:49Sometimes leaning towards yes, sometimes no.
00:40:52I can't seem to make up my mind.
00:40:53Today's very important for me because I want to find out if this whole thing feels right.
00:41:02I don't know how he feels and what he's thinking when he's trying on suits.
00:41:09I mean, she's not the easiest person.
00:41:11I can put it that way.
00:41:13I know we each have our quirks, she and I.
00:41:15And yeah, we've already had two situations where we got into a fight.
00:41:19And that, understandably, did start to worry her to an extent and compromise her sense of safety.
00:41:25Are you still optimistic that you'll both be at the altar?
00:41:32Maybe we need to generate some excitement around your dress so you can finally get in the marriage mood.
00:41:40Yes.
00:41:41I hope that wearing the dress will trigger the right emotions in me, the ones I need right now.
00:41:47Positive emotions.
00:41:48I'm also hoping that the fog will lift and that things will become clearer.
00:41:53We hope so, too.
00:41:55A rollercoaster ride can be dangerous.
00:41:56Yeah, neither of us want a toxic relationship.
00:41:59I just hope that we can make it work.
00:42:02Thanks for your kind words.
00:42:04I'll cherish them.
00:42:05You're welcome.
00:42:05Because if I keep them all to myself, I'll end up exploding.
00:42:08That never helps.
00:42:12Interesting.
00:42:15Yeah, very interesting.
00:42:16I want a three-piece suit, for sure.
00:42:19Definitely.
00:42:20What about this one?
00:42:21Too much?
00:42:22I don't know.
00:42:23That's paisley.
00:42:23It's kind of loud.
00:42:24I do want it to be a bit festive.
00:42:26Yeah.
00:42:28But that's very...
00:42:30Just try it on.
00:42:31If you combine it with the accessories, maybe it'll work.
00:42:34This one got my eye.
00:42:44I can't believe I'm picking out a wedding dress.
00:42:47Look, it has a sled, too.
00:42:50What would Constantine say about this one?
00:42:53We'd have to see it on me, but I think he'd like everything on me.
00:42:56I would marry that woman in a potato sack.
00:42:59That's nice.
00:43:00Yep.
00:43:05Now, stop.
00:43:06I'm not going hunting.
00:43:11Red would be awesome.
00:43:12Like a strong Bordeaux red or even darker.
00:43:15That's entirely my idea.
00:43:17It's not like Josie gave you any hints.
00:43:20Of course not.
00:43:21This is a style you had in mind, right?
00:43:24Yeah, it is.
00:43:25Nice.
00:43:26Especially with a slit.
00:43:27I really like that.
00:43:28It's pretty.
00:43:29It's kind of crazy to be picking a dress when you don't know who you'll be standing next
00:43:33to at the altar.
00:43:34So far, we've only heard positive things, but then I wonder, is there a catch?
00:43:39When you see the guy, you'll find a thousand catches.
00:43:41Like from bald head to barefoot shoes, it's all wrong.
00:43:45But I'm not peeved at all.
00:43:46And the more quirks he reveals, the more certain I am that I must really love him.
00:43:51Otherwise, why put up with it?
00:43:52Especially me.
00:43:54But don't you worry about potential points of friction?
00:43:55It's good that Gunnar got to know me that way.
00:43:58I've teased him from the beginning, and he can handle anything.
00:44:02We can be a lot when we're together.
00:44:03He'll have to put up with that.
00:44:05Yeah.
00:44:05Here he comes.
00:44:22Oh, boy.
00:44:23Do you like it?
00:44:23I haven't seen it yet.
00:44:24I want to see how you react first.
00:44:26Very nice.
00:44:27I won't look in the mirror.
00:44:28Looks great.
00:44:28It looks really good on you.
00:44:29It's not what I expected, but I really like it.
00:44:42Can you see yourself walking down the aisle in that?
00:44:50Yeah.
00:44:50Are you nervous?
00:44:53Yeah.
00:44:54It looks good.
00:45:01I think I made my decision.
00:45:03I mean.
00:45:04Awesome.
00:45:04That's your suit.
00:45:07It's starting to feel real.
00:45:09I really liked it, but then came the thought, wait, I'm going to wear this at the altar.
00:45:12And I had this overwhelming and beautiful realization that I wasn't just buying any suit.
00:45:18Oh, my God, this is awesome.
00:45:39I didn't expect it to look that great.
00:45:41I didn't expect it to look that great.
00:46:11I wasn't wearing the veil yet.
00:46:15Need a tissue?
00:46:17Yes, please.
00:46:17Here you are.
00:46:21I'll take them all.
00:46:23I need them.
00:46:26You just know when it's the right dress.
00:46:28And with this one, I immediately started crying.
00:46:32So this was the moment.
00:46:34It happened naturally.
00:46:35I couldn't stop it.
00:46:38Close your eyes.
00:46:41That's it?
00:46:57I'm getting goosebumps.
00:46:59Is that the dress?
00:47:14Yes.
00:47:17It's my dress.
00:47:18I feel really beautiful today.
00:47:28I sometimes struggle with my body image.
00:47:31But this wedding dress makes me feel so beautiful.
00:47:34Now, I will leave it.
00:47:37For today.
00:47:38Stay calm.
00:47:38The experiment has felt real to me this whole time.
00:47:46But today makes everything more real.
00:47:49A lot more real.
00:47:56You look beautiful.
00:48:02Yeah, you look stunning.
00:48:04Oh, wow.
00:48:05Okay.
00:48:05Okay, now I'm feeling it.
00:48:07Yeah.
00:48:20Well, ladies.
00:48:22Say hello to my wedding dress.
00:48:24I found my dress.
00:48:34Who would have thought?
00:48:36I'm so happy.
00:48:38When I join Consti at the altar, we'll put the rings on each other's fingers and we'll be married.
00:48:44I love thinking about that.
00:48:46I can't think about anything else.
00:48:47I really like it.
00:48:52Yeah?
00:48:52Yeah.
00:48:53You said yeah?
00:48:54Questioningly.
00:48:55How do you really feel?
00:48:56Nothing really fits yet.
00:48:57It feels tight and a bit uncomfortable.
00:48:59Everywhere.
00:49:03I'm not really feeling this suit.
00:49:04Sometimes it's just a feeling.
00:49:06Either you feel comfortable right away or you don't.
00:49:09I just have some concerns.
00:49:11And yeah, I'm not happy with the suit.
00:49:13If I get the right feeling about this now, then it could have a huge impact on me.
00:49:27The best case scenario would be for her to come out beaming, feeling like that's her dress.
00:49:32I'm still not 100%.
00:49:46You look picture perfect.
00:50:00Jesus.
00:50:02I can't take it anymore.
00:50:06I can't deal.
00:50:07It's just...
00:50:08It's too much right now.
00:50:16The dress just doesn't feel right.
00:50:20I can't see it right now.
00:50:24Wow, a bow tie.
00:50:25It's a little more...
00:50:27Ooh, I like that.
00:50:28Do you see a groom in the mirror?
00:50:30I don't know.
00:50:32Yeah.
00:50:39Definitely.
00:50:41I can tell.
00:50:42Are you comfortable?
00:50:43Yeah.
00:50:43That's what matters.
00:50:44Really comfortable.
00:50:45Picking out a suit makes the wedding even more tangible, and it's incredibly important to me to come home tonight and see Yasmin and show her the glow in my eyes, the excitement that I'm feeling so that she knows I'm by her side, and no matter what happens, we'll get through it.
00:51:01Wow, I'm so curious to see what's next.
00:51:06I can tell your heart's pounding.
00:51:27I can tell your heart's pounding.
00:51:31Close your eyes.
00:51:33Close your eyes.
00:51:35I look like a bride.
00:51:50Is that how you feel?
00:52:03I feel it.
00:52:05Such a beautiful dress.
00:52:07Now it feels real.
00:52:13Like the next step is no longer that far away.
00:52:18I feel so beautiful right now, and I wish Andy was here with me.
00:52:23I just want to hug him and apologize for saying all that dumb stuff, and that it doesn't really matter what we were arguing about.
00:52:31It's irrelevant.
00:52:33We're getting married!
00:52:34Woo!
00:52:34Woo!
00:52:35Woo!
00:52:35Woo!
00:52:36Woo!
00:52:47Hello.
00:52:48Hi.
00:52:48How was your day?
00:52:52Emotional.
00:52:54Emotional?
00:52:54I had a really nice feeling when I put on the dress and looked at myself in the mirror, and I thought about how stupid it was that we argued over such silly stuff.
00:53:12It was so dumb.
00:53:14You know, it's not dumb.
00:53:17It's part of the journey.
00:53:18We have to hit the sore spots.
00:53:20That's what we're supposed to do.
00:53:21And if we pull ourselves together so that it doesn't happen as often, we can get into a nice, easy flow, and that's how it was meant to be.
00:53:30Now I can tell that the emotions are genuine, and everything that's happened before, all the insecurities, none of that matters anymore.
00:53:41I realized I was being an idiot, looking for faults that didn't exist in the first place.
00:53:47I don't quite understand why I've been so up and down.
00:53:55It's important that we always remember what connects us.
00:54:00That's what counts in the long run.
00:54:01This feels really good right now, and I hope it feels really good and right for him, too.
00:54:15Obviously, I'm back on being on a high right now, but I sure hope that it stays that way.
00:54:21And, yeah, I'm trying to get better at riding the rollercoaster.
00:54:29I'd be happier.
00:54:39After the wedding, I was thinking we could spend a honeymoon in Mallorca.
00:54:45Yeah, a good idea.
00:54:47Really?
00:54:48But then I would actually stay there, because I could really get a lot of work done without any distractions.
00:54:57Yeah, then we'll probably see very little of each other at first.
00:55:01I'm not sure that'll be the case.
00:55:03No?
00:55:04We just won't see each other every single day over the next few months.
00:55:08But we knew that already.
00:55:10Obviously, yeah.
00:55:10It's just that I'm a bit worried that we might grow apart if we don't see each other,
00:55:19or that I'll just miss you too much.
00:55:22I had that once, and I don't want to go through that again.
00:55:28So we have to work at making sure it doesn't come to that.
00:55:33Yeah, I mean, if we do this together, like with any other issue, we'll make it work.
00:55:38Have you ever cheated?
00:55:44Tough question.
00:55:47Yes, I have.
00:55:53And no matter how I try to justify it, I'll always look bad,
00:55:56even if I had my reasons and the relationship was already over.
00:56:00But not in the last ten years.
00:56:01I want you to know that.
00:56:03I'm not proud of it.
00:56:04I will never do it again.
00:56:06That's all I can say about it.
00:56:08You?
00:56:13I've also cheated, and I truly regret it.
00:56:17There's never a good reason to cheat, and there's no justification for something like that.
00:56:22Yeah, yeah.
00:56:24But I learned from it, and I would definitely never do such a thing again,
00:56:28because seeing your partner fall apart because of it, it's just the worst.
00:56:32It sucks, and no one should ever have to experience that.
00:56:36That's why it never happened again.
00:56:38It's in the past.
00:56:40It feels amazing to be able to communicate so openly with each other
00:56:46and not be seen as the bad guy or be attacked by your partner.
00:56:49I know I have the right woman by my side.
00:56:57I'm curious.
00:56:59How do you picture him?
00:57:00I imagine someone who's emotionally open.
00:57:04Yeah, 100%.
00:57:05It's the kind of man Josie needs by her side, so that's who I picture.
00:57:09But the whole thing is insane.
00:57:16Excited to see your friends?
00:57:17For sure.
00:57:18It's going to be great.
00:57:19I think so.
00:57:21Are you nervous?
00:57:23Yeah.
00:57:24It's super important to me that this goes well, that they accept him 100%,
00:57:28and that I don't have to worry about them having concerns about our relationship.
00:57:35How are you?
00:57:37I have to ask, how scared are you?
00:57:39A little.
00:57:40We're very happy to meet you.
00:57:42How insane is this whole thing?
00:57:44It doesn't feel that insane.
00:57:46Yeah.
00:57:46That's the funny thing.
00:57:48I see.
00:57:49Yeah, it feels really normal.
00:57:50To us.
00:57:52Good.
00:57:52At least someone thinks it's normal.
00:57:54How quickly did you know that Josie was the one you'd continue your journey with?
00:58:00Pretty quickly.
00:58:01Yeah?
00:58:01What made it easier for me was that I ruled out the women who wanted to have kids.
00:58:10What if Josie's like, maybe in six or seven years,
00:58:13there'll come a point where I actually do want kids?
00:58:16Sure, it could become a problem down the road.
00:58:18What do you think about it?
00:58:19I don't know what will happen in six or seven years
00:58:28or when I realize that my clock is ticking
00:58:30or if it hits me later and I'm like,
00:58:32well, shit, I regret it.
00:58:33I miss it.
00:58:34I really want kids.
00:58:37That could be a reason to break up.
00:58:39I don't know.
00:58:44I mean, that's a good deal.
00:58:56I need to be a person to play.
00:58:57I love you too.
00:59:00I love you.
00:59:02Let's go.
00:59:02We love you.
00:59:02I love you, too.
00:59:03I love you too.
00:59:06Bye bye.
00:59:07Bye bye.
00:59:07Bye bye bye.
00:59:08Bye bye.
00:59:08Bye bye.
00:59:08Bye bye bye.
00:59:09Bye bye bye.
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