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00:00I'm divorced and I can't wait to not hold this last name anymore oh my god this year at New York
00:20City Pride I will be performing at a street festival New York City is one of the biggest
00:26prides ever so I just hope that I kill it on stage after all I've been through with my ex-husband I
00:42cannot wait for this celebration I deserve this
00:50you are planning to have a baby with us right oh we have not had the best experience so far
01:00we're trying to get a sense of this new fertility clinic because this is our last shot if this
01:05doesn't work that's it the last surrogate we had we found out some stuff that we didn't like
01:12do you just surround yourself with a horse
01:17you want she's your girlfriend okay girlfriend
01:24yeah we got our car you enjoying that corn Kenny I'm enjoying the corn Armando I see I love it
01:45that's good I want to buy it it is good I'm Kenny I'm 62 originally from St. Petersburg Florida
01:52and I'm Armando I'm 37 and I'm from San Felipe Baja California Mexico sorry that threw me off I just
01:59meant to say Felipe all right this is one cool building cheers to the building to be in here
02:06cheers our 90-day journey began about eight years ago we met online on a gay father support group
02:14and we became fast friends on there hey how you doing good how are you good I miss you
02:21miss you too I came to Mexico to meet up with them and then we decided that we wanted to be together
02:28so I had to pack my whole life up in St. Pete and decided I'm gonna move to Mexico to be the love of my
02:35life baby we got engaged really quick as soon as I hit Mexico it was like within a week and then it
02:47took about a year and a half before we got married
02:49and we're more in love and stronger than ever right definitely
03:02do you think you like Mexico as much as you thought you would more or less really I love it
03:11the culture the people everything people are nice I mean the food is I really come into my own with
03:18Mexican cuisine when I met Armando he had a little daughter who was just four years old at the time
03:25Hannah I had four adult children on my own I even had a four-year-old grandson here you want some hot
03:31dog and about three years ago we decided to expand our family through surrogacy we found an egg donor then
03:39we created some embryos and we found a surrogate as well but after a while we were very unhappy so we
03:44decided to end our relationship with them and our fertility clinic so tomorrow we have a really
03:49important decision to make about our future family is it good yeah so good we're on our way to the new
04:03in vitro clinic that we chose it's only like three or four blocks from our house
04:07we're trying to get a sense of this new fertility clinic because we want to be confident comfortable
04:30with them because this is our last shot if this doesn't work and we don't feel good about it
04:36that's it okay well very nice to meet you nice to meet you nice to meet you great so I spoke to the
04:47Dr. Giovanni and he told me that you were planning to have a baby with us right oh fun hoping we have
04:54not had the best experience so far we're on a three-year journey on this the last surrogate we had
05:00we really had a connection with her we had an emotional bond with her we really tried to be
05:05involved with her life and let her involved in our life and then we found out some stuff that we
05:10didn't like we don't know how emotionally involved we want to be with the surrogate this time our hearts
05:17took a real beating with our last surrogate we felt in the dark many times so we decided not to move
05:23forward with them I told me you have six embryos right yeah if you would want to have for example a
05:32daughter or a son boy or girl like choose the sex no we don't want to know um we also don't even know
05:40exactly who the biological dad will be we called it the milkshake like we don't know whose it is
05:46okay it's gonna be the what do you call it luck of the draw luck of the draw and see what happens so
05:53okay right now we have all our confidence in you guys and part of us sharing also some of our story and
05:59background is um so you understand well guys remember i'm going to be with you at every part
06:06of the journey thanks to you for giving us this opportunity again and we won't let you down thank
06:12you thank you it was very nice meeting you thank you gabriella's energy and confidence made us feel
06:20really good about this clinic so i'm really excited we're still gonna be cautiously optimistic but i think
06:25we may have found our new clinic fingers crossed it's gonna work for us thanks love
06:32okay where are we going to the park all right daddy's gonna meet us at the park in a few minutes
06:45he had to finish up something at the house can you believe in another year you'll be in high school
06:50yeah that's freaking crazy because you look like a seven-year-old
06:54throughout all the bad things we had been going through with our previous clinic
07:01we didn't let hannah know because we didn't want to break her heart or stress or worry
07:05so she she's not up to date on anything she might even think we're not moving forward anymore
07:11with the process because it's been so long but we want to talk to her about it and i think now
07:15it's the right moment to do so yeah
07:17all right did you tell her we had to talk or anything because i know she gets nervous
07:26just like me she overthinks when she gets told we have to talk
07:29did you no i haven't said a word to her we were just playing
07:33what are you gonna say well it's about having a baby
07:39i mean i was expecting her to maybe jump up and down with joy
08:09that we were still moving forward with having a child
08:12i mean it's probably our fault in a way we were trying to protect her
08:15we didn't for the last almost two years really talk about it because we weren't sure what was
08:20going on we were having so many problems and we didn't want to burden her with all the issues
08:25we were having is it is the main thing you just worry that you wouldn't get attention
08:30yeah i i can swear to you and i can promise you and i know your daddy can too that that wouldn't
08:41be the case you know we tried to do this and it didn't work and we thought about trying one more
08:50time and if it doesn't work it doesn't work and then we're just one more time call it a day but
08:56we want your support in this too you need time to think about it a little bit
09:03yeah
09:05it's really hard to see hannah upset like this i guess we're just gonna have to give it time
09:12i mean i do think hannah might warm up to the idea so we'll just wait and see
09:16today i am going to get a new driver's license so i'm trying to get myself a little bit more dolled
09:39up than normal because it is the picture i have to stare at for the next four years
09:42my name is rachel i am 40 years old and i live in albuquerque new mexico
09:47after being married for over seven years i'm divorced and i could not be more thrilled about
09:53that so today i'm gonna go make sure that my driver's license states that and shows that
10:00every day for me because i can't wait to not hold this last name anymore
10:04my 90-day journey began almost eight years ago when i met a man named john who lives in england
10:12we met on a karaoke app i thought he was cute i thought he was gorgeous
10:20oh hello look at your hair yeah it's fuller when we decided to become a couple i was pregnant with
10:28my daughter lucy from my previous relationship and we met up in person when my little one lucy
10:35was only eight months old it was magical i almost immediately fell in love with him
10:40my next trip to see him in england six months later we got married like that fast you are now husband
10:51and wife please kiss you gorgeous bride well done
10:54i thought that it would be a happily ever after ending but it was not
11:05i received a message from someone who i knew
11:12she reached out alleging that john cheated on me for seven and a half years
11:21according to her he also sent pics on tinder during this entire time as well
11:28i don't know if it's like 100 certain but i'm confident in in what she's told me
11:34so he um can go dine a hole
11:39all right it's time
11:44when i officially got my divorce paperwork back this week the first thing i wanted to do after
11:55that was run straight to the dmv and get my last name changed absolutely zero association
12:01with my ex-husband this is the person that i shared a last name with and i could not be more disgusted
12:10and quite frankly disappointed in myself by ignoring all of the red flags for so long
12:15my last trip to see him was by far the worst trip i've ever had the physical touch during that time
12:25was few and far between i felt unattractive he
12:30i just didn't realize this bothered me so much
12:43like in hindsight i see it now
12:53he's cheating on me the entire time
12:58i don't i hate him
13:03i'm so excited to go to the dmv of all places that's a first
13:11i've lost 30 pounds so
13:14actually about 270 pounds if we're going to include the dead weight i left back in england
13:19so i'm excited to have a different driver's license picture
13:22but i'm also getting my maiden name back
13:24i'm gonna get me back
13:26it's a new chapter in my life and it's gonna be all about me for once
13:31okay
13:32i am going in
13:35i know that the dmv can be a real pain so i am really hoping that they don't give me too much
13:42trouble with this name change i will beg if that's what it takes
13:46i did it i did it i did it look look look look look
13:56it's me again i'm me again oh my god legitimately like the most exciting feeling
14:06i've had probably better than my marriage
14:10hey little boy want to play a little game want to show us how quick you can turn after
14:16fame and how fast your ex-wife can get rid of your name
14:26take all your trauma
14:28out of all the houses that we've seen so far have you been excited about any of the movie
14:32i don't know
14:36i want to like a really big room really big room
14:40that's the fun part about house hunting though they're all different
14:45during my entire marriage with john i never considered trying to buy a house because i was
14:50waiting for him to come to the united states but he was denied the first visa and denied again
14:56and again because of his criminal past
15:00but now that i'm divorced my god i want a house that i can call my own
15:05so that's what i'm doing ready lucy yeah let's go say hi to shayna
15:09oh hi shayna hi good how are you doing good
15:16lucy or am i shayna yeah hello hi shayna hi you ready to show me this house i sure am i'm ready to
15:22do it all right
15:23okay so as you can see they're doing some renovations to finish to get it ready to go
15:31on the market okay is it a half bath downstairs or just like
15:35just the toilet or just just a powder room so it's a half s toilet and sink toilet and sink
15:40that's good that's good because i went to a bathroom in england once with just the toilet
15:44and no sink and that was weird so that was also on my list you want to pick a bedroom yeah okay all right
15:49let's go house hunting has proven to be much more stressful than i thought it would be
15:56it's either one i can't afford that i love or one that i can't afford and i don't love but maybe i
16:02am being a little too picky oh a red room wow this is big brown and red room yeah yeah what do you
16:12think uh i like it look at that big window a huge window the sun is setting so you're gonna have lots
16:18of light pouring in okay okay one more to go what else do we have is this the big room will be the
16:25primary bedroom okay look at that big closet are you sure this is in my budget it is in your budget
16:34girl this house is great and if it weren't for my job as a technical specialist i wouldn't be able
16:40to afford this place but thank goodness my job is good and now that i'm free i am more than willing to
16:45put my hard-earned money into a brand new home what do you think lucy do you want it yeah are you sure
16:52yeah okay i think i'm finally done getting ready for tonight i'm a little nervous even though i've lost
17:12way and i'm still pretty insecure about the way i look so i'm going to ask carol what she thinks about
17:18my bland outfit with my divorce and now i'm moving into a new home i need a girl celebration like no
17:26one's business carol you want to see my outfit i've been waiting for you my friends are taking me to a
17:33male review show tonight and we're going to make this the most epic divorce celebration there ever was
17:42okay what do you think like is it okay you look gorgeous yeah you look you're really pretty you look
17:49hot thanks so i kind of want everybody to know that you're available so i got you a little something
17:55i shall announce you queen rachel oh i'm being crowned for the evening you're being crowned right
18:04now i'm being all right i accept oh wow
18:13i am divorced as and i cannot wait for this celebration i deserve this
18:25thank you for coming should we go find our seats yeah
18:44yeah
18:49all right
18:49ladies if we have anyone recently divorced here in the house
18:56come on women you need to get you outside here
18:58get out there women
19:14i am self-imploding right now
19:25this sort of show exceeds all my expectations
19:39this is literally the best night of my life better than my wedding
19:46one thousand percent better than my wedding
19:51this year has already been full of so many amazing surprises
19:55i got a divorce i got a house i got touched by greek gods
20:02i feel like life will naturally propel you in the right direction once you let go of toxicity and
20:09the things holding you back and i absolutely cannot wait to continue with the past that i'm on
20:20going on
20:21oh
20:22oh
20:23oh
20:25oh
20:25oh
20:26oh
20:26oh
20:30My name is Danielle, I'm 45, and I live in Capcana.
20:59I know this is really surprising because the last time that you guys saw us, we were
21:11getting a divorce, but Johan and I decided to work things out.
21:14He was really there for me during a family emergency, and so I kind of fell in love with
21:19him all over again.
21:20I never thought in a million years that I would be able to look at this face and not
21:37want to punch it.
21:48Johan and I recently decided to start a business together, and we wanted to lead excursions
21:52for tourists in Dominican Republic.
21:55So today we're trying out an ATB tour with our friends.
22:04I first met Johan in 2021 at a resort in Dominican Republic.
22:11I stayed at the hotel, he was a personal trainer, and I thought he was so irresistible.
22:19And after just five months of dating, we got married.
22:24I love you.
22:26In our lives together, I know that we wait for a lot of good days.
22:34Yay!
22:36Yay!
22:37Throughout our time together, Johan and I had a lot of fights about women that he was in
22:42contact with.
22:43He always said that these were just clients from the resort.
22:46The other day, a woman wrote to me on social media and told me that she has been in a relationship
22:52with my husband for two years, since a month before we got married.
22:56I started digging more.
22:57I went through his computer, and I found evidence of other women that he's been in relationships
23:02with.
23:03It's not.
23:04I was going to file for divorce, but before I got a chance to, my grandmother passed away.
23:09I was in a really bad place, and Johan reached out to me, and he offered me a lot of support.
23:15Even though I was still really angry with him, he was there for me when I needed him the
23:19most.
23:20So, I started talking to Johan again, and he admitted to cheating on me, but I felt like
23:26he was being more honest with me, and that made me feel like it was possible for us to
23:31try to fix our marriage.
23:33The truth is, this is going to be a journey, because, you know, I have to learn how to
23:56trust him again.
23:57It's the Rio!
23:58This is the Rio?
23:59This is the Rio?
24:00Wow!
24:01Wow!
24:02Here we are!
24:03Look at this!
24:04Look at this!
24:05Good morning!
24:06Good morning!
24:07We are so excited.
24:08We're starting our planning for next week's tours.
24:23And my amazing husband is making me tea, because he's the best in the morning, honestly.
24:28Gracias, amor!
24:33Okay, so, the next week, we have two groups.
24:38So, I think you need to go to one, and I need to go to another.
24:46It's still really hard to trust Johan again, just because of our past.
25:15And so, I definitely don't want him leading a solo tour where women are going to be hitting
25:20on him, and I don't want him to be faced with temptation that he can't resist.
25:25If you have a relationship, you have to trust.
25:28Do you want my phone?
25:30You can have my phone.
25:32Where are you?
25:34Since Daniella and I came back, she always wants to check my phone.
25:39I don't like that idea, but I know that I ruined it in the past.
25:44And so that this marriage works, I need to give Daniella my phone, even if I don't like it.
25:51It's really upsetting to see pictures of naked women on my husband's phone, and they could be
26:18from the internet, but they could also be real women who sent them to him.
26:22I feel so betrayed, especially because he knows how triggering this is for me.
26:28I need a minute to rest.
26:32It's a lot.
26:34It's a lot.
26:35It's a lot.
26:37All the time here it is, I love you.
26:38I love you.
26:39I don't like that, where are you?
26:40I love you.
26:41I love you.
26:42I love you.
26:43I love you.
26:44I love you.
26:45I love you.
26:46I love you.
26:47I love you.
26:48I love you.
26:49I love you.
26:50Hmm, hmm, hmm.
26:51I love you.
26:53I love you.
26:54I love you.
26:55Like me, the same thing.
26:57Hey, can I get you back here?
26:58Sure.
26:59If you can sit back here.
27:00Yes, perfect.
27:01triggers the trauma from the past and it's like I feel like I'm back in that
27:06place all over again so I've decided that I need to set some clear guidelines
27:11for Johan and if he's not willing to abide by them then this marriage is not
27:16gonna work
27:31We need to have lines. I need the address of all your social networks. You need to send me your vocation always.
27:49Daniel is exaggerating and I know that we are trying to work in the relationship, but I feel like I'm trapped.
28:01We need to get some car, get our asses to South Jersey, got like a two-hour drive, so now I'm gonna be like the speed demon. Let's get this going.
28:25I'm Nikki. I'm 48 years old. I'm out broken in Jersey. I'm a transsexual singer songwriter and today I'm so excited because it's the first time I'm getting back into the studio with a secret girls America's first trans pop group that I formed back in 2006.
28:46This group took a long hiatus, but now that I'm single, I'm gonna get back into the studio and get back to work.
28:53This group took a long hiatus, but now that I'm single, I'm gonna get back into the studio and get back to work.
29:01I first met Igor in Moldova about 18 years ago, but things didn't work out. Then three years ago, we got back together.
29:08We had a beautiful relationship and we decided to get engaged. We applied for the K-1 visa and while we were waiting, I had a random text message from Igor.
29:15I'm gonna get back into the studio and get back into the studio and get back to work.
29:20I'm gonna get back into the studio and I'm gonna get back into the studio and get back into the studio.
29:27And then we had a beautiful relationship and we decided to get engaged. We applied for the K-1 visa and while we were waiting, I had a random text message from Igor.
29:37He just sent me a text just telling me like how everything is just, he's just done.
29:42So he text messaged you, broke up with you in a text message?
29:47Yeah, I threw a text message and you don't do that.
29:51That's cold.
29:53Let's go.
29:55I cried many months after the breakup. I was paralyzed. I couldn't move, I couldn't eat, I couldn't work.
30:03So right now, I just want to focus on myself and I just want nothing to do with him.
30:09What's up? Hello, hello, hello.
30:12How are you? How are you?
30:14Nice to see you. This is Mr. Mix.
30:17I am.
30:18We are recording our very first Christmas song.
30:21I'm so excited to let the world hear what we have in store.
30:26Deck the halls with bells of hollies.
30:29Ba la la la la, la la la la.
30:32Tis the season to be jolly.
30:35Ba la la la, la la la la.
30:38Dawn, we now are gay apparel.
30:41Ba la la la, la la la la la.
30:44Float the entrance to a tight carol.
30:47Ba la la la la, la la la la la.
30:51This feels so good to finally, like, get back to what I really love doing because I lost myself.
30:57Getting back on stage, performing again, I need that to start rebuilding my self-worth, self-confidence.
31:04I need to remind myself who I am again.
31:13So this year at New York City Pride I will be performing at a street festival.
31:17I am so excited and nervous at the same time because New York City is one of the biggest prides ever.
31:26So I just hope that I kill it on stage.
31:28All right.
31:29Sounded good in there.
31:30All right.
31:31Come on.
31:32Let's go.
31:33Woo!
31:34Let's go.
31:39Hold on.
31:40We're going to have a girls' day.
31:43It's tomorrow.
31:44I'm performing.
31:45Hi.
31:46Hi.
31:47Hi.
31:48Oh, you look so pretty.
31:50Hi.
31:51You look beautiful.
31:52How was the travel?
31:53Oh, me too.
31:54Terrible.
31:55It was terrible.
31:56So my mom has finally arrived to stay with me for Pride.
32:00She came out for my performance, so I'm really excited.
32:05It's girls' day.
32:07I want to get the skin glowing.
32:09As you can see, I got some bruising.
32:11I know.
32:12I just noticed that.
32:13What's going on with that?
32:14I got my...
32:15What did I tell you?
32:16My touch-up.
32:17Why?
32:18I tell you not to do that before you're going to perform.
32:19But a doll's work is never done.
32:21I needed to get my fillers and Botox.
32:24Duh.
32:25Before the big show, I just want to clear my head, calm my nerves, and have a nice spa day with my mom.
32:32I'm going to whiskey, whiskey, whiskey.
32:34Here, whisk this for me, okay?
32:35Oh, that smells.
32:36I'm going to go get something to hold your hair back.
32:38Okay, that smells.
32:39I have grown a lot closer with my mother ever since the breakup with Igor.
32:46It smells like a salad.
32:48And that's what you're about to look like.
32:51And my mother had to be there for me emotionally and physically.
32:55And she just doesn't want to see me hurt anymore.
32:58I'm truly excited that I'm going to be there for you.
33:01I know that what you went through with Justin was horrible.
33:06And you were in a bad place.
33:07For a long time.
33:08For a long time.
33:09For a long time.
33:10So it's nice to see you happy and following your dream that you always had for singing and going back into what you used to do.
33:15Do not always told you everything happens for a reason.
33:19I just wish it didn't happen like that.
33:21I know.
33:22It's hard to talk about my ex relationship because like I've never been hurt like that.
33:31But I don't want it to let it in my head.
33:34I really need to do this show and just show I can do things on my own and not depend on anybody.
33:44You'll be good.
33:52Nicole.
33:53Time to get up.
33:54Are you all kidding?
33:55Have a big day.
33:56Time to get up, honey.
33:57Come on.
33:58Come on.
33:59Come on.
34:00Oh my God.
34:01You're so dark.
34:02I know.
34:03Oh my goodness.
34:04Look at this.
34:05Look at that pillow.
34:06Thank God you put that on there.
34:07Today is Pride Day and I'm so excited to perform.
34:12My glam squad are going to snatch my face into some amazing perfection.
34:19Give me a run for your money.
34:20Watch me work you feel.
34:21I am ready to go.
34:22I'm so excited.
34:23Give me a run for your money.
34:24Watch me work you feel.
34:25Come on, Lila.
34:26We've got to watch my baby girl perform.
34:27Come on.
34:28This is it.
34:29On stage, right now, the gorgeous, the fabulous, Ms. Nikki.
34:44And Veronica.
34:45A lot of you guys know this one.
34:51Here we go.
34:54I'm in the club and I'm happy myself.
34:57I'm not thinking about nobody else.
34:59I'm coming to get my shine.
35:01See the South boys all in line.
35:03Trying to crazy the way I move.
35:05Get down, got nothing to lose.
35:07Follow me all through this club.
35:09Yeah, shake my ass so high.
35:12Thank you so much.
35:13You guys are so beautiful.
35:16Let's give it up for you guys, Nikki Exotica.
35:21This performance has helped build me back up, find my self-esteem again.
35:26And it's given me hope for the future.
35:28I made it through a tough time and I definitely want to find love again.
35:32But I will never put any man before my passions.
35:39I will never put any man before my friends.
35:40I have a lot of love for you, but we need to have lines.
35:53I have a lot of love for you, but we need to have lines.
35:59I need the address of all your social networks.
36:06You need to send me your vocation, always.
36:09That's one of the important things with the two phones.
36:13I want your vocation.
36:18I recently found pictures of naked women on Johan's phone.
36:21And because Johan cheated on me in the past,
36:24I'm constantly thinking, like, is he doing this all over again?
36:28So if Johan doesn't agree to my rules,
36:30we're going to have to end this relationship.
36:51I don't care about this relationship,
36:55because I need my husband and I have love for you.
36:59I'm really angry because today I saw Johan
37:11out of the house and water and drink,
37:13and I'm so sick.
37:14We're talking about Johan.
37:15How are you doing this right now?
37:16What do you think of Johan?
37:18What do you think of Johan?
37:19I feel comfortable with Johan,
37:20I feel comfortable with Johan.
37:22Have a great day.
37:23It's wonderful.
37:24I feel comfortable with Johan.
37:25I'm really angry because today I saw Johan on his phone a lot,
37:30so I just decided to ask him for it and go through it.
37:33And I realized that he had this, like, archived chat in his WhatsApp.
37:38There were all of these conversations with women,
37:40but when I went into the chats, all of the conversations were deleted.
37:44So it's very clear that he's having conversations with other women
37:47and then deleting them, and you only delete things
37:50when you have something to hide.
37:55One of them was a name and a picture of a woman I recognized
38:01because he had dated her in the past,
38:03and so I decided I was going to text her and figure out what was going on.
38:12But she wouldn't respond to me.
38:25What do you think you did?
38:35You have a list of chats, a list of chats hidden
38:39that you've deleted all the messages.
38:41Yohan, she's not your client.
38:56You're lying to my face.
38:57You're lying to my face.
38:59I can't believe this, bitch.
39:21I can't believe this.
39:23Do you just surround yourself with bores?
39:25I reached out to her, and she immediately texted Yohan
39:29and said, your wife just messaged me.
39:32What should I tell her?
39:34To be honest, I don't even know how to respond.
39:37I feel like a fool.
39:44Yohan, she's your girlfriend.
39:45You have a list of hidden chats in WhatsApp.
39:48They're all women.
39:51Get out of my house.
39:53I want you out of here.
39:54I want you out of here.
39:56I want you out of here.
39:57Get out.
39:59Get out.
39:59I don't care.
40:00She can buy you a new one.
40:05I just saw the message that you sent him.
40:08Instead of responding to me, you responded to him.
40:11Are you my husband?
40:12Are you wanting to tell me the truth?
40:13You whore.
40:14What is wrong with these people?
40:17How do you surround yourself in trash when you have a beautiful wife?
40:22I just want him to go.
40:34I just want him to go.
40:34It could be true that if all these women in this secret chat, that all the messages have
40:42been deleted, all the clients of his, and he's just afraid of me embarrassing him and
40:46reaching out to them, that it could be true.
40:48It could also be true that he's f***ing every single one of them.
40:51And I have to constantly question which of those things is true.
40:56It makes someone insane.
40:57I mean, it's like, it makes me feel really crazy.
41:10I just want him out.
41:11I want this marriage over.
41:24Who would have thought your girl is back in love?
41:27Butterflies.
41:28All of it.
41:29Hi.
41:29Hi, Jonas.
41:31You look beautiful.
41:34We've ridden horses a million times.
41:36Oh.
41:37Oh, I think yours is farting.
41:38Good.
41:40Enjoy.
41:41Here it is.
41:42It's a good present.
41:43Your green car.
41:44Hi.
41:48This name here doesn't match with my face most.
41:51I feel very sad and feeling trapped seeing that name Douglas in my green car.
41:57This doesn't reflect the person that I am now.
42:03I think I'm ready to move.
42:06I can't find myself here anymore.
42:08What?
42:09Wait a minute.
42:11I'm really having a hard time being here now in Mexico City.
42:14The hustle and bustle of a city has gotten to be too much.
42:18You're kidding, right?
42:21I have some very big news, but I think it's good.
42:26I don't know.
42:27I don't know what I'm doing.
42:28I have had the incredibly romantic idea of proposing.
42:33What if I told you that I want to marry her?
42:39But if my kids tell me, like, absolutely not, I wouldn't be able to do it.
42:43And that scares the shit out of me.
42:44I don't know, I don't know.
42:46I don't know.
42:46I don't know.
42:46I don't know.
42:47I don't know.
42:47I don't know.
42:48I don't know.
42:48I don't know.
42:49I don't know.
42:49I don't know.
42:50I don't know.
42:50I don't know.
42:51I don't know.
42:52I don't know.
42:53You
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