- 5 hours ago
Category
📺
TVTranscript
00:00:00Previously, on the summer, I turned pretty.
00:00:14Well, it's probably Belle you called it off.
00:00:16The wedding?
00:00:16You can take care of him, right?
00:00:17She's not with Conrad, then where is she?
00:00:19The program is completely full.
00:00:20No, I really, really need this.
00:00:22It is just not possible.
00:00:23I'm sorry.
00:00:23It sounded like you said Paris.
00:00:25Did I make a huge mistake?
00:00:27Buy yourself a ticket on the next flight home.
00:00:29Okay.
00:00:30She didn't call.
00:00:31I'm not leaving you all alone when you're hurting like this.
00:00:33You're not my mom.
00:00:34What are you trying to do?
00:00:35Trying to help.
00:00:36I need to do something.
00:00:37You know this isn't some problem for you to fix, Conrad, right?
00:00:39You are the problem.
00:00:40Isla, meet my girlfriend, Max, and my friend, Celine and Anita.
00:00:43Um, I'll be right back.
00:00:44You tracked down your stolen bag and molded me.
00:00:46I think you can figure out a way to stay in Paris if you really wanted to.
00:00:49I really feel like you're worth it.
00:00:51Yeah, I feel like we're worth it.
00:00:52You stayed here for no reason.
00:00:54So why don't you get the fuck out and never come back?
00:00:57I don't think I'll ever forgive me, so I give up.
00:00:59Or you're giving him space.
00:01:00Sometimes that's all you can do.
00:01:02The wedding was just, it was a bad idea.
00:01:04But that doesn't mean that things have to end.
00:01:06I'm not the same person that I was.
00:01:08What does that mean?
00:01:09I think I'm gonna stay.
00:01:22Hey, Mom.
00:01:23Happy Thanksgiving.
00:01:24Wish I could be with you guys.
00:01:26Um, I've just got so much going on with my new job and my apartment.
00:01:30Anyway, I gotta get started on my stuffing.
00:01:32I'm cooking for my roommates.
00:01:34Love you.
00:01:35Bye.
00:01:39Morning, Romain.
00:01:42What's this shit?
00:01:43Um, I couldn't find a stove top anywhere.
00:01:45Um, I'm making stuffing.
00:01:47Um, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh
00:02:17What's that smell?
00:02:19It's a spicy fish.
00:02:37What are they doing with the pain?
00:02:39It's to celebrate their genocide national feast.
00:02:47What's that?
00:02:49I don't know about the things.
00:02:51When I had the idea of studying abroad in Paris all those months ago, the part that secretly thrilled and terrified me was that I'd be doing something truly on my own for the first time in my life.
00:03:15It was a chance for me to test myself, to find out what I was really made of.
00:03:25Three months in and it turns out I'm weak and homesick and I'm really bad at French.
00:03:33They said, baby, gotta fake it till you make it and I did it.
00:03:37Lights the camera, bitch, smile, even when you wanna die.
00:03:41Every time before I speak in French, I practice what I'm going to say.
00:03:47I'll take a chocolate cake, please.
00:03:49How do you wish?
00:03:50I'll take a chocolate cake, please.
00:03:53But it doesn't matter how much I practice.
00:03:56Anything else?
00:03:57Because she only ever answers me in English.
00:03:59No, no, thank you.
00:04:01I'm so depressed, I act like it's my birthday.
00:04:05Every day.
00:04:08I go to school online most days.
00:04:12And I work at the same time.
00:04:14And since working in Paris means working under the table, it's not one shitty job, it's two.
00:04:24A homesickness I've mostly learned to just accept.
00:04:27It's like a dull ache that never goes away.
00:04:30The French 76 is with vodka.
00:04:32It's gin.
00:04:33I'm sorry.
00:04:35Repeat, please.
00:04:36The French 76 is with vodka.
00:04:38It's gin.
00:04:42Vodka, vodka.
00:04:43But then there are times when I feel it in my bones.
00:04:50A sudden wild yearning for home.
00:04:53Hey, you guys haven't tried my stuffing yet.
00:04:55For the people who know me.
00:04:56Oh yeah, we forgot.
00:04:58Well, now is a perfect time to try it, huh?
00:05:01Mmm.
00:05:02Max, you too.
00:05:03Mm-hmm.
00:05:04You guys want some?
00:05:05We did.
00:05:09You know, I'm actually not eating gluten at the moment.
00:05:12Since when?
00:05:13Mm-hmm.
00:05:14My boyfriend made this last year.
00:05:16And it was so good.
00:05:18So let's see.
00:05:21Pretty good.
00:05:23Last year was pretty good.
00:05:26Mm-hmm.
00:05:27You know, they're probably all sitting down to eat soon.
00:05:29That's your home?
00:05:30No, they're all spread out this year.
00:05:32My brother's hosting a Friendsgiving
00:05:34with my best friend and my ex.
00:05:35Friendsgiving?
00:05:36Chabot.
00:05:37Hmm?
00:05:40Oh my God.
00:05:42I'm so homesick.
00:05:45And so lonely.
00:05:46Things so lot, you don't?
00:05:48No, no, no.
00:05:49You know what I mean.
00:05:50Why don't you just go home for a bit then, babe?
00:05:53Because I haven't gotten what I wanted yet.
00:05:57I'm still figuring it out.
00:05:59But don't you want to at least spend Christmas with your family?
00:06:03Of course I do.
00:06:04But that's the problem.
00:06:05I haven't seen or changed or learned enough yet,
00:06:08and I'm afraid if I go home,
00:06:10I won't be able to make myself come back.
00:06:13Y'a quelque chose qui va pas dans les toilettes.
00:06:18Oudou! Oudou!
00:06:26Désolée.
00:06:27Please tell me this is a new one.
00:06:30Okay.
00:06:31I'm so brave.
00:06:32Thanks.
00:07:01Bye.
00:07:02Bye.
00:07:03Bye.
00:07:04Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:07:34Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:07:44Uh, did you finally talk my brother out of trying to deep-fry the turkey inside of the apartment?
00:07:49Yes, thank God. Um, Jer saw, like, a spatch-cocking TikTok and insisted on doing that instead.
00:07:53Cool. Um...
00:07:56Hey, are you there?
00:07:58You okay?
00:07:58Hello?
00:08:00Uh, how's he doing?
00:08:01He's just, he, uh, he's kind of the same.
00:08:05Yeah, I'm sorry.
00:08:07I know that this is, like, weird and hard.
00:08:11Excuse me.
00:08:12Don't move, don't move.
00:08:14Hello, belly.
00:08:16Hey, he's there.
00:08:20Um, uh, did my mom, uh, send you any of those church lady pets?
00:08:26Yeah, three?
00:08:28I'm hiding one so I can eat it after everyone leaves.
00:08:30All right, baby.
00:08:32We got five minutes.
00:08:33Uh, take your top off, leave the skirt on.
00:08:35Come on.
00:08:36Oh, my God, Steven.
00:08:37What, uh, belly?
00:08:38Yeah, dingus, I'm FaceTiming with your sister right now.
00:08:41Hey.
00:08:42Oh.
00:08:43Hey, uh, sorry, I didn't, I didn't know, um,
00:08:45you know, we're just, uh, doing Friendsgiving.
00:08:47Yes, I know that.
00:08:48Can you please just put a fucking shirt on?
00:08:50I'm traumatized.
00:08:51Put your shirt on.
00:08:53Oh, my God.
00:08:55Okay.
00:08:57Okay.
00:09:00I'm too tired.
00:09:01Um, bonsoir?
00:09:02Bonsoir.
00:09:03So, how are your, um, 54 roommates and one bazillion crappy jobs?
00:09:08My jobs are not that crappy.
00:09:11And, um, my roommates are pretty great.
00:09:14I thought you said they hate you.
00:09:16No, no, no, no.
00:09:17Uh, we, we had coffee together this morning.
00:09:20Yeah?
00:09:21Just tell me you're coming home for Christmas, Belly.
00:09:24Well...
00:09:25Belly?
00:09:26What, you don't miss us?
00:09:27No, of course I do.
00:09:28But, you know, I've been thinking, and, um...
00:09:35You could come to Paris for New Year's.
00:09:38All my roommates will be gone.
00:09:40And we could have a party.
00:09:43Well, Lucinda did pay me back half of what she owes me.
00:09:48Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes!
00:09:50Twist my arm, babe!
00:09:52Yay!
00:09:53Okay.
00:09:54Oh, my God.
00:09:55Okay, damn, I have to go.
00:09:56But I love you so much.
00:09:57Yeah, I love you too.
00:09:58Um, can you tell Jeremiah I said hi?
00:10:03Yeah, yeah, yeah, totally.
00:10:05Okay.
00:10:06Bye.
00:10:07Bye.
00:10:08Hey, Brett, um, do you mind taking your shoes off, actually?
00:10:20Yeah?
00:10:21Wow.
00:10:22Hey, Brett.
00:10:23You're a dick.
00:10:24Hey, hey, don't, come on, don't be like that.
00:10:27There!
00:10:28Please, it's not like that.
00:10:29We're done.
00:10:30Really?
00:10:31Come on, man, let's talk.
00:10:32Come inside, let's eat.
00:10:33It's not really what it looks like.
00:10:34I'm leaving.
00:10:35Asshole.
00:10:36He needs serious help.
00:10:37Hey, where'd she go?
00:10:38She's probably getting her coat.
00:10:39Uh, dude, stop hooking up with my colleagues.
00:10:42Stop hooking up with my friends.
00:10:44Yeah, maybe process your emotions and feelings, uh, I don't know, with people we don't know?
00:10:48Yeah.
00:10:49Yeah?
00:10:50You know what?
00:10:51It's Friendsgiving.
00:10:52Two people are gone.
00:10:53Please don't shit where we eat.
00:10:55How's belly anyway at home?
00:10:56She's living her best French girl life.
00:10:59And she invited me to go to Paris.
00:11:01What?
00:11:02For her winter break, yeah.
00:11:03Oh, my God.
00:11:04Well, you got to go.
00:11:05No, fully.
00:11:06Oh.
00:11:07She says hi.
00:11:08I don't really like how quick you were to say yes to that.
00:11:10Is she gonna leave me?
00:11:11Wait, I'm...
00:11:12That quickly?
00:11:13That's crazy.
00:11:15Okay, uh, can you guys get a room, please?
00:11:18Okay.
00:11:19These are all my rooms.
00:11:21Yeah, I think the whole point of, uh, couch surfing is that you're supposed to surf out at some point.
00:11:26Jarrett, you can't avoid French forever.
00:11:28You can't.
00:11:29It's...
00:11:30I mean...
00:11:31It's not like belly's even there.
00:11:33Belly who?
00:11:46Tay?
00:11:47Did you...
00:11:48Did you use a hand mixer?
00:11:49Or did you use the ricer that I asked you to use?
00:11:51A hand mixer.
00:11:53Because it was faster.
00:11:55Really?
00:11:56Yeah.
00:11:57Got the job done.
00:11:58Really?
00:11:59No, you didn't, because they're gluey now.
00:12:00It was your idea to cook this whole entire, like, elaborate-ass dinner.
00:12:04I just wanted to order Thai food.
00:12:06So don't get mad at me when I'm helping you.
00:12:08It's ridiculous.
00:12:09Ooh, a doorbell.
00:12:10I'll go get that.
00:12:11It was my idea to use the ricer, not the hand mixer.
00:12:12Then don't ask me for help.
00:12:13Don't ask me for help.
00:12:14Hey!
00:12:15Do you nice.
00:12:16Hi.
00:12:17Look who I ran into downstairs.
00:12:19It's our boss.
00:12:21Adam.
00:12:22Surprise.
00:12:23Brought some champagne.
00:12:24Yep.
00:12:25Awesome.
00:12:27Yeah, thank you.
00:12:28What the fuck?
00:12:29I have no idea.
00:12:30Uh, do you mind taking your shoes off? Sorry.
00:12:31Oh, yeah, no problem.
00:12:32Let me get up.
00:12:33Hello, Jeremiah.
00:12:34Dad.
00:12:35What are you...
00:12:36What are you doing here?
00:12:37Aren't you supposed to be at Kaylee's parents' place?
00:12:39Don't ask.
00:12:40She's there.
00:12:41I'm here.
00:12:42Thanksgiving.
00:12:43I brought champagne from my wedding.
00:12:47What do you want me to do?
00:12:49Throw it away?
00:12:51Bro, stuffing's bomb.
00:12:54Sprouts are bomb.
00:12:55Turkey's bomb.
00:12:56You've about done yourself, man.
00:12:57So bomb.
00:12:58You made all those?
00:12:59Uh, yeah.
00:13:00With Steven and Taylor's help, they made the mashed potatoes.
00:13:02You're welcome.
00:13:03Mashed potatoes, not bomb.
00:13:04You can leave.
00:13:05I think they're great.
00:13:06And I always say, you're nothing without a good team.
00:13:09Like these two.
00:13:10My lieutenants.
00:13:12Smart, ambitious, loyal.
00:13:15That's the stuff you can't teach.
00:13:18So is this about me not taking the breaker gig, Dad?
00:13:22Good times.
00:13:23No, I have zero issues with you finishing school, Jeremiah.
00:13:26You're finishing school?
00:13:27I didn't even know you were taking classes this semester.
00:13:30Uh, yeah.
00:13:32Yes, I am.
00:13:33Yeah, I take online classes and...
00:13:35Oh.
00:13:36You don't even come by the frat house, dude?
00:13:38I'm hurt.
00:13:39I'm a dick.
00:13:40That's funny.
00:13:41Because I thought Jeremiah was living in the fraternity house.
00:13:47Oh, shit.
00:13:49What I meant was that...
00:13:51Can I talk to you for a second?
00:13:52Yeah.
00:13:54Thanks, dude.
00:13:58My mashed potatoes aren't good and then you ruin the fucking dinner.
00:14:00How was I supposed to know?
00:14:01I have been trying my damnedest to cut you some slack, but this is...
00:14:05This is too much!
00:14:07Dad, please.
00:14:08Be quiet, please.
00:14:09Can we...
00:14:11So...
00:14:13You've been lying to me.
00:14:16For months.
00:14:17Yeah.
00:14:18Yeah, can you blame me?
00:14:19Excuse me?
00:14:20Look, when I told you I needed an extra semester at school,
00:14:23you acted like I was the biggest moron on earth.
00:14:26And then when I told you I was calling off the wedding,
00:14:28you assumed I screwed something up because that's what I do.
00:14:30I never said that.
00:14:31You never said that to my face.
00:14:34Then you told me my credit history is ruined forever
00:14:36because I had the nerve to back out of an apartment
00:14:38that I was supposed to share with my wife.
00:14:41So yeah, I lied about going to school.
00:14:43Go ahead.
00:14:44Tell me how much of a fuck-up I am.
00:14:45Tell me how you're just burning money from my dead-end future.
00:14:48Aren't I?
00:14:50Not everything is about money, Dad.
00:14:53You're right. It's not.
00:14:54So let's take it out of the equation.
00:14:57What?
00:14:58I'm cutting you off.
00:14:59No, you've got to figure out how to do things on your own
00:15:02without a safety net.
00:15:03Are you kidding me right now?
00:15:04And it's not because I care about the money.
00:15:06It's because you've never had...
00:15:07Hey, now that you're cutting me off,
00:15:08I don't have to listen to your shit anymore.
00:15:10Yeah.
00:15:16He basically called me a deadbeat.
00:15:18Where does he get off?
00:15:19Yeah.
00:15:20I mean, you don't have a job.
00:15:22Yeah, and you did sort of drop out.
00:15:24And you don't pay rent.
00:15:26Wow.
00:15:27Wow.
00:15:29Okay, honestly, man, a job would be good for you.
00:15:32It might bring structure.
00:15:34Is this your way of kicking me out?
00:15:36Yes.
00:15:37No.
00:15:38Yes?
00:15:39Yes.
00:15:40Well, fine.
00:15:41I'll just crash at Denise's place then.
00:15:42What?
00:15:43Suck it, loser.
00:15:45FYI, he sleep cooks.
00:15:47Okay, look, I don't sleep cook.
00:15:49That's crazy.
00:15:50Okay, well, he wakes up in the middle of the night
00:15:51and makes food loud as hell.
00:15:53Oh, my God.
00:15:54In his boxers.
00:15:55Mm-hmm.
00:15:56Which is a plus.
00:15:57What?
00:15:59Okay, look, I know it'll be a hassle, D,
00:16:02but please, I don't have anywhere else to go.
00:16:06Okay, fine.
00:16:10You can stay with me for one week.
00:16:13Just one?
00:16:14Okay, yeah, just one.
00:16:15You sure you want to do?
00:16:16No, just one.
00:16:17Okay, one.
00:16:18You want to help me pack?
00:16:19No, I'm not your mother.
00:16:21All right.
00:16:22Please?
00:16:23Oh, my God, I already hate myself.
00:16:25Okay.
00:16:26Fuck you.
00:16:27To you both.
00:16:29You're welcome.
00:16:30Jesus.
00:16:33Try this.
00:16:36Hmm.
00:16:39Need salt.
00:16:43Oh.
00:16:44I've had heartburn all day.
00:16:47Oh.
00:16:49Did you move the Pepsid?
00:16:51No, it's in there.
00:16:54Oh, I don't see it.
00:16:55I think you moved it.
00:16:56Oh.
00:17:00Move.
00:17:01I told you it was in there.
00:17:03Hi, Connie.
00:17:04Happy Thanksgiving.
00:17:05Happy Thanksgiving.
00:17:06Happy Thanksgiving.
00:17:07Happy Thanksgiving.
00:17:08What?
00:17:09Um, Laurel, hey, I got your text about Christmas.
00:17:10I just wanted to give you a call because, uh, I wanted to make sure that it was cool with
00:17:23Jer if I came.
00:17:24Have you talked to him?
00:17:25No.
00:17:26But Stephen says he's fine with it.
00:17:30And Belly?
00:17:31I talked to Belly this morning.
00:17:34She is staying in Paris for the holidays.
00:17:35Oh.
00:17:36Did you say how long she was staying?
00:17:37No, but she asked me to send her more winter stuff, so I'm guessing a while.
00:17:41Things must be going really well, then.
00:17:42That's great.
00:17:43I was thinking about, I don't know.
00:17:44I was thinking about maybe reaching out to her or something.
00:17:57Do you think that she would even want to hear from me?
00:18:00I don't know, Connie.
00:18:02I was thinking about maybe reaching out to her or something.
00:18:05Do you think that she would even want to hear from me?
00:18:10I don't know, Connie. I can't speak for Belly.
00:18:13Oh, yeah, yeah. Yeah.
00:18:16But if you really want to know if she's ready to talk,
00:18:19you're gonna have to risk finding out for yourself.
00:18:22Oh, boy, you sound like my therapist.
00:18:24Always tell me I need to get better at uncertainty,
00:18:28but I need to stop trying to control everything.
00:18:32And what do you say?
00:18:33Fuck you. Uncertainty sucks.
00:18:37You're not wrong.
00:18:39Yeah, I know. Neither is he.
00:18:42So does that mean I'll see you for Christmas?
00:18:45Yeah. Yeah, definitely. I'll be there.
00:18:47Should I eat up the gravy?
00:18:48I don't know, John.
00:18:49I'm gonna let you go, Laura.
00:18:53Have a good night, okay?
00:18:55You too, Connie.
00:18:56Thanks.
00:18:58Bye.
00:18:59Bye.
00:19:09Bye.
00:19:17Bye.
00:19:18Bye.
00:19:19Dear Belly,
00:19:43firstly, I don't even know if I should be writing you,
00:19:46if this is allowed.
00:19:47If it's not, just say so.
00:19:50I'll understand.
00:19:52I should be memorizing the cardiovascular system.
00:19:56But I'd rather be writing you.
00:20:02Sometimes I try to picture what your life is like over there.
00:20:07I imagine you sitting in a little cafe, drinking.
00:20:11What does Belly in Paris drink?
00:20:13A cafe au lait with lots of sugar,
00:20:21along with some disgustingly sweet pastry.
00:20:25Or maybe Sour Patch Kids.
00:20:28Do they have those in Paris?
00:20:32I bet if they do, you found them.
00:20:33Or maybe French Belly doesn't eat junk food.
00:20:41You're probably different over there.
00:20:45I'm going to bring you a cup of coffee.
00:20:48I bet Paris is beautiful during the holidays.
00:20:52I hear you're staying there for Christmas.
00:20:54I guess that means you're happy.
00:20:58I like picturing that.
00:21:01Well, Merry Christmas, Belly.
00:21:03I hope Paris is everything you dreamed it would be, Conrad.
00:21:17Hey, you sure you don't want me to stay and help you close up?
00:21:20No, it's fine.
00:21:21I've watched you do it a hundred times.
00:21:22Hmm.
00:21:23If you're sure.
00:21:24Yeah.
00:21:25Go be with your family.
00:21:26And, you know, I'm kind of psyched to spend Christmas Eve on my own.
00:21:30I've got a whole plan.
00:21:34Okay, then.
00:21:35Merry Christmas.
00:21:37Ciao.
00:21:38Ciao.
00:21:56Merry Christmas.
00:22:26I don't know.
00:22:56The Christmas tree, let the Christmas spirit ring.
00:23:02Later we'll have some fucking pie and we'll do some galling.
00:23:07You have it?
00:23:08You will get a sentimental...
00:23:14Hi.
00:23:17Hey.
00:23:18What are you doing here?
00:23:19Feliz Navidad to you too.
00:23:22Feliz Navidad?
00:23:22Feliz Navidad.
00:23:26So what are you doing?
00:23:27I thought you would be open.
00:23:29What kind of bar closes on Christmas Eve?
00:23:31I thought you were going to London to see some of your friends.
00:23:34Train strike.
00:23:35Now I'm stranded in this freezing city,
00:23:37and even my dear friend Isabel is leaving me out in the cold.
00:23:40I'm sorry.
00:23:42Come on in.
00:23:43Gracias.
00:23:44Do you want a glass of wine?
00:23:47Uh, yeah.
00:23:48Sure.
00:23:51So this is how you're spending Christmas Eve?
00:23:53Yeah.
00:23:55I've got a fire, I've got wine, and I've got that giant box of chocolates that Celine got me for Christmas.
00:24:04Hmm.
00:24:06What?
00:24:07Um, nothing.
00:24:08It's just, um, very uninspired.
00:24:12Uninspired.
00:24:14Okay, so what's your amazing plan then, besides, you know, lurking in a bar that isn't even open?
00:24:21Well, the streets are empty tonight, and I believe there's beauty in emptiness.
00:24:27Huh.
00:24:30What?
00:24:31Just a very, um, pretentious artist guy of you.
00:24:34Are you gonna recite Baudelaire as you wander?
00:24:37No, I was, um, thinking Neruda, actually.
00:24:42The poet!
00:24:43Yes, darling.
00:24:44I'm impressed.
00:24:58Do you know the rest?
00:25:00Nope.
00:25:02Usually a few verses are enough to impress American girls.
00:25:06Hey.
00:25:09Why don't you come with me tonight?
00:25:11No, no way.
00:25:12It's warm in here.
00:25:15How about we play for it?
00:25:18I win.
00:25:19You come with me.
00:25:20You win.
00:25:22I'll leave you alone to your bottle of wine and your giant box of chocolates.
00:25:26You're on.
00:25:30No!
00:25:31No, no, no, no, no, don't worry nothing.
00:25:32No, no, no, no, no, don't worry nothing.
00:25:33No, you said that two games ago.
00:25:36Okay, just face it.
00:25:37You suck.
00:25:38I don't know.
00:25:39I don't suck, but you're good.
00:25:50Okay.
00:25:54All right.
00:25:56Put your coat on.
00:25:57Are you seriously kicking me out?
00:25:59No, I'm coming with you.
00:26:03Okay.
00:26:09What are you doing?
00:26:17Uh, driving us to Place des Roches.
00:26:19Uh, what am I even supposed to hold on to?
00:26:23Uh, me?
00:26:25Isn't that kind of dangerous?
00:26:27It is if you fall off, so maybe don't do it.
00:26:31No, after all that wine you drank, no thank you.
00:26:35Fine.
00:26:36We can walk if you want.
00:26:37Whoa.
00:26:38Who said anything about walk?
00:26:41Streets are empty.
00:26:42Stop snowing.
00:26:44Teach me how to drive.
00:26:46Fine.
00:26:50You got it?
00:26:51Mm-hmm.
00:26:54Easy.
00:26:55Easy.
00:26:57Okay.
00:26:58Hold on tight.
00:26:58Mom, I'm starving.
00:27:16When's dinner?
00:27:17We'll eat whenever Jeremiah gets here.
00:27:19He has to finish a shift at the restaurant.
00:27:21Hey, Connie, did you get those ornaments from upstairs?
00:27:23No, I forgot.
00:27:24I'll do it in a second.
00:27:25Okay.
00:27:26Yeah.
00:27:31I still think it's crazy that our dad cut Jeremiah off.
00:27:34Uh-huh.
00:27:35Yeah.
00:27:36Sounds like he's been figuring things out, though, right?
00:27:39Yeah.
00:27:39Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:27:41Does everybody hate me?
00:27:44Do you still hate me, dude?
00:27:46What's going on?
00:27:46Okay.
00:27:46I don't want to do this right now.
00:27:51No, you're right.
00:27:52Sorry.
00:27:56Nobody hates you, man.
00:27:59Yes, Jer does.
00:28:00Jer hates you.
00:28:01But I don't hate you.
00:28:03I just don't know how to be around you anymore.
00:28:05Not with everything going on with you and Jer.
00:28:07You know?
00:28:09I get it.
00:28:11I'm glad he has you.
00:28:13I just miss you two.
00:28:15I miss Jer.
00:28:17Even before all this stuff, I miss the three of us.
00:28:20Messing around, getting in trouble.
00:28:26You know, ever since he got that job, he does seem better.
00:28:32Yeah.
00:28:34That's what Taylor said.
00:28:35Taylor?
00:28:36Yeah.
00:28:37Yeah, it is crazy to me that you guys still talk.
00:28:39I know.
00:28:39It's kind of a weird twist of fate that the only person who texts me back is Taylor Drill,
00:28:43but...
00:28:44Yeah.
00:28:47You nervous, man?
00:28:49I mean, like, you don't nervous to see him?
00:28:51Let me guess.
00:28:52You have a, uh, bullet point notes app list on your phone.
00:28:56Throw me the list.
00:29:02What the fuck?
00:29:03What's up?
00:29:04Um, no, it's nothing.
00:29:06It's just work stuff.
00:29:07I'll deal with it.
00:29:08Um...
00:29:09Look, you guys are going to be fine.
00:29:13Okay?
00:29:13You guys are brothers.
00:29:14You'll work it out.
00:29:17Thanks.
00:29:19Take care of your work stuff, dude.
00:29:20I'm going to go.
00:29:21Got those ornaments.
00:29:21Uh-huh.
00:29:22Yeah.
00:29:22Yeah.
00:29:22Yeah.
00:29:28Um...
00:29:29Hey.
00:29:32This is Denise Russo.
00:29:33Leave a message.
00:29:34Okay.
00:29:35Hey, Denise, can you call me back, please?
00:29:37I-I have no idea what the fuck just happened, but I-I don't know.
00:29:40I got an email from the guy at Dunster Capital saying they're stopping our funding.
00:29:42I-I-I don't understand.
00:29:44Can you just please call me back whenever you get a chance?
00:29:45Please call me back.
00:29:46Oh, ho, ho.
00:29:48Everything good?
00:29:49Yes.
00:29:50Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:29:50I-I just, you know, calling the girlfriend.
00:29:53Uh, Taylor.
00:29:54Oh.
00:29:55My mistake.
00:29:56I thought it was you melting down over my buddy at Dunster deciding not to fund yours
00:30:00and Denise's little company.
00:30:02No!
00:30:03No!
00:30:04I-what?
00:30:05I-uh-
00:30:06Oh, no, no, no, go ahead.
00:30:08Lie to my face some more.
00:30:10Does this-
00:30:11This means I'm fired, right?
00:30:16No.
00:30:17No.
00:30:18I'm impressed you have the boss.
00:30:19Ha, ha.
00:30:20Well, actually, no.
00:30:21It was-it was Denise who had the balls.
00:30:23Not surprising.
00:30:24All right.
00:30:25See you at work on January 2nd.
00:30:27No hard feelings.
00:30:28Yeah.
00:30:28Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:30:31Actually, Adam, um, I quit.
00:30:36Ha, ha.
00:30:37What?
00:30:40Oh.
00:30:42You sure you want to do that, Steven?
00:30:44Yes.
00:30:45No hard feelings?
00:30:52No hard feelings?
00:30:59All right.
00:31:00Let's peel some...
00:31:02You see, we're talking to her.
00:31:21You're talking to her.
00:31:23You're talking to me, you're talking to her.
00:31:24You're talking to her.
00:32:25Jeremiah's here.
00:32:26Everyone, come grab a dish.
00:32:28Coming.
00:32:32Hey, kiddo.
00:32:46Hey.
00:32:47At least turn the heat on.
00:32:48It's freezing.
00:32:49I really thought I could go in there.
00:33:02It's okay.
00:33:05It's not okay.
00:33:07I can't go in the house without thinking about the two of them.
00:33:11They ruined it for me.
00:33:13And now he gets the family.
00:33:16He gets Christmas.
00:33:19And I'm just...
00:33:24I lost everyone.
00:33:26Not everyone.
00:33:28We're your family, too, and I am not going anywhere.
00:33:35I'm sorry I was such a dick to you at the wedding.
00:33:38It's okay, sweetheart.
00:33:39I know you were hurting.
00:33:41It still hurts.
00:33:44She was always the one that could make it better.
00:33:49I know she wants to hear from you.
00:33:52I'm not...I'm not ready for that.
00:33:59I'm not ready to go in there.
00:34:04I understand.
00:34:07Your dad will be sorry to miss you.
00:34:09Yeah, I'm sure he can't wait to hear about his loser son chopping onions all day.
00:34:13Hey.
00:34:15You are making it on your own.
00:34:17Don't think he's not proud of that.
00:34:24What smells so good?
00:34:28I made gochujang glazed roasted carrots.
00:34:31No way.
00:34:34Yeah.
00:34:35If Heimony were here, she would say,
00:34:37finally, some food that tastes good.
00:34:49You can...you can take the carrots and...and the presents.
00:34:54I'm not ready to go in there yet.
00:34:57Okay.
00:35:00Just text me when you get home.
00:35:02Yeah.
00:35:04Hey, I love you, Lord.
00:35:09I love you, too.
00:35:16Drive safe.
00:35:34She's not coming.
00:35:35It's just gonna be us tonight.
00:35:52Let's sit down and eat.
00:35:55What are you doing here?
00:36:01What are you doing here?
00:36:02Oh, I forgot my nephew's gifts and there was gonna be a throw down if I didn't come back and get them.
00:36:07You're wearing your sad pants.
00:36:09What happened?
00:36:10Was it a total shitshow?
00:36:11I don't wanna talk about it.
00:36:12Okay.
00:36:13Well, my day hasn't been all fucking eggnog and carols either.
00:36:17Turns out your dad knows about me and Stephen starting our own company.
00:36:22So, he chose the day of our lord's birth to blow it all up.
00:36:26Christmas is tomorrow.
00:36:28Okay, but what time is it in Bethlehem right now, huh?
00:36:31Okay.
00:36:32Well, I'm sorry my dad's a jerk.
00:36:38Oh, it's all right.
00:36:40It'll work out.
00:36:41I'm too clever to fail.
00:36:42So, you're gonna tell me what happened?
00:36:44What did your bitch-ass brother do this time, huh?
00:36:48Don't you have to, like, do something with your family?
00:36:50I got five.
00:36:51Scooch.
00:36:52Come on.
00:37:01What happened?
00:37:03I never made it inside.
00:37:05I just sat in my car in the driveway.
00:37:08You know, they're probably eating dinner right now.
00:37:10Like, oh, poor Jerry.
00:37:11Couldn't even face us.
00:37:13You know, I thought I'd be okay seeing him again,
00:37:15but he just makes me feel like the same 17-year-old kid
00:37:19that got dumped by Billy the first time.
00:37:21You know, I know I should be figuring out who I am without her, but...
00:37:26Well, your healing timeline is your healing timeline.
00:37:28Breakups are like deaths.
00:37:32You're the only person to tell that to me.
00:37:34You know, this is super fucked up to say, but I feel like...
00:37:39I feel like losing Belly has been even more painful than losing my mom.
00:37:44And at least with my mom, she's actually dead.
00:37:47Yeah.
00:37:48Belly, she's gone from my life, but she's still out there.
00:37:52You know?
00:37:53Well, that's why you gotta grieve it.
00:37:55How?
00:38:00Oh.
00:38:03Accept what's happened.
00:38:05Forgive yourself.
00:38:07Forgive her.
00:38:08Forgive Conrad.
00:38:09Forgive all the people who hurt you.
00:38:11You know?
00:38:12Not because they deserve your forgiveness,
00:38:15but...
00:38:16Because the longer you hold onto it, the longer it holds power over you.
00:38:20And fuck other people holding power over you.
00:38:26What?
00:38:27I don't know.
00:38:28I was just kind of surprised.
00:38:29What?
00:38:30You think I've never had my heart broken before?
00:38:32Kind of.
00:38:33Oh, my God.
00:38:34Yeah.
00:38:35Yeah.
00:38:36Like when you and Steven didn't work out, you didn't even seem upset.
00:38:39That's because...
00:38:40That's because I was never really into Steven.
00:38:43I...
00:38:44I don't know.
00:38:45I thought...
00:38:46I thought he was cute and fun and maybe there was a potential for something there,
00:38:51but I never fell for him.
00:38:54Mm-hmm.
00:38:55Trust me.
00:38:56When I fall for someone, I fall hard.
00:39:00Like...
00:39:01Smash into a million pieces at the bottom of a cliff hard.
00:39:12So I'm not the only romantic shit show in this apartment.
00:39:15Oh, I'm so, so glad that my crappy dating record can provide comfort in your time of need.
00:39:22You know, D, we're like really good friends, huh?
00:39:27You're gonna let me crash into your spare room for a month?
00:39:31Mm-hmm.
00:39:32Listening to me whine about all my problems.
00:39:34Mm-hmm.
00:39:35Oh, it's fine.
00:39:36I like your cooking.
00:39:38Just, um, stop leaving your dirty tissues around and we'll be good, okay?
00:39:42Aye aye, Captain.
00:39:45All right.
00:39:46Come on.
00:39:47Get up.
00:39:48You're coming with me.
00:39:49What?
00:39:50Yep.
00:39:51You're gonna crash your family's Christmas.
00:39:52Yes, you are.
00:39:53My grandma will love you.
00:39:54You're nice and pretty and you can cook.
00:39:56You think I'm pretty?
00:39:58You're everything she wanted me and failed to get.
00:40:00Come on.
00:40:01Up.
00:40:02Sounds good.
00:40:03Mm-hmm.
00:40:04Give me like five minutes.
00:40:05I wanna get ready for your grand-grand.
00:40:07Yeah, never say grand-grand again.
00:40:09Oh, you know you liked it.
00:40:11Ooh.
00:40:12I liked it.
00:40:13I just liked it.
00:40:15I, I wantじゃあ.
00:40:16You need, I want Noah.
00:40:17Turn your days down here.
00:40:18I loved it.
00:40:19Oh god!
00:40:20I JJ, when I am now getting on let's go.
00:40:22I thought she had a joke on the night and then he got him really like this in the studio.
00:40:25Oh my god.
00:40:26Oh my god.
00:40:27That's will happen.
00:40:28I gave you my heart, but from the day after, you rejected it.
00:40:35This time, I'll give it to you.
00:40:58Love, actually, and fells deep on the couch.
00:41:01Sounds kind of perfect.
00:41:02No, honestly, it was.
00:41:04It was.
00:41:06Hey.
00:41:08I love this.
00:41:10Did you get this here?
00:41:11When are we going shopping?
00:41:12Because I need the perfect look for our New Year's Eve party.
00:41:14Because I have nothing.
00:41:15Yes.
00:41:16We can go tomorrow.
00:41:17I promise.
00:41:18Okay.
00:41:19Let's go inside, because it's really cold.
00:41:20I'll give you a bag.
00:41:21Yeah, don't take the heavy one.
00:41:22Okay.
00:41:23I've put songs before, why is this better?
00:41:28This is literally my everyday year.
00:41:34Yes.
00:41:35I think I'm just having like a boat.
00:41:37I'm having like a periscope.
00:41:38You are having a periscope.
00:41:40Not that one.
00:41:41Not that one, though.
00:41:42It's like Bonnie and Clyde.
00:41:44That's so cool.
00:41:50I know, right?
00:41:52Hey, come inside.
00:41:57It's cold out there.
00:41:59Bitch.
00:42:00I still cannot believe that you live here.
00:42:02Paris is sick.
00:42:07I feel like I've done the best that I can do with what we have to work with.
00:42:11You should see the stuff I'm pinning for Steven's apartment.
00:42:13It's actually really good.
00:42:14I can't believe you guys are moving in together after graduation.
00:42:17Yeah.
00:42:18Real grown girl shit.
00:42:19I'm very happy for you guys.
00:42:22Okay.
00:42:23Okay, I cannot wait for you to meet the rest of my friends.
00:42:27Yeah, me too.
00:42:28So are they all as hot as that like sexy Latino Chalamet that we went shopping with yesterday?
00:42:33Benito?
00:42:34Yeah.
00:42:35No, he's just a friend.
00:42:36Okay, he's way too fine to be just a friend.
00:42:38No.
00:42:39No.
00:42:40No.
00:42:41I'm just saying rebounds are like part of the healing process.
00:42:44You get out there and you...
00:42:45Yeah, well, it's not like I've been a nun.
00:42:48You pute.
00:42:49You pute.
00:42:50How do you say pute?
00:42:52Wait a minute.
00:42:53Wait a second.
00:42:54Did you consult French Urban Dictionary on the plane here?
00:42:57And so what if I did?
00:42:58There are some words that I need to know in order to be here and one of them is pute.
00:43:02Pute.
00:43:03Oh, hey.
00:43:04Can you get my phone?
00:43:06It's Jer.
00:43:11Answer it.
00:43:12You want to answer it?
00:43:13Yes.
00:43:14Give it to me.
00:43:16Hello?
00:43:17Hey.
00:43:18It's me.
00:43:19It's really nice to hear your voice.
00:43:24How are you?
00:43:26I'm working.
00:43:28It's good.
00:43:29Taylor told me that you're cooking at some restaurant.
00:43:34Yeah, I'm basically like a glorified busboy, so.
00:43:38Gotta start somewhere, right?
00:43:41Yeah.
00:43:42Yeah.
00:43:47So, how's Paris?
00:43:49I tried escargot.
00:43:50And?
00:43:54I hated it.
00:43:55I told you I would.
00:43:56Yeah.
00:44:03I'm really, I'm really glad that you called.
00:44:06I've been, um, I've been wanting to tell you how sorry I am.
00:44:13And how much I regret the way that things ended with us.
00:44:17I-I don't want to talk about the past.
00:44:18It's not why I called.
00:44:20Okay, why did you then?
00:44:23I was sick of being too afraid to call.
00:44:26And I want you to know that I'm good.
00:44:28Really.
00:44:30And I-I hope you're good too.
00:44:33I am.
00:44:35Hey, Fisher.
00:44:36Your break ended 90 seconds ago.
00:44:37It sounds like you're busy.
00:44:38I should probably let you go.
00:44:42Yeah, I should probably let you go too.
00:44:46Happy New Year, Jeremiah.
00:44:49Happy New Year, spouse.
00:44:50Happy New Year, eventually, team-
00:44:56Whew.
00:44:57Shut up!
00:45:02It's murder on the dance floor.
00:45:04You better not kill the groom.
00:45:05Yeah.
00:45:08We influence the house.
00:45:11That's so funny.
00:45:14Wait, are all these people your friends?
00:45:28I invited the four people I know and then told them to invite everyone they know.
00:45:32Okay.
00:45:34Buenas noches.
00:45:35Hey.
00:45:38Sorry I'm late.
00:45:39They closed off half the streets.
00:45:41You look beautiful.
00:45:45I'm going to grab you some champagne.
00:45:47Hi.
00:45:48Taylor, ça va?
00:45:51Uh, this was delivered for you downstairs.
00:45:54Um, I'll take this.
00:45:56I got it.
00:45:57For you.
00:46:01This is from Conrad.
00:46:03Conrad Fisher is sending you care packages internationally.
00:46:06He's been writing.
00:46:08Can I open it?
00:46:09I'm going to open this.
00:46:11Owen, Owen.
00:46:12Come on.
00:46:13Come outside.
00:46:19Look at you Sour Patch Kids.
00:46:21So sweet.
00:46:22Oh my god.
00:46:23Junior Mint?
00:46:24This is really loaded.
00:46:30Is this why you haven't been able to move on?
00:46:34Because Conrad Fisher is sending you love letters?
00:46:35No.
00:46:36Come on.
00:46:37Come on.
00:46:38Come on.
00:46:39Come on.
00:46:40Come on.
00:46:42They're not love letters.
00:46:43Mm-hmm.
00:46:44They are regular, nothing notes.
00:46:45And I haven't even written them back.
00:46:46So, no.
00:46:47Conrad isn't even an issue.
00:46:48Okay.
00:46:49So then what's holding you back?
00:46:50Because the sparks are sparking between you and Benito.
00:46:52Are you afraid of getting hurt?
00:46:53No.
00:46:54I'm afraid of hurting someone else.
00:46:55Okay.
00:46:56So then what's the plan though?
00:46:57Are you just never going to get close to anyone ever again because you might get close
00:46:59to someone else?
00:47:00No.
00:47:01I'm afraid of hurting someone else.
00:47:04Okay.
00:47:05So then what's holding you back?
00:47:06Because the sparks are sparking between you and Benito.
00:47:09Are you afraid of getting hurt?
00:47:12No.
00:47:13I'm afraid of hurting someone else.
00:47:18Okay.
00:47:19So then what's the plan though?
00:47:23Are you just never going to get close to anyone ever again?
00:47:26Because you might risk hurting someone?
00:47:29Babe, it's inevitable.
00:47:31Like, you know, do your best, but you're going to have to accept that it will probably happen
00:47:38at some point.
00:47:41You're right.
00:47:42I'm always right.
00:47:43You know what?
00:47:46It's kind of fitting actually that they're both like reaching out to you on the last day
00:47:49of the year.
00:47:50If you think about it, like, it feels like that chapter's kind of closed now.
00:47:54The end of an era.
00:47:57Totally.
00:47:58The Fisher Brothers are so loud season.
00:48:00You'll get a new purse.
00:48:05Let's get out there.
00:48:06Okay.
00:48:07That in the movie,
00:48:08definitely Ronnn?
00:48:09Yes!
00:48:10Yes!
00:48:11Yes!
00:48:12Yes!
00:48:13They've come.
00:48:14Christianity.
00:48:15No!
00:48:16You can tell peacefully.
00:48:18We're so glad that we got all this needed.
00:48:19Yes!
00:48:20Oh wow.
00:48:21Yes!
00:48:22Sorry.
00:48:23Sorry about how wanted our people to put her together.
00:48:27I am too good for you.
00:48:31Another Paris twilight, kiss me
00:48:34Down on the morning floor, kiss me
00:48:38Another Paris twilight, kiss me
00:48:45You fit in the wave to the flight to the sky
00:48:48Never down, baby check my stats
00:48:50Truth is I wasn't tryna meet nobody, baby I was there to get my back
00:48:54But when I saw you I was like, I like that
00:48:57Wasn't tryna break, baby I fall back
00:48:59When I heard you say, I'm sure, baby
00:49:02So kiss me
00:49:04Should we like...
00:49:06No, just ignore it, they'll go away
00:49:13What?
00:49:16It's because there was a leak there
00:49:18Lévier still? I thought the owner had repaired it
00:49:21But it's not Lévier, it's the bathroom
00:49:23So it's not...
00:49:25Fuck!
00:49:27There's also a leak
00:49:29Super
00:49:30What's this shit, there's a leak?
00:49:31Yeah, look
00:49:32Seriously?
00:49:33Yeah
00:49:34We're half naked
00:49:35Oh, come on, look
00:49:37Problem solved
00:49:38No, no, no
00:49:39It's my coffee
00:49:40It's okay, it's just a coffee, you can do it
00:49:42It starts
00:49:43I'm gonna prepare for the work
00:49:45I'm gonna prepare for the work
00:49:47Okay?
00:49:48So if you can prevent the guardian, that would be cool
00:49:50Hmm
00:49:51And then you don't have shampoo
00:49:53Can you stop using my shit? Thanks
00:49:58Classic Clovis
00:49:59Oh shit, I should go
00:50:04Wait, wait, wait
00:50:05You don't have a few minutes?
00:50:06You should keep that
00:50:17Yeah?
00:50:18It'll be helpful
00:50:19You know, you can just store stuff in there
00:50:21Oh
00:50:23Cute
00:50:24Little scarf, my man
00:50:25Yes
00:50:26Guys, can you actually keep on packing?
00:50:28I'm running out of stuff to take downstairs, yeah?
00:50:31Yeah
00:50:32Sorry, babe
00:50:33We'll be right behind
00:50:38I seriously cannot believe you're giving this place up
00:50:41It's perfect
00:50:42Well, Max's place is bigger and it's closer to work, so
00:50:48When's Benito getting here?
00:50:50Uh, soon
00:50:54He, um, asked me to come to Mexico with him for his grandma's 80th
00:50:57And?
00:50:59I can't
00:51:00I have graduation that weekend
00:51:01And, you know
00:51:02Then
00:51:03Home
00:51:04Poor Benny
00:51:06He's smitten with you, you know
00:51:07No
00:51:08No, no, no
00:51:09He knows the deal
00:51:10He knows that
00:51:11At some point I have to go back to my real life
00:51:14This could be your real life
00:51:17Look
00:51:18I've just got to say this again for the record
00:51:20I think it's crazy that you're leaving
00:51:22You're just saying Paris
00:51:24Everybody's expecting me a graduation
00:51:28Ugh
00:51:29And
00:51:30I told you Clovis already rented out my room to someone else
00:51:32I know
00:51:33So hear me out
00:51:35It really would be a shame to see this place go to waste
00:51:39You should take my apartment
00:51:41It's just a year lease
00:51:42Hold on
00:51:43Um
00:51:44My mom is calling me
00:51:45Talk to her
00:51:46Then think about it
00:51:47I'm gonna take this box downstairs before Max dumps me
00:51:52Hi mom
00:51:53Hey Bean
00:51:54I'm sorry I missed your call earlier
00:51:55Hey
00:51:56I've been meaning to ask you
00:51:57What day are you planning to fly home?
00:52:00I haven't
00:52:01Um
00:52:02I haven't figured out my ticket yet
00:52:04You're still planning to come, right?
00:52:08Actually, Gemma just offered me her apartment
00:52:10It's a year long lease?
00:52:11Oh
00:52:12I mean I don't even
00:52:13Know if I'm gonna take it
00:52:16But if I did
00:52:17It wouldn't mean that I'm never coming home
00:52:19I just
00:52:20I feel like maybe I'm not done here
00:52:23What about your visa?
00:52:24Yeah
00:52:25No, I'd um
00:52:26I'd have to think about it
00:52:27Uh
00:52:28But there's a year long psych program at the Sorbonne
00:52:29that would give me my student visa
00:52:30And you know, um
00:52:31there's a regular at the bar
00:52:46who works at an international school
00:52:49And she said they need help with their sports program
00:52:50So I mean I
00:52:51I think if I wanted to make it work
00:52:53I'm not gonna do it
00:52:54I'm not gonna do it
00:52:55Yeah
00:52:56I think if I wanted to make it work, I could.
00:53:02Okay.
00:53:04Well, keep me updated.
00:53:08What, that's it? You're not gonna, like,
00:53:10try to talk me out of it or something?
00:53:12Do you want me to?
00:53:14No, no, no.
00:53:16I don't, I just...
00:53:20I'm really happy here.
00:53:22I know, Bean. I can hear it in your voice.
00:53:25You found something special out there.
00:53:27And yes, there's a part of me that wishes you found something special a little closer to home.
00:53:32What, like Trenton, New Jersey?
00:53:35How about down the hallway from me where I can still remind you to wash your bras?
00:53:41I was excited for you to come home, but...
00:53:44Honestly, I'll be just as excited if you stay.
00:53:49Thank you, Mom.
00:53:51How are you doing today?
00:53:53Today?
00:53:57Oh my God, it's the 14th.
00:53:59It's the anniversary of Susanna's death.
00:54:02I, I should've, I...
00:54:06Are you okay?
00:54:08I'm, I'm good.
00:54:10Bean, don't beat yourself up over it.
00:54:12I'm sure home feels like a million miles away.
00:54:14Beck would be so excited about your moving to Paris.
00:54:18Gemma's apartment has a view of the Sacré-Cœur.
00:54:22Just like in Sabrina.
00:54:27How perfect.
00:54:30Alright.
00:54:32Well, I should probably go, Mom.
00:54:37I love you.
00:54:38I love you too, Bean.
00:54:39I love you too, Bean.
00:54:41Belly, which country do you want to visit the most?
00:54:45Belly, which country do you want to visit the most?
00:55:01Egypt, Italy.
00:55:05Oh, my gosh.
00:55:06Adam and I went to Italy on our honeymoon,
00:55:08and I ate gelato every single day.
00:55:12What's gelato?
00:55:13Oh, it's like... like ice cream, but better.
00:55:17I want gelato.
00:55:18Hey, Laura, what if we rented a house in Italy next summer?
00:55:22That sounds expensive.
00:55:24What if Adam rented us a house in Italy next summer?
00:55:27Can we leave him at home?
00:55:30We'll rent a house on the Amalfi Coast, and you'll love it.
00:55:33You can swim in the sea every day.
00:55:35I don't want to swim in the sea every day.
00:55:38I want to swim here, with you.
00:55:40Oh, and people.
00:55:44People?
00:55:46Okay.
00:55:47We'll come here.
00:55:49But one day, when you're older, you might change your mind.
00:55:53You might want to see more of the world.
00:55:55Mmm, no.
00:55:57I never will.
00:55:58I know what I like.
00:55:59It's true.
00:56:04You've always been a girl who knows her own heart.
00:56:06That's too early!
00:56:12Woo!
00:56:14podcast through
00:56:24confession
00:56:24And
00:56:25I know who loves it.
00:56:26I know who we are.
00:56:27I love you!
00:56:29It's weird that it doesn't really work.
00:56:31It's a long story until you see Peter's eyebrows.
00:56:31It's a long story until she sees...
00:56:33The thing is, the thing is, went to go to the side of the island!
00:56:34... in the lake and the sun.
00:56:34I didn't think you were coming.
00:56:48I didn't tell anyone.
00:56:49I'm sorry.
00:56:51I thought I'd be in and out before you got here.
00:57:04I can't believe it's been five years.
00:57:23This morning I realized I can't remember her life.
00:57:28I can't remember her hands.
00:57:33They're like yours.
00:57:34Jerry, look, I know I can't make you forgive me.
00:57:42Nope.
00:57:43But I'm going to try and I'm going to keep trying to break through.
00:57:48Because I miss you.
00:57:51And I'm sorry.
00:57:53I'm so, so sorry.
00:57:57You really want to do this here?
00:58:01Fine.
00:58:01Let's do it.
00:58:02Let's talk about how you hung around all summer like a snake in the grass pretending to help me with my wedding when really you were just trying to break it up and take belly for yourself.
00:58:09Jerry, that's not how it was.
00:58:11You're so full of shit.
00:58:12Jerry, I swear to you, that's not what was happening.
00:58:14I loved her and you ruined it.
00:58:17You don't know what it's like to be with someone that long.
00:58:19What you build, what you lose when it disappears.
00:58:23She was my fucking world.
00:58:24If you loved her so much, how could you go and sleep with someone else?
00:58:28We were broken up.
00:58:30You want to know why?
00:58:32Because I know about the two of you on Christmas.
00:58:35Admit it, Con.
00:58:38You wanted belly back so you found a way to take her.
00:58:41You can't take someone, Jer.
00:58:43She's not a fucking object.
00:58:45And the only reason that there was any wedding to break up was because you were afraid of losing her.
00:58:49As if a ring could make someone yours.
00:58:55Fuck you.
00:58:56Jer, I'm sorry that I couldn't stop loving her and that that hurt you.
00:59:00I hate that, but you've been that person too.
00:59:06When you had the chance to be with her a month after she and I broke up, you took it.
00:59:13You think that didn't fuck me up?
00:59:14You think that was easy for me?
00:59:16And I get it because you loved her so much that you forgot about everyone else.
00:59:21I did too.
00:59:30I never wanted to talk about Christmas because I knew the second I did it was over.
00:59:40Can you blame me for wanting to hold on to her as long as I could?
00:59:45No.
00:59:46Dear, I tried to stop loving her.
00:59:49I tried to keep my promise.
00:59:51What promise?
00:59:53Before Mom died, I promised her that I would try and take care of you.
01:00:01That I would protect you from getting hurt.
01:00:04I know.
01:00:08Shit job.
01:00:09Yeah.
01:00:13Yeah.
01:00:15I made her a promise too.
01:00:18That I wouldn't let anything get between us.
01:00:21So we both screwed up.
01:00:28She would be so mad.
01:00:33You know, when we broke off the wedding, my first thought was, I need to find Mom.
01:00:42My second thought was, I wish I could talk to Connie.
01:00:44If it was your fault, I needed my brother.
01:00:48And I still do.
01:00:50I'm here now.
01:01:00Did Billie text you too?
01:01:02I won't hate you if she did.
01:01:04No.
01:01:05We haven't talked since last summer.
01:01:12I've been writing her letters.
01:01:19She hasn't written me back.
01:01:20Maybe I should take that as a hint.
01:01:21I never could compete with what you two had.
01:01:31That connection is like a force field.
01:01:35Do what you have to do.
01:01:38Don't expect me to be okay with it.
01:01:40But don't fucking waste it either.
01:01:48Later, man.
01:01:49Later.
01:01:50Dear belly.
01:01:51I saw Jeremiah yesterday.
01:01:56We both went to visit Mom's grave.
01:02:00Things went better than the last time we were together.
01:02:05No punches were thrown.
01:02:07He told me you'd been in touch.
01:02:09I might as well be completely honest here.
01:02:11Because who even knows if you're reading my letters.
01:02:15You might have thrown them all out without opening them.
01:02:17Which is your right.
01:02:19But I'll go ahead and say it.
01:02:21Even though I have no right.
01:02:22It killed me a little that Jer's talked to you.
01:02:26Still, I don't think he hates me anymore.
01:02:27Which is a good thing.
01:02:28Um, excuse me.
01:02:29Please take your shoes off in my new abode.
01:02:31Keep an Asian household.
01:02:33But we wore shoes in your old place.
01:02:35I don't know.
01:02:36I don't know.
01:02:37I don't know.
01:02:38I don't know.
01:02:39I don't know.
01:02:40I don't know.
01:02:41I don't know.
01:02:42I don't know.
01:02:43I don't know.
01:02:44I don't know.
01:02:45I don't know.
01:02:46I don't know.
01:02:47I don't know.
01:02:48I don't know.
01:02:49Yeah.
01:02:50But that's because I didn't want my feet touching the floor.
01:02:53And also, I mean, this place is all mine.
01:02:57You know?
01:02:58Just mine.
01:02:59Should we make up the bed?
01:03:00You know, my mother always says that's the first thing you should do when you move into
01:03:03a new place.
01:03:04Sure.
01:03:05But I'm sleeping in it alone tonight.
01:03:08I've never gotten to do that before.
01:03:10Whatever you say.
01:03:14So now that you're not going home next month, will you come with me?
01:03:18To Mexico for my grandma's birthday party?
01:03:21I promise I'm not going to propose to you in front of my entire family.
01:03:26I just want to show you where I grew up.
01:03:28My grandma makes the best chilaquiles in the entire world.
01:03:30The entire world?
01:03:31Yeah.
01:03:32You have no idea.
01:03:33You have no idea.
01:03:34They're delicious.
01:03:35We never painted by the numbers, baby.
01:03:38But we were making it count.
01:03:41Okay.
01:03:42You know the greatest loves of all time are over now.
01:03:46Yep.
01:03:48I guess you never know, never know.
01:03:51It's another day waking up alone.
01:03:55But we were something, don't you think so?
01:03:58Roaring twenties, tossing pennies in the pool.
01:04:01Also, in case I haven't made it clear, I think about you a lot.
01:04:06You're pretty much all I think about.
01:04:08Just so we're clear.
01:04:10Love, Conrad.
01:04:12Dear Conrad.
01:04:14Dear Conrad.
01:04:15I never thanked you for sending me junior mint.
01:04:18So, thank you.
01:04:20And thank you for all your letters.
01:04:22It's sweet of you to think of me.
01:04:24I finally found a permanent apartment.
01:04:27This is my new address.
01:04:29Hope you're well.
01:04:42Started all three games last week against Cal Poly.
01:04:46You should really lock your doors.
01:04:49Oh my God, it's hot.
01:04:51I don't remember it being this hot last June.
01:04:53It's pretty nice in Brussels right now, I've heard.
01:04:55I still can't believe Namazi invited you to the Brussels conference.
01:04:59I'm so much better than you.
01:05:01Better luck next time, kid.
01:05:03What's up? You want some water?
01:05:05Sure, yeah.
01:05:09So.
01:05:11Brussels, huh?
01:05:13Quite Belgian town, only a one and a half hour train ride from Paris.
01:05:18Subtle.
01:05:19Let me see that postcard she sent you.
01:05:21Agnes?
01:05:22Oh, come on, just let me see it.
01:05:23I mean, how am I supposed to help you if I don't know what I'm dealing with?
01:05:26For the record, I never asked for your help.
01:05:36Oh my God, you keep it in your wallet?
01:05:38Shut up.
01:05:39Shut up.
01:05:47Well?
01:05:49That's it? That's all she wrote?
01:05:52Yeah.
01:05:54Yeah, you definitely shouldn't go.
01:05:56Really? So you don't think...
01:06:01You suck!
01:06:02You...
01:06:03Okay, really though?
01:06:05If you don't go, you might regret it forever.
01:06:08If you do go, you might regret it forever too, but...
01:06:11Is this supposed to be helping?
01:06:14No.
01:06:15Doctor, help thyself.
01:06:16Just stop your crying, it's a sign of the times.
01:06:27Welcome to the final show.
01:06:32Okay, Mr. Fisher, we're able to switch your flight to the 1045 PM to Paris.
01:06:37There is a $473 fare difference. Would you still like to go ahead and rebook?
01:06:42Yeah.
01:06:49You're awesome.
01:06:50Thank you, I appreciate it.
01:06:51Have a safe flight.
01:06:53What was your time for this weekend?
01:06:57My friends had planned a little ne for me.
01:07:00Oh, it looks nice and cozy.
01:07:01Yeah.
01:07:10Are you sure you want to do that?
01:07:14Yes.
01:07:15I'm ready for something new this summer.
01:07:19Okay.
01:07:32We gotta get away from here.
01:07:35We gotta get away from here.
01:07:40Just stop your crying, it'll be alright.
01:07:46They told me that the end is near.
01:07:51We gotta get away from here.
01:07:56Just stop your crying, have the time of your life.
01:08:01Breaking through the atmosphere.
01:08:07Things are pretty good from here.
01:08:12Remember everything will be alright.
01:08:19We could meet again somewhere.
01:08:23Somewhere far away from here.
01:08:28We never learn we've been here before.
01:08:32Why are we always stuck around in front?
01:08:36The bullets.
01:08:40The bullets.
01:08:42The bullets.
01:08:43The bullets.
01:08:44Just stop your crying, it's the sun of the times.
01:08:48We gotta get away from here.
01:08:50We gotta get away from here.
01:08:52The bullets.
01:08:53The bullets.
01:08:54The bullets.
01:08:55The bullets.
01:08:56The bullets.
01:09:01Just stop your crying, it's the sun of the times.
01:09:03We gotta get away from here.
01:09:07We gotta get away from here.
01:09:08We gotta get away from here.
01:09:13for you.
Be the first to comment