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A young man struggles with depression and a post suicide attempt.
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00:05:59so how do you like it oh it's uh it's great uncle roger really i mean anything's better
00:06:07than that shitty hospital food well glad somebody appreciates my cooking ruth never appreciated
00:06:15you cooking for it oh she appreciated the cooking it's not the way it tasted after it was done
00:06:22but that wasn't the reason why she left right
00:06:30no
00:06:33i think the reason she left was because i slept with her sister
00:06:39and the drinking of course you actually slept with her sister
00:06:46yeah well jeremy i've done a lot of things i'm not proud of in my life
00:06:53yeah yeah me too you got any big plans for tomorrow yeah actually i do i think i'm gonna go looking
00:07:05for a job a job you don't need to get a job well why not i don't expect you to pay any rent while
00:07:10you're here jeremy you need time to rest and relax without any stress or responsibilities
00:07:15all i've been doing is recuperating i think a job would be good for me it'll take my mind off
00:07:22things well whatever you think is best look i really appreciate everything you're doing for
00:07:28me uncle roger i really do i just want you to have everything you need to get past all of this
00:07:33i'm here for you if you need someone to talk to okay all right
00:07:37hey how about a drink you can still drink a little on your meds right
00:07:44i don't think one will hurt
00:07:46do you like rum not as much as you do
00:07:51hey
00:07:52hey
00:07:52hey
00:08:01okay
00:08:01so
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00:08:04that's good
00:08:05that's good
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00:08:07yeah
00:08:09so
00:08:10yeah
00:08:11so
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00:08:17You want to take a f***ing picture?
00:08:28Sorry.
00:08:47I can't believe it.
00:08:49I wanna walk around.
00:08:53I can't believe it.
00:08:57I want to be on my own.
00:09:01I can't believe it.
00:09:07I'm not going to be on my own.
00:09:09I can't believe it.
00:09:11I can't believe it.
00:09:15Oh, my God.
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00:10:39Crooked.
00:11:09great zero for 30
00:11:20I'll choose a late start for today
00:11:39hey can I speak to a manager who would be asking I'm Jeremy I'm here about the job
00:12:05what job the dishwashing job oh the dish pig you think you're qualified you got a
00:12:19resume yeah it's right here well you've got my morning so let's go see if you
00:12:27got what it takes
00:12:37all right what was your name again
00:12:44Jeremy that's right
00:12:49I know it says here you haven't worked in six months yes that's correct what have
00:12:55you been doing for the last six months I've actually been in the hospital sick
00:13:00injured what yeah I guess he'd say that I could say it but why don't you just tell
00:13:07me
00:13:14pardon
00:13:16I thought that's what you said
00:13:25all right well if you can make it till Monday
00:13:28you got a job eight o'clock
00:13:30just show up
00:13:32okay
00:13:47hey hey what are you doing I'm just doing some laundry well laundry isn't here so
00:13:57that's the wrong way right yeah hey didn't I see you the other day no I I don't think
00:14:04so yeah upstairs I was kind of a bitch to you sorry well I wouldn't say that you were being
00:14:10a bitch I don't even know you that could just be the way you always are
00:14:14ah sorry that was a lame attempt at a joke no I'm sorry I'm normally a lot sweeter I just I was just having a really bad day
00:14:27now that all this awkwardness is out of the way let me introduce myself I'm Laura
00:14:33Jeremy nice to meet you nice to meet you too Jeremy so did you just
00:14:37just move in I haven't seen you around yeah actually my uncle owns a building and he gave
00:14:42me one of the apartments to stay at Roger
00:14:44he's a nice guy now the guy who used to own this place he's a scumbag
00:14:48so are you gonna get your laundry or
00:14:55yeah yeah that's what I came for
00:15:03so how's your day going pretty good how did you have any of you today
00:15:18oh how'd it go think it went well well this is me
00:15:30that's me over there awesome all right well I guess I'll be seeing you around then
00:15:37you bet okay uh Jeremy yeah my laundry
00:15:45oh yeah right uh I don't want any of this
00:15:49all right well see you later do you want my number
00:15:57oh well I just thought since we live so close that
00:16:04uh you know what why don't I get your number down
00:16:08great uh do you have a pen
00:16:11um not on me but I'm sure I have one in my place
00:16:15cell phone would do just fine too
00:16:17I do have one of those
00:16:19yeah here you go
00:16:26hmm
00:16:28all right
00:16:29you are uh in my contacts
00:16:32awesome
00:16:33okay
00:16:34um
00:16:36have a good one Laura
00:16:37you too Jeremy
00:16:38you too Jeremy
00:16:53hello
00:16:54hi sweetheart
00:16:55how are you doing
00:16:57oh
00:16:58uh
00:16:59hi mom
00:17:00i'm doing all right
00:17:03how are you doing
00:17:04i'm doing better
00:17:07better than it was of course
00:17:10i know
00:17:13oh you know
00:17:15do you
00:17:16i don't think you do know what it feels like to get a phone call like i did
00:17:21mom
00:17:23look
00:17:24i'm sorry okay
00:17:25i really am
00:17:26i never wanted to make you go through that
00:17:28oh you didn't
00:17:30no
00:17:31of course not
00:17:33look
00:17:34mom
00:17:35i understand
00:17:36okay
00:17:37but how many times i'm going to go over this
00:17:39until i'm sure that you're not going to try it again
00:17:41Jeremy i thought you would try something like this i knew it
00:17:44i knew it the moment you were diagnosed with depression
00:17:48mom
00:17:49you didn't know i was depressed until after so don't try and tell me that
00:17:52i did so know a mother knows when something's wrong with her son
00:17:57mom
00:17:58this is the reason why i didn't want to come and stay with you
00:18:01what
00:18:03this
00:18:04this constantly reminding me of what i did
00:18:06i just want to forget all about it
00:18:12mom
00:18:13please stop crying
00:18:16all right
00:18:19okay Jeremy i'm sorry
00:18:21i'm sorry
00:18:25so
00:18:26is your uncle roger taking good care of you
00:18:30yes
00:18:31of course
00:18:32i'm gonna come by and see you
00:18:34no
00:18:35look
00:18:36you don't have to
00:18:38Jeremy
00:18:39you're sick and you need help
00:18:41you need all the love and support from your family that you can get
00:18:45okay
00:18:46okay
00:18:51let's just
00:18:52not have any crying okay let's just try and have a happy time together
00:18:56okay
00:18:58sounds good
00:19:00sounds good
00:19:02so um
00:19:04see you soon
00:19:06i love you Jeremy
00:19:07view
00:19:13no
00:19:15no
00:19:17anything
00:19:18but i know
00:19:18that you can tell me
00:19:20you can tell me
00:19:21and there's no way that i'm going to get to know
00:19:22you're going to get to know
00:19:23you don't get to know
00:19:24you're not going to get me
00:19:25you're not going to get me
00:19:26hey buddy oh hey you knew around here man uh yeah i i just moved in a couple days ago nice man
00:19:46my name is tyler uh jeremy nice to meet you man yeah nice to meet you most of the people in this
00:19:54neighborhood are really chill i think you're gonna like it oh okay well thank you for telling me so
00:20:00you ever get high welcome to the jungle bitch
00:20:07oh don't worry about your shoes man i'll take mine off
00:20:24take a seat man thanks let's get high
00:20:27so
00:20:38it's a f*** you little bitch this is the first time sorry this it's been a while
00:21:05it's been a while for me too
00:21:13so have you uh lived in this uh building for a while yeah a couple years
00:21:19so you're pretty f***ing new around here eh my uncle gave me one of the apartments to stay at
00:21:25while i try to get my life back on track back on track
00:21:29it's it's kind of a personal thing we're like best friends now man
00:21:39who am i gonna tell my cat come on well first i gotta ask you about that
00:21:44what what the hell is that
00:21:47oh you saw
00:21:49well let's introduce the two of you this is gloria
00:21:58gloria
00:22:01gloria my girlfriend
00:22:04all right well nice to meet you gloria
00:22:08you're damn right
00:22:10so do you like do you and her
00:22:18what
00:22:18yeah what else am i gonna f***ing do with her
00:22:23i see you got a lot of porn in there too
00:22:27yeah yeah i do
00:22:28here check this shit out
00:22:31jesus f***ing christ
00:22:33relax the safety's on man
00:22:35here here hey
00:22:36calm
00:22:38calm
00:22:40relax
00:22:43sorry it's just when i smoke weed sometimes you know i just i get paranoid
00:22:48okay
00:22:49you want to go smoke some more
00:22:50no no no no of course not no
00:22:52okay
00:22:53i got a party coming on friday night
00:22:56you should come i promise i'll keep the gun hidden
00:22:58drink some beers hang out
00:23:02okay
00:23:03calm
00:23:04calm
00:23:05we're not looking to bring on any new doctors right now but would you be averse to volunteering
00:23:12i'm not sure
00:23:13it could be a great way to get experience while you're not working sometimes it can even open
00:23:17doors faster you should think about it as a longer term working interview some people have found it to be quite advantageous
00:23:23um well as you can see on my resume i do already have about 2 000 hours of volunteer experience
00:23:30so i mean as much as i can see the benefits i just really like living in a heated apartment
00:23:37well i'll overlook the attitude but i am offering you an opportunity here
00:23:42um yeah i mean i can see how dealing with clients and practicing my surgical skills could definitely be advantageous
00:23:48good that's the kind of attitude i'd like
00:23:50good that's the kind of attitude i'd like
00:23:51now unfortunately due to our insurance you'll have to take on a much more limited role here
00:23:55so you'd be doing things like walking dogs and cleaning instruments etc
00:24:01okay so um if that's the case why don't i just apply for the aca position
00:24:05i think it's preposterous for a trained doctor of veterinary medicine such as yourself to be working as an animal care attendant
00:24:12agent face runs toward the sidewalk his crippled hands still clutch the bottle
00:24:25it takes a drink forthright disciple and every night you always sing
00:24:39it could have been worse
00:24:42it could have been better
00:24:45it could have been worse
00:24:48oh here let me help you with that
00:24:52thanks
00:24:54so you're the new guy huh
00:24:56yeah
00:24:57so it seems like you got the hang of this here operation
00:25:00actually i'm my doctorate in culinary waste management
00:25:04top of my class
00:25:06i'm janet
00:25:07jeremy
00:25:09so what's the doctor of culinary waste management doing in a place like this
00:25:14out of the workforce for a bit
00:25:16just trying to ease myself back in
00:25:19well
00:25:20don't ease yourself too much doctor
00:25:22see you around
00:25:23see ya
00:25:30hi jeremy how are you
00:25:31good
00:25:33how are you doing
00:25:34i'm good
00:25:35i need you to pick it up a bit i need you to speed up
00:25:38uh okay but uh i just finished doing the dishes
00:25:42yeah it's not me it's the boss he's always watching he wants you to move faster
00:25:46if he says you move faster you move quicker
00:25:48okay um but sam this is my first day i just started like half an hour ago so i really don't think he can judge my performance just on that
00:25:57listen it's not my call he says you move faster you move faster capiche
00:26:03i don't know
00:26:04i don't know
00:26:05hi roger it's me
00:26:06oh hi annie
00:26:07how's jeremy is he all right is he taking his medications is he sleeping
00:26:13he's fine i set him up with his own place
00:26:17you better not be charging him rent he doesn't have much money
00:26:21annie come on he's family
00:26:23anyways i set him up with his own place
00:26:24anyways i set him up with his own place
00:26:26he even got himself some kitchen job he's fine
00:26:41i don't know about that roger
00:26:43i was talking to him just the other day and he got quite adversarial with me
00:26:47it's not looking good i don't think they should have let him out roger
00:26:50I don't think they should have let him out, Roger.
00:26:52Well, I'm sorry they didn't consult you on your medical opinion.
00:26:55What is it with the men in this family? Always quick with the attitude.
00:26:59Look, I really don't have time to spar with you right now.
00:27:02Jeremy's fine. Just let him do his own thing. What more do you want?
00:27:07Well, maybe you can keep tabs on him, you know?
00:27:10Put a camera in his place.
00:27:12Check his phone, check his emails.
00:27:14You're being ridiculous.
00:27:16I just want him to be safe and happy, Roger.
00:27:19We all want that.
00:27:21Fine. I'll give Miss Space.
00:27:24I'll probably come for a visit tomorrow.
00:27:27Stay for a few days.
00:27:29Fine. Just not tomorrow. Soon, though.
00:27:33Friday. I'll come on Friday.
00:27:35And, Roger, in the meantime, can you please make sure he's not in any danger?
00:27:39You're...
00:27:43Welcome.
00:27:45Lovely woman. Truly.
00:27:48Hey.
00:27:49Hey.
00:27:50Hey.
00:27:51Cigarette?
00:27:52Uh, no. I don't smoke.
00:27:53You were saying earlier that you've been off work a bit?
00:27:54Yeah. You know?
00:27:55A young guy like me just trying to figure out where he fits in this world.
00:27:58So, married, kids?
00:27:59Girlfriends?
00:28:00Boyfriends?
00:28:01Boyfriends?
00:28:02Uh, no.
00:28:03And, uh, no kids or girlfriend right now.
00:28:05I did have a fiancé. Once.
00:28:06What happened to her?
00:28:07It's...
00:28:08It's...
00:28:09It's...
00:28:10It's...
00:28:11It's...
00:28:12It's a really long story and I'm sure you don't want to hear about it.
00:28:13Oh.
00:28:14Okay.
00:28:15So, what are your plans for after this place?
00:28:16Do you have something that you want to do or are good at?
00:28:18I'm really just living one day at a time right now.
00:28:19But what about you?
00:28:20Not much time on our break.
00:28:21What's your story?
00:28:22Uh, no.
00:28:23And, uh, no kids or girlfriend right now.
00:28:24I did have a fiancé.
00:28:25Once.
00:28:26What happened to her?
00:28:27It's...
00:28:28It's a really long story and I'm sure you don't want to hear about it.
00:28:31Oh.
00:28:32Okay.
00:28:33So, what are your plans for after this place?
00:28:36Do you have something that you want to do or are good at?
00:28:39I'm really just living one day at a time right now.
00:28:43But what about you?
00:28:44Not much time on our break.
00:28:46What's your story?
00:28:48Dangerous question.
00:28:52Been here a few years.
00:28:54Stuck waiting tables.
00:28:58Screwed up personally and professionally in my past.
00:29:00I wanted to get back into counselling.
00:29:02I guess I gotta take classes and all that.
00:29:04Well, what's stopping you?
00:29:06The usual.
00:29:07Time.
00:29:08Money.
00:29:10Anyway, back at it I guess.
00:29:20Hey.
00:29:21Hey.
00:29:22How's it going?
00:29:23Good.
00:29:24Uh, you hadn't called so I just figured I'd swim by.
00:29:27Oh, uh, you see I was gonna but then something came up at work and I got kind of busy.
00:29:33You know, and...
00:29:36Um, do you like beer?
00:29:38Are you serious?
00:29:39Are you serious?
00:29:40A blow up doll?
00:29:41Dead serious.
00:29:42He had her in his closet.
00:29:44I always knew that guy was a little off.
00:29:47But god damn.
00:29:48You know, he won't stop trying to sleep with me.
00:29:51Oh really?
00:29:52Yeah.
00:29:53I mean, it's totally gross.
00:29:55I, of course, am not interested.
00:29:57It's a total creep.
00:29:59Yeah.
00:30:00Yeah, he is quite the character.
00:30:01For months and months, he was like calling me beautiful and flirting with me.
00:30:06You know that typical sweet and sensitive trying to get in your pants kind of bullshit?
00:30:10Right.
00:30:11Yeah, I'm aware of that routine.
00:30:12Oh.
00:30:13Now, I didn't say that I do that routine on girls.
00:30:15All that I said was that I was aware of it.
00:30:17Okay.
00:30:18So, as I was saying, I was rejecting his advances for months.
00:30:22And then one day, I'm sitting in my apartment and I get a knock on my door.
00:30:27And it was Tyler?
00:30:28It was all of Tyler.
00:30:31Wait.
00:30:32So, you're telling me that he was standing at your front door completely naked?
00:30:37The day he was born.
00:30:38Oh my god.
00:30:40He really did try everything, didn't he?
00:30:43Yeah.
00:30:44So, what did you do?
00:30:45Well, what could I do?
00:30:46I mean, naturally, I just looked at what I would be working with.
00:30:51I laughed and slammed the door into space.
00:30:54Just my luck.
00:30:56I seem to only attract creepy, unstable guys.
00:31:02So, I take it that means you're not going to be attending this party on Friday night?
00:31:06Well, that depends.
00:31:07Are you going to be attending this party on Friday?
00:31:10I don't know.
00:31:11I was thinking about it.
00:31:14I mean, I'd like to see you again.
00:31:18And I would like to see you again.
00:31:20Yeah.
00:31:22Okay.
00:31:23Well, great.
00:31:24Then, it's settled.
00:31:25Yeah.
00:31:30So, what is it you do?
00:31:32I'm a veterinarian.
00:31:34Wow.
00:31:35Well, that's great.
00:31:36Yeah.
00:31:37I grew up loving animals and I've always wanted to be a veterinarian for as long as I can remember.
00:31:42And now I get to work with them every day.
00:31:45Though, admittedly, I am an unemployed veterinarian as I currently can't find work in the city.
00:31:53But, anyways, what about you?
00:31:55What do you do?
00:31:56I guess you got the job that we were talking about the other day?
00:31:59Yeah.
00:32:00Yeah, I did.
00:32:01Nice.
00:32:02Uh, so what is it?
00:32:05Um, it's dish washing.
00:32:09That's a pretty shitty job.
00:32:12And you're right.
00:32:14It's a shitty job.
00:32:16It is a complete and utter shit job.
00:32:19So, why do you want to work there?
00:32:22It's just temporary.
00:32:24I'm kind of at a strange time in my life.
00:32:30What do you mean?
00:32:32It feels like, like I'm stuck.
00:32:39Like, my life doesn't seem to be moving any faster or really going in any direction at all.
00:32:53Yeah, I can understand that.
00:32:58What?
00:33:02I really don't want to get into it right now.
00:33:07Okay.
00:33:08Yeah, thanks.
00:33:09Hold on.
00:33:32Cool.
00:34:02I don't know.
00:34:32I don't know.
00:35:02I don't know.
00:35:11Yes, who is it?
00:35:17Go Roger.
00:35:18Me.
00:35:19hey Jeremy hey come on in thanks everything all right uh yeah I just wanted to give you this well
00:35:34what's this oh it's right Jeremy before you say anything I know you're not gonna accept any money
00:35:40from me but I want to give you something it's not much but it's something but Jeremy this is something
00:35:47I want to do on Roger okay I cannot accept this look please just take the money on Roger if you
00:35:55want to help me get my life back on track you'll take this money okay your mother will kill me if
00:36:04she knows about this well she doesn't have to know right right she says that she's coming to see me
00:36:12this week I know you do well she called me she's insisting on coming this Friday was she ever
00:36:23planning on telling me that well you know your mother she wanted to surprise you yeah well I would've been
00:36:33surprised how much did you drink last night no more than usual yeah well we'll hung over myself well
00:36:44you know what the answer for that is more alcohol let's take a ride
00:37:03what are you doing I just want to see something what do you want to see who lives there it's no one
00:37:12important well if it's no one important then why do you feel need to spy on them through binoculars
00:37:18all right I'll just be a minute Jeremy okay it's starting to sound like your mother
00:37:23so is this what you do in your spare time then okay look it's just a guy that lives here I think
00:37:30he's sleeping with Ruth but you and that Ruth have been divorced for years now yeah well I still like
00:37:36to keep an eye on her Uncle Roger don't you see how creepy this whole thing is that what this guy's
00:37:44totally wrong for her he's so much younger than she is okay uh I think we better get out of here
00:37:51before somebody sees us yeah in a minute uh no I think you better give me the binoculars before
00:37:56you regret this for the rest of your life no come on just give them to me Uncle Roger no come on just
00:38:01no Roger just give them to me come on no give it give it here hand them over come on you can't be
00:38:07spying on people I'm not spying on people of course you are you can't don't be so ridiculous
00:38:11what the hell do you think you're doing I'm not breaking any laws by sitting here you're peeping
00:38:17on me peeping Tom look man uh we don't want any trouble shut the up Robert Patterson this is
00:38:24between me and the old man here oh really yes I've seen you drive by here before the is your problem
00:38:28man well it's a free country not on this street if I see you come around here again I'm gonna bash
00:38:32your ugly face in you get that now go on before I get my back you just keep away from my wife
00:38:38I warned you I think we should really go now Uncle Roger look that guy's probably just bluffing
00:38:50oh shit yeah maybe he's not let's get out of here okay all right go go go go
00:39:08crazy Uncle Roger what he's the one sleeping with Ruth but she's not your wife anymore she
00:39:13can sleep with whoever she wants why the hell would she want to sleep with a knucklehead like
00:39:17that I don't know but this is crazy do you honestly drive by that guy's house every day and spy on him
00:39:22not every day you just gotta let it go okay you just gotta move on and stop spying on that asshole
00:39:29I'm sure she has how do you know that Jeremy I don't know okay but you're acting insane
00:39:35you're gonna get yourself arrested get out what get out get the f*** out are you serious
00:39:45fine yeah you know don't worry about me or anything I'll just take the bus home
00:39:56maybe I should call Aunt Ruth oh yeah yeah real mature Uncle Roger real mature
00:40:01you're gonna get out of here I'm gonna get out of here I'm gonna get out of here I'm gonna get out of here I'm gonna get out of here I'm gonna get out of here I'm gonna get out of here I'm gonna get out of here I'm gonna get out of here I'm gonna get out of here I'm gonna get out of here I'm gonna get out of here I'm gonna get out of here I'm gonna get out of here I'm gonna get out of here I'm gonna get out of here I'm gonna get out of here I'm gonna get out of here I'm gonna get out of here I'm gonna get out of here I'm gonna get out of here I'm gonna get out of here I'm gonna get out of here I'm gonna get out of here I'm gonna get out of here I'm gonna get out of here I'm gonna get out of here I'm gonna get out of here I'm gonna get out of here I'm gonna get out of here I'm gonna get out of here I'm gonna get
00:40:31Oh...
00:40:35Oh...
00:40:39Oh...
00:40:45Oh...
00:40:52Oh...
00:40:57Hello?
00:41:02Hey, you!
00:41:04Hey!
00:41:05What you up to?
00:41:08So, do you like living in Silverwood so far?
00:41:14Yeah, I do.
00:41:15Going there seems really nice.
00:41:18But, I'm good.
00:41:20so do you like living in silverwood so far yeah yeah i do going there seems really nice
00:41:27is that's an older woman barbara she was on the fourth floor i help her the groceries and
00:41:33mr murdoch he's always fun to talk to at the end of the day and then of course there's the
00:41:37fergusons and their twins well aren't you the social butterfly where did you live before i
00:41:44live with my mom for most of my life and then i moved in with a girl oh really we're not gonna go
00:41:52there what did you end up in jail or something no of course not so what the nut house oh my god you
00:42:03were in the nut house no i didn't say that oh you were it's not like that it's just that look jeremy
00:42:09it's okay i actually don't care you don't care no i think it's kind of cool actually you think
00:42:17it's cool yes i do you think it's cool that i was in the nut house yes i think maybe they should
00:42:26throw your ass in there come on it's not like you've chopped somebody up into a million pieces
00:42:30of the hacksaw oh you're just completely morbid aren't you okay i get it i'm not gonna push you
00:42:37into anything i get that it's personal
00:43:07hey doc how's things oh hey can we just drop the whole doctor nickname thing
00:43:21um okay uh it's just i met someone she's a doctor well veterinarian and it just seems kind of wrong
00:43:34for me to have that as a name even as a joke it's great you met someone oh um and uh i wanted to
00:43:40give you something uh before you started working i wanted to give it to you the other day but
00:43:45i'll do that before i could what's this oh i just did some research on counseling and social work
00:43:52classes at the university you really didn't need to do that i wanted to i think you getting back into
00:44:00counseling and helping people is what you need to do what are you two doing
00:44:04how many times do i have to go over with you we have a policy for a reason
00:44:10um look if you want us to stop talking and just get to work no your shoes you have outdoor shoes on
00:44:16in the restaurant we don't do that for christ's sake
00:44:20hello roger is that you
00:44:46yes who else would it be are you drunk
00:44:53maybe a little bit i don't know i don't believe this i thought you said you were going to get help
00:45:01i did it's just wait a minute who is this are you serious it's your sister it's ann
00:45:11all right
00:45:12how is jeremy who oh my god jeremy my son your your nephew all right yeah he's cool
00:45:27he's cool is he yeah roger you promised me that you would keep an eye on him
00:45:36he's fine okay he said he just wanted some space so you know what i gave him some space
00:45:43seriously ann he's fine he's not going to try and kill himself again or anything okay
00:45:48what do you want from me
00:45:50what i want is for you to start acting like a responsible uncle
00:45:55that's what i want can you do that
00:45:58you annie you've never been there for the kid i have
00:46:03i've been the only one there so don't give me any lectures about responsibility
00:46:07can you just
00:46:11can you just tell him that i'll be coming by tomorrow
00:46:18to see him can you at least do that for me yeah i think i can thanks and roger
00:46:27yeah you seriously need to get some help
00:46:32what a fucking bitch
00:46:39did you stop standing
00:47:02around to get back to work i get some gloves
00:47:09i'll tell you what we'll put it in next year's budget princess that work
00:47:14all right
00:47:17uh sam uh i have a question about my evaluation sheet
00:47:20yeah you give me a five out of ten for punctuality
00:47:23you know what it's not my call boss tells me to give you a five out of ten i give you a
00:47:27five out of ten it's just the way it goes we gotta do what's best for the
00:47:30business right
00:47:39oh um hi hello jeremy
00:47:53uh where were you at work what the hell is this an intervention no of course not i just wanted to
00:48:18come and visit you yeah apparently i'm the one that needs the intervention
00:48:23look mom i'm i'm glad you're here but
00:48:27you really didn't need to of course i did why are you doing this doing what before i
00:48:36you didn't give a shit about me at all that is not true
00:48:40yes it is mom when dad left who did you blame me your father was a good man
00:48:49but this has nothing to do with him
00:48:52just admit it mom okay i'm not buying this whole grieving mother thing
00:49:00do you honestly believe that i didn't love you
00:49:04yeah yeah i do remember when i was seven and you used to dump me off at the neighbor's place
00:49:15so you and dad could be alone
00:49:17no no i don't remember that it happened almost every day mom
00:49:25what was i so much a bad kid at seven that you just couldn't handle me
00:49:32or was it because you were selfish
00:49:35you were obsessed with him your whole life revolved around that asshole
00:49:40i don't know where all of this is coming from
00:49:43but all i can say is that i was a good mother
00:49:47and i loved you very much and i did the best i could to raise you
00:49:54you're just in denial mom
00:49:58i think the only reason why you feel so bad now
00:50:03is because you feel guilty
00:50:05you feel guilty that i almost died and you were such a shitty mother to me
00:50:10that is not true
00:50:11you are my son for christ's sakes i've always loved you
00:50:16roger roger tell your nephew the truth
00:50:20well
00:50:21no no no that's bullshit
00:50:23uncle roger has been the only person that's been there for me
00:50:26and you wonder why i wanted to come and stay with him and not you
00:50:29okay
00:50:32jeremy maybe maybe i haven't always been there for you
00:50:38but
00:50:39it's too late
00:50:40what
00:50:41for this for all of this
00:50:43i don't care what you have to say
00:50:46at all
00:50:47you're not serious
00:50:49oh i'm serious
00:50:50i think you better leave
00:50:52i have a party to get to
00:50:54jeremy i'm sorry
00:50:57just go
00:50:59jeremy just listen let me explain
00:51:02go
00:51:02jeremy hey man what's up
00:51:30hey thanks for calling bro
00:51:33how you doing man
00:51:37all right how you doing
00:51:39i'm glad you want a bump
00:51:40uh
00:51:41yeah no thanks
00:51:42fuck more for me man
00:51:44uh hey is uh is bor here
00:51:48cool
00:51:49oh my god
00:51:51oh my gosh
00:51:52i didn't say that
00:51:53all it was after she was here
00:51:55yeah
00:51:55yeah yeah yeah yeah oh yeah i haven't seen her man
00:52:00speak of the f***ing devil
00:52:04good luck man
00:52:07hey
00:52:08hey how are you
00:52:09good how you doing
00:52:10i'm good do you want a beer
00:52:11yeah thanks
00:52:12sweet
00:52:13so how's the party going so far
00:52:15um it's alright
00:52:17uh i called you earlier
00:52:20but there was no answer
00:52:21oh i was probably in the shower or something
00:52:23well i was nothing important
00:52:26i just wanted to know when you were going to be here
00:52:27well i'm here now
00:52:29so do you want to go somewhere else
00:52:31yeah yeah okay
00:52:32okay let's go
00:52:33all right
00:52:34so uh
00:52:44you come up here often
00:52:46oh
00:52:48when the mood strikes
00:52:50usually it's to get away from everyone and everything
00:52:55but sometimes it's just to see the city
00:52:59so who are you jeremy miller
00:53:06what
00:53:07who are you really
00:53:09i feel like i don't know anything about you
00:53:12well what do you want to know
00:53:14anything really i mean
00:53:17i just
00:53:20i don't know you seem fascinating
00:53:24really
00:53:25yes
00:53:27but you also seem sad
00:53:30i seem sad
00:53:32yeah i can see it in your eyes
00:53:34well i'm fine
00:53:37you're lying i can see it
00:53:39jeremy just tell me whatever's on your mind
00:53:42i swear once you get it off your chest
00:53:43you'll feel so much better
00:53:45all right
00:53:46the reason why
00:53:48i don't want to tell you certain things
00:53:51is
00:53:52because i uh
00:53:54i really like you
00:53:57you really like me
00:53:59yeah
00:54:01yeah of course
00:54:02good because i was starting to think you were gay
00:54:05why would you think i was gay
00:54:07oh jeremy come on
00:54:08we're young
00:54:09vibrant
00:54:10enjoying this breathtaking view of the city
00:54:13and you haven't even made a move
00:54:15tell me something else
00:54:17the reason
00:54:24that i was in the hospital
00:54:27was because i
00:54:30tried to commit suicide
00:54:33you
00:54:35why
00:54:36i came home one day
00:54:39and i
00:54:40found her
00:54:43like
00:54:45i found them
00:54:46she'd bed together
00:54:49who
00:54:50my
00:54:53fiance
00:54:54my best friend
00:54:56she was my whole life
00:54:59that she just
00:55:02took it all away from me
00:55:05and i remember feeling
00:55:08so upset
00:55:09like i had all these different emotions going on in my head
00:55:12but
00:55:15i couldn't cry
00:55:17i just
00:55:19felt numb
00:55:24one day it was just
00:55:26all too much
00:55:27and i
00:55:30broke down and
00:55:31i cried for hours
00:55:35i took as many pills as i could take and
00:55:38next thing i remember is waking up in the hospital
00:55:42i swear there's a special place in hell for people like that
00:55:46luckily uncle roger has been there the whole time
00:55:50what about your mom and dad where were they through all this
00:55:53well
00:55:54my dad left when i was seven or eight
00:55:58and what about your mom
00:56:00well let's just say that
00:56:05she hasn't really been the best mother
00:56:08i knew someone that commits suicide once
00:56:11really
00:56:13yeah this guy that i dated
00:56:15he called me out of the blue
00:56:18he didn't have anything specific to talk about
00:56:20he just
00:56:21kind of wanted to talk
00:56:23i mean i asked him if everything was okay
00:56:25and he said he was fine
00:56:26but
00:56:27a couple days later they found him
00:56:30in his car
00:56:32um
00:56:34and he had shot himself
00:56:35so
00:56:37yeah
00:56:41i mean at some point you just gotta stop asking yourself why
00:56:46and
00:56:47you have to just get over it and
00:56:52move on you know
00:56:55are you over it
00:56:58yeah
00:57:00yeah i am over it
00:57:02are you over it
00:57:06i'm working on it
00:57:08when i'm feeling down and out
00:57:18and the flame within us died
00:57:21there's one thing in my life
00:57:25that makes me feel alive
00:57:27when you say i love you
00:57:36when you give me
00:57:38a little help
00:57:39when you ask
00:58:36This was exactly what I needed.
00:58:54I was starving.
00:58:55I can't remember the last time I actually had breakfast.
00:58:58What do you mean?
00:59:00What I mean is I don't ever eat it.
00:59:03But it's the most important meal of the day.
00:59:05I know.
00:59:06But when I was little my mom used to never make it for me.
00:59:10Sometimes just have to fend for myself and eat whatever was left in the house.
00:59:15Which normally wasn't a lot since my mom very rarely went out and got groceries.
00:59:21That's horrible.
00:59:22I wasn't kidding when I told you my mom was an awful person.
00:59:27Yeah, but her parental instincts and common sense should have kicked in at some point.
00:59:32Well, you see, you should love my father more than anything.
00:59:37And when he left, I guess you should blame me for it.
00:59:41I guess he never actually wanted any kids, but they compromised and had one.
00:59:48That one happened to be you.
00:59:53Unfortunately, yeah.
00:59:55It's too bad we can't pick our parents.
00:59:59Yeah.
01:00:00You got that right.
01:00:01I'd give anything to have different parents than the ones I ended up having.
01:00:06My mom's trying to make up for it now, but if I could really care less.
01:00:13I think you should let her.
01:00:16Why?
01:00:17Hear me out.
01:00:18I'm not debating the fact that what she did was wrong because it was.
01:00:26And I'm not arguing the fact that she was a bad mom because, from what you've told me,
01:00:33she was.
01:00:34But I do think that if she's trying to make up for it now, you should let her.
01:00:40I really don't see the point.
01:00:43I don't know.
01:00:44Maybe if you can forgive her, you can finally forgive yourself.
01:00:54Shit.
01:00:55I gotta get going.
01:00:56What?
01:00:57You're leaving?
01:00:58Yeah.
01:00:59I'm sorry.
01:01:00Why do you always bail in the morning?
01:01:01I'm the guy.
01:01:02Shouldn't I be doing that?
01:01:03I know.
01:01:04I just lost track of time.
01:01:06But think about what I said, okay?
01:01:08I will.
01:01:11Great.
01:01:12I've got interview number 1,000 to get psyched to fail at.
01:01:16Good luck.
01:01:33I love you.
01:01:35What's your name?
01:01:36Okay.
01:01:37Hey man.
01:01:38Come in.
01:01:40Tyler?
01:01:41Yeah?
01:01:42Is it okay if I come out?
01:01:44Yeah, man. Come on outside. Join the party.
01:01:46Okay. Uh, first, why don't you just put the gun down?
01:01:50Oh, f*** off.
01:01:52Listen to me.
01:01:54If the cops come and they find all these drugs in here,
01:01:56you're looking at some serious jail time.
01:01:58Shit.
01:02:00I never thought of that.
01:02:04Thanks, man. You're really looking out for me.
01:02:06Okay.
01:02:08Um...
01:02:10Why don't you just put the gun down?
01:02:12Oh, dude, it's not even loaded anymore. I just fired off the last round.
01:02:14Like, what?
01:02:16Oh!
01:02:20Are you alright?
01:02:22F*** you!
01:02:33Oh, uh, sorry.
01:02:35What the f***?
01:02:36It's alright, uh, it's just, uh, I'm done cleaning out there.
01:02:39Did you put him up to this?
01:02:41No, Jeremy, it's okay. I'll help you later.
01:02:43Janet, uh, are you okay?
01:02:45Yeah, it's fine.
01:02:46No, it's not f***ing fine. Everything's done.
01:02:47Both of you, get the f*** out.
01:02:48Are you sure you're okay?
01:02:49He can't just force himself on you like that.
01:02:51You never had a problem with this before?
01:02:53You know what? F*** it. You're done. Get out right now.
01:02:55Wait, what?
01:02:56You're done. Go.
01:02:57Look, you can't do this.
01:02:58You shut up or you're gonna be next on the eyeless.
01:03:00Let's both of you get the f*** out of my sight now.
01:03:30Hey, can I sit?
01:03:48I got your text about work. Is everything okay?
01:03:54I'm fine.
01:03:59Really? Because you don't seem fine.
01:04:01What? What do I seem like?
01:04:05You just seem like...
01:04:07Like what? Like, am I trying to kill myself again? Is that it?
01:04:12Well, if it is, don't worry. I'm not.
01:04:17Jeremy, I know that you're upset about Janet.
01:04:20But there's absolutely nothing you could have done.
01:04:23What?
01:04:24No, no, no. There is something I could have done.
01:04:27She lost her job because I walked in on her.
01:04:29Instead of just minding my own business and doing my job.
01:04:32She lives paycheck to paycheck.
01:04:35Why don't you just come home with me?
01:04:37No.
01:04:38I think I'm gonna stay here.
01:04:41Okay, then I'll stay here with you.
01:04:44No. I think it would be best if you just left.
01:04:47So you're just gonna sit here and drink by yourself?
01:04:51I think it's pretty obvious.
01:04:54Fine. You know what, Jeremy? F*** you.
01:04:56I never asked you for your help.
01:04:58That doesn't mean it's not okay to accept it once in a while.
01:05:01Well, maybe I'm just sick and tired of everyone feeling so sorry for me.
01:05:05I don't feel sorry for you.
01:05:09In fact, nobody does.
01:05:11We just love you. That's all.
01:05:14So I don't know why you feel the need to hold back all the time.
01:05:17You have absolutely nothing to prove.
01:05:19You wouldn't understand.
01:05:22I'm fine.
01:05:24You don't need anybody.
01:05:27You don't need anybody.
01:05:29You don't need anybody.
01:05:47Hi.
01:06:07I'm sorry.
01:06:17It gets like that sometimes, yeah, but let's go out sometimes.
01:06:29Yeah, it gets like that sometimes, yeah, but let's go out sometimes.
01:06:43Yeah, it gets like that sometimes, yeah, but let's go out sometimes.
01:06:55Oh, hey.
01:07:23Look, we're both adults.
01:07:30I need this job, and sometimes you need to do things you don't want to do.
01:07:36Sam says I can start back tomorrow.
01:07:38You're in, right?
01:07:40You know, you don't need to sleep with sleazy managers in order to get jobs.
01:07:44You're a smart person.
01:07:46At the very least, you shouldn't be putting up with sexual harassment.
01:07:51You can't fix everyone's problems.
01:07:53You're a great guy, but you just can't.
01:07:58Sam, I need a couple days off.
01:08:06Maybe even go home early today.
01:08:08What?
01:08:10I'm just, I'm not feeling very well, and I'm going through some personal issues.
01:08:15I tell you what.
01:08:16Next time you have an emergency, give me a few days' notice.
01:08:19This is a career, Jeremy.
01:08:25You know what, Sam?
01:08:27Fuck you.
01:08:28Fuck me?
01:08:29Yeah, that's right.
01:08:30Fuck you.
01:08:31No, fuck you, you little shit.
01:08:32Do you know how many people I got lined up for this fucking job?
01:08:35Oh, yeah.
01:08:36I'm sure you do.
01:08:37You know who you're fucking talking to?
01:08:38Yeah, a piece of shit manager likes to fuck his weight step.
01:08:40You're useless at what you do.
01:08:42You should be grateful I gave you a fucking job in the first place, and her, she can't serve shit.
01:08:46She's great bent over the fucking sink, but that's about it, so don't fucking forget it.
01:08:50Yeah, I'll be sure to tell your wife when I see her.
01:08:56You know what?
01:08:57I think we started off this on the wrong foot today.
01:09:00That's, uh, how about we just-
01:09:02Just forget it.
01:09:03I quit.
01:09:05Fuck you!
01:09:20What?
01:09:21What's that?
01:09:25Who's there?
01:09:26It's me.
01:09:28Oh.
01:09:30Okay!
01:09:38Oh, hey, Jeremy.
01:09:40What's going on, my brother?
01:09:43What's going on with you?
01:09:44I've been calling you all afternoon.
01:09:48Oh, I'm fine.
01:09:49No worries here.
01:09:51Look at this place.
01:09:52How much have you had to drink?
01:09:54Well, I don't know.
01:09:56I kind of lost track.
01:10:00This isn't good, Uncle Roger.
01:10:01You gotta slow down before you kill yourself.
01:10:04Jesus, Jeremy.
01:10:05Don't talk like that.
01:10:06You're starting to sound like Annie.
01:10:08I'm being serious.
01:10:11Well.
01:10:13I'm gonna continue.
01:10:14You can join me if you want.
01:10:16And if you don't, let me off.
01:10:19Okay.
01:10:20I think you've had enough.
01:10:21Jeremy, stop being such an asshole and come have a drink with me.
01:10:25No.
01:10:26That's not gonna happen.
01:10:27In fact, I'm cutting you off.
01:10:28What are you doing?
01:10:29Taking it away from you.
01:10:30Don't do that.
01:10:31Give it to me.
01:10:32No, I'm not gonna give it to you, Uncle Roger.
01:10:35I said give it to me!
01:10:37I said...
01:10:39I'll kill you!
01:10:40Yeah.
01:10:41Damn.
01:10:43No!
01:10:44Enjoying that go.
01:10:50VTA
01:11:10I'm so sorry, Jeremy.
01:11:40It's okay, I'm going to ride you.
01:12:10I'm so sorry, Jeremy.
01:12:40I'm so sorry, Jeremy.
01:13:10Hey.
01:13:12Morning.
01:13:13Morning.
01:13:14You want some coffee?
01:13:29Sure.
01:13:38Thanks.
01:13:44You okay?
01:13:46Yeah, I think so.
01:13:49What about you?
01:13:53Yeah, I'm okay.
01:13:59Thanks for staying with me, Jeremy.
01:14:22My name is Roger.
01:14:25I'm an alcoholic.
01:14:28I've been one pretty much my whole life.
01:14:31This is just the first time I've actually done something about it.
01:14:37I used to drink to make myself feel better.
01:14:40When I was depressed, I'd drink.
01:14:43When I was sad, I'd drink.
01:14:46When I was happy, I'd drink.
01:14:49When I was happy, I'd drink.
01:14:52Alcohol was pretty much what I'd turn to.
01:14:58I lost my wife because of it.
01:15:00And the other day, I did something that I'm...
01:15:09I'm so ashamed of.
01:15:11I just...
01:15:17I know now I have to stop.
01:15:19Have a seat.
01:15:28Okay.
01:15:29Is...
01:15:31Everything alright?
01:15:36I got a job.
01:15:38Well, that's great.
01:15:39The only thing is...
01:15:42It's in Thunder Bay.
01:15:45Thunder Bay.
01:15:48Yeah.
01:15:53Are you okay?
01:15:55Uh, yeah.
01:15:56Yeah, no, no.
01:15:57That's exciting news.
01:15:58I'm really happy for you.
01:16:00But I don't want this to end, so why don't you just move with me?
01:16:08Come with you to Thunder Bay?
01:16:10Yeah.
01:16:15I...
01:16:16I don't know, Laura.
01:16:18I mean, this is my home now.
01:16:21I'm...
01:16:22I'm actually starting to feel like I belong somewhere again.
01:16:25Yeah, but you can feel that way in Thunder Bay, too.
01:16:27But...
01:16:29What about Uncle Roger?
01:16:31What about him?
01:16:33Jeremy, he's a grown man.
01:16:34He can take care of himself.
01:16:36Plus, you already got him through the worst of his drinking problem.
01:16:39Now, he's seeking help.
01:16:42But...
01:16:43He's family, Laura.
01:16:46He's all I got.
01:16:48And...
01:16:50I'm all he's got.
01:16:52What about me?
01:16:54What am I?
01:16:56Look...
01:16:58I think we should go to Thunder Bay.
01:17:00This is your dream.
01:17:01Don't let it slip away because of me.
01:17:05So...
01:17:06You're not gonna come?
01:17:11I don't know.
01:17:13What, you don't want to come?
01:17:15If you're pushing me to decide right now...
01:17:18Then...
01:17:20No.
01:17:22But...
01:17:24I love you.
01:17:26You don't even know me.
01:17:27Yes, I do.
01:17:29I understand you more than anyone.
01:17:32And...
01:17:34I know you understand me, too.
01:17:36Look, I'm sorry, but I can't go with you.
01:17:39And trust me, Laura, you don't want me living with you.
01:17:42Yes, I do.
01:17:44You said so yourself the other day.
01:17:46That we're both fucked up.
01:17:48And I don't know about you, but I'm certainly not fixed.
01:18:11I don't know about you.
01:18:13No.
01:18:15No.
01:18:19No.
01:18:21No.
01:18:23No.
01:18:25No.
01:18:27No.
01:18:29No.
01:18:31No.
01:18:33No.
01:18:35No.
01:18:36No.
01:18:38No.
01:18:39Seriously, Jeremy, I just want to thank you for helping me with my, well.
01:18:51You're welcome. You're more than welcome.
01:18:56Come here.
01:19:03I like having you around, Jeremy. You can stay at Silverwood as long as you want to.
01:19:09Thanks. What I actually mean to say is that, I want you to stay.
01:19:21I'll be right back.
01:19:35Hey. Hey, man. How's it going?
01:19:38Oh, you know, I've had better days. You know, the pills that they're giving me really me up, so that's awesome.
01:19:43I kind of want to get some for myself.
01:19:46That's awesome, man.
01:19:47Well, I brought something here for you.
01:19:49I saw.
01:19:50Yeah.
01:19:51The love of my life.
01:19:51Watch the head.
01:19:52Hey, Gloria.
01:19:53Yeah.
01:19:54There you go.
01:19:55Yeah.
01:19:56I also brought you your DVDs and magazines, everything you're going to need.
01:20:01Nice.
01:20:02I'm here for a few more days, so those are going to come in handy.
01:20:04Yeah.
01:20:05Bet they will.
01:20:07Well, I'd love to stick around, but my uncle's waiting for me outside, so better get going.
01:20:12All right. That's cool, man.
01:20:12Thanks.
01:20:13Thanks.
01:20:14Just take care of yourself and hope you feel better soon.
01:20:17Thanks, man.
01:20:17All right, yeah.
01:20:19Hey, uh, Jeremy.
01:20:22You know, you're a good man.
01:20:23The world needs people like you.
01:20:26Don't kill yourself.
01:20:27Thanks, Tyler.
01:20:34I'm not planning on it.
01:20:57Oh, my God.
01:21:16I'm not planning on it.
01:21:19Oh.
01:21:21Tim...
01:21:21No!
01:21:24I don't know.
01:21:54If I throw away all of my demons, you have to promise me you'll throw all the papers to me.
01:22:19It won't be easy.
01:22:21It'll be worth it though.
01:22:23I don't know.
01:22:25I don't know.
01:22:27I don't know.
01:22:29I don't know.
01:22:31I don't know.
01:22:33I don't know.
01:22:35I don't know.
01:22:37I don't know.
01:22:39I don't know.
01:22:41I don't know.
01:22:43I don't know.
01:22:45I don't know.
01:22:47I don't know.
01:22:49I don't know.
01:22:51I don't know.
01:22:53I don't know.
01:22:55I don't know.
01:22:57I don't know.
01:22:59I don't know.
01:23:01I don't know.
01:23:03I don't know.
01:23:05I don't know.
01:23:07I don't know.
01:23:09I don't know.
01:23:11Yeah, hi.
01:23:14Mom?
01:23:16Uh, no, no.
01:23:18No, I'm fine.
01:23:20Um.
01:23:24You wanna maybe
01:23:25get some breakfast?
01:23:31No one ever told me life was
01:23:33but a dreamer,
01:23:35a dreamer.
01:23:37Pushed me overboard
01:23:39and nights into the streamer,
01:23:42the streamer.
01:23:45Merrily, merrily,
01:23:46my heart might get too weary.
01:23:49Ooh.
01:23:51No one ever told me that
01:23:52I need a boat
01:23:54to row.
01:23:56Yeah.
01:24:09No one ever told me life was just a growther,
01:24:20a growther.
01:24:22No one ever told me life was just a growther,
01:24:33a growther.
01:24:35Ooh.
01:24:36Lead me out in overnight
01:24:38until I'm older.
01:24:40I'm older.
01:24:41Ooh.
01:24:42Ooh.
01:24:42Might I find peace
01:24:44if I turn to east?
01:24:47Ooh.
01:24:47Ooh.
01:24:47Ooh.
01:24:48Ooh.
01:24:48No one ever told me that would culture me.
01:24:52Oh, please.
01:24:54Oh.
01:24:55Please don't spare my friend,
01:25:02are you mine?
01:25:03Oh.
01:25:03Oh.
01:25:04Oh.
01:25:05Oh.
01:25:05Oh.
01:25:05Oh.
01:25:05Oh.
01:25:05Oh.
01:25:06Oh.
01:25:07Oh.
01:25:07Oh.
01:25:08Oh.
01:25:09Oh.
01:25:10Oh.
01:25:11Oh.
01:25:12Oh.
01:25:13Oh.
01:25:14Oh.
01:25:15Oh.
01:25:16Oh.
01:25:17Oh.
01:25:18Oh.
01:25:19Oh.
01:25:20Oh.
01:25:21Oh.
01:25:22Oh.
01:25:23Oh.
01:25:24Oh.
01:25:25Oh.
01:25:26Oh.
01:25:27Oh.
01:25:28Oh.
01:25:29Oh.
01:25:30Oh.
01:25:31Oh.
01:25:32Oh.
01:25:33Oh.
01:25:34Oh.
01:25:35Oh.
01:25:36Oh.
01:25:37No one ever told me I could lick my heels, my heels
01:25:53I exercised my right to disappear
01:25:57Oh, I don't care
01:26:00Cause mommy and daddy lied
01:26:02Spared my fragile mind
01:26:04Now the sight of something real seems so severe
01:26:10Oh, dear
01:26:12Oh, I don't care
01:26:14You just made my fragile mind
01:26:21Oh, I love you
01:26:25You just made my fragile mind
01:26:27Oh, I don't care
01:26:28Oh, I don't care
01:26:30You just made my
01:26:33You are your own mercy
01:26:35Oh, I don't care
01:26:38You are your own mercy
01:26:39Move to Spain, wash your brain
01:26:43You are your own mercy
01:26:45Move to Spain, change your name
01:26:49You're on, you're on again
01:26:52Help, you're on again
01:26:59Look at the stories
01:27:00I hadn't been told
01:27:02You are your own mercy
01:27:03You are one who you are
01:27:04Father
01:27:06Are you a writer?
01:27:08He is a writer
01:27:10With theShare
01:27:10theヤ
01:27:11We'll listen to you
01:27:12You are your sources
01:27:13Oh, my
01:27:17Of course
01:27:17More
01:27:18You are your dreaming
01:27:19At least
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