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00:00We are family, no matter what.
00:02Maybe also talk to your parents?
00:04Let them know that you have cancer?
00:05You got into the trial.
00:06Did Nate get in too?
00:07The doctor mentioned this experimental treatment option.
00:10We are a family going through an extremely difficult time
00:13and I don't think that Nate can handle anything more on his plate.
00:15Maybe we should take some space.
00:18Signing with Vessy Street could catapult your career.
00:20I really wanted to build something special.
00:23And you're willing to throw it all away
00:24because some big record label is flashing dollar signs in front of your eyes.
00:30Tell me.
00:34What do you think is the meaning of life?
00:38It's not what you've done.
00:41It's who you are.
00:43It's your heart.
00:48That's the whole point of living, isn't it?
00:52Don't worry, it's just completely.
00:55And then, I'm going to live with it.
00:57To have your heart.
00:59Connect with other hearts.
01:01You do have a storage unit, right?
01:15Well, if it doesn't fit, it has to go.
01:18Well, you get ready to say goodbye
01:20because you've got a whole lot of stuff here.
01:22Well, I used to have the space, but no income and my astronomical rent.
01:28I've been on the streets in six months.
01:30How much are they charging for apartments these days, anyway?
01:33It's exorbitant.
01:34Tell me a number.
01:35It's ridiculous.
01:37I'm too embarrassed.
01:38See, now you're just bragging.
01:40You really want to know?
01:42Mm-hmm.
01:43You really want to know?
01:44Mm-hmm.
01:45Okay.
01:46Wow.
01:48You really are a sucker.
01:50The water.
01:51That's a lot.
01:52I know.
01:53It was my dream apartment, though.
01:55Views from every window.
01:58And now my view is a brick wall.
02:01Or if I look at it at just the right angle, a dumpster.
02:08I'm laughing so I don't cry.
02:10Oh, come on.
02:11Things are going to turn around for you.
02:13I hope so.
02:14Yeah.
02:15I keep telling myself that I am not taking a step back.
02:18Right?
02:19I'm investing in my future.
02:23It's not the end of the world that the fridge is in the same room as the bed.
02:26Right?
02:28Don't say something fake to make me feel better.
02:33Okay.
02:34Say something, though.
02:35Starting over at age 40.
02:37Now, wait a minute.
02:39I was 41 when I met Brenda.
02:42You never know what's going to be coming next.
02:44At least I try to tell myself that.
02:47Yeah.
02:48Have you seen Nate recently?
02:50Here and there.
02:51I mean, he's not at the bar much these days.
02:54What about you?
02:55No.
02:56Not in a month or so.
02:57I thought you two were dating or something.
03:00No.
03:01Our timing's always been sort of horribly wrong.
03:05Hope he's okay.
03:06I got to go by the bar.
03:08Maybe you want to stop by.
03:11I probably shouldn't.
03:13It's his turf.
03:14I really want to be in his life, but I just have to figure out when and how.
03:20Just don't hold yourself up alone here in this shoe box.
03:27Don't worry.
03:28That fridge is a surprisingly good conversationalist.
03:31Maybe I'll make myself go for a run in this freezing cold weather.
03:35Look.
03:36Look, I got the jet.
03:37I got basketball plans with the guys before I head over to Lumi later.
03:42You take care of him.
03:43Be strong.
03:44See?
03:45Yeah.
03:46Whoa, whoa, whoa.
03:47Okay, Mike.
03:48Bye.
03:49Bye.
03:50Bye.
03:51Bye.
03:56I remember being busy.
04:01Oh, hey.
04:02It's firestorms.
04:03Okay, you got that?
04:04Yay!
04:05This is so weird.
04:06What?
04:07This, um, new normal.
04:10Still getting used to you being busier than me.
04:12Huh.
04:16So what's on the agenda today, Rockstar?
04:18Uh, producer session, and then Carrie wants me to meet with some stylists to go over my performance look.
04:24That sounds pretty glam.
04:26Well, you don't look that excited.
04:28No, I am.
04:29I'm just adjusting to this new commercial direction they want me to go in.
04:32It's exciting, for sure.
04:35Oh, my God.
04:36Oh, my God.
04:37What?
04:38Whoa, everything okay?
04:39Okay, I, uh, I didn't mention anything to you because I didn't think it was actually gonna happen,
04:42but Fessy Street pitched me to open for Brandi Karloa on her winter tour, and I guess it's happening.
04:46What?
04:47It's happening.
04:48That's amazing.
04:49What?
04:50Oh, my gosh.
04:52How long is this tour?
04:54Uh, two months, I think.
04:57That's, uh, that's a long time.
04:59Hmm.
05:00Not really, for a tour.
05:01Yeah, no, I know.
05:02I meant, um, for you to be away.
05:04Now you'll finally learn what it feels like to miss me.
05:15And, um, you're gonna have the support you need while you're away?
05:21I'll have a whole entourage.
05:24That's musical support.
05:26I mean, like, mental.
05:29Don't think I can handle being on the road?
05:31I didn't say that.
05:32You kinda did.
05:33I've just seen you at some pretty low lows.
05:36You can't blame me for worrying.
05:38I doubt myself enough as it is.
05:40Okay?
05:41I really don't need you doing it, too.
05:44I feel like you're having doubts.
05:57Uh, I doubt that.
05:59Babe, I'm being serious.
06:02I'm leaving for Montana in three weeks and you still haven't made up your mind?
06:06I know.
06:07I know.
06:08I...
06:09No.
06:10I'm sorry.
06:11It's just, like, a lot to think about right now and...
06:14Well, the more you think about it, the more I feel like...
06:16Like what?
06:17Well, like I'm not enough.
06:19Babe, you know that's not true.
06:21That's how it feels.
06:22Yeah, I could say the same thing, couldn't I?
06:24That I'm not enough to keep you in the city and...
06:27Yeah...
06:29I guess.
06:31I just love you.
06:34I love you, too.
06:36So much.
06:38Like, so much.
06:40It just, like, feels like one of us has to lose and I don't want either of us to lose and it's...
06:43I know.
06:44I don't want that either.
06:45But this...
06:46This in-between thing is torture.
06:48Yeah, that's my fault.
06:52I'm sorry, Ed.
06:53Just give me, like, one more night to think on it.
06:56What?
06:57Just...
06:59Okay.
07:02Thanks.
07:07Okay, it's settled.
07:08Are you gonna lose, sir?
07:09No, Brenda's estate.
07:11And I'm gonna charge you an extra hour for that.
07:13Go ahead, it's worth it not to have to deal with all that stuff.
07:16You know, why don't somebody tell you about all the business things you gotta go through when someone passes?
07:21Well, they do, actually.
07:23That's why she had a will?
07:25Wills are so savage.
07:26They let you know exactly where you really stand.
07:29And the worst part is they're not around to see you get pissed.
07:32I hope to God there's an afterlife so my pops can explain some things.
07:36Hey!
07:37Well, we know where Walt stood with Brenda.
07:40Because she left him everything.
07:42I would rather have her.
07:43Yeah.
07:44Of course, man.
07:45Look, but I advise you to invest some of that money or taxes will come and bite you.
07:53No, man.
07:54I don't know what to do with all that money.
07:55Want to invest in some college education?
07:57It's not his fault that you had so many kids.
08:00So what?
08:01Oh, come on, man.
08:02Look, I live a very modest life.
08:04You know, I never thought about making any big purchases.
08:08Give it a think.
08:09We got a little time.
08:10Yeah, we do.
08:11Yeah.
08:12Right, okay.
08:13Hey, look, maybe I'll take a little trip or something.
08:15But for right now, I am going to tear you apart on the court.
08:21Oh, bring it!
08:22Let her do it.
08:23Go, go.
08:24Whoa!
08:25There it is.
08:26Watch this out now.
08:27Look at that.
08:28Whoa, look at that.
08:29Oh!
08:30All right.
08:31Who got the ball now?
08:40Chris.
08:41Chris.
08:42Oh, sorry.
08:43Gosh.
08:44I'm so sorry.
08:45I've been here for an hour hoping this is still your route.
08:47I'm sorry for everything.
08:50I need you to know that I know that I messed up.
08:53You saved me.
08:55I, uh, I will never forgive myself for hurting you.
08:59Uh, thanks.
09:02Is that all?
09:03What can I do?
09:04How can I make this better?
09:05Please.
09:06I have.
09:07Please, we can't not be friends.
09:08I don't even like that many people and I know you don't either.
09:12That bloody hell was coming here.
09:16Still mad at you, by the way.
09:19Come on, let's go get a coffee.
09:24Hangy.
09:25Hi.
09:26Are those for sharing or did you bring them just for you?
09:28Oh, um, I just got this for me but I can go get you some.
09:31No, no, no, no.
09:32It's fine.
09:33I was just asking.
09:34Okay.
09:35That's it.
09:36What's up?
09:37I have noticed you getting annoyed with me a lot lately.
09:39Really?
09:40I haven't felt annoyed.
09:41What?
09:42I haven't.
09:43Okay.
09:44I haven't.
09:45Okay.
09:46But it would be okay if you were.
09:48I'm sure you had a way of doing things with your wife and living with someone else must
09:54be a big adjustment for you.
09:55I mean sure.
09:56But I have been managing it well.
10:08Of course you have.
10:09I just know that we wouldn't be spending every night together so soon if my building hadn't
10:14become a mold factory.
10:16Anyway, they said that I can move back into my place in the next couple of days.
10:18factory. Anyway, they said that I can move back into my place in the next couple of days.
10:24I am happy for you to stay as long as you need. Thank you.
10:28I swear I'm going to lose it. These expenses just keep climbing.
10:49I know I'm doing my part. I should have my face on the wall, really.
10:54You should. I'm working on that one, sir. It doesn't matter how business is doing.
10:59I feel like we pack this place most nights and we're still in the red.
11:03Uh, is this a bad time to tell you that my paycheck still hasn't arrived yet?
11:08Of course. It's fine. I will buy one for you right now.
11:10I'm sorry. I will cut one for you right now. No worries, brother.
11:13Let me help you. You already do. No, I mean financially.
11:18I just settled Brenda's estate and my buddy Al, he advised me
11:23to invest in something. Let me invest in Lumi.
11:29No. I'm sorry. No, I meant no thank you.
11:34Come on, Nate. I'm here all the time anyway. Let's make it official.
11:40That is a very kind offer, but, um, uh, I got it. I'll figure it out.
11:49I'm not being kind. I believe in your business.
11:54You know, I wouldn't even need a title. Would definitely need free wine.
11:58So if that's a deal breaker, then Nate, are you all right?
12:13I feel bad even talking to you about this. Oh, what's done is done.
12:30I'm sad we're not working together, but I would be highly annoyed if you didn't tell me what's going on.
12:34Okay. Mm-hmm.
12:39I'm going on tour. Opening for Brandy Carlisle. It's too soon, right? Yeah.
12:43What do you mean too soon? It's incredible.
12:46Yeah, I'm, I'm, I'm out of my mind. Excited.
12:49Um, you know, do you think that it would be too much for me to handle?
12:53Oh God, I'm so bored of telling you how talented you are.
12:56Oh, uh, you know where I was a few months ago. Mentally. I could barely leave the house.
13:02I see you now and you're ready.
13:06You really think so? It's a no brainer.
13:14Oh my God.
13:19He has a serious infection. Now it's obviously very dangerous since his immune system is so
13:23compromised from the chemo. And they're going to admit him so we can monitor him and administer
13:28some antibiotics. Now these next 24 hours will be crucial to know what we're dealing with.
13:34But for right now, all we can do is wait.
13:39It'll be all right. Thanks for being here, guys.
13:41Yeah. Okay. I'll be back.
13:43Hey, Claire. Can I have a blanket?
13:55Can I have a blanket?
13:56I'm sorry, but you actually can't, okay? Because your fever's really high.
14:01So warming you up anymore would be a little too risky.
14:05Oh, you're doing so good.
14:06Hey, why don't you, uh, come and sit down, Chris?
14:20Oh, it's okay. I'm honestly not sure I belong here anyway.
14:26Well, let me be clear about something. Please, come. Sit.
14:32You do belong here. And I have no question in my mind that Nate would agree.
14:45Absolutely. There's no way we're letting you leave.
14:50It is quite remarkable, you know?
14:52What?
14:54Well, how important you all have become to me knowing you for just a few short months.
15:02Cindy.
15:12I'm here to talk if you need.
15:13Yeah.
15:15I do need to talk. I need to talk to Rebecca. There's no way I can go to Montana.
15:23Seems like a pretty big oversight for you not to tell us.
15:26But it was Nate's decision and he's an adult and I had to respect his wishes.
15:29Not when it's life and death.
15:31They have some connections in the medical community. We need to get him out of here right now.
15:34Call Bernard. Maybe we can get a transfer today.
15:37No, he's staying here.
15:39Claire, we're not asking.
15:40Frankly, I don't care, Louis. You might have medical connections.
15:44I'm a medical professional, so I'm going to tell you that it would be a death sentence
15:48to relocate him in the condition that he's in. He's staying here.
15:52Fine. You can stay here until he's stable.
15:54With respect, this isn't your lane. It's mine.
15:56With respect, he's our son and you two are separated.
16:00Do you know that this is the last thing that Nate needs right now?
16:03But if you want to do something to be supportive and helpful,
16:05then why don't you go and be grandparents for a change and watch Anna?
16:08You're telling us to leave.
16:10I am.
16:14I'll keep you posted.
16:15It's a bit of a fixer-upper, but the architecture is just prototypical historic New York.
16:32Absolutely. It's just marvelous. It's like an old Roth building.
16:36Mom used to be in real estate, which is why she wanted to tag along.
16:40Of course. Take a look around.
16:42What I want to do is I want to make combination music venue and wine bar,
16:49and I think this place is very well suited for it.
16:53I could, I could, yeah, I could put built-in booths along the windows there,
16:59do diner-style booths here all the way down to this area, which leads to the stage right there.
17:10Yeah. That's the stage.
17:15And then I really want to honor the history of the building, so the brick that's already here,
17:21just leave that exposed. A bar would be here, and then behind that I could do the library ladders,
17:27you know, and do maybe one of those so that we'd have access to the wine bottles to line the walls,
17:32because I think, sorry, yes, that's, I think what I'm trying to say is that it's kind of perfect.
17:39We will need an inspection at your expense, of course.
17:42Hey, Dad. Yeah. I got it.
17:44I'm glad you're responding so positively. It really is a special space.
17:48Yeah, it is. Um, so in terms of budget, what are we looking at?
17:54Yeah. Here you go.
18:03I'm sorry, this is at my price range.
18:04Huh. Says the boy who spent half his trust backpacking around Europe.
18:08My book was like I was on vacation. I was about to start a business,
18:11and I was doing the assembly aid program.
18:13Right, right. So, uh, drinking.
18:14Any. Or getting menu concepts, gathering antiques to...
18:19So, eating and shopping.
18:25Yeah, so very inspirational place, but unfortunately can't swing it right now.
18:40Hey, you're awake.
18:44Were my parents here?
18:48They were, actually.
18:50But they left to go watch Anna.
18:52I feel very strange.
18:53Yeah.
18:54Yeah, I feel very...
18:56Hey, look at me, look at me.
18:58It's just the infection.
18:59Okay, your body's just fighting really, really hard.
19:02You're doing so good.
19:03I'm okay.
19:05So, all you gotta do is rest, okay?
19:08And take care of everything else.
19:09My son.
19:29Why?
19:29I can leave.
19:53It's fine.
19:58This doesn't feel real.
19:59But it is.
20:08And I think I'm suffocating.
20:15I keep telling Nate he's going to beat this, but I don't know that.
20:22So what am I supposed to do?
20:26Tell him the truth?
20:27And when do I tell Anna?
20:32She doesn't even know that he's here.
20:37Because I don't want to traumatize her for no reason.
20:39But things happen so fast.
20:44What if she doesn't get to say goodbye to her dad?
20:53And who am I to be making these calls?
20:55I have to figure out when my daughter's last moment with her dad is going to be.
21:04There's this part of me that wishes I could somehow have warned my younger self about this.
21:15I was so naive when Nate and I got together.
21:19And for years at my job, I watched people grieve their loved ones.
21:23I just never imagined that it would be me.
21:29I just never imagined that it would be me.
21:40That's so good.
21:41And, uh, cried through all my tissues.
22:02Thanks.
22:02Oh, you can have visitors now.
22:15If you want to see them.
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22:47We'll go back where we started from
22:50To a field by the sea
22:54Watching waves without care
23:00Where the time might be gone
23:03Oh, you're good.
23:04Oh, you won't see me.
23:06Well, I'm able to go, Sweetheart.
23:30I've missed you.
23:44You got Chris's order, right?
23:46Two turkeys, two Italian, and one vegan.
23:49Okay, who's the vegan?
23:50I'm a sometimes vegan.
23:51I'm a Beyonce vegan.
23:53Oh, I thought it might be Alice.
23:56Hey, did I tell you that they decided to stay in New York?
23:58Yeah, you know, it's a hard call, but I think it's mature.
24:03Those two can't be abandoning their dreams for each other when they're still so young.
24:07Excuse me.
24:08Really?
24:09Mm-hmm.
24:09I was going to tell them that it wasn't too late for them to change their mind.
24:12Because when you find love, you should follow it wherever it takes you.
24:16Well, that's easy for you to say.
24:17You met the love of your life in your 40s.
24:20Look.
24:20Look at this.
24:21One, thank you.
24:23Mm-hmm.
24:23I would have followed Brenda even if we met at 19.
24:27Okay?
24:27Well, of course, as a straight man, it's an easy move.
24:34But some of us don't have the freedom to move just anywhere.
24:38Montana is not New York.
24:39Okay.
24:39Sorry to interrupt, but were you just going to keep talking about my life without me in put-
24:43I apologize for Carrie.
24:45That's okay.
24:46You can talk about my love life as long as I can talk about yours.
24:49Oh, boy.
24:51Well, go on.
24:53What do you have to say about it?
24:54Sylvie's amazing.
24:56I agree.
24:57So why do you keep trying to find something wrong with her?
25:00Are you guys serious?
25:01Yeah, well, I'm sorry for caring.
25:04Oh, come on.
25:05I don't know.
25:05I think you guys have something really special going on, and you should hold on to it.
25:10You heard that, right?
25:11Okay.
25:11Okay?
25:12I'm listening.
25:13Great.
25:13Enough.
25:14Good.
25:14I'm listening.
25:15I don't know where it was.
25:16Oh, woke into my relationship.
25:18Okay, open them.
25:20Surprise!
25:23Uh, oh, oh.
25:26Wait a minute.
25:26I'm so sorry.
25:27I don't really, I don't get it.
25:29It's yours.
25:31We made the down payment.
25:35Well, you're welcome.
25:36No, sorry.
25:39Yes, thank you.
25:40Thank you so much.
25:41I'm, um, I'm a little shocked.
25:44I was actually trying to save up for something a little bit more modest than this.
25:49You know, you just are already in the process of looking for investors.
25:52Well, now he doesn't have to.
25:54Come on, son.
25:55Take the gift.
25:55It's what you really wanted, isn't it?
25:58So, I mean, it is.
25:59Well, congratulations.
26:00You are now a business owner.
26:02Yeah, thank you.
26:05This means a lot.
26:07Um.
26:08I'm gonna test out your new wine bars bathroom.
26:13Okay.
26:14Um, it's back.
26:15It's actually misdirection.
26:16I got it.
26:16This way.
26:17Are you going to be long?
26:17Yeah, yeah, yeah.
26:18You're going to?
26:18So.
26:22She's great, right?
26:24She is very, very sweet.
26:26And did she tell you she is studying to be a nurse?
26:29She's not marriage material, but there's plenty of time for that.
26:34You're still very young.
26:36Oh.
26:46Claire?
26:48Hey.
26:50You okay?
26:51Yeah.
26:51Yeah.
26:54I'm sorry.
26:56What are you sorry about?
26:58I'm sorry for how things ended between us.
27:03It wasn't entirely your fault.
27:08I think it was actually a lot my fault.
27:12I wasn't exactly marriage material.
27:19I never told you I heard that, huh?
27:20No, you didn't.
27:21Yeah, I did.
27:22Loud and clear.
27:23I'm sorry.
27:24Hey, I want you to know.
27:28I don't regret us at all.
27:31Yeah, I mean, we wouldn't have Anna.
27:33She's supposed to.
27:35Oh, Claire.
27:38You have always been here for me when you didn't have to.
27:44Okay?
27:45And I will always be there for you.
27:52Yeah.
27:53Hi, sweetie.
28:10Hi.
28:12Hi.
28:12Where's Anna right now?
28:19Oh, she's with your father.
28:21Okay.
28:21I wanted to come and visit you.
28:24In spite of Claire.
28:27She told us to leave.
28:29I mean...
28:30Then...
28:33Why don't you leave?
28:35I know you think you're helping.
28:37But you can leave.
28:39Okay?
28:40I have all the help that I need.
28:43Well...
28:48If that's what you really want.
28:54I won't stand in your way.
28:57Mom.
29:00Nate really needs me right now.
29:15So do I.
29:20No, you don't.
29:23You need me to let you go.
29:25I always thought love was enough.
29:37But when you want two different things, it's...
29:39It's not...
29:40I just don't ever want to...
29:44Stop you from pursuing what makes you happy.
29:47You make me happy.
29:48I know.
29:49I know.
29:49But New York does it, and...
29:51And that's where I want to be.
29:52This is...
29:54This is my home.
30:02But...
30:02Are you sure?
30:04Yes.
30:06Because you look so cute in a snowsuit.
30:08Oh, girl.
30:09Oh, I know.
30:11See the little fur?
30:12Yeah.
30:12Excuse me.
30:13I'm still waiting on my Malbec.
30:17I just...
30:17Yeah, don't worry about it.
30:19Okay.
30:20Yeah.
30:20Yeah, you...
30:21Continue.
30:22Yeah.
30:26I got it.
30:27You really like pushing this thing to its limits.
30:30What can I say?
30:30I like to reach maximum capacity.
30:33Okay.
30:34Well, I guess this is goodbye.
30:36Not like goodbye forever.
30:37Just bye to me being all up in your business.
30:40Yeah.
30:40I was thinking about, um, what you said.
30:44And there's some truth to it.
30:45Maybe I do have some unfair reactions to the way you do things.
30:50Just because it's different from the routine I had with my wife.
30:53That's not fair to you.
30:55I appreciate you saying that.
30:58I can only imagine what it's like for you.
31:01And I know that it's tough.
31:02But I just want you to know that I'm not trying to be some replacement for Dana.
31:07I'm not threatened by your love for her.
31:10I honestly think it's beautiful.
31:11I actually think you two would have gotten along.
31:13Even though I don't bring you strawberries.
31:15Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay.
31:18I gotta ask, now that I'm getting out of your hair,
31:20what else did I do that bothered you?
31:22Oh, no, no, no, no.
31:23Not doing that.
31:24Come on.
31:25I can take it.
31:26It's not going to stop doing any of it, for the record.
31:28I'm just curious.
31:29Come on.
31:29For one, this.
31:30You won't drop anything until you get your way.
31:32That's true.
31:33I won't.
31:34Go on.
31:34You ask so many questions when we watch TV.
31:37I can't tell what's going on because you never stop talking.
31:40I get confused.
31:42Yeah, because you're always on your phone.
31:44You can't watch two screens at once.
31:52There.
31:54We survived.
31:56By the skin of our teeth.
31:59Okay.
32:01Oh, and, um, you can go ahead and flip a toilet roll back the wrong way.
32:06Yep.
32:07I noticed.
32:11It's the right way, you know.
32:14It's the right way.
32:15Wrong way.
32:25Oh.
32:26No.
32:27Nurse.
32:28Intruder.
32:28Intruder in my room.
32:30Very funny.
32:31I thought so.
32:32Is the chemo day?
32:34Not today.
32:35Were you sick, too?
32:36Yeah.
32:38But I'm better than you.
32:41Better that I feel crappy than you.
32:44When you get out of here, I have something for you.
32:49Are you so sad?
32:53It's all right.
32:54I don't want to get into it.
32:55You're just a kid.
32:56Oh, come on.
32:57I'm scared I won't get well again.
33:05And that if, if this is the end, there's a lot that I'm going to miss.
33:10There's so much that I didn't do.
33:12And I, I wish I had accomplished a lot more.
33:23Is that too deep?
33:25No.
33:26It's just pretty bold to tell a nine-year-old with cancer that you haven't accomplished much.
33:31Mm-hmm.
33:34Tell me.
33:35What do you think is the meaning of life?
33:40Okay, now that's deep.
33:42Let me explain it this way.
33:44What do you want people to say at your funeral?
33:47That I was charming and hilarious.
33:55I want them to say that I was a good dad.
33:59Yeah.
34:03And that I was a good friend.
34:05I hope they used a pre-cancer photo on the program.
34:11See?
34:12What?
34:14It's not what you've done.
34:15It's who you are.
34:18It's your heart.
34:20That's the whole point of living, isn't it?
34:27To have your heart connect with other hearts.
34:35Yeah.
34:37You're right.
34:38What's that?
34:39I said you're right.
34:41Sorry.
34:42One more time.
34:44I said you are right.
34:50Thank you, Finn.
34:51You're welcome.
34:56Oh, and you know what else?
34:58What?
34:58God, you're last.
35:05Oh, my God.
35:15Solid food.
35:15Food.
35:17I know.
35:18That's my big boy.
35:19Oh, yeah.
35:19Yeah.
35:20I understand it was on my deathbed, but I will crush you after I crush this bagel.
35:26I know.
35:26You're not that strong, even when you're well, my sir.
35:29Uh-oh.
35:29Hello.
35:30Uh-oh.
35:31Why, uh-oh.
35:32Usually, whenever you walk into a room that I'm in, it's to deliver crushingly bad news.
35:36So, make it on me.
35:38I am sorry to disappoint, but today I have something good to share.
35:43Spot opened up in the clinical trial.
35:47You're in.
35:49Really?
35:50Yes.
35:52That is good news.
35:54You said good news to me.
35:56But you're still neutropenic.
35:58Ah, here's Dr. Ross that I know and love.
36:01It's a white blood cell thing.
36:02Oh, yeah.
36:02So, let's get those numbers up to a better spot before we travel you.
36:06Then we'll get you to Houston as soon as you're stable enough.
36:10That's great.
36:11Okay.
36:12I guess I'm...
36:13Oh, my God.
36:14I guess I'm going to Texas.
36:18I just wanted to pop by before you left town.
36:23Yeah, sure.
36:24I, uh, I don't have a lot of time, though.
36:26I figured.
36:26You've been so busy these days.
36:29I got you some things.
36:31When your dad would go on tour, he always wanted his own blanket and pillow.
36:35I love that.
36:36Yeah.
36:36So, I bought you a little travel-size set.
36:40I also threw in some accessories I thought might be cool on stage.
36:45I mean, I don't know.
36:47There's, like, no pressure to wear them.
36:48Mom, mom, mom, mom.
36:48This is really thoughtful.
36:51You're welcome.
36:55You know, I was at the Lumi show.
36:58Yes, I know.
36:59John told me.
37:00You are so weird for not saying hi.
37:02But I am really glad you came.
37:05I was worried it would throw you off.
37:06You were incredible.
37:10Yeah.
37:10Yeah.
37:11Oh, don't act like you don't know that.
37:15I will say it did feel pretty great.
37:18Hey, I know I'm a big part of why you ran away from music.
37:23And I'm so glad music got back up to you.
37:27Thank you, mom.
37:29I love you.
37:30I love you, too.
37:31You're too quiet.
37:50Are you broken now?
37:57Interesting.
38:01Chateau Simone.
38:23Something rouge.
38:26And it's on me.
38:28Palais.
38:29Merci.
38:39Oh, that is nice.
38:41Hmm.
38:56Hey.
38:58Sorry I'm late.
38:59Oh, my God.
39:02Oh.
39:05We've been waiting months to see you.
39:07What's another ten minutes, hmm?
39:08Yeah.
39:16See you, mom?
39:17All right.
39:18How you been?
39:20Forget me.
39:20How are you?
39:21I'm doing all right, man.
39:23I know we can only go up from here.
39:29Come in.
39:29Come in.
39:29Come in.
39:34Angela, I really hope you're not crying for me.
39:36I am very much kicking and feeling...
39:39What's going on?
39:41What's going on?
39:46It's Ben.
39:49Is she okay?
39:49Her health took a turn, and she didn't make it.
39:57She didn't make it.
39:59I'm sorry, Angela.
40:03I don't really understand right now.
40:04Because she was here last night.
40:08Angela, I held her hand.
40:09She was here.
40:10No.
40:11She passed yesterday morning.
40:18Uh...
40:19I don't...
40:21I don't think so.
40:26Um...
40:26Dr. Ross came in earlier and said, uh...
40:32That I got a spot.
40:34The one that opened up in the clinical trial?
40:41Was that her spot?
40:48Her parents knew you two had a special bond.
40:51Oh, God.
40:52They just wanted to make sure you heard.
40:58Okay.
41:00Um...
41:01Could you get Dr. Braun, please?
41:02Could you get me out of this, please?
41:05It'll all be all right.
41:08It'll all be all right.
41:32Well, uh...
41:48And...
41:48So...
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