00:00Five things I miss about being a big girl.
00:03Hi, my name is Savannah. I've lost 200 pounds. Let's go.
00:07I miss being invisible.
00:08I miss not ever being looked at, commented, assessed on, all that.
00:13I miss being invisible to the public eye.
00:15I miss being able to walk alone at night.
00:17When I was a big girl, I could go to Walmart at 12 a.m. in the morning
00:20and not have like any second guesses about it.
00:23Because honestly, who is going to try to kidnap a 330-pound girl? Honestly.
00:27But now, not so much.
00:28I am easily kidnappable now.
00:30I am at victim weight right now.
00:32I miss having a conversation with somebody
00:34and not ever slowly turning into a weight loss discussion.
00:38Like, what do you eat?
00:40How did you lose weight?
00:41Like, it slowly always turns into that.
00:43I miss being able to eat in peace.
00:45Now, if I'm eating something healthy, I get side eyes like,
00:48oh, she's anorexic. Oh, my God.
00:50And then being something bad, they're like, oh, my God.
00:52She's going to get it all back.
00:54She's going to get it all back.
00:55I miss being able to talk about having body issues.
00:58without people who don't know me having, like, a comment about it.
01:03Like, if they don't know my story, they're like,
01:04why do you have body issues?
01:06You have no idea what girls who are big have blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.
01:09Like, like, I think I have more body issues now that I'm skinny
01:13than when I was big.
01:15Because going back to point one,
01:16I'm always assessed and commented on.
01:18And, like, if you've lost weight,
01:20comment below things that you've missed so I can make a part two.
01:22Even if you know, all of them have lots of people who are making fun of these until I've had
01:26really cared.
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01:28And, like, it's a littleören
01:30to see how your body goes straight and out of this.
01:32And, like, how about you?
01:33How about you?
01:34A bit of black and stigma.
01:36Even when in averse President Index
01:37means you're getting a different image.
01:39And, like, how do you feel about it?
01:41How about you?
01:42And they'll make you feel the quality of life.
01:44You're getting a bit of something you've lost.
01:46How about you?
01:46And the world has really luxury of people who areicky,
01:48and what do you feel?
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