00:00do i miss being fat from a girl who used to weigh 300 pounds the answer is sometimes sometimes i miss
00:07being overweight i miss people just like not wanting to talk to me i am not a social person
00:13and probably because i grew up overweight and no one wanted to talk to me now that i'm in a smaller
00:18body people talk to me all the time people want to hold conversations with me and i do miss a lot
00:23just like sometimes being ignored even though when i was in the bigger body and i was always being
00:28ignored it wasn't the best feeling this is a big one especially as someone who used to have a food
00:33addiction and was a binge eater do i miss eating without care sometimes sometimes i miss it all
00:40the time especially when i see other people eating whatever they want as much as they want especially
00:45when i see it on tiktok mukbangs i'm like the things i would do to crush all that taco bell in one sitting
00:51they'll have taco bell they'll eat all the things i just know my boundaries now i'm going to stop
00:56but it does not look like how i used to look and sometimes i do miss not thinking about calories
01:01proteins and things like that but i would still choose the way that i eat now the way that i feel
01:07now after eating than how i used to feel this one sounds super silly but i do miss doing things alone
01:13without any fear i feel like now that i lost the weight i have more fear being alone and the way my
01:20brain works is that whenever i was overweight i was way less kidnappable like in my mind i'm like
01:26you can't kidnap someone who's 300 pounds like what are you gonna do like use multiple men to stuff me
01:30into a van now being in a smaller body i'm like a little bit more aware of that whereas like before
01:37i was such a solo girly i did everything alone let's talk about the things that i miss being a fat girl
01:43for one i miss having thicker hair i never had like the thickest hair but my hair definitely thinned out a bit
01:50i now have extensions in and i had thicker hair when i was overweight sometimes i miss not always
01:55being cold but at the same point being hot was a lot worse when i was 300 pounds i ran hot i was a
02:02heater i had a sweating problem and now i'm always cold whereas sometimes i miss not always being cold
02:08i would still rather be cold than sweating i miss some of those things but i would not change my weight
02:13loss for the world i have so much love for the girl i used to be but i much rather prefer
02:18the mindset the lifestyle the motivation the discipline the self-love that i have today
02:23and that all came from my weight loss journey
02:26you
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