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A couple head to a cabin in Joshua Tree for 4 days to quit smoking HD Drama, Romance
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00:00:00No, put that one down. It's gross. It's where boys pee.
00:00:13Should we say something?
00:00:17Great power of love, happiness, and health.
00:00:23We turn this wretched and disgusting form of self-destruction over to you forever.
00:00:31Deliver us from the obsession to poison ourselves and deliver us into your pure breath of life forever. Amen.
00:00:46May you remove these roadblocks from my life so that I may reach the stars.
00:01:16Wow. I really want a cigarette now.
00:01:30Yeah.
00:01:34Do you really spend $5,000 a year on smoking?
00:01:38Probably more.
00:01:40Well, from now on that money should go towards something small and shiny in a tiny little velvet box.
00:02:02I can't wait to get out of this fucking city. Nature's pure, that's what we need.
00:02:08Just wish it was Tahiti.
00:02:10Yeah, me too.
00:02:13Next trip. I promise.
00:02:16We really need to support each other, okay? I don't want to be the only non-smoker when we get back to L.A.
00:02:21You won't. This isn't my idea of some desert bang bang.
00:02:25I made a decision to quit, and I really mean it this time.
00:02:29Well, I can do it if you can.
00:02:32It's just us against them.
00:02:38You hear that?
00:02:48I thought nobody was supposed to be here.
00:02:51I'm not supposed to be here.
00:02:53Are you sure that this is the right place?
00:02:56I don't know.
00:02:57What do you mean you don't know?
00:02:59I follow Bob's directions.
00:03:01Oh, Julius!
00:03:03The love of God, our faith in God, lies in our hearts, not in our minds.
00:03:09The Bible says, the light is deceitful above all things.
00:03:14Well?
00:03:15No answer.
00:03:17Shit.
00:03:18God does not care how you dress up in nice suits.
00:03:22Go to church.
00:03:23I'm gonna get my knife.
00:03:24God, Jules, please be careful.
00:03:26God lives inside you.
00:03:30Hello?
00:03:31He sees the deep down desperate perversity and sin in every man's heart.
00:03:36He sees how you really are.
00:03:38Matthew 15, 8.
00:03:40This people draweth nigh unto me with their mouth, and honoreth me with their lips.
00:03:46No.
00:03:47But their heart is far from me.
00:03:50Your calamity will come suddenly.
00:03:58Danny!
00:03:59It's alright!
00:04:07What a dump.
00:04:16What movie is that from?
00:04:17That is Liz Taylor and Virginia Woolf, quoting Biddy Davis in Beyond the Forest, which was directed by King Vidor after he made one of my favorite films, The Fountainhead.
00:04:35Thank you for doing this with me.
00:04:58Thank you for doing this.
00:05:00Thank you for doing this for me.
00:05:04Thank me. Thank you. Sweetheart, this is beautiful.
00:05:13I love it.
00:05:15No. No, Pepe Le Pew. I really don't want that right now.
00:05:41Fine, neither do I.
00:05:45Stop staring at me.
00:05:59What?
00:06:13Nothing. I love you.
00:06:17Nothing. I love you.
00:06:20You love me because you need me.
00:06:23No, I need you because I love you.
00:06:26I'm hungry.
00:06:40Well, if I were a bird, I'd fly off and gather you up some worms.
00:06:50What would you feed me if I were a cat?
00:07:02Well, first, I'd murderize you a mouse and drop it at your feet.
00:07:09Then I'd serve it up with a side of lizard legs and fur balls that I'd lick from your hairy tail.
00:07:17So, you could find me.
00:07:18Let's go.
00:07:19I don't have to worry about that.
00:07:20I'd like to say that.
00:07:21I'm hungry.
00:07:22I'm hungry.
00:07:23I'm hungry.
00:07:24I'm hungry.
00:07:25I'm hungry.
00:07:26I'm hungry.
00:07:27I'm hungry.
00:07:28I'm hungry.
00:07:30Tree. Bob's house. Reason. Morning coffee and newspaper. Morning routine. Level of need.
00:07:38One through five. Five being the highest. Six.
00:08:00Oh. My friends are in here. And here is your brother, Mr. Coffee.
00:08:30Fuck. Fuck. Oh. Fuck. Fuck.
00:08:56Oh.
00:08:58Jesus.
00:09:00Oh.
00:09:01Shit.
00:09:03Mmm.
00:09:26step outside to a full refreshing flavor you can trust 20 times a pack start your
00:09:35day with confidence and make the difference where it counts rich bold and designed for
00:09:41that certain pleasure confidence be that confidence be that be that confidence are
00:09:53you okay hmm you okay yeah yeah you're not freaking out yet we should talk about the plan you know how
00:10:16we're gonna get through this we already talked about that we're gonna do it through the love
00:10:21and support of each other but I did buy all these tools and I think we should decide how best to use
00:10:26them okay well you can do whatever you want I've done this before all right I know it works for me
00:10:30will you listen yourself we've done this before yeah yeah yes but I wasn't ready like I am now
00:10:37just humor me all right okay I'll humor you got see I got everything right here
00:10:44now first off I've got nicotine gum and they got a new flavor you mean one that doesn't taste like
00:10:55licking an ashtray now they fix that a lot of R&D went into that all right what in the world are you
00:11:03holding it it's a inhaler nicotine inhaler it delivers the nicotine orally right
00:11:10just like smoking each other millions of people have used these tools to quit smoking trust me I know but you know what I'm not millions of people I am Danielle Thomas and I do not smoke
00:11:30look at this this is a big rubber band while you're thinking about smoking you'll connect
00:11:37the snapping to the smoking you won't want to smoke I've got lip balm I've got lots of lollipops here
00:11:45oh self-affirmation CD okay last but not least the journal record keeper widely recognized as the most
00:11:56effective way to identify the addiction as it happens oh mom how does that work all right
00:12:04well let me read you an entry date Monday March 15th time 9 30 a.m. place Joshua tree California Bob's house
00:12:15reason morning coffee to smoke I journaled it though you but I journal wait well hold on you smoked
00:12:30I mean I had I had one but then I did my due diligence I put it in the journal record keeper oh my god I don't
00:12:42even know how to take that honey it's not a big deal it's not a big deal it's not that big a deal I
00:12:48mean we quit have to just it's a system you're so weak it has been 14 hours since we stopped and
00:12:57you've been sleeping for 10 of them what is your problem we said we were gonna do this together we
00:13:02were supposed to we are not doing this together okay we are you're doing it your way and I'm doing it my
00:13:09way and we're gonna work this whole thing out you're not doing it at all that little fucking
00:13:13toilet prayer preacher thing was just a fucking lie no it wasn't all right I was waiting to lie
00:13:19to me that's what you're waiting for talk to me won't let me finish no no no just do this do
00:13:27this your own way dude you are a coward for not saying anything before last night it is complete and
00:13:33total bullshit this is just another example of your lame passive-aggressive bullshit oh well it's also an
00:13:38example of your self-righteous delusion that you think you can make behavior go away by just wishing
00:13:43it away you can't wish yourself into something new I can do whatever I want actually you gotta have a
00:13:50plan of action not just some romantic notion of what you want without ever working towards it
00:13:57fine we'll see who quits and who doesn't confidence be that it's just harder for me babe you know my brain
00:14:08works well juice you really just need to stop trying to be so controlling all the time you just need to
00:14:15act with your heart instead of your head
00:14:18this is the trail no this is the trail see what I mean this is the trail no it isn't yes it is
00:14:36no that's not the trail is this god this is so beautiful you can see forever from here
00:14:48the fear is just killing me
00:14:58I feel like life is just passing me by and I'm just too afraid to reach out grab it
00:15:05I make myself a prisoner
00:15:11I don't know maybe I'm just supposed to make babies maybe that's my purpose in life
00:15:21make babies you just need to get out in the world babe do something good for yourself you know help
00:15:31people be a part of something did you know that octopuses die after mating I feel that way with you
00:15:46baby they also have three hearts
00:16:04oh fuck no
00:16:06what
00:16:07oh shit
00:16:10what
00:16:13I think we're stuck up here
00:16:15there's no fucking way down
00:16:17what what are you talking about
00:16:19the way we came up we can't get down
00:16:21oh shit
00:16:21you gotta be kidding me
00:16:23oh my god we're
00:16:26I told you that I would die young
00:16:29I knew I shouldn't
00:16:32go off the trail
00:16:35she says
00:16:36stuck up on side a cliff
00:16:38oh shit
00:16:39all you care about is yourself
00:16:42fuck you
00:16:49hello
00:16:56anybody
00:17:03Hey, Bonnie!
00:17:33I don't know.
00:18:03What are you doing?
00:18:27It's for emergency.
00:18:30For what?
00:18:32Emergencies. This is an emergency.
00:18:36No!
00:18:43You know, these are extenuating circumstances!
00:18:46I'm sorry!
00:18:55Find a way off this fucking mountain.
00:19:02Julius, what are you doing?
00:19:10Be careful.
00:19:16I love you.
00:19:18I love you.
00:19:29Hey!
00:19:32You did it! Oh my god, I can't believe you actually made it! That's amazing!
00:19:38Just wait there for a minute, honey. I'm gonna go around the other side and help you down from there, okay?
00:19:42Please hurry.
00:19:44I'll be right there.
00:19:48Don't worry.
00:19:50I'll be right there.
00:20:04Death is so quiet.
00:20:06I'll be right there.
00:20:12I am the world's largest ladybug.
00:20:14I am the world's largest ladybug.
00:20:18I am not for me to sit in here, ma'am.
00:20:20The luxury escorted tour of Holland begins in the tulip filled-
00:20:34Danielle, can we turn the music down please?
00:20:36Hey, TV off, hon!
00:20:42Imagine the vision of tulip-filled countryside as little clogged ones.
00:20:48Precious windmills, puffing tulips, smoked-eatened cheese and shagged tobacco-
00:20:52Danielle!
00:20:54Huh?
00:21:08Can we please turn the TV off?
00:21:12I'm watching it.
00:21:14No, you're painting. How can you do both?
00:21:16It helps me.
00:21:18Are you painting commercials?
00:21:22Sweetie, you got the music on, you got the TV on.
00:21:24I really need to finish these fucking travel brochures before we get back.
00:21:28Whatever.
00:21:30What do you mean whatever?
00:21:32Can we turn off the TV?
00:21:34For me, please.
00:21:38You can do whatever you want.
00:21:42I'm sorry, but I am a little irritable myself.
00:21:44Are you kidding me?
00:21:50In case you've forgotten it's been 24 hours for me, that's for me, not for you.
00:21:58But no, go ahead, turn off the TV.
00:22:00Have it your way.
00:22:02Where are you going?
00:22:04Get a drink!
00:22:06I thought we had a deal.
00:22:08You don't drink, I don't take drugs.
00:22:10Change my mind!
00:22:12Julius, get back here!
00:22:24Where are you going?
00:22:25Get a drink!
00:22:26I thought we had a deal.
00:22:27You don't drink, I don't take drugs.
00:22:29Change my mind!
00:22:31Julius, get back here!
00:22:42Jesus Christ!
00:22:43Danny, this is completely unacceptable!
00:22:44This is totally fucked up!
00:22:46Okay, okay, okay.
00:22:47This is like shit that a two-year-old child would do!
00:22:52What the fuck?
00:22:53Seriously!
00:22:54Okay, well then.
00:22:55Here.
00:22:56There, there's the money for the t-shirt and the towel there.
00:23:01You see any chance I could bum her?
00:23:03No.
00:23:08I don't smoke.
00:23:12I'm trying to quit myself.
00:23:19See this?
00:23:20It's kind of hard to get a good suck off of these lips.
00:23:23Don't you think?
00:23:27I guess so.
00:23:28My old man died from the damn things.
00:23:3255.
00:23:33Emphysema.
00:23:42I'm sorry.
00:23:43Well, don't be.
00:23:49Anyone that smokes, accept the consequences.
00:23:57You think I miss him?
00:24:00You're damn right I do.
00:24:02I miss him every day.
00:24:04There were times when his pain got so bad.
00:24:10You've never seen anyone in such pain.
00:24:12I sat by his bed for seven months.
00:24:15By the end, he couldn't speak or breathe.
00:24:19The fucking disease had taken over all of his body.
00:24:22You know, before he got sick, I used to judge him for every little thing that bothered me.
00:24:37Now those are the things that I miss the most.
00:24:39You've never understood.
00:25:09See, where is everyone tonight?
00:25:17You still want that cancer stick, huh?
00:25:21They're out back.
00:25:29No alcohol outside.
00:25:39All these fucking donkeys are living around there and they're pissing around on the riverbank and it's soaked down to the water table and we're fucking drinking that shit.
00:25:59Nice, nice.
00:26:05Hey, guys.
00:26:13Any chance I could bum one of those cigarettes off you?
00:26:17You're a joker smoker, huh?
00:26:19I'd pay you.
00:26:29Two bucks.
00:26:35My old lady, she cleaned me out, you know.
00:26:38Well, at least you got an old lady that can clean you out, huh?
00:26:46You got a picture of her?
00:26:48A picture of her.
00:26:49Mmm.
00:26:52Yeah.
00:26:54Yeah, I got a picture of my old lady.
00:27:00That's my, hey.
00:27:01Whoa!
00:27:03Oh!
00:27:04Baby!
00:27:05Baby!
00:27:06Yeah, that's your girlfriend.
00:27:08Hey, hey, hey.
00:27:09Hey, hey, hey.
00:27:10Hey, hey, hey.
00:27:12I tell you what.
00:27:14Bring me this little girl, I'll give you a whole pack.
00:27:17Well, then you'll bathe her and bring her to me, right?
00:27:19Yeah!
00:27:20Woo!
00:27:21Yeah, look.
00:27:22Just give me the photo back.
00:27:23I'll split, man.
00:27:24Forget about the cigarette.
00:27:25It's okay.
00:27:26Just give it back and...
00:27:27So it's gonna be like that, huh?
00:27:28What's the matter?
00:27:29We ain't good enough to smoke with.
00:27:33If I had a cigarette, that wouldn't be a problem.
00:27:34Oh, okay.
00:27:35Oh, okay.
00:27:36Oh, okay.
00:27:37Oh, okay.
00:27:38Oh, okay.
00:27:39Oh, come on, come on.
00:27:41Oh, come on.
00:27:42Come on.
00:27:43Come on, man.
00:27:44Oh, okay.
00:27:45Oh, come on.
00:27:46Oh, come on, come on.
00:27:47Oh, come on.
00:27:48How are you doing, man?
00:27:49I don't know.
00:27:50You're right now.
00:27:51I'm here to be a doctor.
00:27:52I'm here tonight.
00:27:53Oh, come on.
00:27:54You're right?
00:27:56Oh
00:28:16Where's my two bucks
00:28:18This is not my way
00:28:26This is not my way
00:28:28I told you we did the tools
00:28:30I told you we did the tools
00:28:34Hey, take it easy
00:28:37I told you we did the tools
00:28:40Take it easy, man
00:28:48What the fuck was that?
00:29:00Wow
00:29:01Date
00:29:02Monday, March 15th
00:29:04Time
00:29:0511.16pm
00:29:07Place
00:29:08Redneck bar from hell
00:29:10Reason
00:29:11I'm a piece of shit
00:29:13Level of need
00:29:14Zero
00:29:18La
00:29:20Misle
00:29:23La
00:29:24Cha
00:29:25Emmer
00:29:34Enter
00:29:39Tu
00:29:40Un
00:29:42Trou
00:29:47Rien, ce n'est rien
00:29:58Rien, ça ne fait rien
00:30:08Car je ne peux plus chanter
00:30:17Je ne peux plus chanter
00:30:22Je ne peux plus chanter
00:30:28Sous-tit
00:30:58Hi.
00:31:14I'm sorry.
00:31:28I'm sorry.
00:31:58I'm sorry.
00:32:28Cigarettes are the same as running the old age home
00:32:47for the janitor or the convenience of the administrative staff.
00:32:51It is something that is running your life
00:32:54that is outside of you
00:32:57that makes you a prisoner to it.
00:33:00Try to imagine yourself
00:33:03You are the strange creature
00:33:07having shackles on your legs.
00:33:09There's no need to run.
00:33:10And being confined continuously and told every day
00:33:15what time you have to do something
00:33:17how you're going to do it
00:33:18what color it's going to be
00:33:19what flavor it's going to be
00:33:20all being decided by something outside of you
00:33:23That's the power I have to go get it
00:33:25And all of those things
00:33:29when you give them up
00:33:31When you leave that prison
00:33:34and you walk out
00:33:35Hello, Proud Bird
00:33:36Try to imagine
00:33:37how great you feel
00:33:39To which parts do I owe the penalty of your patience?
00:33:43So, you
00:33:45Who wants to leave that prison
00:33:48and have control of your own life?
00:33:52The rewards?
00:33:54Of course, a longer life
00:33:55Of course, a better feeling about yourself
00:33:58Of course, a more exciting feeling
00:34:03about the power of you
00:34:05as a perfect creation
00:34:06in charge of yourself
00:34:08and in every aspect of the study of humanity
00:34:12when people are given control of their life
00:34:15they are more fulfilled
00:34:17You
00:34:18More productive
00:34:19More creative
00:34:20Oh, I knew I'd find you
00:34:22It is your duty
00:34:24to transport me to my ultimate destination
00:34:28At which point?
00:34:33I will return you to your right floor
00:34:36Rather than from without
00:34:37Being an interdirected person
00:34:42is really what I'm talking about
00:34:45Rather than being an ex-smoker
00:34:48or an out-smoker
00:34:48Controls from within
00:34:51From without
00:34:53Enlightenment
00:34:56Transformation
00:34:58Spirituality
00:35:00Jules?
00:35:12Jules?
00:35:16Julius?
00:35:18Julius?
00:35:23Julius?
00:35:27Julius!
00:35:31Julius!
00:35:38Jules, where are you?
00:35:41I don't know where you are.
00:35:42I just woke up and you're nowhere to be found,
00:35:45so call me, call me, call me, call me, call me.
00:35:49You don't leave the people you love.
00:35:51You don't do that.
00:35:52So call me, please. Call me.
00:35:54You can't just leave me.
00:35:57You don't abandon people.
00:35:59You don't abandon people you love.
00:36:01You don't do that.
00:36:02You don't do that.
00:36:14My darling, we have been together a long time.
00:36:17You held me when I was afraid.
00:36:19When I was down, you brought me up.
00:36:21And when I was happy, you made it even better.
00:36:23You've always been there for me. Always.
00:36:25I can't remember what my life was like before you came along.
00:36:28I suspect it wasn't much of a life at all.
00:36:31You've always inspired my work and filled my days with indescribable pleasure.
00:36:36This might strike you as a bit abrupt, and for that, I'm sorry.
00:36:40But I can't keep going on like this.
00:36:42This relationship is killing me.
00:36:44I never thought I could make this decision, but I have.
00:36:47I must stop being selfish.
00:36:50Somehow, I feel much lighter for it.
00:36:53I hope that you understand no matter what, I will forever love you.
00:36:57You're as always, Julius.
00:36:59You're as always, a boy can simply imagine a loasmus of this.
00:37:01You've always changed a lot of her mind for you,
00:37:13you already really love me.
00:37:15God bless you.
00:37:17That's my point.
00:37:20Broken whispers and a scream
00:37:38Walking backwards again
00:37:45Still pushing me along
00:37:49I'm going to be in the middle of the night
00:38:19And so it goes, and I don't want to hide.
00:38:32Hey.
00:38:33Oh, hi.
00:38:34Oh.
00:38:35Oh.
00:38:36Hi.
00:38:37Hi.
00:38:38Is Bob here?
00:38:39Who's Bob?
00:38:40Where's Bob?
00:38:41Excuse me, who are you?
00:38:42Nice kimono.
00:38:43Yeah, I'm Dennis.
00:38:44I'm Benji.
00:38:45We're here to camp.
00:38:46Is that cool?
00:38:48Bob's not home.
00:38:49Bob didn't tell you?
00:38:50No, Bob didn't.
00:38:51You're Bob's girlfriend?
00:38:52No.
00:38:53So, you have a boyfriend?
00:38:55Yes.
00:38:56Oh, can't wait to meet him.
00:38:57We're gonna camp out.
00:38:59She doesn't speak Spanish, bro.
00:39:07Cool, join us.
00:39:09He's a really good cook.
00:39:11Um, shh.
00:39:12We'll see.
00:39:13Okay.
00:39:14Cool.
00:39:15I do like your clothes.
00:39:16Nice shoes there.
00:39:17Actually, I've seen you in a pair of those before.
00:39:19Remember?
00:39:20Ha ha.
00:39:21Bob's got a cool friend.
00:39:22Bob!
00:39:23Bob!
00:39:24Bob!
00:39:25Bob!
00:39:26Bob!
00:39:27Bob!
00:39:28The higher places.
00:39:30Self-actualization.
00:39:31The highest places you can get to as a human being.
00:39:34All revolve around the same theme.
00:39:37Endlessly around the same theme.
00:39:39Controls from within.
00:39:42Inner direction.
00:39:43Inner direction.
00:39:44I make the choices.
00:39:45I run my life.
00:39:47I'm in charge of me.
00:39:49You go to an old age home.
00:39:53And we found simple little studies.
00:39:57We look at these old people.
00:40:00What we think are toward the end of their life.
00:40:02And we watch how, watch how we treat them.
00:40:05And we feed them at a certain time.
00:40:07And we tell them what they're gonna eat.
00:40:09And we arrange the furniture in their room.
00:40:11In a certain way.
00:40:12In a certain way.
00:40:13And we pull the mess up.
00:40:15No!
00:42:12That just depends on what you mean.
00:42:14The wacky tabaki?
00:42:17Kind skunk?
00:42:18The humble dumber?
00:42:21Sometimes.
00:42:22Yeah!
00:42:23Yeah, I smoke a lot, and then I stop.
00:42:28I'm supposedly on restriction right now.
00:42:32Somebody else around here is a fucking burner.
00:42:34Some dumbass lit a fire in the pool.
00:42:36I quit smoking cigarettes yesterday.
00:42:42No, a pot, it helps me.
00:42:51Helps me too.
00:42:52My ex-tried quitting.
00:42:58Acupressure.
00:42:59It really helps.
00:43:02Yeah!
00:43:07It's okay.
00:43:08Yeah, I got my own methods.
00:43:14I once quit for a whole five months.
00:43:20Five months, huh?
00:43:22I can see that.
00:43:23Wow.
00:43:25Yeah.
00:43:26So what happened?
00:43:29Um, I don't know.
00:43:34Okay.
00:43:35I got bored, I guess.
00:43:37But don't be bored.
00:43:39Don't be bored.
00:43:40Relax.
00:43:41Are you like a masseuse or something?
00:43:46You could say I've, uh, had some expression sessions.
00:43:50Yeah.
00:43:51Oh.
00:43:52You're pretty good with your hands, that's for sure.
00:43:56What is that, too?
00:43:57It's called the Snow White.
00:43:59The Snow White?
00:44:03You're silly.
00:44:04Sorry.
00:44:05You're so silly.
00:44:08I love seeing your life.
00:44:11Honey, I'm home.
00:44:22Hey, man.
00:44:23Let's go get up.
00:44:24Oh, hey, dude.
00:44:26Julius, right?
00:44:27Hey, man.
00:44:28Benji.
00:44:30This is my bro, Dennis the Maness.
00:44:34You, uh,
00:44:35you know Danielle, right?
00:44:39You want some food?
00:44:40Download, bro.
00:44:42Whoa.
00:44:46Whoa.
00:44:47Go down.
00:44:58Ready?
00:44:59That's okay.
00:45:00That's okay.
00:45:01Dude.
00:45:02Dude.
00:45:03Dude.
00:45:03Dude.
00:45:03Dude.
00:45:04Dude.
00:45:04Dude.
00:45:05Dude.
00:45:05Dude.
00:45:06Dude.
00:45:06Dude.
00:45:07Dude.
00:45:07Oh, my God.
00:45:37Oh, my God.
00:45:44Wow.
00:45:57Wow.
00:45:58Represent him.
00:45:59Look at that.
00:46:00That guy was in his underpants.
00:46:02He was, wasn't he?
00:46:07I want to go home.
00:46:11Okay, fine.
00:46:14Just leave and run away.
00:46:16Do you always do?
00:46:18I'm running away.
00:46:19Well, looks like you're keeping pretty good company without me.
00:46:24You're lucky that I'm even talking to you.
00:46:29Well, I don't want to take any precious time away from you and Charlie fucking Manson out there.
00:46:34So, go ahead.
00:46:37Go get out.
00:46:38Get on with it.
00:46:39If I wanted to be with somebody else, I wouldn't be in this miserable place with you to begin with.
00:46:45I am so tired of your self-pity.
00:46:48Self-pity?
00:46:49I come home and you're practically blowing some other guy and I'm a crybaby?
00:46:55That guy happens to be here with his lover.
00:46:59Okay?
00:47:00They're gay.
00:47:01They're gay.
00:47:02Stop acting like such a victim.
00:47:05We're gone.
00:47:07All day.
00:47:08All day.
00:47:09I didn't know where you were.
00:47:11I couldn't get a hold of you.
00:47:12And then you just saunter in at five o'clock feeling all sorry for yourself and you decide to play the martyr.
00:47:19That is just so predictable.
00:47:21You want to talk about how you're predictable?
00:47:23How about how you're predictable?
00:47:27How about this?
00:47:31What the fuck are you doing taking Vicodin?
00:47:33You have your tools and I have mine.
00:47:36What the fuck are you doing going through my thing?
00:47:38This is the love and the support that you were talking about?
00:47:40You've got the nerve to call me a coward?
00:47:42Okay, fine.
00:47:43Fine.
00:47:44Everything is my fault.
00:47:45There.
00:47:46I take all responsibility.
00:47:48Did that make you feel better?
00:47:49Hmm?
00:47:50Does that make you feel better?
00:47:51You poor poor baby?
00:47:52Do you want me to pat you on the back?
00:47:53Bake you a little cookie?
00:47:54Hmm?
00:47:55You feel better now?
00:47:56I've been battered.
00:47:57I've been beaten and run down and I saw the ghost.
00:47:58I've been beaten and run down and I saw the ghost.
00:48:03of James Dean about anything would make me feel better.
00:48:04It wasn't supposed to happen like this.
00:48:05No.
00:48:06No.
00:48:07No.
00:48:08No.
00:48:09No.
00:48:10No.
00:48:11No.
00:48:12No.
00:48:13It wasn't supposed to happen like this.
00:48:14No.
00:48:15No.
00:48:16No.
00:48:17No.
00:48:18No.
00:48:19No.
00:48:20No.
00:48:21No.
00:48:22No.
00:48:23No.
00:48:24No.
00:48:26Now, why are you all dressed up?
00:48:27Why am I all dressed up?
00:48:32Now, why are you all dressed up?
00:48:52Why am I all dressed up?
00:48:55Because I was waiting for you.
00:48:59Didn't you get my messages?
00:49:02I had a little accent.
00:49:19Okay.
00:49:21Do you want to get a drink?
00:49:37Not really.
00:49:46Me neither.
00:49:53You want to smoke?
00:49:55Yeah.
00:50:04Me too.
00:50:05And then we're making all the progress in the world.
00:50:15We're not to hack.
00:50:16Ha!
00:50:17And then it's out of this kind of visa, though.
00:50:19Hang dear, I'm a...
00:50:20Have a bowl of reason, I'm a doll.
00:50:23Have a nice drink, a day, but I'll say hi.
00:50:25Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
00:50:26Do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do.
00:50:36Go home, go anywhere.
00:50:41Don't drink that, Jules.
00:50:43It's only going to make it worse for you.
00:50:45I can't fucking take this.
00:50:58Fuck, man, knock it off.
00:51:00You're acting like a fucking baby.
00:51:03I mean, honestly, complaining about it and making a temper tantrum doesn't make it any easier.
00:51:10It doesn't help at all.
00:51:11I'm going through the exact same thing that you are and you don't see me whining and crying about it.
00:51:17Get over yourself.
00:51:24Yes, wow.
00:51:26Hey.
00:51:27Hey, you guys want to join us for a soy protein shake and a bongalow?
00:51:30Oh, no, thanks.
00:51:32We're actually going to go out and explore a little bit.
00:51:34That's cool, that's cool.
00:51:35Hey, man, I just wanted to apologize for the quick shower yesterday, man.
00:51:38I just, I hope everything's copacetic, you know?
00:51:40I think your car is cool.
00:51:57Hey, if you guys want to join us for dinner tonight, we're going to be having a little curry tofu stir-fry with a little burdock root and some saffron oil.
00:52:05That sounds delicious.
00:52:07Thanks.
00:52:12But what's out for those scorpions?
00:52:14They might get you.
00:52:15They bite.
00:52:16They're going to get you.
00:52:17Make sure to hydrate.
00:52:20I got a pole so far up my ass.
00:52:25I am an ass.
00:52:27I got a pole so far up my ass.
00:52:29I can't even dance or eat grass.
00:52:31No class.
00:52:32Got no class.
00:52:33Got to pull my ass.
00:52:34You know, I don't understand why it is that you have to be such a jerk sometimes.
00:52:48I just choose not to hang out with those Hesher hippies.
00:52:51Yeah.
00:52:54Yeah, you act like such a child sometimes.
00:52:56Can I help you?
00:53:21Can I help you?
00:53:31Go ahead. Have one, Danny. It'll make you feel better.
00:53:34But then I lose my days and I have to start all over.
00:53:39Excuse me?
00:53:42Oh, I... I just quit.
00:53:46Oh, that's too bad. Seems like you want one.
00:53:51Never so much in my life.
00:53:54Um... I... I can't.
00:53:57Um... I... I can't.
00:54:09Um... I... I can't.
00:54:21Um... I can't.
00:54:23Um... I can't.
00:54:25Um... I can't.
00:54:26Um... I can't.
00:54:29Um... I can't.
00:54:32Um... I can't.
00:54:34I love brownies.
00:55:01They kill me.
00:55:02They're so rich.
00:55:04I love stuff that's rich.
00:55:06Yeah, me too.
00:55:13Julius Terrell.
00:55:15That's my boyfriend.
00:55:22Rainbow?
00:55:25It's his car.
00:55:28Did he paint it like that?
00:55:29Or are those all separate pieces?
00:55:31He bought it like that.
00:55:33It was cheaper.
00:55:44Soda?
00:55:52So let me guess, you're back to being a prick again.
00:55:54Do you want to know what your problem is?
00:56:09You really need to lighten up.
00:56:16The brakes are working.
00:56:18You know I'm going to love you.
00:56:34I have no fear.
00:56:37Just hold me there.
00:56:41I place no one above you.
00:56:44That is not my fault.
00:56:57You did it on purpose.
00:56:58I know you did.
00:57:06Oh my god.
00:57:06It's still moving.
00:57:10No, no, no, no.
00:57:12No.
00:57:20Oh.
00:57:20Motherfucker, it bit me!
00:57:36No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:57:42You can't just leave him here like this.
00:58:01We can't just do that.
00:58:02Lord, please take the soul of this innocent creature to live in your love and your light forever.
00:58:25And please find it in your heart to forgive Julius of this crime.
00:58:40I'm sure, Laura, that you will find a way for him to repay you for this murder.
00:58:47God works fast.
00:59:07God works fast.
00:59:07God works fast.
00:59:17What are you doing?
00:59:40I'm taking in the waters.
00:59:42Yeah, and hepatitis too.
00:59:45Don't be ridiculous.
00:59:47It smells awful, like sewage or something.
00:59:55That's just the sulfur, huh?
00:59:57It's just...
00:59:58It's really warm.
00:59:59Come on, get in.
01:00:00Get in.
01:00:01You really have lost it, haven't you?
01:00:04I wouldn't get in there if you paid me to.
01:00:08It's nature's cure.
01:00:11It's what it is.
01:00:12No.
01:00:12This is nature's way of telling you to stay away.
01:00:17That's what this is.
01:00:18You know, I feel my pores opening up already.
01:00:23I do.
01:00:23I will tell you, there is absolutely no difference between this and what those rich ladies spread
01:00:30all over their fat asses.
01:00:31Are you an expert on spas?
01:00:32Are you an expert on spas?
01:00:33No, actually I am.
01:00:35You know, when I lived in Italy, I would spend weeks at Montecantini with Amadeo.
01:00:42There you go with the boyfriend.
01:00:43We had this amazing little bungalow all to ourselves and every single day I would get aromatherapy
01:00:51and mud baths and massages.
01:00:53And when I was with Robert in Kyoto, yeah, Kyoto, there was this like ryokin that we had.
01:00:59And there were servants waiting on me hand and foot.
01:01:03You were expensive back then too, weren't you?
01:01:09Take that back.
01:01:10I'm sorry, I'm just sick of hearing about every guy you've ever slept with.
01:01:14I'm sick of hearing about how you're going to make it.
01:01:18You sit around telling me how great everything is going to be and here you are sitting in
01:01:25a fucking toilet telling me to jump on in.
01:01:31I have an idea of how I want to live my life and this is not it.
01:01:39It's never going to be good enough, huh?
01:01:43Huh?
01:01:44Never going to be good enough?
01:01:45I get no thanks, no appreciation.
01:01:47Okay, fine, yeah.
01:01:48Thank you so much, Julius.
01:01:50Thank you for sharing your one bedroom estate in North Hollywood with me.
01:01:54I do so much shit that you don't even know about.
01:01:57I do stuff I don't even tell you about.
01:01:59There were times that I had to pawn my fucking computer to pay your cell phone bill.
01:02:02You know, I never asked you to do anything for me.
01:02:05I never, ever asked you to pay my phone bill or whatever.
01:02:08You didn't and you didn't have to.
01:02:10I did it because I love you.
01:02:12I did it because I care about you because I want you to be happy.
01:02:15Okay, well then don't sit here and throw it in my face, okay?
01:02:18I'm not a whore.
01:02:20Either give unconditionally or don't give at all.
01:02:22That kind of kindness is just so fucking oppressive.
01:02:25I can't stand it.
01:02:26It's nice that my love is oppressive.
01:02:29It's very sweet.
01:02:30Do you see what I mean?
01:02:32You walk around like you're so perfect.
01:02:37I don't know how anyone could ever live up to your expectations.
01:02:40You want to talk about expectations?
01:02:43There's never going to be a house.
01:02:46Obviously.
01:02:47Obviously.
01:02:48There's never going to be a ring.
01:02:50And there is certainly, certainly never going to be a child.
01:02:58You can't cut it.
01:03:01I can't cut it?
01:03:02Who hasn't worked in over a year?
01:03:05All you do is lie around all day.
01:03:08You call what you do work?
01:03:11Hmm?
01:03:12You're just a hack.
01:03:15Chasing one shitty job after another.
01:03:17I don't even know why you bother calling yourself a screenwriter.
01:03:22Huh?
01:03:23Where's that big movie that you've been threatening the world with for all these years?
01:03:28At least I have something that I'm dedicated to.
01:03:30At least I have a dream.
01:03:32At least I have a fucking path in life that I've had since I was a kid.
01:03:36You spend a few years selling your pretty ass and you think that the world owes you something?
01:03:39You think that that's like a real job that people do.
01:03:43Well, it's not.
01:03:44Real people have to work for a living.
01:03:47And it's not pretty.
01:03:49And it's not glamorous.
01:03:50And there aren't Roberto's or Spas or Montecatini at the end of the day.
01:03:55I'm not a fucking trophy.
01:03:58I never said you were a whore.
01:04:00I never said you were a trophy.
01:04:01I've supported you.
01:04:03I've been supportive.
01:04:04I've tried to be here for you every step of the way while you figure your shit out.
01:04:10I can't seem to make you happy.
01:04:12You want to know why?
01:04:13I can't make you happy because you don't like yourself and you have no idea what will make you happy.
01:04:18Stop fucking analyzing me.
01:04:21I can't stand being held up to your impossible standards of who it is that I'm supposed to be because I'm just me.
01:04:28You don't accept me for who I am.
01:04:33What's to accept?
01:04:35You rebel and rebel and rebel against me like I'm your fucking father.
01:04:39I can't go back in time and tell you things that you should have heard from him.
01:05:09Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, no, that's, that's, that's, that's, that's, that's, that's, that's all gonna smell like shit.
01:05:21Thanks, Danny.
01:05:23Aw.
01:05:25Ow, Julius.
01:05:27Ow, ow, ow, ow, ow, ow, ow.
01:05:37What happened?
01:05:37I don't know, I don't know, something bit me, I don't know, something bit me, I think there's like a wasp nest, is there, do you see something?
01:05:45Yeah, it's just, it's just a little red or something.
01:05:47Hold on, baby, just hold on.
01:05:48Ow.
01:05:49I'm gonna fix it right up.
01:05:50Ow.
01:05:51Here we go, be right there, just hold on.
01:05:53Oh, God.
01:05:57Here, honey.
01:05:58Ow.
01:06:01It's okay, honey, it's alright.
01:06:03Here, let me, let me just.
01:06:05No.
01:06:05Let me clean it.
01:06:06No.
01:06:06Let me just.
01:06:07No, you threw mud on me.
01:06:08Leave me alone.
01:06:10I don't want you touching me.
01:06:11I just want to go home.
01:06:14I want to just go home.
01:06:16Oh, God, what's that awful smell?
01:06:33Probably just the town shit I was soaking in.
01:06:36Benji bit by a tarantula.
01:06:47Oh, goodness.
01:06:50I look like one of those forest animals.
01:07:08Best beaver I've ever seen.
01:07:09Best beaver I've ever seen.
01:07:13Chipmunk.
01:07:15Wasn't talking about your face.
01:07:18I got you something.
01:07:21A joint?
01:07:22Fear cramps.
01:07:23Fear cramps.
01:07:29Wow.
01:07:33Mm-hmm.
01:07:34You really love me, huh?
01:07:36Oh, yeah.
01:07:44I'm sorry.
01:07:45I said those things earlier.
01:07:47I didn't mean them.
01:07:49You were just trying to be hurtful, weren't you?
01:07:57Yeah.
01:07:58Hey.
01:08:01Come here.
01:08:02I think that you are a brilliant, brilliant writer.
01:08:20And I know that you're going to succeed.
01:08:24Okay?
01:08:25So just be that.
01:08:27Well, if we conclude smoking, we can do anything, hmm?
01:08:35Yeah.
01:08:36Mm.
01:08:40Mm.
01:08:41Mm.
01:08:53We made it.
01:08:55Mm-hmm.
01:08:57Do you for an old smile?
01:09:07Oh, a mouth!
01:09:19I feel much better today.
01:09:23Yeah.
01:09:25Me too.
01:09:27I think I'm getting a rash from all that raw sewage.
01:09:31My swelling's gone down.
01:09:38Is it me or does it smell better?
01:09:42The air.
01:09:49Hey.
01:09:51You know why you're perfect for me?
01:09:54Why?
01:09:57Because only a weirdo like you can love a weirdo like me.
01:10:10Do you remember when you said that thing about making myself happy?
01:10:15Yeah.
01:10:16Well, um...
01:10:19I've been thinking a lot about that and...
01:10:22I realized that I basically just defined myself by the two of us together, you know, not by who I am.
01:10:32And that's why I've decided that when we...
01:10:35get back to L.A. I should move out.
01:10:45I'm moving out.
01:10:47I should move out.
01:10:48I'm moving out.
01:10:49I'm moving out.
01:10:51Uh...
01:10:52I'm just so tired.
01:10:53It's just gotten way too easy.
01:10:56Too safe.
01:10:57It's just so convenient.
01:10:58I...
01:11:00A what?
01:11:01And I have no motivation for anything in this life I'm living.
01:11:04I don't know anymore.
01:11:05And it's just like you said, there's no excuse for complacency, remember?
01:11:09I have to figure out how to put myself first.
01:11:11I can just stay with Melanie until I figure things out.
01:11:14I love you.
01:11:17You know what?
01:11:18I actually really think that this would be good for the both of us.
01:11:21You know what?
01:11:22I actually really think that this would be good for the both of us.
01:11:24Don't tell me...
01:11:25...what's good for me.
01:11:26Because I don't want you to go.
01:11:30It's not your decision to make.
01:11:32And I'm unhappy.
01:11:34All of the time.
01:11:35I'm...
01:11:36I'm sad.
01:11:37Can't you see that?
01:11:38I've noticed a lot of things about myself, and what I need to change, and...
01:11:45This has nothing to do with you.
01:11:49I love you the way you are. I don't want you to change.
01:11:52I like... I like everything about you.
01:11:57We're a team. We quit smoking together.
01:12:00No.
01:12:03No, we quit for ourselves.
01:12:06Remember?
01:12:08No.
01:12:24Look.
01:12:31If you really love me, you know, you'll want me to do this. You'll want this for me.
01:12:36You'll want this for me.
01:12:38No.
01:12:39No.
01:12:40No.
01:12:41No.
01:12:42No.
01:12:43No.
01:12:44No.
01:12:45No.
01:12:46No.
01:12:47No.
01:12:49No.
01:12:52No.
01:12:53No.
01:12:54No.
01:12:55So I was thinking maybe we could take a look at some class schedules, maybe find a course
01:13:12we could take together? Sure. Like art history or Italian cinema? Exotic animal care? I don't know, you know, the idea of going back to school was great and all, but I was kind of thinking maybe I could do something a little bit more practical, you know, something I could actually make money at.
01:13:42I was just reading this article where they did a study on the longevity of relationships. You know what they found out? What? That the couples that stayed together the longest have one thing in common, and that's that the man always lets the woman be right.
01:14:04They say if we all just agreed that all men are five years old, and all women are insane, well, everything would be just fine.
01:14:19You know what? I'm hungry.
01:14:31I got it.
01:14:36I got it.
01:14:40Can I help you find something?
01:15:09That one. How much?
01:15:12Let me double check here.
01:15:18$320.
01:15:22I don't have that kind of money right now.
01:15:28Do you have anything cheaper?
01:15:32How much do you have to spend?
01:15:38All I've got is the Emergency 100.
01:15:45I bought this with the money I made from the only script that I ever sold.
01:15:58I did pay $1,500 for it.
01:16:05Well, the most I could give you for this would be $220.
01:16:12It's a deal.
01:16:13Would you like me to wrap this?
01:16:19I'll just take it the way it is.
01:16:21I get very busy here as you can see.
01:16:23I understand.
01:16:24I understand.
01:16:25Thank you for this.
01:16:26Enjoy my watch.
01:16:30Well, we...
01:16:31Where have you been?
01:16:32Get out.
01:16:33What?
01:16:34Why?
01:16:35Why?
01:16:36Why?
01:16:37Why?
01:16:38What's going on?
01:16:39What's up?
01:16:40Daniel Thomas, I love you.
01:16:41Daniel Thomas, I love you.
01:16:43What?
01:16:44Why?
01:16:45What's going on?
01:16:46What's up?
01:16:50Where have you been?
01:16:54Get out.
01:16:55What? Why?
01:16:59Why? What's going on?
01:17:02What's up?
01:17:05Daniel Thomas, I love you.
01:17:13What are you doing?
01:17:16Will you marry me?
01:17:20Oh, my God.
01:17:29Oh, my God.
01:17:31I can't believe this is actually happening right now. Oh, my God.
01:17:42I can't believe this is actually happening right now. Oh, my God.
01:17:53Oh, my God.
01:18:02Are you serious?
01:18:05I have never been so sure of anything in my life.
01:18:08I mean...
01:18:10I can't...
01:18:11I can't...
01:18:12I can't...
01:18:13What do you expect? I mean, this is really the sweetest thing. I mean...
01:18:18The most amazing thing that you've ever done for me, but...
01:18:29I mean, I can't give you an answer right now. I can't...
01:18:33I can't actually give you an answer at this moment.
01:18:37I can't give you an answer at this moment.
01:18:40You don't have to.
01:18:47Just...
01:18:48Just know that I...
01:18:52Love you forever.
01:19:18To yourself
01:19:28Are you hearing me?
01:19:31Not what I'm saying
01:19:33It's so beautiful, this light, I shouldn't feel Keep it locked away, except while I'm dreaming
01:20:03Try to understand
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