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Love After Lockup follows couples navigating relationships after one partner is released from prison. This episode continues to explore the challenges and triumphs of these unique partnerships, as they face societal judgment, family skepticism, and the complexities of rebuilding a life together. Viewers will witness the raw emotions and difficult decisions that come with love under extraordinary circumstances.
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00:00:00Sous-titrage Société Radio-Canada
00:00:30I'm not ready to spend money on a wedding when you're not ready to call your family.
00:00:35I really, really do want to give us this wedding, but we have to compromise.
00:00:40Welcome home.
00:00:42Let me see the phone.
00:00:43You respond to a bitch named Stephanie.
00:00:45Somebody catfish my phone.
00:00:47Don't suspect this.
00:00:49Why do you think I was wrong with her about my kids?
00:00:51It's my son's first birthday party.
00:00:53I ain't going back and forth with you and her about some petty.
00:00:56You weren't allowed to go.
00:00:57I have been falsely accused of vandalizing Demadrix's baby mama's car.
00:01:03She put a dumb hole on my window and flattened my tires.
00:01:06The money for your tire.
00:01:07You're going to make this a girl who works.
00:01:09I'm not dropping no charges.
00:01:12Drinking?
00:01:13I'm a grown man and I'm going to have a drink when I want to have a drink.
00:01:15Legally, you cannot even be drinking.
00:01:17I don't want to talk to you, bitch.
00:01:18I do not want to be in the car with you.
00:01:20You're acting psycho.
00:01:21She took some pregnancy tests.
00:01:24Some of them are positive, some of them are negative.
00:01:26I'm supposed to go do this blood test with my potential baby daddy that will not answer
00:01:30the phone.
00:01:31When do you think you'll have the results?
00:01:32By tomorrow.
00:01:33It's clearly on something.
00:01:35Alex, does she have something to do with all this?
00:01:37Alex just miscarried his baby.
00:01:39I'm trying to my dude.
00:01:40Where are you pregnant with J.K. saying?
00:01:42I'm not a gist.
00:01:43She ain't going to say nothing.
00:01:44I got so many questions and I just want some answers.
00:01:51I'm just letting you know I just got done meeting with your bitch.
00:01:59Did she miscarry your baby?
00:02:00I'm just right there.
00:02:08No.
00:02:09Have you been this bitch?
00:02:12No.
00:02:14Have you been talking to this bitch?
00:02:19No.
00:02:21Hey.
00:02:23Uh-huh.
00:02:23We got something we need to talk about.
00:02:25Serious.
00:02:26If there wasn't some hoe-ass going on, you would have been there for the blood test.
00:02:30You would have been there through all of that.
00:02:31Like, you wanted these things.
00:02:35And now, like, I'm just left here to do it myself?
00:02:41No.
00:02:43That's what it's been.
00:02:44You know, I wanted to come and have this conversation with you, but I don't even know, honestly, if I can stand to look at you right now.
00:02:53I'm done being the bad guy.
00:02:55I'm done doing all the crazy shit.
00:02:57That I ain't, I just ain't gonna do it no more.
00:02:59I ain't got to.
00:03:00What the are you wanting me to say to you?
00:03:03Bro, I don't know, but you sound up for real.
00:03:05Get your life together.
00:03:08Get off the shit you've been on for however long you've been on it.
00:03:12And do what the you need to do and be a real man.
00:03:15You, bro.
00:03:16I don't know if JK doesn't realize that he's putting his freedom at risk or if he literally just doesn't give a shit at this point.
00:03:28I am scared for what the future holds because, by God, if I'm pregnant, this shit just means I'm gonna have to do this by myself.
00:03:36When you stop coming to me, when you stop popping up at my house late at night when you want to, you handle your girlfriend, then maybe you ain't ready for that money.
00:03:57I'm not trying to hear none of this.
00:03:59Keep your hands to yourself.
00:04:00You want to play with my feelings, then you want to come give me this petty money.
00:04:09What you got?
00:04:10Oh, this is good stuff right here.
00:04:12Snatch it out.
00:04:12The truth coming out.
00:04:13It's not that.
00:04:14The shit about your feelings.
00:04:15About who feelings?
00:04:16Yours.
00:04:17No.
00:04:17Because that's what you win.
00:04:18It's about being a grown-ass man and owning up to what the shit you really doing.
00:04:21I owned up to my bull.
00:04:22That's how we got here.
00:04:24I don't know what the shit Joela is down with, but whatever she down with, I ain't down with it.
00:04:29I'm going to be 100.
00:04:31I don't give a about the feelings.
00:04:32We done.
00:04:33We done been there.
00:04:34We done tried that.
00:04:35The talks didn't work then.
00:04:36They not going to work now.
00:04:38I'm going to get up out here.
00:04:39Bye.
00:04:40You taking too long.
00:04:41You doing too much.
00:04:42At the moment, I am not cheating on Kiana.
00:04:45That's the whole reason we got back together.
00:04:47Come on, y'all.
00:04:48Let's go.
00:04:49So your daddy won't get even madder than he already is.
00:04:52I just want to warm up.
00:04:53Listen.
00:04:54No, you're not going to treat me no any type of way because you know.
00:04:56How's he treating you?
00:04:57What has he done to you?
00:04:58It doesn't matter.
00:04:58He didn't do nothing.
00:04:59He tried to beat up on his kids and you act like this.
00:05:01It doesn't matter.
00:05:02No, I don't act like nothing.
00:05:03I don't act like nothing.
00:05:04I'm no problem.
00:05:05That's what you're doing is acting bitter.
00:05:06I'm acting bitter.
00:05:07That's just like you would be acting bitter if Mr. Jerry's other kids would come around
00:05:12and all this other baby mamas.
00:05:14The mamas could come around.
00:05:15I don't care.
00:05:15I'm not bitter.
00:05:16I don't care because that's my, he's my husband.
00:05:18Calm down.
00:05:19He's mine.
00:05:20He belongs to me.
00:05:21So I don't worry about what nobody else thinks.
00:05:23Jawayla has a very smart mouth.
00:05:25You could try to talk to her and give her some advice and then she'll try to flip it on
00:05:29to you and make it seem like she's the victim and you just being mean and petty and picking
00:05:34at her.
00:05:35Jawayla's issue is that she feels like she has to always defend herself.
00:05:39Y'all say that now, but no, I'm not bitter.
00:05:41You kiss my ass.
00:05:43As if I'm the problem.
00:05:45No, I'm not the problem.
00:05:47He's the problem.
00:05:49Being bitter for what?
00:05:50It's not because he's not with me, no, none of that.
00:05:52Come on.
00:05:52He left me a long time ago.
00:05:54He left me and my kids with a lot of bitch ass things.
00:05:57I don't got to be jealous of that bitch or him.
00:06:00We still, we're still going to continue just like he was over there the other night.
00:06:05I don't know how many times me and the Madrick done slept together since he been home,
00:06:10but it's definitely been over like 50 times.
00:06:13You really in your feelings for real?
00:06:15She is, but it's okay.
00:06:17Get your house in order, that's all.
00:06:18Got it?
00:06:19Yeah.
00:06:19Hey, Jawayla.
00:06:20Come on, DJ.
00:06:21What about the boys' stuff?
00:06:23I don't want it.
00:06:24It's not for you, it's for them.
00:06:25It's fine.
00:06:26They got toys at home.
00:06:27Jawayla, listen to me.
00:06:28Get the up out of here, man.
00:06:31Time for .
00:06:31Matter of fact, let me call Kim.
00:06:33He went over there the other night and he tells me I got to go over there to
00:06:40and put the kids to sleep.
00:06:41Uh-uh.
00:06:42But yeah, I ain't feeling that one bit.
00:06:45Girl, I ain't got nothing to say.
00:06:48Mm-mm.
00:06:49Hello?
00:06:50Man, I'm trying to have a civilized conversation with this girl.
00:06:54All she want to do is argue and her feelings on some bitch.
00:06:58In front of the kids?
00:06:59She on that in front of everything.
00:07:01Okay, I'm on my way.
00:07:03All right, I'll see you in a minute.
00:07:05We're going to have to catch up later, girl.
00:07:06I got to go get her.
00:07:07Oh, Lord.
00:07:08Y'all are going to have to find common ground.
00:07:10You, Demadric, and Keanu, no matter what's going on.
00:07:13Or y'all are going to all just have to leave each other alone.
00:07:15But the kids are still going to be there.
00:07:17I have no idea what happened to the party.
00:07:20There's no time we can.
00:07:22We're going to watch the boys while she's going to get their stuff.
00:07:24Okay.
00:07:25Man.
00:07:25That got out of hand.
00:07:39Oh, I'm in a bad situation.
00:07:41We're going to come together as a family to support Keanu.
00:07:44You are not an honest person.
00:07:46Therefore, I cannot with you.
00:07:48Natalie, I deserve more than you.
00:07:50I'm going to take the garbage out, and she did it for me.
00:07:53I need a second.
00:07:55Who have you been sleeping with?
00:07:57He gives me money.
00:07:58He found me a place to live.
00:07:59If she really loved me, then she hurts like I do, too.
00:08:01You expect me to think you're not seeing someone else?
00:08:16Who have you been sleeping with?
00:08:18What?
00:08:26It's not my fault that you can't trust me because you're insecure.
00:08:29It's 150% your fault I don't trust you.
00:08:34You have Mark here the entire time.
00:08:37Mark is my friend.
00:08:38Mark is the one that's actually been here.
00:08:40He actually picked me up from jail.
00:08:41He gives me money.
00:08:42He gives me rides.
00:08:44He found me a place to live.
00:08:45Oh, I'm sorry.
00:08:46He's here.
00:08:46I'm like, you, you're not.
00:08:47Is he the guy who came to Portland to watch you get out of prison for the first time in two years?
00:08:52No, he's not.
00:08:53He's not the guy who gave me the ring.
00:08:56That was fake.
00:08:57He's the fake.
00:08:58Fake.
00:08:58Give me a break.
00:09:01The ring's not fake, Courtney.
00:09:02I bought it from a diamond supplier.
00:09:05Do you even have papers for your real ring?
00:09:09I don't need papers.
00:09:10Yes, you do need papers.
00:09:11When you're spending money on a ring, I would definitely want to have some papers.
00:09:15Yeah, and it was my money I spent, so those papers are my business.
00:09:19Yeah, because they don't exist.
00:09:22Because it's fake.
00:09:23How do you expect me to not want a divorce after everything?
00:09:29Because I just want someone to fight for me for once.
00:09:32I've been fighting for you for weeks.
00:09:34No, you haven't.
00:09:36No, you haven't.
00:09:37Because this whole relationship, all you've done is bitch and moan and cry about how much
00:09:42I am, how much loser I am, how much I don't talk to my family, how much I don't talk to
00:09:46you, what everything I'm doing wrong.
00:09:48Will, you've never praised me for anything I do right.
00:09:51You've never told me.
00:09:51Every day.
00:09:52Have you ever told me that you're proud of me, Will?
00:09:54Every day I tell you I'm proud of you.
00:09:56You do not.
00:09:57Every day I've told you that.
00:09:59You do not, Will.
00:10:04The simple solution is to just sign the divorce papers.
00:10:09The simple solution.
00:10:15I'm here in Oregon for another 24 hours.
00:10:18You have 24 hours to hit me up and sign those papers, or I will have the court compel you
00:10:24to.
00:10:25Those are your options.
00:10:26I will have the court compel you to.
00:10:27Okay.
00:10:28All right.
00:10:29Have a great day, Courtney.
00:10:30Yeah, dude.
00:10:30Yeah.
00:10:30Get the rocks, honey.
00:10:33Get the rocks.
00:10:34Bitch.
00:10:43I need to pull over.
00:10:44Sorry.
00:10:48I didn't sign the papers because he should want to be with me.
00:10:58Like, he should want to work things out.
00:11:02Like, dude, obviously I'm struggling.
00:11:06I'm truly emotionally exhausted.
00:11:09I'm trying to maintain work and keeping my mom sane while we both watch my dad die.
00:11:23My dad has dementia and cancer, and I'm helping my mom to give my dad the care that he needs
00:11:29in his end of life.
00:11:30Man, this is harder than I thought it would be.
00:11:32My relationship with Courtney, it was supposed to be a new beginning.
00:11:41I'm a little surprised at myself for how afraid I am to go on without Courtney.
00:11:49Seeing her in person, we have this wild chemistry, and I wanted to kiss her so bad.
00:11:55Courtney and I have exchanged some pretty cool words to each other, but I hope I wasn't so
00:12:05naive as to think that she loved me when she didn't.
00:12:08And in thinking that I'm not that naive, if she really loved me, then she hurts like I do, too.
00:12:18Damn.
00:12:22Wow.
00:12:22Laughing is not what I expected.
00:12:25That's just how I deal with things sometimes.
00:12:27Not that I think this is funny, because it kind of is, but, like, humor is just how I process
00:12:33things.
00:12:34I can't literally think of a thing that's funny right now.
00:12:38Okay.
00:12:44There's really no vindication in hurting someone that you love.
00:12:48Uh-oh.
00:12:52I'm tired.
00:13:05My whole body's sore.
00:13:06Eleven years built up.
00:13:07We need to do another one real quick.
00:13:09I mean, right.
00:13:10For real.
00:13:11Oh, my body's so sore.
00:13:13My cookie heart.
00:13:13This is our first day.
00:13:21You know what I'm saying?
00:13:22Like, we've been able to be at the crib and s***.
00:13:24Something that I've really been looking forward to doing.
00:13:27Well, the kids are going to be coming home from school.
00:13:30How long till the kids are going to be home?
00:13:31Soon.
00:13:32They're doing real soon.
00:13:33You know what I'm saying?
00:13:34No.
00:13:34No.
00:13:34No.
00:13:35Can you get some of that?
00:13:36Can you get some of that s***?
00:13:38Brad, you're going to be here.
00:13:38Keith being physically out is a major difference.
00:13:43It's nice.
00:13:44I mean, who don't want no fine-ass men in the bed with them?
00:13:47You're going to get poked about two or three times throughout the night.
00:13:53We've got to get ready.
00:13:54The kids are going to be here.
00:13:56Oh, my.
00:13:56Tonight.
00:13:57Tonight.
00:13:57All right.
00:13:58Come on, now.
00:13:58Let's get up.
00:13:59Yesterday, when Keith gets this text from some woman named Stephanie, I'm like, hold
00:14:05out, hold out, hold out, hold out, hold out.
00:14:07Who the s*** is texting my man?
00:14:09s*** all motherf***er just randomly texted Stephanie.
00:14:13I don't know no s***ing Stephanie.
00:14:14It could have been my niece.
00:14:15It could have been anybody.
00:14:16They don't look like your motherf***er niece.
00:14:18I'm used to s***s trying to get my man.
00:14:21I'll be watching his phone, making sure ain't no other s***s texting.
00:14:26Why would I allow that?
00:14:27You nervous about the girls coming home?
00:14:31I mean, you know Kiera is super excited, you know?
00:14:34I mean, Naraya's going to take some getting used to because, you know.
00:14:37I'm looking forward to it, you know?
00:14:39And then, like you said, I was already developing a relationship with Kiera, so Naraya, I got
00:14:44her.
00:14:45She'll come around once she actually gets to meet you herself.
00:14:48Yeah.
00:14:48I'm excited to see all that happen.
00:14:50Keith been incarcerated for so long with nothing but men, and then me and my daughters not having
00:14:57men around, you know, it definitely is going to have its challenges, you know?
00:15:02There's going to be a big change.
00:15:04I know I'm worried about to get out of school, too, so he's going to meet up with us at the
00:15:07bowling spot.
00:15:08Hey, guys.
00:15:10Hey.
00:15:11Hey, boo.
00:15:12Look who's here.
00:15:13Jay!
00:15:13What's up, baby girl?
00:15:16What's up with you?
00:15:18Nothing.
00:15:19What's up, Naraya?
00:15:22You got your hair straightened.
00:15:26Nat, what's wrong?
00:15:29You're always just quiet.
00:15:32Yeah, your mom got something planned for us today.
00:15:34We're going to have a family night, all of us.
00:15:37And Mari.
00:15:38You know how to bowl?
00:15:40I'm going to see about that.
00:15:41You know, trying to get custody of his son, it does make me nervous telling the girls
00:15:48that Mari's going to move in.
00:15:49We finally get to have a family day.
00:15:51We're going to kick your butt and bowl it.
00:15:54Bill, you ready to turn up?
00:15:58It's slippery up here.
00:16:00Oh, where did you ever go?
00:16:02Girl, I have one on.
00:16:04What's up, baby boy?
00:16:05Yeah.
00:16:08What's up with you?
00:16:09Yeah.
00:16:10You cool?
00:16:11Yeah.
00:16:11Man, it's cold out here.
00:16:14Just come on.
00:16:16My feet won't fit.
00:16:18This is number five.
00:16:19Come here.
00:16:21Mari's custody is still an ongoing situation, but we are going to get it done as soon as we
00:16:26can so that we can be together as a family with our children.
00:16:34That's a good curve.
00:16:35Yay!
00:16:37That's a curve.
00:16:39Naraya, that might be too little for your fingers.
00:16:40Naraya, what the heck?
00:16:44Me and Keith knew that when he got out on the streets, you know, we were going to bring
00:16:48our children together.
00:16:49It's like the Brady Bosh.
00:16:50Everybody came together, man.
00:16:52So it's good.
00:16:53I don't like the ball.
00:16:54I don't like the ball.
00:16:55Yeah.
00:16:57So what you like to do?
00:17:00Sleep.
00:17:01Sleep?
00:17:02Mari, call at me real quick.
00:17:04Matty, want to play some games?
00:17:06No, Mari's going to stay here.
00:17:07What you got going on though, man?
00:17:11What's up?
00:17:12Whatever happened to the old girl that you was talking about, man?
00:17:15A little hurt?
00:17:16Shorty, man.
00:17:17Did you ever pull up on her?
00:17:18I decided to step up.
00:17:19Man.
00:17:20Man.
00:17:20Now that my dad home, I feel very happy having been like with him for like years.
00:17:27Now I'm like able to like live with him.
00:17:29He'll come to my football games.
00:17:31Yeah, I just feel good about her.
00:17:33Girl, I thought you had it.
00:17:36Oh my god.
00:17:38So y'all, how do you feel about keeping her home?
00:17:40Good.
00:17:41I know you're happy, baby.
00:17:42What about you, baby?
00:17:44Yeah, it's different.
00:17:45And it's different for me too.
00:17:46Do you see the effort that Keith's making to build a relationship with you guys?
00:17:51You know that I've mentioned to you girls about the boys probably, you know, living with us.
00:17:57Especially Mari.
00:17:58I know you're okay with that.
00:18:00You're okay with that.
00:18:01You're just down with whatever.
00:18:04What about you?
00:18:05I don't know.
00:18:06You know, we got the whole situation going on with the courts.
00:18:10They made a little bit of process, but at the end of the day, we're going to get done.
00:18:19You guys don't know, but Mari, he was going through a lot of things that we didn't know that he was going through in his household.
00:18:29Mari was facing foster care, so now he is with Keith's dad, which is Mari's grandpa.
00:18:36We don't know what he's been through, so we just want to make sure that Mari's okay.
00:18:41All right?
00:18:42All right?
00:18:43There's children out here who may have a smile on their face and have a tragic situation at home.
00:19:00So we're going to come together as a family to support Keith and support Mari.
00:19:05I got you.
00:19:06You already know.
00:19:07I'm going to definitely put my father in the hall up, you know?
00:19:10Tomorrow, I got to go to court for my son.
00:19:13Like, this is our son.
00:19:15Give us our son, okay?
00:19:17Spend your resources on kids that don't have nobody fighting for them like we are.
00:19:23DCFS.
00:19:24Hold on, we ought to get Mari first.
00:19:27Oh.
00:19:28After we get Mari DCFS.
00:19:32I'm here for you.
00:19:33You hear me?
00:19:34Good luck, baby.
00:19:35Are you going to talk to me?
00:19:36I just want some space right now.
00:19:37I realize I have to take a step back.
00:19:38Well, let me take my step back and off.
00:19:39He makes me feel like .
00:19:40That's all she comes in.
00:19:41Yeah, we .
00:19:42Why would she be saying all that?
00:19:43Man, she bitter.
00:19:44Mmm.
00:19:45She's not just dry-making us up.
00:24:26I love it.
00:24:28I'm still a work in progress.
00:24:30No, I think you look really good.
00:24:33You're too proud of yourself.
00:24:34I know.
00:24:35I have to show my father.
00:24:39Dad, look.
00:24:43Dad, are you on the toilet?
00:24:46Yeah, you take it as well.
00:24:47My, my, doesn't look nice.
00:24:51You're breaking up, I gotta go.
00:24:56I don't want to talk to you.
00:24:58Next word light, I'm jumping out of the car.
00:25:00Why are you gonna jump out of the car?
00:25:01I do not want to be in the car with you.
00:25:03I do not want to be in the car with you.
00:25:04I'm pulling over.
00:25:05You're acting psycho.
00:25:07I'm getting the out of here.
00:25:08I do not want to be around here.
00:25:09You're acting crazy, man.
00:25:18Hey.
00:25:19Are you okay?
00:25:20Um, he's just really acting irrational.
00:25:22And it's like he blows up in my face for what?
00:25:25I don't know what's going on with him, but I need to be alone for a little bit.
00:25:29Okay.
00:25:33She makes me so angry.
00:25:36I can't even stand to be in the freaking car with her.
00:25:39Like, I just had to get away and free my head.
00:25:41Like, all she does is just complain about everything.
00:25:45I don't know what to do.
00:25:47All I do know is I got a long walk ahead of me.
00:25:49I have no idea what changed in Daniel and him wanting to drink now and thinking it's okay when he was so against it.
00:25:57And I feel like I'm trying here.
00:25:59I'm putting my best effort into this relationship.
00:26:03and it's all just very confusing in my mind what I should do because we still have this year lease and I don't want to back out of it.
00:26:09I just think it's really upsetting seeing this side of him.
00:26:13Like, talk about can't handle your emotions, can't communicate.
00:26:17Yet it's on me.
00:26:18Okay.
00:26:19Yet it's on me.
00:26:20Okay.
00:26:21Cute.
00:26:22Oops.
00:26:23Oops.
00:26:24You know what I see.
00:26:25ioni.
00:26:26It's like I saw you too
00:26:31because we still have this year lease and I don't want to back out of it.
00:26:34I just think it's really upsetting seeing this side of him.
00:26:39Nick, talk about can't handle your emotions, can't communicate, yet it's on me.
00:26:46OK.
00:26:48Sous-titrage Société Radio-Canada
00:27:18You have a conversation, you just walk away.
00:27:20What is that?
00:27:26Are you going to talk to me?
00:27:28I just want some space right now.
00:27:29This is how you're responding to me,
00:27:31just trying to communicate with you.
00:27:32I've tried everything else, so what else is there to do
00:27:34but shut down and just block you out?
00:27:37But that's personal growth.
00:27:38You have to learn.
00:27:39Just like I've been trying to help myself and not...
00:27:43What do you do?
00:27:44I realize I have to take a step back for a second.
00:27:46Okay, well, let me take my step back and off.
00:27:48All right?
00:27:50I'm not doing this anymore.
00:27:51I'm sorry.
00:27:52I'm being dead on.
00:27:52Serious.
00:27:53I'm not doing it anymore.
00:27:55I'm just going to go sit in my car.
00:27:58I'm beyond tired of babysitting a grown-ass man.
00:28:02So if he can't handle his own anger and his own feelings,
00:28:06that's on him.
00:28:06Because I love him so much, it's devastating to me.
00:28:12He makes me feel like...
00:28:13Honestly, I don't care if she can trust me or not.
00:28:19I know what I can do, what's good for me,
00:28:22and I'm going to do it.
00:28:23I did want him to commit to me,
00:28:25but now I'm like,
00:28:26that was really stupid to think.
00:28:29I don't even know if I want to commit to the man, you know?
00:28:32Like,
00:28:33do I want to marry someone like this?
00:28:36Who are you texting right now?
00:28:43Hmm.
00:28:47Are you using right now?
00:28:49If he's asking a question,
00:28:51I'm not using,
00:28:52I'm tired of getting...
00:28:53Watch your language.
00:28:54Yeah, I'm cool on that.
00:28:55Why would she be saying all that?
00:28:57Y'all still with each other.
00:28:58Are you?
00:28:59If Kiana found out,
00:29:00she would more than likely be upset.
00:29:03How you feeling about court?
00:29:04We can't catch him down by the test.
00:29:07Oh, we're in a bad situation.
00:29:20I'm going to need this tattoo to be bigger.
00:29:22What tattoo are you talking about?
00:29:24Exactly.
00:29:26Tell me about your man?
00:29:27Yeah, if I got your name all big on my wrist,
00:29:29I mean...
00:29:30It's the same size.
00:29:31You can put my name, like, right here.
00:29:32I'll use your face.
00:29:33I'll use your face.
00:29:34I'll use your face.
00:29:34Like wasting time with you.
00:29:41So, how you feeling about court?
00:29:44You know, what am I already to do?
00:29:45I want to be able to show the judge that
00:29:47through my incarceration
00:29:48that I have been rehabilitated,
00:29:51you know what I'm saying?
00:29:51And I'm capable of being a good father,
00:29:54you know?
00:29:54I have three kids by three baby mamas.
00:29:59My sons, they was four days apart,
00:30:01so that was basically the same week
00:30:03they both was born.
00:30:04And then my daughter, she was born six months
00:30:06after I got locked up.
00:30:08It's been very difficult to be a parent
00:30:10that I wanted to be since I was incarcerated.
00:30:13You can only do so much
00:30:14through phone calls, letters, pictures, money.
00:30:17But, uh, I got great relationships
00:30:20with all of them.
00:30:21It's really about my son
00:30:23and trying to get him,
00:30:23so I'm definitely going to be able
00:30:26to do everything I need to do.
00:30:28Being a good role model,
00:30:29being productive in the community,
00:30:31working, you know,
00:30:32doing a lot of things
00:30:33that I wasn't doing.
00:30:35Mm-hmm.
00:30:36You know, instead of me
00:30:37just living a fast life.
00:30:38Mm-hmm.
00:30:39We got to get up.
00:30:40We got to get up
00:30:41so we can get ready for this one.
00:30:43Before Keith's release,
00:30:46I went to go see the attorney.
00:30:48Keith has been incarcerated
00:30:49almost 11 years,
00:30:51and he's about to come home.
00:30:52Would that affect him
00:30:53and get in custody of his son?
00:30:55Absolutely.
00:30:56The judge is going to have concerns
00:30:58about why he went to prison.
00:31:00Even though we know
00:31:02that Keith is rehabilitated,
00:31:04he's got to prove it to the judge.
00:31:07I definitely am a little bit nervous.
00:31:10It's a milestone
00:31:11of this come through today.
00:31:13or whatever.
00:31:14Well, you know what?
00:31:15It will come through.
00:31:16We're going to just
00:31:16speak it into existence.
00:31:18Yeah.
00:31:34We can't catch a damn body, Tish.
00:31:36Like...
00:31:39It's going to be okay.
00:31:43Oh, I'm in a bad situation.
00:31:51Y'all still f***ing with each other.
00:31:53Are you?
00:31:53You're going to keep blaming me.
00:31:55If Kiana found out,
00:31:56she would more than likely be upset.
00:31:58Is she pregnant or not?
00:32:00Let's go.
00:32:00There ain't going to be
00:32:00no damn drum roll.
00:32:06Where you going?
00:32:07We live, we learn, and we forget.
00:32:16Millie boy.
00:32:21Hey.
00:32:22Hi, baby.
00:32:23Say hi to Nana.
00:32:24Hi, baby.
00:32:26Would you mind if we left the babies behind
00:32:42while we went to New York?
00:32:43The original plan was to take them,
00:32:44but it's turning into, like, a frenzy.
00:32:46I really don't mind.
00:32:47My mother-in-law, Maria,
00:32:49is still living with us.
00:32:50She came a few months back
00:32:53after her house burned down.
00:32:55We hit a few bumps in the road
00:32:57when I got pregnant.
00:32:58I have a gift for you guys.
00:33:00A tiny gift for us.
00:33:02Why would we need something like this?
00:33:04But I really feel like
00:33:05we have moved on from that.
00:33:07We're in a really good place,
00:33:08and I'm happy that we're here.
00:33:09So what's going on?
00:33:12It's a wedding.
00:33:13You know, I've been having, like,
00:33:15the feeling of do I invite my mom,
00:33:16do I not invite my mom?
00:33:17What is it that is going on now
00:33:18with you and Sherry?
00:33:19Like, why?
00:33:20I haven't talked to my mom
00:33:21in over four months.
00:33:22Since Millian was born,
00:33:24when she left after Millian was born,
00:33:26I haven't talked to her since.
00:33:28When I was in the hospital,
00:33:30after I had Millian,
00:33:31a few days later,
00:33:32Mike had to go to work,
00:33:34and my mom, she got on the plane
00:33:36and went back to Massachusetts.
00:33:38Everything was on me in the hospital,
00:33:39and I really needed that help.
00:33:42It hurt my feelings.
00:33:43It hurt my feelings a lot.
00:33:44So that's not the first time
00:33:45that she did that.
00:33:46I don't know about my mom and I,
00:33:50because we're just,
00:33:50we're still rocky.
00:33:52No, you need to,
00:33:53you need to talk to Sherry.
00:33:54Because I wouldn't want my mom
00:33:55to not be there.
00:33:56I just don't want it to be negative.
00:33:59She might be happy.
00:34:01I don't know,
00:34:02because you know how your mommy is.
00:34:03Then after that,
00:34:05take some time,
00:34:06think about it.
00:34:08Growing up with my mom,
00:34:10she was a single mom.
00:34:11and she provided very nice things for me,
00:34:15but the emotional support wasn't there.
00:34:19We don't talk about feelings.
00:34:20We don't hug.
00:34:21We don't do the I love yous.
00:34:23There's a lot of times
00:34:23I just didn't feel like I was good enough.
00:34:26You know,
00:34:26she might be a little bit upset.
00:34:28She might be happy.
00:34:29We're not going to know
00:34:29if you don't make the phone call.
00:34:30I love my mom,
00:34:33but it never really seems like
00:34:36she wants to celebrate
00:34:38big moments for me.
00:34:40I'll tell you this much.
00:34:42If I actually extend this invite to her
00:34:44and something goes wrong,
00:34:49I will close that door,
00:34:50I will lock it,
00:34:50and that's it, period.
00:34:52I promise you,
00:34:53it will never happen again.
00:34:54But you're going to make that phone call, right?
00:34:57Mm-hmm.
00:34:57I think having the lack
00:35:00of emotional relationship
00:35:01with my mom
00:35:02has kind of frozen me in time.
00:35:04I don't even know her number
00:35:04off the top of my head.
00:35:06I try not to let things affect me,
00:35:09but that's probably why
00:35:10I put so much effort
00:35:11into all the kids.
00:35:17Hello?
00:35:18Hi, what's up?
00:35:20Get ready to go home.
00:35:23No, I was just calling you
00:35:24because, you know,
00:35:26Mike and I were going to have
00:35:27a wedding again.
00:35:28We're going to have another wedding,
00:35:29and I just wanted to see
00:35:30if you were coming or
00:35:31if you...
00:35:33It was probably going to be
00:35:38in the summer.
00:35:40So you can come meet me
00:35:40and Mike,
00:35:41and we can look at some places.
00:35:43We'll be in New York
00:35:43in a few days.
00:35:44I'll see what my schedule's like.
00:35:47You just can't tell me
00:35:49at the last minute.
00:35:53You there?
00:35:56Hello?
00:35:56You there?
00:35:58Yeah.
00:36:01What's the matter?
00:36:02Nothing, I'm fine.
00:36:05I'll give you more details
00:36:07as I get them.
00:36:10Sounds fine.
00:36:11All right.
00:36:12Okay.
00:36:13I'm 37,
00:36:27and I'm still trying to work
00:36:28on a relationship
00:36:28with my mom.
00:36:34I spent like this
00:36:35for too long,
00:36:36I think.
00:36:36I just picked up
00:36:51the results
00:36:52from the pregnancy test,
00:36:54and I'm anxious as
00:36:56because I don't know
00:36:58what the
00:36:58going to say.
00:37:07Hey, are you at home?
00:37:08Hey.
00:37:09How are you?
00:37:10Is your son there
00:37:11by chance?
00:37:12He is.
00:37:13Oh, Beck.
00:37:14Keep his ass there,
00:37:15take his keys,
00:37:16do whatever it is
00:37:16you got to do.
00:37:17I'm on my way.
00:37:19Bye.
00:37:21With the whole conversation
00:37:23and everything
00:37:24that happened
00:37:25last night with Alex,
00:37:26like,
00:37:26I'm really not
00:37:27even looking forward
00:37:28to reading this
00:37:30with JK.
00:37:32Last night
00:37:32when I talked to JK,
00:37:34he sounded like
00:37:34he was on something.
00:37:36I'm honestly not sure
00:37:37if he even
00:37:38remembers the phone call,
00:37:40and I don't want
00:37:41to bring it up
00:37:41because right now
00:37:42we've got way more
00:37:43important things
00:37:44to worry about.
00:37:44Where's that piece
00:37:45of son of yours?
00:37:47Uh, hold on.
00:37:51James?
00:37:52Yeah?
00:37:53She's here.
00:37:55Who?
00:37:56The main bitch.
00:37:57The main bitch.
00:38:00You're gonna live my day.
00:38:05What's up?
00:38:06What the f***
00:38:07are you doing?
00:38:08What you mean?
00:38:13What's that?
00:38:14What the f***
00:38:15do you think it is?
00:38:18That's the result?
00:38:20Yeah.
00:38:22Can I see them?
00:38:22No.
00:38:23Why not?
00:38:24Why does it matter?
00:38:25F*** me.
00:38:26Why does it matter?
00:38:27Oh, you cared today?
00:38:30It took me
00:38:31showing the f***
00:38:32up for you
00:38:32to give a f***
00:38:33for two seconds right.
00:38:35Bro, I'm not
00:38:36trying to do this
00:38:36today.
00:38:37Or any other day right.
00:38:39Just like you not
00:38:40trying to pick up
00:38:40the phone.
00:38:41You're not trying
00:38:42to do what you're
00:38:42supposed to do.
00:38:43What do you got
00:38:46going on?
00:38:46You've been drinking?
00:38:48Like, what else?
00:38:49What do you have
00:38:50going on?
00:38:51Because you are not
00:38:51f***ing acting like
00:38:52this two weeks ago.
00:38:56Just because I want
00:38:56to f*** you all the time
00:38:57don't mean f*** you.
00:38:59Right, because you want
00:38:59to f*** everybody else
00:39:00just like your
00:39:01bitch-ass, nasty-ass
00:39:02f***ing ex.
00:39:05Have you had sex
00:39:05with Alex
00:39:06since you've been around?
00:39:08I have not had sex
00:39:09with Alex
00:39:09since I've been home,
00:39:10though.
00:39:12There's no
00:39:13proof or evidence
00:39:14that we are more
00:39:15than friends.
00:39:16I mean,
00:39:17it is what it is.
00:39:19Are you a good liar?
00:39:23I'm a very good liar.
00:39:25Are you lying now?
00:39:26I'm not lying
00:39:32right now, I know.
00:39:36You're just going to
00:39:36continue to walk away
00:39:38like you do
00:39:38from everything else?
00:39:40Hey, welcome back.
00:39:41Hey, so nice
00:39:42to see everyone.
00:39:43Yeah, whatever.
00:39:45Are you going to tell me
00:39:46what's going on or what?
00:39:48Like, what you got
00:39:49going on?
00:39:50When J.K. was arrested,
00:39:53it was because
00:39:54he was overdosing
00:39:57and decided to drive
00:39:59a vehicle.
00:40:01He wrecked.
00:40:02Cops showed up,
00:40:03got him to the hospital
00:40:04where he died on the table
00:40:06three different times
00:40:07and then went to prison.
00:40:09Like, to me,
00:40:10I would think, like,
00:40:11that's past rock bottom.
00:40:13And if that's not the case,
00:40:15like, what is rock bottom
00:40:17because you're headed
00:40:18back in that direction?
00:40:20What are you doing?
00:40:23What do you have going on?
00:40:23Just because I don't
00:40:24want to talk to you
00:40:24all the time
00:40:25and listen to you
00:40:26bitch all the time
00:40:26don't mean I got
00:40:27nothing going on.
00:40:29You've been acting
00:40:29funny as
00:40:30don't say I don't know,
00:40:35James.
00:40:37You need to quit
00:40:38doing the
00:40:38you're doing.
00:40:40If you go back
00:40:41to prison, I'm done.
00:40:43Don't call me
00:40:44and ask me for money.
00:40:45Don't call me
00:40:45and ask me for commissary.
00:40:47Don't be calling
00:40:48every guy
00:40:48because I'm done.
00:40:50Where did I go wrong?
00:40:52Where did I fail you
00:40:53as a mother?
00:40:55Where did he fail you
00:40:57as a dad?
00:41:01When you're making
00:41:02those choices,
00:41:03you're not thinking about us.
00:41:04All you're thinking
00:41:04about is you.
00:41:08Are you using right now?
00:41:10No, why are you asking me that?
00:41:16Because I'm wrong.
00:41:16No, we just literally
00:41:17had this conversation.
00:41:19No, we had this conversation.
00:41:22Me and you
00:41:22have to understand.
00:41:23The only reason
00:41:23to ask me is
00:41:24people asking that question.
00:41:25I'm not
00:41:26and I'm tired of getting
00:41:27I'm going to keep...
00:41:28Watch your language.
00:41:29Yeah, I'm cool on that.
00:41:38We have to put you
00:41:39in a program.
00:41:39Let's put you
00:41:40in a program.
00:41:40So you're going to read
00:41:44these
00:41:44books or what?
00:41:47You know, it's hard
00:41:48to explain to somebody
00:41:49who ain't never been through it.
00:41:51Temptation is heavy.
00:41:52It's hard out here.
00:41:54Especially when you've gone
00:41:55so long without something,
00:41:56you know, like,
00:41:57and it's finally
00:41:58accessible again.
00:42:00You know,
00:42:00the temptation's a mother
00:42:01Like, when you're on
00:42:04a stress highway,
00:42:05sometimes you take
00:42:05the wrong exit.
00:42:06You know what I'm saying?
00:42:07And sometimes you've got
00:42:08to stay back
00:42:09and take the next exit,
00:42:10the right exit.
00:42:12Let's go.
00:42:12There ain't going to be
00:42:13no damn drum roll.
00:42:23Maybe it's best
00:42:24to just go ahead
00:42:24and get a divorce.
00:42:26I don't even know
00:42:27if I'm ready
00:42:27to let that go yet.
00:42:28Courtney needs to get
00:42:29these papers signed today
00:42:30so I can go home.
00:42:31That's all she kept saying.
00:42:32Yeah, we...
00:42:33Why would she be saying
00:42:34all that?
00:42:35Something ain't adding up.
00:42:45You need some help?
00:42:47Yep.
00:42:47You can grab a towel
00:42:48and help whenever you're ready.
00:42:52You knew
00:42:53there ain't no...
00:42:54Huh?
00:42:54You knew there ain't no...
00:42:56You knew there ain't no...
00:42:57You knew there ain't no...
00:42:57You knew there ain't no...
00:42:58You knew there ain't no...
00:42:59You knew there ain't no...
00:43:00I'm feeling some kind of way
00:43:02I'm feeling some kind of way
00:43:03You good?
00:43:06Good about what?
00:43:08Last night.
00:43:09Hell no, I ain't good.
00:43:11I'm definitely pissed
00:43:12my son's birthday was morning.
00:43:15I'm really just mad about DJ.
00:43:17Waste of time, money, like...
00:43:19That's what it was.
00:43:21Did you talk to her about...
00:43:24that ex-
00:43:25yesterday was all about DJ, nothing else.
00:43:28I wasn't trying to hear nothing else,
00:43:30see nothing else,
00:43:30talk about nothing else.
00:43:31Right, right.
00:43:32Before the birthday party,
00:43:34Joela told me,
00:43:35get the money and see what happened.
00:43:37So let me guess,
00:43:38you gonna pay for the tires?
00:43:39If this will make it go away,
00:43:40yeah, yeah.
00:43:41We don't gotta worry about...
00:43:42I did not pay for
00:43:42because I didn't do...
00:43:43What if she take your $600
00:43:44and run off with it?
00:43:46I paid Joela the money
00:43:48thinking the situation
00:43:49was gonna go away.
00:43:50If Kiana found out,
00:43:52she would more than likely
00:43:53be upset.
00:43:55She needed to go
00:43:55to that psych institute
00:43:56where they could check her out.
00:43:59We having a conversation
00:44:00about why she didn't
00:44:02want you there.
00:44:02Okay, and what was that?
00:44:04Why?
00:44:05Out of the bed,
00:44:06out of nowhere.
00:44:07You can't be mad.
00:44:08Yeah, well, she know
00:44:09we being...
00:44:11We seven days ago,
00:44:13something like this.
00:44:14That's all she kept saying.
00:44:15Yeah, we...
00:44:16Over, over, over.
00:44:21I'm like,
00:44:22what did you want?
00:44:23So why would she be
00:44:25saying all that?
00:44:26Like, are you?
00:44:27Hell no.
00:44:28Come on now.
00:44:29I'm at work or with you.
00:44:31Down there 24-7.
00:44:34Going over there
00:44:34to put the kids to bed?
00:44:36Man, come on.
00:44:36No, I'm just saying,
00:44:37why else?
00:44:38Like, out of the blue,
00:44:40why you talking?
00:44:41Just random.
00:44:41When I went over there
00:44:42with my kids,
00:44:43me and her had a discussion
00:44:44on the party,
00:44:45and that's how I found out
00:44:47she saying you couldn't go.
00:44:48That's what all this
00:44:49was about.
00:44:51Not me and you,
00:44:52not me and her,
00:44:54the party.
00:44:55I am tired of everybody
00:44:57asking if I'm sleeping
00:44:57with Jaela,
00:44:58but it's just like
00:44:59a virus.
00:45:01Once the rumor spreads,
00:45:02it's kind of hard to stop.
00:45:04Maybe you put them to bed
00:45:05early and had extra free time.
00:45:06I don't know.
00:45:07Man, I put my kids
00:45:07in the bed
00:45:08and left and came home
00:45:09to you and your kids.
00:45:11People gonna keep asking
00:45:12until they know the truth.
00:45:13We can't be doing this.
00:45:14Kids is involved.
00:45:17I'm not talking to be playing, okay?
00:45:17That's what I'm trying to tell you.
00:45:20I've been about the kids
00:45:21this whole time.
00:45:22It's our fault?
00:45:24You're all the ones
00:45:25being petty.
00:45:25Why wasn't your son
00:45:26at the party?
00:45:28Because I couldn't be
00:45:29at the party.
00:45:29Being petty.
00:45:30I don't get no peace
00:45:33on either side.
00:45:33You want a trip
00:45:34because of her.
00:45:35She want a trip
00:45:35because of you.
00:45:36I don't trip because of her.
00:45:37Damn.
00:45:38You got her on my ass
00:45:39right now because of some
00:45:40she did when we both
00:45:41know her.
00:45:43Why?
00:45:43Why?
00:45:43I don't know why
00:45:44you saying it either.
00:45:45Like I told you,
00:45:46you know her.
00:45:47Man, she better.
00:45:48She's not just dry
00:45:50making this up.
00:45:52I'm not sure if
00:45:53Demadric is hooking
00:45:55on his baby mama.
00:45:56I'm not trying to play
00:45:57tug of war and go
00:45:58back and forth with you.
00:45:59If you want to be with her,
00:46:00go be with her.
00:46:01Do you flirt with her?
00:46:02No, I don't flirt with her.
00:46:04Y'all still with each other.
00:46:05Listen, we gonna keep
00:46:06doing all this same
00:46:06over and over and over.
00:46:09That's what it seemed like.
00:46:11I need Demadric
00:46:12to be honest
00:46:13and to really build up
00:46:15that trust,
00:46:16especially with
00:46:17these charges.
00:46:18a relationship
00:46:19is not worth
00:46:21sacrificing your freedom for.
00:46:23Take your ass
00:46:24in the house.
00:46:25You ain't out here
00:46:25doing shit.
00:46:28You're my goddamn self.
00:46:37You're actually
00:46:38crazy.
00:46:39You are not
00:46:40an honest person.
00:46:41I cannot with you.
00:46:42Then get out of the house.
00:46:44No comment.
00:46:47You know where I be at.
00:46:48Oh, I'm in a bad situation.
00:47:04I can't believe this, man.
00:47:06My son's supposed to be
00:47:07coming home today.
00:47:08We can't catch a damn
00:47:09break, Tish.
00:47:10Like,
00:47:11Demarri's case,
00:47:12the custody case
00:47:13is delayed
00:47:13to whenever they feel
00:47:15the need to, uh,
00:47:17move along with that.
00:47:18They ain't really
00:47:19even keeping it clear
00:47:20on the next steps
00:47:21that I gotta take
00:47:21in order to get
00:47:22Demarri back.
00:47:23It's more so
00:47:23if you just keep coming
00:47:24whenever we tell y'all
00:47:25to keep coming
00:47:26and then you do
00:47:27whatever we say
00:47:28and then eventually
00:47:29you can be able
00:47:30to get your son.
00:47:31That's just what
00:47:32it's looking like
00:47:32right now.
00:47:33We're not gonna quit
00:47:34Demarri.
00:47:35We are gonna be here
00:47:36fighting for him
00:47:37until we have him.
00:47:40Don't get me wrong,
00:47:41like, my daddy
00:47:42doing good.
00:47:42He holding it down.
00:47:44But I don't want to put
00:47:45too much on his plate.
00:47:46You know what I'm saying?
00:47:47Mm-hmm.
00:47:48With the court system,
00:47:49they're like,
00:47:49well, just leave him
00:47:50there for now
00:47:51and this and that
00:47:51and you gotta do this
00:47:52and you gotta do that.
00:47:53Like, come on, man.
00:47:54Get real.
00:47:54Now, currently Demarri's
00:47:56living with my father.
00:47:58It does make me feel
00:47:59a certain type of way
00:48:00that my son had to get
00:48:01taken out to care
00:48:02of his mother
00:48:03by the government
00:48:04when his mom
00:48:05was having them issues.
00:48:06I was locked up
00:48:07so that I wasn't here
00:48:09physically to be able
00:48:10to step up
00:48:11when they needed me
00:48:12the most.
00:48:13It's not fair
00:48:14to my son at all.
00:48:21I gotta call Demarri
00:48:22real quick.
00:48:23Give me some space.
00:48:24Give me some space, man.
00:48:31What's up, baby boy?
00:48:33What's up?
00:48:34I can't call it, man.
00:48:35Just left him
00:48:36this court date
00:48:36and stuff, man.
00:48:38Yeah.
00:48:39Basically,
00:48:39they ended up
00:48:40pushing it back.
00:48:41They ain't really
00:48:41giving us nothing
00:48:42that we really
00:48:43want to hear right now.
00:48:44I just want to make
00:48:45sure that you okay, man.
00:48:46That you understand.
00:48:47We're gonna do our best.
00:48:49We're gonna make sure
00:48:50we get through this.
00:48:52We just gotta take it
00:48:53a day at a time, man.
00:48:54You hear me?
00:48:55Yeah.
00:48:56I ain't giving up
00:48:57on you, baby boy.
00:48:58You know I love you, man.
00:49:00Yeah, I love you, too.
00:49:04Breaking the news
00:49:04tomorrow.
00:49:08It's really too much
00:49:09for real.
00:49:10I ain't gonna lie.
00:49:11It's just a lot.
00:49:12You know what I'm saying?
00:49:13Because my son,
00:49:13he was looking forward
00:49:14to coming home.
00:49:15now,
00:49:16we had a really
00:49:17standstill,
00:49:17really on their time.
00:49:19So,
00:49:20it's just a lot.
00:49:21For real, for real.
00:49:22We gotta go
00:49:23and get you some food.
00:49:24You know what I'm saying?
00:49:25Just kind of chill.
00:49:26Keita's
00:49:27waited 11 years
00:49:29to be reunited
00:49:30with his kids.
00:49:32There's just too much
00:49:33going on, man.
00:49:35And then to get out
00:49:36of prison,
00:49:37just to have to
00:49:38go to court
00:49:39and fight the state
00:49:41for his son
00:49:42is absolutely
00:49:44heartbreaking.
00:49:51Work was good today.
00:49:53Usually I come home
00:49:54to a depressed girlfriend.
00:49:57You know,
00:49:57Bianca's kind of
00:49:58a homebody.
00:49:59So when she told me
00:50:00today she had plans
00:50:00to go hang out
00:50:01with Celeste,
00:50:01I was, wow,
00:50:02I was shocked.
00:50:03I think that's really good.
00:50:04I think she needs that.
00:50:05Because I can't be
00:50:06her only friend,
00:50:07you know?
00:50:07I'm not even feeling
00:50:08like we're friends.
00:50:10You're here.
00:50:21You got back early?
00:50:22I never went.
00:50:25You're supposed
00:50:25to hang out with Celeste.
00:50:27Yeah, I didn't go.
00:50:32I noticed, like,
00:50:33when you get upset
00:50:34or when stuff
00:50:35gets difficult,
00:50:35you just, like,
00:50:36back out of everything.
00:50:38You know what I mean?
00:50:39Yeah, maybe I'm
00:50:39depressed.
00:50:41About what?
00:50:41What are you depressed about?
00:50:43Are you kidding me?
00:50:44You're sad.
00:50:45Maybe I'm sad
00:50:46because I really care
00:50:46about you
00:50:47and it just doesn't seem...
00:50:48You don't even care
00:50:49about yourself, dude.
00:50:50Yes, I do.
00:50:51How?
00:50:52How do you know?
00:50:53Because you're in a
00:50:54dark room
00:50:55all the time.
00:50:56No, I'm really not.
00:50:57Yes, you are.
00:50:58You don't spend time
00:50:59with me,
00:50:59so how would you know that?
00:51:00I stopped spending time
00:51:01with you because
00:51:02that's what you were doing.
00:51:03Well, you don't care
00:51:04about yourself either.
00:51:05If you're literally relapsing,
00:51:07you don't care
00:51:07about your sobriety.
00:51:08Obviously, you don't care
00:51:09if you live or die.
00:51:10I'm just sitting
00:51:11in the room all the time.
00:51:13Dude.
00:51:14Okay, I think
00:51:15I'm actually done with you.
00:51:18All right, cool.
00:51:18I don't want to be with you
00:51:20because you treat me
00:51:20like I'm a piece of
00:51:21when I care about you
00:51:23and you're just
00:51:24acting irrational.
00:51:25like you're actually
00:51:27crazy.
00:51:28I need to hear you say
00:51:29that you are toxic.
00:51:29I used to be toxic.
00:51:31You don't know
00:51:32who I am anymore
00:51:32because you don't
00:51:33spend time with me.
00:51:34I can't spend time
00:51:34with you
00:51:35because you don't know
00:51:36how to be honest.
00:51:37Because you start arguments.
00:51:38You are not
00:51:39an honest person.
00:51:40Therefore,
00:51:40I cannot
00:51:41with you.
00:51:41a wise man
00:51:46told me this.
00:51:47He said
00:51:48alcohol
00:51:49reveals the sober man's thoughts.
00:51:53But the way
00:51:54that I've been
00:51:54communicating with Bianca
00:51:55like calling her a bitch,
00:51:57that's not
00:51:58the right way
00:52:00to let your frustrations
00:52:01out on somebody.
00:52:02I have just had it
00:52:03so much
00:52:05that I just
00:52:05I couldn't
00:52:07hide that from her.
00:52:08How I felt,
00:52:08I just had to let it out.
00:52:09I deserve more
00:52:15than you.
00:52:15Truthfully.
00:52:16Yes, you do.
00:52:18You deserve somebody
00:52:19who's in a
00:52:19room all day with you.
00:52:21I can't hear you
00:52:22because you talk
00:52:23like a normal
00:52:23tears because you don't
00:52:23know how to wipe
00:52:24them yourself, dude.
00:52:27Then leave.
00:52:28I don't know
00:52:28what's holding you here.
00:52:29You decided to sign
00:52:30a lease with me.
00:52:31You didn't have
00:52:32to sign another lease.
00:52:34You had a choice
00:52:35to back out
00:52:36of the relationship
00:52:37months ago.
00:52:38I've felt
00:52:39the breakup coming
00:52:40for like the past
00:52:41month or so.
00:52:44He's not who
00:52:44I thought he was
00:52:45and it's really
00:52:46unfortunate that I
00:52:47left my entire life
00:52:49and I moved
00:52:50across the country
00:52:51for someone
00:52:52like this.
00:52:54Just
00:52:54a disgusting person.
00:52:58I want the best
00:52:59for you
00:52:59and obviously
00:53:00I'm not it.
00:53:01I really truly
00:53:02think he signed
00:53:03this lease with me
00:53:04because he knows
00:53:05he can't afford
00:53:05an apartment
00:53:06anywhere else
00:53:06by himself.
00:53:07He does not
00:53:07make enough money.
00:53:08I paid the rent
00:53:09last month.
00:53:10He started working
00:53:11five months ago.
00:53:12He has paychecks.
00:53:14I think I've just
00:53:15been giving him grace
00:53:16but at this point
00:53:18like I just don't
00:53:19want to be
00:53:20with someone
00:53:20like that.
00:53:24It's just sad
00:53:24that he doesn't
00:53:25see like his
00:53:26faults.
00:53:27He blames
00:53:28everyone else
00:53:28but him
00:53:29and that's
00:53:29what I had to do.
00:53:32These feelings
00:53:33have already
00:53:33been there
00:53:34but now
00:53:34that I'm
00:53:34expressing it
00:53:35I think
00:53:36she's confused
00:53:36because she's
00:53:38wondering where
00:53:38it came from
00:53:38because I kept
00:53:39my mouth shut
00:53:40for a long time.
00:53:42I will survive.
00:53:44You know?
00:53:45I can't afford
00:53:46this place
00:53:47but I'll find
00:53:47somebody to move in
00:53:48pretty quickly.
00:53:52It's a nice spot.
00:53:54You know?
00:53:56I'm not breaking
00:53:57the lease.
00:53:57If anybody
00:53:58has to leave
00:53:58I think Bianca
00:53:59should leave
00:54:00because
00:54:01she can get
00:54:03a place
00:54:03anywhere.
00:54:06You know?
00:54:07I'm a felon.
00:54:08It's very difficult
00:54:09for me to find
00:54:09housing.
00:54:10I'm not leaving.
00:54:12This is my space.
00:54:13You know?
00:54:14I don't know.
00:54:16I thought
00:54:16this would come
00:54:18you know
00:54:18this breakup
00:54:19but I thought
00:54:20I was going to be
00:54:20the one to have
00:54:21to do it.
00:54:22I'm relieved
00:54:23if I'm being honest.
00:54:25I just
00:54:25I need a second.
00:54:30Did she leave?
00:54:35I got to take
00:54:36the garbage out
00:54:36and she did it
00:54:38for me today.
00:54:45First of all
00:54:45did you
00:54:46her?
00:54:49What are you doing?
00:54:51Maybe we can
00:54:51still make time
00:54:52for what we want.
00:55:00This is
00:55:04getting ridiculous.
00:55:06I'm not sure
00:55:06if Courtney's
00:55:07going to sign
00:55:07these papers today.
00:55:08I'm really hopeful
00:55:08that she doesn't
00:55:09just tear them up
00:55:09and throw them
00:55:10in my face.
00:55:10I did come prepared
00:55:11for that eventuality
00:55:12so if she does
00:55:13I got a couple
00:55:13extra copies.
00:55:14I feel really
00:55:14pissed off.
00:55:16I'm really mad
00:55:16that he
00:55:17showed up.
00:55:19Speak of the devil.
00:55:21He messaged me
00:55:22the address
00:55:24to where he's staying.
00:55:25I'm coming
00:55:26out of the power
00:55:27I'm coming
00:55:28out of the time
00:55:29I could change
00:55:30my life
00:55:30I'm on a really
00:55:31big time crunch.
00:55:32I'm not going
00:55:33to hold up my life
00:55:34just to get her
00:55:34to sign these
00:55:35so Courtney needs
00:55:36to get these
00:55:37papers signed
00:55:37today.
00:55:40Hey.
00:55:42Hi.
00:55:43How are you?
00:55:44What's going on?
00:55:45What's new?
00:55:47Will showed up
00:55:48at my house
00:55:48last night.
00:55:50No way.
00:55:51Mm-hmm.
00:55:51Why?
00:55:52He wants me
00:55:53to sign some papers.
00:55:55Some divorce papers.
00:55:57You're kidding.
00:55:58Yeah.
00:55:59So did you
00:56:00sign the papers?
00:56:01No, not yet.
00:56:03Will sent me
00:56:03the address
00:56:04to where he's
00:56:06staying and told
00:56:07me if I don't
00:56:07sign the papers
00:56:08he's going to
00:56:08take me to court.
00:56:10I mean, I kind
00:56:11of think that
00:56:12you guys jumped
00:56:12in it quickly
00:56:13anyways.
00:56:14Marrying somebody
00:56:15the next day
00:56:16you got out
00:56:16of freaking prison.
00:56:18You kind of
00:56:18brought this on
00:56:19to your guys'
00:56:20selves, really.
00:56:21I can't believe
00:56:22you gave me
00:56:22a fake ring.
00:56:23That's really nice.
00:56:24I don't know.
00:56:25What did I say?
00:56:26I think you
00:56:27just do some
00:56:28soul-searching,
00:56:29you know?
00:56:30I know that you
00:56:31did a lot of
00:56:31soul-searching
00:56:32while you were
00:56:32in prison,
00:56:33but it's different
00:56:35when you're out
00:56:35in the real world.
00:56:36You know what I mean?
00:56:37Yeah.
00:56:38Because your
00:56:38day-to-day
00:56:39battles are different.
00:56:41Your life's different.
00:56:43In the end,
00:56:44it's all about you
00:56:44and you becoming
00:56:45better and stronger.
00:56:47Yeah.
00:56:48Yeah.
00:56:48It's this early on
00:56:51and, you know,
00:56:52you're having these
00:56:52kind of issues
00:56:53and they're big issues.
00:56:54They're not just
00:56:55like arguments,
00:56:56you know?
00:56:56And you don't want
00:56:57to have a relationship
00:56:58to where you can't
00:56:59trust one another.
00:57:00So, maybe it's best
00:57:02to just go ahead
00:57:02and get a divorce
00:57:03before you get
00:57:04even more into this.
00:57:05You know what I mean?
00:57:08It just sucks, like,
00:57:09this is my first marriage
00:57:10and if I was,
00:57:12like, in my eyes,
00:57:13my first marriage
00:57:13would be my last marriage.
00:57:15You know what I mean?
00:57:15Like, I feel like
00:57:17he just totally
00:57:18gave up on me.
00:57:22Like, I'm trying
00:57:23to break the cycle
00:57:25of, like,
00:57:26toxic relationships
00:57:27because that's what
00:57:30ended me up in prison
00:57:31in the first place.
00:57:33And that's what
00:57:33ended me up doing drugs.
00:57:35That's why I ended
00:57:36up doing crime
00:57:37and I am not
00:57:38trying to do that again.
00:57:41I think you should
00:57:43get dressed,
00:57:44do your hair,
00:57:45go over there,
00:57:45sign the papers,
00:57:47be done with it.
00:57:49At the end,
00:57:50it's all up to you
00:57:50and Will.
00:57:51I mean,
00:57:52this is your guys'
00:57:53relationship.
00:57:53I'm just trying to give
00:57:54you a little bit
00:57:55of mom advice,
00:57:56you know?
00:57:57When I got out
00:57:58of prison,
00:57:58I thought my relationship
00:57:59with Will
00:58:00was a new chapter
00:58:02in my life.
00:58:03All right, honey,
00:58:03I love you.
00:58:04Good luck.
00:58:05I love you, too.
00:58:06Bye.
00:58:06Bye.
00:58:07As much as I hate
00:58:08to admit it,
00:58:09I don't even know
00:58:10if I'm ready
00:58:12to let that go yet.
00:58:13I don't know
00:58:17what I'm going to do.
00:58:20I just want her
00:58:21to sign these papers
00:58:22so I can go home.
00:58:22so you're going to read
00:58:32these results or what?
00:58:36Is she pregnant
00:58:37or not?
00:58:43Let's go.
00:58:43There ain't going to be
00:58:44no damn drum roll.
00:58:45Well, lucky you.
00:58:59I ain't got to raise
00:59:00a third child by myself.
00:59:04I dodged a bullet
00:59:05on that one.
00:59:06Thank God.
00:59:06What are you doing?
00:59:22Most of me
00:59:23is relieved
00:59:24because there's
00:59:25just so much
00:59:26going on right now.
00:59:27Like,
00:59:27the last thing
00:59:28we need to do
00:59:29is add a baby.
00:59:31I don't even
00:59:31have a job.
00:59:33At the same time,
00:59:34like,
00:59:34we were supposed
00:59:35to get married,
00:59:37have more kids,
00:59:38all these things
00:59:39that we're supposed
00:59:39to do.
00:59:40And I honestly
00:59:41do feel like
00:59:43if I was pregnant,
00:59:45he would be like,
00:59:45okay, well,
00:59:46I'm getting my own
00:59:47baby now,
00:59:47so let me get
00:59:48my together.
00:59:52I love you.
00:59:56You know that, right?
01:00:01Huh?
01:00:04She wants this
01:00:11relationship to work
01:00:12so bad,
01:00:13and, like,
01:00:15she thinks that
01:00:16I'm not giving her
01:00:17my all,
01:00:18and, like,
01:00:18honestly,
01:00:19I haven't been,
01:00:20you know what I'm saying?
01:00:20Like, really,
01:00:21I've been on the fence
01:00:23about
01:00:23I know that, okay?
01:00:30I accept that.
01:00:31But moving forward,
01:00:34help me help you, okay?
01:00:37Okay?
01:00:43Brooke,
01:00:44it's my baby,
01:00:45you know,
01:00:45like,
01:00:45she been there
01:00:46when a lot of people
01:00:46wouldn't.
01:00:47I just don't know
01:00:48if I'm quite ready
01:00:49to have a child
01:00:50with Brooke yet.
01:00:51You know,
01:00:51of course,
01:00:51yes,
01:00:52I want one,
01:00:54but me and Brooke
01:00:55need to get our
01:00:55together before
01:00:56we bring a child
01:00:57into this world.
01:01:01I'm not gonna sit here
01:01:02and play the games.
01:01:03I'm not gonna do
01:01:03the back and forth.
01:01:04I'm not gonna have you
01:01:05here for a couple of months
01:01:07being all involved
01:01:08with my kids
01:01:09and then turn around
01:01:10and shit up.
01:01:12I get it.
01:01:13I understand completely.
01:01:17It's just,
01:01:17sometimes I just need
01:01:18my light turned on.
01:01:19I just need me
01:01:20be woken up sometimes.
01:01:21You know what I'm saying?
01:01:22I'm not gonna do it.
01:01:25Obviously,
01:01:25my biggest
01:01:26deal is Bonnie
01:01:27saying that Alex,
01:01:29she's pregnant
01:01:29with your child
01:01:30and had a miscarriage.
01:01:33No comment.
01:01:37Okay,
01:01:38first of all,
01:01:39did you
01:01:39her?
01:01:41No.
01:01:42Promise?
01:01:44No.
01:01:46Okay.
01:01:47If you two
01:01:48are gonna stay together,
01:01:49you're gonna hit
01:01:49with the reset button
01:01:50tonight
01:01:51and you're gonna
01:01:53move forward.
01:01:56Can we agree
01:01:57to that?
01:02:00It's a pinky promise.
01:02:02And I'm rooting
01:02:03for both of you.
01:02:04I really am.
01:02:06My gut tells me
01:02:07to believe
01:02:08JK when he says
01:02:09that he didn't sleep
01:02:10with Alex.
01:02:10I think Alex
01:02:12is trying to tear
01:02:13me and JK apart.
01:02:15But I do love him
01:02:16and if
01:02:18JK is going
01:02:19to get clean
01:02:21and keep Alex
01:02:23out of our lives,
01:02:24then there's no reason
01:02:26that we can't
01:02:27fix things.
01:02:29What time
01:02:30you got to pick
01:02:30the boys up?
01:02:31I should have
01:02:33already done
01:02:34been home.
01:02:35So I gotta go.
01:02:37Can I walk you
01:02:37to the car?
01:02:38Yeah.
01:02:43What's up, mama?
01:02:45How you feeling?
01:02:48I'm feeling all right.
01:02:50One day at a time.
01:02:52What are you doing
01:02:53like the next couple
01:02:54of days?
01:02:56Maybe we can
01:02:57get together
01:02:58and have a conversation.
01:02:59I mean
01:03:01it can complicate
01:03:02sometimes.
01:03:03It can hectic.
01:03:04Life's hectic.
01:03:05I understand.
01:03:07But we still
01:03:08make time
01:03:08for what we want.
01:03:13I love you.
01:03:14I love you too.
01:03:15Bro, it's
01:03:16crazy, bro.
01:03:17Mm-hmm.
01:03:18You know how many times
01:03:19you done told me,
01:03:20oh, we're done,
01:03:21we're done,
01:03:21we're done,
01:03:22I'm leaving,
01:03:22it's over.
01:03:23I mean, what,
01:03:24you'll probably
01:03:25be back tomorrow.
01:03:28Nah, for other times.
01:03:29you know where I'll be at
01:03:33and the number
01:03:35to my line.
01:03:37Yeah.
01:03:39I gotta go.
01:03:39Guess what?
01:03:40What?
01:03:41I'll marry you someday.
01:03:42Yeah, we'll see.
01:03:44All right,
01:03:44I'll talk to you later.
01:03:46All right.
01:03:49Bye.
01:03:49Bye.
01:03:54Call me when you don't.
01:03:55Okay.
01:03:55Bye.
01:03:57I love you.
01:03:57Love you too.
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