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00:00You
00:05Does it not seem like I'm trying you keep falling in the last stop with your attitude eyes forward mouth shut do you understand that?
00:24The course has pushed recruits to their limits
00:27I'm about to pull your damn number right now
00:31No, just ain't remain. I want to be W. I'm out
00:38The day
00:57Good morning, sunshine
01:12Number nine Olympic soccer champion Christy Pierce Rampone has been coughing for most of the night
01:19Your cough sounds horrible
01:22And has asked to see the medic
01:24I'm sorry, Christine
01:30Number nine
01:35I just need something to I can't breathe
01:37Brie what is today is today day seven today's day seven. Yes
01:47Looked like a slob. I got stains all over my clothes
01:50Oh
01:54I don't know how much longer I can do this
01:59Also in the wars after yesterday's murder ball task
02:02My ear feels so up
02:04Is number three internet personality
02:08Mark esters. Oh
02:10God, yeah
02:11It's like
02:12Oh, there's like a
02:14Blister on it too. Literally gonna be cauliflower. What tough guy doesn't have a little cauliflower. But he's a model good point
02:22We have gone six days
02:25Every challenge seemed tougher than the last and we still did it
02:29You think we're the toughest or the dumbest?
02:32We're the most optimistic
02:36Big breaths in and out through your mouth
02:43Your chest sounds really tight and you've got lots of crackles on your lungs as well
02:49I think you've probably got a chest infection. I mean, I don't think it's a good idea for you to do any more exercise
02:58If I have to leave earlier than I feel like I was capable of I think it definitely will get at me
03:08You know and not being as strong as I thought I was
03:15Head up head up nine
03:19Well to medical withdrawal so I'm gonna have to take your number
03:24Disappointed I can't shoot it. You really shouldn't be
03:28It's not your decision. Just remember
03:30It's not your decision. Just remember
03:43Sorry, don't finish it, you guys
03:47I'm so proud of you
03:50Christy Pierce-Rampone is the 11th recruit to leave the course
03:55Now
03:58Seven remain
04:00When did you stop Sean being in the Olympic?
04:0316 the first time
04:05And then I went back because I got so lost and just like depressed and desperate that I didn't know what else to do
04:10So you went back to the gym?
04:12And then retired again at
04:1419?
04:16When I competed I was obsessed with perfection
04:20And in gymnastics in a sport that favors the perfect score
04:24I was obsessed with that idea
04:26I wanted to be perfect in every way
04:28What was that transition like for you?
04:29What was that transition like for you?
04:30What was that transition like for you?
04:31Hell
04:32I felt like I had no value
04:35Bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum
04:38Take me up back and shoot me
04:41Bum bum bum bum bum
04:44The crews on parade
04:46Right on time
05:03Down to seven
05:05And we still have days ahead of very hard training
05:08The numbers are not looking good
05:13But it's gonna be completely up to you
05:16Whether you stay on this course
05:18You're gonna have to rely on each other
05:20The strength of the pack is the wolf
05:23And the strength of the wolf is the pack
05:25Never accomplished a single one of my missions
05:28Alone
05:30Ready?
05:31Move!
05:32I probably needed this like I needed air
05:40I wanna challenge something
05:42Cause that challenge makes you feel alive
05:46And for me, feeling alive feels masculine
05:53You're a beast, dude
05:55You've even flinched this whole time
05:58Phase to win, Andrew
06:00For the next phase of selection
06:03Recruits are being taken to the outskirts
06:05Of a remote Moroccan town
06:07But number three
06:09Is being pulled out by the DS
06:11You, come here
06:13Oh, you guys
06:15I hope I see you guys again
06:16Oh my gosh, please don't leave
06:18See that lady right there?
06:20I want you to go and meet her
06:21She's a medic
06:22Go talk to her right now
06:23With an injured ear
06:25Mark Estes will be seen by a military medic
06:27Where is it painful?
06:29Can you show me?
06:30It's all the way around it
06:31Yeah
06:33Okay
06:34There is some swelling there
06:36It can cause long-term disfigurement
06:41Doc, what's going on?
06:43Number three needs to go to hospital
06:45To be seen by an ENT surgeon
06:48As soon as possible
06:50There's no possible way we can do it
06:53Um, no, it's a specialist procedure
06:56That sucks
06:58Nothing you can do
06:59Let me get the armband
07:01You've done a really good job
07:05Mark Estes
07:07Is the 12th recruit to leave the course
07:12Now, just six remain
07:14The recruit's ability to work as a tight unit under pressure
07:21Hold it up
07:23Is about to be tested
07:25One straight line in front of me
07:27Heads up
07:33As special forces operators
07:34We are expected to conduct lots of different roles and commitments
07:39But there is one operation that is the scariest that you can be pushed into
07:49Hostage rescue
07:53They are petrifying
07:55You have to be ready for anything
07:57The enemy employ all sorts of underhanded behavior
08:01To make sure that you can't get hold of that person
08:04Improvised explosive devices
08:06Chemical weapons
08:07Gas
08:09You are there to save someone's life
08:12Being in the special forces is all about working as a team
08:16You need to be reliant on each other
08:18That comes with communication
08:20Looking out for the person next to you
08:22There is no space for being selfish
08:25Right
08:27Put your kit down
08:28Get your gas masks out
08:30Pair number one
08:31Number four
08:32Number ten
08:33Let's go
08:35We're on the move
08:37Remember your team number four
08:38Don't leave her behind
08:39Manage your footing
08:41In gymnastics
08:42The only way I competed
08:44And was successful in my career
08:46Was by being a one man show
08:48Loose rock
08:50And like doing it myself
08:53Okay, you've been given the whole overall picture
08:55Yeah?
08:56Hostage rescue
08:57Okay
08:58Your part of this mission
08:59Is to clear this compound behind you
09:01The compound has been commandeered by the enemy
09:06The interior has been filled with smoke
09:09We know for a fact
09:10A piece of equipment and the hostage is in there
09:13The hostage is held in the courtyard
09:15And a critical asset has been hidden inside
09:19A piece of equipment will be denoted by a small box with a number on it
09:23Okay, 0749
09:24That's the number you're looking for
09:26Recruits must first find the asset
09:29Then rescue the hostage
09:31Before the building explodes
09:34You've only got two minutes
09:36Stand by
09:38Go!
09:40Come on, Tom
09:41Let's go
09:42We're under fire
09:43Get in there
09:44You have a mission to do
09:46Meet the building
09:47Where the f*** are you going?
09:49Come on, go
09:50Forgetting the instruction to clear the building first
09:53You've got a whole compound
09:54All of this
09:55Building's empty
09:57Number 4 and number 10
09:59See anything? Help!
10:00There's a person
10:01Search for the hostage
10:02Down here
10:03He's right here
10:05Oh, gosh
10:07Get him!
10:09What's in the bag?
10:10The pair still need to find the asset
10:12What's happening?
10:13Come on, Tom
10:14I've had no communication before
10:16We gotta clear the whole building
10:17No f***ing leadership
10:18Down here
10:19What are we doing?
10:20Get him
10:21Hold the door
10:22In a moment of panic
10:23Get the gas mask on
10:24Get the gas mask on
10:25The recruits take their hostage
10:27Inside the building
10:28Gas!
10:29Gas!
10:30Gas!
10:31Hurry up, Tom
10:32Hurry up, hurry up
10:33Think about what you're doing
10:35Has he got a respirator?
10:36He's trying to kill the hostage
10:39It's got chaoticly wrong
10:41What the f*** is going on?
10:48Look around
10:49Look, look, look
10:50This is chaos
10:51This is chaos
10:52This is chaos
10:53In a panic
10:54It's gone f***ing chaos
10:55It's gone f***ing chaos
10:56I'm going to take
10:57Number four and number ten
10:58Number four and number ten
10:59I was having for an eye
11:00Find it
11:01Has he got a respirator?
11:02You're trying to kill the hostage?
11:04Hostage
11:05Have dragged her hostage
11:06Have dragged her hostage into a smoke-filled building
11:08Let's go, hurry up
11:09Look in
11:11As they try to find a vital asset
11:14Somebody take control now
11:15Get out of here
11:16Get out of here
11:17Get out of here
11:18Get out of here
11:19Get out of here
11:20Get out of here
11:21Number four make it
11:22This is our car
11:23In a f***ing thing
11:24You're just running round
11:25We gotta clear the whole building
11:26Twenty seconds
11:27Buffoonery
11:28With just seconds remaining
11:30This is chaos
11:31The pair keep going
11:33Look around
11:34Fire
11:35What the hell?
11:36Find the box
11:37The compound is gonna blow
11:40Are we going through the door?
11:41Let's go
11:42Let's go
11:45You're all alone, Tim
11:46You're all alone
11:47Find our teammate
11:48Find our teammate
11:49Where the f***ing are you going?
12:03Follow me
12:04Follow me
12:11That was buffoonery with a capital B
12:13Did you have any idea what you were doing?
12:15I was giving you timings
12:17I'll give you a clear brief
12:18You knew what you had to do
12:20What did you lead there?
12:21You laid yourself up your own ass
12:23You got the hostage first
12:25Took him into the building
12:27Was the gas?
12:28Yes, sir
12:29You put a respirator on
12:30Cause you're gonna choke to death
12:31With chemicals
12:32What about the poor f*** you've just picked up?
12:34You actually killed him
12:36You never even saw
12:37The f***ing piece of equipment
12:39Cause it was chaotic
12:40You were all over the place
12:41It was horrendous
12:42What were you doing?
12:44You became this sheep
12:46Instead of the shepherd
12:47And taking control
12:48You were at the rear
12:49You could see he was going to f***
12:51Couldn't you?
12:52Yes, staff
12:53But you let him do it
12:54Do you wanna agree with me?
12:55Yes, staff
12:56I left without communication
12:58Cause I figured the hostage
12:59Was more important than the kit
13:00You gotta communicate that
13:01If you're leaving
13:02And that was my failure
13:03Okay, I'm done
13:04Yes, staff
13:05Before I really lose my
13:07Go
13:08Having control is very important to me
13:14So jarring
13:15When I can't control everything around me
13:17I start to lose my sanity a little bit
13:20After number 10 and 4's disastrous attempt
13:26We got this
13:28The remaining recruits prepare themselves for the rescue mission
13:33Right, second pair, 11 and 18
13:3814 and 2
13:39Okay, kneel down there, face me
13:41You're looking for a small box with a number on it
13:44Okay, 0749
13:46And an hostage
13:47The compound is rigged to blow in two minutes
13:49So we have to move with speed
13:51Let's go
13:52Go, go, go!
13:53Let's move!
13:54Move!
13:55Let's go!
13:56Let's go!
13:57Let's go!
13:58You've only got two minutes
13:59Follow me
14:00Come on, here we go
14:01You've only got two minutes
14:02Let's clean the building
14:03Let's go!
14:04Let's go!
14:05Let's go!
14:06Let's go!
14:07Come on!
14:08Come on!
14:09Come on!
14:10Come on!
14:11Come on!
14:12Come on!
14:13Come on!
14:14Come on!
14:15Time is against you
14:16I don't see a code
14:170749
14:18As I'm panicking
14:20I'm figuring out what to do
14:21Hey, look for the code
14:22Hurry up!
14:23I want to see 0749
14:25With the body
14:26With the butter
14:27Separation
14:28Way to
14:29Damn!
14:30Damn!
14:31Stay with me
14:32There's an hostage rescue
14:33There's chaos
14:34There's confusion
14:35Your partner
14:37Is your eyes and ears
14:38From behind you
14:39They've got your back covered
14:40You must stay together
14:42To survive
14:43What are you looking for?
14:4411 and 18
14:46And now reunited
14:47But still
14:49No asset
14:50Nothing
14:51You're blounding around
14:53Toss of that monster!
14:56Hurry up!
14:57Is this open?
14:58Is that it?
14:59Here, go right
15:00I'll go right
15:01I'll go right
15:02I'll go here
15:03I was my dad's fourth daughter
15:04He treated me like I was his son
15:07Nothing
15:08You see anything?
15:09Uh, boss here
15:104, 6, 7, 7
15:11Not 7, it was 7-9
15:12It was 7-9
15:13It was 7-9
15:14I was a tomboy
15:15I don't want him to say
15:16Rihanna, be in the B team
15:17Be the A team
15:18You're better than this
15:19So I want to make him proud
15:20You see anything else?
15:21Right here, right here, right here
15:22Yep
15:23749
15:24Where are we going?
15:25Number 14 and 2
15:27Find the asset with the correct code
15:30You're f***ing blounding around
15:32But number 11 and 18
15:34Leave the building empty handed
15:37Right there!
15:39It's gonna blow!
15:41Pack it! Pack it!
15:43Stay in this!
15:44Watch the left
15:45Oh, right here, right here, right here
15:47I see your body
15:48It's gonna blow!
15:50You need to move!
15:51Go, go, go, go
15:52Go, go, go
15:53Go, go, go
15:54Go, go, go
15:55Go, go, go
16:00Good job
16:01Study more strain on facing me
16:04You tell me, what happened in there?
16:05Found the hostage
16:06Couldn't find the box
16:09That was a fail
16:11Did you get the right piece of equipment?
16:12Yes, sir
16:13Are you sure about that?
16:14What was the number?
16:150749
16:16Correct
16:17Did you get the hostage?
16:18Yes, sir
16:19Okay, not a bad effort
16:21Pass
16:22I'll use that
16:23Go!
16:26I needed that pass today
16:27I was about ready to go home
16:34Did you guys succeed?
16:35Yeah, we passed
16:37How about you guys?
16:38We failed, but we got the hostage out
16:42Yeah, you got your wife killed
16:45Sorry
16:46It was dereliction of duty
16:47What happened?
16:48What happened?
16:49We got the hostage
16:50But then we took him with us
16:51And killed him
16:55So you guys looked for the hostage first?
16:57Yes
16:58And then he left with the hostage
17:00And I stayed and looked for the kit
17:03Did you freaking ditch her?
17:06I did
17:07I did not communicate as I was leaving
17:09I did not communicate as I was leaving
17:10With my partner to forget about the kit
17:12And just get out with the hostage
17:15We didn't say a single word to each other the entire time
17:17We didn't communicate at all
17:19Yeah, it's just the mouth closed when we got in there
17:23Yeah, that's key
17:24You gotta talk
17:26I think for challenges moving forward
17:27You need to stop trying to take leadership and follow behind
17:30I'm fine with that
17:32I think you get a little, I don't know, wrapped up in it
17:35And then you forget about the team component
17:37You're right, Bree
17:38I'm not much wits about me
17:39No, you're not
17:41Here you go
17:42A little bit
17:43She was pissed
17:44She was miserable
17:45I know, I know
17:46She was pissed
17:47Dude, she was pissed
17:48Yes, she was steaming from the ears
17:49I've seen that look many times
17:50I'm sure you have, yeah
17:51I know it's not good
17:53I don't like to fail
18:07I am very hard on myself
18:09So I will probably internalize a rough day
18:13Or a bad decision
18:14Or a mistake
18:15Or a fail
18:16I felt so freaking pissed
18:17When I turned around
18:18And I ran all the way back through the entire compound
18:21Looking for him
18:22Only to find him standing outside
18:24That would have
18:26Enfuriated me
18:36Yeah, we'll do the honors
18:38The course has been taken solely
18:42All right, gents
18:43Our first task today
18:44Hostage rescue
18:46Number four
18:48And number ten
18:49All hell broke loose
18:50Yep
18:51They failed
18:52It was an absolute cluster
18:54That was like her first major just like
18:56Yeah
18:57Just done, just out of nowhere
18:58Out of nowhere
18:59That's the first time she's really up
19:02But she screwed up
19:04She knows she's screwed up
19:05And she'd take it
19:06It's all well and good when you're doing great
19:08How does she bounce back?
19:10This last one really pushed her over the edge
19:13She shows no emotion
19:14She's very robotic
19:15I think now we'll see who she really is
19:17I think now we'll see who she really is
19:18Let's see where she's at with that
19:23Number ten
19:24After her worst performance on the course to date
19:31The DS call in number ten
19:33You know the score
19:35Olympic gymnastics gold medalist
19:38Sean Johnson East
19:39Right turn, face me
19:40Right turn, face me
19:42For tactical questioning
19:43Critical questioning
20:08Today was an absolute cluster
20:10What happened out there?
20:13don't know I haven't pushed myself in a very very long time when I competed I
20:22never had to do a full team thing so used to isolating myself your visual
20:33personality to us stare robotic robotic I don't need a robot I want a true
20:38character I don't know what it is right now in fact none of us do you still are
20:46stoic and behind some barriers for some reason I don't know why I don't know how
20:54to filter that my entire career was fear-based I had a lot of people at very
21:03high up telling me that I was worthless and not wanting to see me succeed in
21:08gymnastics who controlled my fate and if I showed emotion I was cut the only
21:17emotion you could ever show was a smile but if you did that well lined up you were
21:22no longer on the national team so being able to shut off all emotion is kind of
21:30what I'm used to I was so obsessed with perfection and I think that's part of
21:37the reason I was scared going into this of like what would that bring out in me
21:42tapping into that side of me back when I competed worked for a purpose with
21:46gymnastics and then every time I tried to tap into it after gymnastics it resulted
21:51in something bad whether it was depression eating disorders obsessions I lost my
21:57identity for a long time whenever I'm around you guys I try to go numb so I
22:05don't mess up forget us drop it it's who are you it's okay to cry it's okay to be who you are it's okay
22:14that's what we're not seeing at the minute I think that part terrifies me let it
22:21terrify you you know what being scared is good you've been a great performer
22:28physically and on task but being human because you got to connect as well that's
22:34what we need to see from the question at the end will be would I have you stood
22:40next to me and if I don't know you I wouldn't we want to see more of the human
22:45side two days that's all you got left to be be you God
22:54thank you I don't think I've learned how to show emotion until I was an adult in
23:09competition in my job I was a machine I'm really afraid of feeling vulnerable
23:20can't think about that thank you I don't know how that will manifest itself what was that what
23:29was that Tim what did they say they said I'm way too robotic they said at the end of the day I
23:36can't choose a team member if I don't know them he's like you're not letting us know you at all no
23:43way
23:52what are we talking about today veggies chicken number four okay that's just
24:01right there he is a nervous wreck well what are you going I was called sorry oh to rock
24:10you are now duty recruit make sure you do a good job I've learned I've spent I think the most time
24:24with this fella and we have to learn that he's gonna get on our nerves and we have to we have to
24:29throw him a bone make him feel included you gotta keep him happy so that he just keeps us happy you're
24:34special you're special to be able to do that cuz I ain't got it in me yeah now I'm duty recruit gee
24:45you got to tell me what I'm supposed to do after I go over there and just tell me how to do it there's
24:49not much to do my job now I'd consider myself a great leader I did the best to lead with my family
24:56and it just give me all the details and not all at once we need soap blister band-aids I go ask now
25:09right yeah that's all done okay yeah
25:11stuff yes number four could we please get more hand soap and blister band-aids
25:24despair me he's back he's back he's back he was like big beamy small just look like big version of
25:36chucky now quick net until the recruit is called everybody ears on please capisce
25:54Cody what would you say the pros and cons of your lifestyle are yeah I had 18 kids with four wives
26:06you see a downside to it or you know it's been three divorces that I would never do it again I'd never
26:13marry again there ended up being some bad blood with family over the divorces and in some cases with my
26:22children communication has ceased why did you choose it I was a believer I grew up in an entire
26:29culture that had it as a side note of their belief system were your parents polygamous yeah yeah my dad
26:36had three wives when you don't have a deep connection with your children that's a disappointment but
26:42there's certain things I probably won't own I'll own where I should let's go recruits clean fatigue only
26:52here we go guys oh I'm like so on edge today stand on your rocks shut up with all the talking
27:04this course is designed to get you to the best version of yourself through pain through misery through
27:13suffering all right I want everyone to about face the next task it pays to be a winner it will be over
27:19under and it's a fight to the monkey bars 20 press-ups tire flip sprint around fall back on your numbers
27:2810 and 2 ready go competing in pairs recruits who win their round will be released
27:39but the losers will run the circuit again rarely in life do we have opportunities to give a hundred
27:47percent 20 press-ups let's go and the special forces the very nature of the work is arduous who
27:54wants it ready go go go go under over the words I give up do not exist in a special forces vocabulary
28:05four and 18 go before you don't want to lose this winning their rounds at 10 and 14 winning is
28:20everything that's why I'm here to find out if I have what it takes yeah number two is falling behind
28:30fatigue is natural you are not tired 10 14 back to the barracks all right 11 and 18 get in position go
28:40the weaker recruits face another circuit two and four in a position go fast you can go quick as you can
28:51go back to the barracks that's it all right two you're gonna really have to dig oh
29:01can't do it again 11 go number 11 and number four back to the barracks is that when their rounds
29:10the ds is always watching man I got to start getting directions I did four tire turns gather yourself
29:19number 18 and two must go again it is critical whoever gets through those monkey bars first I'll tell you
29:26that go quickly too fast as you can get right behind them too you gotta want that
29:38I know that the ds can really get in your face swing those arms pump those legs they're trying to you
29:49know break you down and figure out why you're here and your weaknesses so I hope I don't retaliate 18
29:57dismissed back to the barracks it just wasn't fair I'm stronger than her strength wise you know such
30:05thing is fair you are not tired tired is a state of mind it's like a horror show
30:16are you really giving us everything you got I want to be here clearly clearly what does that mean I'm
30:30here no I'm saying to me does it not seem like I'm trying we're the judge of that you keep falling in
30:38last that's not true stop with your attitude eyes forward mouth shut do you understand that yes do it now
30:48all right two said enough go
30:54bro this is so stupid just so annoying to be told you're not trying not they're just trying to get in
31:07your head
31:08you're good about your cleanliness yeah I kind of let it go for this that's why everybody knows I stink
31:23okay very good yes yes I washed my face that's crazy Gia is not really into that like this is this is
31:39easier than his armpits so number four they hate him they're checking for a scorpion
31:49yeah they do hate him but they know more about him than we do that's the thing that's the thing
31:56he's an old guy and he's still here so you've got to give you know there's something in him yeah he
32:01takes it and keeps going we still don't know his real character we still don't know who he really is
32:06whether he's putting up this charade or whatever it is yeah yeah we still haven't broke his wall he
32:11had to figure out what the what the hell's up with him we should talk to four
32:15four four jeez holy hell having been on their radar all day the ds want to find out more about
32:28number four yes tv personality cody brown
32:34how you feeling i'm happy to be here why why are you so happy to be here
33:01this is an experience that i'm it's hard definitely but i'm there's a cherish about it
33:09to challenge myself beyond where i've ever gone to see what i have
33:16when we witness that task when life and limb is on the line
33:23it all fell apart and what we witnessed is that it was all about you and your decision making
33:30i'm aware of my mistakes on this course very aware
33:36we're at the point now where i've got to ask you a question would i have you next to me
33:43what was your calling you have a husband and a father okay tell us about that
33:53i um had four wives and so so you had four i had four wives yeah you have jealousy
34:02within the household within the household yes um within the family like you would favoring kids and
34:08or not favoring kids and there's always the accusation that i was favoring one over another
34:13but they were turning against you they were like i don't need dad or want dad in my life
34:19i was offended by a lot of what they did what did they do my children uh they they rejected me
34:26i see i felt like i gave all my kids what i had as long as they were engaging me
34:32they always got reciprocation
34:34do you feel that you're taking your um proper responsibility
34:43in the fallout of your kids
34:46don't want to admit i'm wrong sometimes
34:49why is that
34:51don't like being wrong
34:54no one does
34:56that's ownership
34:59i mean there was a point in my life when i was concerned about everybody
35:04you're concerned about everybody as long as they sang to your tune as long as they agree with
35:09everything you believe in
35:11i don't think you're being honest with me
35:14i'm the discrepancy i should have had a stronger relationship with my children
35:17okay now we're getting somewhere
35:20so what are you going to do about that
35:22and i'm a place in my life now
35:30where i'm very willing to say that i
35:35i've been wrong
35:38are you taking ownership right now
35:44my failures was because i didn't know about
35:47being good dad and husband and i thought i did
35:51i really thought i did
35:52and i misunderstood that
35:55and i did it wrong in so many ways and i hated
36:03i hated being blamed for it
36:06and so it made me resistant to ownership
36:09yeah that that resistance or not wanting to be blamed
36:13it's a very adolescent way of looking at things
36:16i'll take that
36:18take it
36:23because the faults are you
36:26yes dad
36:27no one else
36:27you
36:28and when you really hold that
36:32you'll do something about it
36:34dig deep
36:39and keep going
36:40yes dad
36:41god
36:45oh
36:46oh
36:46oh
36:57turn to your right
36:59you're right
37:01i would like to repair all the relationships with my family
37:10and even with my ex-wives
37:12and that's not easy
37:14all right get out of here
37:16yes dad
37:18it's tough that was a tough one
37:22uh yeah it was uh
37:24so much about my life and my past
37:27yeah
37:28like uh
37:30not being honest with myself
37:32not taking ownership of
37:36of things failures and stuff like that
37:44they want honesty from me
37:45when i've been on stuff that i've been deceiving myself about
37:49i am sorry that i have hurt or offended my children
37:54and that kind of humility i need back in my life
37:58what they're saying to me
38:01is get around your facade and stop protecting yourself
38:06and be honest with yourself
38:08i'm trying to figure out how it's applicable here
38:11i don't know exactly how i dig into this here
38:16welcome to the end game
38:19come and sit down mad dog
38:33when we go away at operations
38:36communication back home is zilch
38:39what we do
38:40is a thing called death letters
38:42so before every operation
38:44you write
38:45your last word you want to tell
38:47and god forbid
38:49if something goes wrong
38:50those last words
38:52are in that paper
38:53and it goes to your family
38:54there you go
38:56thank you sir
38:56death letters are designed
39:00to open up the recruits
39:02to show their true emotions
39:04i don't know if i can do this
39:06that vulnerability will then bring them all closer together
39:09it creates that bond within the team
39:12and that in itself will help you to stay alive
39:15these are going to be really hard to get through
39:20i know
39:21cody
39:23dear robin love of my life
39:27please tell my children
39:28i had wanted more time
39:30to tell them i love them
39:32had there been time
39:34i would have got it right
39:36fixed it
39:36you were my rock through so much sadness
39:39i'll see you in your dreams sweet queen
39:42my eternal love cody
39:43all right
39:46yes sir
39:48mom i wouldn't be the person i am today without you
39:53i'm on this journey knowing you want me to go all the way
39:56and put my all into it
39:58now it's what the small stuff
40:01thank you for letting me do me
40:04i love you mom
40:05i really try not to cry
40:08okay
40:09dear dad my best pal
40:11i think of you every single day
40:13and thank you for making me exactly who i am
40:15i hope i brought you as much joy as you brought me
40:18remember there's always a silver lining
40:20kids i feel terrible that i'm not going to be here to watch you grow up
40:27but even when i'm not there i'm always right there
40:31you can do whatever you want to do
40:34just believe in yourself
40:35sean i'm gonna leave you the same way i got you with a subpar over sappy poem
40:46some say they fall into love i don't think that's right
40:50i say we struggled into love we both had to fight
40:53you chose to humbly be together
40:57nine years later
40:58we're still choosing each other
41:00i love you
41:02you will be fine without me
41:04and all my nonsense
41:05i love you
41:06bro
41:07thank you
41:13you too
41:14come on
41:15he's the romeo to your juliet
41:17okay
41:18you got this
41:21you are my absolute world
41:23my best friend
41:24my teammate in life
41:26and the greatest father to our beautiful babies
41:29you're a greater man than you could ever know
41:39i love you
41:40squeeze our babies for me please
41:43every single day
41:44and to all three
41:47i love you to the moon and back
41:49everything about you is absolutely perfect
41:51you made me a mommy
41:52and it's the greatest job i've ever had in my life
41:55no matter what you do
41:57i will always love you
41:59here you go
42:00i just want to puddle
42:09all right
42:19let's go to bed and get ready to get our butts kicked tomorrow right
42:22yeah
42:22good night everyone
42:25next time
42:39go
42:39you can do this
42:41go
42:41let's do it
42:42hurry up
42:43the battle is never over
42:45that's it
42:46it's a dull fight
42:48your gas tank will be empty
42:50if you get going
42:52oh give me your own button
42:52the base is under attack
42:55kick it out of town man
42:57get the job on him
42:57you got the dolls looking for you
43:00go go go go go go go
43:01get on your knees
43:05go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go
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