00:00it i i i was a player on the server that eventually got like entrusted with stuff to do
00:10and then i did those things to do and then like eventually i became admin but like through this
00:19entire like process even when doing admin when when being an admin it feels like it's just kind
00:26of like a label it's it's just a label right but like the actual admin like power it's not like i was
00:36able to necessarily uh change things that you would expect from an admin you know what i mean
00:44so like if if i got to that point and i couldn't do those things then why the fuck would i just go
00:52back to just play at the basic level you know what i mean that's basically kind of like it in a nutshell
01:03you