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In the romantic drama '18+ Forever First Love 2020', photographer Paul unexpectedly reunites with his first love, Anna, in a bustling Filipino market. As their passions reignite, the couple faces a clash of principles concerning relationships, religion, and morality. The pivotal night they spend together promises to alter their lives forever.

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00:02:30My ears must have been burning.
00:02:31Where in the world are you now?
00:02:33I am in the Philippines.
00:02:35Philippines?
00:02:36I thought you were in Thailand.
00:02:37Yeah, no, I finished that gig last week.
00:02:39How was it?
00:02:40Well, it was soul-destroying, but hey, look, I finally got a project that I think is worth
00:02:44talking about.
00:02:44I'd love to run it by you if you've got a second.
00:02:46Yeah, I'd love to.
00:02:47Hang on, Paul, it's witching hour here.
00:02:49Yeah, okay.
00:02:50What have you done now?
00:02:51Kids at it again.
00:02:52I'm sorry, Paul, I have to go.
00:02:54Love you to the moon.
00:02:57Yeah, love you too.
00:02:58How are you?
00:02:59Yeah.
00:03:00I'm sorry.
00:03:03Yeah.
00:03:03He's using the mill.
00:03:05I'm sorry.
00:03:05I'm sorry.
00:03:06How are you doing?
00:03:07I'm sorry.
00:03:08Yeah.
00:03:09What are you doing?
00:03:09I'm sorry.
00:03:10Okay.
00:03:11I'm sorry.
00:03:11I don't know.
00:04:41You look very handsome.
00:04:43Thank you, so do you.
00:04:46Thank you for the handsome.
00:04:47Oh, no, I mean, you look exactly the same.
00:04:50So do you.
00:04:51You haven't changed.
00:04:51Oh, yes.
00:04:52I assure you I have changed.
00:04:54How long has it been?
00:04:59I don't know.
00:04:59How long has it been?
00:05:0216 years.
00:05:0316?
00:05:04No way.
00:05:06Wow, that's a long time.
00:05:08What are you doing here?
00:05:09I'm here for work, for a conference.
00:05:12I'm here on stopover for a night.
00:05:14Nice.
00:05:14You're enjoying the chaos?
00:05:15Oh, my God.
00:05:16It's like the crowd and the noise.
00:05:19Why are you here?
00:05:20Well, I'm taking some photos.
00:05:21Of course.
00:05:22Yeah.
00:05:22Why the Philippines?
00:05:24I'm doing some shots for a magazine spread.
00:05:26Very nice.
00:05:28I saw you earlier.
00:05:30You appeared in my lens, like, in this sea of people.
00:05:34Are you some kind of stalker or something?
00:05:37Yeah, it sounds like it.
00:05:38Yeah.
00:05:39So a conference in the Philippines?
00:05:40Yeah.
00:05:41I'm flying tomorrow to Cebu, and I'm going to be at the conference for two days, and I hope
00:05:46the rest of the time just at the beach.
00:05:47Nice.
00:05:48Working hard.
00:05:49No, I'm the key speaker, so I have to behave.
00:05:52Do you want to grab a coffee or something?
00:05:54I have to go.
00:05:56I have to meet my colleague.
00:05:58We need to go over the notes for the speech.
00:06:01Seriously?
00:06:05It's okay.
00:06:05It's, um...
00:06:08Yeah.
00:06:11I'm sorry.
00:06:12It's not that I don't want to go.
00:06:13It's just...
00:06:15She's...
00:06:15We're really unprepared.
00:06:16It's okay.
00:06:17I have got loads to shoot anyway.
00:06:20It's a shame.
00:06:22Yeah.
00:06:28But it was really, really good to see you.
00:06:30Shit, there is just...
00:06:32There's so much I want to say to you right now.
00:06:35Damn it.
00:06:35It's good to see you.
00:06:38Yeah.
00:06:38Yeah.
00:06:42You really have to go.
00:06:46I'm sorry.
00:06:49Well, take care of yourself.
00:06:53Um...
00:06:53I don't know.
00:06:54It's maybe a good night.
00:06:55Yeah.
00:06:56Yeah.
00:06:57Yeah.
00:07:00Yeah.
00:07:01Ooh!
00:07:02Bye!
00:07:02Bye!
00:07:03Bye!
00:07:04Bye!
00:07:05Bye!
00:07:06Bye!
00:07:06Bye!
00:07:07Bye!
00:07:08Bye!
00:07:09Bye!
00:07:11Bye!
00:07:11Bye!
00:07:11Bye!
00:07:17Bye!
00:07:19Bye!
00:07:19Bye!
00:07:20Hannah, what are we doing?
00:07:48We just run into each other after all of these years and you're just going to walk away?
00:07:53What time do you have to meet your friend?
00:07:55Six.
00:07:56That is hours away.
00:07:57Come on an adventure with me.
00:07:58I will get you out of the city.
00:07:59We'll see some sights and I will have you back in time to meet your colleague, I promise.
00:08:04Por favore.
00:08:06Mi kama pol.
00:08:08Biceri di concho.
00:08:10Something or rather.
00:08:12What do we got?
00:08:13Cotella focchetta.
00:08:14Si.
00:08:15Cuchiaio.
00:08:16Cuchiaio.
00:08:17And I definitely remember Bella.
00:08:24Okay.
00:08:25Yes.
00:08:26Come on.
00:08:27Have you been on one of these yet?
00:08:34No, not yet.
00:08:35Are you going to tell me where we're going?
00:08:36It's a surprise.
00:08:37I hate surprises.
00:08:38I remember.
00:08:39It's a surprise.
00:08:40I hate surprises.
00:08:41I remember.
00:08:42You comfy up there?
00:08:43Yep.
00:08:44So good catching up like this.
00:08:45It's great.
00:08:46It's great.
00:08:47It's great.
00:08:48It's great.
00:08:49It's great.
00:08:50It's a surprise.
00:08:51It's a surprise.
00:08:52It's a surprise.
00:08:53It's a surprise.
00:08:54It's a surprise.
00:08:55It's a surprise.
00:08:56Yeah.
00:08:57You comfy up there?
00:09:01You comfy up there?
00:09:08Yep.
00:09:09It's so good catching up like this.
00:09:13It's great.
00:09:31I've seen some of your work, it's very good.
00:10:00That is very kind of you.
00:10:05You must love it.
00:10:06Yeah, it's pretty good.
00:10:07I mean, I've just come back from Thailand where I get paid to take people around to these pre-set-up locations so that they can pretend to be photographers for a little while.
00:10:16It does get a little bit monotonous, to be honest.
00:10:19Yeah, it must be boring.
00:10:21Travelling around, seeing amazing places, getting paid for it.
00:10:25Yes, okay, well played.
00:10:29I mean, what I mean is that the gig that I'm doing here is way more in line with the kind of stuff that I love.
00:10:36Enough about me.
00:10:37You.
00:10:38Tell me about you, this talk, what you're doing.
00:10:40I'm leaving tomorrow and the talk is the next day.
00:10:43But I really don't want to be speaking in public.
00:10:46Like, I hate it.
00:10:47Okay, so...
00:10:48It's just, I'm not very interesting.
00:10:50I'm presenting this program to work with people with dementia.
00:10:54Okay, what's the program?
00:10:55So the program is, we have a robot baby seal.
00:10:57You have a robot baby seal?
00:10:59Yes.
00:11:00Robot baby seal.
00:11:01As you do.
00:11:02As you do.
00:11:03Yeah.
00:11:04And, so basically it's got like facial recognition, so it helps the patients with communication.
00:11:09It improves the moods, that kind of stuff.
00:11:12So it's essentially a smartphone.
00:11:14Yeah.
00:11:15What?
00:11:16What?
00:11:17It's a fake relationship.
00:11:18Yeah.
00:11:19No, not exactly like a smartphone, no.
00:11:22Sorry, I don't mean to undermine what you're doing.
00:11:24I'm...
00:11:25It's just that, surely a human interaction would be better or like a dog or a cat.
00:11:30No, you can't have a dog or a cat because a dog or a cat you have to feed them, you have
00:11:34to look after them.
00:11:35They can't be there all the time.
00:11:37It wouldn't be good.
00:11:38Trust me.
00:11:39It wouldn't work.
00:11:40Okay, I'm sorry.
00:11:41It's okay.
00:11:42I'm sure the work that you do is amazing.
00:11:43And I always knew that you would end up helping people.
00:11:50Ciao.
00:11:51Miss Tai, are you from here?
00:11:56What are you doing?
00:11:58I was going to capture the moment.
00:12:00Did you have my permission?
00:12:02It's kind of hard to capture a moment if you have to ask for permission.
00:12:05Well, I don't give you my permission, so...
00:12:07Okay.
00:12:08I don't remember you being so uptight.
00:12:11Uptight?
00:12:12Yeah, reserved.
00:12:14Uptight.
00:12:15It's not about being uptight.
00:12:17It's a...
00:12:18I just don't like my pictures being taken.
00:12:20That's all.
00:12:21But you're sitting there and the light is perfect and you had a beautiful smile on your face.
00:12:25I just don't see what the big deal is.
00:12:26I don't care.
00:12:27I don't like it.
00:12:28I don't care about the light and blah, blah, blah.
00:12:31Okay, fine.
00:12:32Put the camera away then.
00:12:33Why do you think it's so personal?
00:12:35Let's get the shit out of here.
00:12:36You should have seen your face.
00:12:37That was really a moment for sketchy.
00:12:38Ah, yes.
00:12:39It was.
00:12:40Very funny.
00:12:41Give me the camera.
00:12:42So, I managed to get my own place in the end.
00:12:43That's super impressive.
00:12:44It did make my Babu very proud.
00:12:45Hey, yeah, look, I was really sorry to hear about his passing.
00:12:46I feel like I should have written to you or something.
00:12:47Thanks.
00:12:48No, it's okay.
00:12:49I heard that.
00:12:50I know it.
00:12:52Hey, it's okay.
00:12:53I'm not going to get you.
00:12:54You don't have to get me.
00:12:55I am not going to go anywhere.
00:12:56I'm not going to go anywhere.
00:12:57I'm never going anywhere.
00:12:58It's okay.
00:12:59I'm coming now.
00:13:00I'm not going anywhere.
00:13:01I'm not going anywhere.
00:13:02Yeah, I'm not going anywhere.
00:13:04No.
00:13:05I'm not going anywhere.
00:13:06Okay, great.
00:13:07Yeah.
00:13:08And he's really off.
00:13:09Well, he is.
00:13:10He's very sorry.
00:13:11He's not going anywhere.
00:13:12We are going anywhere.
00:13:14And I'm not going anywhere to have a match.
00:13:16Can I imagine you?
00:13:17Remember, we all dived under the wave and Filippo, he just freaked out in front of it.
00:13:21And I just remember looking back and seeing his arms and legs and arms and legs as he was swept down the beach.
00:13:26That's not fun.
00:13:29It's a little bit funny.
00:13:34Hey, look, okay, hey, I'm sorry.
00:13:37Your father was really, really something.
00:13:40You know that, right?
00:13:41Are you laughing?
00:13:42That is funny.
00:13:42I told you it was a little bit funny.
00:13:43Listen, how much further?
00:13:45Believe me when I tell you it is not fun.
00:13:47You said that 15 minutes ago and you said you would get me out of the heat.
00:13:54Where we're going is a surprise.
00:13:58Come on, it's character building.
00:14:02I hate surprises.
00:14:04I hate them.
00:14:05You keep telling me that.
00:14:06I hate them.
00:14:07I hate them.
00:14:08I hate them.
00:14:12I hate them.
00:14:13Oh
00:14:43Let's give him a friend
00:15:13Come on
00:15:15Yes you can
00:15:17Anna
00:15:19I've been trying to
00:15:21I've been trying to
00:15:23Baby
00:15:25Sorry
00:15:27No no
00:15:29Oh no
00:15:31I've been trying to
00:15:33I've been trying to
00:15:35I've been trying to
00:15:37Where is the sun?
00:15:41Is that
00:15:43Yes
00:15:49The wind makes it move
00:15:51Yes
00:15:53Again again
00:15:55Very very nice
00:16:11Here is to chance encounters
00:16:15Flat tyres
00:16:17And woeful singing
00:16:19Cheers
00:16:23So why haven't you married yet?
00:16:25Oh wow
00:16:27Straight to the point
00:16:29Come on you're a decent guy
00:16:31You're talented
00:16:33Interesting to a point
00:16:35To a point?
00:16:37Thank you
00:16:39Why no love?
00:16:41Look there's been relationships here and there
00:16:43Longest one?
00:16:45Probably two years
00:16:47And?
00:16:49And it flamed out
00:16:51It grew apart
00:16:53It got boring
00:16:54Did you love her?
00:16:55Yeah maybe
00:16:57Maybe
00:16:58Yeah that's why I grew apart
00:16:59It's just
00:17:00It's not that simple
00:17:01Okay?
00:17:03What about you?
00:17:04I mean you
00:17:05Are with this guy right?
00:17:06But you're not married
00:17:07You guys seem crazy about each other
00:17:09It's interesting to see what's real
00:17:11And how things appear to be
00:17:13You guys are still going strong though
00:17:15Aren't you?
00:17:16It's complicated
00:17:21What does he do?
00:17:23He's a nurse
00:17:24A male nurse
00:17:25You're being such a
00:17:29What is this?
00:17:30I don't even know what this is
00:17:31Are you milking a cow?
00:17:33Yeah that's what I'm doing
00:17:35That's exactly what I'm doing
00:17:36Yeah
00:17:37Stupid
00:17:39What's his name?
00:17:41Luca
00:17:42Luca
00:17:43And is he some kind of asshole or something?
00:17:46No he's actually very nice
00:17:48Sounds terrible
00:17:49You're being a milker again
00:17:53Sorry please go on
00:17:55I don't know
00:17:56He's just that kind of person who
00:17:58He needs my attention all the time
00:18:00And I like to be independent
00:18:02But he can't handle being on his own
00:18:05Needy
00:18:06Yeah
00:18:07We've all been that guy
00:18:08Maybe you just have a power over men
00:18:11Over men
00:18:16Tell me
00:18:18What's your favourite memory
00:18:20From back then?
00:18:25I like the beach
00:18:30Just the beach
00:18:31You were nice too
00:18:33You were nice too
00:18:36I'm so glad that I made the list of 2003 Australian holiday memories
00:18:40What about you?
00:18:41I'm gonna say
00:18:42Red wine
00:18:43Red wine
00:18:44To this day still can't touch this stuff but I absolutely love the smell of it
00:18:54You always tasted of red wine
00:19:01Let's continue this adventure while we have the time yeah?
00:19:11Sure
00:19:12You finish that then we will go to the Spanish Quarter where if you are lucky I might take your photo
00:19:17Okay Spanish Quarter yes
00:19:18Photo no
00:19:19I am going to take your photo today
00:19:21You're not
00:19:22It is going to happen
00:19:23It is not going to happen
00:19:24It is not going to happen
00:19:25It will
00:19:26Yeah whatever
00:19:27I am going to be thinking
00:19:28Is that
00:19:29Well we just think of it
00:19:30I am going to take your photo
00:19:31I am going to take your photo
00:19:32Yes
00:19:33This way
00:19:34Yes
00:19:35Yes
00:19:36This way
00:19:37Yes
00:19:38Yes
00:21:47This was one of the first cities claimed by the German army in the Second World War as a tactical port.
00:21:52Hmm.
00:21:53Hmm.
00:21:54It turns out when Hitler first visited in 1942, he liked this church so much that he claimed it as his headquarters.
00:22:09Really?
00:22:10He did have one issue with it, though, and that was that he didn't like the original colour.
00:22:19So he had the local nuns repaint it to resemble his favourite dessert, tiramassu.
00:22:26Hey!
00:22:27What's going on?
00:22:33Hey!
00:22:34What's going on?
00:22:40You're such a child.
00:22:41Always praying tricks on me, like at the Australian zoo.
00:22:42What was it?
00:22:43Find the dingbat.
00:22:44What is the cross between a dingo and a wombat?
00:22:45What is the cross between a dingo and a wombat?
00:22:46It's not funny.
00:22:47Do you understand?
00:22:48Do you understand?
00:22:49You make me look stupid asking everyone, excuse me.
00:22:50Where's the dingbat?
00:22:51Where's the dingbat?
00:22:52Where's the dingbat?
00:22:53You make me feel like a...
00:22:54Like a dingbat?
00:22:55It's not funny, Paul, seriously.
00:22:56Especially inside a church.
00:22:57What?
00:22:58Oh, come on!
00:22:59It's a tiramassu.
00:23:00Hey!
00:23:01I'm kidding!
00:23:02I don't care.
00:23:03Get away.
00:23:04Oh, come on.
00:23:05Look, OK.
00:23:06It's a tiramassu.
00:23:07Hey, I'm kidding.
00:23:08I don't care.
00:23:09Get away.
00:23:10Oh, come on.
00:23:11Look, OK, let's go.
00:23:13I'm going to the beach.
00:23:15We're going to the beach.
00:23:16I'm going to the beach.
00:23:17I'm going to the beach.
00:23:18I'm going to the beach.
00:23:19I'm going to the beach.
00:23:20This is a bit of a bit of a hill.
00:23:21Come on. Look, okay, look, I promise, no more jokes, all right? Let's just be adults.
00:23:25You can't.
00:23:27Can you just hang on for one second, please?
00:23:29No, I said no pictures.
00:23:36I don't want a picture of you.
00:23:40Just wash that bag for me, will you?
00:23:43Make sure no one takes it.
00:23:51I don't know.
00:24:21Okay, look, I'm an arsehole.
00:24:48It's fine.
00:24:49Yeah, no, I'm really sorry.
00:24:51It's okay, I'm being uptight.
00:24:55No, it's all right.
00:24:56Don't worry, the beer is kicking in.
00:24:59Cheap date.
00:25:00So this is a date now?
00:25:05I don't date smokers.
00:25:07I quit for a long time, just recently started again.
00:25:11Stress will do that to you.
00:25:12Yeah.
00:25:13Look, this is what I was taking pictures of before, so just look through there and turn
00:25:17that bar there.
00:25:20Ah, nice.
00:25:22I like it.
00:25:24Good.
00:25:24I do much prefer photos with people in them, though.
00:25:28Let's move on.
00:25:32Don't forget your bag.
00:25:34Do you remember how hard it was to get rid of your brother so that we could, you know?
00:25:43There you go.
00:25:45Do you know I gave him money at one point?
00:25:47You what?
00:25:47Didn't work, though.
00:25:49He, like, went for 20 minutes, came back.
00:25:52He was very determined.
00:25:53So were you.
00:25:54That first time you kissed me was...
00:25:56Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, what?
00:25:58I kissed you.
00:25:59It's true.
00:26:00No way.
00:26:01I wasn't going to make a move on you.
00:26:03I was terrified, and I had absolutely no idea what I was doing.
00:26:06You put your hand up my shirt.
00:26:08Yeah, see, that I do remember.
00:26:10Well, and then you put your tongue down my throat.
00:26:14First girl, I ever kissed.
00:26:18At least learn from the best.
00:26:20Of the best?
00:26:21That's what they say.
00:26:23That's what they say.
00:26:26Ah.
00:26:28Hey, can I ask you a question?
00:26:30Yeah.
00:26:31May I please take your photo?
00:26:34No!
00:26:44Come on.
00:26:45What is this, torture?
00:26:46Yes.
00:26:47For me it is.
00:26:48Why?
00:26:49Because I don't like it.
00:26:51Why?
00:26:52What do you see?
00:26:54What do you mean, what do you see?
00:26:55I see myself.
00:26:56Not an interesting subject.
00:26:58When you slump your shoulders like that, sure.
00:27:00The girl that I remember was unstoppable.
00:27:04That was a long time ago.
00:27:06Can we lose the bag, please?
00:27:07And the shirt.
00:27:13Much better.
00:27:14All right, again.
00:27:19Now stand up straight.
00:27:23All right.
00:27:24Perfect.
00:27:25Much better.
00:27:26All right, let's try just a bit over here.
00:27:29I think the backlighting will be a bit better.
00:27:30Yeah, just, what about there somewhere?
00:27:39Okay.
00:27:44Much better.
00:28:00I love it.
00:28:12That's what I see.
00:28:13This is my favorite.
00:28:42That is a good one, yes.
00:28:45Yeah.
00:28:48Let me show you my, look at you though, all obsessed all of a sudden.
00:28:53Seriously though, let me show you my favorite of you.
00:28:56Okay.
00:28:58My favorite photo is, uh, that one.
00:29:08I love it.
00:29:09Do I have your permission to use it?
00:29:13How is it that you've got a gift of being so nice and then suddenly so annoying?
00:29:18Practice.
00:29:20So this is how I found you and then I lost you.
00:29:23And then I found you.
00:29:24And then you walked away like, ciao.
00:29:26Come on, ciao.
00:29:27I know, I didn't know what to do.
00:29:29I just, I walked off and I felt so stupid.
00:29:31You should have come back.
00:29:33Well, I'm glad you came after me.
00:29:34What was that thing you used to do?
00:29:45What thing?
00:29:46That hand monster thing.
00:29:50Do you mean, the rookie monster house?
00:29:53That thing you're hiding from me.
00:29:55What?
00:30:03Nothing.
00:30:03Don't say nothing.
00:30:05Come on.
00:30:05Spill.
00:30:08Rookie was very low.
00:30:09All right.
00:30:13You've been warned.
00:30:22Too bad.
00:30:25Oh.
00:30:25Oh.
00:30:25Oh.
00:30:26Oh.
00:30:26So, so...
00:30:27Oh.
00:30:28Oh.
00:30:28Oh.
00:30:28Oh.
00:30:29Oh.
00:30:30Oh.
00:30:30Oh.
00:30:30Oh.
00:30:32Oh.
00:30:33Oh.
00:30:33Oh.
00:30:34Uh, coming up.
00:30:52Wow.
00:31:04Yeah.
00:31:06Welcome.
00:31:22Oh, I love this one.
00:31:28Thanks.
00:31:30Yeah, I had to wait till they stopped smiling to get home.
00:31:34Aw, you're the fun uncle?
00:31:38Yeah, when I'm home.
00:31:44Bathroom?
00:31:48Is right through those doors.
00:32:00I'll just grab us a drink and then we'll have to get going.
00:32:03We might be a few minutes late though.
00:32:38Shall we get going?
00:33:08Yeah.
00:33:20Comfy there?
00:33:22Mm-hmm.
00:33:24You comfy there?
00:33:26Yeah, well, I mean, if I had to choose somewhere to lean on, so this door frame would be a pretty good choice.
00:33:34Don't you have to meet your, um, friend? Colleague?
00:33:38I texted her.
00:33:40Would you like me to come over there and keep you company?
00:33:47If you like.
00:33:49Yeah.
00:33:50Yeah.
00:33:52Yeah.
00:33:53I'm sorry.
00:34:08Okay.
00:34:10Do you have to check my door?
00:35:26Goddammit.
00:35:29You haven't changed that for a while.
00:35:31No, no, no, no, no. Let me.
00:35:33No, no, no, no, no, no.
00:36:03No, no, no, no.
00:36:33It's the same thing. Shut up.
00:36:40I did always want to learn how to play the piano.
00:36:42I am so...
00:36:54I am so...
00:37:02I don't know.
00:37:32I don't know.
00:38:02Let me finish.
00:38:05Come on, I want to go out.
00:38:06I'm hungry.
00:38:08I could go another round.
00:38:10You're such a boy.
00:38:14It's me, T.
00:38:16Stop it.
00:38:18Go get dressed.
00:38:20Yes, ma'am.
00:38:23Stop it.
00:38:24I'm hungry.
00:38:44Take care of yourself, my friend.
00:38:57For you'll never know when it will all come to an end.
00:39:10It's only time will tell when death shall ring its bell.
00:39:20So take that you care of yourself, my friend.
00:39:32Cause you are a single grain.
00:39:40I'll be a molecule.
00:39:45Must take it for a game.
00:39:50Only a simple full time.
00:39:59But you care of yourself, my friend.
00:40:07Okay, I've got one for you.
00:40:09You have to choose between killing a human or a dog.
00:40:12Do I know the human or the dog?
00:40:13Doesn't matter.
00:40:14Yes, it does.
00:40:15Why?
00:40:17Because it's going to help me decide who I'm going to kill.
00:40:19So you wouldn't just save the human every time?
00:40:21No, no way.
00:40:23Really?
00:40:23Really.
00:40:24Why?
00:40:25Because if you asked me to choose between a dog that I'd raised from a puppy and a human
00:40:29that I didn't know or even care about, then I'm sorry, but I'm choosing my dog every time.
00:40:33But humans have a soul.
00:40:35They pass on.
00:40:36Animals have souls too.
00:40:38And maybe not your robot seal, but where do you think we pass on to?
00:40:42I don't know.
00:40:42Somewhere.
00:40:43Nirvana, paradise.
00:40:45This can be it.
00:40:46No.
00:40:47I don't believe in an afterlife.
00:40:48I mean, where do we get off thinking that we are more important than animals?
00:40:52We are at the top of the food chain.
00:40:54We understand mortality.
00:40:55Animals don't.
00:40:56Children don't get the concept of life and death until they're like five or six.
00:41:00You would save a dog over a kid?
00:41:02Ah, come on.
00:41:03Now you're just being ridiculous.
00:41:05Come to think of it, though.
00:41:07Puppies don't need nappy changes.
00:41:09No, they just shit everywhere.
00:41:10So do my niece and nephew.
00:41:11Come on.
00:41:13What would you do?
00:41:14I'd kill the dog.
00:41:16So you'd just kill the dog?
00:41:17Instead of a pedophile or a murderer or a white supremacist.
00:41:24I mean, come on.
00:41:25I mean, surely you've thought about killing your brother from time to time.
00:41:28Yeah, okay.
00:41:28I guess there can be some exceptions.
00:41:30That is my point exactly.
00:41:33I remember you being religious.
00:41:36You make it sound like it's a disease or something.
00:41:39There's nothing wrong with having faith.
00:41:41Yeah, okay.
00:41:42So religions die when they are proven to be true.
00:41:45Science is the record of dead religions.
00:41:48Are you quoting Oscar Wilde?
00:41:49Yeah, very badly, but yes.
00:41:51Why does everything have to be clear?
00:41:54You know, I like to think that my bubble still exists somewhere.
00:41:58Yeah, sorry, I'm super insensitive.
00:42:04It's okay, you're entitled to your beliefs.
00:42:08You must miss him.
00:42:11Every day.
00:42:12But you know, he's given me a lot to be thankful for.
00:42:15I met my half-brother at the funeral for the first time.
00:42:17Who?
00:42:19His name is Filippo, like Babbo.
00:42:22I didn't know that your dad was married before he met your mother.
00:42:25No, he's my younger brother.
00:42:26So what, your parents split?
00:42:28No, they didn't.
00:42:29So your mom was at the funeral?
00:42:31Yes, and so was Francesca.
00:42:33And who's Francesca?
00:42:35Babbo's girlfriend.
00:42:36No.
00:42:37That's...
00:42:38That is devastating for your mother.
00:42:40How long has this been going on for?
00:42:41A while.
00:42:42My brother's 20, so...
00:42:4420?
00:42:44No, you're having me on.
00:42:47No, I'm not.
00:42:48I'm just enjoying your face.
00:42:50So your mom knew that your father had a mistress?
00:42:53Of course she did.
00:42:55Look at you, so judgmental.
00:42:57And you knew?
00:42:58Yes.
00:42:59And you were okay with that?
00:43:01No, why would I mind?
00:43:03Their relationship was none of my business.
00:43:05You know, I thought you were more of a free thinker.
00:43:07You're sounding quite religious right now.
00:43:08But that's because your father had a second family for 20 years
00:43:12and your mother and you were okay with that.
00:43:14You're so conservative.
00:43:16Relationships are different for different people.
00:43:19Conservatives have got nothing to do with it, okay?
00:43:21When you get married, you make a promise to love someone
00:43:23for the rest of their life, and that's what you should do.
00:43:24Again, another very patient sentiment.
00:43:27That's because he had another family.
00:43:29So, what would you have him do?
00:43:32Leave a family that he loves, break up the family home,
00:43:35go through a nasty divorce and hurt everybody involved?
00:43:38No.
00:43:38How about just don't start something on the side in the first place?
00:43:40You are associating monogamy with love,
00:43:42which are two completely different things.
00:43:44My mum was happy with it.
00:43:46She actually preferred it.
00:43:47It took the pressure off her.
00:43:49What pressure?
00:43:50Paul, don't be naive.
00:43:51As women age and have children,
00:43:52their sexual drive is not as strong as their husband's.
00:43:55It's a fun.
00:43:55Yeah, but they can just, you know...
00:43:57No.
00:43:57Like, the wife has just had your children.
00:43:59Why are you getting so upset?
00:44:00Because it's wrong.
00:44:01But wrong by whose standards?
00:44:03Gods or societies?
00:44:05My babbo was always there for us.
00:44:07I never felt unloved or uncared for.
00:44:10And after we grew up, their sexual life was wonderful.
00:44:13Oh, that is... that's lovely.
00:44:14Paul, our parents have sexual desire, you know that.
00:44:17As long as everyone's consenting, where's the harm in it?
00:44:20People get hurt.
00:44:22Can you honestly say that this has had no effect on it?
00:44:24Yeah.
00:44:25Because you keep telling me that your life isn't interesting,
00:44:28but, I mean, maybe it's just because you don't feel like you're enough
00:44:31because your father needed a second family to feel fulfilled.
00:44:36Wow.
00:44:37That's a cheap shot.
00:44:39Yes, yes.
00:44:40I'm sorry.
00:44:40Yes, it is.
00:44:41That didn't come out the way that I wanted it to,
00:44:44but I'm just struggling with the concept here.
00:44:47Look, it doesn't work for everyone,
00:44:49but it did work for my family.
00:44:50We were living in the countryside,
00:44:52babbo was working in the city,
00:44:53Francesca was happy with the arrangement,
00:44:55she was a free spirit,
00:44:56but she still got to be a mother,
00:44:57and babbo loved them both,
00:44:59my mom and her.
00:45:02This is clearly getting you very upset,
00:45:04so let's talk about something else, okay?
00:45:08Let's just leave the rest of the world out of this.
00:45:11Yes.
00:45:11Yes.
00:45:13Yes, that's how I like my red wine.
00:45:24Tell me about your gallery thing.
00:45:41Kenja-taimu.
00:45:43Kenja-ke?
00:45:44Yeah, it's a Japanese slang.
00:45:47It means, it's that period of clear thinking that a man has when he is free from sexual desires,
00:45:52just after an orgasm.
00:45:53At least that's what the dictionary says.
00:45:55Milking?
00:45:56You and your dirty mind.
00:45:58Shut up.
00:45:59In English, it translates to Kenja, which is sage or wisdom,
00:46:03and Taimu, which is time, so sage of time.
00:46:06So, what does this have to do with your photography thing?
00:46:09Ah, so the exhibition was a series of portraits of old men,
00:46:12who look like they've just had an orgasm over all four walls.
00:46:17Well, come on the walls.
00:46:20No, no, no, no, no.
00:46:23What I mean is that the portraits were on all four walls of the gallery.
00:46:26Ah, ah.
00:46:31I don't know what I was expecting.
00:46:32Thousands of people and a big kind of Andy Warhol-styled factory party.
00:46:38You know what I would like an exhibition on?
00:46:40A take on people's poo faces.
00:46:44Think about it.
00:46:46People from different parts of the world, different genders, different ages.
00:46:50But what do we all have in common?
00:46:53A poo face.
00:46:54Exactly.
00:46:55Well, I guess when I speak it all out like that,
00:46:59it does sound like a gigantic wank.
00:47:05Oh, my gosh.
00:47:06You'll be happy to know that no one came and I lost a lot of money.
00:47:10What?
00:47:11I thought they all came.
00:47:12Oh!
00:47:20You.
00:47:21Calling me on my shit again.
00:47:22Oh.
00:47:23Man.
00:47:23Look, I'm an earnest guy.
00:47:25I am not going to apologize for it.
00:47:29It's...
00:47:30It is...
00:47:32Blowing my mind that you and I are here together in this city.
00:47:38You know, who could have possibly predicted that?
00:47:41I don't know.
00:47:41I don't think I would ever see you again.
00:47:43Yeah, same.
00:47:44I mean, it was all such a long time ago and over so fast.
00:47:46Hmm, just like all your girls.
00:47:50That is not true.
00:47:51I have had some relationships.
00:47:52Come on, three months here, six months there is not relationships.
00:47:55It's like the honeymoon period.
00:47:58Nothing real.
00:47:59Well, I happen to believe in looking for the right person.
00:48:04What makes a person right?
00:48:06Oh.
00:48:07Maybe it's about being the right person.
00:48:11Maybe it's about being the right person.
00:48:41Maybe it's about being the right person.
00:48:43Maybe it's about being the right person.
00:48:43If you want to believe it.
00:50:34Oh, no, no, please, no, please don't take my photos, please.
00:50:46I'm not a good subject.
00:50:49Oh, no, no, please.
00:50:50But the backlighting is so happy.
00:50:52You like my Australian accent?
00:50:56Yeah, amazing.
00:50:57Come on, please, I'm serious.
00:50:59Okay, excuse me.
00:51:00I'm trying to catch a moment here, okay?
00:51:02Now stand up straight.
00:51:03Look left.
00:51:04Look right, gorgeous.
00:51:10Yes, very sexy.
00:51:11Can we lose the towel?
00:51:13Okay, come on, please.
00:51:14Keep it going.
00:51:14Keep it going.
00:51:15Please.
00:51:15Keep it going, darling.
00:51:16It's expensive.
00:51:17Keep it going.
00:51:17Keep it going.
00:51:20Whoops.
00:51:21This is so nice.
00:51:36You look beautiful. Relaxed.
00:51:42I am. Best night of that in a while.
00:51:47Really?
00:51:49Uh-huh.
00:51:51It's just the wine.
00:51:54It's not just the wine.
00:52:06Does it get any better than this?
00:52:26No, it really doesn't.
00:52:30Until you spit away into another man's arms.
00:52:34This again.
00:52:36Yes, this again. It hurt.
00:52:38It came right back.
00:52:41You put yourself out there like you wanted to be with him.
00:52:47We're in a moment. That's all.
00:52:55We were just in a moment now.
00:53:04A kalau naqueline is 없는 one.
00:53:16I am happy you haven't seen my death.
00:53:17It's pretty cool.
00:53:18It's over here.
00:53:20We and the reduzions.
00:53:22It's nice that you kept all of your hair
00:53:52Thank you
00:53:54I see you lost most of yours
00:53:59You always have to be the funny guy
00:54:03You used to think I was hilarious
00:54:07I was just a girl
00:54:08When was I?
00:54:10You're still a boy
00:54:11The song keeps on
00:54:13Yeah, you still have the look of a boy in your eyes
00:54:17Is that a good thing?
00:54:20Yeah
00:54:21You were like a puppy batman
00:54:36Always following me around
00:54:38Oh, it was hard not to
00:54:40You were
00:54:41Quite intoxicating
00:54:44Until you came along
00:54:48Oh, I swore I would never touch another woman again
00:54:52Why?
00:54:54Nah, I'm sure I told you back then
00:54:57No, tell me again
00:54:58Okay
00:55:00So one day I was passed
00:55:02A letter
00:55:04From a secret admirer
00:55:06Oh, who was it?
00:55:07Yeah, it was this beautiful girl
00:55:10Who had seen me at the local disco
00:55:12Did you know her?
00:55:16No
00:55:17So how do you know she was beautiful?
00:55:19Well, she told me that she was a model
00:55:21In the letter?
00:55:22It's not relevant to the story
00:55:23No, no, no, no
00:55:24Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait
00:55:25The point is
00:55:25No, shut up for one minute
00:55:27So this girl tells you in a letter she's a model
00:55:29Mm-hmm
00:55:30And you've never seen her before
00:55:32Look
00:55:33So how did you know she was a real person?
00:55:35Seriously
00:55:35Okay, I was an idiot, all right?
00:55:37Okay
00:55:38But my friends thought I was a rock star
00:55:41So
00:55:42Yeah, I bet you did
00:55:43The point is that we kept riding back and forth
00:55:46And it felt like we were getting closer
00:55:47You know, weeks and weeks and weeks
00:55:50This went on for until eventually
00:55:52I asked if we could meet up
00:55:54Oh, thank God
00:55:55Oh, my God
00:55:57And?
00:55:58It was all a setup
00:56:00Everyone was involved
00:56:01Dingbat
00:56:03I'm just glad there was no social media back then
00:56:06They ruined it
00:56:11They did
00:56:11Yeah
00:56:12But then
00:56:13You came along
00:56:15What about you?
00:56:29You're being heartbroken
00:56:31Yeah
00:56:32Of course
00:56:33Hasn't everyone?
00:56:37Yeah
00:56:37But varying degrees
00:56:40The first guy I ever loved
00:56:46He broke my heart
00:56:47So
00:56:59We've been seeing each other for a couple of years
00:57:02And
00:57:03He was just pressuring me to have kids
00:57:06And get married
00:57:07But
00:57:08At the time it just wasn't for me
00:57:10Married or the kids?
00:57:11Both
00:57:12Really?
00:57:14But you're amazing with those kids at the orphanage
00:57:16Yeah, but just because you're good at something
00:57:18It doesn't mean that it's for you
00:57:19Okay
00:57:22So what, you just walked away?
00:57:24Well, I was very young
00:57:25And I just needed to step back
00:57:27And, you know
00:57:27And see what I
00:57:29What I wanted
00:57:30So we were on a break
00:57:32And the first weekend
00:57:33We were apart
00:57:34Uh
00:57:35He slept with a girl
00:57:37And she was pregnant
00:57:39Wow
00:57:40That's gotta help
00:57:41Did he stay with her?
00:57:45No, nothing like that
00:57:46They just
00:57:47They just had this baby together
00:57:48But no relationship
00:57:50I never understood how you could do that
00:57:51Just to have a baby with someone
00:57:52That you didn't even know
00:57:53That happens all the time
00:57:55I mean
00:57:56Do you ever really know anyone?
00:58:00Anyway
00:58:00Since that moment
00:58:01I decided that
00:58:02I would just
00:58:03Never go back
00:58:04So
00:58:05I never go back
00:58:07Did you guys stay friends though?
00:58:08No
00:58:09We tried
00:58:11Like he would write me letters
00:58:12From time to time
00:58:13But
00:58:13Yeah
00:58:14Yeah
00:58:15The best letter I ever got
00:58:27Was from you
00:58:27From me?
00:58:31Is it in the pages of the book
00:58:32You gave me for Christmas?
00:58:34Really?
00:58:37What?
00:58:37You don't remember?
00:58:39No
00:58:39What did it say?
00:58:42Well I only read it once or twice
00:58:43And then I lost it
00:58:44You lost it?
00:58:45Well you don't even remember writing it
00:58:46So
00:58:47We're even
00:58:48What did it say?
00:58:49Uh
00:58:49It was
00:58:50It was really sweet
00:58:51You said that you loved our time together
00:58:53And that you would never forget it
00:58:56I forgot the letter
00:58:57Not the time together
00:58:58Are you sure about that?
00:59:15I'm so happy this happened again
00:59:23I'm so happy this happened again
00:59:36Same
00:59:38I'm living around 5.30 tomorrow
00:59:41That's a shame
00:59:43I know
00:59:45I can have breakfast
00:59:49And then
00:59:50I can take you back to your hotel
00:59:52That you never stayed in
00:59:53What time's check out
00:59:57I don't know
00:59:58You know I wish that this would happen every day
01:00:06Since you disappeared through that departure
01:00:11I cried
01:00:12I cried
01:00:13I know
01:00:14Did you?
01:00:18Yes
01:00:19I didn't want to do it in front of my family
01:00:23So I held out until we got home
01:00:25And
01:00:26Then I broke down in the shower
01:00:28I'm sorry
01:00:31But for?
01:00:36For having to leave
01:00:38Then or now?
01:00:42Both
01:00:42This doesn't have to end tomorrow
01:00:46After your conference
01:00:48Come back
01:00:50Spend a few more days with me
01:00:52You'd like that
01:00:55I'd love that
01:00:57I'd love you, Anna
01:01:17I'd love you, Anna
01:01:27I'd love you, Anna
01:01:57Yes, it's all fantastic.
01:02:20Yes, it's okay.
01:02:24Okay.
01:02:28See the camera.
01:02:31Okay.
01:02:34All right.
01:02:36Yeah.
01:02:37Yeah.
01:02:39Yeah.
01:02:41Yeah.
01:02:45Yeah.
01:02:49Yeah.
01:02:51Yeah.
01:02:55Yeah.
01:02:57Yeah.
01:02:59Yeah.
01:03:03Yeah.
01:03:07Yeah.
01:03:19Yeah.
01:03:20Yeah.
01:03:21Yeah.
01:03:22Good morning.
01:03:23Just going to the bathroom.
01:03:27Okay.
01:03:47Where's my top?
01:04:05We shouldn't.
01:04:06We shouldn't.
01:04:07Why not?
01:04:07I have to get going.
01:04:10I need to take a shower.
01:04:13I won't be long.
01:04:17I won't be long.
01:04:47I won't be long.
01:04:56Are you okay?
01:04:59Yeah, I'm fine.
01:05:00Are you sure?
01:05:02Yeah.
01:05:03Oh, yeah.
01:05:04No, it's just my hay fever plays up with the air conditioning.
01:05:08Okay.
01:05:10So what do you want to do for breakfast?
01:05:11There's a few places nearby.
01:05:13I can't.
01:05:14I have to go back.
01:05:16My colleague's waiting is late.
01:05:21I've had a wonderful time.
01:05:22I just need to go get ready for the conference.
01:05:25You're still with Loco.
01:05:33It's complicated.
01:05:38It doesn't change what we've had.
01:05:40What is it that you think that we've had, exactly?
01:05:43A wonderful time.
01:05:44So you're just going to waltz into my life and stir up all of this stuff and then leave?
01:06:02Is that it?
01:06:03I didn't plan any of this.
01:06:04Last night was the most...
01:06:06Last night was last night.
01:06:07Well, and so today is just today?
01:06:09Today is reality.
01:06:10Well, that is, Rich, because the reality is that you are running away from yourself.
01:06:14Look, this is not how I want to say goodbye.
01:06:18Oh, okay.
01:06:19So we're saying goodbye now, are we?
01:06:22Paul, you knew what this was.
01:06:23No, I didn't.
01:06:24I had absolutely no idea that I was the third party in an affair until right now.
01:06:28I never said we had split.
01:06:29You made that assumption.
01:06:30You insinuated it, which is exactly the same thing, and you know it.
01:06:34It doesn't change anything, because you still would have slept with me, even if you knew
01:06:37I was still with Luca.
01:06:38So...
01:06:39No.
01:06:40No, I wouldn't.
01:06:43Okay, yes.
01:06:44Fine.
01:06:45Look, yes, of course, I would have.
01:06:48It's you.
01:06:51What happened to us hanging out after the conference together?
01:06:54You know, that's what we spoke about.
01:06:55That was in the moment.
01:06:56I was half asleep.
01:06:58In the moment?
01:07:00Wow.
01:07:01I'm allowed to change my mind, you know?
01:07:05I've been dreaming of this for 17 years.
01:07:10You know?
01:07:11No one is you to me, Anna.
01:07:14And we did not just fuck last night.
01:07:16That's your perception.
01:07:17Excuse me?
01:07:18That's your perception.
01:07:19It's your reality.
01:07:20You looked at me like there was no one else in the world.
01:07:23There is somebody else in my world.
01:07:25So what, you just needed a good fuck and then it's, I'll see you later?
01:07:28No, that's not it.
01:07:28Do you want to go and have a cigarette, Anna?
01:07:30You're starting to look a little stressed.
01:07:32Don't do this, Paul.
01:07:32I mean, you should go and smoke as many as you can before you have to go back to your
01:07:36real life.
01:07:36Why can't we just enjoy one night?
01:07:38Why does he always have to be more?
01:07:39Why can't it be more?
01:07:40Because it's not what I want.
01:07:41I don't think you know what you want.
01:07:43Yes, I do know what I want.
01:07:44I just want it to feel special again.
01:07:52You are special.
01:07:59I love the way you look at me.
01:08:02Okay?
01:08:02No one else looks at me like that.
01:08:09Like a puppy.
01:08:13Like a cute puppy.
01:08:14Look, I really care about you.
01:08:29I really do.
01:08:32And last night was like a beautiful dream.
01:08:36But it's not real.
01:08:45It's not real.
01:08:48You are not happy with him.
01:08:50Else last night wouldn't have happened.
01:08:57I would do anything to be with you.
01:09:00It doesn't have to be complicated or...
01:09:03I mean, if it's security that you're after, I have money.
01:09:06I've got heaps.
01:09:07I've been saving up.
01:09:07I've got 30 grand in the back.
01:09:08I promise you that I can provide...
01:09:10Paul, I don't need your money.
01:09:12I've got my own stuff.
01:09:13I've got my own stability.
01:09:14I don't need you to take care of me.
01:09:16You said that you would never go back.
01:09:18So why are you going back?
01:09:19I need to go.
01:09:23You didn't answer me.
01:09:27Paul, I don't owe you an explanation.
01:09:29Okay?
01:09:31You don't know anything about me.
01:09:33I've got a whole life to go back to.
01:09:35I've got my family.
01:09:36I've got my friends.
01:09:37I've got my cat.
01:09:38You've got a cat?
01:09:39Yeah.
01:09:40I have a cat.
01:09:41You see?
01:09:42You don't know.
01:09:43You have your life and...
01:09:48And what?
01:09:50What were you going to say?
01:09:53No, be honest with me.
01:09:55Nothing.
01:09:55It doesn't matter.
01:09:57Say it.
01:09:58You're alone, Paul.
01:09:59So?
01:10:01You want someone to share your life with,
01:10:03but trust me, it's not me.
01:10:04And you want to be more interesting
01:10:06and you're bored of the life that you're going back to.
01:10:08You know what, Paul?
01:10:15We spent two weeks together when we were 17.
01:10:19Last night was one night.
01:10:22You're not in love with me.
01:10:24You're in love with an idea of me.
01:10:27I'll get my shoes.
01:10:39I'll be back to your hotel.
01:10:47Wearing up to the beach.
01:10:48You're back.
01:10:49You're right.
01:10:50I'll be back to her.
01:10:51I'll get my shoes.
01:10:52I'll get my heels.
01:10:52I'll get my shoes.
01:10:53Hey, boy.
01:10:54Hey, boy.
01:12:25Please stop.
01:12:44I have to go.
01:12:51I have to go.
01:13:21I have to go.
01:13:51I can never have you now.
01:13:57I can never get you on my mind.
01:14:00My love, I've never met someone so beautiful.
01:14:04I'm calling out for you.
01:14:06I can't get you on my mind.
01:14:08I can't get you on my mind.
01:14:09I can't get you on my mind.
01:14:09I can't get you on my mind.
01:14:09My life, I've never thought this way unusual.
01:14:13I can't get you on my mind.
01:14:18I can't find my way
01:14:22I said oh, oh
01:14:26I can't find my way
01:14:31Won't you feel me up?
01:14:40Come on down
01:14:41Feel me up now
01:14:44I can't find my way
01:14:46Feel me up
01:14:49Come on down
01:14:51Feel me up now
01:14:54I can't find my way
01:14:56Cause I've been searching
01:15:00For somebody
01:15:02To keep me on the line
01:15:06I've been searching
01:15:09For your body
01:15:12To be here all the time
01:15:16Better than the light fire
01:15:19It feels like paradise
01:15:22I'd do anything to have you for just one more night
01:15:27Tell me what I gotta do
01:15:29I'm down to sacrifice
01:15:32Everything I have to see you right here by my side
01:15:37I said oh
01:15:38Oh, oh
01:15:40I can't find my way
01:15:45I said oh
01:15:48Oh, oh
01:15:50I can't find my way
01:15:55Won't you feel me up?
01:15:58Come on down
01:16:00Feel me up now
01:16:02I can't find my way
01:16:04I can't find my way
01:16:05I can't find my way
01:16:05I can't find my way
01:16:06I can't find my way
01:16:07I can't find my way
01:16:08I can't find my way
01:16:09I can't find my way
01:16:10I can't find my way
01:16:11I can't find my way
01:16:12I can't find my way
01:16:14I can't find my way
01:16:15I can't find my way
01:16:16I can't find my way
01:16:17I can't find my way
01:16:18I can't find my way
01:16:19I can't find my way
01:16:20To keep me on the line
01:16:24I've been searching for your body
01:16:30To be here all the time
01:16:34I can never have you now
01:16:38I can never get you on my mind
01:16:41My love, I've never met someone so beautiful
01:16:45Calling out for you
01:16:48I can't get you on my mind
01:16:51My life, I've never felt this way
01:16:54Unusual
01:16:55Better than my life
01:16:57It feels like paradise
01:17:00I'd do anything to have you through
01:17:04There's one more night
01:17:05Tell me what I gotta do
01:17:07I don't sacrifice
01:17:10Everything I have to see you right here by my side
01:17:15Oh, oh, oh, oh, I can find my way
01:17:23I said, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, I can find my way
01:17:33Amen.
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