00:00I accepted the problem as the usual problem faced by everyone,
00:08that one day you have to take the risk of ending your life.
00:17What did it feel like physically and emotionally to go through the journey?
00:21Did it change the way you viewed the life, your health?
00:26Well, I know the dangers. I know that you may not survive.
00:32And I felt that if I'm not going to survive, I will just not survive.
00:41So I went there, I was quite calm because I accepted the problem
00:51as the usual problem faced by everyone, that one day you have to take the risk of ending your life.
01:06My fear was, I think it's worse than others because I know exactly what they are going to do.
01:16They have to cut through the sternum, open the chest and fiddle with my heart.
01:25And I asked Dr. Yahya, how are you going to cut this electric saw?
01:33I said, okay, thank you.
01:35I didn't want to hear anymore.
01:38But I know exactly what they are doing.
01:41And of course, they were worried.
01:44But I had to go through.
01:48So I accepted it.
01:50I accepted it.
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