00:00I'm not gonna let people gaslight me as well and let's face it yes last season
00:05I got a lot of attention for my diagnosis for my survival journey the
00:10whole thing and maybe it made some people feel uncomfortable maybe some
00:13people didn't like the light shining somewhere else maybe jealousy has a part
00:18Nicole is no longer here for a reason and that was checked next next in line
00:24so I'm gonna just let the viewers know what they already know I don't have to
00:28say much about it but it's I think it's kind of interesting but that's where
00:32you feel it's kind of like people are want they want your cast wants the show
00:36to be a specific way for them to thrive what it is is it's kind of like okay you
00:41had cancer moving on we got to talk about something else now and I'm sorry but the
00:47cancer lifestyle is an aftermath to the cancer diagnosis the cancer treatment
00:53the whole thing and one in eight women has or had breast cancer so when they
00:59look at me they're like damn I'm hiding because I don't want this reaction I don't
01:03want to tell I don't want to tell someone I have cancer and then they go and tell
01:06the whole world last season I don't want it so I am living in my truth and I'm
01:10okay with whatever comes good bad and indifferent and that's my choice but the
01:14people who are watching who can relate to me are screaming Gertie that's me
01:19Gertie that's me and call me brave I don't know whatever you want to call me
01:24but I was on TV before cancer it's not like I got on TV like I have cancer now
01:28let me weaponize it and oh my god oh the bald head yeah the bald head is not
01:32because I love it the bald head is because I get half lashes every 20 minutes I'm an
01:38estrogen receptor but I'm gonna stand strong and I'm not gonna let people look
01:43at me and say she's doing this because of that because it makes them feel more
01:47comfortable
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