00:00I got off the plane and I was going to do something fun in New York.
00:04And when I got into the car to drive to the hotel, I had my first panic attack.
00:12My heart started, I thought my heart was legit going to beat out of my body.
00:17And I started hyperventilating.
00:19I've never done that in my life.
00:22And it was like, what is happening?
00:24What's happening?
00:25Am I having a heart attack right now?
00:26Am I, it's like, I just thought I was getting sick suddenly.
00:32And, you know, I put my head down between my knees.
00:34I started trying to breathe slowly and I couldn't even look out the window.
00:40We were driving like over a bridge.
00:43And every time I looked out the window and just seeing the city, I was panicking.
00:48And, you know, I realized I was like, my body is going through trauma because of the last
00:54time I was here.
00:55So that was so out of body.
00:57And I was like, what is happening to me?
