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00:00:30Friendships in New York are like encounters on a bus.
00:00:46You might hit it off right away, but only if you're lucky, you also get off at the same stop.
00:01:00You might hit it off right away, but only if you're lucky.
00:01:29You might hit it off right away, but only if you're lucky.
00:01:59Maria and Lena.
00:02:01I just don't know.
00:02:05With this whole new development, every single guy I hang out with, they just want to have kids, like immediately.
00:02:12Well, take it as a compliment.
00:02:14I mean, they see this big pile of amazing jeans, put it up in this cute little package of yours, and I want to snatch it away.
00:02:22But it's actually very frustrating, because I don't even think it's about me, you know?
00:02:27It's about them.
00:02:29I mean, look at James.
00:02:30He adores you.
00:02:30Not the idea of you being with him.
00:02:32You know what I mean?
00:02:34Well, a door is as much as you like.
00:02:38I don't know.
00:02:39Maybe he's just too old.
00:02:41Oh, yeah, we don't do old.
00:02:43You're wrinkly and smelly, and you go like, mm-mm.
00:02:46Yeah, tell me about it.
00:02:49Should we get going?
00:02:51Yeah, yeah, yeah, I think we should.
00:02:52Yeah, let's get, uh...
00:02:53Oh, my God.
00:02:54The guy's already sitting in front of your door.
00:02:57Well, maybe.
00:02:57No, no, it's on me.
00:03:00Come on.
00:03:01No, no, no, my treat.
00:03:05That's a very cute bracelet.
00:03:07It really suits you.
00:03:08Yes, you like it?
00:03:10Yeah.
00:03:10Want to try it on?
00:03:14It's very nice.
00:03:15Who can keep it?
00:03:16No, come on.
00:03:17Yes, my treat.
00:03:19This is very expensive.
00:03:20I have, like, five of them.
00:03:22It's yours.
00:03:27Did you ever see this picture on Facebook that looks like a rock shark, but also like an old lady?
00:03:34Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, that, like, thing that if you squint your eyes, you might see an old lady or a princess or something.
00:03:40Yeah, or a chichi.
00:03:43A chichi?
00:03:44That's your word for it.
00:03:45Chichi or hoo-ha?
00:03:48Well, I don't know.
00:03:50Come on, check it out.
00:03:51Okay, well, pull it up.
00:03:57There.
00:03:59There, you see?
00:03:59Oh, my God.
00:04:00Totally.
00:04:01Oh, my God, you're so right.
00:04:03It's totally a chichi.
00:04:05Well, that's good to know.
00:04:07Why?
00:04:07Well, next time a guy goes down on you and he squints his eyes, he might discover a princess.
00:04:13Yeah, speaking of which, I gotta go.
00:04:16All right.
00:04:17All right, I'm fine.
00:04:18Bye.
00:04:18All right.
00:04:19Bye.
00:04:19Bye.
00:04:19Laina and Maria were best friends.
00:04:24That kind of close friendship in your early 30s when all your real best friends have become childhood memories.
00:04:29They met at a charity event where Maria was a part of the catering group.
00:04:32Realizing that they were both European was a great conversation starter.
00:04:36Unfortunately, it also got Maria fired.
00:04:37From the hands of the heart left,
00:05:07and she was a part of the catering group.
00:05:09She's a part of the catering group.
00:05:15Hey.
00:05:17You're home early.
00:05:19Yeah.
00:05:21Did you guys have fun?
00:05:29Yeah.
00:05:31Looks like you had fun, huh?
00:05:33What?
00:05:34Oh, yeah, uh, they just left.
00:05:40They?
00:05:44I just, I just saw her.
00:05:48I just saw her.
00:05:51What?
00:05:54I just saw that woman leave our house.
00:05:59No, I remember I told you about this.
00:06:01I had a, I was having a friend over for a drink.
00:06:03You know, it's just a colleague from work.
00:06:06We talked about this, remember?
00:06:11Hey, it's fine.
00:06:13Hey, come here.
00:06:20Oh, my God.
00:06:21You even smell like that?
00:06:25Oh, shit.
00:06:26Oh, shit.
00:06:27Shit.
00:06:27What are you doing?
00:06:29I'm looking.
00:06:30Looking for what?
00:06:31I don't know.
00:06:33Lena, you're being ridiculous.
00:06:38So, so is this like, like a one-time thing or has this been going on for a while?
00:06:46What?
00:06:48Listen, you are really stressed out, Lena, okay?
00:06:52Don't put this on me.
00:06:53No, listen, I'm not trying to put it on you.
00:06:54All I'm trying to say is that we're both working through a lot of problems right now.
00:07:00That's not an excuse.
00:07:01Listen, let's just, can we please just sit down and talk?
00:07:04Please?
00:07:06Please, can we just, please?
00:07:06Don't fucking touch me!
00:07:08Okay, fine.
00:07:08I'm leaving.
00:07:22I'm leaving.
00:07:28Fine.
00:07:30Go.
00:07:30Go.
00:07:31Wait, Lena.
00:07:41Fuck.
00:07:43Strawberry?
00:07:59Come on.
00:08:03Just one.
00:08:04Just a strawberry.
00:08:06Can't you see I'm smoking?
00:08:08Yes, I can see that.
00:08:10Didn't you say you want to quit anyway?
00:08:11Well, I've changed my mind.
00:08:14Again and again and again.
00:08:16Always change your mind.
00:08:17That's what I'm talking about.
00:08:19You can't commit to anything.
00:08:21Man, what's your problem?
00:08:22We're having great sex.
00:08:23We're having fun.
00:08:24I don't want anything of you.
00:08:26You should be happy.
00:08:27Yes, but I'm not happy.
00:08:29Why?
00:08:32Look, you're 30 years old.
00:08:34I'm 29.
00:08:36Okay, almost 30.
00:08:38Do you know what that means?
00:08:40Hmm?
00:08:40You're in your best years.
00:08:41Don't waste them around.
00:08:44You should have a baby.
00:08:45A baby?
00:08:46Yeah.
00:08:47No.
00:08:47Don't you want to have a baby with me?
00:08:48No, I don't want a baby.
00:08:49No babies.
00:08:51Wow.
00:08:52Women of your generation.
00:08:53What is wrong with my generation?
00:08:54The problem is that you can't commit to anything.
00:08:57Okay, in a perfect world, what's an ideal woman for you?
00:09:01You're asking?
00:09:02Mm-hmm.
00:09:02Okay.
00:09:05I would like a woman that bakes a strawberry pie in the morning.
00:09:09Give me a blowjob in the night.
00:09:12You're disgusting.
00:09:13That's absolutely disgusting.
00:09:14Come on, I was kidding.
00:09:16Come on, I was joking.
00:09:16No, you're disgusting.
00:09:17I was talking about the strawberry pie.
00:09:19No, you know what?
00:09:19Just leave, okay?
00:09:21Just leave.
00:09:21Go away.
00:09:22No, I want you out.
00:09:23No, no, leave.
00:09:23Leave.
00:09:24I want you to leave.
00:09:25Go.
00:09:25Are you serious?
00:09:26Leave.
00:09:26Yes, I'm serious.
00:09:27Leave.
00:09:29Go.
00:09:30Okay, I'm sorry.
00:09:45As much as Maria had enough of men explaining her life, Lena had enough of her marriage.
00:09:51She wasn't sure what she had seen or if she had seen anything at all.
00:09:54Her decision to leave made her sad, but not sad enough.
00:09:59This is King's Highway.
00:10:01And her confusion led her to Maria's place.
00:10:05Do you think this has been going on for a long time?
00:10:09I mean, I don't know.
00:10:13I had a strange feeling lately.
00:10:15We had some problems, but I don't know.
00:10:21I'm so sorry.
00:10:22I mean, James, who would have thought?
00:10:26He was always so concerned about you.
00:10:29But then again, I've only met him a couple of times.
00:10:31Anyway, what a nas.
00:10:34You want to sleep over tonight?
00:10:36No, thank you.
00:10:38I don't think I can sleep right now.
00:10:40Do you want some wine?
00:10:41I could use a glass of wine.
00:10:42I had a pretty fucked up date myself, actually.
00:10:45Oh, my God.
00:10:46I totally forgot you.
00:10:48Your guy was here.
00:10:49I'm sorry.
00:10:50Why are you sorry?
00:10:50No, no, no, no, stop it.
00:10:53Relax.
00:10:53You know what we're going to do?
00:10:55We're going to have a party.
00:10:56That's it.
00:10:57We're going to have a party.
00:10:58I mean, my roommates are not here, so we could have some booze and something to smoke.
00:11:03We could have fun.
00:11:04That's what we're going to do, and it's going to be great.
00:11:07I'll take care of it.
00:11:07This was Maria's typical way of handling a crisis, and Lena, Lena didn't mind at all.
00:11:19We're going to have a party.
00:11:20We're going to have a party.
00:11:21We're going to have a party.
00:11:22We're going to have a party.
00:11:23We're going to have a party.
00:11:24We're going to have a party.
00:11:25We're going to have a party.
00:11:26We're going to have a party.
00:11:27We're going to have a party.
00:11:28We're going to have a party.
00:11:29We're going to have a party.
00:11:30We're going to have a party.
00:11:31We're going to have a party.
00:11:32We're going to have a party.
00:11:33We're going to have a party.
00:11:34We're going to have a party.
00:11:35We're going to have a party.
00:11:36We're going to have a party.
00:11:37We're going to have a party.
00:11:38We're going to have a party.
00:11:39We're going to have a party.
00:11:40We're going to have a party.
00:11:41Yeah, we chose to lose
00:11:45When we die
00:11:48All the rest
00:11:52Good morning.
00:12:04Good morning.
00:12:11Oh, shit.
00:12:20Fuck.
00:12:22Shoes.
00:12:25Let's go.
00:12:31So what are you going to do now?
00:12:37I don't know.
00:12:39I mean, right now I feel really hungover, so I don't really want to wrap my head around
00:12:46Are you getting a divorce?
00:12:49Wow.
00:12:51I don't even know what happens to my visa then, so...
00:12:55Oh, shit.
00:12:56Yeah, that's true.
00:12:57You can't get a divorce.
00:12:59At least you can keep the house.
00:13:01No, he can stay at the apartment.
00:13:03I don't care about it.
00:13:04What?
00:13:05Are you crazy?
00:13:06First of all, it's an awesome apartment.
00:13:07And second of all, darling, you know I love you.
00:13:09But you can't stay in my shithole forever.
00:13:12You've got to get the apartment.
00:13:14You know, I know it sounds strange, but the apartment, all of it, never made me happy.
00:13:20That's bullshit.
00:13:21We can redecorate.
00:13:22He's the one who cheated on you.
00:13:24He has to give you the apartment.
00:13:26You've got to conquer that castle.
00:13:27What?
00:13:28Conquer the castle.
00:13:29What?
00:13:30Conquer the castle.
00:13:31Maria, I don't think that's an expression.
00:13:33It doesn't matter.
00:13:35This asshole has to go.
00:13:36I'm going to conquer that castle.
00:13:38Watch me.
00:13:39Oh, my God, Maria, you're crazy.
00:13:58From the hands of the heartland.
00:14:24where were you i was worried all night i don't think you care wait no of course i care you
00:14:35shitbag what is she doing here we conquer the castle what well i think it's it's better if
00:14:43you leave for a while for a while better forever you fucking cheater pina can we talk about this
00:14:49in private i don't think i i can talk to you right now see just pack your shit and go i already packed
00:14:58my bag so you can shut up i think we both need just some time to figure this out i also need a break
00:15:13okay okay so i'm gonna leave if that's what you want okay
00:15:25see you awake
00:15:31wow that was easy what now
00:15:38what are you doing i gotta burn this fucking
00:15:48fuck fuck come on come on come on yes there we go it's not gonna work yes it's gonna work you see
00:15:59there you go there you go oh oh fuck fuck
00:16:08oh my god
00:16:14just just leave them here okay
00:16:21the pathetic attempt of burning her husband's clothes didn't satisfy lana's need of destruction
00:16:28james's decision to leave even caused a brief flickering of doubt
00:16:32as the cold water ran over her body doubt became fear
00:16:37lana yeah can i wear this dress sure just give me two minutes i'll be there okay
00:16:48maria suggested a night out and lana gladly tagged along
00:17:05maria had always considered the attention of men to be reassuring
00:17:11as long as she had her youth and her presence and her beauty
00:17:15she would always get by
00:17:16lana was more reserved in that matter
00:17:20but tried to follow her lead
00:17:22what are you doing you're still wearing your wedding rings yeah i thought you wanted to have fun tonight
00:17:43i'm having fun i'm dancing take it off
00:17:47i i kind of lose it come on i thought you didn't care about money
00:17:52it's home
00:17:53come on i'll fix this one
00:18:00that's good work
00:18:02maria and lana felt closer than ever before
00:18:24hours went by lost
00:18:26but all that seemed to matter now
00:18:28were the possibilities of the moment
00:18:30you
00:18:45you
00:18:49you
00:18:51you
00:18:51Follow your heart and you may shine.
00:19:07What the fuck does it even mean?
00:19:09No idea.
00:19:10What is yours saying?
00:19:12The path to everything is love.
00:19:19Oh, God.
00:19:21Oh, well, yeah, right.
00:19:25By the way, I had this really weird dream last night.
00:19:28Mm-hmm.
00:19:29I dreamt, like, either I was wearing a wig or I had just black hair.
00:19:35I don't know.
00:19:36Well, I think I was you, if that makes any sense.
00:19:42That's a very interesting dream.
00:19:44Yeah.
00:19:47Shit, I gotta go.
00:19:49I'm late for work.
00:19:50No.
00:19:51Yay.
00:19:52No, don't leave me.
00:19:53Don't, no.
00:19:54Quit your job and stay with me here.
00:19:56I'm late.
00:19:56Shut up.
00:20:09Guys, where's my steak, Fritz?
00:20:10I'm late for work.
00:20:12I don't know how long it's been, but it's so good.
00:20:25Ria, a word, please.
00:20:27Of course.
00:20:28Listen, when you're on the floor, you need to smile.
00:20:31We sell food here. Food makes people happy.
00:20:34Right?
00:20:35Okay.
00:20:36Do you like working here?
00:20:37Uh, yeah, I do, I do.
00:20:38From what I understand, you need this job.
00:20:41No other fine dining establishment is gonna hire you,
00:20:43so please adjust your attitude.
00:20:45Okay.
00:20:46So let me see it.
00:20:48All right.
00:20:58While Maria was dealing with an irrational boss
00:21:08and the stress of making a living,
00:21:10Lena sat at home wondering about mortality.
00:21:15She had always been fascinated by life's vulnerability,
00:21:18a fascination that could quickly turn into obsession,
00:21:21especially when there's not much else to do.
00:21:28Bones.
00:21:32Skin and bones.
00:21:37Blood.
00:21:38White blood cells.
00:21:41Inflammation.
00:21:44Hives.
00:21:46Pox.
00:21:48Chicken pox.
00:21:52Meningitis.
00:21:58Castleman disease.
00:22:02Crest disease.
00:22:05Pine disease.
00:22:08Home syndrome.
00:22:11Liver failure.
00:22:14Kidney failure.
00:22:19And Jennifer Hartwell.
00:22:28Lina?
00:22:38Lina?
00:22:43Lina!
00:22:48Um, it's actually Lina.
00:22:51The doctor's ready for you now.
00:22:58The doctor will be right with you.
00:23:13Lina had seen Dr. Hollis for a while now.
00:23:17He was kind and patient,
00:23:19and didn't seem to mind that she visited him often.
00:23:22Especially ever since last year's incident,
00:23:25of bleeding out a cluster of cells that had formed a fetus inside of her.
00:23:31Hi, Lina.
00:23:32Hi, Dr. Hollis.
00:23:33What's going on?
00:23:35Um, I just feel all drained of energy.
00:23:38I have these headaches, like right here, and sometimes over here.
00:23:43I just don't feel that good.
00:23:45How long has that been happening?
00:23:47Um, maybe two months.
00:23:48Yeah.
00:23:50Okay.
00:23:51Let's take a look at you.
00:23:53Looks good.
00:23:55To your left.
00:23:57Let's see.
00:23:59You look good to me.
00:24:00I mean, we can have the nurse draw some blood,
00:24:02see if there's any, you know,
00:24:04you can see if there's any, you know,
00:24:06you can see if there's any, you know,
00:24:08you can see if there's any, you know,
00:24:09you can see if there's any, you know,
00:24:11draw some blood and see if there's any deficiencies.
00:24:14But other than that, you look fine.
00:24:15Okay.
00:24:16Yeah. Yeah.
00:24:17Let's do that.
00:24:18Okay.
00:24:21Their new living situation had soon enough provided a consoling pattern,
00:24:24which tightened their friendship.
00:24:26Waking up together in the morning and going out together at night.
00:24:30Today, it was Maria whose emotions were in turmoil.
00:24:33Not only was her boss a pain in the ass,
00:24:35but her ex-lover had also tried to call her several times.
00:24:38My boss, he's so sleazy.
00:24:41He's so annoying.
00:24:42He gets on my nerves all the time.
00:24:45Oh, I wish I could do something about it,
00:24:47but he's going to have me deported.
00:24:50I'm sorry.
00:24:52Maybe I should marry an American just like you did.
00:24:58Well, we saw how that goes.
00:25:00Come on.
00:25:01I bet he's calling you all the time.
00:25:03This city is just so beautiful.
00:25:10Is it though?
00:25:12I remember when I was a kid and I came here for the first time on vacation.
00:25:17I just thought this city is so sterile.
00:25:20It doesn't even smell.
00:25:22Are you crazy?
00:25:24New York stinks everywhere.
00:25:26Must have been a winter holiday.
00:25:28Christmas shopping.
00:25:29You spoiled bitch.
00:25:30How?
00:25:32Come with me.
00:25:33I have an idea.
00:25:34Where are you going?
00:25:35Just come.
00:25:36Are you ready?
00:25:37Yes.
00:25:38One, two, three.
00:25:39One more.
00:25:40Enjoy it, ladies.
00:25:42Cheers.
00:25:43Cheers.
00:25:45Another round.
00:26:01Sure.
00:26:02Enjoy it, ladies.
00:26:04Cheers.
00:26:05Cheers.
00:26:09Ugh.
00:26:11Another round?
00:26:12Sure.
00:26:13Two more.
00:26:15Fuck.
00:26:16What?
00:26:17The guy you're hooking up with is right up there.
00:26:21Where?
00:26:22There.
00:26:25Just ignore him.
00:26:27He's right there.
00:26:28I just saw you.
00:26:29I want to know more about you.
00:26:31Did you ever have a proper job?
00:26:34Are you serious right now?
00:26:35Yeah, like a proper job, not advertising.
00:26:38Are we really doing this?
00:26:40Mm-hmm.
00:26:41Oh.
00:26:42Um.
00:26:45Actually, um, yeah.
00:26:47I once worked on an assembly line one summer when I was 16.
00:26:51My dad wanted my sister and me to experience the real world,
00:26:55which is hilarious because he's spending all his life in conference rooms.
00:26:59Actually, he wanted us to be lawyers like him, but yeah.
00:27:02So.
00:27:03I want to know more about the assembly line.
00:27:06Of course.
00:27:08Um.
00:27:09It was not that bad.
00:27:10I mean, the actual labor.
00:27:12The worst part was that they were listening to the same radio station all day long.
00:27:18And there are only so many pop songs they played, you know?
00:27:21That M-Day talked about soap operas a lot.
00:27:25For you.
00:27:27You've been once in a soap opera, right?
00:27:30Yes.
00:27:31Yes, I once.
00:27:32What was that name again?
00:27:34Oh.
00:27:35Cardiame Stifatia.
00:27:37And that means?
00:27:38Heart on Fire.
00:27:39Oh my God.
00:27:40Oh, fuck.
00:27:41They're coming over.
00:27:45Good evening, ladies.
00:27:46Hi.
00:27:47Hello.
00:27:48We're cool to join you.
00:27:49Sure.
00:27:50Hi.
00:27:51My name is Lena.
00:27:52Rick.
00:27:53Nice to meet you.
00:27:54Nice to meet you.
00:27:55I'm Maria, Lena.
00:27:56How are you?
00:27:57Nice to meet you.
00:27:58Nice to meet you.
00:27:59What are you guys drinking?
00:28:00Uh, weird shots.
00:28:01Yeah?
00:28:02Do you care for another one?
00:28:04Uh, sure.
00:28:05What are you drinking?
00:28:06Uh, vodka?
00:28:07Alright.
00:28:08Uh, could we have four more, please?
00:28:35Be, Shi.
00:28:36forgot about ice yet.
00:28:37In there with potions, it's super hot!
00:28:38Yeah?
00:28:39I finally want some ice cream for you.
00:29:10Laina woke up alone.
00:29:32Neither James nor Maria were there.
00:29:40The apartment was awfully quiet, and she felt rather small and unimportant.
00:30:10When she closed one eye, and then the other, her perspective would shift.
00:30:28At least one thing offered her some comfort.
00:30:30Laina thought of her childhood, and how things were a little better then.
00:30:37Laina?
00:30:54Laina?
00:30:56Laina?
00:30:58Laina?
00:31:03It's still Laina?
00:31:05Okay.
00:31:06Hi, Laina.
00:31:07Hi, Laina.
00:31:08Hi, Dr. Hollis.
00:31:09Your blood work's not in yet.
00:31:10Is there anything else I can do for you?
00:31:14Um...
00:31:15Um...
00:31:16Uh...
00:31:17Yeah, okay.
00:31:18Um...
00:31:19Um...
00:31:20Um...
00:31:21Um...
00:31:22Um...
00:31:23Um...
00:31:24Yeah, okay, um...
00:31:26Um...
00:31:27Um...
00:31:28Um...
00:31:29Um...
00:31:30Um...
00:31:31Maria had a stressful morning.
00:31:32Her ex-lover Paolo had left her several angry and condescending messages the night
00:31:45before.
00:31:46And even though she liked his passion, she disliked the ownership he took over her.
00:31:50Um...
00:31:51Can I get you anything else?
00:31:56Maria, what's up?
00:31:57Hi.
00:31:58How are you?
00:31:59It's a cute outfit today, I love it.
00:32:01Is this 100% cotton?
00:32:02Because myself, I'm a cotton man, I love 100% cotton.
00:32:05That's all I wear, you know?
00:32:06Okay, I'm really busy, Bill.
00:32:07Bye.
00:32:08Alright, see ya.
00:32:12Hello, may I take your order?
00:32:14Surprise.
00:32:15What are you doing here?
00:32:16Quit your job.
00:32:17I can.
00:32:18Yes, you gotta quit your job.
00:32:19Shut up, I told you, I can't.
00:32:21What do you want?
00:32:22Well, then I have the lobster salad, please.
00:32:25Are you serious?
00:32:26Chop, chop.
00:32:27I'm gonna spit in your salad.
00:32:29Oh, my God.
00:32:30Oh, my God.
00:32:36Both feeling rather unhappy by themselves and only happy together,
00:32:41Maria and Lena decided to make Lena's dream come true.
00:32:45They decided to become the other person.
00:32:48At least for one night.
00:32:58Oh, oh, oh, the witching hour is over.
00:33:07My love's becoming clear.
00:33:13The love around us lift it.
00:33:17You're all I see, my dear.
00:33:28I'm waiting for someone to break that spell
00:33:48I've been under so long, it was hard to tell
00:33:53And I hadn't been free, now I'm free
00:33:57At last
00:34:02Oh, oh, oh, oh
00:34:27Content is happiness
00:34:36Happiness is content
00:34:39Okay
00:34:44That's interesting
00:34:48What's meant to be will always find a way
00:34:51Now it's interesting I get that today
00:34:54Why?
00:34:55I have an audition tomorrow
00:34:58Oh my god, that's great
00:35:00Yeah, yeah, I know
00:35:01What is it for?
00:35:02Uh, it's for a space film
00:35:04Cool
00:35:05Yeah
00:35:07Congratulations
00:35:10Thank you, I mean, I didn't get it yet
00:35:13But, you know, it'll work out
00:35:16Cool, I'm happy for you
00:35:19But you promised, you promised you would stay with me forever
00:35:25Fuck
00:35:27Ave
00:35:28Maria had the feeling that this was finally the opportunity she had been waiting for
00:35:44Finally, the opportunity she had been waiting for.
00:35:47There was a better version of herself out there,
00:35:49and she was close to becoming it.
00:35:52If she could only find a way to calm her nerves.
00:36:04But you promised.
00:36:08You promised you would never leave me.
00:36:10You promised you would stay with me forever
00:36:12in the outer space...
00:36:14Fuck!
00:36:16Space station.
00:36:18Space station.
00:36:20Space station.
00:36:22Space station.
00:36:36Space station.
00:36:37Outer space station.
00:36:40This is...
00:36:41Who the fuck wrote this?
00:36:42But...
00:36:43You promised.
00:36:44You promised you would never leave me.
00:36:45You promised you would stay with me forever
00:36:46in the outer space station.
00:36:47This is...
00:36:48Who the fuck wrote this?
00:36:50But...
00:36:51You promised.
00:36:52You...
00:36:53You promised you would never...
00:36:55Leave me.
00:36:56Mmm.
00:36:58Fuck.
00:36:59Lena!
00:37:00I've got nothing to wear!
00:37:01I mean, look.
00:37:02This could work, no?
00:37:03Wow.
00:37:04It's...
00:37:05futuristic and...
00:37:06feminine.
00:37:07What was the role description again?
00:37:08A space to are determined...
00:37:09But sensual.
00:37:10Well, this is totally determined...
00:37:11But sensual.
00:37:12I know, but...
00:37:13You know, it's too expensive.
00:37:14I can't...
00:37:15Oh, no.
00:37:16I want you to wear it.
00:37:17Come on.
00:37:18You can even keep it if you want to wear it.
00:37:19You can keep it if you want to wear it.
00:37:20You can keep it if you want to wear it.
00:37:21You can keep it if you want to wear it.
00:37:25And do you need any accessories?
00:37:32Any jewelry?
00:37:33Yeah.
00:37:34Yeah, but...
00:37:35This is totally determined...
00:37:36Well, this is totally determined...
00:37:38But sensual.
00:37:39I know, but...
00:37:41It's too expensive.
00:37:42I...
00:37:43I can't...
00:37:44Oh, no.
00:37:45I want you to wear it.
00:37:46Come on.
00:37:47You can even keep it if you want.
00:37:50And do you need any...
00:37:51Any accessories?
00:37:52It's not too much.
00:37:53No, no, no.
00:37:54Just have a look.
00:37:55I got plenty.
00:37:56Okay.
00:38:01Wow, this is perfect.
00:38:04And there's like this necklace, maybe?
00:38:08Sure.
00:38:10Yep.
00:38:12While Lena was happy to have helped Maria,
00:38:13she had her own business to tend to.
00:38:16Lena.
00:38:22Your blood work came back.
00:38:35It looks great.
00:38:37It's normal.
00:38:39Everything is wonderful.
00:38:41You're healthy.
00:38:43Just keep trying.
00:38:52Maybe I'm not the right doctor for you.
00:38:59Oh, really?
00:39:02You know what?
00:39:03Forget about this.
00:39:05Fuck this.
00:39:10That evening, both Lena and Maria seemed awfully tense.
00:39:17Want more wine?
00:39:22Who are you texting with?
00:39:25Don't worry.
00:39:26It's not your husband.
00:39:29Ouch.
00:39:30I'm sorry.
00:39:32I'm so sorry.
00:39:33It's just this audition.
00:39:34I'm so stressed about it.
00:39:36And the lines are so bad.
00:39:38If you want to, I can rehearse with you.
00:39:39No, no.
00:39:40Actually, I'd rather go to bed.
00:39:42I'm sorry.
00:39:48Good night.
00:39:52Good night.
00:40:22Hmm. Fall in love with your life.
00:40:39I'm gonna go. I'm gonna go to my audition.
00:40:42Okay. Good luck. Break a leg, huh?
00:40:45See you later.
00:40:52Maria, we're ready for you.
00:41:15Okay, let's start with the slate. What's your name?
00:41:18My name is Maria Calizzi.
00:41:20Hi, Maria. How tall are you?
00:41:21I'm 5'6".
00:41:23Okay, I'd like to see your profile. Can you turn to the left, please?
00:41:27Lovely. And to the right.
00:41:30Okay, fantastic. Let's jump right in. Are you ready?
00:41:34I'm ready.
00:41:35And action.
00:41:40Bud, you promised me.
00:41:42You promised you would stay forever with me in the Atom Space Station.
00:41:47But that was before everything happened. I don't think I love you anymore.
00:41:54Okay, thank you.
00:41:56Maria, there's one more thing. You know this love scene, the one where you're supposed to be giving the DJ?
00:42:01Yeah.
00:42:02The director would like to know if you could show them what you would do.
00:42:06So, here's a prop.
00:42:08What do you mean?
00:42:09Just, you know, if you could like show us with a bottle what you would do.
00:42:15Are you serious?
00:42:16Just hold it up towards your mouth.
00:42:26While Maria was auditioning, Lena had time to think.
00:42:29Lena felt that they were both drifting apart and that she wanted to have an honest conversation with Maria.
00:42:34Lena also wanted to come clean and tell Maria what really happened with James.
00:42:40Hey.
00:42:41Hey.
00:42:43How did it go?
00:42:44Shit.
00:42:45Are you sure?
00:42:46Yes, I'm sure.
00:42:49What happened?
00:42:51Maria.
00:42:52Uhm...
00:43:10That's my sister.
00:43:13James had me let down.
00:43:16Ah...
00:43:16It's okay, I forgot there.
00:43:21I don't believe it.
00:43:22You don't want to go.
00:43:24You don't want to go.
00:43:26It's not a problem.
00:43:28You can't wait for a minute to wait for a flight.
00:43:30You don't want to go.
00:43:32But you don't want to go.
00:43:34I'm not going to go.
00:43:36What do you want to go?
00:43:38You're so desperate.
00:43:40Well, yeah.
00:43:42It's all good.
00:43:44It's all done.
00:43:46James let you go.
00:43:48What's going on?
00:43:50What do you mean?
00:43:52He loves you, Lena! He doesn't love you!
00:43:56I don't know what you're talking about.
00:43:58I know you and James.
00:44:00I know your talent.
00:44:02Things, which are good in your life, to make them hurt.
00:44:04Is that so?
00:44:06Yes.
00:44:08You have a huge talent, always to be the wrong things.
00:44:10And to be the wrong time in the wrong place.
00:44:14I'm so sorry.
00:44:16Are you two lesbians?
00:44:18You and my sister?
00:44:20Are you lovers?
00:44:22I'm sorry.
00:44:24Okay, you know what guys?
00:44:26I'd better leave you two alone.
00:44:28I'm sorry.
00:44:30I'd better leave you two alone.
00:44:32I'm sorry.
00:44:34I'm sorry.
00:44:36I'm sorry.
00:44:38I'm sorry.
00:44:40Okay, you know what guys?
00:44:42I'd better leave you two alone.
00:44:44I'm sorry.
00:44:46Maria, you don't have to go.
00:44:48I'm sorry.
00:44:50Maria!
00:44:52Super!
00:44:54You did very well!
00:44:56Congratulations!
00:44:57Just throw my guest out.
00:44:58He's a mega-action.
00:44:59Now let's calm down.
00:45:00Sit down.
00:45:02No, I don't want to.
00:45:04Let's breathe deep in and deep out.
00:45:08What's going on with you?
00:45:10Lena, I see that it doesn't work well.
00:45:24We're going to make sure James makes sure.
00:45:26We're going to talk with us.
00:45:28I...
00:45:30I don't know.
00:45:32I don't know.
00:45:34What's going on?
00:45:36I don't know.
00:45:38I don't know.
00:45:40I don't know.
00:45:42I don't know.
00:45:44I don't know.
00:45:46I don't know.
00:45:48Now I'm well there.
00:45:50Neem time.
00:46:04No, no, I love you.
00:46:08No, you have to go. I can't be here.
00:46:11I have a guest. I want you to go.
00:46:14I'm sure the Kanzlei takes your home.
00:46:16Just go.
00:46:18I can't.
00:46:20Go, please.
00:46:22Go now.
00:46:24Then I'll go.
00:46:28Okay.
00:46:30Okay.
00:46:32Okay.
00:46:34Okay.
00:46:36Okay.
00:46:38Okay.
00:46:44Okay.
00:46:46Good.
00:46:52Yeah.
00:46:54Yeah.
00:46:56Yeah.
00:46:58Yeah.
00:47:00Okay.
00:47:08Yeah.
00:47:10Yeah.
00:47:12Yeah.
00:47:14Yeah.
00:47:16Oh
00:47:20Oh
00:47:36What the hell is he calling me?
00:47:38Why is he so strange?
00:47:40Why is he so angry with me?
00:47:42I don't accept him
00:47:44Hertie.
00:47:53While Lena was still contemplating her complicated relationship to her sister,
00:47:56Maria felt like burning down a house or destroying an expensive Chinese vase.
00:48:02Anything would do that could lighten the anger and disappointment she felt growing inside her.
00:48:08So she first turned to alcohol and then to sex.
00:48:12Two things that had worked out for her in the past.
00:48:26Another round?
00:48:28What's on the house?
00:48:30Sounds tempting, but, um,
00:48:33I think I shouldn't.
00:48:35Yeah. I know that feeling.
00:48:38I do serve more than drinks, though, you know.
00:48:42I do serve more than drinks.
00:49:12In the night is no cloud.
00:49:16If you're awake.
00:49:19Cause it's moving.
00:49:22Like a snowy.
00:49:24Oh, yeah.
00:49:34Maria stopped at a playground,
00:49:36trying to remember how easy it was when she was a child.
00:49:39But she couldn't.
00:49:49My ball.
00:49:51What? You're not going to apologize?
00:49:53You just hit me.
00:49:54Where are your manners?
00:49:58You know what?
00:49:59Here's your ball.
00:50:01Bye now.
00:50:02Bitch.
00:50:03Bye now.
00:50:15Bye now.
00:50:18Bye now.
00:50:19Bye now.
00:50:30Bye now.
00:50:31My cheeks, cause they follow her
00:50:34Like my wasted dreams
00:50:59When they woke up the next morning
00:51:00They were both still so absorbed in their own troubles
00:51:03That they could not even face each other
00:51:05Great, what's up?
00:51:29Hi
00:51:30How are you doing?
00:51:31Good
00:51:31You look so great today
00:51:32I love your hair
00:51:33Are you doing something different with me?
00:51:35You look fantastic
00:51:35I'm waiting for me to see
00:51:36I'm so sorry
00:51:37Oh yeah, yeah
00:51:37Well, you know
00:51:38Alright
00:51:38See you
00:51:39Thank you
00:51:47You know you look so familiar to me
00:51:49Yeah?
00:51:50Yeah, do I know you from somewhere?
00:51:51Um, no, I don't think so
00:51:54Are you Greek?
00:51:55Yes, yes, I'm Greek, yeah
00:51:57Okay
00:51:58Um
00:51:59You're on that TV show
00:52:04Yeah, right?
00:52:05Yeah, I used to watch it every summer in Greece
00:52:07With my grandparents
00:52:08My grandparents are from Kephalonia
00:52:09Okay
00:52:10Yeah, what are you doing here?
00:52:12Um, I'm working here
00:52:13Yeah, why are you waiting tables?
00:52:15I, I moved to New York
00:52:17Oh
00:52:18Maria?
00:52:21Yes?
00:52:22For the last time
00:52:23You need to be friendly
00:52:23I am friendly
00:52:25No, you're a pretty girl
00:52:27The city is filled with pretty girls
00:52:29Girls who would love
00:52:30The opportunity
00:52:32To work at my restaurant
00:52:33Girls who would
00:52:34Personally thank me
00:52:36For the opportunity
00:52:37Personally thank me
00:52:39For the opportunity
00:52:39Okay, that's it
00:52:41Come on, Maria, you don't need to
00:52:43I quit
00:52:44You don't have to do this
00:52:45Fuck
00:52:45Maria, come back
00:52:47Maria!
00:53:09Hey
00:53:10Hi
00:53:11Can I buy you a drink?
00:53:20Sure
00:53:41No
00:53:45Oh, please
00:53:46Please
00:53:47What?
00:53:47Stop
00:53:48Did I do something wrong?
00:53:51No
00:53:52I'm sorry
00:53:53Please
00:53:57I can't
00:53:58What?
00:54:00I'm sorry
00:54:01I just can't
00:54:04I can't
00:54:05Can't
00:54:06Go on
00:54:06And let me
00:54:15To be my house
00:54:16Can I at least jerk off on you?
00:54:28Lena!
00:54:29Lena, I quit my job!
00:54:32Lena!
00:54:33Lena!
00:54:34I quit my job!
00:54:36What?
00:54:37I quit my...
00:54:38Hi.
00:54:39Oh.
00:54:40We're having a party now?
00:54:41Uh, sorry.
00:54:42I didn't know you had company.
00:54:44Well, actually, he was just about to leave.
00:54:46Oh.
00:54:47Oh.
00:54:48Okay.
00:54:49Okay.
00:54:57You know what?
00:54:59I think we should go to the Hamptons.
00:55:02Now?
00:55:03Yes, now.
00:55:04I know this guy has a house.
00:55:06Let's go.
00:55:07Come on, we need to get out of the city.
00:55:12Okay.
00:55:14I'm drunk.
00:55:16Okay.
00:55:35No.
00:55:37No.
00:55:38Yeah.
00:55:44Can I show you?
00:55:45No.
00:55:46Really?
00:55:47No, no, no.
00:55:48No, no, no.
00:55:49Are you definitely not?
00:55:50Are you cold?
00:55:54That's a mind-force.
00:56:00No?
00:56:01Come on.
00:56:02I'm going to do a turtle.
00:56:08Wait.
00:56:08I can't wait.
00:56:15Oh, my God.
00:56:34Maria.
00:56:35OK, this is it.
00:56:36Maria, what are you doing?
00:56:37Come on.
00:56:38Get in.
00:56:38What if someone's home?
00:56:39There's no one home.
00:56:40He has like five houses.
00:56:41That's why you spring here.
00:56:42Are you kidding me?
00:56:44It's going to be fine.
00:56:45It's going to be fine.
00:56:46Trust me.
00:56:47Oh, my God.
00:56:49What's going on?
00:56:50Come on.
00:56:51The fucking keys.
00:56:53He almost loses.
00:56:54OK.
00:56:57Maria.
00:56:58Maria.
00:56:59Fuck.
00:57:00Fuck.
00:57:03Shit.
00:57:04Shit.
00:57:05Shit.
00:57:06Shit.
00:57:07Shit.
00:57:08Shit.
00:57:09Shit.
00:57:10Shit.
00:57:11Shit.
00:57:12Shit.
00:57:13Shit.
00:57:14Shit.
00:57:15Shit.
00:57:16Shit.
00:57:17Shit.
00:57:18Shit.
00:57:19What?
00:57:20Oh.
00:57:21Shit.
00:57:22Shit.
00:57:23Shit.
00:57:24Shit.
00:57:25Shit.
00:57:26Shit.
00:57:27Shit.
00:57:28Shit.
00:57:29Shit.
00:57:30Shit.
00:57:31Shit.
00:57:32Shit.
00:57:33Ta-da!
00:57:38Did you just break in?
00:57:40Uh, not exactly.
00:57:46Are you bleeding?
00:57:48Uh, not really.
00:57:50Come on, come here.
00:57:56No, I mean, I totally get it.
00:57:59My sister and I, we're just very different, you know?
00:58:02I mean, she likes to please my father
00:58:05and loves her conservative way of life
00:58:09and I totally respect that.
00:58:13No, you don't.
00:58:16No, I don't. I'm an asshole.
00:58:19You know what? I actually think she has a crush on James.
00:58:23Perfect timing.
00:58:25I mean, now that her sister is a lesbian.
00:58:29Yeah, good for her.
00:58:34No, I mean it.
00:58:36Maybe we should consider.
00:58:38I mean, I'm having a great time with you
00:58:41and you're having fun with me, right?
00:58:46Always.
00:58:47Always.
00:58:48See?
00:58:53So, um, should we, should we, should we do this?
00:58:59Yeah.
00:59:00Yeah, let's do it.
00:59:02Let's do it.
00:59:04Let's do it.
00:59:05Oh, okay. Let's do it.
00:59:06You're very pretty.
00:59:11You're very pretty also.
00:59:37No.
00:59:38No, I'm sorry.
00:59:39Yeah, I'm definitely going to guys.
00:59:47Being out in the Hamptons seemed to make everything so much easier.
00:59:51Lena swam in the cold water for hours, clearing her head,
00:59:55while Maria was lying in the hot sun, thinking of nothing.
00:59:58Oh, it's cold.
01:00:04It's nice, no?
01:00:05Mm-hmm.
01:00:07Uh, teenagers.
01:00:09I know.
01:00:11I hate them.
01:00:12I get it.
01:00:13I always feel so invincible.
01:00:18From Missouri.
01:00:19What?
01:00:21It's an old Bavarian word meaning the exuberance of children at the absence of parents.
01:00:26That's one word?
01:00:27Yeah.
01:00:28It's pretty good, isn't it?
01:00:29Okay.
01:00:30Rem...
01:00:31Remizuri.
01:00:32Zuri like, um, the daughter of Tom Cruise?
01:00:34Oh, well, in that case, I'm pretty Remizuri myself.
01:00:37I think a whole generation, eh?
01:00:39Yeah.
01:00:40Yeah.
01:00:41You know, when I was born, my mother named me Maria after Maria Callas.
01:00:46No shit.
01:00:47Yeah, she actually did that.
01:00:49She used to say I was the prettiest girl in the neighborhood.
01:00:52Once my mom told me my beauty is a currency,
01:00:55and that I could actually pay with my beauty.
01:00:58Wow.
01:00:59Yeah, she's amazing.
01:01:03When I was 14, there was this boy that fancied me,
01:01:07and he followed me home.
01:01:09My mom was at work, so...
01:01:12When we got in, he said I was the prettiest girl he had ever seen.
01:01:17He was so nice.
01:01:19So I gave him a blowjob in the kitchen.
01:01:23My mom was pretty as well, but she got knocked up.
01:01:27She was so proud of me when I got that shitty soap opera.
01:01:30But I wanted to be a real actress, I wanted to be a real actress.
01:01:35That's why I came in New York.
01:01:38But now karma fires back.
01:01:42Now I have to give blowjobs in audition rooms.
01:01:49God, I prefer the one in my kitchen.
01:01:51You know, I was pregnant last year.
01:01:58I lost them.
01:02:00Naima, I'm sorry.
01:02:05I don't even know if I want to put children into this world anyway.
01:02:10I'm so sorry.
01:02:11I'm sorry.
01:02:31Oh, man.
01:02:33You know what your problem is?
01:02:35What is my problem?
01:02:36Tell me.
01:02:37They have to say that you are an actress before you can be an actress.
01:02:42But that's not true.
01:02:45No, you, I mean, you have to say,
01:02:47Hi, my name is Maria, I'm an actress.
01:02:50Well, that's not true.
01:02:52I, I've never been paid for anything I've done,
01:02:56and I haven't worked in such an old time.
01:02:58Oh, come on, money's so overrated.
01:03:02That's easy for you to say.
01:03:03Oh.
01:03:05But I'm going to tell you a little secret.
01:03:08You actually need money to survive in this world,
01:03:12like pay your rent.
01:03:15Really?
01:03:16And go shopping.
01:03:18Shocker.
01:03:20I kind of knew that.
01:03:22That's progress.
01:03:26No, I'm, I mean, I'm serious.
01:03:28You, you can't have money to find who you are.
01:03:36I mean, listen to me.
01:03:37You can't have money to find who you are.
01:03:40Cause money, money makes you lazy.
01:03:46The whole fucking world can crumble around you,
01:03:49and you still don't make a move because of all your comfortable money.
01:03:52money.
01:03:54It's like, it's like comfortable glue.
01:04:00Hmm.
01:04:03I used to sniff glue in kindergarten.
01:04:09Well, that explains a lot.
01:04:11Yeah, it probably does.
01:04:12Yeah, it probably does.
01:04:26I'm hungry.
01:04:27I don't know.
01:04:28It's not really good.
01:04:29Mhm.
01:04:30You want wine?
01:04:31Yeah, please.
01:04:46Is there a oyster?
01:04:48Yeah, thank you.
01:04:50Hey, did you see the captain over there?
01:04:53Yeah, nice hat.
01:04:54Do you think he's peacocking?
01:04:56Well, actually, I think he might be old-school. I might come over here and pay for a lunch. Okay
01:05:02Hi there captain. How are you?
01:05:06Well, hello
01:05:09Hi, you you want to join us?
01:05:12I'd love to um may I buy you lunch? Oh, that would be lovely. Thank you
01:05:18And maybe after lunch, we could have a drink on my boat
01:05:23Oh, you have a boat
01:05:27Yeah, that would be great. All right
01:05:41Bubbly
01:05:47Thank you
01:05:49Thank you
01:05:51Top it off a little bit?
01:05:52Sure
01:05:55Why not?
01:06:04Cheers
01:06:05Cheers
01:06:06Cheers
01:06:07Cheers
01:06:16Should I put on some music?
01:06:18You know, why don't we just get naked?
01:06:26All right
01:06:28Yeah
01:06:29Yeah
01:06:44Wow
01:06:46Wow
01:06:48Nice
01:06:49You know, why don't you go to my house?
01:06:51Ah
01:06:52Aw
01:06:53Aw
01:06:57Aw
01:06:58Aw
01:07:00Aw
01:07:02Aw
01:07:04Aw
01:07:05Aw
01:07:06Aw
01:07:07Aw
01:07:08Aw
01:07:09Aw
01:07:10Aw
01:07:11Keep your eyes closed, count from 10 to 1, and imagine your wildest dreams coming true.
01:07:2210, 9, 7, 6, I mean 6, 5, 4,
01:07:41Hey, hey, my hat! Where are you going?
01:07:53Hey, my hat!
01:08:11Mehdi.
01:08:21Lena, please come home now.
01:08:26I know you don't want to talk to me, but just...
01:08:33Please come home.
01:08:38After the episode with the captain, Lena developed an inkling that her forlowness was coming to an end.
01:08:49She realized that nothing had changed, and that she didn't want change after all.
01:08:54Meanwhile, Maria was absorbing nature, and nature seemed to absorb her.
01:08:59Life had always felt as an abundance of opportunity too overwhelming to make a choice.
01:09:04Now, nothing seemed to matter anymore.
01:09:07The wide space made Lena feel small and insignificant.
01:09:13She longed for the city where everything had a system, and she knew her place.
01:09:18Maria, however, felt at ease with herself.
01:09:21She felt like a part of something bigger.
01:09:23And for the first time in a long while, she was happy and hopeful.
01:09:27When I see you in flames
01:09:41I know you'll say some awful things
01:09:47When I go into my home
01:09:53Don't look.
01:09:55Don't look.
01:09:57Don't look.
01:09:59I'm not looking.
01:10:00Don't look, no cheating.
01:10:01I know.
01:10:02Don't look, don't look.
01:10:04Here we go, here we go.
01:10:06One more step.
01:10:07All right.
01:10:08Here we go, and...
01:10:09Tada!
01:10:10You made fire!
01:10:12I made fire, but that's not why we're here.
01:10:15We are here to do a little burning.
01:10:19You can free yourself.
01:10:22You have to free yourself.
01:10:24Okay.
01:10:25You ready?
01:10:26One...
01:10:27Two...
01:10:28Three!
01:10:29Yay!
01:10:30Okay, so free yourself.
01:10:34Come on.
01:10:35Burn it.
01:10:36Burn it.
01:10:37Burn it.
01:10:38Burn it.
01:10:39You have to free yourself.
01:10:40Free yourself.
01:10:41Come on.
01:10:42Burn it.
01:10:43Burn it.
01:10:44Burn it.
01:10:45Burn it.
01:10:46Burn it.
01:10:47Do it.
01:10:48Do it.
01:10:49Burn it.
01:10:50Yay!
01:10:51Okay, there's more.
01:10:52Okay.
01:10:53One.
01:10:54One.
01:10:55Two.
01:10:56One.
01:10:57One.
01:10:58Two.
01:10:59One.
01:11:00One.
01:11:01What?
01:11:02What the fuck is wrong with you?
01:11:04What's wrong with you?
01:11:05He never cheated on me.
01:11:06What?
01:11:07He never cheated on me.
01:11:08What?
01:11:09He never cheated on me, okay?
01:11:10I made it out.
01:11:11He never has.
01:11:12He never will be.
01:11:13It's just not who he is.
01:11:14Why would you do that?
01:11:15I don't know.
01:11:16I don't know.
01:11:17I don't know.
01:11:18I know why.
01:11:19Because you're so fucking ungrateful.
01:11:20You just like to play around with people's feelings.
01:11:22You're so wise and you know everything.
01:11:23You have everything.
01:11:24I fucking quit my job because of you.
01:11:25Oh, don't put this on me.
01:11:26You hate it.
01:11:27You have no shit.
01:11:28I hate it.
01:11:29I hate it.
01:11:30I hate it.
01:11:31I hate it.
01:11:32I can't believe it.
01:11:33Why would you do that?
01:11:34Why would you do that?
01:11:35I know why.
01:11:39I know.
01:11:40I know.
01:11:41I know why.
01:11:42I know.
01:11:43I know why.
01:11:44I know.
01:11:45I know you.
01:11:46I know why.
01:11:48You have everything.
01:11:49I fucking quit my job because of you.
01:11:52Oh, don't put this on me.
01:11:54You hated your job.
01:11:56What a dreamer you are.
01:11:58Always dream big, and then you get cold feet.
01:12:01What a rebel.
01:12:03You can never commit to anything.
01:12:05Always on your fucking phone, always withdrawn.
01:12:09You're so afraid.
01:12:12No, actually worse.
01:12:15You're a coward.
01:12:17I'm a coward.
01:12:19You're worse, you know why?
01:12:21Because you destroy everything.
01:12:23You just like to destroy everything because you're bored.
01:12:26You have everything.
01:12:27You have the perfect life, the perfect husband, the perfect marriage.
01:12:30You don't even know what you're talking about, okay?
01:12:32You're just jealous.
01:12:34You want to know how I feel?
01:12:37You want to know how I really feel?
01:12:40Fucking lost.
01:12:43Nothing is in this apartment and my marriage and this world where people are killing each other for religion or whatever and all my shit.
01:12:53I can't do anything with it.
01:12:55Can I be a mother? No.
01:12:57Can I make a difference? No.
01:12:59And it doesn't even matter because people will still kill each other and starve and drown in oceans.
01:13:06And you know what?
01:13:08No one, no one expects anything with me anyway.
01:13:14So it's all about you again.
01:13:21You are such an asshole.
01:13:24You really are a fucking spoiled bitch.
01:13:35Fuck you.
01:13:37Maria.
01:13:39Maria!
01:13:41I had to let it go.
01:13:43It's all about you.
01:13:44You're just kidding me.
01:13:45I thought it was something you didn't care to me, but really, I think.
01:13:48It wasn't for you guys.
01:13:50It wasn't for you guys.
01:13:51Maria was upset and confused.
01:14:13She couldn't believe how naive she had been.
01:14:17At the same time, she felt a strange sense of relief.
01:14:21Laina had the feeling that this week actually had helped them after all.
01:14:31That they had found something together.
01:14:34A possibility of honesty.
01:14:36A chance to accept.
01:14:39She was wondering if Maria would agree and forgive her after all.
01:14:51Maybe if she explained herself one more time.
01:14:55Maybe if she did something to your own persona.
01:14:58Maybe if she explained herself to her.
01:14:59That she wouldn't be willing to approach me.
01:15:01I bet my mom told her I could not be who she was.
01:15:04She was lucky enough to ask her for her.
01:15:05She's unhappy because of her.
01:15:07But, she, she is a little sister.
01:18:00Everything is wonderful
01:18:10Everything is wonderful
01:18:30Everything is wonderful
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