00:00Allah, Allah, Allah, Aziz, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Kareem, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Subhanallah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah, Allah,
00:30Allah, Allah, Allah, Sultan Allah.
00:35I ask him for forgiveness and a weak servant doesn't know when he's going to be born, when
01:02he's going to die and when he's going to be raised up.
01:05nothing in our hands
01:08Sheikh Nazim used to say
01:10between
01:11our life
01:15Allah
01:17and Allah says
01:19you're going to be tested
01:21you think you'll be
01:24left to say I believe
01:26without being tested
01:28before you
01:32believers were tested
01:34even the prophets among them were tested
01:36until they said
01:38Allah, Allah, Surah Allah, Karib
01:39and the Ryan
01:42help came
01:43until that time we have to be patient
01:45to carry
01:51what we don't like
01:53to carry what we don't like
01:57it's a heavy
02:00prescription
02:02if everything is going to be easy and sweet
02:08no effort is required
02:12difficulty
02:14when
02:14what we don't like
02:17appears
02:18that's the time
02:20we have to be patient
02:21we have to follow
02:27President Nixon
02:31I don't know
02:32where he got it from
02:35he used to say
02:36when the going gets tough
02:37the tough get going
02:38he took it from somewhere
02:39we have to ask AI
02:40where it came from
02:41what's the root of it
02:44when difficulties come
02:48then you see
02:48who's going to be patient
02:50there's an ayat
02:54do you think
02:54you'll be left alone
02:55until Allah
02:56can see who
02:57tries hard
02:59struggles hard
03:00in the way
03:01struggling against
03:03our egos
03:05and shaitan
03:06and his armies
03:08and volunteers
03:08struggling against
03:10hubuldunya
03:11and shahu ahawa
03:12are vain desires
03:15never to be thankful
03:15for anything
03:16struggling
03:18every time
03:21ego wants to say
03:26I am something
03:27I am something
03:29and I'm happy
03:31with being something
03:32you're going to send
03:34something
03:34to make you
03:35to be nothing
03:36and ego
03:37never likes it
03:38control your ego
03:40I don't want to
03:41control my ego
03:42ego
03:44comes to make
03:45revolution
03:46on you
03:47you think
03:49you have ego
03:50down
03:51like a wrestling
03:52match
03:52and then
03:53ego
03:55pops up
03:57again
03:58one time
04:01I was
04:03traveling with
04:04Shaky Shem
04:05late at night
04:07from here in
04:08Chicago
04:08back to
04:10Michigan
04:10when we were
04:11living in
04:11Michigan
04:11and we
04:15stopped for
04:15gas
04:16at a truck
04:17stop
04:18two in the
04:19morning
04:20or three
04:20in the
04:20morning
04:21to get
04:23gas
04:24and to
04:24use the
04:24restroom
04:25and to
04:25refresh
04:26ourselves
04:26and change
04:27voodoo
04:28and no one
04:31was there
04:31it was empty
04:32only
04:33neon lights
04:35and piped
04:36in music
04:36is coming
04:37and went
04:38to the
04:39restroom
04:39with the
04:39truck
04:40stops
04:40and there
04:40was 15
04:4120
04:42stalls
04:44and 15
04:46or 20
04:47sinks
04:47in a long
04:48row
04:48so all the
04:50truckers
04:50can come
04:50and clean
04:51themselves
04:51during the
04:52day
04:52and
04:54I went
04:56to one
04:56Shaky Shem
04:57at the
04:58other
04:58and went
04:58to another
04:59one
04:59came out
05:02I was
05:03looking down
05:04I started
05:05to make
05:05voodoo
05:06near a
05:08sink
05:08I didn't
05:09see Shaky Shem
05:10coming from
05:10the other
05:11side
05:11he came
05:12and when
05:13I'm not
05:13looking
05:14he grabbed
05:14my hand
05:15put my
05:17hand down
05:17anytime
05:20anytime
05:22we can
05:24try you
05:25with something
05:26you don't
05:26like it
05:27where
05:28his will
05:30is going
05:30to be
05:30up
05:31and
05:32my will
05:33is going
05:33to be
05:34down
05:34our will
05:35is going
05:35to be
05:35down
05:35your will
05:36is going
05:36to be
05:37down
05:37that time
05:39is a
05:39test
05:39we never
05:40like it
05:41no one
05:41likes to
05:41be tested
05:42we like
05:42everything
05:43to be
05:43easy
05:43he used
05:46to say
05:46the Sheikh
05:47looks at
05:47these
05:47marids
05:48or maridas
05:49at least
05:49twice a
05:49day
05:50and
05:51not to
05:52give sweets
05:52to give
05:54a test
05:54something
05:55you won't
05:55like it
05:56what can
05:58we do
05:59what can
06:00we do
06:00run to
06:06Allah
06:06run to
06:06the cave
06:07one time
06:14he was
06:17very sick
06:17they thought
06:18he was
06:18going to
06:18pass away
06:19and he
06:21came back
06:22from that
06:22coma
06:24sickness
06:25Abdul Rolf
06:28called
06:28me
06:28he said
06:29that his
06:30sons were
06:31in the
06:31garden
06:31crying
06:31we lost
06:32our father
06:32they thought
06:33he was
06:33going to
06:34go
06:34but he
06:34came back
06:35that time
06:36and he
06:37spoke
06:38and he
06:39said
06:39I was
06:40crushed
06:40to my
06:41lowest
06:42point
06:42nothing
06:44left
06:44and
06:46all he
06:48could think
06:48of to
06:48say
06:49dua
06:49came to
06:50him
06:50famous
06:51now it's
06:51famous
06:52subhanim
06:53Allah
06:54subhanim
06:55Allah
06:55nabi
06:56muhammad
06:57alayhi
06:57salam
06:58my
06:59subhan
07:00my glory
07:01is Allah
07:02my
07:03sultan
07:03is Allah
07:04my prophet
07:05is muhammad
07:06alayhi
07:06salam
07:07subhanim
07:07Allah
07:08sultan
07:08all
07:09nabi
07:09muhammad
07:10alayhi
07:10salam
07:11nothing
07:11to say
07:12no defense
07:13but for
07:14the conditions
07:15that came
07:15on him
07:16alhamdul
07:19adad
07:19he carried
07:21it with
07:22praising
07:22to Allah
07:23and
07:23salam
07:24on
07:24prophets
07:25all
07:25I
07:25said
07:25and
07:28it was
07:30our
07:30shining
07:31star
07:31our
07:31example
07:32what
07:32to do
07:32when
07:34tests
07:35come
07:35or
07:37every
07:37time
07:38I'm
07:38getting
07:38angry
07:39what's
07:40the benefit
07:40to get
07:41angry
07:41I can
07:43get
07:43angry
07:43I
07:43just
07:44give
07:45talks
07:45about
07:45controlling
07:46anger
07:46doesn't
07:47mean I
07:48have to
07:48not get
07:48angry
07:49no you
07:49have to
07:50not get
07:50angry
07:51the speaker
07:52has to
07:53do it
07:53listen
07:54and get
07:55it
07:56listen
07:56and do
07:56it
07:57said
07:57we have
08:01to practice
08:01we have
08:03to practice
08:04what good
08:04is whole
08:05books
08:06full of
08:07lectures
08:07hours and
08:07hours of
08:08lectures
08:08and
08:09shelves
08:10of books
08:10on Quran
08:12and
08:12Sunnah
08:13and
08:13Tassawuf
08:14and every
08:15kind of
08:15thing
08:15and we're
08:17not doing
08:17it
08:18better
08:19to do
08:20one
08:20thing
08:20than to
08:21have a
08:22whole
08:22library
08:23of
08:23things
08:23and not
08:23doing
08:24any
08:24of it
08:24I said
08:29many times
08:30I took
08:30famous book
08:33of J.G.
08:34Bennett
08:34the disciple
08:37of Gurdjieff
08:38perhaps
08:42Masters of
08:43Wisdom
08:43I don't
08:44remember
08:44what the
08:45name of
08:45that book
08:45was
08:46I took
08:47it to
08:48Sheikh
08:48Nazim
08:49and I
08:51wanted him
08:51to explain
08:52the principles
08:53of
08:53Naqshbandi
08:54there's
08:55eight or
08:57eleven
08:58from
08:59Shao Naqshbandi
09:00and several
09:00more from
09:01Sayyidah
09:01Abu Khalif
09:02with
09:02Giovanni
09:02and
09:05I wanted
09:08Sheikh
09:08to explain
09:09them
09:09I gave
09:10him the
09:10book
09:11he opened
09:11it
09:11and in
09:13the front
09:13was written
09:14the name
09:14of Sayyid
09:15Ahmad
09:16Yasawi
09:16Allah bless
09:17him
09:17famous
09:18Kurasani
09:19Sheikh
09:19and he
09:22looked at
09:22the book
09:22and he
09:23said to
09:23me
09:23what's
09:23this
09:24he pointed
09:25to a
09:25page
09:26oh
09:27Sheikh
09:27this is
09:28about
09:28the ego
09:29and you
09:30have to
09:30conquer
09:31anger
09:31you have
09:32to leave
09:32all
09:32anger
09:33and he
09:34says oh
09:34good
09:34and he
09:35handed me
09:35back the
09:36book
09:36before you're
09:38asking
09:38step eleven
09:39and twelve
09:40from the
09:41precepts
09:41of
09:41Naqshbandi
09:42do page
09:43one in
09:44the workbook
09:44don't get
09:45angry
09:46I'm
09:49reminding
09:50myself
09:50the famous
09:51hadith
09:51one person
09:52came to
09:53Prophet
09:53he was
09:54an educated
09:55person
09:56and he
09:58wanted
09:58a
09:59something
09:59from
10:00Prophet
10:00a
10:00special
10:01discourse
10:03a
10:03special
10:04advice
10:04high
10:05level
10:06talk
10:08and
10:09Prophet
10:09said
10:09to him
10:10don't
10:12be
10:13angry
10:13don't
10:13get
10:13angry
10:14and the
10:15person
10:16said
10:16you
10:16didn't
10:18understand
10:18I'm
10:19asking
10:19some
10:20advice
10:20he said
10:21don't
10:21get
10:21angry
10:22so
10:24you
10:27didn't
10:27understand
10:27you
10:27didn't
10:28understand
10:28if you
10:29could
10:30control
10:30your
10:30anger
10:31you
10:31would
10:32reach
10:32all
10:32the
10:32things
10:32you're
10:33asking
10:33to
10:33hear
10:33from
10:33me
10:34by
10:34tongue
10:34would
10:35come
10:35to
10:35you
10:35open
10:37through
10:37your
10:37heart
10:38but
10:39can't
10:39come
10:39to
10:39a
10:40heart
10:40that's
10:40angry
10:41didn't
10:42leave
10:43that
10:43level
10:44of
10:44anger
10:44so
10:45what
10:46can
10:46we
10:46do
10:46we
10:46have
10:46to
10:47do
10:47page
10:47one
10:47before
10:48we
10:48can
10:48do
10:48page
10:49hundred
10:49even
10:51old
10:51person
10:52we
10:55have
10:55to
10:55leave
10:56that
10:56anger
10:57and
10:57be
10:57patient
10:58with
10:58what's
10:58coming
10:58his
10:59will
10:59is
10:59always
11:00uppermost
11:01he
11:02opens
11:03what
11:03he
11:03likes
11:03to
11:04open
11:04he
11:05can
11:05test
11:06his
11:06servants
11:06whatever
11:06he
11:07likes
11:07and
11:08he
11:08said
11:08sheikh's
11:09tests
11:09are
11:10lighter
11:10than
11:11prophet's
11:12tests
11:12asking
11:14to
11:14climb
11:14up
11:15asking
11:15to
11:16climb
11:16up
11:16you
11:17are
11:17not
11:17happy
11:18with
11:18sheikh's
11:18tests
11:19what
11:20you
11:20are
11:20going
11:20to
11:20do
11:20when
11:20prophet
11:21tests
11:21you
11:21and
11:24prophet's
11:24tests
11:24are
11:25lighter
11:25than
11:25Allah's
11:26tests
11:26you
11:29want
11:29to
11:29climb
11:30up
11:30you
11:30ready
11:30to
11:30face
11:31the
11:31testing
11:32from
11:32Allah
11:32who
11:34can
11:34carry
11:34who
11:36can
11:36carry
11:36the
11:36heavy
11:37testing
11:37that
11:38he
11:38tests
11:39his
11:39servants
11:39with
11:40it's
11:43easy
11:44to
11:44say
11:44when
11:44everything
11:44is
11:45fine
11:45it's
11:46not
11:46so
11:47easy
11:47to
11:47say
11:47when
11:47what
11:48you
11:48don't
11:48like
11:48comes
11:49same
11:52soft
11:52but
11:53same
11:55talk
11:55according
11:57to
11:58a
11:59level
11:59the
12:00level
12:00of the
12:01speaker
12:01we
12:01can't
12:01go
12:02above
12:02it
12:02to
12:04carry
12:06what
12:07we
12:07don't
12:07like
12:07and
12:08to
12:08be
12:08patient
12:09in
12:09front
12:09of
12:10our
12:10shaykh's
12:11testing
12:11and
12:12prophet's
12:12testing
12:13and
12:13our
12:13lord's
12:13testing
12:14and
12:15we
12:16say
12:16rabbi
12:17at
12:17at
12:18at
12:20at
12:20at
12:21now
12:21min
12:23narrow
12:26harby
12:26and
12:27fitna
12:27and
12:27fasad
12:28extinguish
12:39the
12:39fires
12:40of
12:40war
12:40and
12:41fitna
12:42and
12:42fasad
12:43fasad
12:46how you
12:46want to
12:47describe
12:47fasad
12:48every
12:49terrible
12:49thing
12:49they're
12:50doing
12:50now
12:50assassinations
12:53and
12:54trickeries
12:54and
12:55attackings
12:56and
12:56fasad
12:57making
12:58people
12:58to be
12:59in
13:00panic
13:01and
13:01fear
13:03asking
13:05to crush
13:05everyone
13:06under
13:06their
13:06boots
13:07fasad
13:09Allah
13:10never
13:13likes
13:13the
13:14ones
13:14who
13:14do
13:14fasad
13:15every
13:16time
13:16they
13:16light
13:17the
13:18fire
13:18of
13:19war
13:19Allah
13:20puts
13:22it
13:22out
13:23may
13:23Allah
13:23put
13:24out
13:24that
13:24terrible
13:25fire
13:25burning
13:26on
13:26this
13:26world
13:26now
13:26be
13:27heard
13:27habibi
13:27heard
13:27al-fatih
13:28to
13:44you
13:45you
13:48you
13:53you
