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Shaykh Abdul Haqq - 11/8/2025
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00:00Every kind of tarakatuna wa-sohba wa-khayru fi-jameel.
00:12Our shohrat afat asked.
00:14Shaul Naqshaban said, our way is to come together
00:17under the eyes of the Shaykh.
00:20A blessing comes on the group, but you can't get by yourself
00:23for asking.
00:30There was a story for
00:35Sayyid Ahmed Abadoui,
00:40that Shaykh Hashem used to tell always.
00:44He was a big wali.
00:48And
00:48he told his story how he reached.
00:55He used to be
00:56given to
01:00seclusion
01:00and
01:02du'a, monajat,
01:05strong du'a
01:05and
01:06praying
01:07in seclusion privately.
01:13And
01:13he was
01:14climbing and climbing and climbing spiritually.
01:17he had a
01:23vision
01:25one night.
01:28He was climbing a ladder
01:30through heavens,
01:32a spiritual ladder.
01:35And he reached
01:36to a door.
01:39The door was
01:40locked.
01:41and
01:45he was
01:47saying, I need the key
01:50for this door.
01:53He could,
01:53he wants to open that door to
01:55another world.
01:59Spiritual
02:00vision.
02:03He can't find it.
02:04next day,
02:10he was in the marketplace
02:12and he met a
02:14stranger.
02:18That stranger
02:19said to him,
02:20oh, Ahmed,
02:20he called him by name,
02:23oh, Ahmed,
02:23I have the key
02:25you're looking for.
02:26If you want it,
02:26I give it to you.
02:28How he knew that?
02:29Ahmed Badawi said,
02:32no,
02:33I only take the key
02:34from the key maker.
02:38I take the key
02:39from the one,
02:39from the key maker.
02:42That stranger
02:43said,
02:44as you like.
02:47He went
02:48and
02:48the next night,
02:52Ahmed Badawi
02:52was exercising
02:53again,
02:54doing his
02:54tahajud
02:55and praying
02:55as if he had a vision
02:57again.
02:58He comes
02:59up that ladder
03:00through heavens
03:01to that door,
03:03that mysterious
03:03door
03:04to open
03:05to meet
03:07his Lord
03:08and
03:09a voice
03:10comes to him,
03:12oh,
03:13Ahmed,
03:15you're asking
03:15the key
03:16to this door?
03:18I gave it
03:19to that one
03:20you met
03:21in the market.
03:22Go to him
03:22and take the key
03:23from him
03:23and then come.
03:25I don't give it
03:26directly.
03:29Now,
03:29Ahmed is stuck.
03:32He's looking
03:33all over
03:33for that
03:34stranger he met
03:35in the marketplace.
03:36He couldn't
03:36find him.
03:38One month,
03:39two months,
03:41he met him
03:41finally.
03:44That stranger
03:45said,
03:46oh,
03:46Ahmed,
03:46now you know
03:48the value
03:48of that key
03:49I was offering
03:50you.
03:53You want
03:53to get it
03:54now?
03:55And Ahmed
03:55Bedway said,
03:56yes,
03:56yes.
03:59He said,
04:00before I was
04:01giving it
04:01for free,
04:03but you were
04:03too proud
04:04to take it.
04:06Now you know
04:06its value.
04:07It has a price.
04:09Now it's expensive.
04:11Before it was
04:11free,
04:13but you're
04:13too proud
04:14you didn't
04:14accept.
04:15Now you have
04:16to pay
04:16something.
04:18And Ahmed
04:19Bedway,
04:19he said,
04:20what's that
04:21price?
04:21I'll pay
04:22anything.
04:22What's that
04:23going to be?
04:23And Ahmed
04:26Bedway at
04:26that time,
04:27he was a
04:28Sheikh al-Islam.
04:30He was in
04:31the high
04:31position,
04:31Mufti,
04:33and Qadi.
04:35He was a
04:36fountain of
04:36Islamic
04:36knowledge and
04:37a high
04:37position in
04:38the court,
04:39in the
04:39Islamic
04:40court.
04:43And he
04:44said,
04:44oh,
04:45Ahmed,
04:46the price
04:46is all
04:47your
04:47knowledge.
04:49Everything
04:49that you're
04:50proud of
04:51in yourself,
04:52you have
04:53to give
04:53it.
04:55Ahmed
04:56Bedway
04:56says,
04:57I pay
04:57whatever it
04:58is.
05:00That
05:00stranger
05:01looked at
05:03him with
05:03a special
05:04looking,
05:06and he
05:07took all
05:08Ahmed
05:08Bedway's
05:09knowledge that
05:09he spent
05:10his whole
05:10life studying
05:11and reaching
05:12to be a
05:13Mufti,
05:13a Qadi,
05:14Sheikh
05:14al-Islam.
05:16He took
05:16everything.
05:18He made
05:18him stupid.
05:20Now if you
05:20say,
05:21Salaam
05:21alaikum,
05:22he doesn't
05:22know even
05:22to say
05:23alaikum
05:23as-salam,
05:24took
05:24a-risi.
05:27And he
05:28didn't give
05:28the key
05:28right away.
05:29He
05:30disappeared.
05:31He left
05:32him like
05:32that.
05:34Alhamdul
05:34al-adad,
05:35carry
05:36everything you
05:36hate,
05:37is the
05:37price.
05:39Let's
05:39see.
05:42You have
05:43to pay the
05:43price,
05:44then you
05:44have to
05:44like it
05:44also.
05:45he left
05:50him like
05:50that.
05:51One
05:51month,
05:51two
05:51months,
05:52three
05:52months,
05:52four
05:52months,
05:53six
05:53months.
05:54All his
05:55friends from
05:55the Islamic
05:57court,
05:58his fellow
05:58Muftis and
05:59Qadis,
05:59they said,
06:00what happened
06:00to you,
06:00Ahmed?
06:01You became
06:01an idiot.
06:02You followed
06:03that fool,
06:03that person?
06:04Look at you
06:05now.
06:06And Ahmed
06:07couldn't even
06:07answer them.
06:09But he
06:10was patient.
06:10one day
06:15after
06:15enough
06:17time
06:17passed
06:18for the
06:19order to
06:19be
06:20complete,
06:21everyone
06:22is waiting
06:22for the
06:23order of
06:23Allah to
06:24come.
06:24Comes when
06:24he wants,
06:25not when
06:25we want.
06:29In the
06:30dina in
06:30the
06:30l'ahid
06:31islam,
06:32we surrender
06:32to Allah's
06:33order,
06:33not to
06:34our
06:34order.
06:36Why?
06:37To have
06:37a sheikh.
06:38As you
06:39like,
06:39not as I
06:40like.
06:40One
06:45person
06:45wrote
06:46Sheikh
06:47Nazim
06:47a bad
06:48letter
06:48one day.
06:51Might have
06:51been the
06:51days before
06:52internet,
06:52there's still
06:53letters.
06:54He sent
06:54him a
06:55letter
06:55complaining
06:55about
06:57everything.
06:59Sheikh
06:59Nazim
07:00read the
07:00letter,
07:01said,
07:01MashaAllah,
07:02he's very
07:03clever,
07:04this person.
07:05He took
07:06the letter,
07:06put it in
07:07his pocket,
07:07and went
07:07to the
07:08garden.
07:09He took
07:09his garden
07:10snips.
07:11He used
07:12to go
07:12into the
07:12garden and
07:13cut the,
07:14trim the
07:15flowers and
07:15the plants.
07:17He was
07:18saying,
07:18just loud
07:19enough you
07:19could hear
07:19him come
07:21to a
07:22plant.
07:24If the
07:24marine should
07:25be teacher
07:26to the
07:26sheikh,
07:28what should
07:29we have?
07:30Go to the
07:31next flower.
07:33If the
07:33marine should
07:34be teacher
07:34to the
07:35sheikh,
07:35what should
07:36we have?
07:37If the
07:38marine should
07:39be teacher
07:39to the
07:39sheikh.
07:42So that
07:43stranger kept
07:45Ahmed Beddwee
07:46like that
07:46until the
07:47time was
07:48ripe,
07:48until the
07:49order was
07:49fulfilled.
07:50Then he
07:51appeared to
07:51him again
07:52and said,
07:54oh,
07:54Ahmed,
07:55now I'm
07:56coming to
07:56give you
07:57your key.
07:58You were
07:58patient all
07:59this time.
08:00I'm going
08:01to give
08:01you back
08:02your key.
08:02we took
08:06all your
08:07knowledge that
08:07you learned
08:08and studied
08:09through your
08:10ego,
08:11through your
08:11mind.
08:13It's
08:14mixed with
08:16your ego.
08:17Now we're
08:17giving it
08:18back pure,
08:19not from
08:19your ego,
08:21not from
08:22your mind.
08:23We're giving
08:23it back
08:24pure.
08:25And he
08:25looked at
08:26Ahmed Beddwee in
08:27the eyes and
08:27he passed
08:28through his
08:29eyes,
08:30the special
08:30transmission
08:31and put
08:32all that
08:32knowledge
08:33back
08:33to Ahmed
08:35Beddwee's
08:36eyes.
08:37And then
08:38he said,
08:38now you
08:38go out
08:39and you
08:39help people
08:40and you
08:42have to be
08:43veiled from
08:44now on.
08:45Because after
08:46that,
08:47she looked
08:48at Ahmed
08:48Beddwee,
08:49if Ahmed
08:50Beddwee looked
08:50at him with
08:51his eyes,
08:51he would
08:52finish.
08:53That light
08:53from his
08:54eyes now
08:54was too
08:54much.
08:55No one
08:56could look
08:56him in
08:56the eye
08:56after that.
08:59Like
09:00that.
09:02Everyone
09:03comes
09:04loaded
09:07with
09:09what their
09:10ego
09:11built
09:14or constructed
09:16or stored
09:17or gathered
09:19filed
09:19downloaded.
09:23Everyone
09:23has their
09:25ego's
09:25productions,
09:26lifetime
09:27productions
09:27with them.
09:29It's like
09:29this,
09:30it's like
09:30that,
09:30it's like
09:31this,
09:31it's like
09:31that.
09:33Like the
09:34sahaba,
09:35old sahaba,
09:36when the
09:36young ones
09:37came to
09:37him,
09:37tabi,
09:38tabi,
09:38tabiin,
09:39say,
09:39what was
09:40it like
09:40in the
09:40time of
09:40prophet?
09:41He said,
09:41everything we
09:41had is
09:42gone.
09:43He meant
09:43to say,
09:44what we
09:44had then,
09:45we were
09:45taking fresh
09:46from the
09:47source.
09:48Now you're
09:48taking through
09:49your egos,
09:51your minds,
09:52it's deluded
09:53and polluted,
09:56mixed,
09:58with your
09:58ego.
09:59we come
10:01with
10:02everything.
10:04The
10:04sheikh has
10:04to remove
10:06all of
10:06that.
10:07So you
10:07come to
10:07me with
10:08plumage,
10:09I pluck
10:09those feathers,
10:11those plumes,
10:13to be
10:14nothing.
10:15No one
10:15wants to
10:15be nothing.
10:17Everyone
10:17coming to
10:18be something.
10:18You go to
10:19school to
10:19become something,
10:20to be a
10:20doctor,
10:21to become
10:21engineer,
10:22to be
10:22lawyer,
10:23to be
10:24something,
10:25architect,
10:26IT.
10:26no one
10:27going to
10:28school to
10:28become
10:28nothing.
10:30Only one
10:30school,
10:32tarikat,
10:33and only
10:34one tarikat,
10:35nakshimandiyyati
10:35hariyah,
10:37to be
10:37nothing.
10:40Sheikh
10:40Nazim used
10:41to say,
10:41I'm
10:42zero,
10:42nothing.
10:44But if
10:44you put
10:44one,
10:45it's
10:45zero,
10:47become
10:47everything.
10:49We're
10:49asking to
10:50be
10:50nothing,
10:51that
10:51that
10:51one.
10:52How did
10:54he
10:54say it?
10:56Allah
10:56is
10:56with
10:57us,
10:57but
10:57we're
10:57not
10:58with
10:58him.
11:00And
11:00we
11:00took
11:00that
11:01to
11:01be
11:01an
11:01admonition.
11:03You're
11:03not
11:03remembering
11:04your
11:04Lord,
11:04you're
11:04not
11:05with
11:05Allah.
11:06No,
11:07he
11:07said,
11:07there's
11:07no
11:07room,
11:09no
11:09room
11:10for
11:10anyone
11:10else
11:10to be
11:11with
11:11Allah.
11:13To
11:13be
11:13alone.
11:14You
11:16are,
11:16I
11:16am
11:17not.
11:17Say
11:17to
11:17your
11:18Sheikh,
11:19you
11:19are,
11:20I
11:20am
11:20not.
11:22We're
11:22coming
11:22full.
11:24And
11:24they're
11:24asking
11:24for
11:25us
11:25to
11:25be
11:25empty.
11:27Coming
11:27with
11:28an
11:28empty
11:29cup.
11:30You
11:31come
11:31with
11:31a
11:31full
11:31cup,
11:32they
11:32can't
11:32put
11:32anything
11:33in it.
11:34Empty
11:35cup.
11:36Then
11:36they can
11:37put,
11:38they can
11:38put
11:39something.
11:40This
11:40is what
11:40we're
11:40asking.
11:43May Allah
11:43grant us
11:44to come
11:44empty
11:45to the
11:46door of
11:46the
11:46Sheikh,
11:48to come
11:48empty
11:49that they
11:49can
11:49put.
11:50Wa
11:51amin
11:51al-
11:51ta'afiq,
11:52bi
11:52harma
11:52til
11:52al-
11:52bi
11:52bi
11:52harma
11:53al-
11:53Fatiha.
11:57Ameen.
12:00Because
12:00Sheikh
12:02Mohammed,
12:02he like
12:02to do
12:03the
12:03Khatim
12:04silently.
12:06We'll do
12:06the Khatim
12:07silently up
12:08until the
12:09Rabbi
12:09Qadda
12:09Taytini
12:10Minal
12:11Mook,
12:11and then
12:12we do
12:12out loud
12:13after that
12:13part.
12:14He said
12:26the
12:26fitna
12:26would be
12:27like the
12:27drops of
12:28rain.
12:29When it's
12:29going to
12:30rain,
12:30first one
12:31drop,
12:32then another
12:32drop,
12:33then another,
12:33then another,
12:34then another.
12:35And they
12:37said,
12:37Ya Rasulullah
12:38sallallahu
12:38sallallahu
12:38sallallahu
12:38sallam,
12:39what should
12:41we do?
12:42You know,
12:43fitna,
12:43when the
12:43fitna
12:44comes,
12:44what's
12:44happening
12:45now?
12:46Every time
12:46in the
12:47news,
12:48the active
12:48duty,
12:50if you're
12:52too late
12:52for Venezuela,
12:53they can
12:53invade
12:54someplace else,
12:54you can
12:55still get in
12:55on it.
12:55no one
13:01yet
13:01conquered
13:01the
13:02whole
13:02world
13:02since
13:03Alexander.
13:05He took
13:06the whole
13:06world at
13:07that time.
13:09Nothing
13:10could stop
13:10him.
13:16One
13:16night,
13:17this is a
13:18detour,
13:19one night,
13:20we're at
13:20the ATM
13:21taking more
13:21than 45
13:22seconds.
13:24One
13:24night,
13:25he called
13:26his generals
13:27that were
13:27with him
13:27on the
13:28way and
13:30said,
13:30oh,
13:31my man,
13:31this is
13:32my last
13:32stop.
13:34No,
13:34no,
13:35you long
13:35life,
13:35no,
13:36no,
13:36this is
13:36it's
13:38been made
13:38known to
13:39me,
13:39this is
13:39my last
13:40place.
13:43He said,
13:43I have
13:44one last
13:45request
13:45from you.
13:46You served
13:46me all
13:47this time,
13:47they were
13:48his chiefs.
13:51When I
13:51pass away,
13:52I want
13:53you to
13:53put me
13:53in a
13:54stone
13:54coffin,
13:56like a
13:56coffin out
13:57of stone
13:57and a
13:59lid of
14:00stone and
14:01put two
14:02holes,
14:03one on
14:03each side
14:04and put
14:04my hands
14:04outside the
14:05coffin.
14:06Then close
14:07the top
14:07and make
14:09a sign,
14:10a plaque
14:10saying,
14:12here is
14:12Alexander.
14:13He took
14:14the whole
14:14world,
14:15you know
14:15that song,
14:16here's the
14:16whole world
14:17in his
14:17hands.
14:17He had
14:18it,
14:18everything
14:18was his.
14:20And look
14:20what he
14:20took with
14:21him,
14:22nothing.
14:22Nothing.
14:24They're
14:24fighting and
14:25fighting and
14:26fighting to
14:26take control
14:28of the
14:28whole world
14:29and no
14:29one ever
14:29did it.
14:31You
14:31can't.
14:34You want
14:35to try to
14:36control
14:36everything,
14:37everything.
14:37Who can
14:39control
14:40everything?
14:40who is
14:47going to
14:48be
14:48responsible
14:48for
14:49every
14:49soul?
14:51Prophet
14:51so
14:52I
14:52said,
14:52umati
14:53umati
14:53umata
14:54is
14:54going
14:54to
14:54say,
14:56harisun
14:56alaikum
14:57bimumi
14:57nina
14:57ro
14:58farahim.
14:59Urgently
14:59looking after
15:00all the
15:01affairs of
15:01his
15:01ummah,
15:02asking
15:02everyone
15:03to go
15:03to
15:06paradise.
15:07When
15:08everyone
15:09goes,
15:09then he
15:09goes.
15:11Not
15:12rushing to
15:12go in,
15:12leaving
15:13everyone
15:13outside.
15:17The
15:17king,
15:18Sheikh
15:19Nazmi
15:19used to
15:19tell the
15:20story,
15:21the
15:21king
15:22goes out
15:23riding
15:23with his
15:24boys
15:24on their
15:25horses.
15:25They come
15:26out from
15:26the castle
15:26over the
15:28drawbridge,
15:29you know,
15:29the drawbridge
15:30on the
15:30castle
15:31comes down.
15:33They go
15:33riding.
15:36Nighttime
15:36they
15:37return.
15:40nighttime
15:42they
15:42return,
15:43the king
15:43pulls his
15:44horse up
15:44to the
15:45side and
15:45waits for
15:46his boys
15:46to go
15:46in.
15:48When
15:48they're all
15:48in,
15:49he goes
15:49in.
15:50Not
15:50running in,
15:51leaving the
15:51others
15:52outside.
15:54Prophet
15:54worried for
15:55his
15:55ummah.
15:55everyone
16:00wants to
16:00control the
16:01world.
16:02Who is
16:02able to
16:02get everyone
16:03safely to
16:04their
16:04destination?
16:06Who can
16:06take care?
16:09I went,
16:10one time I
16:11asked one
16:11of the
16:12AIs,
16:12I forgot
16:13which one,
16:13chat GPT or
16:14perplexity or
16:15grok, I
16:16don't know
16:16which one.
16:17I said,
16:18how many
16:18people on
16:20earth?
16:20They gave
16:21me an
16:21answer,
16:21so-and-so
16:22billion,
16:22eight billion,
16:23so-and-so
16:24if you
16:25gave five
16:26seconds to
16:27each person,
16:28how long
16:28would it
16:28take to
16:29give everyone
16:29attention on
16:30earth?
16:32Thousands
16:32and thousands
16:33of years,
16:34just for
16:35five seconds
16:35or less
16:36than five
16:36seconds.
16:38You can
16:38repeat the
16:39experiment and
16:39change the
16:40numbers the
16:40way you
16:40like.
16:42Who can
16:43control
16:43everything?
16:44You
16:44can't.
16:48Shai
16:48Nazim used
16:49to say,
16:50he could
16:51be like
16:52an oasis
16:53in the
16:54desert.
16:55make a
16:56small area
16:57green around
16:58himself,
16:59but the
16:59desert is
17:00huge and
17:01wide.
17:02What you're
17:03going to
17:03do?
17:07You try
17:08your best
17:09to be
17:12busy for
17:12Allah.
17:14Make people
17:15to be busy
17:16with Allah,
17:17to be happy
17:19with Allah.
17:22We want
17:23tarikat.
17:24You want
17:24tarikat?
17:26Tarikat is
17:27a bitter
17:28medicine.
17:31We want
17:31sweets.
17:33No, we
17:34want tarikat.
17:34Oh.
17:37Tarikat.
17:39Okay.
17:40Every time
17:41you feel
17:41sleepy,
17:43make voodoo,
17:43and to
17:43rakas, you
17:44never have to
17:44sleep again.
17:46Hey, where
17:46are you going?
17:46Everyone ran
17:47away.
17:48We want to
17:49sleep.
17:50You said you
17:50want tarikat.
17:52We can't
17:53do.
17:56We can't
17:56do what
17:58the Auliyah
17:58did to
18:00reach their
18:00stations.
18:04We're on
18:05ruksa,
18:06excuse,
18:07easy way.
18:09We like
18:10the easy
18:10way.
18:11Not we
18:11like the
18:12easy way,
18:12we're only
18:13suitable for
18:13the easy
18:14way.
18:14We can't
18:14carry heavy
18:15burdens
18:16that our
18:16ancestors
18:17carried.
18:17We're
18:19on
18:19ruksa,
18:21not
18:22azimat.
18:23We want
18:24the reward
18:24of the
18:25azimat.
18:27We like
18:28Avukadra
18:29Jelani or
18:30Malanurumi
18:31or, yeah,
18:33but you
18:33can't do
18:34what they
18:34did.
18:36But they
18:37say everyone
18:37wants to
18:38go to
18:38paradise,
18:39but no
18:39one wants
18:39to die.
18:43So, oh,
18:44our Lord,
18:45take us
18:46on an
18:46easy way.
18:47Malanur
18:49Shiknasium
18:50taking us
18:51on an
18:51easy way.
18:53He said,
18:54like sitting
18:54on the
18:54plane.
18:55You don't
18:55have to
18:56fly the
18:56plane.
18:57You sit.
18:59You eat,
19:00you drink,
19:01you go up
19:02and down
19:02the aisle,
19:02you go to
19:03the restroom,
19:04all days you
19:05smoke, you
19:05can't smoke
19:06anymore.
19:07But so
19:08you go.
19:11And the
19:11pilot is
19:12taking us
19:13to our
19:13destinations.
19:17do your
19:23best.
19:25Even
19:2550%,
19:2850%
19:29is too
19:30much.
19:31Even
19:3225%
19:34is too
19:34much.
19:3610%,
19:371%
19:38even,
19:39half
19:39percent.
19:40Something
19:41will be
19:42consistent.
19:42Biggest
19:45miracle,
19:46to be
19:47consistent.
19:49To do
19:50a step
19:50on the
19:51way of
19:51Iman,
19:52and again
19:53the next
19:53day,
19:54and again
19:54the next
19:55day.
19:56Not one
19:56day to do
19:57a lot,
19:57and then
19:57dropping
19:58everything.
20:00Take what
20:00you can
20:01carry and
20:01do.
20:05Take what
20:06you can
20:06carry and be
20:07consistent with
20:08it, and be
20:08happy.
20:09Be thankful
20:10to Allah,
20:11he said.
20:15We gave
20:32to you,
20:33we opened
20:34to you
20:34the two
20:35ways,
20:36testing who
20:37is going
20:37to be
20:38thankful,
20:39and who
20:39is going
20:40to be
20:40unthankful,
20:44ungrateful.
20:44Who is
20:45going to
20:45be grateful
20:45and not
20:46grateful?
20:46Kafir means
20:47ungrateful,
20:48in that
20:49case.
20:52You can
20:52say,
20:53I believe,
20:53and still
20:54be ungrateful.
20:56It's only
20:56by tongue,
20:56I agree.
20:58Who is
20:59going to
20:59be thankful?
21:02Be
21:03thankful
21:03for Allah's
21:05favors.
21:06I'm saying
21:06to myself,
21:07try to
21:08practice
21:08simple
21:09things,
21:11the
21:12simple
21:12things.
21:13Difficult
21:14tests,
21:16difficult.
21:18May Allah
21:19make us
21:19able to
21:20carry
21:20whatever
21:21he has
21:22in store
21:22for us.
21:24Allah
21:24knows what's
21:25written for
21:25each one
21:26of us
21:26along our
21:27life path.
21:28Everyone
21:28has to
21:29face
21:30different
21:30kinds of
21:31situations
21:33and
21:33obstacles.
21:33and
21:36Allah
21:36is
21:36testing
21:37who
21:37is
21:37going
21:37to
21:37be
21:37patient?
21:40Who
21:40is
21:40going
21:40to
21:41be
21:41patient?
21:43The whole
21:43tarakat
21:44could be
21:45summed up
21:46like that.
21:46Who is
21:46going to
21:47be
21:47patient?
21:48To
21:49carry
21:52what you
21:54don't
21:54like
21:54patiently.
21:56it's
21:58not
21:59how
21:59much
21:59zikr
21:59you
21:59did
22:00or
22:00how
22:00many
22:00prayers
22:01you
22:01did
22:01to
22:01carry
22:02what
22:05you
22:07don't
22:07like,
22:07what's
22:07opposite
22:08to
22:09your
22:09will.
22:13Nafis,
22:14ego,
22:15is never
22:15going to
22:15be
22:16satisfied.
22:19But we
22:20have to
22:21ride on
22:23it,
22:25to
22:25ride on
22:25it.
22:26We're
22:32not our
22:32egos.
22:34We're
22:35not our
22:36egos.
22:36We have
22:36a separate
22:37identity.
22:39Ego
22:39is our
22:40riding
22:40animal,
22:42not
22:43our
22:43soul,
22:44our
22:44real
22:44self.
22:47Ego
22:47is
22:47something
22:48given,
22:49nafis
22:49is
22:49something
22:50given
22:50to
22:51human
22:51beings
22:52to
22:53ride
22:53on.
22:54As
22:55prophets,
22:55although I
22:56was
22:56given
22:56warak
22:58to
23:01ride,
23:02the
23:02heavenly
23:02ride.
23:04The
23:04ego is
23:05our
23:05ride
23:05through
23:05this
23:06life,
23:06to
23:06ride on
23:07it,
23:07step by
23:08step,
23:09until the
23:09end.
23:11How long
23:12is that
23:12ride up
23:13up until
23:14death?
23:16Ride.
23:21Ride.
23:21Ride your
23:23ego
23:24until the
23:25certainty
23:25comes to
23:26you.
23:27They said
23:28to
23:28Sheik
23:29in
23:32Vancouver
23:32University.
23:37Okay.
23:39That
23:40ayat,
23:40worship
23:41Allah
23:41until
23:41certainty
23:42comes.
23:43Once you're
23:43certain,
23:43you don't
23:44have to
23:44pray anymore.
23:45He said,
23:45I know
23:45what you
23:45mean to
23:46say.
23:46You're
23:46trying to
23:46trap me.
23:48You have
23:48to do
23:49it.
23:50Yaqin
23:50means
23:51maut.
23:52All
23:52your life,
23:53you have
23:53to do
23:53it until
23:54death
23:54comes.
23:54Prophet
23:56was
23:56praying
23:57all his
23:57life.
23:58Auliyah
23:58were
23:58praying
23:59and
23:59doing,
23:59riding
24:00their
24:00egos
24:00all
24:01their
24:01life.
24:02They
24:02didn't
24:02stop.
24:03They
24:04didn't
24:04say,
24:04I
24:04reached
24:04a
24:05level
24:05now,
24:05I
24:05don't
24:05have
24:06to.
24:06No,
24:07no,
24:08no,
24:08no,
24:09no,
24:09no,
24:09no,
24:09no,
24:09no,
24:11no,
24:11no,
24:11no,
24:11no,
24:11no,
24:12no,
24:13no,
24:13no,
24:13no,
24:13no,
24:13no,
24:13no,
24:13no,
24:13no,
24:13no,
24:13no,
24:13no,
24:14what
24:14Allah
24:14gives.
24:16Ranks
24:17doesn't
24:17belong to
24:17us.
24:20Anyone's
24:20given a
24:21spiritual
24:21rank or
24:22position,
24:23that's from
24:23Allah.
24:24He gave
24:24it,
24:24belongs to
24:25him.
24:26He
24:26put you
24:27in it,
24:27he can
24:27take you
24:27out from
24:28that
24:28also.
24:31One
24:32time,
24:32I don't
24:33know why
24:33Safa is
24:34coming first
24:34today,
24:35but it
24:35is.
24:36One
24:36time,
24:37we put
24:39the heading
24:39in the
24:39middle of
24:40the
24:40lecture.
24:42One
24:42time,
24:42Sayyidina
24:43Abu Bakr
24:43is sitting
24:44by Kaaba,
24:46by himself
24:48crying.
24:50And
24:50Prophet
24:50came and
24:51found him
24:52there by
24:52Kaaba.
24:54Yeah,
24:55Abu Bakr,
24:55why are
24:55you crying?
24:59Shiddiq,
24:59you've been
25:00honored by
25:00Allah.
25:01Fani
25:02Uthnain,
25:02second of
25:03two.
25:04Allah
25:04said,
25:04Allah
25:04gave him
25:05that title,
25:06second of
25:06two.
25:06They were
25:07in the
25:07cave of
25:08the
25:08Hijra.
25:09Don't
25:09hear?
25:09And
25:13Abu Bakr
25:14said,
25:15Ya
25:15Rasu
25:16that
25:18belongs
25:18to
25:18Allah.
25:19Anytime
25:19he can
25:20take it
25:20away
25:20also,
25:21doesn't
25:22belong
25:22to me.
25:24Prophet
25:24said,
25:25and pretty
25:25soon,
25:25Prophet
25:26was crying
25:26also,
25:28until
25:28Allah
25:28established
25:30him,
25:30saying,
25:31it's a
25:32permanent
25:32grant for
25:33you.
25:34None of
25:35us can
25:35say that.
25:36one day,
25:39how many
25:41kings and
25:41dictators,
25:42they were
25:42taken down
25:43and
25:43destroyed.
25:46You
25:47can't do
25:47that to
25:48me.
25:49Dictator,
25:50emperor,
25:51no,
25:52now you're
25:52on the
25:52bottom.
25:54I'm
25:54Napoleon.
25:55What
25:55happened
25:55to
25:55Napoleon?
25:59They
26:00used to
26:00have a
26:00joke.
26:01Who
26:02was
26:02Columbus?
26:02The
26:02guys
26:03are
26:03in
26:03prison.
26:04Who
26:05was
26:05Columbus?
26:05mayor
26:06of
26:06Ohio.
26:07What
26:07did
26:07he
26:08do?
26:08He
26:08died.
26:13They
26:13died.
26:15So we
26:19have to
26:19do our
26:20job
26:21without
26:23asking
26:23rewards,
26:24without
26:24asking
26:25ranks,
26:25without
26:26asking
26:26anything
26:27to be
26:28thankful.
26:29Allah
26:30created
26:30us.
26:32He
26:32made
26:32us
26:32human
26:32beings.
26:34We
26:35could
26:35have
26:35been
26:35ants,
26:36we
26:36could
26:36have
26:36been
26:36mosquitoes,
26:37we
26:37could
26:37have
26:37been
26:37anything.
26:39He
26:39made
26:40us
26:40human
26:40beings,
26:40he
26:41made
26:41us
26:41to
26:41be
26:41from
26:41the
26:42Umiti
26:42Muhammad,
26:42highest
26:44honored
26:44ones,
26:45thanks.
26:48But only
26:48we're
26:49concerned with
26:49our
26:49problems.
26:54So
26:54Prophet said,
26:55we're
26:56going back
26:56to
26:56when we
27:02see the
27:03fitna
27:03coming all
27:04around us,
27:05fitna and
27:06facade and
27:08what's the
27:10other one?
27:15Corruption
27:22and worse
27:24things,
27:25what they're
27:25doing now?
27:26We'll
27:27see it
27:27everywhere.
27:29Pick up
27:29your phone,
27:30you'll
27:30see it.
27:33What we
27:33should do?
27:34He said,
27:35run away
27:35from them.
27:38Go to
27:38your home.
27:39What if
27:39they come
27:39to my
27:40home?
27:40Go to
27:40your room.
27:41What if
27:41they come
27:41to my
27:41room?
27:42Go to
27:42the
27:42mosque.
27:42What if
27:43they come
27:43to the
27:43mosque?
27:43Either die
27:44there,
27:44go to
27:44the
27:45mountain.
27:47Take
27:48your bow
27:48and break
27:49it.
27:49Take
27:49your sword
27:50and make
27:50it on a
27:51rock until
27:52it won't
27:52cut
27:52anymore.
27:54Don't
27:54join that
27:55fitna,
27:55you'll
27:55be one
27:56more.
27:58What they
27:58say,
27:59if you're
27:59not part
27:59of the
27:59solution,
28:00you're
28:00part of
28:00the
28:00problem.
28:01You add
28:02one more
28:02voice to
28:02the problem.
28:04Fitna is
28:05boiling.
28:06I'm going
28:07to solve it.
28:08Now there's
28:08one more
28:08voice.
28:09Making it
28:10worse.
28:10turn from
28:13them and
28:18wait and
28:18watch their
28:19waiting also.
28:20Everyone
28:21waiting for
28:21the order
28:22of Allah,
28:23for the
28:23last breath
28:24and the
28:26accounting.
28:28What was
28:28the meaning
28:28of my
28:29life?
28:29What
28:29happened?
28:32Presidents
28:32are waiting
28:33and common
28:34people are
28:34waiting.
28:36May Allah
28:36make our
28:37ending to
28:37be good.
28:37make us
28:39to be
28:40on a
28:40good
28:40ending
28:40and
28:41make us
28:41to
28:43hold
28:48tight to
28:49the
28:49and don't
28:51slip.
28:54Be
28:54steady.
28:56Try to
28:56keep
28:57your
28:58good
28:59actions
29:00every
29:01day,
29:02every
29:02day,
29:02every
29:02day,
29:03something.
29:04When
29:04you fall
29:05down,
29:06get back
29:07up.
29:07Once
29:07again,
29:08once
29:08again,
29:09and
29:09continue.
29:10Be
29:11with
29:14him,
29:15forbearance,
29:17carry what
29:19you don't
29:20like.
29:21Be
29:21patient with
29:22what you
29:22don't
29:22like.
29:24That's
29:25the
29:25bitter.
29:26Be
29:26patient with
29:27what you
29:27don't
29:28like.
29:29That's
29:29the
29:29training
29:29in
29:30tarikat.
29:31Not
29:31long
29:32recitations
29:33like that
29:35or wearing
29:35turbans.
29:36to be
29:36patient with
29:37what you
29:37don't
29:38like.
29:38That's
29:38the
29:38tarikat.
29:39That's
29:39your
29:39exercising.
29:42That's
29:43our
29:43exercise,
29:44our
29:44training.
29:46That
29:47strengthens
29:48the
29:48heart.
29:48grant me
29:55the
29:55receptors,
29:57the
29:57equipment to
29:58receive your
29:58holy
29:59light that
30:01comes through
30:02patience with
30:03what you
30:03don't like.
30:04that opens
30:05those
30:06receivers to
30:12our hearts.
30:14May
30:14Allah grant
30:15us.
30:16Kuna
30:16Rabbani
30:16in.
30:18To
30:18reach
30:18Behem
30:18to
30:19Abhi
30:19Behem
30:19to
30:19Fatih.
30:24I
30:25wasn't
30:25intending to
30:26speak,
30:26no.
30:27But the
30:28microphone
30:28wanted to
30:29speak.
30:30So it
30:30jumped on
30:31my
30:31jubba
30:32and I
30:33began to
30:33speak.