Deliverance From TORMENTING Thoughts!

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David from South Africa faced a serious battle with depression, anxiety and tormenting suicidal thoughts. After it seemed that he was at 'the end', God miraculously intervened - after he joined an Interactive Prayer Service with Brother Chris. If you're struggling with depression, fear or anxiety - we believe this testimony will especially inspire and encourage you, for to God's power, NOTHING is impossible!   To freely receive prayer from Brother Chris through Zoom, simply submit your prayer request here - https://www.godsheart.tv/zoom - and the God's Heart TV Team will be in touch with you soon via email at info@godsheart.tv   ➡️ Receive Daily Encouragement on WhatsApp - https://godsheart.tv/whatsapp/ ➡️ Information about Interactive Prayer - https://godsheart.tv/interactive-prayer/ ➡️ Volunteer as a God's Heart TV Translator - https://godsheart.tv/translate/ ➡️ Share your testimony - https://godsheart.tv/testimony ➡️ Join our Live Prayer Service on the first Saturday of every month - https://www.youtube.com/godshearttv/live

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00:00whenever i'm walking on a bridge something very high out here jump if i see a car jump in front

00:08of the car i would have thought like if i had a gun i would shoot myself so i couldn't understand

00:14because i never in my life i'm 41 years old never in my life have i gone through anything like this

00:21holy spirits let your floodgates of deliverance open right now let your power of deliverance

00:40descend right now descend right now descend right now descend right now receive your deliverance

00:50receive your deliverance receive it in the name of jesus christ my name is david and i'm connected

01:00from cape town south africa the person next to me is my wife patricia um it all began in the year 2024

01:09last year january when i went to do a part-time job for one of my clients and when i went to do the job

01:20i had the feeling that i shouldn't go but i ignored the feeling i went to do the job anyway

01:28after doing the job for the client the following day i started experiencing

01:34headaches severe headaches and these headaches it felt like there was this

01:40serious inflammation in my head i ignored the headaches for about a week or two

01:49and after a week or two i started feeling strange feelings an example when i'm standing i couldn't

01:57stand still so i would feel as if my body is moving i started having memory loss and i started having

02:04something like fatigue i would feel like something pushed me then one day i went to a store called

02:11macro here in south africa to buy a ink cartridge for our printers at work when i went into the store

02:20i just blacked out when i blacked out i felt i was going to collapse completely but suddenly i received

02:28strength and i stood upright then i found my wife i told my wife that no something is very wrong with me

02:34i need to go and see a doctor and the following day i went to see the doctor after seeing the doctor

02:41he prescribed um medicine i kept the containers because i believed that a day like this would come

02:49when i'll be giving my testimony so if you can see here clearly my name it faded a little bit my name is

02:55written on them so he the doctor prescribed um these pills one is called melon alprazzo it was 14 tablets

03:06and they were prescribed that i must take them for two weeks and this is called indoor block 40 milligrams

03:15and i was supposed to take these two tablets every night before i sleep for two weeks i took these

03:23tablets these containers these containers are empty and finished the tablets when i finished the tablets

03:29in the morning when i woke up i started having serious suicide thoughts and depression and i wondered

03:37i just woke up and i wondered what could this be i i couldn't understand it when i arrived at work i just

03:42felt no strength i felt i'm going to collapse and it got even worse on the 5th of march on the 5th of march

03:55i arrived at work i just felt no strength i felt i'm going to collapse and i found my wife again i said i

04:05need to go and see the doctor again because i had finished taking the tablets for two weeks and there

04:13was no solution so i requested to see the same doctor because it's a medical clinic so there's many doctors

04:19before i went to the doctor um just to take it back a little bit i i went to a shopping mall with my wife

04:27to deposit some money when i got to the atm i did not know how to operate the atm remember i'm someone who

04:35you love using um atms depositing money outside computers but on that day i could not deposit that

04:43money and i stood in front of the atm wondering what could be wrong but eventually i was able to deposit

04:51the money i went to see the doctor when i when i went into the doctor's room i explained to him that

04:56doctor i'm feeling very very weird i have suicidal thoughts i forget and i can just stand up

05:04going to the kitchen to get something immediately i get there i can't remember what what i'm doing

05:10there i can't remember anything and i have this depression i i don't have any desire to talk to

05:15anyone i'm just keeping to myself and this is not me then he was visibly afraid he said to me david

05:23would you like me to prescribe the same tablets i said no no no i don't want those tablets again he said

05:30okay i will prescribe something else for you he gave me a little paper i went to the uh pharmacy which

05:36they gave me still tablets for depression trepeline which i didn't take the tablets are still here all

05:44of them and i started to feel something else fear anxiety i got home i was sitting down to about to eat

05:55breakfast and i realized i couldn't sit at one place for 10 seconds that was very strange to me i took

06:06a few bites and i stood up i went to the room came back tried to eat stood up and stood in the kitchen

06:13and i stood there i started hearing voices run run and another voice would say to me no don't run

06:22and i would hear another voice scream another voice don't scream i was very confused i felt i'm losing my

06:29mind and at night insomnia i don't sleep i remember one day i slept around nine o'clock and i woke up

06:39with this uh torment of suicidal thoughts i checked the time how long i've been sleeping it was quarter

06:46past nine i slept only 15 minutes and that that made me very afraid at night i would wake up drink

06:54water i can't lay still on my bed and at the same time i can't sleep so i'm just sitting on my bed till

07:00the next morning and these suicidal thoughts whenever i'm walking on a bridge something very

07:08high out here jump if i see a car jump in front of the car i would have thoughts like if i had a gun

07:17i'll shoot myself so i couldn't understand because i never in my life i'm 41 years old never in my life

07:24have i gone through anything like this one day my boss came to visit because he is in johannesberg

07:31and he said to me david i want to buy a truck can you please accompany me so you can assist with the

07:38selection of the truck i left with him we went to the company where they sell the trucks and they packed

07:44four trucks next to electric wire electric fence and as he was looking at these trucks he kept saying

07:50david is this because i was under serious depression so i'm agreeing to everything he's

07:54saying i'm not even giving my input so when every time he says david is this one nice i say yes yes

07:58it's nice this one i think david this one is better i would agree with him yes i think it's better

08:03and then i i held on to um a live electric wire which electrocuted me very well and when it

08:13when it electrocuted me i screamed and i jumped off and he looked at me and said david

08:18what happened did you get shocked i said yes and he said to me are you awake now so i didn't even

08:23realize that my boss noticed that there's something wrong with me then i decided no no no no no i need

08:30god's intervention i reached out um to brother chris i sent a prayer request explaining everything i'm

08:38going through the depression insomnia anxiety i can't sleep and i joined interactive prayer

08:48that was in in april i joined the interactive prayer during the interactive prayer i didn't form it

08:57didn't manifest but i felt the love of god and after he prayed for me for everyone including myself

09:07i started to experience something marvelous the suicide thoughts were there depression was there

09:15anxiety was there but i started feeling this joy and love as if someone is just pouring it on me

09:22every time i hear the voice of suicide and depression and anxiety this love keeps increasing so much

09:33that i felt is quenching or shutting out the voice of depression the voice of anxiety the voice of

09:41suicide thoughts and i started studying it i realized that anytime i focus and think about this suicide

09:50thoughts and depression and anxiety they they dominate me i they become so much but when i focus on this

09:57love and joy they are dying down then i said to my wife ah since the prayer i'm feeling this joy and love

10:05this awesome and focus to this love this suicide thoughts this depression they are dying down

10:15then i i i started to change my focus i'm i'm reading my bible i start to think of heavenly things

10:22every time i i i i force my mind think of heavenly things think meditate on the word of god the more i do it

10:31the more the suicide thoughts were dying down the more depression was going down the more um anxiety

10:37was going down and then insomnia vanished completely i was able to sleep after some time the suicide

10:44thoughts died down completely i was left with um depression and also it was it was not heavy and then

10:53during the crossover service brother chris said something if god has removed something in your life has

10:58done a miracle in life don't wait until everything is gone testify send that testimony of what god has

11:07done for you i said to myself okay i'm still feeling depression but insomnia is gone suicide thoughts

11:13are gone i'm going to send my testimony so i sent my testimony of the suicide thoughts people of god

11:18after i sent my testimony of suicide thoughts within a few days depression disappeared completely

11:27and today i am here suicidal thoughts free depression free no more insomnia no more anxiety i am back to

11:37my normal self by the grace of god and my relationship with god just went to another level i've learned to

11:44trust in god i've learned to leave it all for god um i was put in a corner where i had to

11:50um exercise faith because i knew after some point of going in and out of hospitals and doctors i came to

12:00a a very heavy realization that no human can help me i have to start um acting faith um whether i like it or

12:11not that was just one thought that was for jesus only and that just took my relationship with god to the next

12:20level grace and peace to you all as he already explained everything it was scary it was terrible at first he

12:31didn't tell me he went through it alone but as a wife i noticed that something was wrong because i was

12:38seeing someone else in him someone that i didn't recognize his eyes just changed and him doing up and

12:49down not to be able to sit still that part was scaring me because i'll be watching him not knowing what

12:57he was going through he's the one who's always strong who will be able to take care of me when i'm not

13:04well but at that point i felt helpless because i didn't know how to go about it i didn't know how

13:12to help him he went through it um for some time and then he explained himself to me what he was going

13:23through i was so scared i remember i was standing on a stove cooking i just closed my eyes and said please

13:30god help me to know how to take care of him help me to be there for him as he always is for me on on

13:42that same january when this thing started him going in and out to doctors to clinics to hospitals he will

13:52go out not telling me where he's going he'll just take the key and go out when he comes back he comes back

14:00with plastic he bought things that are not needed he was spending like it was not normal for him to do

14:09that one day he's at the doctor the next is the day at the clinic at the day of hospital even i remember

14:17there was this specific day i think it was around nine and he just stood up i asked him where are you

14:25going he said i'm going to day hospital i'm like but it's nine o'clock you can't go there

14:30there and he was like i'm going and then i i let him go he was updating me all the time when he was

14:39there and then eventually he came back when he came back the following day he was like i'm going to the

14:47doctor i'm like i i didn't know how to help him i didn't know i didn't even know to stop him like what

14:56you're doing is wrong because i knew that he was going through something so he spent all our savings

15:03by the grace of god he's himself he's normal he's even gained weight because during that he lost so

15:12much weight but now he's back to his normal self and everything is okay and we

15:19need we we socialize and we share everything by the grace of god before my advice i'd like to say i am a

15:28god's hat tv partner and i would like to encourage the viewers all over the world that all of this is

15:35possible the testimonies what we watch on the internet is made possible by the grace of god through the

15:44partners the workers in gosha tv gosha tv team so i want to encourage you to become a gosha tv

15:54partner and share help share the gospel to all four corners of the world because there are many people

16:00that need to hear the word of god and by becoming a partner you can help spread the word even further

16:06um my word of advice i want to say that you know we've got all things are possible there's nothing

16:14too hard for god this i i thought to me it was the end i thought it was my end and i mentioned it on

16:21on my testimony i thought it was the end of my life because i could not see any other way out but god

16:29came through and proved to me that there's nothing impossible so i want to encourage viewers all over

16:36the world whatever you are going through no matter how big it is don't magnify your problem above god

16:45believe god that god will remove that problem from you just as he removed mine he will remove yours

16:52and give you peace of heart thank you jesus to my sister is there any advice that you like to give

16:58to viewers i will advise them to give it all to god to god all things are possible what we can't do

17:09ourselves god can do it for us

17:28so

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