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00:00You always do this.
00:02You get what you want and then you freak out.
00:05You get what you want, Claire.
00:08Come on, dear. Don't be so dramatic.
00:13Just stay.
00:16One more round.
00:18Okay?
00:20It's not gonna happen.
00:25No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:27You don't get to do that, baby.
00:30Uh-uh.
00:32You gotta stay.
00:34Claire, please.
00:36You need help.
00:38You fucked my boyfriend!
00:44Darren is a grown man and he made his own decisions.
00:48He was my boyfriend.
00:50You are my mother!
01:00This is a rehab for sex addiction.
01:04You can fuck off with that.
01:06No!
01:07Listen.
01:10I've had this in my mind for a long time.
01:13Bullshit.
01:14No, it's not.
01:16The only bullshit is you pretending that you don't have a fucking problem.
01:20No, it's not.
01:21No, it's not.
01:22No, it's not.
01:23No, it's not.
01:24Get away from me.
01:26No, it's not.
01:27Get away from me.
01:28Okay.
01:29I'm gonna take you.
01:30It's gonna have a good shit this time.
01:32All right, everyone.
01:33I guess so.
01:34Let's continue with honesty.
01:35Emily?
01:36You said you were ready to share.
01:37Are you ready now?
01:38Hi.
01:39Emily?
01:40Emily?
01:41You said you were ready to share.
01:42Are you ready now?
01:43Hi.
01:44Emily.
01:45Emily.
01:4630 years old, housewife.
01:47All right, everyone.
01:47I guess so.
01:48Let's continue with honesty.
01:52Emily, you said you were ready to share.
01:56Are you ready now?
02:00Hi, Emily.
02:0430 years old, housewife.
02:10I used to think that I was in control.
02:13That if I set the rules, I could keep it contained.
02:26I had a system, strictly strangers.
02:30One night only, no names, no repeat visits.
02:34I told myself it was safer that way, that I wasn't an addict, just someone who knew what she wanted.
02:55Guys, keep your comments respectful.
03:03Emily, it's okay.
03:06Please keep going.
03:08After a while, it stopped being enough.
03:18I needed more.
03:22More risk.
03:24More danger.
03:27More shame.
03:28I don't remember how everything started that night, but I remember how it felt.
03:41I found him online.
03:55I set the pickup at a public place.
04:00I didn't recognize the building or the other man, but I had agreed to it.
04:18So, I said...
04:23Yes, sir.
04:31Just look from the beautiful place.
04:35Jackcock?
04:36Yes.
04:37You're with that.
04:37Okay.
04:38You sit on it?
04:39Yes.
04:40You sit on it?
04:40Yes.
04:41Oh, yes, yes, yes.
04:42Yes, yes, yes.
04:43Yes, yes.
04:44Yes?
04:45I told myself that I could stop any time, that I was just exploring.
04:57But the truth is, I was spiraling.
05:02I wanted more, to be used, to be ruined, to be treated like I was nothing.
05:14I was just...
05:19So...
05:20What happened next?
05:23What do you mean?
05:25That night.
05:27Did they cross a line, or did you?
05:33Vanessa, let's focus on how Emily's choices made her feel, rather than passing judgment.
05:40I get it.
05:41I mean...
05:42I get it.
05:43I mean...
05:46It's no deal about what you want.
05:48You are, even.
05:49You just...
05:51Do whatever they want you to do.
05:55So you like it rough.
05:57Big deal.
05:59You think you're different than me?
06:04That's what I used to think too.
06:06All right guys.
06:07It's time for dinner.
06:08Mmm.
06:09Yeah.
06:10Yeah.
06:11It's time for dinner and but
06:14to go.
06:16wooping
06:18Yeah.
06:19Perfect one.
06:21All right.
06:23There they are behind you.
06:24There they are.
06:25There's nobody like this.
06:26We might as if if a presenter wants to come to the real community.
06:28Who gives us...
06:30And to answer these questions,
06:31Look type in stuff...
06:32The okay.
06:33ę²’ęœ‰ relief.
06:34To your day,
06:35You also have to ask yourself so...
06:36Choosing the baby,
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