Married at First Sight UK S10.E05

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00:00marriage to me means everything previously i am extremely excited this is the most

00:07spontaneous thing i've actually ever done four more courageous singles said i do to a stranger

00:14i'm extremely nervous i want an epic love story whilst romance sparked for one couple

00:22it's love at first sight for the other i want your life when you draw one bride's party spirit

00:28wild argumentative argumentative raised concerns for her groom she is more fiery than i'm used to

00:36that is a worry and for lee and leah i just want to go home struggles on the slopes i might have a

00:43panic attack i'm not joking landed them in honeymoon hell she doesn't understand the severity of things

00:48until it gets too far i've paused the fucking eye

00:52tonight i don't struggle to meet women i just haven't met the right person two more bold singles

01:04i'm attracted to the alpha male i won't settle for anything less meet and marry at first sight

01:14but one bride's rigid expectations i can't tell whether he's an alpha or not bring a bitter

01:20disappointment he's not my type you may now share your first kiss kiss i can't remember the last

01:27time i was given the cheek if i'm honest is that a first part bloody hell four more newlyweds it's

01:33time for your honeymoon the magical morocco set off on their romantic escape i don't wait to get

01:39lazy life joe's worst fears become reality you really pissed me why because you're off man you're

01:46actually off and davani's negative conversations knowing that i could potentially be alone for the

01:52rest of my life that would be the worst unleash tension everything is so intense and so deep

01:59that tears their honeymoon apart the last thing i want to do is have a talk about our traumas and then

02:05like getting to bed with you there's trouble in paradise

02:17it's hot god i am sweating here i cannot wait to get in the pool pina colada pina colada cannot wait to

02:24get wavy like i'm still not 100 too certain where we are but it's absolutely amazing oh my god champagne

02:32do you want some of course i do jamaica is that right caribbean i don't actually know i don't know

02:40this we've got our own pool haven't we is insane i can't wait to jump in there

02:46it don't feel real to me no don't i mean i still haven't come to terms with that i'm actually married

02:55obviously there are things i do like about maeve

02:58but my first impressions were i wasn't really sure if she is what i needed a few babies can't wait

03:06she came across big brash personality um yeah and i just think it's going to take some time just to

03:11see if she isn't just a party girl but i guess we'll find out so like one thing i might be concerned

03:20about is obviously when we're both drinking yeah how we're gonna like be with each other because

03:26obviously you said you were like proper argumentative and shit when you when you're pissed so i'm all

03:32right but the more i drink the more like cheekier i get yeah the more looking to like pushy buttons i get

03:40because you've calmed down do you know what i mean and mate like that's what i want to be like so

03:48maybe you might possibly be the one to try it well calm us down hopefully

03:54do you think that'll happen right now probably not

03:58i've always sworn by treat them mean keep them keen if he can handle me at my worst he can have me at

04:07my best the more time i'm spending with joe i'm starting to like him and i feel like he's a very

04:14easy person to talk to but i still have my guard up in my past relationships i have been walked all over

04:22back what can go wrong get a couple of drinks down and we'll sure find out got you a little hot chocolate

04:44i'll hold you poor okay so the honeymoon it has been up and down in terms of where we're at

04:51she has been a bit aggy and stuff with me it's emotionally draining i do feel like i'm giving

04:56more and i want her to know that i feel like at this point i feel like i'm maybe trying a little bit

05:14harder are you i'm always attentive with you i'm like do you want this do you want that you look nice

05:29constantly giving you compliments for me i need a little bit of like flirtiness back i don't want to

05:36flirt with you because like that part for me is just like not there yet i don't want to rush myself

05:46but you could be a little bit more flirty i think

05:50oh leah your hair looks nice today oh leah i like the way you're wearing your rings

05:55okay do we want do we want to just dig me out how awful i am i feel like we're in this experiment we

06:05need to like push ourselves more than we would in the outside world

06:11we have to meet in the middle if we want it to try and work

06:14do you know what i mean i know i'm not her type but also she's not my type

06:23i still can have a flair and have a joke with her is she open to giving a little bit more

06:28because if it's not i can't see myself going through this process it's just a waste of time for me

06:33do you want to go and play in the snow no

06:49god no no back in the uk close them julia ruth and davani are waking up to their first morning as a

06:57married couple how did how did you sleep fantastic how was yours i listed up on my head in the pillow

07:03and i was gone first night with my wife was very romantic when i opened my eyes this morning i thought

07:09i was dreaming my wife is a very beautiful woman and very attracted to her coming to ask for anything

07:14better so it was it was good it was just super super super duper comfortable okay

07:27i feel like the wedding was such a high but i have woken up with like a different thought this

07:31morning i'm quite an openly sexual person but i'm not having that desire so i do think that i just

07:39want to take things slowly and out at our pace and just build from there

07:46julia ruth and davani congratulations we hope you enjoyed your first night as newlyweds

07:52now it's time for your honeymoon in the magical morocco the perfect setting for an enchanting love

07:59story to begin i'm screaming i love that we're going to morocco

08:07i didn't get the initial spark that i was hoping for davani let's try and make the most of

08:12being on the honeymoon as i see if it grows

08:18morocco here we come oh i'm here for it

08:29morocco we're excited ready as julia ruth and davani jet off on honeymoon

08:37another hopeful single is ready to put her trust in the experts i'm ready i'm excited let's go guys

08:47i'm successful seriously independent

08:50and determined three two one

08:59the gym's a huge part of my life i love to feel healthy i love to feel strong and i think that's

09:05why i'm attracted to the alpha male i'm attracted to the big man that can lead me by the hand

09:16are we ready lovely i'm an aesthetics nurse and i run my own clinic from home i absolutely love my job

09:25i've managed to build a business on my own from the ground up it's thriving

09:32is that okay feeling all right and i'm so proud of that because i know that it's me who's achieved

09:37that when you're entrepreneurial you strive for more all the time my standards are very high i like

09:47things to be in order and i like things to look nice i won't settle for anything less

09:53than perfection in my life and i feel the same about my relationships

10:01i was with my ex-partner for eight years and we got engaged and a little while after that i broke off

10:10the engagement when he proposed there was something

10:15something inside me that was saying i'm not sure if this is a hundred percent right

10:23making the decision that i made to break off the engagement

10:28obviously changed the course of my life but changed me as a person yeah it was heartbreaking for us all

10:34you know because we just we just thought that was your course to be on there is somebody out there

10:41that is just going to be perfect for what you want i have a really clear idea of the type of person that

10:48i want the values that i want him to have the way that i want him to live his life and what would work

10:53well for me in that sense and i haven't ever felt that before

10:57i want to be with a partner and think this is everything that i've ever wanted so if you found

11:06somebody that wasn't your type would you be willing to put the work in and the effort in if

11:12you didn't take those boxes straight away i feel like i'm the type of person that needs them boxes

11:18ticked instantly and if they're not in my mind i think that's not gonna work it's not gonna work just

11:25move on i'm attracted to the alpha male somebody tall confident and who's sure of themselves

11:38i want him to have really strong family values and want to have a family in the future with me

11:45i want him to be kind and respectful to have a lot of get up and go

11:50and to be really funny i'm really ready to find the one and something as crazy and as wild as this

12:01feels like the right next step

12:05i have got a hundred percent hit rate with my flirting don't listen don't ask my friends what

12:09they say just ask me it's a hundred percent we never thought we'd see the day that baby gets married

12:15like i always thought i'd get married like chill out on that everyone grows up like i'm not like a

12:20massive flirt anymore much a little bit if there was a dating review website i think i'd have five

12:26stars i think i'm a catch yeah i mean yeah look at me i enjoy being tall i think that is such a good

12:32trait when you're trying to approach women i've got to put my heart on a day enough i put hi i'm six

12:37foot four yeah remember i'm six foot four i'm definitely an extrovert i'm just loud so i end up being

12:43central attention i like to think of myself somewhat as an entrepreneur i'm kind of like

12:51the richard branson of brighton i own a microbrewery it helps me on dates loads i mean if i'm in a bar

12:58that sells the beer be like oh oh they sell my beer here today like i didn't know already works honestly

13:03that works a treat my beer is named after my gorgeous little daughter wow look at that

13:10you ready here we go becoming a dad is the best thing i've ever done she's the most important

13:17person in my life i just have another level to love with bluebell who's your best friend

13:24who's my best friend yeah family is super important to me i split up with my daughter's

13:30mother and it was something i never wanted to do we came to kind of the harsh reality that we would

13:35be happier separated i do want more kids one day so i think that makes it even more important to be

13:41in a strong relationship and to be really close with my partner be really sure about them why is love

13:48so important to you now oh love means everything to me i'd love to be married i'd love to start building

13:56the future maybe build on my family and have a family together all of these things are important to me

14:01but the right person someone i could see forever with just a teammate like someone to bring out the

14:07best of me and then i can hopefully do that with her yeah i'm looking for sparks honesty kindness

14:19entrepreneurial spirit i think there's that fairy tale out there for everyone

14:24and yeah i'm here searching for mine

14:34rebecca and bailey are a fascinating couple let's start with rebecca who is possibly one of our

14:40trickiest brides to match she's confident career driven a high achiever and she demands perfection

14:46in all aspects of her life including her partner she wants a husband with an alpha personality who can

14:52match her energy and drive it's a very high bar but i think we may have cracked it with bailey he's an

14:59entrepreneur self-assured a leader in his peer group and he radiates charm and confidence absolutely

15:06bailey's a big personality but rebecca's direct and honest characteristics will keep him on his toes

15:12and they both have a genuine love of family which as a loving father is a crucial quality for bailey

15:18and let's not forget they are both highly active and extroverts who love the company of other people

15:24so they should really bounce off each other's positive energy

15:28if the spark ignites for these two there could be fireworks rebecca and bailey

15:34i just want there to be like that spark and that connection and then i look at him and i'm like

15:45oh okay do you feel like you when you see him you'll know yeah straight away yeah i know within 10 seconds

15:53i'm just that type of person though aren't i you do need to give people a chance as well

15:58rebecca likes everything her own way and you know she's got certain standards that she wants

16:05everybody to live up to but she does maybe need to compromise a little bit i want somebody who

16:15like is a typical alpha guy i'm always attracted to like the tallest guys i hope he's well dressed

16:22clean big feasts gym bod or six pack discipline and they work really hard i would say you're picky

16:28you have got your standards you have and you know what you want

16:36god it feels so real now you're here i didn't sleep at all last night nervous no i'm ready i'm ready

16:41i can't believe it the day is here i'm about to be a husband i'm gonna have a wife

16:45i can't wait to meet her get me down that aisle she might not like you are you worried about that at all

16:52nah i'm not worried about that she'll love me right it's fine i'm obviously mr confident i'm not

16:58used to people not fancying me i get a lot of numbers get a lot of dates is she going to be in

17:03love as soon as she sees me he's always confident a bit a bit too too confident at times

17:13try and crack on with her for the first night what she's like she's not feeling that yeah

17:17yeah how would you react to that i don't know listen i'm not even thinking about it it's never

17:33i definitely am looking to settle down i just

17:55i just haven't met the right person i want to call someone my wife i don't want to be with someone

18:00forever

18:11i don't know

18:20hello hello

18:23what's your name i'm bailey bailey yeah nice to meet you all you look lovely thank you

18:38thank you

18:41rebecca knows what she wants so i will know from rebecca's face if this is not her dream man

18:48i'm picturing like a man who's got like stature about him

18:59i want him to be a dominant figure

19:02i've walked away from something before because i didn't want to settle

19:12and if they don't take enough boxes for me straight away i will say how i feel

19:32she's

19:48how's it going you all right

19:51how are you nice to meet you too i'm rebecca hi rebecca i'm bailey nice to meet you

19:55bailey yeah you look lovely thank you so much so do you

20:02she's absolutely stunning i can't believe it she's right up my street she's a bit of me

20:08god you look lovely by the way yeah you're really lovely yeah honestly yeah i have big smiles look at me

20:14i'm like a cheshire cat

20:28six four six four yeah is that all right

20:32he's not six foot four i guess six foot one i said i would know within 10 seconds

20:50and alarm bells are going off in my head

20:54is not my type

21:02oh god

21:12thank you all for coming to celebrate this very special occasion

21:16i always tell my friends that first dates should be casual nothing too fancy

21:33don't overdress and whatever you do never talk about marriage but well here we are nice to meet you

21:40but in all seriousness i vow to be your biggest fan your supportive teammate

21:49and your personal comedian always there to make you smile when you need cheering up

21:55so here's the laughter happiness and who knows hopefully one day love so let's do this

22:03to my husband

22:11never in a million years did i think i'd stand in front of a stranger and agree to marry them

22:17i decided this year was the year that i would say yes to everything to every opportunity to every

22:22invitation but more importantly to you i want to get to know the real you

22:27i know we may go through tough times together but all i ask i'm gonna cry all i ask is that you try to

22:36love me sorry but you try to love me just as i am

22:43please just accept me and let me show you how magical life can be with me by your side

22:47excuse me so to my husband i say yes to you today and hopefully i will say yes every day thereafter

23:02i'm gonna start wearing out i can't speak

23:05i don't know what i'm trying to i'm trying to be your macho am i

23:07i don't think he's an alpha no rebecca i give you this ring

23:20wear it with joy and as a symbol of our unity

23:23bailey i give you this ring with sincerity and as a symbol of our unity

23:29bailey rebecca you may now share your first kiss

23:37no like a kiss on the mouth isn't right for me at this stage

23:48please join me in giving them your warmest congratulations thank you thank you

23:56god i can't remember the last time i was given the cheek if i'm honest

24:09i wanted a kiss oh god i don't know is that a first part bloody hell

24:15i felt straight away there was no real sexual pull

24:21i don't know if he'd be my type that i'd gravitate to

24:27i'm a man on a mission now i'm a man on a mission to get a kiss maybe a bit of tongue later

24:41oh my god

24:44the experts have definitely got this right

24:46i've literally met someone that i didn't truly believe ever existed

24:51oh this is really nice you know what i think i can stay here for a few nights

24:59i've been married for less than 24 hours

25:02the lack of physical like desire does bother me a little bit

25:07i love someone who is excited about life and i'm getting the impression that davani is low energy

25:14wow just different energy to mine

25:18if i had to design my own house it would look like this

25:21yeah but it would have pillars as well

25:24oh pillars i love a i love a house with pillars

25:28i don't want a boring life i want to do fun things together

25:31maybe it'll spark and come in time um it hasn't really at the moment

25:47it's our final dinner it's the honeymoon i'm hoping to clear the air i've sort of had to think about

25:52how i'm behaving i know that i've had moments where i could have

25:57been more open and i could have put more effort in so i want her to know that i'm going to take on

26:01board what she said we've had moments i think where we've been like sort of up and down

26:07i've maybe realized that there is an element of me that is maybe a bit more distant with you because

26:17of things i've been through in the past subconsciously i've built a wall up so much

26:22since i've been single it's like i've turned a switch off and i'm struggling to turn that switch

26:27back on and that is why like there's a bit of me that's kind of like kicking myself a little bit

26:34i'm like why is that bit not there yeah because like i am attracted to you in a lot of ways

26:43what i really appreciate today is like me telling you that i feel like we need to meet 50 50 and already

26:48you've gone away and you've worked on that straight away within hours do you know what i mean yeah

26:54so i can be sweet it makes me feel like i'm definitely heard thank you so i feel like she is trying

27:04no i'll feed it to you i'm trying to be romantic sorry you asked for effort i'm giving you effort

27:16the sound on my feet ow i think i have a step on a rock thank you very much just like oh oh i just

27:34kicked the table that's just nice isn't it yeah joe is a really nice guy i didn't even know his name

27:4224 hours ago and now i'm in this amazing place in the caribbean i think and i'm having a really good time

27:56oh fucking hell are you being a lady tonight

28:02i think the biggest stumbling block about maybe she's got this big sort of character that's almost

28:08boisterous energy that is strong you know but i feel like i need to get to know each other on a deeper

28:15level tonight so you do love being a mom yeah oh yeah the best feeling in the world best feeling

28:25in the world i missed my son knows now seeing his little face in the morning like oh i just squeeze

28:32them like i wake up like 10 minutes earlier just to give him a cuddle that's nice it's the best

28:37honesty man he melts me heart like he is my best friend but there are times when it is like hard

28:45yeah because i've got to be like the mom the dad like and obviously i had him at 20 like i've always

28:50been the person that's provided like paid all the bills and everything yeah so i am quite like independent

28:57see i i respect that massively yes you are a caring person and i proper get that vibe off you

29:04and that's exactly what i asked for someone that's got a good heart and i genuinely do think you've got

29:08an eye of gold honest that is actually but i think you put on this like

29:19facade but i i know there's a soft interior i can just see it

29:24i don't really open up to people it's like i am scared of talking about how i actually feel

29:32when people say that i have got a soft side people do take the piss out of you and i don't

29:35want that to happen again but it's nice that he actually listens to me i've never had that

29:50so here we are here we are here we are i definitely find julia roof stupid attractive

30:00getting to know her throughout this honeymoon stage i feel like it's just really confirming

30:04what i've been looking for for a very long time so what was your um first thoughts or how did you feel

30:12when you turned around and you saw me when i turned around and i saw you all smiling walking up i was

30:18so happy nervous but i was stupid happy man stupid you were absolutely beautiful

30:29that's really nice

30:33as you were thinking when you saw me

30:38i was like flooded with so many like emotions excited and nervous and it was a lot to take in

30:45you were very confident you were very calm when i was nervous and i like the fact that we had a lot in

30:51common

30:54but um

31:00i think it is fair to say that there was an expectation maybe on like height

31:04i mean i have i have dated like taller guys

31:17he just feels like a really nice friend at the moment

31:26i don't want to be mean to him

31:28that shocks me i'm not no basketball player yeah that hurt

31:45i definitely fancy her she's obviously gorgeous but i'm struggling to tell

32:14where she's at a little bit this way for me

32:18what do you reckon do you mean yeah i think it looks yeah i hope so

32:24bailey is so complimentary of me but i just don't know if like the fanciing is there for me

32:34what's your type i like a real masculine energy yeah sweet yeah what are you like with your

32:39mates i'm the loud one yeah i'm proper extroverted yeah and what about you i'd say i'm like the

32:46leader of the girls yeah we're both alpha then are we see i don't get that vibe at all

32:51what for me do you not what am i giving beta vibes

32:54what's going on i'm obviously the alpha could i get a kiss for the camera is that okay please

33:03i can't really don't feel about the kissing can i kiss on the cheek

33:06yeah you can kiss on the cheek

33:17there we go

33:20i've got the cheek again but i can't work it out i can't believe it

33:24i don't think i see the type a character from him yet i don't know if we've got different

33:34definitions of what an alpha might be

33:36you're okay no we all right hold on hold on hold on hold on don't move it don't move it just

33:52get me like the shaking

33:59my feelings have definitely progressed with maeve i was a bit unsure at the wedding but just getting

34:04to know her gradually i'm getting signs that may have sort of letting me in oh my god oh my god

34:09oh my god oh my god i'm not doing that ever again what i've found is the more time that i'm

34:17spending with them i am starting to like him it's nice isn't it to go out of your comfort zone no

34:22well done smash that that's the worst thing i've ever done in my life i was crying at the top

34:29me other boyfriends that i've been with are nothing compared to joe

34:34like joe makes me feel really comfortable and he reassures me quite a lot

34:39but i've still got my guard up massively so i don't want to give him 100 just yet

34:44how are you feeling

35:01hmm not great okay

35:05there's tension for sure when julia ruth shed her perspective on first thoughts at the wedding

35:14yeah that hurt but i'm still physically attracted to her i'm emotionally touched on her for sure

35:21and uh i really want this to work as much as possible i'll just let my character be bigger and

35:26taller so that's where my mind's at really and truly just feel like there's still more days left to

35:36see where it's gonna go yeah sometimes it's easier to adjust to your partner's needs

35:44and i feel like it just depends on circumstances situations time

35:48and i feel like it's just boring i just want to like let her hair down so today i just want to see

35:58him like have fun with cooking marcan food and then maybe the physical attraction would come just a

36:04little bit easier

36:21this is me right now in my element yeah super happy i love eating i love good food i also love flavors spices

36:35nice

36:41i'm really trying to have fun but the conversation has been a bit of a struggle

36:50can i borrow your knife okay

37:04so yeah it's not ideal it's it's not fun

37:20hello everyone go on hello

37:22oh what do you reckon

37:28yeah i want to be punching

37:30what do you drink uh anything are you i do drink i do drink you do drink yeah just not like loads

37:39okay no i don't drink like this but um no no no is it just because i said i don't know no i mean

37:43i don't i just don't do it like this

37:45but um but um yeah anything beer wine so you do drink a lot then

37:51not a lot i feel like you're gonna lie to me

37:52no no no no not not loads i'm a social drinker

37:55do you go out quite a lot not like what like depends what you mean socially like to watch the

38:02football at the pub then a little bit but like it's like literally to do that and go home

38:07you can't say that you go out it's okay no no no i swear

38:12i just want you to tell me how you act like you are like i just i want to get to know you properly

38:17do you know what i mean

38:18when somebody's an alpha they don't try too hard to be like that

38:26yeah like fitness is like a big part of my life is it yeah i like training so i like being in the

38:30gym always in the gym like i go every day i can never go a week without going

38:35i went like 24 days in the in the month so yeah i'm always in the gym

38:39i do worry about the authenticity i'll be back oh are you off i am i'm off i'm gonna go and speak

38:58to your friends wait who's speaking to my friends i'm not sure if bailey is being really real with me

39:04hello there so what do you want to know the goths tell me all the goths

39:11far away far away is he six foot four but there's no way he's six four

39:17he's about six two on a good day i think

39:23so he said to me that he trained every day when he says training it means he does five press-ups in

39:29the morning it is a white lie it makes no sense to me i don't mind

39:34i don't need someone who goes to the gym every single day just be honest

39:39what's he been like in past relationships with people

39:45oh no no no no the thing is the thing is with his uh his ex i can kind of see

39:52in ways like how he like sort of changed a little yeah he changed his dress sense a little bit

39:58he changed his dress to match the partner please say a little really yeah

40:03oh no i don't like that yeah i like someone who's just like dead sure of themselves like

40:07won't change for anyone and i've got concerns around bailey and alpha doesn't change for anybody

40:15i want to get to know somebody for who they are and to fall in love with that but he's putting on like

40:20a bit of a show and it worries me

40:34right what we got here i'm really looking forward to having another night with joe tonight

40:38oh my nightmare oh wow i think i'm having a really good time with him i want it burning me me soul

40:52fucking hell

40:55but it's really hard when i start meeting someone because i've always got in the back of my mind

41:01they're gonna hurt you so i'm just trying to take it moment by moment today has been one of the most

41:08craziest days of my life is it lying into a jungle there has been a lot like yeah how are you feeling

41:14about everything i'm good yeah i think it's nice to see you like do all this this like different

41:19shit but obviously you said that you have like a guard up and i think when like me and you were in the

41:28villa that's when like your guard comes down but when we're more in like a public setting it goes back

41:34up again but it's my job as a husband to sort of get that guard down and really get to know more

41:46you've really pissed me off why have i pissed you off because you have for what reason why

41:50i actually feel myself gonna kick off soon what do you mean no i haven't set up yeah you're saying

41:55that i don't fucking open up yeah but you need to explain what do you know what i mean i just don't

42:00want everyone to say that yeah i'm like this like what well obviously like i've got this big like

42:06personality that i don't give a fuck and like obviously you know that i've got to stop the sight was

42:09i don't want everyone to say that

42:13don't you look that's part of your personality so why wouldn't you because i don't why do you care

42:17about that because i do for what yeah but that isn't a reason is it well yeah it is it's a very

42:23fucking valid reason what because i do yeah

42:37i get me guard up really really quick and that is the type of person that i am i don't want anyone

42:42really to see how vulnerable i can be because i've been hurt so many times but i feel like he's just

42:48said this out of nowhere so me god's gone straight back up i didn't want to piss you off like yeah but

42:56you've actually hit a nerve though why because you have for what reason but you just have and i'm not

43:01going round and round in circles but you have just hit a nerve yeah but you've got to give a reason for it

43:05more oh right right no then you're pissing me off why because you're fucking all man you're actually

43:14fucking all

43:23i just want to feel more connected to me and my main concern is that we don't actually get there in the end

43:35i'm feeling a little uneasy right now like her not like opening up as much it's something that i

44:00felt that i had to brought up when i have a few drinks i get in my head a little bit and little

44:10things just trigger me and i flew off the handle for no reason i never like to say i'm in the wrong

44:16about anything even when i am in the wrong but i need to tell them how i'm really feeling

44:21you know last night was a lot wasn't it yeah i mean i feel like it's not really resolved what i was

44:35saying do you know what it is like i don't want people to say that i've got that softer side it was

44:39it was like i do struggle opening up and like even just opening up to you about little things like

44:44that's massive for me honestly i hate feeling vulnerable but i just feel like every time when i let

44:51more people in that's when i get over more yeah so that's why i'm always a bit of a dick but i

44:59wouldn't i'm not going to you over do you know what i mean i know to worry about everyone else has

45:07though so do you know what i mean yeah yeah i do i do i did feel bad you don't actually need to

45:15it was just like a misunderstanding and it's fine

45:22he's making me feel real like really reassured about everything

45:26like he's the kindest soul that i've actually ever met and i feel like no matter what i say he's

45:31not going to judge us so i do think i'm going to be a little bit more open with him

45:35i'm just trying to like learn about you i feel closer to you now than i did before i feel more

45:44comfortable around you we've just got to take a day at a time though haven't we and that's what i

45:50think and to be fair i was pretty scared of what like drunk you were going to be like but you aren't

45:56that bad that wasn't anything that was literally just me saying i needed to get away from you like

46:01that was i was scared for my safety to be fair oh man your friends were very telling about how you are

46:14yeah in a good way

46:16they said that you don't go to the gym and you're not six foot four

46:28that's wild

46:32everything i've said has been total truth

46:35total truth honestly i want you to be a hundred percent you that's so important to me like i want

46:42you to just be yourself i feel i've always been sure of myself your friends didn't say that

46:48they said that when you was with an act yeah she dressed quite quirky and they said that you

46:56like matched that and you dressed in a similar way yeah that's probably a bit more true

47:01i don't want you to change at all for me

47:03but i wouldn't see it changing i would see it growing with someone

47:15i think i've grown from all of my past relationships and it's kind of made me into the person i am today

47:21i think like i want to meet someone i can grow with and they can grow with me and i think that's healthy

47:25okay he seems like he's got the gift of the gab i just want to make sure that the person i'm with

47:34and they're really sure of themselves and they don't change for an ex or anybody else come on then let's

47:40cheers cheers

47:41come on

47:54this is nice got the honeymoon sweet look so we need to discuss the sleeping arrangements oh yeah

48:02yeah what are your thoughts

48:03uh yeah it's up to you baby i can take the sofa i'm very much a gentleman it's up to you totally up to

48:14you yeah

48:18okay i mean if you're happy to sleep on this over that would be great

48:24i just want like a clear yeah divide between us just for now yeah we can see how we get on yeah

48:30yeah is that okay with you yeah that's fine yeah good i was not expecting that in the slightest

48:39but i'm still interested don't get me wrong i think there's still something there to work on

48:45see you in the morning wifey good night all right i'm just not there yet it's so early on i don't know

48:54if i've like met the real him yet i need to build that connection before i can be physically intimate

49:00with him

49:05we've got a nice milk milk bath it says i heart you i thought it said joe

49:26i definitely think the arguments brought us close together it was important that may have

49:33sort of opened up i do feel like we are understanding each other more and more every

49:37day cheers for the last day cheers feeling great after last night me and may have had a really nice

49:44time when we got to the villa we really did get to know each other on a deeper level one thing led

49:49to one another and that's it that's what i'm saying oh god i can tell you now that he's definitely

49:58more than a good body he is a very he's a good time guy

50:05hello hello hi how are you good how are you doing yes at the moment i feel like it's feeling really

50:22awkward hey whoa that's mad today i just want us to have lots of laughs and trying to focus on like

50:29the good things and the energy yo i didn't envision my honeymoon to be like this but marriage

50:43just as we all know it's not going to be easy ultimately this is just another opportunity just

50:47to get close to my wife and i still strongly believe that we can get over this hump

50:51and you hear that pure silence

50:58that's nice that's really nice

51:10look at that are you like a scenic person like views and all of that yeah yeah

51:18i've actually did very well on the subject of earth and space

51:24in school okay this is quite hard i'm struggling with the conversation

51:33kind of just live a fearless life i just kind of just step into the unknown whatever that looks like

51:39how i've grown up i've always been a protector or just a facilitator keeping the peace

51:49are you afraid of heights no no no no yeah

51:55do you have any like fears like what scares you the most

52:00growing up i was always alone just even with my whole family and i think knowing that i could

52:05potentially be alone for the rest of my life that would be the worst

52:11yeah

52:13that's not what i meant at all with davani it is quite difficult to

52:17find the fun light-hearted side and just be a bit carefree

52:22it has just too deep i don't know i think the worst thing is that i've always went through life

52:27questioning why certain things happened so it's hit and misses that's a strange way to look at it

52:32no not really no one caters to me that sucks he doesn't see any positives or like with that with

52:41me it's just like it's like it's just too much you focus on the negative you're saying it sucked

52:50you sit in the negativity and you attract negativity and draw negativity and it will keep coming back

52:56it's just hard to just feels like it's just like a lot of negativity i can't i can't lift us both up i can't

53:13this is definitely one of the hardest challenges i've been through and i don't want it to be

53:24translated that the information that i was given was from a negative place it was more of just me

53:29opening it up how you doing okay it's pretty intense very much intense i just feel like

53:51what i need was just a bit of positivity and fun so we can feel the traction

53:55but on the camels it was just like i sat there and you literally spat out one thing after another

54:03i don't want you to feel you can't open up to me because that's not what the case is

54:08there just needs to be a balance and like a time and a place for things

54:14so i came into this experiment to find my person have someone that i can as well as having fun

54:20offload two and someone that ultimately understands me was it intentional to put you in that situation

54:28where it was like damn i'm trying to be mr negative it was just something that hit me in that moment and

54:34i was just pouring out the feelings but the way you say things it's just like a tornado of negativity

54:43and it's hard to want to be intimate and grow and develop something when everything is so intense

54:50and so deep the last thing i want to do is have a talk about traumas and then like get into bed with

54:56it made me like just for tonight we'll just do separate rooms just to be clear and then tomorrow

55:10we're like regroup and just start like a fresh new day and like a clean slate

55:17shit that's how i'm honestly feeling um i feel like i've just been attacked the thing that hurt me

55:25the most is deep in the separate rooms but if she needs her space i'll give her space there's trouble in paradise in it

55:43next time i know what i want and what i don't want it has to be right one more couple says i do

55:49but expectations i would like to be matched with someone who is the silver fox sense of humor are

55:57quickly tested well here's my vote oh you're a joke he's not the silver fox i had in mind

56:07bailey seeks a more intimate connection i feel more comfortable now with my hands on you than off you

56:12i personally wouldn't kiss somebody as soon as i've met them that's just a bit too soon for me

56:17and for julia ruth and davani davani and i slept separately i haven't seen him since

56:23the road to a honeymoon reunion you don't really get a second chance with a woman like that

56:28is heading for a dead end this is not how i wanted my honeymoon to go

56:46the other one

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