00:00Where do I start?
00:0321 weeks until the biggest nightmare of my life.
00:10Something that I don't know where I am.
00:15Everyone tells me I'm doing well.
00:18I'm doing.
00:21I'm doing the school runs.
00:23I'm getting up out of bed. I'm doing it.
00:26Getting the boys to school.
00:28Getting them home, the pickups. Everything I'm doing.
00:3321 weeks ago, life was so different.
00:37I had my lovely wife.
00:39My kids, my seven sons had their unbelievable mother.
00:46But we have nothing now.
00:49Our whole family circle is broke.
00:53People ask me how I'm doing.
00:56Absolutely broken.
00:59Absolutely broken.