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Beyond the Gates - Season 1 Episode 140

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00:00I'm not saying it'll happen overnight, but we could be like that someday.
00:12Sisters who don't eat each other to start.
00:16Sisters who, I don't know, share a thing.
00:24Tomas?
00:28Someone catch me up.
00:30I'll start.
00:35There is a logical explanation.
00:38I was helping Eva move.
00:41And that required you to take a shower?
00:43No one invited you and no one owes you any answers.
00:46Let's just go someplace where we can talk.
00:49Oh, so you can stitch up a believable cover story? No, tell the truth.
00:53You had sex with Eva.
00:54You all are both garbage.
01:00You and Danny got what?
01:03Married.
01:04Married.
01:04Yeah.
01:06A cigar band.
01:08Yeah, keeping it classy.
01:10Definitely keeping it casual.
01:12How'd you end up in Vegas with a till death doer's part?
01:15Well, it made sense at the time.
01:19You hear Ashley's getting married?
01:21Because I did.
01:23So you did the rational thing, huh?
01:25Nothing like rebounding with a friend.
01:26Yeah, well, people do crazy things on the rebound.
01:31Change themselves so much you don't even recognize who they are.
01:33Wait, isn't that?
01:38Yep.
01:41It's my ex-wife with my business partner and so-called best friend since med school.
01:48Again.
01:48Oh, that was downright frosty.
01:53What'd you do to her now?
01:55Ah, it's what I did with somebody else.
02:00Uh, I'll call you back.
02:03If you're busy-
02:04No, no.
02:05I'm never too busy for you.
02:07You should be at home.
02:11This is one of Doug's favorite places.
02:12Part of me expected to see him there playing poker.
02:16If it weren't so wildly inappropriate, I'd have his memorial here.
02:22They were the twins.
02:23Devastated.
02:26Those kids were his world.
02:27He gave them his best and that's how they saw him, finding out it was a DUI.
02:30Well, you know, drinking clouds are judgment.
02:33It makes us do things that we can never really explain.
02:38You should be with them.
02:40There's one more thing.
02:41I need to talk to the police.
02:43I need to talk to the police.
02:51You don't have to come all the way over here, but I'm really glad you did.
02:54Me too.
02:55A video chat is no substitute for seeing you face-to-face.
03:00Especially tonight.
03:07I need to talk to the police.
03:11Thanks.
03:13We didn't have to come all the way over here, but I'm really glad you did.
03:17over here but i'm really glad you did me too a video chat is no substitute for seeing you face
03:23to face especially tonight plus i wanted to be in the same room when i showed you
03:30i had samantha draw up a diagram to show what the numbers are saying
03:36your purse sales the people have spoken chelsea cat purses might be here to stay
03:42chelsea that's fantastic and these are just the preliminary numbers but phenomenal right i mean
03:49so much more than we expected my girlfriend the mogul how's it feel like i earned it
03:58like it's my own and nobody is taking it from me especially after what went down with allison
04:05but when she called what what was that like terrifying for a second but i reminded myself
04:13where i am and that i'm safe and she's where she belongs but you know what i'm glad it happened
04:19why i didn't realize that at first but ever since that night i've had this
04:25knot in my back in between my shoulders that's where the fear hurt and trauma landed and that call
04:33helped me realize that i'm still here and if i'm here i can fight and if i can live through that
04:40there's nothing i can't do all that tension and anger that i've been holding on to it's it's gone
04:49because you know you're a survivor well i think i'm ready to conquer the world again
04:56so if you plan on sticking around
04:58i could
05:02the police why
05:11i need answers i keep hoping they found some new information someone to blame
05:18so you can stop blaming yourself
05:22this isn't your fault
05:25i knew he was drinking
05:27he was an adult
05:29and my husband i i should have paid attention
05:32gotten him help he'd still be alive
05:35you can't help an addict who doesn't want to help himself
05:39i even i tried to do what i could
05:42tried cutting him off
05:44and we worked with 12-step programs around here and i don't have to tell you how stubborn he was
05:50when he knew what he wanted nothing could stop him
05:53or me
05:55you're not saying this had anything to do with us
05:59my god you were all i wanted
06:02i couldn't get you off my mind
06:04puerto rico
06:05what doug did wasn't about us
06:07i'll just say it
06:11he made bad choices
06:14he would never put anyone's life at risk
06:16and maybe he just ran out of luck
06:18he took some dangerous chances
06:22and it got him killed
06:25nothing else
06:29there's my favorite customer
06:37what can i get for you
06:38i am not here for me
06:40i'm here for you
06:41what i do now
06:43no i i told your manager that you returned my wedding ring that you found in the ladies room
06:48and eric's ought to know he's got a conscientious waitress who goes above and beyond
06:53i don't think i've ever held anything as precious
06:56means the world
06:58jacob designed it
07:00if i had a man that loved me the way jacob loves you
07:04wait have you
07:05no
07:05nothing like that
07:07well it's important to have people in your life june
07:11maybe even one special person
07:13someday
07:14maybe
07:16who knows
07:17it can happen
07:19okay so the other day at that table over there
07:25he was morris chestnut gorgeous
07:28pretty smile
07:30put a little giggle in your wiggle
07:32well you know i wouldn't know anyone like that being married and all
07:36i didn't know what to say
07:41help
07:42hold on
07:46i think i might have an idea
07:50have i lost my touch
07:53no this pesto risotto it tasted like
07:58that one night in october
08:00the fall before we got the kids
08:02who did we think we were
08:05the audacity
08:07fathers
08:08oh if you wait till you're ready you never take the leap right
08:11i didn't want to let them out of my sight
08:14yeah and that's all in the past
08:17you gotta admit
08:19i'm not as
08:20ham-fisted as i used to be
08:22no
08:24you're not
08:25you've
08:27evolved
08:28it looks good
08:31glad you noticed
08:33i've noticed a lot of things lately
08:37like
08:40how much better our lives are
08:43with you in it
08:44it's funny to hear you say that
08:46and i think we need to talk about it
08:51which one of you is gonna tell me i'm wrong that i'm imagining things
09:00kat i am so sorry
09:02you screwed her or sorry you got caught
09:05did you take a page out of my father's playbook
09:08uncle bill's
09:09have the perfect woman and then hook up with someone else
09:13you ghosted me
09:15we had a fight
09:16that was way more than a disagreement
09:18i thought we were done
09:20oh
09:20so the second you thought you were free
09:23it wasn't planned
09:25it was her
09:25she did this
09:27she plots every strategy
09:31step by step
09:32i bet she knew
09:34exactly which box
09:36she wanted you to unpack
09:37sweet
09:38so classy
09:39there's no need to be crass
09:41oh
09:41i'm communicating with her on her level
09:44deep down in the dirt
09:46you have wanted him
09:47since the second you laid eyes on him
09:50you've been orchestrating this whole thing
09:52from the start
09:53you're right
09:54i have wanted him
09:56and i've loved every second of it
09:59this day has taken everything out of me
10:06and it's not just ted's nonsense but
10:09poor vanessa
10:11i didn't know doug well but
10:13i liked him
10:15it's awful to lose somebody so suddenly
10:18and then the twins
10:19as a parent i'm sure this pushes all kinds of buttons for you
10:23you never stop worrying about your kids
10:25and after watching vanessa grieve for doug
10:29i couldn't help but imagine how i would feel if it were ted
10:33well my guess is devastated
10:36even if at this moment i could happily strangle him
10:42what do you do now
10:43leslie
10:45lower the volume
10:46what the hell were you thinking
10:48i wasn't
10:49and she made sure nicole found out we slept together
10:53wow that would explain nicole's shoulder
10:57well if it's meaning anything to you
11:01nicole's not exactly a member of my fan club right now either
11:05she grudgingly accepted me dating danny but
11:08us getting married put auntie on tilt
11:11that would blame me
11:13now she hates marriage and she hates you on top of hating me
11:16she's a doctor she'll do the whole
11:18self-healing thing eventually
11:21unless we can find a way to nudge her out
11:25you know
11:26all we have to do is find her soft spot
11:29unless she finds ours first
11:30maybe we should rethink this
11:32ready when you are
11:40first off
11:46thank you all so much for the encouragement and the love
11:49i've seen all your posts and read all your comments and i'm just as hype as you are
11:53and for all my new chelsea cab purse owners out there
11:56when your bag lands please show me where you're taking her
12:00and how you're styling her i need to know she's in good hands
12:03most of you know
12:08i recently survived a violent attack
12:11it was awful
12:13my instinct was to just shut everything down and disappear but
12:17that's not who i want to be
12:18with my family behind me
12:21and a new love beside me
12:23i'm a stronger wiser chelsea
12:27and who knew that was possible
12:29so if you're going through stuff and you're trying to find solid ground to stand on again
12:35it's scary
12:37i'm learning to lean on your people
12:40embrace who you are now
12:42set boundaries
12:44and love your lessons
12:45the path forward
12:47is real
12:49and full of possibilities
12:51we've got this
12:53i love y'all
12:54how'd i do
12:59i have no regrets
13:10of course not
13:12you are leslie's child
13:15and how does a former side chick celebrate when a fresh piece of trash joins her on the mess express
13:23don't talk about her that way
13:24pour a little malt liquor out for the homegirls who ain't made it out of hotel
13:29oh that's real cute
13:30truth hurts
13:31girl please you don't want any of this
13:33do you have anything intellectual to add to the discourse
13:36yeah plenty
13:37oh
13:37but you don't want to hear how you've been a first class top tier bitch to him since forever
13:43or how you put your little inexperienced ass up in that ivory tower making him jump through hoops
13:48and he still doesn't measure up to your expectations
13:51let's not
13:52i showed him what it feels like when a real woman knows how to appreciate him
13:58and it seems like he's been needing that for a long long time
14:02okay
14:03criminal to deprive a man like that
14:06because when he gets what he wants
14:08he holds on tight
14:13and let me tell you homegirl
14:15he held on
14:17the way he looked at me
14:19like he didn't need to ask me what i liked
14:22he remembered
14:23and then he
14:25that's enough
14:26oh
14:26first time those words are spoken tonight
14:28so it seems like those little bedroom issues were all on
14:32you
14:33you told her about something so private
14:39how could you
14:43nothing's adding up so my brain keeps sending me places
14:52putting bizarre pieces of this puzzle together
14:55let the police do their job
14:58i should
14:58but i can't stop thinking about that last phone call
15:02what did he say
15:03it almost sounded like he wanted to apologize
15:06start again
15:08but when he realized
15:09i was with you and nothing had changed
15:12not really
15:13it was an awful shock for him
15:16no wonder he got behind the wheel of that car
15:18i just wish i knew what had happened
15:20between that phone call and the accident
15:23it's going to be difficult learning to live without knowing that
15:28no i can't
15:28even if it's just for my own sanity
15:31i need to know
15:32for closure
15:34how do you intend to do that
15:36i'll start where doug's life ended
15:40i need to visit the crash site
15:43how do you start
15:48okay so ask questions
15:50curious but mysterious
15:52yeah we like mystery
15:54can i get you something special
15:58extra smile
16:00tilt your head
16:02think of something that tastes good
16:05okay now that was good
16:10i need to write that down
16:12hold on let me get this right now
16:13so then you smile
16:15and then you tilt
16:18and then you
16:20okay got it go on
16:27okay so you'll take his order
16:29go ahead
16:29i'll have a milkshake
16:30oh you know
16:32no
16:33low-hanging fruit
16:35don't even touch that
16:36you're gonna say something about
16:38how your milkshake brings all the boys to your yard
16:40yeah don't say that
16:41no
16:41no
16:41no
16:42you pivot
16:43you smile because you learned something about him
16:46you know information is valuable
16:48right
16:49and pretend to take note
16:50oh so
16:52you like a little something sweet after work
16:55i'll have to remember that
16:57and what did you say you do for work again
17:00with me
17:01got it
17:03you'll do great
17:04by the time guys wonder shows up again i'll have flirting down to an art
17:08wait who is this man
17:12yeah does he even have a name
17:13i saw it on his credit card
17:17theodore richardson
17:21you look exceptionally lovely
17:28you are the last person
17:31i refuse to do this
17:34i was just telling nicole how beautiful and relaxed she seems
17:38must be the company
17:39you have every right to be furious with me but i
17:44as if i needed your permission
17:46i just hope you're not taking your anger out on our nephew
17:50grown enough to get married
17:52he can take the heat
17:53yeah i can
17:55we should be supporting him
17:57if you need healing after the annulment
18:00there won't be one
18:01yeah danny and i decided to give it a go
18:04so you both have lost your minds
18:07i will send names of colleagues and a friend in the space program who might be able to bring you back down to earth
18:12look it's one thing for you to turn your back on me because you disapprove of my decision
18:16since you don't think of me as family anymore
18:19andre
18:20but danny needs you
18:21this is not the time
18:23i had no idea you were dealing with so many complications
18:26said the complication
18:27i'm easy like sunday morning
18:29dumb as a box of rocks and you'd know your place
18:32okay now listen
18:33he's not here
18:34i would really appreciate if carlton and i could enjoy our meal in peace
18:39this is just a meal
18:43you have no right to question me about my life
18:47especially after you had sex with that disturbing individual
18:51of all of the women
18:53why would you talk to her about anything we've done
18:59girl he tells me everything
19:01it shouldn't have happened
19:03should i go to my former uncle bill's law office and discuss our sex life
19:09i wasn't thinking
19:10oh that's what made it so much fun no thought involved
19:13can you shut up
19:14you thought
19:16i said that you weren't enough so you got revenge
19:20by sleeping with my half sister
19:22what
19:24you heard that right
19:26she finally claims me as family
19:29just so she can look like the ultimate victim
19:31classic
19:32iconic really
19:33you are nothing
19:35to me
19:36i never liked you
19:47from the moment you slithered
19:50into our lives
19:51i knew you were a manipulative
19:53heartless
19:55hood rat
19:56everybody said
19:58oh i'm wrong
19:59everyone said i should get to know you
20:01well now i know you
20:03you got a full dose of degenerate disloyal dna from our prodigal father
20:10i'm the one you're angry with
20:12oh well there is more than enough to go around
20:15thank you
20:17for making today
20:19so memorable
20:21of all the single attractive men in the world and you found ted
20:43tell me about him
20:46okay well here's your need to know
20:48attractive
20:49sure
20:49unavailable
20:51and straight up trouble
20:53save yourself for someone better
20:54it looks like somebody needs the refill
20:59excuse me a minute
21:00you didn't tell her
21:04oh june
21:06the man you have your eyes on
21:08by the way
21:09he's samantha and tyrell's grandfather
21:11yeah no thanks
21:12some things are better left alone
21:14and after what he did to aunt nicole
21:15and he was a part of that martin and marcel mess
21:18babe i thought we weren't going to discuss that anymore
21:22yeah but it's been on my mind
21:23well did something happen to put it there
21:25another death with joey armstrong on the periphery
21:28oh my god
21:29is there something in the water
21:31everyone's sexed up even in my own house
21:34i think i'll go
21:36wait
21:36tell me what happened
21:38this was supposed to be the most incredible night of my life
21:41i should be with tomas
21:43and where is he
21:44with eva
21:45well they're friends aren't they
21:47at her house
21:48wearing a towel
21:50uh
21:51i'll let you two talk
21:53i'll talk to you later
21:55okay
21:56come on
21:59tell chelsea everything
22:01chelsea
22:04how could he
22:06how could they
22:08do you know for sure that they
22:09they admitted it
22:11is it a dupree curse
22:13are all of us destined to fall for men
22:16who cheat on us
22:18and you waited all this time for the perfect guy to come
22:20and eva
22:21she went on and on about how i'm a miserable girlfriend
22:24and how tomas should be treated better
22:27i went over there
22:29so that
22:30i could show her i had a heart
22:32and say that maybe we started off on the wrong foot
22:35since she came to town
22:37to ruin my family
22:38and tomas
22:40how can a guy who filled
22:43the hotel room with roses
22:45turn around and have sex with someone else
22:49i mean
22:49what is wrong with me
22:51when her claws come out
22:58that bitch gets feral
22:59are you okay
23:01no
23:02are you
23:03just wish that didn't happen
23:06it doesn't get any messier than this
23:09yeah
23:10this was impulsive and
23:12we shouldn't have done it
23:13wait
23:15why did you say that
23:16we've been hanging out for months
23:19and tonight
23:20we knew that was gonna happen all along
23:22we were just respecting cat
23:23by not doing anything about it
23:25cat brought this upon herself
23:27eva
23:29i care about you
23:31but i also care about cat
23:33i care about all of this
23:35i don't want any hurt feelings
23:37cat will survive
23:40cats do
23:41and you need to know
23:43i i never meant to use you
23:45whoa whoa whoa
23:47hold up
23:48you used me
23:51so this is who we are now
23:54we can't even kiss
23:56the last time we had sex
24:00was great
24:02you broke my heart
24:04we had finally gotten back together again
24:08it was all making sense
24:11and i felt like i was at home
24:13but you looked at me
24:15and you told me
24:16it was just sex
24:17don't read into it
24:19i shouldn't have said that
24:21and i thought i had gotten it all back
24:24everything that i lost
24:26every part of me
24:28and it turns out you were just
24:31looking
24:32martin
24:32that's not what i meant
24:34i know you didn't mean
24:35to make me feel like
24:37i was being used
24:39and i don't wish that feeling on anybody
24:45i'm sorry
24:48i wish an apology could fix it
24:52but we gotta stop hurting each other
24:56and i can't live on the couch
25:00like a nice uncle who comes to visit
25:02and doesn't know when to go
25:04what are you saying
25:07i'm leaving
25:11from what i heard from ashley
25:20doug's life and luck
25:22were circling the drain for months now
25:23why would you suspect
25:24his drunk driving accident
25:26was foul play
25:27because of a conversation doug and i had
25:29he said he can help convict joey armstrong
25:31okay see that's what i'm talking about
25:33he wasn't living right
25:35what does he know about a man like armstrong
25:37he said joey got a man murdered
25:39okay well that's not the first time
25:40someone's made that accusation
25:42is there proof
25:42did joey find out that doug knew some of his secrets
25:47but that's a ridiculous sleep
25:50right
25:51i mean show me the venn diagram
25:53where their lives intersect
25:55the casino
25:55doug was gambling
25:57maybe he had debts
25:58jacob
25:59you know maybe it's
26:01it could just be idle thoughts
26:02oh yeah i'll tell that to someone
26:03who doesn't know you
26:04you're digging
26:06vanessa
26:09he's gone
26:10nothing you can do
26:12i need
26:12some peace
26:13jacob gave me the coordinates
26:16when he gave me doug's ring
26:17i need to honor his memory
26:19maybe i'll get answers
26:20did the police
26:24give you any indication
26:26that
26:26there might have been another cause
26:28no sign of another vehicle
26:32well
26:34then you have your answer
26:35everything just feels so unsettled
26:40vanessa you're avoiding
26:43the most important and difficult part
26:46the final arrangements
26:48those have to get done
26:49maybe you're right
26:51give doug the celebration of life
26:54from the send-off
26:55that he deserved something beautiful
26:57that
26:58will make his children proud
27:00if you need anything
27:02you come to me
27:03you're my priority now
27:05i'll take care of everything
27:08you and tomas were dangling by a thread
27:14oh my god
27:18and you said that eva was trying to get in between you two from the jump
27:23she would have never been able to etch her way in if you two were solid
27:27betrayed twice in one night
27:29you encouraged me
27:31to go to eva
27:32in hindsight aren't you glad that you did
27:34that now you know the truth
27:36i want my love affair back
27:38and i want it now
27:39cat
27:40someone better will come along
27:42okay forget him
27:43as tough as it is
27:45at least now you know it's truly over
27:47who says it's over
27:49why would i feel used
27:52it's not like we had a trashy
27:54hit it and quit it situation
27:56it wasn't trashy at all
27:57yeah no because it meant something
27:59because we're such good friends
28:01and i don't want anything to change that
28:03friends
28:05i really care about you
28:07things that you said to me while we were clinging on to each other are not things you say to a friend
28:11we made love
28:13tomas and it was intense
28:15and it mattered
28:16so don't try to lie now that you feel guilty
28:19i never meant to lead you on
28:22so you're just gonna pretend it didn't matter
28:27it did and you do
28:30but it can't mean anything more than this
28:34tonight
28:34was a beautiful escape
28:37escape
28:40and i will always be grateful to you
28:44i don't want your gratitude
28:47but when the real world came knocking at the door
28:49i realized the mistake i made
28:52are you seriously telling me after everything
28:57you still want cats
28:59hey don't just go
29:05look
29:06let's just face it
29:08i think it's time i take a step back and figure out
29:11who we are to each other
29:13you
29:14are my husband
29:15yeah we fight sometimes but we're still partners in this
29:19and if i'm living here
29:22i want to live here
29:25okay
29:26and not just tiptoe around all of the sensitive areas
29:31like the bedroom
29:32martin
29:34look i can't occupy only a tiny corner in your world
29:40if i'm yours
29:42i'm everywhere
29:45free to roam throughout every room in this house
29:49from every part of you
29:51from your head to your heart
29:55and i can't live in distance
29:58and if i'm not the man for you anymore
29:59martin
30:01i just need to be somewhere else
30:05but you'll be back
30:07right
30:10to see the kids sure
30:13but when you're ready
30:16ready to do this right
30:19ready for all of me
30:20with all of my flaws and all of my scars
30:24i never ever said
30:26we were never perfect smitty
30:28but our love for each other was
30:32and i'll be back
30:34if we find that again
30:36but i gotta go baby
30:39you know what
30:59what do you say we uh
31:00cut out of here
31:01uh yeah
31:02after you
31:02i'm glad you trust me enough to share this part of your life with me
31:12can't be easy
31:13oh well you make it easy
31:15well then
31:17don't hate me when i say this
31:19i sympathize with ted
31:21oh this i have to hear
31:24if i was foolish enough
31:26to ruin things with you
31:28there isn't a mountain i wouldn't climb
31:31to try and make things right
31:33because you
31:34are definitely worth fighting for
31:38let me tell you
31:40me and nicole used to
31:41the man slept with someone else
31:51well i still love him
31:52okay hold on
31:55did you just use the l word
31:57about a man who slept with your sister
31:59maybe that's the problem
32:01if i had told him how i felt
32:03he wouldn't have turned to eva
32:05he didn't screw her
32:06because he wanted extra feelings cat
32:08look i am not giving up on him
32:11he made one mistake
32:13i cannot believe this
32:15my mom forgave my dad
32:17over and over again
32:19and her forgiveness
32:20only emboldened his bad behavior
32:22love has to come with limits
32:25you can't let him do damage
32:26to your heart like that
32:28tomas and i just hit a rough patch
32:30that's all
32:31girl
32:32you didn't even like the sex with him
32:34and please don't pretend
32:36that this was some epic love story
32:38that got derailed
32:39we're not ending
32:40we're elevating
32:42oh what the
32:43okay
32:43relationships are not all about sex
32:48all right
32:49so is he there for you emotionally
32:51do you get along
32:53have you shared experiences
32:55that were more fun with him
32:56than anyone else
32:57we'll get there
32:58catherine
33:00you can have any other straight man
33:04in the dmv
33:05why do you want tomas so bad
33:07because
33:08i am not letting eva win
33:10ever
33:11kat and i didn't technically break up
33:15not in the traditional sense
33:17okay
33:18well walk me through it
33:19because i'm a little confused
33:20yes i was furious at kat
33:24when i thought she ghosted me
33:25but
33:26i shouldn't have let that cloud my judgment
33:28the point is
33:30i still care about kat very much
33:32and i'm sorry i hurt you both
33:35wow
33:36i don't even get my own apology
33:39i'm sorry i hurt you
33:41all the time we spend together
33:45the books
33:46the drinks
33:47the conversations
33:48man i was there for you
33:50i shared real things with you tomas
33:52and it would be a shame to lose that
33:55so what
33:57we supposed to just be bros now
33:59and we just need to find a way
34:00to make this
34:02simple
34:02lose her
34:03okay i'm the one you belong with
34:06i thought you were finally catching on
34:07we fit so smooth
34:09you don't have to force it
34:11hand in glove
34:12instinct
34:12every time we're together
34:13because i'm the one you should be with
34:15what happened with kat
34:18so
34:21i was just
34:22what
34:23a sexual experience
34:26to prove that kat is the problem
34:30and not you
34:30that you have the power to move
34:32earth
34:33whenever the right woman's into it
34:35and she likes you
34:36and she knows you
34:37and she can make you feel good too
34:39but that's too much
34:40for you right
34:41because you want a little know nothing
34:43who doesn't even know what she wants
34:44or how to do it
34:45i know you're upset
34:47but there's no reason to
34:48oh i get it
34:50you want someone you can mold
34:54but also someone who can take you places
34:56and make you look more presentable
34:58huh
34:58and that ain't me
34:59whoa hey come on now
35:00that's
35:01oh my god
35:01i did it
35:04i did the one thing that i said i never do
35:08what
35:10make the same idiotic choices as my mother
35:13she let a married man turn her head
35:17and i fell for a man who
35:18who acted like he was free
35:19like he really wanted me
35:22i was everything you needed
35:24whatever you needed
35:25someone to understand
35:27and to care
35:28and still you choose
35:30get
35:30it's the same pattern
35:33this wasn't supposed to happen
35:35why is this happening
35:36i wish there was something i could do to make this less painful
35:44there is
35:45anything name it
35:46get the hell out
35:50and don't you ever come back
35:52oh my god
36:08oh my god
36:11Oh, my God.
36:41Oh, my God.
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