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First broadcast 2nd December 1984.

Kate is distraught when Tom dies and seeks comfort from Sister Ulrica, who comes to the funeral even though Tom was a protestant.

Ann Bell - Marion Jefferson
Claire Oberman - Kate Norris
Stephanie Cole - Dr. Beatrice Mason
Jean Anderson - Lady Jocelyn 'Joss' Holbrook
Patricia Lawrence - Sister Ulrica
Elspet Gray - Phyllis Bristow
Elizabeth Chambers - Mrs. Domenica Van Meyer
Lizzie Mickery - Maggie Thorpe (as Elizabeth Mickery)
Emily Bolton - Christina Campbell
Cindy Shelley - Alice Courtenay
Jonathan Newth - Brigadier Clifford Jefferson
Preston Lockwood - Stephen Wentworth
Burt Kwouk - Major Yamauchi
Damien Thomas - Jake Haulter
Nigel Greaves - Harry Alderston-Bennett
Peter Benson - Jim
Barbara Yu Ling - May (as Barbara Yu-Ling)
James Walker - Vicar
Ron Gregory - Soldier

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00:30...buttons.
00:39Fashion mostly for pigs.
00:42Fashion mostly for pigs.
00:45Easy. Style. Style.
00:49I'd better stir my stumps.
00:53I suppose you're going to sit there all day.
00:56There's no law against it.
00:57Phyllis is always telling me to put my feet up.
01:00Yes, and me.
01:01Dare put mine up will be the day they carry me off.
01:05Bea.
01:07Beatrice!
01:09Change your mind.
01:11Come down to Stephen's again and make yourself useful.
01:13Not much of use last time I came, was I?
01:15Oh, my sainted aunt, you're not still in a huff about that.
01:18Since Stephen obviously prefers to work in a shambles, I don't see the point.
01:21Apologize for not appreciating your labors.
01:23At least he would have done if you hadn't slammed out.
01:26Prefer not to discuss it.
01:27Oh, have it your own way.
01:29If you want to be a misery.
01:35Hi.
01:36Hope you have a good day.
01:37And you.
01:37Beatrice.
01:46Hmm?
01:47I hope you don't mind me calling you, Beatrice.
01:49Only Doctor seems silly now you're not one anymore.
01:52And anyway, I feel, now that I'm older,
01:55all the others call you by your Christian name, so I...
01:57Call me what you like.
02:00Actually, I wanted to ask you a favour.
02:03Do you think you could brush up my tango?
02:05What?
02:05I remember how spiffing you were that first evening with Colonel Smithers.
02:09Only I'm going to the tea dance this afternoon, you see, with Harry.
02:12And my foxtrot's fine.
02:14And my waltz.
02:15And my quickstep.
02:16But if you ask me to tango, I'll be sunk.
02:19Sorry, my tangoing days are over.
02:25Thanks, I'll bring it back to you.
02:27Bye.
02:27Bye.
02:27Hello, Kate.
02:37Morning, Phyllis.
02:38Oh, how's Tom?
02:40Any progress?
02:41Well, he bucked up a bit yesterday.
02:42Started to talk about his childhood.
02:44That sounds more like it.
02:45Makes a change from the camp.
02:47Mind you, I'll feel more optimistic when he starts to talk about the future.
02:51I'm taking some papers in today.
02:53Thought I'd try and interest him in what's going on back home.
02:55Jolly good.
02:56Well, there's one item here should put a spark in his eye.
02:59What's that?
03:00His football team, Queen's Park Rangers.
03:02The top of the third division.
03:03See you later.
03:23Hello, Jim.
03:25Kate.
03:28How are you?
03:29Oh, no, way to take...
03:31You'd best not go in there.
03:33Not till you've had a word with someone.
03:35Tom?
03:36Is he worse?
03:38Oh, worse!
03:39What is it?
03:40Where's sister?
03:44He's dead, isn't he?
03:48I'm sorry.
03:49I really can't thank you enough, Jake.
04:04I said any time.
04:05Well, I knew you were working out of Chang'e.
04:09I'm still not clear why you want to go there.
04:12Nor am I entirely.
04:14That sounds rather enigmatic.
04:17To tell you the truth, I was hoping to visit our old commandant, Major Yamouchi.
04:21We don't have to treat them as they've treated us.
04:26A very Christian sentiment.
04:33Well, whether I'll be allowed to see him is another matter.
04:36They let Christina Campbell visit him, didn't they?
04:38Yes, but there was someone breathing down their necks the whole time.
04:41I would like to see him on his own.
04:43Say who you are and there should be no trouble.
04:45Caesar's wife being above suspicion.
04:47Quite.
04:47Or perhaps Caesar doesn't know about the proposal, is it?
04:55I wouldn't be visiting him as Clifford's wife.
04:58In that case, you may prefer to take a leaf from my book.
05:02Bypass the red tape.
05:04How?
05:05Ignore it.
05:07Ask permission to do something and you automatically lay yourself open.
05:10I can't just walk in there.
05:13Could with the right person.
05:15Someone who knew his way around.
05:17I was owed a favor by the chap in charge of Yamaha, which is block.
05:22How do you know which block he's in?
05:25I make it my business to know things.
05:47I make it my business to know things.
05:48So, you know what I can do?
05:53Okay.
05:53I'm going to get my business to know things.
05:54I'm going to get my business to know things.
05:55How do you know the problem?
05:56I'm going to get to know things.
05:57I'm going to get to know things.
05:58Oh, what are you doing here?
06:03Hoping to see you.
06:05I had quite a job getting in.
06:07The nun I spoke to said the sisters here
06:09were only allowed visitors at certain times.
06:11I'm a guest here. The rules do not apply.
06:14That's what I told her, but she still seemed a bit put out.
06:18That must have been Sister Luke.
06:21She disapproves of me.
06:23Oh, dear. So they put you on to domestic duties?
06:26Light domestic duties. They don't give me any proper work to do.
06:30When you think how we used to scrub out those huts.
06:34Heave buckets from the latrines.
06:36Dig trenches, chop firewood.
06:39I was not so feeble then.
06:43Why have you come?
06:47Tom's dead.
06:49Oh.
06:52My dear.
06:53I heard when I got to the hospital.
06:58I needed to...
07:00to talk to someone.
07:02I mean, one of our group.
07:05I tried to ring Marion, but she's not at home.
07:09So I thought I'd come here.
07:10I'm glad you did.
07:13Even if it's put you in the doghouse with the other nuns?
07:15The doghouse is now my natural environment.
07:28I won't stay long.
07:28Mrs. Jefferson.
07:40Major Yamuchi.
07:42I have not expected to see you again.
07:47I thought I'd find out how you were.
07:50It is better I am dead.
07:52Are they treating you badly?
07:55No.
07:56But for Japanese soldier,
07:59death is better than prison.
08:14You sit down.
08:16Sit down.
08:28I write to my daughter.
08:31They allow you paper.
08:33Christina Campbell brought it for me.
08:35She also visit here.
08:38Yes, she told me.
08:39I write the letter.
08:44But I do not know if my daughter receive it.
08:47Oh, I'm sure it'll be sent.
08:49It may take some time.
08:50I mean, I do not know if she is alive.
08:53She or my grandson.
08:57They live in Nagasaki.
09:06Would you like me to make some inquiries?
09:08No, please.
09:10Not to trouble.
09:12There would be no trouble.
09:14I'll go through the Red Cross.
09:19I am most grateful.
09:22Let me have the details before I go.
09:28And, uh, how are you?
09:32You are looking more well.
09:35Oh, I'm feeling much better.
09:36I have met your husband.
09:47He, uh, interrogate me.
09:50Yes.
09:52He is a good soldier.
09:55Major, there's something I want to tell you.
09:58I kept a diary in the camp.
10:00A second one, I mean, after the first was destroyed.
10:02I know.
10:07Why else does Christina Campbell take paper from my office?
10:11They're going to use it in evidence against you.
10:20I would like you to know I tried to prevent it.
10:23Why?
10:24If you write the truth.
10:27You put things in a diary that's the truth as you see it at that time.
10:32Well, it's never that simple, is it?
10:34No.
10:42What do you think?
10:44What will it do?
10:45Phyllis borrowed it for me.
10:46It's a special favor.
10:47I can't wear the same old things I always wear.
10:48It's very feminine.
10:50Yes, perhaps he won't notice this skirt.
10:52Men always like women to look feminine.
10:55Let's have a try fringe.
10:56Come in.
10:59Thank heaven someone's here.
11:01What is the matter?
11:02A bad news, I'm afraid.
11:04Ah, Beatrice.
11:05What is it?
11:06Tom.
11:07Kate's Tom.
11:08He passed away in the night.
11:09Oh my God, let me sit down.
11:11I feel quite shattered.
11:14How do you think Kate feels?
11:15Funerals this afternoon.
11:17Now, I'll be representing Ratwee, but it's her chum she'll need.
11:20Marion should know.
11:21I've tried her home.
11:22Seven said she was out.
11:23Kate had already phoned.
11:24You could try the brigadier's office.
11:26He'll know where she is.
11:26Good idea.
11:27She'll want Christina.
11:28I'll send a boy to fetch her.
11:29And Joss, but I'll go and fetch her.
11:31Oh, no, you won't, my girl.
11:32You're not even dressed.
11:33This thing is not necessary.
11:35The boy can fetch Christina and Joss.
11:37They're both in the Chinese quarter.
11:39As you wish.
11:40Ah, the other problem's clothes.
11:42I doubt Kate's got nothing black.
11:45I suppose you couldn't lend her something, Dominica.
11:47Unfortunately, I have nothing black.
11:49Yes, you have.
11:50There's that lovely dress you wore.
11:51Oh, I'm back, yes, but it would never fit Kate.
11:53She's such a hefty girl.
11:56She may try to, if she wishes.
11:59Splendid.
12:00Dare say she'll manage to squeeze into it.
12:03Armbands should do for the rest of you.
12:05I'll get some blackout material.
12:06Where's Kate now?
12:08She's on her way back, I expect.
12:23I feel I've failed him.
12:25You?
12:27I should have been able to give him more.
12:29But you are beat him every day.
12:32Physically, maybe.
12:34Perhaps he sensed uncertainty.
12:37Uncertainty?
12:39About what?
12:41Him and me.
12:43The future.
12:44I'd sit there going on about the wonderful life we were going to have.
12:51And all the time, I was trying to convince myself as much as him.
12:57Jim, this friend of his, was telling me how Tom used to go on.
13:02About us settling down.
13:04Kids.
13:06Domestic bliss.
13:08That's all I wanted before the camp.
13:10But since, it wouldn't have been enough, Ulrika.
13:15Those years changed many things.
13:18I could never have given up medicine.
13:21You still wish to become a doctor?
13:23More than anything.
13:26That's what's so awful.
13:27When I first heard, after the initial shock, it wasn't grief I felt.
13:37It was relief.
13:42You must not feel guilty.
13:45Guilt destroys.
13:47You must praise God for the love that you had
13:50and be thankful that Tom will soon be with you in eternal grace.
13:56Yes.
13:57I could never have told anyone else that.
14:03I would have seemed disloyal to Tom.
14:07But telling you, it's like a confession, I suppose.
14:13I wish you could come to the funeral.
14:15That's not that I do not wish to come.
14:18Or that the Reverend Mother would actually forbid me.
14:21I understand.
14:22I cannot.
14:23Daft, though, isn't it?
14:24Same God.
14:25So many splinter groups.
14:27One thing about the camp.
14:30When anyone died there, never mind what religion,
14:32we all mourn together.
14:39Marion.
14:40Marion.
14:46Oh, Kate.
14:47I pounded your message when I got home.
14:59I came up once.
15:00I knew you would.
15:02How are you feeling?
15:04Bitter than I was.
15:07I called in to see Ulrica.
15:08And now you're here.
15:09And now you're here.
15:13Well, I've tried to be practical.
15:20I've got a couple of black outfits and a hat, just in case you're stuck.
15:24Oh, thanks.
15:25I was worrying about that.
15:35Yes, Kate.
15:36That is most becoming.
15:37It's not a bad fit.
15:38Turn around.
15:39It's much better than my dress would have been.
15:41Must hang on you.
15:42Most of my old clothes do.
15:44Joss, can you cut me an armband, too?
15:46Here, take this one.
15:47You should get to see us.
15:48Look, Kate, are you sure you don't mind me not coming to the funeral?
15:51Of course not.
15:53You go to your tea dance.
15:54Have fun.
15:54Well, if you're really sure.
15:55She said so, Alice.
15:57Kate, you know that I would be with you if I were Protestant.
15:59And had I not promised Phyllis to look after a certain little person.
16:03Oh, honestly.
16:04But I shall be with you in spirit.
16:06Pink gin.
16:07I shouldn't be surprised.
16:08It's all right, Dominica.
16:10I'll have plenty of moral support.
16:12There's Marion and Joss and Christina.
16:14And me.
16:16Oh, no, B.
16:17You don't have to.
16:19I know I don't.
16:20But you're an atheist.
16:21It won't mean anything to you.
16:22She did not even go to the Thanksgiving service.
16:25I thought, uh, thought you might like me to come.
16:28Oh, you really don't have to, though.
16:31Thanks all the same.
16:37Very well, then.
16:40I think so, yeah.
16:41It just came.
16:42All right, thanks.
16:55What's up with you, then, Connie?
17:07Get a partner.
17:07Ah, it's you.
17:09Must be losing your touch.
17:11Several people have asked me to dance.
17:13But under the circumstances, it seems hardly fitting.
17:15What circumstances?
17:17With the funeral about to take place.
17:21Didn't you know?
17:22Kate's young men.
17:27So you finally snuffed it?
17:29If you must put it so crudely.
17:32I'm surprised you didn't know.
17:34Joss and Christina were fetched.
17:35Ed and Marion, of course.
17:37No surprise to me.
17:38I'm not one of the select.
17:41I'm not one of the select.
18:08I'm not one of the exploreiments.
18:38There's Brigadier Jefferson.
18:49Brigadier Jefferson.
18:58You look beautiful.
19:02In the camp when they came to release us,
19:05one of them was doing me for a boy.
19:06The chap must have been mad.
19:08I think I've changed a bit since then.
19:10It's no mistaking you're a girl now.
19:13It's all right. He's gone.
19:16That's better.
19:18Not too close.
19:20Mrs Van Mayer's watching.
19:23I wish we could be alone.
19:25Yes, so do I.
19:30I suppose if we went outside,
19:32that Van Mayer woman would be down like a shot.
19:34It's all right.
19:37Look, she's gone.
19:39And I'm not very good at the tango.
19:41Nor am I.
19:42Let's get out of here before she comes back.
19:48The actress is around with me.
19:50Jet away in her room as usual.
19:52I suggested that she came and watched her dance.
19:55One does what's best to encourage her.
19:56I'm not a depressed emotion.
19:58She'll rise above it.
19:59We all have crosses to bear.
20:00Oh, frigate, dear.
20:02I thought that I'd find you.
20:04Mrs Van Mayer?
20:06Miss Thorpe?
20:07Dominico, please now to be a friend.
20:09I was looking for my wife.
20:10Is she here?
20:11She's attending the funeral.
20:12Kate's young man.
20:14I had no idea.
20:16You're not the only one.
20:17A merciful release.
20:19I suppose so.
20:21He was suffering terribly for my both mentally and physically.
20:24Another victim of Yamuchi.
20:26Yes.
20:28How are your investigations progressing?
20:30Coming on.
20:31I hope you have collected plenty of evidence against him.
20:34He's got other prisoners to investigate with Argin Mucci.
20:37Of course.
20:37You are doing a wonderful job.
20:39That explains why Miss Bristow was trying to get hold of Marion.
20:41I gather she telephoned my office.
20:43That was my idea.
20:44I thought you might know where she was,
20:46but luckily she turned up here.
20:47Been shopping, presumably.
20:48I imagine so.
20:50No.
20:51She went up to Changi with Jake.
20:52Changi?
20:53Why shouldn't Marion go there?
20:54Search me.
20:56She asked Jake to give her a lift.
20:59Yes.
21:00Yes, I remember.
21:01She did mention it.
21:02Visiting a friend's grave.
21:03So many pets.
21:05Right.
21:06I'm off then.
21:07I want a word of hope to Superbecky.
21:11I must be going too.
21:12Oh, no.
21:13Please stay for a moment now that you are here.
21:15We so seldom get a chance to talk with you.
21:18Well, it's really...
21:19I've been to the funeral too had I not promised to stay with Alice.
21:21She is there somewhere dancing to your young officer.
21:24Harry Alder...
21:25Aldous.
21:26Tim Bennett, really.
21:27Quite a little romance blossoming there.
21:30Oh, did he hurry.
21:32When I was that age, I had a string of admirers.
21:36You probably find that hard to believe.
21:37No, no, not at all.
21:41It is kind of you to say so, but I fear the camp has taken its toll.
21:45Yes, in those days I was the pen of the ball.
21:49Let me tell you about my first meeting with my dear husband, Young.
21:53He sat a ball at the embassy and by the end of the evening he had proposed.
21:57Not if I accepted him at first, of course, even though I knew he was the one.
22:01In the midst of life, we are in death.
22:06Of whom may we seek for succor, but of thee, O Lord,
22:10who for our sins are justly displeased.
22:14Yet, O Lord God most holy,
22:18O Lord most mighty,
22:20O holy and most merciful Savior,
22:22deliver us not into the bitter pains of eternal death.
22:28Thou knowest, Lord, the secrets of our hearts.
22:32Shut not thy merciful ears to our prayer,
22:35but spare us, Lord most holy.
22:39O God most mighty,
22:41O holy and merciful Savior,
22:44thou most worthy judge eternal.
22:46Suffer us not at our last hour
22:49for any pains of death.
22:52to fall from thee.
22:56For as much as it hath pleased almighty God of his great mercy
23:00to take unto himself
23:02the soul of our dear brother here departed,
23:06we therefore commit his body to the ground.
23:10Earth to earth,
23:13ashes to ashes,
23:17dust to dust.
23:18Hang on.
23:22Don't chuck yourself out yet.
23:24I want a word with you first.
23:25Not much good if I did from here.
23:26I'd only end up in that palm tree.
23:30Didn't go to the funeral then?
23:32As Kate pointed out,
23:33I wouldn't have been much use to her.
23:35Not much use to anyone these days.
23:37Lord lovers,
23:38Van Mare was right about you.
23:39It's true.
23:40Well he can be of use to me.
23:42I need some advice.
23:44What sort of advice?
23:45Professional.
23:45I no longer have a profession.
23:48Aye.
23:49Being struck off, have we?
23:51Might as well have been.
23:52Oh, give over.
23:54I'll tell you something.
23:56When you first came to our camp,
23:58I didn't take too much.
23:59I thought you were a right bossy cow.
24:02But I did admire your guts.
24:05You wouldn't have thrown your hand in there,
24:07nor let anyone else throw in theirs either.
24:14What did you want to ask me?
24:17Well,
24:18the thing is I've been feeling a bit off colour
24:20and I thought that...
24:21Blame me now, Alice.
24:23Alice, what happened?
24:24She's got hysterics.
24:26Now stop that.
24:27Come on, we don't want any of that.
24:28Don't have a son.
24:30It's all right, it's all right.
24:32I've got you.
24:33Come on, come and sit down.
24:34I've lost my handkicks.
24:37Oh, here.
24:39Now,
24:40will you try and tell us what happened?
24:42Oh, I can't.
24:43Oh, isn't it obvious?
24:44Look at her.
24:45Did lover boy have a go at you?
24:46Please, Maggie, just leave this to me.
24:48Is that right, Alice?
24:49Did Harry get carried away?
24:51Come on, you must tell me, Alice.
24:53Come on, it's only me and Maggie.
24:59We went outside
25:00and he kissed me
25:02and I wanted him to.
25:04It was nice, that.
25:07But then he started...
25:09His face went all funny
25:10and he didn't look like Harry anymore.
25:13I tried to stay back with him.
25:16Yes, I know, I know, I know.
25:19I won't have a baby, will I?
25:21Christ, he didn't get that far, did he?
25:22Daddy will kill me if I do.
25:24Look, did intercourse take place?
25:27You must tell me, Alice.
25:30I don't know.
25:31Well, you must know.
25:33I'm not sure exactly what it means.
25:36But did he penetrate...
25:37Did he go the whole hog?
25:39Oh, no!
25:42No!
25:43He put his hand there and he sort of rubbed my toe.
25:47And he said all that happened, Alice.
25:48Yes.
25:48Oh, thank heaven.
25:49Is that all right, then?
25:51Well, he won't have a baby, if that's what you mean.
25:53Have you seen Alice?
26:02I finally missed him.
26:04Where is she?
26:05In a bath.
26:06A bath?
26:07Why should she want a bath?
26:08Because she needed one.
26:10I do not understand.
26:12Whilst you were making cow's eyes at Clifford Jefferson,
26:15she was being half raped.
26:16Rape?
26:16Scared out of her wits any road.
26:18By whom?
26:18Harold Flynn, who do you think?
26:20Not that nice young man.
26:22So much for your chaperoning.
26:24I cannot believe it.
26:26She must have let him on.
26:27Maybe.
26:28But she didn't know what she was letting herself in for.
26:31Oh, you unfiless, you make me sick.
26:34You keep her away from me.
26:36At least I'd have told her what's what.
26:38She didn't know a thing.
26:39Oh, poor child, I must go to her.
26:40Don't you dare.
26:41Beatrice is in with her.
26:42But Beatrice is an old maid.
26:44How could she...
26:44Beatrice is a doctor.
26:46In case you'd forgotten.
26:48She's also worth ten of you.
26:52That doctor who saw us when we first arrived.
27:01She asked me if I knew the facts of life.
27:04I told her I did.
27:05Oh, Alice.
27:07You should have asked me.
27:09Or Marion.
27:11And I was embarrassed.
27:13I thought I'd just pick it up as I went along.
27:15Oh, Alice.
27:18It's your body.
27:19Got a right to know how it works.
27:22Extraordinary.
27:23What?
27:24I sounded just like Nellie, then.
27:27That nurse he died?
27:28Yes.
27:30She got very cross with me once.
27:32It's when Sally Markham was in labour
27:34and I told the poor girl not to ask questions.
27:36And I was wrong.
27:38One should always ask questions.
27:39I should never be able to look at Harry again.
27:43Well, if he's wise, he'll steer clear of this place.
27:45I don't think he meant to.
27:47You know, he just...
27:48Well, got carried away.
27:49Yes, I know.
27:50It does happen.
27:50It's horrible.
27:51Alice.
27:53You mustn't let this put you off.
27:56Men?
27:57Well, that side of things.
27:59Can so easily.
28:00I had a similar experience.
28:05Yes, strange to relate.
28:07The young man did once set his cap at me.
28:11Happened on the way home from a dance.
28:13One of my father's church hops.
28:16Which I never told anyone.
28:19I was too ashamed of myself.
28:21And afterwards I put up a barrier.
28:25Threw myself into my studies.
28:27Not that I regret that, but who knows?
28:29You might have married and had children.
28:32Well, might have had something to fall back on when I could no longer work.
28:37Come on.
28:37Let's get you dressed.
28:41Pity the Padre couldn't join us.
28:43He had another service to get back to.
28:45Nice chap.
28:46He was in Changi with Stephen.
28:48Just holding the fort here till the bishop can find a replacement.
28:51We've got Ulrich her anyway.
28:52Thank you so much.
28:54So sorry.
28:57Yes, glad she could come.
28:58Beginning to get a bit of a tear away, old Ulrich.
29:03Well, what are your plans now, Kate?
29:06To get on the first boat back home.
29:08There's no point in hanging around Rapples any longer.
29:11We should have news of our ship soon.
29:13Thanks.
29:14Rappley can't wait to get rid of us.
29:15Oh, I don't know, Kate.
29:18I think Phyllis is quite fond of our lot.
29:20I won't count her as Rappley any longer.
29:23If you were at a loose end while you're waiting for your ship, Stephen would be glad of some help.
29:29Thanks.
29:30But I'll be up at the hospital.
29:32Some of the patients on Tom's ward, I'd like to see them through.
29:36You'll be a good doctor.
29:37Oh, I hope so.
29:39Then all this will have been for something.
29:41Excuse me.
29:44Hello.
29:45I just want to say thank you so much.
29:46Let me leave you to have a chat.
29:49Hello, Charles.
29:50Extraordinary coincidence.
29:51That chap comes from the same part of the world as me.
29:54What's that?
29:54Cambridge.
29:55My old stamping ground.
29:57Oh, thereabouts.
29:58Village of Caldercott.
29:59Stones row from Grantchester.
30:00Know it well.
30:02That's where Rupert Brooke wrote his famous poem about the old vicarage.
30:05Just now the lilac is in bloom.
30:08Oh, yes.
30:08It's a wonderfully evocative place.
30:11When I get back, and I sometimes wonder if I ever will,
30:13the first thing I'm going to do,
30:15make sure the good old church clock still stands at ten to three.
30:18And Israel, honey, still for tea.
30:20You were actually up and scared with the garden in the year.
30:25Do you like more tea?
30:29Oh, yes.
30:32I believe you worked for the Jeffersons before the occupation.
30:35Yes, I worked for them long time.
30:37I look after Master Ben when he's a small boy.
30:41Mrs. Jefferson told me your own sons were killed by the Japanese.
30:44Yes.
30:46I'm sorry.
30:48It must have been dreadful here.
30:50I heard about it from a relative.
30:53My mother was Chinese.
30:55Our people lost everything.
30:56Yes.
30:57We've so much to do.
31:01How is your husband?
31:07Fine, fine.
31:08He's, uh, he's very busy, of course.
31:10It must be hard simply to resume your old life.
31:14It isn't all roses, but I expect we'll soon adjust.
31:18We've got Christina and May chatting away.
31:22Do you think Christina will stay in Singapore?
31:24Yes, I do.
31:26She's becoming more and more Chinese.
31:28The British haven't done much to encourage her.
31:30Poor Christina.
31:31Why, she's fortunate.
31:33Perhaps she's finding her true self.
31:35And you, Ulricha?
31:36I still search.
31:39Meant a lot to Kate, your coming to the funeral.
31:41To me also.
31:43It was all right with the Reverend Mother, was it?
31:45Oh, she's a wise woman.
31:47She knows my spirit is not tranquil.
31:50She allows me to look into my own conscience.
31:54But it can't be wrong to stand by your friends.
31:57No, that cannot be wrong.
31:59But neither can it be wrong for me to work when there's so much need.
32:03By work, I do not mean watering the flowers or sweeping down the convent stairs.
32:09Surely our Lord can find better use for me.
32:12At least in the camp, I felt...
32:17We always get back to the camp.
32:22It is impossible to pretend it did not happen.
32:26Yes, even if one tries.
32:29When we were first liberated,
32:31my concern was for the dead,
32:33the people who had not had a proper burial,
32:35whose grave was not marked.
32:37I intended to go to the authorities
32:39and to raise...
32:41What is that expression of Joss?
32:44Merry hell.
32:46Yes.
32:49But since I have been here,
32:51I have become more and more convinced
32:53that it is not the dead that the Lord intends me to serve,
32:56but the living.
32:57If only he would show me in what manner.
33:12There you are.
33:13I couldn't stomach Van Mare a second longer.
33:17Alice, you okay now?
33:18Hmm.
33:19Still a bit shaken up, but she'll survive.
33:21Bounce back.
33:23Hmm, I think so.
33:24Imagine not knowing at 17.
33:30I don't remember not knowing.
33:33I'll have a word with Phyllis.
33:35See if she can get her on an earlier boat.
33:37As soon as she's home now, the better.
33:39Out of harm's way.
33:40I reckon so.
33:45Did you ask me something?
33:47Hello there.
33:48I'll have to wait again.
33:50Not interrupting, am I?
33:51Yes, you are.
33:53But I'm getting used to it.
33:55Good evening, Beatrice.
33:56Evening.
33:57You're looking for Joss.
33:58She's not here.
33:59I wasn't actually.
34:00It's you I wanted to see.
34:01I'll shove off then.
34:03See you in the bar.
34:05Yes.
34:05Yes, all right.
34:06I won't be a minute.
34:09Sorry to barge in,
34:10but I haven't seen you lately.
34:12No, and I don't often come down.
34:14I prefer my own company.
34:15I'm glad I found you.
34:17I feel I owe you an apology
34:18to that business the other week.
34:20I'd really rather not rake over old coals.
34:21Oh, no.
34:22Please let me explain.
34:24The last thing I wanted was to upset you.
34:27Unforgivable after your sterling work.
34:29But when Joss and I get our teeth into something,
34:32frankly, we wouldn't notice
34:33if Lady Louie and a fleet of clerks
34:35moved in on us.
34:36I think Lady Louie might have taken it
34:38with a bit more grace.
34:39Oh, I don't know.
34:40They say she gets pretty rattled at times.
34:43Anyway, the thing is,
34:44I was wondering if you could bear to look in again.
34:47Well, quite apart from your orderly mind,
34:49we desperately need some medical guidance.
34:52But do say if it's too much for you.
35:01Well, come again.
35:09I won't be long, ma'am.
35:12I'd better go and change.
35:14Twine will be home soon.
35:17Yes.
35:24Sorry, Maggie.
35:25Something I seem to be wanted in all directions.
35:27Best stay around a bit longer, then.
35:29Don't you?
35:29You'll like a drink?
35:30No, thank you.
35:32So, what's your problem?
35:35I think I'm pregnant.
35:37And I do know the facts of life.
35:39I don't know if it's not a picture.
35:42Uh, fuck, why don't we, um...
35:44I want to talk to you.
35:56You've been in Singapore less than a month.
35:58You can't be certain.
35:58It didn't happen either.
36:00Someone from the men's camp.
36:03Kate and I broke out one afternoon
36:05when we were waiting for our famous liberators.
36:07We met this chap on the road.
36:10He and I made up for lost time.
36:15You look like Kate did.
36:18No.
36:19Given up, casting judgment.
36:21Look, how many times did you, uh,
36:23did you see this man?
36:23Only the once.
36:25And you.
36:26It was quite a once.
36:28What about your periods?
36:29You surely didn't have those in camp.
36:31No, not regular.
36:33Just the occasional show.
36:34Well, most of them did.
36:36But I haven't had one since I got back.
36:38I suppose it's possible.
36:40Add to that the fact that I...
36:41I think I'm bigger here.
36:43Well, that could be the improved diet.
36:45And I've been sick as a dog every morning for the past week.
36:48Yes, well, that could be an indication.
36:50Well, let's have a look at you.
36:52Shall we, uh, shall we go to Jake's?
36:54Might be more private.
36:55Good.
37:25pardon me ma'am. oh oh may. Twan is late home. I expect he stayed on at the office. you wish we
37:46wait dinner? hmm please and thank you for rallying around this afternoon at such short notice. oh it
37:53is no trouble. we are glad to see you entertain your friends. oh yes it was nice in spite of the
37:59circumstances. I think you miss them now you're back here. three and a half years is a long time
38:05being together. it is also a long time to be away from Twan. you don't miss much do you? you never
38:12did. I know you many years now. it isn't easy just to pick up the strings to resume life as if nothing
38:20had happened. miss Campbell she say the same thing. Christina? she says she no longer the same
38:27person. she no longer want the same thing. she's still young. she can start afresh without having
38:32to... she isn't married or anything. you and Twan will grow together again. I don't know. oh may if
38:43only we could put the clock back. yes. do you remember when we first came out here? when master Ben was
38:50little? yes. and your sons weren't much bigger and they used to come and play. I'm... I am sorry I forgot.
38:59no it is good I talk of them. must have been dreadful for you when they were killed. to begin with I wish I'd die also.
39:09then I start to live for the day when you and Twan come home. I say to myself
39:16ma'am will return. then everything will be as before. if only that were possible.
39:22well it looks as though you're right. inso far as one can be certain at this stage.
39:30oh didn't it? life and death. he kills one off he starts another.
39:34oh god. don't know where he had to pick on me though. she'll need to have a urine test done.
39:39give me a sample first thing in the morning. I'll take it up to the hospital.
39:42righto. not that I need to be told.
39:47I've been pregnant before.
39:52if you are what will you do?
39:56I'm not sure. but I'll have to decide quick won't I?
40:04good evening ma'am.
40:16hello Marian. hello darling.
40:19sorry Emily. didn't think you'd be back from the funeral.
40:23you heard.
40:25I was at Raffles earlier. Dominica told me.
40:28they came back here for tea after.
40:30ah. how's Kate taking it?
40:33quite well. I think she was prepared.
40:36tragic. still shouldn't have much trouble finding someone else.
40:40attractive girl like that.
40:42don't think she wants anyone else. she wants to pursue a career.
40:46that's what she says at the moment.
40:48doesn't want to end up like poor old Beatrice.
40:53have a drink?
40:53ah you've got one. you could top it up.
41:00what took you to Raffles?
41:03looked in to see if you'd turn up.
41:05Phyllis Bristow rang my office this morning.
41:07she was trying to get hold of you.
41:09oh yes yes there was a message when I arrived home.
41:12shopping were you?
41:14no.
41:16I went up to Changi.
41:18with Jay Coulter I gather.
41:20you knew.
41:20your friend Maggie let it slip.
41:25then why didn't you ask me straight out?
41:27I had every intention of telling you.
41:28you might have told me before the event.
41:30I had to pretend I knew.
41:32I wasn't going to be made a fool of.
41:33I'm sorry I didn't know Jake had told Maggie.
41:38I on earth did you go up there.
41:40it's hardly a joy ride even with the magnetic Mr. Halter.
41:42I went to see major Yamouchi.
41:47you did what?
41:48I visited Yamouchi.
41:50I didn't tell you because I knew you'd stop me.
41:54you were damn right.
41:58Christ Marianne how do you think that must have looked?
42:00brigadier's wife visiting one of the...
42:02I didn't go as your wife.
42:03I went as an ex-leader.
42:04you think they'd have let you in if you hadn't been my wife?
42:06I don't know if you're being naive or if you're doing this deliberately.
42:16that man is being tried as a war criminal.
42:18there is enough evidence in your diary.
42:19he's also a human being.
42:21I wanted to see that he didn't show you much humanity.
42:23and if we behave the same does that put it right?
42:26anyway sometimes he did show compassion.
42:29when he withheld the drugs.
42:30we dropped those bombs on them isn't that enough?
42:37I just don't understand you Marianne.
42:39no you don't.
42:40all I ask is a little loyalty.
42:44and I don't consider that I am being a...
42:46tisnt you want far more than that.
42:47you want me to be exactly as I used to be.
42:49a well-groomed line-towing reflection of yourself.
42:52no mind of my own.
42:53I didn't expect that before and I don't now.
42:55what I do think I'm entitled to is a certain awareness of my position.
43:00I know you have been through a lot and I have tried to make allowances.
43:02my god it's been a strain hasn't it?
43:04yes frankly it has.
43:07you don't like my attitudes.
43:08you resent my friends.
43:09I have nothing against your friends.
43:10some of my friends.
43:12what I do resent is playing second fiddle to them.
43:14that's not true.
43:14oh yes it is you spend most of your time over there
43:17and when you are here you're more concerned about their problems than mine.
43:19and I wouldn't have another drink.
43:21so now I drink too much do I?
43:22yes you do.
43:22get in surprising I need a bloody drink!
43:28there is no need to shout like a fishwife.
43:30if I shout you might hear what I'm trying to say.
43:34ma'am.
43:34you want dinner now?
43:36no no not yet.
43:39we'll let you know when we're ready.
43:41yes tuan.
43:48what are you trying to say?
43:52don't think there's any future for us Clifford.
43:57not together.
43:58how are you trying to play?
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44:21ORGAN PLAYS
44:51ORGAN PLAYS
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