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00:00Previously...
00:01All of this shit's been going on for so long now.
00:04We don't want to cause any bad vibes here.
00:06We want you to have the best day.
00:07We want you to have a nice time.
00:08That's it?
00:09Yeah.
00:10You don't want to be in a relationship with Harry, do you?
00:12Yeah, I don't.
00:13I think I honestly prepared myself for you to come and say this anyway,
00:16so I'm fine with it.
00:18And as long as our friendship isn't affected.
00:20So how is everything going with you two?
00:22Yeah, it's good.
00:23Are you romantic?
00:24I'm romantic, but I'm not good at talking about it,
00:26do you know what I mean?
00:27Like, I don't...
00:28I'm quite awkward when it comes to talking about it, so it kind of works.
00:30Really?
00:31Why?
00:32I avoid eye contact, I'm like...
00:33Oh, my God.
00:35Oliver, come here!
00:37Well, give him an answer.
00:38Is that a yes or not?
00:39Well, obviously!
00:40That's so cute!
00:58It's beautiful, isn't it?
00:59It's beautiful, isn't it?
01:14It's beautiful, beautiful!
01:15Go, go, go!
01:17Oh, it's beautiful, isn't it?
01:19It's beautiful! Beautiful!
01:29Do you reckon he's called that unicorn Elmer?
01:31Because the amount of times he's jumping on me is ridiculous.
01:35Shutting him, bro!
01:37Oh, shit!
01:47Oh, shit!
01:49Insane!
01:59You look so pretty today.
02:01Do I?
02:03Yeah.
02:07No!
02:09No!
02:11No!
02:13Weeeeeee!
02:15I love you!
02:17I'll be waiting, I'll be right in
02:19I'll be right in
02:21I'll be right in
02:23I'll be right in
02:27I'll be right in
02:29I'll be right in
02:31Yo girls!
02:32Oh, hi!
02:33Good fight, dude.
02:35Who's doing the children's pool?
02:36Weird. Weird, boys.
02:37We've always got something to say.
02:39Oh, it was hilarious.
02:45I need a bit of shade. I'm sweating.
02:47How was that scene just then? It was awkward scene.
02:51Yeah, I mean...
02:53I don't, like...
02:55It's weird, cos, like, I don't really know...
02:57We went from half-lying and perfect couple to just...
03:02Like, I don't even really know what.
03:03Do you know what it is? We got comfortable.
03:05Very, very comfortable, and I think... Not we, he.
03:07He got comfortable. Yeah, I think it was very much, like...
03:10He got used to the idea of, like,
03:12oh, I could just go round to Elmer & Courtney's
03:14and just chill there, quick takeaway, whatever.
03:16And I just... I feel like I want to be wooed.
03:19I don't want to tell anyone how to be in a relationship.
03:21You want it to just happen. I just want it to happen.
03:23And I felt like, because...
03:24And I think, as well, it's just with different people.
03:26It's weird, cos when I see yous together, I thought,
03:28oh, my God, this actually could be yous.
03:30Like, this could be yous done.
03:31But I feel like yous are actually quite different personalities.
03:34Do you know what it is? Personality-wise.
03:35Yeah, we are.
03:36And do you know what? Actually, this is the only way I can put it,
03:39and I can't put it any better than this, is I want magic,
03:41and I feel like I'm getting mediocre.
03:43Wow. And I know that sounds horrible, but it's the truth.
03:45And I just feel like we're gals, like, we actually shouldn't settle.
03:48Bro, till this day, I have no idea what just switched it up,
03:52cos it was, like, it was, like, overnight, like...
03:54..it was so good, like, the messages and stuff we were sending each other...
03:57Yeah. ..was, like, we were in love, do you know what I mean?
03:59And then, like, out of nowhere, it was, like,
04:01I was just talking to some random...
04:03Random girls nuts, mate.
04:05..I don't really...
04:06..I don't really know how to take it, bro.
04:08I don't know where I stand, don't know what's going on.
04:10It's actually got in, bro.
04:11Have you even spoken to her at her yet?
04:13Not really.
04:14Not at all. It's weird, bro.
04:16I think now's the perfect time to probably have a little chat with her.
04:20Sure.
04:21You need to have that chat where you can just get out of the way.
04:23Like, just ask her out for drinks or something, just anything.
04:26Don't ever think it, though.
04:28Let me chat to her. Go on.
04:32Where we went for lunch yesterday was really nice.
04:34What did you get? I got a prawn, a prawn, a Caesar salad.
04:37Hi.
04:38Hey. Hi.
04:39Hi. Hi.
04:41How are you?
04:41Good, thank you, baby, eh?
04:43Yeah, decent. Obviously, I ain't really spoke much.
04:44I was gonna see if I wanted to get a drink or something.
04:46Have a little chat, catch up.
04:49Yeah.
04:50Yeah.
04:51Have a good day.
04:52Speak to you later.
04:53Bye.
04:54Bye.
04:59What do you say?
04:59Bro, we're gonna go for a drink.
05:01It's all good for it.
05:03That's nice.
05:04Like, do you think that's, like, gonna be, like, friendship?
05:08Like...
05:09Do you know what it is?
05:10I just don't want it to get...
05:11I don't want it to get...
05:11I don't want it to get awkward.
05:13I don't want it to get bitter.
05:14I don't want it to get spiteful.
05:15I don't think it will.
05:16I don't think it will.
05:17I know the three things that I don't...
05:18I really, really don't want it.
05:19And I also don't want to lose a friendship with him along the way.
05:20So, what do you want to happen, then?
05:22If she's not feeling it, which she clearly isn't,
05:25I just want her to say that and just to move on separately,
05:30do you know what I mean?
05:31Yeah.
05:32Like, it'd just be nice just to be able to have a clear answer
05:34of, like, this is where...
05:36Yeah.
05:37This is where I'm at.
05:38OK, fine.
05:39And then we can...
05:41We can move on.
05:42I can cry myself to sleep.
05:43Don't cry to sleep.
05:44Play the unicottled.
05:46Go on.
05:47Oh, the hell.
05:48Hello, Daniel.
05:49Hello, guys.
05:50Oh, it's so nice to be here.
05:51So lovely to be here.
05:52So hot, though.
05:53I feel like this is not hot compared to Dubai.
05:54I could fall asleep.
05:55I'm so relaxed.
05:56Obviously, when Matilda gets here, Roman's going to disappear.
05:58That's fine.
05:59It's going to be his own...
06:00Yeah.
06:01His own group.
06:02I think we've got Sammy with us now as well,
06:03because I'm not sure what's happening with that.
06:04That's...
06:05What is going on with that?
06:06Time.
06:07Time.
06:08Time.
06:09Time.
06:10Time.
06:11Time.
06:12Time.
06:13Time.
06:14Time.
06:15Time.
06:16Time.
06:17Time.
06:18Time.
06:19Time.
06:20Time.
06:21Time.
06:22Time.
06:23I don't think he knows what's going on with that.
06:24I don't know, mate.
06:25They don't seem like they're together, do they?
06:26I don't think he knows what's going on with that, do they?
06:27Nah.
06:28Well, from what Courtney said, it doesn't...
06:30I don't think they're there together any more.
06:32Nah?
06:33Nah.
06:34I think he's stopped coming around the ass.
06:35Elmo wants a little bit more effort is what Courtney was saying.
06:38And then that got on to the topic of you.
06:42Obviously, the rumours going around that Ella was saying
06:44that you didn't really make an effort, blah-blah-blah.
06:46It was a two-sided thing, in my opinion.
06:48I don't think I fully...
06:49That's what we said.
06:50put the full effort in because I wasn't sure of it long term and I don't think she was
06:54putting the effort in the other way. It was both withholding and neither of us was fully
06:58putting 100% into it. Exactly what I said, that you was pretty hurt and stuff about the
07:03whole situation, which is true. If you're being truthful. Yeah, I think I was. I think
07:08it affected me. I was questioning it for a while. I think the connection and the chemistry
07:14that's there. Listen, as much as you can brush it under and you're quite an emotionless person
07:19sometimes. You don't really show your emotion too much. You did this time. Yeah, you definitely
07:25hurt. The things that she was saying about you, you obviously definitely hurt her. Yeah,
07:28because I felt like we was cool and even though we agreed to go our separate ways, I felt like
07:34we did it and it was a very amicable chat that we had in the end. Yeah. After the initial
07:40arguments, we sat down and we were like, look, it's a shame that we both care about each other
07:46but we don't feel like it's right. And then I felt like after that, she then sort of portrayed
07:52things in a way and said some things that felt like she was throwing me under the bus,
07:55that it was just me and she was holding no accountability for it. That connection we have
07:59will always be there. That won't go away. I know it won't. We'll always be a little bit
08:02flirty. It's just naturally we have that. Yeah. Have you spoken to her yet? Not about anything.
08:08You haven't had a conversation? No. Do you think you will? Yeah, look, we haven't seen
08:12each other for a while. Maybe there's a chat there to be had. But yeah, for me, I feel
08:18in a good place at the moment. I'm happy. You've now got a couple of ex-girlfriends out
08:21on the holiday. Mate, are you telling me? Maybe you should slow down. I was in a good place
08:24before I come out here. Come out here on holiday with two of my ex-birds. Why do you come?
08:28I like it that guy. It is what it is. We're out here now. Let's enjoy ourselves. This situation
08:34is not ideal. Do you know what? Come here, come here. Come here. Oh, yeah. What are you
08:41doing? You don't like love.
08:44Do you know what? It's nice, though. We're in such a good space. We're happy. We're content.
08:54I feel really positive. I'll be honest with you. I think it's going to be a good time.
08:58Don't you think about it in the summer?
09:05Mummy's coming, Bill. Look. There she is.
09:09Aww. All right, ladies. Hello.
09:12All right, girls. Oh, he is good as gold. Honestly, Amy, these kids are adorable.
09:18So cute. They're so good, aren't they? Can I just tell you my voice?
09:22Yeah, what is going on? Right, so Bill decided to get air con in the house.
09:27Is it always your fault? I honestly couldn't cover this for you. I hate air con. Girls,
09:32I cannot believe that I'm here. I'm so proud of you. I've not been away for five years.
09:39You are kidding. Babe, five years. For me to be here, it's a massive achievement.
09:44I'm so proud of you. I can't believe I'm here.
09:46Yeah. I know it sounds dramatic, but I've had a little bit of a wobble getting here,
09:51obviously leaving the Rose, but then now I'm here, I feel so fine.
09:55Oh, this is so good for you, Lauren. And it's people that have helped me. I know it sounds silly.
09:58When you have kids, it changes everything. But for the better.
10:01Yeah, but you also have to enjoy your life as you because it's never going to be the same again.
10:06No. Being a mum, I can imagine it's the most amazing feeling in the world.
10:09I know. This is why we've always been so close here, like all of us.
10:12It's like family is key. Yeah. Me and Bill, though, as well, like, you know, all friends and family talking.
10:17Me and Bill need to find ourselves again because we do feel like we've lost ourselves the past three months.
10:23How do you all feel it's been out here? It's a bit of a strange old atmosphere, didn't you think?
10:26Yeah. Everyone's in different groups. What's going on?
10:29Did you hear what happened in the big group chat that we all had from Pali?
10:31Oh, God. What, with Freddie? With Freddie and Harry.
10:35What? Yeah, a little bit. Go on.
10:37We're all in a group chat. Ella was doing her own thing, obviously.
10:40Freddie wanted everyone to support her, which I get, yeah, so into the group chat, he's fired into everyone.
10:45Listen, obviously things have gone on with Dan and Ella.
10:48Of course. Ella had fobbed Dan off to go in there, really, and hugged him off, not going to lie.
10:52Yeah, right. And he's my pal. So I'm with Dan, with the boys, so naturally we're not going to then post it.
10:58You've got lawyers. If Freddie wants to talk about being a loyal Freddie, I'm loyal towards Dan.
11:01Yeah, of course. It went about him really in the wrong way, but it got personal, like both of them going at each other.
11:06Freddie was going, let me know if you still cut up about that date, baby boy, that single date that we had.
11:11Let me know if you still cut up about it. But there's 16 people in the group chat watching, and they was just at each other.
11:17Oh, no.
11:18I feel like it's been escalated to such a level now, though, that I feel like this could potentially be a pressure cooker.
11:24Yeah.
11:24And it could go off out here.
11:25Listen, at the end of the day, none of us really want our gear, so let's do whatever we can to make it good.
11:31Yeah.
11:32And if it goes off, we'll go to bed.
11:34Yeah, I'm going to bed.
11:36Yeah, we'll all go to bed.
11:37Yeah, that's the best.
11:38I don't care what they say.
12:02I've learnt from Portuguese girls.
12:31Go on, tell us.
12:32So, it is very tricky. It's a lot harder than I felt.
12:35Is it not the same as Spanish?
12:37No, this is not Spain.
12:39This is Portugal.
12:40It's on the same thing on the map, though.
12:41But Portugal is a separate country.
12:43I've got some pick-up lines for us.
12:45Oh, no, memento.
12:46Oh, no, memento.
12:47Hola, cluelita, obsedada, potty.
12:52Oh.
12:52That's like, hello, babe.
12:53You sound fluent.
12:54All I heard was, hello, you've got a potty.
12:56No, it's like, hello, babe, I'm obsessed with you.
12:58Hello.
12:59CG.
12:59That's very true.
13:00That's totally very true.
13:02Hello.
13:03Oh, it's our little angel.
13:05Look how strings are here, everyone.
13:07Amazing.
13:08I've got the pineapple.
13:10No, I'm not drinking lager.
13:11I'll take the beer.
13:12I'll take it.
13:13Thank you so much.
13:14I've never seen you drink a beer.
13:15Oh, we need a straw.
13:15Look at me being all manly.
13:16That's a good idea.
13:17Cheers, darling.
13:18Portugal.
13:19Portugal.
13:20Let's go.
13:20How exciting.
13:21I know, really lovely to be in.
13:23I know.
13:23How are you being?
13:24I'm real.
13:26What's been going on, though?
13:27Babe.
13:28Oh.
13:29You seem stressed.
13:30You seem really stressed out.
13:31What's going on?
13:32Babe, because I just know he's coming.
13:34Who?
13:34Have you heard, you've heard, obviously, about the group chat, no?
13:37Freddie and the group chat.
13:38Yeah, we know about it.
13:39You've heard about the group chat.
13:39Yeah.
13:40Oh, babe, that was fucking a lot.
13:41Hello, pretty people.
13:43Hello, Rae.
13:43There she is.
13:44Women of the hour.
13:45How are you?
13:46Yeah, you look fucking amazing, you do.
13:48You're okay?
13:48You're okay, all right?
13:49You are a vision.
13:51You look great.
13:52I need to know all the girls from the house, straight out of the house, and you're in Portugal.
13:55Oh, fuck, mate, give me a minute.
13:55Oh, my God.
13:56She's just sat down.
13:57I can't believe it.
13:58You've been a busy, busy girl, you know?
14:00I've been a busy girl.
14:01You smashed it.
14:02Thank you, yeah.
14:03And everyone around you loves you a lot.
14:05We supported you every day.
14:07Honestly, we loved watching you.
14:08Yeah, it was so nice to see a little bit of support from someone.
14:10Yeah.
14:11Oh, babe, well, there weren't much from anyone else.
14:15No, there wasn't, and there's quite a certain...
14:17Bitterness and jealousy speaks volumes, I love.
14:19Not from my behalf.
14:21I did messaging.
14:22Oh, did you?
14:22Yeah, I did.
14:23What, when I was in there?
14:24Yeah.
14:24Oh, yeah, I wouldn't have seen it.
14:26Sorry.
14:26No, I know, of course.
14:27I commented that, babe, but I didn't want...
14:28I come out of there, and I was in such a whirlwind of emotions and getting back to normal life.
14:33I didn't have my phone for a few days.
14:34Of course, babe, but it weren't bad bloods.
14:36Obviously, I did, like, it's awkward now, do you know what I mean?
14:39Because we did get close in Bali, do you know what I mean?
14:41And maybe I should have posted, but I didn't.
14:44And I should have.
14:45Look, at the end of the day, I didn't expect anything from you.
14:47You've got a daughter, you've got children, you've got two kids at the end of the day, do you know what I mean?
14:51I didn't expect anything like that, but there's certain people that I did expect it from.
14:54There's certain people in this project.
14:55Who did you expect it from?
14:58Jordan, Sophie.
15:00I mean, yeah.
15:00Didn't expect it from girl band, because I think that would be weird.
15:02Yeah.
15:03And the rest, to be honest.
15:05I'm not being funny.
15:06I spent a very long time with Dan.
15:08Obviously, the boys on his side, I thought maybe they would have...
15:11From what I heard, though, apparently you split up with Dan to go in the big brother house.
15:15But for what?
15:16What would I have gained to split up with him?
15:17Listen, no-one knows, and I'm not being funny.
15:19You obviously wasn't happy before you went in.
15:20It doesn't concern anyone why I split up with Dan.
15:23Listen, I'm in love with a fella, and I'm not going to deny that I don't still have love for him,
15:26because I do have love for him.
15:27Yeah, I believe that.
15:28I don't want people to think that I left him to go in there,
15:31because that's nothing of the case.
15:32I wasn't happy with how it was.
15:35Yeah.
15:35And he knows that.
15:36Communication was meant to be a massive thing in our relationship,
15:39and there was no communication.
15:41So it did not work for me.
15:43Yeah, but other people probably didn't see it like that.
15:46Do you know what I mean?
15:46Because he might have not made it clear to them how that was.
15:51Do you know what I mean?
15:51Hi, Fred.
15:52Fred, you look unreal.
15:55Thank you, baby.
15:56Talking about, have you said he's just spoke past?
16:02Can we just talk about the group chat for a sec?
16:04Can I just say, it was comedy gold.
16:06I was sat there going, ah!
16:08It was entertainment.
16:10Hi, Fred.
16:10Hi, Ben.
16:11How are we?
16:13How are you?
16:13You're OK, babe?
16:14How fucking awkward is this?
16:16Fucking awkward, are you joking?
16:18What you've said in this group chat has called destruction around us.
16:21Oh, you've caused murders, you have.
16:22But I stand by it.
16:24Freddie kept going, I don't want to be rude to anyone,
16:25and then being incredibly rude to you.
16:27And then being so rude.
16:28Like, I cannot, like, so incredibly rude to Harry.
16:31And I'm pretty sure that, like, Ella and I,
16:33and probably you, and definitely you,
16:35are of an understanding that if she was to come out of that show,
16:39or that house, and...
16:41She would never expect any of us to post for her,
16:43and it just would never happen.
16:45I had, I don't think, like, I'm, like, 98% sure
16:48that wasn't directed at us three.
16:49No, right?
16:50No.
16:50I do think it was maybe directed at you.
16:51I think it was maybe directed at Bex as well.
16:53I think it was more.
16:53It was directed at Bex as well, yeah.
16:55They were best friends in Bali.
16:56I just feel like Freddie's on heat all the time.
16:59So hot and cold.
17:00We're all meant to support each other.
17:04I clap when people win.
17:05And the fact that people don't screams jealousy, bitterness,
17:09and I think it's so wrong.
17:11Not always, though.
17:12What do you mean?
17:12What is people's reason for not just putting up one little post...
17:16It's a repost.
17:17With a clap like that.
17:18It takes two seconds.
17:19I'll do it for anyone.
17:20I'm not being funny.
17:20Jordan brought out a hair academy.
17:21It was the first person to post.
17:23Me.
17:23Straight away.
17:24Yeah, but I think after that, obviously,
17:28that was before you went in.
17:30And I think...
17:31I don't know if Jordan knows what happened between you and Dan.
17:34It's all excuses.
17:35It's all excuses.
17:36I don't know.
17:37I knew that.
17:37At the end of the day,
17:38I was never friends with these people
17:39because I was with Dan Edgar.
17:42Exactly.
17:42But obviously I was.
17:44Because now I'm not with Dan,
17:45no-one's talking to me.
17:46I know, but they're all going to have his back, though.
17:48It's like...
17:49But it's like, I want to get benders in.
17:50I'll be honest.
17:51Screams, fake behaviour.
17:53No.
17:53A lot of people.
17:54But listen, Bex,
17:55me and you ain't even ever going to fall out either.
17:58Freak, I would never fall out of you over that, though.
17:59But even, obviously, you put in the group chat,
18:01you turned around and said, like,
18:02we are supporting her from afar,
18:04but it takes two minutes to post on social media.
18:07Of course, baby.
18:07I'm busy every day, Fred.
18:09And listen, that's fine.
18:11I'm all about public support on every length of the scale.
18:15And I'm not going to have someone try and belittle me
18:17in front of people
18:18because I'm being morally right to my friends.
18:21Fred, who tried to belittle you?
18:23Harry.
18:24When?
18:25In the group chat, Jordan.
18:27I'm only asking.
18:29Yeah, I'm responding.
18:30When?
18:31Did you read it?
18:32You was in the group chat.
18:33Don't act dumb.
18:34I'm not acting dumb.
18:35I really haven't got the patience
18:37for anyone's bullshit.
18:39You've never had any patience.
18:40I haven't got the patience.
18:41I don't care.
18:41I don't need you to tell me.
18:42You've never had any patience.
18:43Not one bit.
18:43Why don't you just focus on your birds?
18:45Well, we are.
18:46We do.
18:46Shut up at my conversation, then,
18:47because you're getting involved.
18:48I'm asking a question.
18:49Freddie, we're just...
18:50Don't ask me a question.
18:50Why are you being so angry?
18:51Freddie, we're just having a little ear wig.
18:53Why are you doing that?
18:55Ain't nothing in your conversation.
18:56It's embarrassing.
18:57Awkward.
18:57Let's be quite frank.
18:59It is awkward.
18:59What's awkward?
19:00I'm not awkward.
19:00I ain't fucking hardly spoke to you.
19:02You never speak to us.
19:03You're wasting your breath speaking to me,
19:05because it's literally going in one ear and out the other.
19:07I ain't got interested, you've got to say.
19:08This will take much from me.
19:09I can't deal with stuff like this.
19:10I ain't got interested.
19:11This is it.
19:11Should we have a conversation?
19:13Nah.
19:13I ain't interested.
19:14Nah, of course you are.
19:15Bella, what's your problem?
19:17Don't really have one, to be fair.
19:19You're irrelevant.
19:20So are you, love.
19:21Aw.
19:22You always love me.
19:23Did she say I'm irrelevant?
19:25No, she said Sophie.
19:27Oi.
19:28Oi.
19:29Oi, come on.
19:30Who's saying fuck up?
19:31Does someone say fuck up?
19:32Oi, come on.
19:33Oi, come on.
19:33I'm not having a conversation.
19:35Yeah, yeah, I'm coming to join the conversation.
19:36I don't want to join.
19:37I don't want you to join the conversation.
19:39I want to talk to you, yeah?
19:41Everyone needs to chill out.
19:42Come here.
19:43That ain't for me.
19:44What's going on?
19:47I just can't listen to them all being nasty.
19:48What's going on?
19:49Who's being nasty?
19:50Just like, Janae.
19:52Wait, I told you they're being nasty.
19:53What do you want to do?
19:56Explain it and talk.
19:56Who was the first person that uploaded your academy to you?
19:58No, I get it.
19:58I get it.
19:59But when you did that, yeah, you was in a relationship with one of my best friends.
20:03I didn't do that because I was in a relationship with one.
20:05I don't know how to put my own back to clap for your fucking six-stitch children.
20:08Listen, listen, I'm not saying that.
20:09What I'm saying is, we live, especially you, especially you, we live off this thing of
20:13being loyal people, right?
20:14Now, I would be wrong and I'd be two-faced for it like you've called me in the past if
20:18Danny's sitting with me going through a lot and I'll start posting you all like, no,
20:22listen.
20:22I'm being funny.
20:22Do you not know what your fucking best mate did to me?
20:24Listen, listen, listen, listen.
20:27Sophie wouldn't stand for it.
20:28Listen to what I'm saying.
20:29If you went on a bender, she wouldn't fucking be busy, would she?
20:31I actually wouldn't mind.
20:33Please listen.
20:33I'll be with them.
20:34That's why.
20:34Yeah, she wouldn't care.
20:34Yeah.
20:35Desperate.
20:35Oh my God, I can't even look.
20:37It's been a long day.
20:38I know, I feel awkward.
20:40But, listen, what?
20:41Yeah, I'm bored of this conversation.
20:43Let's go.
20:43Don't call my bird desperate, mate.
20:45Let's just go.
20:45I'm bored of Jordan's voice.
20:47Who's fucking calling me desperate?
20:48Yeah, her.
20:49I'm fucking desperate.
20:50Everyone's had a dream.
20:51They want to grow up.
20:52You all want to fucking grow up.
20:54You all may speak to your 30s.
20:56Why would the fuck not?
20:56Don't give a shit how old I am.
20:58I look fucking 25.
21:02Wow.
21:02It is getting ridiculous.
21:04Because everyone's so quiet.
21:04I mean, what the fuck are we doing?
21:06Yeah, but they're not the problem.
21:08No.
21:08He is.
21:09He's getting involved in my conversation.
21:10I'm not getting involved.
21:11Like I want it.
21:12I'm getting involved.
21:12I'm trying to make peace.
21:14Ellie's got the ump with me.
21:15I'm making peace.
21:15Yeah, I can understand why she's got the ump with you.
21:17Yeah, so I'm making peace.
21:18I'm sitting trying to have a conversation, aren't I?
21:20I'm being a gentleman trying to come and have a conversation.
21:21I'm explaining why you haven't supported.
21:22It's literally all pathetic.
21:23I'm going to be honest.
21:24You're pathetic, Fred.
21:26Yeah, and you deserved it.
21:28And you all deserved it.
21:29What?
21:29Deserved to be told about yourselves.
21:31Because at the end of the day, if you don't care, go away then.
21:36I've never known so much drama in Essex all my life.
21:39We're in Portugal, hon.
21:40Oh, yeah.
21:41Don't fucking stand there and speak to me.
21:43Wait, what are you going to do about it?
21:45You fuck off.
21:46Who are you pushing, mate?
21:48Who are you pushing?
21:49Don't fucking do that.
21:49I don't give a fucking shit.
21:51Don't fucking start on him.
21:54Don't start on him.
21:55Don't start on him.
22:25It's so rude in my face.
22:27Yeah, she called you desperate.
22:28I'm fuming.
22:29Idiot.
22:30Stop.
22:31Stop.
22:32Nah, I hate him all.
22:33Stop.
22:34Listen, stop.
22:35I can't bear him.
22:37Fucking mean girls.
22:38Mean girls.
22:40Mean girls?
22:41I was nice with you a few months ago.
22:43Why am I mean?
22:44I can't have him no more.
22:46I'm bewildered.
22:47What the fuck has just happened?
22:50I can't actually have him no more.
22:52It's mad.
22:53You all right, Jold?
22:54Yeah, I just nearly chinned Freddie, but I'm all right.
22:56Is that a joke?
22:58What the fuck is going on?
23:00I'm speechless.
23:01No, seriously, what is actually going on?
23:03Listen, it keeps us because he's turned around.
23:05How have you turned around Jordan and Sophie?
23:06Because I turned around.
23:07Jordan put his two-piece piece in for no reason.
23:10About what?
23:10I've gone over, I've just explained my points to my friends, and basically Jordan's then
23:16piped up and tried to get involved, and I said, Jordan, I don't want you to get involved
23:21in my conversation.
23:22It doesn't concern him.
23:22It doesn't concern him.
23:23I'm having a conversation with my friends.
23:24Clear your ears out and leave me alone.
23:27Me and Jordan have never seen Islay, so I don't understand why he thought it was a
23:30good idea to get involved and make himself fucking busy.
23:34I'm going to tell you, Jold, right now, yeah, this whole thing is a laughingstock.
23:37The only people in the group chat was me and Harry.
23:41She knows none of yous would post for her.
23:44So Freddie and Ella talk about loyalty, right?
23:46And Freddie called me two-faced not that long ago.
23:48Now, I'd be very two-faced if I sat with Dan when Dan's upset, and I then posted Ella
23:51in the big brother house.
23:52They were just going on about this whole group message thing, right?
23:55It's irrelevant.
23:56If people want to support it, then be it.
23:58Like, if I went around and said, oh, you didn't support this, you didn't support it,
24:01like, who cares?
24:03I don't care.
24:03Do you know what I mean?
24:04With Ella, she's just revealed herself too many times to people now, and we've all seen
24:08it.
24:09We're all not stupid.
24:10We've all seen it too many times.
24:12Sophie, you've got more friends than anyone here, so it's completely...
24:16Oh, yeah.
24:16You're winning, my honey.
24:18Oh, yeah.
24:18Ella is like a little greener poo on the foot right now.
24:23My thing is, is my best mate stuck up for me when I went into the biggest experience of
24:27my life, right?
24:28Anyone else would do that for each other.
24:30That's normal.
24:30Take it on the chin.
24:31If you feel the type of way about it, it's because you know, deep down, that you should
24:35have supported me and you didn't.
24:37Yeah, but don't let...
24:38Honestly, like, I wouldn't let that bother you as much as it is.
24:42If they're not going to support you, you don't need to have it with them.
24:45They're not your friends anyway.
24:46The main thing for you is your friends have supported you.
24:48I've supported you.
24:49Freddie supported you.
24:50Other people have supported you that are your friends.
24:52You don't need them to support you.
24:53No, I know, and to be honest, this probably wouldn't have been a situation if the people
24:57that were on this trip were still going on about it.
25:00It's ridiculous.
25:01I'm bored of listening to Jordan Brook being the ultimate bitch.
25:05What great start to yours, eh?
25:06Well, it's only the beginning.
25:08So how's it going to end?
25:09I'm chasing paradise with you.
25:31Dang, what's up with your girlfriend, mate?
25:32He's got the beers.
25:33Seriously?
25:33I've got the most important thing in my life.
25:35No, you're a girlfriend.
25:36My beers.
25:39Watch out, George.
25:40Sorry, mate.
25:40Sorry, mate.
25:41Sorry.
25:46Oh!
25:59Oh, I see.
26:00It's a little bit of luxury.
26:01Beautiful.
26:02So nice, meow.
26:03Wow.
26:04Unreal.
26:05Look at the view.
26:07Look at the boat.
26:07Oh, my God.
26:08She's sitting right there with that lovely picture.
26:09you what was yesterday what was going on what did you see what did you actually see yesterday
26:20please tell me i thought what is going on all i could see is janae clapping
26:26and i thought that is going to infuriate anyone because he's so patronized with the
26:31clapping you're then pointing your finger yeah you were then saying about jordan
26:36should support ella it's words got escalated they didn't need to it was bad it was really
26:40it was bad it was really really bad for the day one i've never known a trip abroad day one to
26:45everyone around the only reason i started shouting that girl bad and everyone else being like come
26:51and say it to my face was because when i was defending freddie i thought they were all laughing at me
26:56it doesn't matter if they are i thought they were laughing at me so i felt like that big and i
27:00thought oh my god then you don't have to do that i don't can just walk away and go do you know what
27:05i'm gonna leave janae i was dragging you i was dragging him down make it even a hundred times
27:11bigger i know it's your personality a very strong big personality i get that but sometimes situations
27:17that didn't need to escalate to that i don't want i'm honestly saying this handle my heart right
27:21i came here with all good vibes i don't want rows i don't want arguments i don't want to
27:26walk down you could have fooled me yesterday that wasn't your row you didn't need to get involved you
27:32did i was defending freddie and i'll stand by also in our defense we was chilling on our own
27:37yeah everyone come to us everyone come over listen news have been good as gold
27:40if you come to portugal 15 years ago you'd be the one screaming by the pool now i would you'd be in the
27:45poll
27:59do you um want me to take the twins for an hour while you can enjoy your prosecco now we're talking yeah
28:06since it's your birthday you ready enjoy your prosecco harry i love you so much couldn't have got me a
28:14double prime could you are not the single two prams love yes see ya how do you do this
28:29i loved him he's the best girlfriend i ever had
28:44uh grow up
29:01just listen
29:03silence pure silence i know no kids running around no screaming
29:08i know when was the last time that we had you know five minutes on our own let alone
29:15i know a meal like this amazing setting on holiday joe i think with me and you i think
29:20we need to appreciate each other and i think lately we have not really been appreciating each other
29:25i love i love our life it's absolutely amazing you know i love the kids like it's it's a dream
29:33to have children you know and i've got four it's i absolutely love it but i still want our relationship
29:43to be amazing as well and it hasn't been you know it has it i know it's been tough
29:48i feel like my world was like falling apart you know you know look when i got that call from your
29:55dad that it just really upset me you know and then i had to break that news to you do you know what i mean
30:03look don't get upset
30:10look i know it's i know it's tough and i know it's i know it's hard you did such
30:17i know it was you know what i know you come in and said mum's at heart's like i just didn't know
30:22like what i just didn't know what to do like my just my body was in shock
30:27if you're feeling low or you're feeling down or you want to talk about it come to me and talk about
30:33it i always put like a wall up yeah for everyone and sometimes i just need to let that wall down
30:39and it's just been tough babe she's had a major heart attack you know you can't play anything down
30:45you know you know it's it's serious i know and it's going to take time for her to to get through
30:50it and i don't and everyone's like coming up to me going oh my god why are you not getting
30:54married like that's everyone's saying come up to me i just feel like everyone is like on me at the
30:58minute the best thing for me and you to do was not get married this year i think it's the best thing
31:03even though like in a way i feel i feel a bit gutted because i was so excited to get married and i feel
31:08like that was every girl wants to get married don't they we're not saying we're not going to get married
31:13i know we're not saying we're gonna we're breaking up you know we're still together and coming away
31:19i feel like the last couple of days has just brought us closer together already i felt a bit
31:25flat lately me and you have not sat together just me and you i'd probably say for six months
31:30i'd say probably longer i just think what we need to do is if we can nick a little two three hours
31:36in the daytime when no kids are around go and do something fun just me and you just take a bit of
31:42time out that's where i think our relationship's going to get back to being you know unbelievable
31:48again we just don't take the moments for us to have moments like this you know what i mean
31:54and that's what we need and do you know what i feel like tonight we definitely needed this happy birthday
32:00babe it's just a kiss
32:16the sun sets you'll be fine
32:22tonight i'll leave it all behind
32:26i can't breathe you can't love me like i need
32:35if i stay it won't change nothing but me
32:43how are you sir you're good yeah about so amazing um please could i get a beer and a
32:50one of the ones that are you're in the ones that are you sure i'll make them the second
33:04Hello.
33:14Hello.
33:15All right?
33:16Yeah.
33:17Are you all right?
33:18Yeah, I'm not the one that's had the hump all day.
33:21But how can you expect me to be any different?
33:23What do you mean? I've been absolutely fine with you.
33:25No, I'm not saying about you, but about everyone else.
33:27Everyone else seems to think that they know what's happened
33:29and they obviously don't.
33:31Well, who's got opinions on it?
33:32Your friends.
33:34My friends?
33:35Yeah.
33:37Jordan has a lot to say.
33:38Yeah, well, my friends are only just going by the...
33:41Your story.
33:41What happened at the time?
33:42What do you mean my story?
33:43It was what happened at the time.
33:45Yeah, but it wasn't what everyone's saying that it is.
33:47It wasn't how it was.
33:49I never left you to go on a TV show.
33:51No, I've never said that either.
33:54But that's what Jordan screams across the globe.
33:55I've said to everyone that me and you agree to go our separate ways.
33:59You was the one that started making out that you'd called things off with me.
34:03That wasn't the way it went.
34:05Me and you had a row and you went, I'm sick of this.
34:07And I went, yeah, I'm sick of this.
34:08And we went, yeah, and we had a big conversation after our initial row.
34:11We had a long conversation about how we both agreed it weren't working.
34:13I don't know how much I could have given you.
34:15I don't know what else you really wanted from me.
34:17I just feel like I don't think you always think properly about how you're being in the relationship.
34:24No, I probably don't.
34:24It wasn't just about me.
34:26So what did I not give you that you wanted from me?
34:28You say I didn't put the format of effort in.
34:30And I don't think you really put effort into it.
34:34Because there was no communication.
34:35You were giving a certain amount of attention back.
34:37No, because I never got none from you.
34:38It's a two-way street, the relationship.
34:40No, of course it is.
34:40There was a lot of times I tried to make plans with you and it's all a bit like whatever and blase with you.
34:45It's never like.
34:45Yeah, because I didn't feel like it was off of your own back.
34:47I felt like it was a situation where you was half forced into wanting to do them things for me because I was half begging you for it.
34:54I should never have had to push you to ask me to be your girlfriend.
34:57It makes me sad because I want someone to want me.
35:00I didn't feel like you wanted me.
35:01I was with you then.
35:03I was fully with you in my eyes.
35:09I didn't feel like you 100% wanted it.
35:12So we both felt the same.
35:14We were both acting the same.
35:15And this is the problem with this whole thing.
35:18Is that we're almost too alike for it to have worked.
35:23Because we act the same when we have an argument.
35:28We acted the same in terms of the effort we put into it.
35:33And we were both waiting for the other person to show something.
35:37And we ended up both just never giving the full amount.
35:41You alright?
35:59There you go.
36:00Yeah, good, thank you.
36:00Thank you for my drink.
36:07That's okay.
36:09You alright?
36:09You're not bad, you?
36:10Yeah, good, thank you.
36:11You're lovely.
36:12Thanks, babe.
36:13As do you.
36:16How are you?
36:17I'm alright.
36:17How are you?
36:18Um, I don't know, as alright as I can be.
36:25I don't know.
36:26It's just weird now.
36:29Hmm.
36:29I don't even seem to think that it's not.
36:34Well, I do now, but...
36:36I didn't before.
36:39No.
36:40I can't go...
36:41Like, obviously you said, like, you don't want me to feel awkward and stuff.
36:44And, like, I get that and I don't want to feel awkward, but, like, I can't go from, like, having mad feelings for someone, really, like, fancying someone and staying with someone and kissing someone to then just, like, just all of that's gone and I'm just pals.
37:05I think, naturally, for me, it just felt like it fizzled out. And I should have probably been a bit more vocal and I do think that my communication skills are rubbish.
37:14If your feelings have changed, that's not your fault and that's absolutely fine, but it was, like, I remember I said to you so many times, like, something's different, something's off, and you said, no, it's not, but, like, I felt like it just sort of switched up.
37:26I don't know, I just felt like we didn't date as much.
37:28I know, and you said that and then...
37:30And that was just it.
37:31And then I took you out loads.
37:32I feel like you don't realise how much, like, I actually really did and do like you, like, I would have done anything.
37:39That's one of my favourite things to do is take the person you love out and have a fun date night, and that's what I love to do, but, like I said, I can't read your mind.
37:49I didn't know that's what you'd rather do until you said something.
37:52I just felt like we went from getting to know each other, making all the plans to, like, do loads of stuff,
37:59only doing, like, a fraction of the stuff when we actually got out, to then it just being, like, we was, like, we'd been together three years.
38:07Just need a minute.
38:08OK.
38:09OK.
38:09I'm sorry.
38:10OK.
38:10OK.
38:11I'm sorry.
38:12Thanks.
38:13I'm sorry.
38:14I'm sorry.
38:15What's wrong?
38:17Oh, my God.
38:18I'm sorry.
38:20Yeah.
38:20OK.
38:22I'm sorry.
38:23OK.
38:25No.
38:27I don't really know what I'm serious to say.
38:45It's a shame.
38:46Yeah, it is a shame.
38:49I know.
38:50I don't even know what to say.
38:51But whatever you think I showed or didn't show, I want you to know that I cared.
38:55I cared a lot about it.
38:57So, I don't know how he moved forward from here.
39:01Do you see what happened?
39:07Yeah.
39:15She didn't own it.
39:17Well, yeah, obviously.
39:20Of course it is.
39:20Can you stop looking at my eyes, because I really can't deal with it.
39:34You're looking at me, but in my eyes?
39:36No, I'm looking at your nose.
39:38You're looking at my nose?
39:42Yeah.
39:43Well, I wonder what the rest of the trip's going to bring.
39:51It's not looking good, is it?
39:52I might just stay in my room.
39:53Yeah.
39:55Tying myself off.
39:55Ain't a bad idea for you.
39:57Piss off.
39:59Because I've had someone else to sit with.
40:01Listen, I don't know how we do this moving forward.
40:08It's not, obviously it's not easy.
40:10If you feel something, or you, or whatever it is, if something happens, just talk to me.
40:15I'll be cool with you, I'll be there for you, of course.
40:20Like, I care about you.
40:23Don't go on the attack with me, just talk to me.
40:26I don't want to go on the attack with you.
40:27No, I know.
40:27But it's more out of frustration that things didn't work the way that I wanted it to.
40:34Yeah, I get that.
40:35That's it.
40:38Let's be cool, then.
40:40Do you want to spub me?
40:42Do you want to spub me?
40:45Mate.
40:48You can call me that now, because I am your mate.
40:52Come on.
40:59What about best mates?
41:01Best mates?
41:02Yeah.
41:04What, you think that's going to work any better?
41:06It did in the beginning, didn't it?
41:08No, not for long.
41:15You sort of didn't really, you didn't say it was done in the text, so I didn't know what was going on.
41:34I said it was a shame that I wasn't...
41:37Yeah, well, you just put, like, it's a shame.
41:40So, in my head, I'm thinking, right, does that mean we're done?
41:45I read their messages like I was basically saying.
41:48Because it's coming from you and you know how you think, but, like, I'm reading a message and I'm thinking, right...
41:51And it probably shouldn't have been done for your message anyway.
41:53But then it was like, I didn't know it was done, and I never saw you again until we saw each other at the airport.
41:59And then you're saying, oh, why are you being awkward?
42:02And it's like, that's why.
42:03Like, my pals were asking, my mum's asking me, oh, so what's going on?
42:06I was like, I don't, like, I don't actually know.
42:08Like, I didn't know.
42:10I feel like the messages were clear, though.
42:12They weren't.
42:13They weren't?
42:13No, they weren't.
42:14You just said it...
42:15You put a big message about those stuff and then you just said, oh, it's a shame.
42:20Don't get upset.
42:21No.
42:23Please don't.
42:25I don't want you to be upset.
42:26This is just some shit.
42:28Just couldn't do it.
42:31No, it's going to be dying.
42:33Shit.
42:38What's your feelings?
42:41That's why I hate your feelings.
42:51Anyone that knows me, I'm not an emotional person.
42:54It's like, when I do get like this, I don't know what to fucking do.
43:00I don't know how to cope.
43:02I don't know what that is.
43:03It's just all weird.
43:09I don't even know what to say.
43:10You don't have to say anything.
43:12It's fine.
43:14And now I know how you feel, we can just, like, we can just sort of put it to bed and move
43:18on.
43:19And that's fine.
43:20It was like, before we had this chat, it was like, I didn't really know, like, I didn't
43:24know if I should be trying or if I should be leaving it.
43:27Like, and now I know, I just need to leave it.
43:30It's just so fresh that it's just going to take me a bit of time to, like, go back to being just, like, powers.
43:37You know it's over when it's over and it's over, baby.
43:45I guess it's time to let it go.
43:48I'll just give you time.
43:51That's all I can do.
43:52Because I don't want to lose you from my life completely.
43:54You won't.
43:56I'm telling you now it, you won't.
43:58Like, I'll always be there and, like, anything you ever need, like I said to you, I think you
44:03so highly and, like, I just need to get used to not kissing you.
44:10It's coming all the slow, it's out of our control, and every time you breathe, the peace of
44:19us is dying, so tell me how you feel, was any of this real, it's hard to do?
44:28To see the good through all the tears, I'm crying, that we were meant to be, yes, we
44:35were meant to be, with other people.
44:42Next time.
44:43He was so upset, like, he was so upset, like, you don't understand, like, imagine seeing
44:49a geezer cross.
44:50I'll be honest now, girls, I'm very relevant.
44:55The bottom line of it is, don't say that to her, do you know what I mean?
44:58You owe her an apology.
44:59Ella hasn't really been a friend to me for the last year.
45:02And I feel like I'm taking a step back from you, Ella, because I don't.
45:05I took a step back from you a long time ago, Harry.
45:07What's going on with you and Harry D?
45:10Harry took it upon himself to play victim, like he does, and make the situation about
45:15him.
45:16I don't regret my opinion, like, babe.
45:17It's good on you that you do that, yeah.
45:19Give me the mic, I'll say it again.
45:20I can't help that I'm straight talking and no one else can handle the hate.
45:23I don't think you're straight talking, I think you're fucking rude sometimes.
45:25OK, and that sounds so busy.
45:26Don't put your fingers at me.
45:27Don't make yourself so busy there.
45:28No, you're giving it to me, so I'll give it to you back.
45:32The only way is up, baby, for you and me now.
45:46The only way is up, baby, for you and me now.
45:59Woo, woo, woo, woo, woo, woo.
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