00:00I had my operation just a few hours ago, a mastectomy from my left breast and just
00:08as I was going under the nurse said to me about the anaesthetic she said think
00:11happy thoughts think about a happy place as you drift off to sleep and I started
00:16crying again I've done lots of side crying but I have to say now after the
00:23operation I feel really I just feel relief and a lot of women wrote to me
00:33and said that you will feel this after the operation and I'm on a lot of pain
00:37medication at the moment so you know my mood and where I'm at is definitely not
00:43particularly normal but the anxiety going towards the operation it's so
00:48emotionally charged from the moment you hear about cancer and then you hear that
00:53word mastectomy
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