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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30In Napoli,
00:01:32Inoltre,
00:01:33Mujer,
00:01:34Inoltre,
00:01:35Inoltre,
00:01:36Inoltre.
00:01:37Inoltre,
00:01:38Inoltre.
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45Wow.
00:01:46Camp on my wallet.
00:01:51Are you in a C case?
00:01:52No.
00:01:53No, no, no, no, no.
00:01:54That's not where the C case is.
00:01:55Somewhere?
00:01:57Maybe it's in a club.
00:01:59Alright, she's going pretty fast.
00:02:02T Pocket is at her.
00:02:04And she's gonna go to the hotel.
00:02:06Okay.
00:02:07.
00:02:08Could she just give her a minute?
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00:02:14I've got to get some McCarthy.
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00:02:15Can you just give her a minute?
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00:02:27Where did you have it last?
00:02:34The train station, I think. The exchange booth.
00:02:39Oh, Jamie. I'm sorry.
00:02:44That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:50This is 170, not 70.
00:02:55Where do we need to go? We need sevens.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22Is this it, sir?
00:03:41It's nice.
00:03:43Yes, I have a credit card. The number is on file on my computer.
00:03:48Yes, I have them here.
00:03:50Okay, five, five, three, three.
00:03:55Seven, six, four, five.
00:03:57Eight, seven, eight, seven.
00:03:59Nine, one, five, seven.
00:04:03Five, seven.
00:04:05Yeah.
00:04:07Expires 12.15.
00:04:09No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately. We're here for two weeks.
00:04:16No, I'm working here.
00:04:20Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:23You love how they ask. As if I have a choice.
00:04:26Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:29Besides, I know an Italian.
00:04:31I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:34I don't at all.
00:04:35I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:39That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:43And besides, what's the point? The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:48Well, I am going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:55Yes.
00:04:57All right.
00:04:59Okay.
00:05:02Well, if you can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:05:07What does that mean?
00:05:09Nothing.
00:05:10Nothing?
00:05:13I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen. I always have. You know that?
00:05:16You don't sound very supportive.
00:05:25You have my support. I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:31I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34It has been for you.
00:05:35I think enough time has passed.
00:05:38Well, that's great.
00:05:46Damn it…
00:06:02Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:08I'm...
00:06:10David Foster Wallace?
00:06:12I don't know.
00:06:15You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:18That's what you're doing. I'm done, darling.
00:06:27Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:33He got to this point, maybe, where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:37I really don't know.
00:06:39Just so tedious.
00:06:43And, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:45Most people think life is too short, and there he was, all the talent in the world, and it wasn't...
00:06:49Jane, can I... Can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just... Just a bit morbid.
00:07:09I love you.
00:07:12Love you too.
00:07:15Love you too.
00:07:16Do you feel alright?
00:07:17Do you feel okay?
00:07:18Yeah.
00:07:19Are you sure?
00:07:20Mm-hmm.
00:07:21Do you feel alright?
00:07:22Do you feel okay?
00:07:23Yeah.
00:07:24Are you sure?
00:07:25Mm-hmm.
00:07:26Mm-hmm.
00:07:27Mm-hmm.
00:07:28Do you feel alright?
00:07:29Do you feel okay?
00:07:30Yeah.
00:07:31Are you sure?
00:07:32Mm-hmm.
00:07:33Do you feel alright?
00:07:34Do you feel okay?
00:07:35Yeah.
00:07:36Are you sure?
00:07:37Mm-hmm.
00:07:38Mm-hmm.
00:07:40Mm-hmm.
00:07:41Yeah.
00:07:42Mm-hmm.
00:07:44Huh.
00:07:45Can't you feel right?
00:07:47Oh, can't you feel here?
00:07:48Mm-hmm.
00:07:50Do you feel right now?
00:07:52Yeah.
00:07:53Have you understand that?
00:07:55Yeah.
00:07:56I can't…
00:07:58Yeah.
00:07:59Oh...
00:08:00Yeah.
00:08:01Oh.
00:08:02It's—
00:08:06Oh.
00:08:07Oh.
00:08:08Oh, my little girl.
00:08:09I don't know.
00:08:39I don't know.
00:09:09Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:28Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:10:25Do you have any stories for my book?
00:10:27What kind of stories?
00:10:30Stories that you've prepared for.
00:10:32I can ask them a list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:34Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:36God rest his soul.
00:10:37Let's start with the war.
00:10:40We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:42My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed, and then there was the sound of a bomb.
00:10:50And the man next to us, he said,
00:10:53I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy,
00:10:56and half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair.
00:11:02He was all alone.
00:11:03That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:08Here we were in this tiny town in England,
00:11:10miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy, from any front lines.
00:11:15And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:20And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:22And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:25Good night.
00:11:26And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:43And that's right.
00:11:45We had to go.
00:11:46I, um, was terrible.
00:11:50Is it?
00:11:56We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:09It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:12It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia.
00:12:24Or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:40That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your father.
00:12:50You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:59I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:03No one to ask me more boring questions about the war.
00:13:08All right, then.
00:13:10Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Scusi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parlato inglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, castello oregonese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Si.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:28They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:32The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:36And there were all these bomb holes filled with water,
00:13:39and he couldn't tell which was the German side
00:13:41and which was the allied side.
00:13:43When he came home after something like that,
00:13:47you couldn't really complain to him about anything,
00:13:50now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:53You speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13No.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:20Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the night.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm-mm-mm.
00:14:39The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:45How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming, there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes, and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was like 10, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:33You newlywed?
00:15:34No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:46That's it.
00:15:47That's it.
00:15:47That's it.
00:15:47Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:49Fuck.
00:15:49Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:50Fuck.
00:15:51Yes, you're right.
00:15:52Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06If you can catch it.
00:16:10Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:22What brought you out of here today?
00:16:36Fairy.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Fairy.
00:16:39I like it.
00:16:41They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn a bones.
00:16:48But can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:58In, like, the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It must have smelled pretty bad.
00:17:05All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:12I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here every day, and it still gets me.
00:17:16If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:24I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying
00:17:30the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:35I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:40No, I just didn't want to go to college, and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Before connecting flights, it's a 72-hour plane ride, but, you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:49How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:52Is it really?
00:17:53Uh-huh.
00:17:54Happy birthday.
00:17:55Thank you very much.
00:17:56Yeah, so I left the program after, like, a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:01Because I stayed on the island, because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second
00:18:11cousin twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent
00:18:16is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:20Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great-uncle who lives on the island,
00:18:25so I show up, he answers the door, and he's, like, the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily
00:18:30pushing a hundred.
00:18:32A hundred?
00:18:33Yeah, if not older, he's, like, deaf and blind and about four feet tall, and he mumbles a
00:18:38couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine,
00:18:42and leads me to this basement apartment, and, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:18:49I don't know.
00:19:19Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears, to turn withered hope green through desire,
00:19:48to re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:56Who is that?
00:19:58Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:01Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:04You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane? Sneaky.
00:20:10Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:24But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:28Let's hear it then.
00:20:30In Italian.
00:20:32Let's hear the poem.
00:20:34Come on.
00:20:36I'm impressed.
00:20:39Are you hungry?
00:20:40No.
00:20:41No.
00:20:42No.
00:20:43No.
00:20:44No.
00:20:45No.
00:20:46No.
00:20:47I'm impressed.
00:20:49Are you hungry?
00:20:50Why, are you going to take me out?
00:20:51Yeah.
00:20:52All right then.
00:20:53Okay.
00:20:54Okay.
00:20:55Two pastas with the...
00:20:56The houseman's style would...
00:20:59All right in their life
00:21:04I'm impressed.
00:21:05Bye.
00:21:06Mr. You are Luckily...
00:21:08True Suite...
00:21:10No.
00:21:11No.
00:21:12I'm afraid I'm dead.
00:21:15All right then.
00:21:19Okay.
00:21:24Two pastas with the house sauce, please?
00:21:27Red.
00:21:28Red.
00:21:29Red.
00:21:30Uh-huh.
00:21:31Grazie.
00:21:32So you're really not going to tell me what you do?
00:21:40I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:45There's something else.
00:21:53I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through two world wars.
00:22:00I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:03But now...
00:22:05I don't know.
00:22:07What don't you know?
00:22:10You want to listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:14Yeah.
00:22:15Yeah?
00:22:16Yeah, I know it.
00:22:17I love to listen.
00:22:33All tangled up.
00:22:34I won't laugh.
00:22:35Okay.
00:22:41Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:44These days people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:47And I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:52We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like...
00:22:59It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:01We...
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:04We had to laugh.
00:23:05We had to smile.
00:23:07Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:11I'll shut that thing off.
00:23:12Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:18That is like...
00:23:19It's like a window in time.
00:23:22The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:26My husband thinks I'm never gonna finish it.
00:23:29I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:31We met while I was recording her.
00:23:34Bonding over Granny, huh?
00:23:36Make it sound perverse.
00:23:39That's what it was, right?
00:23:41Buongiorno.
00:23:42Buongiorno.
00:23:43Signori?
00:23:52I got pregnant so we got married.
00:24:00I lost the baby.
00:24:01I'm sorry.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:28I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:31I'm sorry.
00:24:36Did you, uh...
00:24:38Did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:43I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:48It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like your soulmate, or your family, or, you know, someone you...
00:25:00bump into on the street.
00:25:02We're all connected by this red string.
00:25:07It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:12There's this moment in the tape, I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight.
00:25:24And I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure, and how I'm gonna show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:37But...
00:25:46I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:49That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:52Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:54Maybe.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:26:00Maybe I just wanna write about nothing.
00:26:02Everything is nothing.
00:26:05All the best.
00:26:07Compliano.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09Grazie.
00:26:13Make a wish, huh?
00:26:15Make it great.
00:26:16Okay.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Hey.
00:26:36What do you mean?
00:26:37What?
00:26:38Grab my hand.
00:26:39Wait.
00:26:40Oh my god.
00:26:41Oh my gosh!
00:26:42Oh my gosh!
00:26:43Oh my gosh!
00:26:44Oh my gosh!
00:26:45Oh my gosh!
00:26:46Oh no!
00:26:47Oh no!
00:26:48What?
00:26:49What do you mean?
00:26:50Stronzo!
00:26:52Hey!
00:26:53Hey!
00:26:54It's the carabineri!
00:26:55Is the police!
00:26:57No!
00:26:58Yeah!
00:26:59Yeah!
00:27:04We can't go back.
00:27:05We can't go back.
00:27:06We can't go back.
00:27:07We can't get arrested.
00:27:08You can't pay me.
00:27:09I'm getting away.
00:27:10Keep me moving.
00:27:11We can't go back.
00:27:12Hang on.
00:27:13Hang on.
00:27:14Hang on.
00:27:15Hang on.
00:27:16Hang on!
00:27:17Hang on.
00:27:18Hang on.
00:27:20Hang on.
00:27:22Hang on.
00:27:23Hang on.
00:27:24Hang on.
00:27:25Hang on.
00:27:27Hang on.
00:27:29It'd make you feel better if I said I said the only arm.
00:27:30Yes.
00:27:31It's true.
00:27:33Yeah.
00:27:34It's true.
00:27:35I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:37You're horrible, you're horrible, you're really horrible.
00:27:44Come on, let's go, come on.
00:27:47Quick, let's go.
00:27:50Why are we still running?
00:27:52I don't know why we're still running.
00:27:54Oh my gosh.
00:28:13It went up my nose.
00:28:20We come back?
00:28:22Maybe.
00:28:25Maybe is not a no.
00:28:28And since I don't have a phone, you're going to have to give me your number.
00:28:33For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:36No.
00:28:40You're enough.
00:28:49I've got to go.
00:28:52Catch a ferry.
00:28:57Hey.
00:29:02Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:09Why?
00:29:22So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:28Oh.
00:29:29Happy birthday.
00:29:31Happy birthday.
00:29:34Happy birthday.
00:29:35Happy birthday.
00:29:37Craigما makes your genie.
00:30:27Come on, it's going to be fast.
00:30:47You awake?
00:30:51Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:55Nice.
00:31:25I've got a little seat.
00:31:27They stay with me too.
00:31:39Jane.
00:31:41Tony.
00:31:43I've got some pastries.
00:31:51You're still asleep?
00:31:53Jane.
00:31:57Jane.
00:31:59Jane.
00:32:01Jane.
00:32:03Jane.
00:32:05Jane.
00:32:07Jane.
00:32:09Jane.
00:32:11Jane.
00:32:13Jane.
00:32:15Jane.
00:32:16Jane.
00:32:17Jane.
00:32:18Jane.
00:32:19Jane.
00:32:20Jane.
00:32:21Jane.
00:32:22Jane.
00:32:23Jane.
00:32:24Jane.
00:32:25Jane.
00:32:26Jane.
00:32:27Jane.
00:32:28Jane.
00:32:29Jane.
00:32:30Jane.
00:32:31Jane.
00:32:32Jane.
00:32:33We used to go all over the place.
00:32:36There were wonderful times.
00:32:39I never had an American boyfriend.
00:32:42I liked some of them.
00:32:44They were nice boys, but...
00:32:46I...
00:32:47I didn't...
00:32:48I didn't want to leave my mom and dad.
00:32:52I wish I had sometimes.
00:32:54You know when you were 19 and the world just felt so open
00:32:57and carefree and full of possibility?
00:33:01You reminded me of that.
00:33:04What's that time?
00:33:06You were 19 when we met?
00:33:07Yeah.
00:33:08I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then.
00:33:11Not at all.
00:33:12Well, I felt nostalgia.
00:33:14Or something for youth.
00:33:16You're not old, Jane.
00:33:18We ran out on the bill.
00:33:21You just ran out?
00:33:22What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:24Perhaps I'm not explaining it well.
00:33:25It was...
00:33:26It was fun.
00:33:29It was just fun.
00:33:33How was work?
00:33:43The conductor's actually a descendant of Walter Lake,
00:33:47which is fascinating.
00:33:48The three of us should plan a dinner before we leave.
00:33:50I'd like that.
00:33:56Jane?
00:33:59Oh, my God.
00:34:00This is Caleb.
00:34:03Hi.
00:34:04No, no, we were just talking about you.
00:34:05We were?
00:34:06That's so weird.
00:34:07That's it.
00:34:08Please, sit down.
00:34:09Join us.
00:34:09What?
00:34:11Oh.
00:34:12You have a chance of a wreck.
00:34:14I know, right?
00:34:19I'm obviously going to get back pretty soon.
00:34:21That's okay.
00:34:22I already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee.
00:34:25Let's see.
00:34:25Can I have the check, please?
00:34:37In a cafe, pour pour pour pour?
00:34:43Oh, no, thank you.
00:34:47Jane, you don't smoke.
00:34:51Yes, I do.
00:34:53Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:54You didn't know that.
00:34:58Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:01Okay?
00:35:02Grazie.
00:35:04You're good?
00:35:05Grazie.
00:35:05Good.
00:35:08Italian food's so overrated.
00:35:11I love it.
00:35:13There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16Say what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:21I went to this party the other day,
00:35:23and this villa owned by this old, drunk ex-pat.
00:35:27They had, like, a private chef and everything.
00:35:30And they were serving this, like, loaf of meat
00:35:33covered in sauce with all these other loaves.
00:35:36And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke.
00:35:40Like, a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:44That is disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:47Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:58Come on.
00:35:59I'm selling my ant.
00:36:02Come on.
00:36:03Let's hear one.
00:36:04I have one.
00:36:12What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:17What?
00:36:20When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:26You didn't just make that up.
00:36:27I did.
00:36:27It's too good.
00:36:28I did.
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed, and I'm stealing it.
00:36:32You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:38Did you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:44Shall we?
00:36:46What, time to go?
00:36:47Already?
00:36:49Yeah, I'm going to get back to work.
00:36:50Hmm.
00:36:51Hmm.
00:36:51Hmm.
00:36:51Hmm.
00:36:52Hmm.
00:36:52Hmm.
00:36:52Hmm.
00:36:52Hmm.
00:36:52Hmm.
00:36:52Hmm.
00:36:53Hmm.
00:36:53Hmm.
00:36:53Hmm.
00:36:53Hmm.
00:36:54Hmm.
00:36:54Hmm.
00:36:54Hmm.
00:36:55Hmm.
00:36:55Hmm.
00:36:55Hmm.
00:36:56Hmm.
00:36:56Hmm.
00:36:56Hmm.
00:36:57Hmm.
00:36:57Hmm.
00:36:58Hmm.
00:36:59Hmm.
00:37:01So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:03Um, I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:06Oh, Tibet.
00:37:07Really?
00:37:07Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:18So pretty.
00:37:19How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:24Yeah.
00:37:25Yeah.
00:37:26Yeah.
00:37:27Yeah.
00:37:28Oh.
00:37:29All right, then.
00:37:30I'll walk you.
00:37:31Does anybody have a pen?
00:37:33You got a pen?
00:37:34Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:35Okay.
00:37:36I have a piece of paper.
00:37:37You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:40I'll take you somewhere fun, you know?
00:37:41Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:42Come around the side.
00:37:43I need Regina.
00:37:44Lucia.
00:37:45There you go.
00:37:46There you go.
00:37:48And thanks again for yesterday.
00:37:49Oh, no problem.
00:37:50Okay.
00:37:51Ciao.
00:37:52Ciao.
00:37:53Bye.
00:37:54Bye.
00:37:55Bye.
00:37:56Bye.
00:37:57Bye.
00:37:58Bye.
00:37:59Bye.
00:38:00Bye.
00:38:01Bye.
00:38:02Bye.
00:38:03Bye.
00:38:04Bye.
00:38:05Bye.
00:38:06Bye.
00:38:07Bye.
00:38:08Bye.
00:38:09Bye.
00:38:10Bye.
00:38:11Bye.
00:38:12Bye.
00:38:13Bye.
00:38:14Bye.
00:38:15Bye.
00:38:16Hi.
00:38:17Bye.
00:38:18Bye.
00:38:19Bye.
00:38:20Bye.
00:38:21Bye.
00:38:23Ciao!
00:38:24How stoned are you?
00:38:26Come on then.
00:38:27We should tell me pop.
00:38:28It's not a big deal.
00:38:29So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:39Occasionally.
00:38:40Can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:40Sure.
00:38:41I'm fine from here.
00:38:42Okay.
00:38:43I'll be waiting
00:39:13Hey
00:39:15God, you scared me
00:39:17Are you following me?
00:39:19Maybe?
00:39:21Is that weird?
00:39:23Yeah
00:39:31I couldn't sleep last night
00:39:37You told me you were staying near the port so I got the first ferry this morning
00:39:41I came looking for you
00:39:45And I can't believe I found you
00:40:11What are we doing?
00:40:13I think we'll make it out
00:40:15So sexy
00:40:17And beautiful
00:40:19So sexy
00:40:21And beautiful
00:40:23So sexy
00:40:25And beautiful
00:40:29So sexy
00:40:31So sexy
00:40:33And beautiful
00:40:35So sexy
00:40:37And beautiful
00:40:39I can't
00:40:41I think
00:40:45I can't do this
00:40:47I can't do this
00:40:49I can't do this.
00:41:09What?
00:41:10Why?
00:41:11I can't do this.
00:41:12Why?
00:41:19Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:25Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:30You need to be less serious.
00:41:39Don't follow me.
00:41:49So let's hold the hell out.
00:41:55There is.
00:41:57You mean you should make me cry.
00:42:03There is a lot, too.
00:42:06There is somebody.
00:42:08They are not stupid.
00:42:11I cannot be cried.
00:42:42There was one boy from Belgium. He was lovely. He had a moustache. My mother hated moustaches. But he was shipped off. I never saw him again. Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:08Was it love at first sight with Grandpa? Love at first sight? Stop that thing.
00:43:16I know. You're home early.
00:43:19I do deserve that.
00:43:27You know, it doesn't work for your husband.
00:43:31Jane, I'm sorry. Just give me a minute. I have a hell of a mess in my day. I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:41Sorry, darling. Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:48Yeah, absolutely. I've got some dinner. I thought we'd just stay in here. The two of us. I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:56Okay. Okay. I'm sorry.
00:43:59Okay.
00:44:00Okay.
00:44:31Leonard, can we talk?
00:45:01Say cheese.
00:45:28No, you should kind of be in the middle of mine.
00:45:37Hold on a second.
00:45:50That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:55What did you do?
00:46:09Let me hand over my mouth.
00:46:10You did?
00:46:11What did you do?
00:46:12Just wave.
00:46:14Let me hand over my hand.
00:46:19Let me hand over my hand.
00:46:23Let me hand over my hand.
00:46:28Let me hand over my hand.
00:46:32Let me hand over my hand.
00:46:35I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
00:48:45Oh.
00:48:47Hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:05I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:11Yeah.
00:49:12Will you put my pants on?
00:49:15Okay.
00:52:36Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:51You said that?
00:52:53Were you?
00:52:57They were delicious.
00:52:59You make me feel nervous.
00:53:05You make me feel nervous.
00:53:19You make me feel calm.
00:53:25You want a drink?
00:53:33You want a drink?
00:53:49You want a drink?
00:53:57You make me feel nervous.
00:54:07I don't know.
00:54:08I don't know.
00:54:09I don't know.
00:54:11Is that him?
00:54:12Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:18Must be lonely.
00:54:41Let's pray.
00:55:11Let's pray.
00:55:41Let's pray.
00:55:43Let's pray.
00:55:47Let's pray.
00:55:49Let's pray.
00:55:57Let's pray.
00:55:59Let's pray.
00:56:01Let's pray.
00:56:09Let's pray.
00:56:11Let's pray.
00:56:13Let's pray.
00:56:15Let's pray.
00:56:17Let's pray.
00:56:19Let's pray.
00:56:21Let's pray.
00:56:23Let's pray.
00:56:25Let's pray.
00:56:27Let's pray.
00:56:29Let's pray.
00:56:31Let's pray.
00:56:33Let's pray.
00:56:35Let's pray.
00:56:37Let's pray.
00:56:39Let's pray.
00:56:41Let's pray.
00:56:43Let's pray.
00:56:45Let's pray.
00:56:47Let's pray.
00:56:49Let's pray.
00:56:51Let's pray.
00:56:53Let's pray.
00:56:55Let's pray.
00:56:57Let's pray.
00:56:59Let's pray.
00:57:01Let's pray.
00:57:03Let's pray.
00:57:05Let's pray.
00:57:07Let's pray.
00:57:09Let's pray.
00:57:11Let's pray.
00:57:13Let's pray.
00:57:15Let's pray.
00:57:17Let's pray.
00:57:19Let's pray.
00:57:21Let's pray.
00:57:23Let's pray.
00:57:26If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:31There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:34That's the thing. That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:48I'm going to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:52I'm all right.
00:57:55If you go out like that again, just tell me.
00:58:02Don't worry.
00:58:05Okay.
00:58:08I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:25Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good in the long run?
00:58:31Or do we just make our struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:39I'll tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:46I'll tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:53I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:54I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:00I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:07One little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:22Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:29With the book?
00:59:30No, with my life.
00:59:31This is it, you know.
00:59:32It ends with me.
00:59:33It ends with me.
00:59:34Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:41With the book?
00:59:44No, with my life.
00:59:49This is it, you know.
00:59:54It ends with me.
00:59:58In the harvest time, we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:09Everyone was chasing rabbits, and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:20The horses.
01:00:22Yeah.
01:00:28The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:32Dad used to dress them all up. Brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:38He put braids on them.
01:00:40They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:42What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:45There was one. Duke.
01:00:49He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes every night when he finished working.
01:00:56They were lovely days, really.
01:01:08They're gone. For me.
01:01:10Jane.
01:01:12But not for you.
01:01:14Jane.
01:01:15You know, it's different for you.
01:01:18In some ways, it's easier.
01:01:20You haven't got the war.
01:01:21People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:24But in some ways, it's more disjointed.
01:01:30You've got to make your own life.
01:01:32One that you love, and you can't be afraid of the time.
01:01:40Time is shiftable.
01:01:42There are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again.
01:01:56That's the truth.
01:01:58You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:02:00It'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:06Oh, sorry.
01:02:10Ah!
01:02:12Ah!
01:02:13What is it?
01:02:14Ah!
01:02:15Ah!
01:02:16Ah!
01:02:17Ah!
01:02:18You...
01:02:19Ah!
01:02:20You all right?
01:02:21Ah!
01:02:22You okay?
01:02:23Yeah.
01:02:24Stunned my toe.
01:02:25Ah!
01:02:26It's bleeding.
01:02:27It's bleeding.
01:02:28Ah!
01:02:29It's fine.
01:02:30It's fine.
01:02:31It's fine.
01:02:32It's fine.
01:02:33It's fine.
01:02:34Are you finishing that?
01:02:35Yes.
01:02:36Ah!
01:02:37Fuck.
01:02:38Ah!
01:02:47I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa.
01:02:50She's French.
01:02:51He's German.
01:02:52They're going to Tibet.
01:02:55And I'm going with them.
01:02:59I want you to come with me.
01:03:25I love you.
01:03:28And we come to Kommunen in a long future.
01:03:30Amen.
01:03:33Fuck!
01:03:34I love you.
01:03:35I love you.
01:03:36Oh, gross.
01:03:37Oh, gross.
01:03:38I love you.
01:03:39I love you.
01:03:40I love you.
01:03:41I love you.
01:03:42I love you too.
01:03:44You do Thick2T,
01:03:50a man.
01:03:51Full wheel,
01:03:52and kind of my car PERIORP 你 sure?
01:03:54Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10Long day.
01:04:14God, why don't they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'm chomped at doing another still like this.
01:04:20How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:40Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project.
01:04:50Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:09Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:27Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:28Yes.
01:05:28I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:43There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:52Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:16It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:43I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your fault.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:11We can adopt.
01:07:15That's not what you want.
01:07:16Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:20Hmm?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27That the one thing you always wanted,
01:07:29I will never be able to give you.
01:07:30What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:46You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:04I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:11I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See him.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:36Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:55I kept waiting for you to see it.
01:08:57To smell it.
01:08:58To sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:06I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30I'm losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:34No.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No.
01:09:44That is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:09:59Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked.
01:10:19No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:23No guilt.
01:10:47No guilt.
01:10:49No guilt.
01:10:51No guilt.
01:11:22Hi.
01:11:48Hi.
01:11:52You want some?
01:12:00Oh, thanks.
01:12:33Frank and Elsa are coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so.
01:12:55I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through
01:13:10Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:13:13Thanks.
01:13:14Thanks.
01:13:15Thanks.
01:13:16Thanks.
01:13:17Thanks.
01:13:18Thanks.
01:13:19Thanks.
01:13:20Thanks.
01:13:21Thanks.
01:13:22Thanks.
01:13:23Thanks.
01:13:24Thanks.
01:13:25Thanks.
01:13:26Thanks.
01:13:27Thanks.
01:13:38Thanks.
01:13:48Let's go.
01:14:08Ciao. Buona fortuna.
01:14:13Ciao.
01:14:18Ciao.
01:14:48Jay!
01:14:58You've got to come over to this side.
01:15:00The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:18It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:30I'm riding you now just to see your bed.
01:15:36New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:42There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:50I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:00Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:06Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:12Yes.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:35Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:43Now shut that thing off.
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