- 6 months ago
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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo รจ Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli รจ pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25It must be.
00:01:30The traffic of Napoli.
00:01:33The lights are on for the first place.
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45Whoa.
00:01:46Camp on my wallet.
00:01:51In a RC case?
00:01:52No.
00:01:53No, in a RC case,
00:01:55in a RC case.
00:01:56Somewhere.
00:01:57Maybe it's in a car.
00:02:00She's lost her purse, her purse.
00:02:30Where did you have it last?
00:02:34The train station, I think?
00:02:38The exchange booth?
00:02:42Oh, Jamie, I'm sorry.
00:02:46That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:52This is 170, not 70.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need sevens.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22Thanks, man.
00:03:28It's nice.
00:03:42Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:46Numbers on file on my computer.
00:03:48Yes, I have them here.
00:03:52Okay, five, five, three, three, seven, six, four, five, eight, seven, eight, seven, nine, one, five, seven.
00:04:04Five, seven.
00:04:06Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:10No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:14We're here for two weeks.
00:04:16No, I'm working here.
00:04:18Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:22You love how they ask, as if I have a choice.
00:04:26Do you know what I'm gonna try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides, learn Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:34You don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:39That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:44And besides, what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I am going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:54Yes.
00:04:56All right.
00:04:58Okay.
00:05:00Well, if you can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:05:06What does that mean?
00:05:08Nothing.
00:05:10Nothing?
00:05:12I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:17She sounds very supportive.
00:05:22You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:29I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:35I think enough time has passed.
00:05:37Well, that's great.
00:05:52Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:08Who?
00:06:11David Foster Wallace.
00:06:13I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:28Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:38I really don't know, Jen.
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:43And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short and there he was, all the talent in the world,
00:06:49and it wasn't enough.
00:06:50Jen, can I...
00:06:51Can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just...
00:06:54Just...
00:06:55Just a bit moment.
00:06:57I love you.
00:07:13I love you too.
00:07:27Do you feel alright?
00:07:28Do you feel okay?
00:07:29Yeah.
00:07:30Are you sure?
00:07:31Mm-hmm.
00:07:32Mm-hmm.
00:07:33Do you feel alright?
00:07:34Do you feel okay?
00:07:35Yeah.
00:07:36Are you sure?
00:07:37Mm-hmm.
00:07:38Do you feel okay?
00:07:39Do you feel okay?
00:07:40Yeah.
00:07:41Do you feel okay?
00:07:43Mm-hmm.
00:07:46Mm-hmm.
00:08:08I don't know.
00:08:38I don't know.
00:09:08Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:28Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:10:26What kind of stories?
00:10:30Stories that you've prepared for, I can ask them a list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:34Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:36God rest his soul.
00:10:37Let's start with the war.
00:10:38We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:42My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed and then there was the sound of a bomb.
00:10:50And the man next to us, he said,
00:10:52I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy and half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair.
00:11:02He was all alone.
00:11:03That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:08Here we were in this tiny town in England, miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy, from any front lines.
00:11:14And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:19And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:49We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:08It feels nice if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:13It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia.
00:12:25Or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:32I hope you'll have a good day.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your father.
00:12:50You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:55I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:04You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:08All right, then.
00:13:10Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Scusi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parla tu inglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, castello oregonese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Si.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:29They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:32The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:36And there were all these bomb holes filled with water,
00:13:39and he couldn't tell which was the German side
00:13:41and which was the Allied side.
00:13:43When he came home after something like that,
00:13:47you couldn't really complain to him about anything,
00:13:50now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:52Do you speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13Oh.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:16Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the month.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm-mm-mm.
00:14:40The viola.
00:14:41Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:49How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:57That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:11Because even though you know it's coming,
00:15:15there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes,
00:15:21and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was, like, 10, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:32You newlywed?
00:15:34No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:36You're making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:49Fuck.
00:15:49You're making me feel like a stalker, fuck.
00:15:51Yeah, you're making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:52Yeah, you're making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:53Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:15:55You can catch it.
00:15:56Grazie.
00:15:57Grazie.
00:15:58Uno?
00:15:59He's done, yes.
00:16:00All right.
00:16:01All right.
00:16:02All right.
00:16:03Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:04If you can catch it.
00:16:05if you can catch it.
00:16:10Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:11What brought you out of here today?
00:16:35Fairy.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Fairy.
00:16:38I like it.
00:16:40They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:48Can you imagine?
00:16:49Dying by just sitting there?
00:16:50That would suck.
00:16:58In like the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:02It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:04All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:11I know.
00:17:12I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:16If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:19You're a tourist.
00:17:21No I'm not.
00:17:23I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:34I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:38No I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:42Before connecting flights a 72 hour plane ride but you know it was worth it.
00:17:46My first time out of the US.
00:17:48How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:51Is it really?
00:17:52Uh huh.
00:17:53Happy birthday.
00:17:54Perfect.
00:17:55Thank you very much.
00:17:56Yeah so I left the program after like a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:01I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically I used to have ancestors in Ischia so when I come over I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:18:11The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great grandparent is another person's great great great grandparent.
00:18:17I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:19Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway.
00:18:21So this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island so I show up.
00:18:26He answers the door and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever seen easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:31A hundred?
00:18:32Yeah if not older.
00:18:34He's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall.
00:18:36He mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine and leads me to this basement apartment and yeah I never left.
00:18:47and wait, let me down it!
00:18:49As this is little vile.
00:18:50Okay, come on me.
00:18:51I've been walking now so Why?
00:18:52I'm walking here.
00:18:53Happy to the island my eyes.
00:18:54I'm walking here.
00:18:55I'm walking, I'm walking.
00:18:57Man!
00:18:59I love you!
00:19:00You're walking.
00:19:01I love you!
00:19:02I love you!
00:19:03I love you!
00:19:04Dad!
00:19:05I love you!
00:19:06I love you, Dad!
00:19:07I love you!
00:19:08I love you, Dad!
00:19:09I love you right!
00:19:10I love you!
00:19:11I love you!
00:19:12I love you!
00:19:13Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears.
00:19:43To turn withered hope green through desire.
00:19:48To re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:56Who is that?
00:19:58Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:01Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:04You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:08Sneaky.
00:20:10Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:24But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:28Let's hear it then.
00:20:30In Italian.
00:20:32Let's hear the poem.
00:20:34Come on.
00:20:35Okay.
00:20:36I'm impressed.
00:20:44You hungry?
00:20:45Why, you gonna take me out?
00:20:50Yeah.
00:20:51All right then.
00:20:52Okay.
00:20:53All right then.
00:20:54Okay.
00:20:55Okay.
00:20:56Two pastas with
00:21:25the house sauce, please.
00:21:26Red.
00:21:27Red.
00:21:28Red, please.
00:21:29Uh-huh.
00:21:31Grazie.
00:21:32So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:36I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:45There's something else.
00:21:49I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England living through two world wars.
00:22:01I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:04But now.
00:22:05I do know.
00:22:06I don't know.
00:22:07What don't you know?
00:22:10You wanna listen?
00:22:11A little?
00:22:12Yeah.
00:22:13Yeah.
00:22:14Yeah?
00:22:15Yeah, I know it.
00:22:17I love to listen.
00:22:21Well, it's tangled up.
00:22:35Don't laugh.
00:22:36Okay.
00:22:42Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days, people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:48And I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:54We all have our own private wars every era, but it was nothing like it.
00:23:00It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh.
00:23:06We had to smile.
00:23:08Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:12Oh, shut that thing off.
00:23:13Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:18That is like, it's like a window in time.
00:23:23The sort of thing which you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:27My husband thinks I'm never going to finish it.
00:23:30I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:35Bonding over granny, huh?
00:23:38Make it sound perverse.
00:23:40That's what it was, right?
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:44Signori.
00:23:45I got pregnant, so we got married.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:06I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:31Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:43I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:45It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like, uh, your soulmate
00:24:56or your family or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected by
00:25:04this red string.
00:25:05It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:17There's this moment in the tape.
00:25:20I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight.
00:25:26And I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing
00:25:32adventure and how I'm going to show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:38But...
00:25:38I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:50That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:53Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:26:00Maybe I just want to write about nothing.
00:26:03Everything is nothing.
00:26:06All the best.
00:26:07Make a wish.
00:26:09Make a wish.
00:26:10Make a wish.
00:26:16Make it great.
00:26:21Okay.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Hey.
00:26:27Come on.
00:26:37What do you mean I'm going to go?
00:26:38What?
00:26:39Grab my hand.
00:26:39Wait.
00:26:40Here, go, go, go.
00:26:41Oh, my God.
00:26:41Oh, my gosh.
00:26:42Oh, my gosh.
00:26:44Oh, no.
00:26:45What?
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:51Stronto.
00:26:53Hey.
00:26:53Hey.
00:26:54Hey.
00:26:54Hey.
00:26:54It's the carabinerary.
00:26:56Hey.
00:26:57It's the police.
00:26:57No.
00:26:58Hey.
00:26:59Yeah.
00:26:59Yeah.
00:27:00Yeah.
00:27:00Yeah.
00:27:03Hey.
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00:27:29Hey.
00:27:29Hey.
00:27:30Hey.
00:27:31That's true.
00:27:33Is it true?
00:27:35I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:40You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:44You're really horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:47Come on.
00:27:49Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:53I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:01Oh my gosh.
00:28:07What up my nose?
00:28:21We come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:25Maybe it's not a no.
00:28:29Maybe since I don't have a phone,
00:28:31you're gonna have to give me your number.
00:28:33For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:41Fair enough.
00:28:50I've gotta go...
00:28:52catch a fairy.
00:28:54Hey.
00:29:02Why do violists...
00:29:06keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:09Why?
00:29:23So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:29:35They call me...
00:29:37We're gonna get ready.
00:29:39Good love
00:29:40you think.
00:29:41Be good.
00:29:45Fen gueisi ะดะพะฑัata,
00:29:46come on.
00:29:47Get it now.
00:29:48Come on.
00:29:49Is it...
00:29:54How canras you?
00:29:56When I thought was as long as Is your friend...
00:29:59So, when I'm running around,
00:30:31You're awake.
00:30:50Yeah, there's so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:55Got through.
00:30:57Nice.
00:30:58There are the great big events.
00:31:05The things you think you'll always remember and you do, but there are other smaller.
00:31:11Picking a blackberry that's been in the sun or brushing the fingertip of someone you didn't know you loved until you touched them.
00:31:19Nelly was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash so she had to sit on a bicycle seat.
00:31:26They stay with me too.
00:31:28Jane.
00:31:29Tony.
00:31:30Got some pastries.
00:31:35You're still asleep?
00:31:36Jane.
00:31:37Tony.
00:31:38Got some pastries.
00:31:39You're still asleep?
00:31:42Jane.
00:31:43Jane.
00:31:44Jane.
00:31:45Jane.
00:31:50Jane.
00:31:51Jane.
00:31:57Jane.
00:31:58Jane.
00:31:59Jane.
00:32:00Jane.
00:32:01Jane.
00:32:02Jane.
00:32:03Jane.
00:32:04Jane.
00:32:05Jane.
00:32:06Jane.
00:32:07Jane.
00:32:08Jane.
00:32:09Jane.
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00:32:11Jane.
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00:32:13Jane.
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00:32:15Jane.
00:32:16Jane.
00:32:17Jane.
00:32:18Jane.
00:32:19Jane.
00:32:20Jane.
00:32:21Jane.
00:32:22Jane.
00:32:23Jane.
00:32:24Jane.
00:32:25Jane.
00:32:26Jane.
00:32:27Jane.
00:32:28Jane.
00:32:29Jane.
00:32:30Jane.
00:32:31Jane.
00:32:32Jane.
00:32:33Jane.
00:32:34Jane.
00:32:35They were wonderful times
00:32:37I never had an American boyfriend
00:32:41I liked some of them
00:32:43They were nice boys, but
00:32:45I didn't want to leave my mom and dad
00:32:51I wish I had sometimes
00:32:54You know when you were 19 and the world just felt so open
00:32:57And carefree and full of possibility
00:33:00You reminded me of that
00:33:03At that time
00:33:05You were 19 when we met
00:33:07Yeah
00:33:08I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then
00:33:10Not at all
00:33:11Well, I felt nostalgia
00:33:13Or something for youth
00:33:15You're not old, Jane
00:33:17We ran out on the bill
00:33:19You just ran out?
00:33:22What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:24Perhaps I'm not explaining it well
00:33:25It was
00:33:25It was fun
00:33:28It was just fun
00:33:30How's work?
00:33:43The conductor's
00:33:44Actually a descendant of Walter Lake
00:33:46Which is fascinating
00:33:47The three of us should plan a dinner before we leave
00:33:50I'd like that
00:33:51Jane?
00:33:56Oh my god
00:34:00This is Caleb
00:34:02Hi
00:34:03No, no, we were just talking about you
00:34:05We were?
00:34:06That's so weird
00:34:07That's it, please
00:34:08Sit down
00:34:08Join us
00:34:09What?
00:34:11Oh
00:34:11I don't have a chance of a wreck
00:34:14I know, right?
00:34:19I'm off to you
00:34:20I'm going to get back pretty soon
00:34:21That's okay
00:34:22I already ate
00:34:23So I'll just grab a coffee
00:34:25I'll just grab a coffee
00:34:25Can I have the check, please?
00:34:36In a cafe, play, play
00:34:38Oh, no, thank you
00:34:44Jane, you don't smoke
00:34:50Yes, I do
00:34:52Sometimes, at parties
00:34:54You know that
00:34:57Well, I don't do it a lot
00:34:59Grazie
00:35:03Italian food is so overrated
00:35:10I love it
00:35:12There's no variety
00:35:14English food, on the other hand
00:35:16Say what you like about it
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie
00:35:20I went to this party the other day
00:35:23In this villa
00:35:23Owned by this
00:35:24Old, drunk
00:35:26Ex-pat
00:35:27They had like a private chef
00:35:29And everything
00:35:29And they were serving this
00:35:31Like loaf of meat
00:35:33Covered in sauce
00:35:34With all these other
00:35:35Loaves
00:35:36And this girl came over to me
00:35:37And said it was cat
00:35:38No
00:35:39No joke
00:35:40Like a roasted mommy
00:35:42Cat and her kittens
00:35:44That is disgusting
00:35:45True story
00:35:47Why don't you tell Leonard
00:35:53One of your viola jokes
00:35:55Come on
00:35:59I'm selling my ant
00:36:01Come on
00:36:03Let's hear one
00:36:04I have one
00:36:09What is the definition
00:36:13Of perfect pitch
00:36:16What
00:36:17When you throw a viola
00:36:22Into the dumpster
00:36:23Without hitting the rim
00:36:24You didn't just make that up
00:36:27I did
00:36:27It's too good
00:36:28I did
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed
00:36:30And I'm stealing it
00:36:31You can pretty much
00:36:33Make that joke
00:36:34About any instrument
00:36:35Did you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know
00:36:41Shall we?
00:36:46What time to go
00:36:47Already?
00:36:49Yeah
00:36:49I've got to get back to work
00:36:50So what's next
00:37:01New agenda
00:37:01Caleb?
00:37:03Um
00:37:03I'm thinking
00:37:05Tibet
00:37:05Oh, Tibet
00:37:07Really?
00:37:07Yeah
00:37:07There's this thing called
00:37:08The Shantan Festival
00:37:09At the end of the summer
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks
00:37:13Unroll all the tapestries
00:37:14On the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks
00:37:17It's so pretty
00:37:18How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know
00:37:22A bit of this
00:37:23A bit of that
00:37:23All right then
00:37:30I'll walk you
00:37:31Does anybody have a pen?
00:37:33You got a pen?
00:37:34Yeah, I have a pen
00:37:35I have a piece of paper
00:37:50You guys should definitely
00:37:51Come over to the island
00:37:52I'll take you somewhere fun
00:37:54You know
00:37:54Don't knock on the front door
00:37:56Come around the side
00:37:56I need Regina
00:37:58Thank you
00:38:05And thanks again
00:38:07For yesterday
00:38:07No problem
00:38:08Hey
00:38:11Ciao
00:38:13How stoned are you?
00:38:23Come on
00:38:23It's not a big deal
00:38:25So you're saying
00:38:29You smoke back at her
00:38:30Occasionally
00:38:31Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:35Sure
00:38:35I'm fine from here
00:38:40Okay
00:38:41See you after work
00:38:42Yep
00:38:43I'll be waiting
00:38:55Hey
00:39:15God, you scared me
00:39:16Are you following me?
00:39:19Maybe
00:39:19Is that weird?
00:39:22Yeah
00:39:23I couldn't sleep last night
00:39:33You told me you were staying near the port
00:39:38So I got the first ferry this morning
00:39:40I came looking for you
00:39:42And I can't believe I found you
00:39:53Anyway
00:39:53I can't believe I'm fast
00:39:56I can't believe I wanted to
00:39:57I have worried about you
00:39:58I'm keeping up
00:39:58It's not fair
00:39:59I can't believe I'm not
00:39:59As soon as he will
00:40:00I can't believe I
00:40:03Thanks for watching
00:40:04Iase it
00:40:05I can't believe
00:40:06Once I'm never
00:40:08I can't believe
00:40:09Anyway
00:40:09Hey
00:40:09You're some
00:40:10I can't believe
00:40:11I can
00:40:14Miisas
00:40:15Remember
00:40:15aval
00:40:17I said
00:40:17Go
00:40:18You're some
00:40:19I said
00:40:19I am
00:40:20I
00:40:21My
00:40:21Question
00:40:22What are we doing?
00:40:29I think we'll make it out.
00:40:32So sexy.
00:40:35And beautiful.
00:40:52I can't do this.
00:41:09What?
00:41:10I can't do this.
00:41:11Why?
00:41:22Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:25Do you do this a lot?
00:41:27What?
00:41:28Do you seduce women?
00:41:29Is this what you do?
00:41:31You need to be less serious.
00:41:39Don't follow me.
00:41:52What?
00:41:58Come here.
00:42:18There was one boy from Belgium.
00:42:47He was lovely, he had a moustache, my mother hated moustaches, but he was shipped off, I never
00:42:59saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after and we got married.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with grandpa?
00:43:12If at first sight, stop that thing.
00:43:19I know, you're home early.
00:43:27I do deserve that.
00:43:28And I just left my husband.
00:43:34Jane, I'm sorry, just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a rest of my day.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:44Sorry, darling.
00:43:46Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50Lots of dinner.
00:43:51I thought we were just staying here.
00:43:53The two of us.
00:43:54I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58You're sorry.
00:43:59You're sorry.
00:44:00You're sorry.
00:44:38Leonard, can we talk?
00:45:08Say cheese.
00:45:29No, you should kind of be in the middle of mine.
00:45:39Hold on a second.
00:45:39That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:52What did you do?
00:46:09Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:25What did you do?
00:46:55What did you do?
00:48:55Oh, hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:08Yeah.
00:49:13I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:16Okay.
00:49:17I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:47I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:17I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:47I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:17I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:47I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:17I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:47I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:48I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:49I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:50I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:51I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:52I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:54I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:55I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:57I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:58I'm going to put my pants on.
00:53:00I'm going to put my pants on.
00:53:02You make me feel nervous.
00:53:23You make me feel calm.
00:53:32You want a drink?
00:53:50Is that him?
00:54:12Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:18It must be lonely.
00:54:48You make me feel calm.
00:54:50You make me feel calm.
00:54:54It must be lonely.
00:55:26Again and again and again
00:55:30Once I was single my pocket is itching
00:55:39Girl I wish I was single again
00:55:43Again and again and again
00:55:47Again and again and again
00:55:52Once I was single my pocket is itching
00:55:57Girl I wish I was single again
00:56:00I didn't sleep at all last night. Where have you been?
00:56:15I was walking
00:56:17All night
00:56:20I've been thinking
00:56:22You left your phone here. I had to plug it in
00:56:25We need to talk Leonard
00:56:28I have to go to work
00:56:30Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late
00:56:36Leonard
00:56:39Jay, whatever you have to say to me
00:56:42I want to hear it
00:56:43I've committed myself
00:56:45People are depending on me
00:56:48I have to go to work
00:56:49Okay
00:56:52Okay
00:57:25If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:31There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:34That's the thing. That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:48I'm going to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:52I'm all right.
00:57:52You go out like that again. Just tell me. Don't worry.
00:58:05Okay.
00:58:08I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:11Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good in the long run?
00:58:23Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:37I'll tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:52I'll tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:56I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:07One little thing had changed in my grandmother's life. I might not be here.
00:59:20Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:21With the book?
00:59:34No, with my life.
00:59:36This is it, you know. It ends with me.
00:59:47In the harvest time, we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
00:59:59Everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:16The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:32Dad used to dress them all up. Brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:38He put braids on them. They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:43What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:46There was one. Duke.
01:00:49He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes every night when he finished working.
01:01:00They were lovely days, really.
01:01:08They're gone. For me.
01:01:11Jane.
01:01:13But not for you.
01:01:14Jane.
01:01:16You know, it's different for you. In some ways, it's easier.
01:01:20You haven't got the war. People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:25In some ways, it's more disjointed. You've got to make your own life. One that you love and you can't be afraid of the time.
01:01:38Time is shiftable.
01:01:40There are moments in my life that I would trade sixty years to have back again. That's the truth.
01:01:56That's the truth. You'll know the truth when you find it. It'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:08What is it?
01:02:14What is it?
01:02:16Oh, you...
01:02:18Oh, you...
01:02:20You all right?
01:02:22Oh...
01:02:23You okay?
01:02:24Yeah, stummed my toe.
01:02:26Oh...
01:02:27It's bleeding.
01:02:28Oh, it's fine. It's fine. It's fine. It's fine. It's fine. It's fine.
01:02:32It's fine.
01:02:34Are you finishing that?
01:02:35Yes.
01:02:36Oh...
01:02:37Fuck.
01:02:47I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa. She's French, he's German.
01:02:52They're going to Tibet. And I'm going with them.
01:02:59I want you to come with me.
01:03:02Okay.
01:03:04Let's pray out.
01:03:08Let's pray.
01:03:10Let's pray.
01:03:30ungen
01:04:01Hi.
01:04:04Hi.
01:04:05How are you?
01:04:09Long day.
01:04:11God, when are they not?
01:04:15I don't think I'm chomped at doing another stint like this.
01:04:23How's the writing going?
01:04:26I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:29It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:38Are you listening?
01:04:44You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:51The water here tastes so funny.
01:04:59Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:04Oh, Jane.
01:05:05Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:08Have you?
01:05:13Absolutely not.
01:05:16Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:19Because I'm sick.
01:05:21Of what, Leonard?
01:05:23Of it being so hard?
01:05:25Yes.
01:05:26Tedious?
01:05:27I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:36Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:37Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:40And we don't?
01:05:42There's just huge vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:47Like what?
01:05:49Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:51Why?
01:05:52Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:54I just want to connect.
01:05:55So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:00Do you?
01:06:01I love you.
01:06:08I get it, Leonard.
01:06:14I get it.
01:06:16It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:19Sex has consequences.
01:06:20Life and death.
01:06:21Mostly death.
01:06:22Jane, please.
01:06:23Let me guess.
01:06:24You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:25No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:27You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:29Of course I did.
01:06:30Not did.
01:06:31Do you want to have children?
01:06:34So did you.
01:06:36But...
01:06:39Say it.
01:06:40Jane.
01:06:41Say it.
01:06:42I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:46I never will.
01:06:49And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:52Please, Jane.
01:06:53And again.
01:06:54And again.
01:06:55How does that make you feel?
01:06:59It's not your father.
01:07:00How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:02How does it make you feel?
01:07:03You will never be a father.
01:07:04We can adopt.
01:07:05That's not what you want.
01:07:06Is it?
01:07:07Is that what you want?
01:07:08Hmm?
01:07:09Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:10The one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:16What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:17I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:21What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:22I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:28You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:35Not really.
01:07:36What do you want me to know?
01:07:37You shouldn't have to ask.
01:07:38I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:07:39I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:07:40I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:45You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:00What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:03I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:10I'm leaving you.
01:08:14I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:21See him?
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:27That kid?
01:08:28Yes.
01:08:29That kid?
01:08:30That child?
01:08:31That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:33It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:36Time is shiftable.
01:08:38I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:40I don't get it.
01:08:41He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:43Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:47What do you think?
01:08:55I kept waiting for you to see it.
01:08:56To smell it.
01:08:57To sense it.
01:08:58So what?
01:08:59I failed your test?
01:09:01You don't see me!
01:09:02I'm sorry.
01:09:03For what?
01:09:17I'm sorry.
01:09:18For what?
01:09:19I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:20No.
01:09:21For losing my temper.
01:09:22I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:23You had every right to lose your temper.
01:09:24No, no, no, no.
01:09:25If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better then you should go.
01:09:32You should go.
01:09:33You should go with him.
01:09:34You've been through a terrible, terrible thing Jane.
01:09:35No.
01:09:36That is not what this is about.
01:09:37Of course it is.
01:09:38You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:39You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:40You don't love me.
01:09:41That's rubbish.
01:09:42This is your ticket.
01:09:43The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:09:59Our train is at 4.30.
01:10:02We'll go home together.
01:10:04I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:09And then come back to me.
01:10:16No questions asked.
01:10:18No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:39You don't love me.
01:10:42Take care.
01:10:44I want you.
01:10:52I want you to do.
01:11:31Hi.
01:11:48Hi.
01:11:59You want some?
01:12:01Oh, thanks.
01:12:33Frank and Elsa are coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:12:55I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through
01:13:10Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:13:21Yes, yes, yes, yes.
01:13:51Yes, yes, yes, yes.
01:14:21Yes, yes, yes.
01:14:51Yes, yes, yes.
01:14:53Jay!
01:14:58You've got to come over to this side.
01:15:00The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:03It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:18It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:30I'm writing you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:37New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:50I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:00Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:06Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:12Yes.
01:16:13Yes.
01:16:14And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:23She said that you gave it to her.
01:16:29That night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:36Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:43Now shut that thing off.
01:16:45Ah, the last...
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