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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30Traffico di Napoli.
00:01:32I can't find my wallet.
00:01:33That's the first place.
00:01:35Shit.
00:01:36Whoa.
00:01:37Camp on my wallet.
00:01:41Where in the sea paste?
00:01:43No.
00:01:44I'm gonna go somewhere.
00:01:45There's no place in there.
00:01:46Somewhere.
00:01:47Maybe it's in my car.
00:01:49Okay.
00:01:50No.
00:01:51No, there's no place in the sea.
00:01:52Somewhere.
00:01:53Maybe it's in my car.
00:01:55Yeah.
00:01:56No.
00:01:57No.
00:01:58She's lost her purse.
00:02:11No, she's lost her purse.
00:02:15She's lost her purse.
00:02:18Give her a minute.
00:02:20Wait a minute, wait a minute, wait a minute, wait a minute, wait a minute, wait a minute.
00:02:33Where did you have it lost?
00:02:36The train station I think? The exchange cruise?
00:02:42Oh Jamie, I'm sorry.
00:02:44That bastard at the train station started when we dropped all this stuff.
00:02:53This is 170, not 70.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:57We need 70.
00:03:09Here we go.
00:03:14Is this it?
00:03:16Thanks, lad.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:21Thanks, lad.
00:03:41It's nice.
00:03:43Yes, I have her credit card numbers on file on my computer.
00:03:48Yes, I have them here.
00:03:51Okay.
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00:04:06Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 1215.
00:04:10No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately. We're here for two weeks.
00:04:16No, I'm working here.
00:04:20Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:22You love how they ask, as if I have a choice.
00:04:26Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:29Besides, learn Italian.
00:04:31I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:34You don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:39That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:44Besides, what's the point? The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I...
00:04:51I'm going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:55Yes.
00:04:57All right.
00:04:59Okay.
00:05:01Well, if you can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:05:06What does that mean?
00:05:09Nothing.
00:05:10Nothing?
00:05:13I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen. I always have. You know that?
00:05:20You shouldn't sound very supportive.
00:05:25You have my support. I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:28I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:33Has been for you.
00:05:35I think enough time has passed.
00:05:37Well, that's great.
00:05:59Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:07Who?
00:06:10David Foster Wallace.
00:06:13I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:19You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:21Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point, maybe, where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:39I really don't know. Do you know?
00:06:41Just so tedious.
00:06:43And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short, and there he was, all the talent in the world, and it wasn't I.
00:06:49Jane, can I, can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just, just, just a bit moment.
00:06:55A little bit.
00:07:12Love you.
00:07:15Love you too.
00:07:25Love you too.
00:07:35Do you feel alright?
00:07:37Do you feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:40Are you sure?
00:07:45Mhm.
00:07:55I have no idea.
00:07:56Do you feel okay?
00:08:01No.
00:08:05I have no idea.
00:08:08That's right.
00:08:10I will let you know.
00:08:13Hopefully you'll help with the little thing.
00:08:16What do you feel like?
00:08:19You are so sorry.
00:08:21You have no idea.
00:08:22I don't know.
00:08:52I don't know.
00:09:22I don't know.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:32Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:36If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:41So I can worry about you.
00:09:43Okay.
00:09:49I've left you some money here.
00:09:53I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:57I'll see you later.
00:09:59I'll see you later.
00:10:07Testing, testing.
00:10:09Okay.
00:10:11Do you have any stories for my book?
00:10:13What kind of stories?
00:10:14Stories are you prepared?
00:10:15Or I can ask them a list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:17Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:18God rest his soul.
00:10:19Let's start with the war.
00:10:20We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:21My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:25Sirens wailed, and then there was the sound of a bomb, and the man next to us, he said,
00:10:46wailed and and then there was a sound of a bomb and the man next to us he said i was in a shelter
00:10:54last night with my wife and my little boy and half of it got blown away there was blood in his hair
00:11:02he was all alone that nearly finished my mother you know
00:11:08here we were in this tiny town in england miles from germany from russia from italy
00:11:13from any front lines and this man he had blood in his hair
00:11:19is
00:11:25a cappuccino
00:11:27We'll have a check.
00:11:45We had to go.
00:11:46I, um, his dad came.
00:11:49Yeah.
00:11:50Is he?
00:11:51Yeah.
00:11:52We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:03We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:08It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:12It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:17Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:19It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia.
00:12:24Or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:27See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:29Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:32I hope you have a good day. Bye.
00:12:35Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:38There's no one left.
00:12:40That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:43Sometimes I think I should have had more children,
00:12:46not just your father.
00:12:48You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:53No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:58I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:03You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:06All right, then.
00:13:09Excuse me.
00:13:11Excuse me.
00:13:12Um, the castle?
00:13:14Castle?
00:13:15Parlato anglese?
00:13:17No, no, no.
00:13:18No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, Castello Oregonese?
00:13:23Andare.
00:13:24Andare? Andare?
00:13:25Si.
00:13:26Ah, si.
00:13:27Grazie.
00:13:28They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:31The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:35And there were all these bomb holes filled with water
00:13:38and he couldn't tell which was the German side
00:13:40and which was the Allied side.
00:13:42When he came home after something like that,
00:13:45you couldn't really complain to him about anything, now could you?
00:13:49I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:52You speak English now?
00:13:53Yeah.
00:13:54Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:55Yeah.
00:13:56Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:00Where are you from?
00:14:02London.
00:14:03No, in America.
00:14:04Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13No.
00:14:14Are you?
00:14:15What?
00:14:16Are you here on vacation?
00:14:17Oh.
00:14:19Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:24So come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:29What does he do?
00:14:31He is playing in a concert at the end of the night.
00:14:34Cool.
00:14:35What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:38Mm-mm-mm.
00:14:39The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:43Yes.
00:14:44Very.
00:14:49How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:52You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:56That's not funny.
00:14:58What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:01A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:04Because viola players are dead?
00:15:06No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:10Because even though you know it's coming, there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes and I went to this music slash nerd summer camp when I was like ten and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26I was like a family child so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:32Are you newlywed?
00:15:33No.
00:15:34No.
00:15:35No.
00:15:46That's it.
00:15:47Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:48Fuck.
00:15:49Hold it.
00:15:51Any 10, please?
00:15:5110.
00:15:56Five.
00:15:59Five.
00:16:03Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06If you can catch it.
00:16:12Bye.
00:16:19What brought you out of here today?
00:16:35Fairy.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Fairy.
00:16:38I like it.
00:16:40They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn up bones.
00:16:48But can you imagine?
00:16:49Dying by just sitting there?
00:16:50That would suck.
00:16:55In like the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:02It must have smelled pretty bad.
00:17:04All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:09Wow.
00:17:11I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:16If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:19You're a tourist.
00:17:21No, I'm not.
00:17:23I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:33I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:38I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Four connecting flights was a 72 hour plane ride, but you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:48How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:51Is it really?
00:17:52Uh-huh.
00:17:53Happy birthday.
00:17:54Happy birthday.
00:17:55Thank you very much.
00:17:56Yeah, so I left the program after like a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:01I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:18:11The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:17I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:19Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island, so I show up, he answers the door, and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:31A hundred?
00:18:32Yeah, if not older, he's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall, and he mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine, and leads me to this basement apartment, and, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:18:46So that's what I'm making, I want, mm.
00:18:49Yeah, very nice.
00:18:50Yeah, everything.
00:18:51Sure, and I prefer hmm.
00:18:54I'm bearsmith.
00:18:56Sure.
00:18:59It's not my aus cómo it is.
00:19:04It's not a takeaway.
00:19:09Tony, is it nice.
00:19:11Yes, he is.
00:19:13Yeah, let me get out.
00:19:15Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears.
00:19:45To reign through desire, to re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:56Who is that?
00:19:59Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:01Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:04You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane? Sneaky.
00:20:10Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:17Who thought Michelangelo was gay?
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes, but that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:28Let's hear it then. In Italian. Let's hear the poem. Come on.
00:20:35Okay.
00:20:36Okay.
00:20:37De lacrime a de faco nutria l'alma. Con secca speme reinvedia la voglia. Lega de nuovo il cuor quando de scioglia. Segna maggiore la vista tierra ed alma.
00:20:58I'm impressed. Thank you. You hungry?
00:21:09Why, you gonna take me out? Yeah.
00:21:13Alright then. Okay.
00:21:19Okay.
00:21:24Two pastas with the house sauce, please?
00:21:27Red.
00:21:28White?
00:21:29Red, please.
00:21:30Uh-huh.
00:21:32Grazie.
00:21:33So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:40I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:54I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through two world wars.
00:22:01I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:04But now...
00:22:06I don't know.
00:22:09What don't you know?
00:22:12You wanna listen?
00:22:13Little?
00:22:14Yeah.
00:22:15Yeah?
00:22:16Yeah, I know it.
00:22:17I love to listen.
00:22:34All tangled up.
00:22:35Oh God.
00:22:36Okay.
00:22:41Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:48And I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:53We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like...
00:22:59It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We...
00:23:03We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh.
00:23:06We had to smile.
00:23:08Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:12I'll shut that thing off.
00:23:13Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:15Yeah.
00:23:18That is like...
00:23:19It's like a window in time.
00:23:22The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:27My husband thinks I'm never gonna finish it.
00:23:30I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:35Bonding over Granny, huh?
00:23:38Make it sound perverse.
00:23:40That's what it was, right?
00:23:42Buongiorno.
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:44Signori.
00:23:53I got pregnant so we got married.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:11I was sorry.
00:24:12I was sorry.
00:24:13I was sorry.
00:24:14I was sorry.
00:24:16I was sorry.
00:24:17Yes, thank you.
00:24:18I was sorry.
00:24:19I was sorry.
00:24:20Yes, thank you.
00:24:29I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:37Did you ever hear that story about the red strain?
00:24:42I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:48It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like your soulmate or your family or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected by this red string.
00:25:06It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:12There's this moment in the tape, I'm sitting waiting in the airport bar for my flight, and I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure and how I'm going to show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:36But?
00:25:37I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:38That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:39Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:40Maybe.
00:25:41Maybe.
00:25:42Maybe.
00:25:43Maybe I just want to write about nothing.
00:25:46Everything is nothing.
00:25:47All the best.
00:25:48Compliano.
00:25:49Grazie.
00:25:50Grazie.
00:25:51Make a wish.
00:25:52Make it great.
00:25:53Okay.
00:25:54Okay.
00:25:55Whew.
00:25:56Whew.
00:25:57Bravo.
00:25:58Bravo.
00:25:59Bravo.
00:26:00Bravo.
00:26:01Bravo.
00:26:02It's good.
00:26:03Maybe.
00:26:04Maybe.
00:26:05Maybe.
00:26:06Maybe.
00:26:07Maybe.
00:26:08Maybe I just want to write about nothing.
00:26:09just a great thing to say to you.
00:26:13Make a wish.
00:26:14Oh, yeah.
00:26:15Make it great.
00:26:19Okay.
00:26:21Bravo.
00:26:23Bravo.
00:26:24Eh!
00:26:25Alright, where are we going around.
00:26:28What do you mean, I'm ready to go?
00:26:32What?
00:26:33What do you mean I'm ready to go?
00:26:38What?
00:26:39Grab my hand.
00:26:40Go, go, go!
00:26:41Oh my god!
00:26:42Oh my gosh!
00:26:43Oh my gosh!
00:26:44Oh no!
00:26:45What?
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:54It's the carabinieri!
00:26:56It's the police!
00:26:57No!
00:26:58Yeah!
00:26:59Yeah!
00:27:00Yeah!
00:27:01Yeah!
00:27:02Yeah!
00:27:04Yeah!
00:27:05We can't go back!
00:27:06We can go back and do the rest of us!
00:27:07Look!
00:27:09Get back behind me!
00:27:11Get back!
00:27:14Oh my god!
00:27:15Oh my god!
00:27:16Come here!
00:27:17Oh my God!
00:27:18Yes, it's true.
00:27:33Yes, it's true.
00:27:35I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:40You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:44You're horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:46Come on, let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:53I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:06Oh, my gosh.
00:28:14It went up my nose.
00:28:15Can we come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:26Maybe is not a no.
00:28:29And since I don't have a phone, you're going to have to give me your number.
00:28:34For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:37Good enough.
00:28:49I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:53Hey, why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:19Why?
00:29:22So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:29Oh.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:30:29You're awake.
00:30:50Yeah, there's so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:55Nice.
00:30:58Nice.
00:31:28Stay with me too.
00:31:35Jane.
00:31:37Tony.
00:31:38Got some pastries.
00:31:43You're still asleep?
00:31:50Jane.
00:31:52Jane.
00:31:59You're still asleep.
00:32:06I don't know.
00:32:07You're still asleep.
00:32:09I don't know.
00:32:13my friends had lots of american boyfriends and they used to bring us nylon stockings and chocolates
00:32:25and all sorts of things and we used to go to london and we saw glenn miller one time
00:32:32we used to go all over the place there were wonderful times i never had an american boyfriend
00:32:41i liked some of them they were nice boys but i i didn't i didn't want to leave my mom and dad
00:32:51i wish i had sometimes you know when you were 19 the world just felt so open and carefree and full
00:32:59of possibility you reminded me of that at that time you were 19 when we met yeah i wouldn't have
00:33:09described this carefree back then not at all well i felt nostalgia or something for youth
00:33:15you're not old jane we ran out on the bill you just ran what do you mean you ran out on the
00:33:23bill perhaps i'm not explaining it well it was it was fun it was just fun
00:33:30how's work the conductor's actually a descendant of water leg which is fascinating the three of us
00:33:49we're planning dinner before we leave i'd like that
00:33:56jane
00:33:59oh my god this is caleb hi no no we were just talking about you we were that's so weird sit please sit down
00:34:08join us
00:34:19i'm obviously gonna get back pretty soon that's okay i i already ate so i'll just grab a coffee
00:34:25i have the check please in a cafe play for play
00:34:43oh no thank you
00:34:47okay you don't smoke yes i do
00:34:52sometimes at parties you know that well i don't do it a lot
00:35:08italian food's so overrated i love it it's no variety english food on the other hand say what you
00:35:17like about it there's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie i went to this party the other day in
00:35:23this villa owned by this old drunk expat they had like a private chef and everything and uh they were
00:35:31serving this like loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other loaves and this girl came over to
00:35:37me and said it was cat no no joke like a roasted mommy cat and her kittens that is disgusting true story
00:35:51why don't you tell leonard one of your viola jokes
00:35:55what's that
00:35:58come on
00:35:58come on let's hear one
00:36:07um i have one
00:36:12what is the definition of perfect pitch
00:36:17what
00:36:17when you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim
00:36:26you didn't just make that up i did it's too good i did well i'm impressed and i'm stealing it
00:36:32you can pretty much make that joke about any instrument
00:36:35you play anything this and that you know
00:36:44shall we what time to go already yeah i'm gonna get back to work
00:36:50so what's next new agenda caleb um i'm thinking tibet oh tibet really yeah then just think on the
00:37:09shopping festival at the end of the summer yeah i've heard about that that's where the the buddhist
00:37:12monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill right the monks the monks the monks it's so pretty
00:37:18how do you support yourself you know a bit of this a bit of that
00:37:28oh all right then i'll walk you does anybody have a pen you got a pen yeah i have a pen
00:37:42okay
00:37:49i have a piece of paper you guys should definitely come over to the island i'll take you somewhere
00:37:53fun you know don't knock on the front door come around the side i need regina
00:38:04thank you and thanks again for yesterday no problem
00:38:10okay ciao
00:38:18how stoned are you come on man we should tell him it's not a big deal
00:38:27so you're saying you smoke back at her occasionally can we do something fun tonight sure
00:38:35i'm fine from here okay i'll see you after work i'll be waiting
00:38:49my god you scared me
00:39:12Hey.
00:39:14God, you scared me.
00:39:16Are you following me?
00:39:18Maybe.
00:39:20Is that weird?
00:39:22Yeah.
00:39:32I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:36You told me you were staying near the port,
00:39:38so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:40I came looking for you.
00:39:44And I can't believe I found you.
00:40:10What are we doing?
00:40:12I think we're making it out.
00:40:14What are we doing?
00:40:16I think we're making it out.
00:40:18So sexy.
00:40:20And beautiful.
00:40:22What are we doing?
00:40:24I think we're making it out.
00:40:26So sexy.
00:40:28And beautiful.
00:40:30I think we're making it out.
00:40:32So sexy.
00:40:34And beautiful.
00:40:36I think we're making it out.
00:40:38Beautiful.
00:40:40Beautiful.
00:40:42I can't do this.
00:40:44What?
00:40:45Why?
00:40:46I can't do this.
00:40:48Why?
00:40:50I can't do this.
00:40:52Why?
00:40:53Why?
00:40:54I can't do this.
00:40:55Why?
00:40:56You do this a lot?
00:40:57What?
00:40:58Do you do this a lot?
00:40:59What?
00:41:00Do you do this a lot?
00:41:01What?
00:41:02Do you seduce women?
00:41:03Is this what you do?
00:41:04What?
00:41:05I can't do this.
00:41:06What?
00:41:07I can't do this.
00:41:08Why?
00:41:09You do this a lot?
00:41:10What?
00:41:11What?
00:41:12Do you seduce women?
00:41:14Is this what you do?
00:41:16do you do this a lot what do you do this a lot what do you seduce women is this what you do
00:41:29you need to be less serious
00:41:32don't follow me
00:42:02do
00:42:05do
00:42:09do
00:42:14do
00:42:17do
00:42:21do
00:42:26do
00:42:29There was one boy from Belgium, he was lovely, he had a moustache, my mother hated moustaches.
00:42:54But he was shipped off. I never saw him again. Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after and we got married.
00:43:08Was it love at first sight with grandpa?
00:43:11Love at first sight? Stop that thing.
00:43:15I know. You're home early.
00:43:24I do deserve that.
00:43:29You know, it doesn't work for your husband.
00:43:33Jane, I'm sorry, just give me a minute. I have a hell of a mess of my dad. I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:42Sorry, darling.
00:43:45Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:48Yeah, absolutely. Lots of dinner. I thought we'd just stay in here. The two of us.
00:43:54I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:56Okay.
00:43:57Okay. I'm sorry.
00:44:00Bye.
00:44:01Bye.
00:44:02Bye.
00:44:30Can we talk?
00:44:56Can we talk?
00:45:27Say cheese.
00:45:33You should kind of be in the middle of mine.
00:45:38Hold on a second.
00:45:50That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:56What did you do?
00:46:10Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:27Bye.
00:46:40Hi, Gabi!
00:46:42All right.
00:46:45My God!
00:46:47Go I stand back.
00:46:52I didn't die!
00:47:22Oh, my God.
00:48:52Oh, hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:11Yeah.
00:49:13Will you put my pants on?
00:49:16Okay.
00:49:17Okay.
00:49:47I don't know.
00:49:52Okay.
00:49:53I don't know.
00:49:54I don't know.
00:49:55I don't know.
00:49:57I know.
00:52:29Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:51You said that?
00:52:56Were you?
00:52:58They were delicious.
00:52:59You made me feel nervous.
00:53:19You make me feel calm.
00:53:24You want a drink?
00:53:33You want a drink?
00:53:45You want a drink?
00:53:49You want a drink?
00:53:50You want a drink?
00:53:55You want a drink?
00:54:05You want a drink?
00:54:09Is that him?
00:54:12Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:18Must be lonely.
00:54:39. . .
00:55:02. .
00:55:04Again and again and again
00:55:30Once I was single, my pocket is in jingle
00:55:40I wish I was single again
00:55:44Again and again and again
00:55:48Again and again and again
00:55:52Once I was single, my pocket is in jingle
00:55:57I wish I was single again
00:56:13I didn't sleep at all last night. Where have you been?
00:56:17Just walking
00:56:19All night
00:56:21I'm thinking
00:56:23You left your phone here. I had to plug it in
00:56:27We need to talk, Leonard
00:56:29I have to go to work
00:56:33Can you be late?
00:56:35No, I can't be late
00:56:39Leonard
00:56:40Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it
00:56:43I've committed myself
00:56:45People are depending on me
00:56:47I have to go to work
00:56:51Okay
00:56:53Fine
00:56:55Okay
00:57:03No, not sad
00:57:05I don't care
00:57:07I can't be that
00:57:08No, please
00:57:10Please, let's go
00:57:13on
00:57:14if it wasn't the war it would have been something else
00:57:29there's always something else isn't there that's the thing that's the thing about struggle
00:57:44I'm gonna make some tea do you want some I'm all right you go out like that again just tell
00:58:01me no worry okay I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head
00:58:14do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good in the long run
00:58:31do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have
00:58:40I tell you next time we come to Italy to get a proper kitchen
00:58:56I don't know what you want me to say Jane
00:59:07one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life I might not be here
00:59:32sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her
00:59:42with the book
00:59:45no with my life
00:59:50this is it you know
00:59:56it ends with me
00:59:59in the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn
01:00:08everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields
01:00:16the horses
01:00:25the horses back then they were kept beautifully
01:00:30dad used to dress them all up brass things and little horseshoes he put braids on them
01:00:39they used to be gorgeous what are your plans for tomorrow
01:00:44there was one
01:00:47Duke he was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes
01:00:52every night when he finished working
01:00:55they were lovely days really
01:01:02they're gone for me
01:01:10Jane
01:01:11but not for you
01:01:14Jane
01:01:15you know it's different for you
01:01:18in some ways it's easier
01:01:19you haven't got the war people don't die as much as they did back then
01:01:24but in some ways it's more disjointed
01:01:31you've got to make your own life
01:01:33one that you love and you can't be afraid of the time
01:01:40time is shiftable
01:01:51there are moments in my life that I would trade sixty years to have back again
01:01:55that's the truth
01:01:58you know the truth when you find it
01:02:00it'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning for the first time
01:02:13what is it?
01:02:15oh
01:02:17oh you
01:02:19are you alright?
01:02:21you okay?
01:02:23yeah I stung my toe
01:02:25oh
01:02:27it's bleeding
01:02:28oh
01:02:29it's fine
01:02:30it's fine
01:02:31it's fine
01:02:32it's fine
01:02:33are you finishing that?
01:02:35yes
01:02:36oh
01:02:37fuck
01:02:47I met these backpackers last night Frank and Elsa
01:02:50she's French he's German
01:02:52they're going to Tibet
01:02:54and I'm going with him
01:02:56I want you to come with me
01:03:00I want you to come with me
01:04:03Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:09I'm not good.
01:04:11Long day.
01:04:13God, why are they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'd jump to doing another stint like this.
01:04:23How's the writing going?
01:04:25I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:29It's fantastic.
01:04:33I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:39Are you listening?
01:04:43You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:47Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:04:59Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:03Oh, Jane.
01:05:05Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:07Have you?
01:05:09Absolutely not.
01:05:11Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:19Because I'm sick.
01:05:21Of what, Leonard?
01:05:23Of it being so hard?
01:05:25Yes.
01:05:26Tedious.
01:05:27I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:43There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:52Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No.
01:06:27That's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:29Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:43I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:49I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Please, Jane.
01:06:54Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your fault.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:09You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:14That's not what you want.
01:07:15Is it?
01:07:19Is that what you want?
01:07:20Hmm?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:30What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:31I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:45For it all.
01:07:56You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:03I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:19Caleb.
01:08:20That kid?
01:08:21Yes.
01:08:22That kid?
01:08:23That child?
01:08:24That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:25It's been longer than that.
01:08:26Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:27Time is shiftable.
01:08:28I don't get it.
01:08:29Leonard.
01:08:30I don't get it.
01:08:31He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:32Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:33What do you think?
01:08:34I kept waiting for you to see it, to smell it, to sense it.
01:08:35So what?
01:08:36I failed your test?
01:08:37You don't see me!
01:08:38I'm not sure what you've known for two days.
01:08:39You've known for two days.
01:08:40It's been longer than that.
01:08:41Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:42Time is shiftable.
01:08:43I don't get it.
01:08:44Leonard.
01:08:45I don't get it.
01:08:46He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:47Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:49What do you think?
01:08:53I kept waiting for you to see it, to smell it, to sense it!
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:01You don't see me!
01:09:23I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:29I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:30For losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:33No, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:43No.
01:09:44That is not what this is about.
01:09:45Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard!
01:09:48You don't love me!
01:09:49That's rubbish!
01:09:51You don't love me.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:54The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:00Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:06I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked.
01:10:18No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:23This is good.
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01:12:44Frank, you know, it's coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know?
01:12:56I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
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01:14:36Jase, you've got to come over to this side, the train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:04It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:30I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:37New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:50I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:15:59Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:06Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:11Yes.
01:16:12And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:22She said that you gave it to her that night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:35Why not?
01:16:36I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:40Now shut that thing off.
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