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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30I'm looking for the traffic of Napoli.
00:01:33I'm looking for the streets of the city.
00:01:35And this is the first place.
00:01:41S***.
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00:01:49I can't buy my wallet.
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00:01:52C***?
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00:01:59She's lost her purse.
00:02:12No, no.
00:02:15No, no.
00:02:18You just give her a minute?
00:02:20I wasn't here sitting.
00:02:22Wait a minute.
00:02:23I don't know anything.
00:02:24I don't know anything.
00:02:25I don't know anything.
00:02:26I don't know anything.
00:02:27I don't know anything.
00:02:28I don't know anything.
00:02:29I don't know anything.
00:02:30I don't know anything.
00:02:31Where did you have it last?
00:02:34No.
00:02:35The train station, I think?
00:02:38The exchange cruise?
00:02:39Oh, Jaina.
00:02:42I'm sorry.
00:02:43That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:49This is 170, not 70.
00:02:55Where do we need to go?
00:02:57We need 70.
00:03:09Here we go.
00:03:19Is this it?
00:03:20Thank you, sir.
00:03:21It's nice.
00:03:25Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:27The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:31Yes, I have them here.
00:03:33Okay.
00:03:345533 7645 8787 9157.
00:03:39That's nice.
00:03:40Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:41The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:42Yes, I have them here.
00:03:44Okay, 5533 7645 8787 9157.
00:03:50Okay, five, five, three, three, seven, six, four, five, eight, seven, eight, seven, nine, one, five, seven, five, seven, yeah, expires 12.15.
00:04:11No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately. We're here for two weeks.
00:04:16No, I'm working here.
00:04:20Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:23You love how they ask, as if I have a choice.
00:04:27Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides, learn Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:34I don't at all. I admire you. I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:40That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:45And besides, what's the point? The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Why?
00:04:50Are you going to finally transcribe the tapes?
00:04:55Yes.
00:04:57All right.
00:04:59Okay.
00:05:02Well, if you can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:05:07What does that mean?
00:05:09Nothing.
00:05:11Nothing?
00:05:13I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen. I always have. You know that?
00:05:16You don't sound very supportive.
00:05:25You have my support. I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:31I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:36I think enough time has passed.
00:05:38Well, that's great.
00:05:42Yeah.
00:05:43Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:04David Foster Wallace.
00:06:13Oh, I don't know.
00:06:15You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:21Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:38I really don't know, do you know?
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:44And of course he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short and there he was, all the talent in the world, and it wasn't that...
00:06:50Jane, can I... Can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just... Just a bit more, then.
00:06:56Love you.
00:07:15Love you too.
00:07:26Do you feel alright?
00:07:37Do you feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:40Are you sure?
00:07:46Mm-hmm.
00:07:56Mm-hmm.
00:08:20I don't know.
00:08:50Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:20I think you're boring all alone.
00:09:23I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:29Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:35If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:39So I can worry about you.
00:09:40Okay.
00:09:41I've left you some money here.
00:09:43I'll see you later.
00:09:44I'll see you later.
00:09:45Have a good day.
00:09:47I'll see you later.
00:09:48Have a good day.
00:09:50Have a good day.
00:09:52I'll see you later.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:09:57Thanks.
00:09:58testing testing okay do you have any stories for my book
00:10:26what kind of stories stories are you prepared before i can ask them the list of stories that
00:10:33dad told me about go ahead and ask from your father's list god rest his soul let's start with
00:10:38the war we went into an air raid shelter my mother your great-grandmother she was shaking
00:10:45sirens wailed and and then there was the sound of a bomb and the man next to us he said i was in a
00:10:53shelter last night with my wife and my little boy and half of it got blown away there was blood in
00:11:00his hair he was all alone that nearly finished my mother you know here we were in this tiny town in
00:11:10england miles from germany from russia from italy from any front lines and this man he had blood in
00:11:19his hair
00:11:26good night cappuccino
00:11:28good night
00:11:34good night
00:11:47good night
00:11:57we were riding our bikes to school when the germans started firing at us we jumped into a hedge
00:12:04we were terrified but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing
00:12:08it feels nice if i'm the only one who remembers that it's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday
00:12:18oh hi leonard
00:12:19it's jane
00:12:21i decided to take an impromptu trip to ischia or um ischia as they pronounce it
00:12:27see i'm learning a little bit
00:12:29anyway i'll be home later i hope you have a good day bye
00:12:36those friends are all dead now
00:12:39there's no one left
00:12:40that's one of my regrets you know
00:12:43sometimes i think i should have had more children not just your father
00:12:48you're all alone now that your parents are gone
00:12:53no brothers no sisters
00:12:55i'm upsetting you
00:13:02let's talk about something else
00:13:03you want to ask me more boring questions about the war
00:13:06all right then
00:13:07excuse me
00:13:11excuse me
00:13:12um
00:13:13the castle
00:13:14castle
00:13:16oregonese
00:13:17oracle
00:13:18oh
00:13:19oracle
00:13:20uh
00:13:21um
00:13:22castell
00:13:23oracle
00:13:24uh
00:13:25uh
00:13:26and
00:13:27uh
00:13:29yeah
00:13:30they'd been shot through the neck
00:13:32the bullet went in one side and came out the other
00:13:35and there were all these bomb holes filled with water and he couldn't tell which was the german
00:13:40side and which was the allied side
00:13:42outside when he came home after something like that you couldn't really complain to him about
00:13:49anything now could you i'm actually going there now to the castle you speak english now yeah why
00:13:55do you think i was italian yeah yes that's great that's cool hey hey hey where are you from london
00:14:03no in america come on no i'm from massachusetts that's crazy that's weird right
00:14:12vacation oh are you what are you here on vacation oh
00:14:20sorry i thought you were saying you were on vacation me no so come on
00:14:27my husband is working in naples what does he do
00:14:32he is playing in a concert at the end of the month cool what does he play viola
00:14:43any good yes very
00:14:49how do you keep your violin from getting stolen
00:14:53you put it in a viola case right
00:14:58that's not funny um what's the difference between a viola and a coffin a coffin has a dead person on the
00:15:03inside because viola players are dead no why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation
00:15:12because even though you know it's coming there's nothing you can do about it
00:15:18i can't help it i've got this weird autistic mind for jokes and i went to this music slash nerd summer
00:15:23camp when i was like 10 and i played the triangle right and i'm an only child so you know understand
00:15:31you look too young to be married you newlywed
00:15:33that's it stop making me feel like a stalker
00:15:48oh hey have you got 50 cents
00:16:06if you can catch it
00:16:18what brought you out of here today
00:16:36fairy
00:16:36ha
00:16:37fairy
00:16:39i like it
00:16:41they have this device down in the basement it's like a torture cage they lock you in there until you
00:16:46turn of bones but can you imagine dying by just sitting there that would suck
00:16:58in like the 1300s thousands of families lived in this castle it doesn't smell pretty bad all those
00:17:05people crammed onto this rock
00:17:07people crammed onto the rock
00:17:10wow
00:17:12i know i've been coming here every day and it still gets me
00:17:17only we could kill off all the tourists
00:17:19you're a tourist
00:17:20you're a tourist
00:17:22no i'm not
00:17:24i came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying the relic
00:17:30populations of dolphins and whales in the gulf of naples
00:17:35i can't tell if you're joking
00:17:36i'm dead fucking serious
00:17:40no i just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over for connecting flights a 72 hour
00:17:45plane ride but you know it was it was worth it my first time out of the u.s how old are you 19
00:17:50it's my birthday today is it really uh-huh happy birthday thank you very much yeah so i left the
00:17:57program after like a month the relic dolphins
00:18:02i have this this awesome living situation i'll tell you the short version basically i used to have
00:18:08ancestors in ischia so when i come over i facebook this second cousin twice removed the second cousin
00:18:12twice removed in case you didn't know is when one person's great grandparent is another person's
00:18:17great great great grandparent i'd love to hear the long version sorry anyway so this relative gave
00:18:22me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island so i show up i i he answers the door and
00:18:28he's like the oldest fucker i've ever seen easily pushing a hundred a hundred yeah if not older he's
00:18:35like deaf and blind and about four feet tall he mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy
00:18:39dialect ushers me inside pours me a glass of wine and leads me to this basement apartment and uh yeah i never left
00:19:09uh
00:19:25oh
00:19:35Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears,
00:19:42to turn withered hope green through desire,
00:19:48to re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:55Who is that?
00:19:58Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:01The woman who lived here.
00:20:04You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:08Sneaky.
00:20:10Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:24But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:28Let's hear it then. In Italian.
00:20:32Let's hear the poem.
00:20:35Come on.
00:20:36Okay.
00:20:37I'm impressed.
00:20:39I'm impressed.
00:20:41Are you hungry?
00:20:42Why are you going to take it?
00:20:43I'm impressed.
00:20:48Are you hungry?
00:20:49Why are you going to take me out?
00:20:50Yeah.
00:20:51All right then.
00:20:52Okay.
00:20:53Okay.
00:20:54Okay.
00:20:55Two pastas.
00:20:56with the.
00:20:57Pista, tierra, ed alma.
00:21:05I'm impressed.
00:21:08You hungry?
00:21:10Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:12Yeah.
00:21:18All right then.
00:21:19Okay.
00:21:20Two pastas with the house sauce, please.
00:21:27Red.
00:21:28Red.
00:21:29Red.
00:21:30Uh-huh.
00:21:31Grazie.
00:21:32So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:40I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:45There's something else.
00:21:50I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through
00:21:59two world wars.
00:22:00I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:03But now, I don't know.
00:22:07What don't you know?
00:22:10You wanna listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:14Yeah.
00:22:15Yeah?
00:22:16Yeah, no, I love to listen.
00:22:19It's all tangled up.
00:22:20I don't know.
00:22:21Okay.
00:22:22Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:26These days people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:27I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:41We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like it.
00:22:42It really brought people together, the war.
00:22:43We helped each other during that time.
00:22:44We helped each other during that time.
00:22:45We had to laugh.
00:22:46We had to smile.
00:22:47Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:22:49I shut that thing off.
00:22:50Would you get it out of my face?
00:22:51That is like, it's like a window in time.
00:22:54We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like it.
00:23:00It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh, we had to smile.
00:23:08Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:12I'll shut that thing off, would you get it out of my face?
00:23:19That is like... it's like a window in time.
00:23:23This sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:27My husband thinks I'm never going to finish it.
00:23:30I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:35Bonding over Granny, huh?
00:23:38Make it sound perverse.
00:23:40That's what it was, right?
00:23:42Buongiorno. Buongiorno.
00:23:44Signori?
00:23:53I got pregnant, so we got married.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:06I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:20Did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:25I think I might have. Tell me.
00:24:29It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like your soulmate, or your family, or your family, or your family, or your family, or your family.
00:24:49You know, someone you bump into on the street. We're all connected by this Red Strain.
00:25:05It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:17There's this moment in the tape.
00:25:21I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight.
00:25:26And I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure, and how I'm gonna show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:37But...
00:25:46I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:49That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:52Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:55Maybe.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:26:00Maybe I just want to write about nothing.
00:26:02Everything is nothing.
00:26:04All the best.
00:26:06Compliano.
00:26:07Grazie.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09Make a wish.
00:26:13Make it great.
00:26:16Okay.
00:26:21Bravo.
00:26:22Bravo.
00:26:23Bravo.
00:26:24Hey.
00:26:25Come over here.
00:26:26What do you mean?
00:26:27I'm ready.
00:26:28What?
00:26:29Grab my hand.
00:26:30Wait.
00:26:31Go, go, go.
00:26:32Oh my God.
00:26:33Oh my God.
00:26:34Oh my God.
00:26:35Oh my God.
00:26:36Oh my God.
00:26:37Oh my God.
00:26:38Oh my God.
00:26:39Oh my God.
00:26:40Oh no.
00:26:41What?
00:26:42What do you mean?
00:26:43Hey.
00:26:44Hey, hey.
00:26:45Hey, hey.
00:26:46Hey, hey.
00:26:47It's the carabinieri.
00:26:48What?
00:26:49What do you mean?
00:26:50Hey, hey.
00:26:51It's the carabinieri.
00:26:52What?
00:26:53The police.
00:26:54No.
00:26:55Hey.
00:26:56No.
00:26:57Hey.
00:26:58Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:27:04We can't go back. We can't go back.
00:27:06We can't go back. We can't go back.
00:27:09We can't pay. We haven't got any money.
00:27:13Oh, God.
00:27:16Oh, God.
00:27:23Hang out.
00:27:25Yeah.
00:27:27It'd make you feel better if I said I said the only up.
00:27:30Yes, it's true.
00:27:32Yes, it's true.
00:27:34I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:39You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:44Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:48Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:52I don't know why we're still running.
00:27:55No one's running.
00:27:58No one's running.
00:27:59No one's running.
00:28:01No one's running.
00:28:02Oh, my God.
00:28:03Yeah.
00:28:04Went out my nose.
00:28:07We come back?
00:28:09Maybe.
00:28:10It went up my nose.
00:28:21Will you come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:26Maybe is not a no.
00:28:29And since I don't have a phone,
00:28:31you're going to have to give me your number
00:28:34for cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:40Fair enough.
00:28:50I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:57Hey.
00:29:02Why do violists
00:29:05keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:10Why?
00:29:20So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:24Oh.
00:29:27Happy birthday.
00:29:35Maybe,
00:29:36maybe,
00:29:38everybody can,
00:29:39where just forgets for sale.
00:29:41Sure.
00:29:45That's all.
00:29:48I've got to be all about it.
00:29:50All right.
00:30:52Yeah, so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56That's right.
00:30:58Nice.
00:31:21It was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash, so she had to sit on a bicycle seat.
00:31:27They stay with me too.
00:31:29Jane.
00:31:30Jane.
00:31:30Jane.
00:31:31Jane.
00:31:32Jane.
00:31:33Jane.
00:31:34Got some pastries.
00:31:46You're still asleep?
00:31:52Jane.
00:31:54Jane.
00:31:54Jane.
00:31:55Jane.
00:31:56Jane.
00:31:57Jane.
00:31:58Jane.
00:31:59Jane.
00:32:00Jane.
00:32:01Jane.
00:32:02Jane.
00:32:03Jane.
00:32:04Jane.
00:32:05Jane.
00:32:06Jane.
00:32:07Jane.
00:32:08Jane.
00:32:09Jane.
00:32:10Jane.
00:32:11Jane.
00:32:12Jane.
00:32:13Jane.
00:32:14Jane.
00:32:15Jane.
00:32:16Jane.
00:32:17Jane.
00:32:18Jane.
00:32:19Jane.
00:32:20Jane.
00:32:21Jane.
00:32:22Jane.
00:32:23Jane.
00:32:24Jane.
00:32:25Jane.
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00:32:27Jane.
00:32:28Jane.
00:32:29Jane.
00:32:30Jane.
00:32:31Jane.
00:32:32Jane.
00:32:33Jane.
00:32:34Jane.
00:32:35Jane.
00:32:36Jane.
00:32:37Jane.
00:32:38Jane.
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00:32:40Jane.
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00:32:42Jane.
00:32:43Jane.
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00:32:45Jane.
00:32:46Jane.
00:32:47Jane.
00:32:48Jane.
00:32:49Jane.
00:32:50Jane.
00:32:51Jane.
00:32:52Jane.
00:32:53Jane.
00:32:54You know when you were 19 and the world just felt so open and carefree and full of possibility?
00:33:01You reminded me of that.
00:33:04At that time.
00:33:06You were 19 when we met?
00:33:07Yeah.
00:33:08I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then. Not at all.
00:33:12Well, I felt nostalgia.
00:33:14Or something. For youth.
00:33:16You're not old, Jane.
00:33:18We ran out on the bill.
00:33:21You just ran out? What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:23Well, perhaps I'm not explaining it well. It was fun. It was just fun.
00:33:41How was work?
00:33:43The conductor is actually a descendant of Walter Lake, which is fascinating.
00:33:48The three of us should plan a dinner before we leave.
00:33:51I'd like that.
00:33:53Oh, my God.
00:34:00This is Caleb.
00:34:03Hi.
00:34:04No, no, we were just talking about you.
00:34:05We were? That's so weird.
00:34:07Sit, please. Sit down. Join us.
00:34:10What?
00:34:11Oh.
00:34:11Oh, my God.
00:34:12Oh, my God.
00:34:13You have a chance of a wrap.
00:34:14I know, right?
00:34:19I'm obviously going to get back pretty soon.
00:34:21That's okay.
00:34:22That's okay. I already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee or something.
00:34:34Grab the check, please.
00:34:37In a cafe, play, play.
00:34:38Oh, no, thank you.
00:34:39Oh, no, thank you.
00:34:44Jane, you don't smoke.
00:34:50Yes, I do.
00:34:52Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:54You didn't know that.
00:34:57Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:01That's it?
00:35:02Grazie.
00:35:04You're good?
00:35:05Grazie.
00:35:05Good.
00:35:09Italian food's so overrated.
00:35:11I love it.
00:35:13There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16Say what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:21I went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this old, drunk expat.
00:35:27They had, like, a private chef and everything.
00:35:30And they were serving this, like, loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other loaves.
00:35:36And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke.
00:35:40Like, a roasted mommy cat and her kitten.
00:35:44That is disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:51Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:58Come on.
00:35:59I'm selling my aunt.
00:36:02Come on.
00:36:03Let's hear one.
00:36:08I have one.
00:36:12What is the definition?
00:36:14With perfect pitch.
00:36:17What?
00:36:20When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:26You didn't just make that up.
00:36:27I did.
00:36:28It's too good.
00:36:28I did.
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:30You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:39Do you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:44Shall we?
00:36:45Yeah.
00:36:46What, time to go?
00:36:47Already?
00:36:48Yeah.
00:36:49I've got to get back to work.
00:36:50Hmm.
00:37:00So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:02Um, I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:06Oh, Tibet.
00:37:07Really?
00:37:07Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:17It's so pretty.
00:37:20How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:28All right, then.
00:37:30I'll walk you.
00:37:32Does anybody have a pen?
00:37:33You got a pen?
00:37:34Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:42Okay.
00:37:47I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:53I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:55Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:56Come around the side.
00:37:57I need Regina.
00:38:00This, yeah.
00:38:02There you go.
00:38:06And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:08No problem.
00:38:10Okay.
00:38:13Ciao.
00:38:17How stoned are you?
00:38:23Come on, man.
00:38:24We should tell him a pub.
00:38:24It's not a big deal.
00:38:27So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:31Occasionally.
00:38:32Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:35Sure.
00:38:38I'm fine from here.
00:38:41Okay.
00:38:41See you after work.
00:38:42Yep.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:47Hey.
00:39:15God, you scared me.
00:39:16Are you following me?
00:39:19Maybe? Is that weird?
00:39:22Yeah.
00:39:31I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:36You told me you were staying near the port so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:41I came looking for you.
00:39:44And I can't believe I found you.
00:39:46I'm sorry.
00:40:16What are we doing?
00:40:29I think we'll make it out.
00:40:33So sexy and beautiful.
00:40:46I can't do this.
00:41:08What?
00:41:09Why?
00:41:10I can't do this.
00:41:11Do you do this a lot?
00:41:23What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:31You need to be less serious.
00:41:38Don't follow me.
00:42:08I can't do this a lot.
00:42:11Do you have a fool?
00:42:13I can't do this a lot.
00:42:15I can't do it.
00:42:17I want to do this.
00:42:19Yes, sir.
00:42:23I want to die.
00:42:27I want to die.
00:42:28I want to die.
00:42:33There was one boy from Belgium, he was lovely, he had a moustache, my mother hated moustaches.
00:42:54But he was shipped off, I never saw him again.
00:43:00Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after and we got married.
00:43:08Was it love at first sight with grandpa?
00:43:11Love at first sight? Stop that thing.
00:43:15I know. You're home early.
00:43:26How did you deserve that?
00:43:29Can I do some off my husband?
00:43:35Jane, I'm sorry, just give me a minute. I have a hell of a rest of my day. I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:44Sorry, darling.
00:43:46Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:48Yeah, absolutely. Lots of dinner. I thought we'd just stay in here. The two of us.
00:43:54I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:56Okay.
00:43:57Okay. I'm sorry.
00:43:59We'll be okay.
00:44:01Bye.
00:44:02You're welcome.
00:44:04Do you see it?
00:44:05I'll be happy.
00:44:07Bye.
00:44:09I can't wait for a minute.
00:44:11Bye.
00:44:13Bye.
00:44:14Bye.
00:44:18Bye.
00:44:21Bye.
00:44:22I don't know.
00:44:52Leonard, can we talk?
00:45:22Say cheese.
00:45:29You should kind of be in the middle.
00:45:34Hold on a second.
00:45:38That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:50What did you do?
00:45:52Put my hand over my mouth.
00:45:54You did?
00:45:56What did you do?
00:45:58Just wave.
00:46:00What did you do?
00:46:08Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:10You did?
00:46:11What did you do?
00:46:12Just wave.
00:46:14Come on.
00:46:16Come on.
00:46:22Come on.
00:46:36Come on.
00:46:42Come on.
00:46:45Come on.
00:46:48Come on.
00:46:49I'm not going to die.
00:46:52I'm not going to die.
00:47:19I don't know.
00:48:49Oh, hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:11Yeah.
00:49:13I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:16Okay.
00:49:19I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:49I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:19I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:49I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:19I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:21I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:22I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:24I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:27I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:30I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:33I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:35I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:38I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:40I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:43I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:45I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:47I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:52I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:24Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:51He said that?
00:52:54Were you?
00:52:57They were delicious.
00:53:01You make me feel nervous.
00:53:18You make me feel calm.
00:53:25You want a drink?
00:53:32You want a drink?
00:53:47You want a drink?
00:53:54You want a drink?
00:54:09Is that him?
00:54:12Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:16It must be lonely.
00:54:23You want a drink?
00:54:30You want a drink?
00:54:32You want a drink?
00:54:38You want a drink?
00:54:45You want a drink?
00:54:47You want a drink?
00:54:49You want a drink?
00:54:52You want a drink?
00:54:56You want a drink?
00:55:58I didn't sleep at all last night.
00:56:14Where have you been?
00:56:17Just walking.
00:56:19All night.
00:56:21I've been thinking.
00:56:22You left your phone here.
00:56:24I had to plug it in.
00:56:27We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:33Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:39Leonard.
00:56:40Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:44I've committed myself.
00:56:46People are depending on me.
00:56:48I have to go to work.
00:56:52Okay.
00:57:20If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:31There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:34That's the thing. That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:48I'm going to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:51I'm alright.
00:57:59If you go out like that again, just tell me.
00:58:02No worry.
00:58:04Okay.
00:58:07I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:10Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good? In the long run?
00:58:24Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:38I'll tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:55I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:56I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:10If one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:27Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:28With the book?
00:59:29No, with my life.
00:59:30This is it, you know.
00:59:31It ends with me.
00:59:32This is it.
00:59:33It ends with me.
00:59:34This is it, you know.
00:59:35It ends with me.
00:59:36In the harvest time we all went to the mill.
00:59:37It's your first time, and it ends with the mill.
00:59:38I just wish you all to win.
00:59:39Like this will go in and you don't know what's going on.
00:59:40I think you'll have to work for me.
00:59:41But I'm not going to be in the mill.
00:59:42And what about this?
00:59:43It's my second time.
00:59:44This is a second time.
00:59:45Sorry.
00:59:46Don't worry about it.
00:59:47Don't worry about it.
00:59:48That's from aù you're the mill.
00:59:49Don't worry about it.
00:59:50I'll be talking about it.
00:59:51I'll be talking about it.
00:59:52You can't really find it at the mill.
00:59:53The mill.
00:59:54Do you want it to learn?
00:59:55In the mill.
00:59:56It ends with me.
01:00:04In the harvest time, we all went to the field
01:00:07where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:11Everyone was chasing rabbits,
01:00:13and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:21The horses.
01:00:22Yeah.
01:00:26The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:32Dad used to dress them all up,
01:00:34brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:38He put braids on them.
01:00:40They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:42What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:45There was one.
01:00:48Duke.
01:00:49He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes
01:00:52every night when he finished working.
01:00:55They were lovely days, really.
01:01:08They're gone.
01:01:09For me.
01:01:11Jane.
01:01:13But not for you.
01:01:14Jane.
01:01:15You know, it's different for you.
01:01:18In some ways, it's easier.
01:01:20You haven't got the war.
01:01:21People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:24But in some ways, it's more disjointed.
01:01:30You've got to make your own life.
01:01:33One that you love,
01:01:34and you can't be afraid of the time.
01:01:37For time.
01:01:40Time is shiftable.
01:01:51There are moments in my life
01:01:53that I would trade 60 years to have back again.
01:01:56That's the truth.
01:01:58You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:02:00It'll come to you like something you've known before
01:02:03rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:09Oh, sorry.
01:02:11Ah!
01:02:12Ah!
01:02:13What is it?
01:02:14Ah!
01:02:17Ah, you...
01:02:19Ah!
01:02:20You all right?
01:02:21Ah!
01:02:22You okay?
01:02:23Yeah, I stumbed my toe.
01:02:26Oh!
01:02:27It's bleeding.
01:02:28Oh, it's fine.
01:02:30It's fine.
01:02:31It's fine.
01:02:31It's fine.
01:02:33You losing it?
01:02:35Yes.
01:02:36Oh!
01:02:37Fuck.
01:02:37Oh!
01:02:47I met these backpackers last night,
01:02:49Frank and Elsa.
01:02:50She's French, he's German.
01:02:51They're going to Tibet.
01:02:55And I'm going with them.
01:02:59I want you to come with me.
01:03:21amen?
01:03:22I want you to come with me.
01:03:25Bye.
01:03:27I want you to come with me.
01:03:31HardTV4.1
01:03:38I want you to come with me.
01:03:41I want you to come with me.
01:03:42Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10I'm back.
01:04:11It's a long day.
01:04:14God, when are they not?
01:04:18I don't think I'm chomped at doing another stint like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32That's fantastic.
01:04:35I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:38Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:48I don't know.
01:04:57But the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:03Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:07Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:16Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:27Yes.
01:05:28Tedious?
01:05:34I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:43There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:51Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why? Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:03I love you.
01:06:14I get it, Leonard.
01:06:16I get it.
01:06:18It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:21Sex has consequences.
01:06:22Life and death.
01:06:23Mostly death.
01:06:24Jane, please.
01:06:25Let me guess.
01:06:26You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:27No.
01:06:28That's not what I'm saying.
01:06:29You're just...
01:06:30Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:31Did.
01:06:32Not did.
01:06:33Do you want to have children?
01:06:36So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:43Say it.
01:06:45I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:49I never will.
01:06:51And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Please, Jane.
01:06:54Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:59How does that make you feel?
01:07:01It's not your father.
01:07:02How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:03How does it make you feel?
01:07:04You will never be a father.
01:07:05We can adopt.
01:07:06That's not what you want.
01:07:07Is it?
01:07:08Is that what you want?
01:07:09Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:10That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:11You will never be a father.
01:07:12You will never be a father.
01:07:13You will never be a father.
01:07:14You will never be a father.
01:07:15You will never be a father.
01:07:16We can adopt.
01:07:17That's not what you want.
01:07:18Is it?
01:07:19Is that what you want?
01:07:20Hmm?
01:07:21What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:22I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:23What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:24I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:28You're not curious about me.
01:07:29How does everything you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:34What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:39I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:47You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:04I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See him?
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:47What do you think?
01:08:55I kept waiting for you to see it.
01:08:57To smell it.
01:08:58To sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:03I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:24I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30For losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper.
01:09:34No, no, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No, that is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:05I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked.
01:10:19No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:35You don't love me.
01:11:05I want you to do what you need to do.
01:11:35Hi.
01:11:46Hi.
01:11:48Hi.
01:11:57You want some?
01:12:00No, thanks.
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01:12:35Frank announced that I'm coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:49Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:12:55I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:13:39Let's go.
01:14:09Let's go.
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