SELF-CONFESSED “creepy doll” Xtreme Paranoid Porcelain has never been one to conform. Her unique style comes from a combination of influences - as she told Transformed, Xtreme’s early fascination with pop culture “villains” evolved into her own take on “the emo/scene style” before she “later discovered drag.” The result is a “spooky” look characterized by enlarged eyes, dark corsets and splashes of bright, neon color. Xtreme recently got engaged to her fiancé Jeff - whose “very normal” style is the complete opposite to hers, leading her to believe they probably look “very odd as a couple.” And while Jeff and his mom Barbara have always fully supported Xtreme in her style choices, she still has a big choice to make ahead of their wedding day: “I still don’t know if I am going to go as a traditional bride, or if I’m going to be going in my ‘Creepy Doll’ aesthetic.” So today, with the help of MUA Kate, Xtreme is going to ditch the big black lips and spooky eyes and become a “classic bride” for the day. But with mother-in-law Barbara secretly hoping that Xtreme will choose to walk down the aisle in a white dress on her actual wedding day, what will Xtreme decide to do? Will she be drawn back to the dark side, or will she say yes to the dress?
00:07is really relieving to me because I could be who I want to be.
00:11My fiance, Jeff, his style is very normal.
00:16And we're getting married.
00:18I'm really nervous about this transformation.
00:20It's going to help me out with deciding
00:22on whether or not I want to be traditional
00:24or if I want to look like this.
00:25Am I going to say yes to the dress today?
00:30That's incredible.
00:35So this is my closet.
00:37I've got a few dresses in here.
00:38This kind of looks a little brightish,
00:40but also a little funeral.
00:43I really got my style mostly from bad guys, I would say.
00:46I really loved how villains looked.
00:48I then got into like the emo scene style,
00:51then later discovered drag, also Lolita.
00:53I meshed it all together into one.
00:56I do wear quite a bit of corsets.
00:58Like my look is not to put together without a corset.
01:01What are key elements that build up the world?
01:05I would say that it's the dragged out eye makeup
01:08to give the illusion of a bigger eye.
01:10My makeup looks can take anywhere from three hours to 12 hours.
01:15Also, my contacts, I would definitely say those
01:17really pull the look together.
01:19This one's like my favorite contact, the ex contact.
01:21It makes me really look like, you know, kind of spooky.
01:24Becoming this extreme paranoid porcelain is really relieving to me in a way
01:31because I could be who I want to be.
01:33Hey.
01:34Hey.
01:35You want to go for a walk?
01:37Yeah, let's go.
01:38Let's do it.
01:39My fiance, Jeff, his style is very normal.
01:44Shorts and shirts, we definitely look odd, I'm sure as a couple.
01:48With me all dressed up like this and then him in khakis.
01:52We're getting married and I still don't know if I am going to go as a traditional bride
01:59or if I'm going to be going in my creepy doll aesthetic.
02:07Hello.
02:08Hi, I'm Kate.
02:09Hi, I'm Paranoia.
02:10Nice to meet you.
02:11Are you ready to do this?
02:12I'm so ready.
02:13Let's do it.
02:14Classic bride right now with all the trends is really just glowy, dewy, a little bit of smoke,
02:19but kind of taking people from their everyday to just amplify it for camera.
02:22What we're going to do is we're going to start by removing your makeup.
02:25Oh, and I have crazy hair.
02:26I love it.
02:27Yes.
02:28I love it.
02:29Coming alive.
02:30Coming alive.
02:31Are you hoping transformation will convince you to go traditional hair eventually?
02:33Who knows?
02:34It could.
02:35It could happen.
02:36I'm a little nervous about this question.
02:38Your eyes are green.
02:39They're kind of a green hazel, right?
02:40Yeah.
02:41Okay.
02:42So we'll keep it in the pinky side of things because then I'll really bring the green out.
02:46This is a Milani go-to beauty and then some Limelife shadows.
02:50They're both just like really creamy and rich.
02:52I'm going to start with the vanilla.
02:54So when I think of traditional bride, I think of white dress, hair up done, toned down makeup.
03:00Definitely.
03:01Definitely not mine.
03:03This cream contour by NARS.
03:05This one is a little bit dark, but I like using it because I can do it faster because
03:08I'm not having to put on so many layers.
03:10Oh yeah.
03:11Bronze goddess.
03:12Yes.
03:13My gosh, you're so golden here right now.
03:14Have you ever been judged by others on the way you look?
03:17Oh yeah.
03:18Oh yeah.
03:19A lot of people, especially older generations, aren't really keen of my look.
03:23This old lady came up to me and she's like, why would you do that to yourself?
03:27And I'm like, okay.
03:30Have a great day.
03:31Bye.
03:32I'm going to put setting spray on you first because I want to have everything set before
03:35I start your eyebrows.
03:36Okay?
03:37Close your eyes gently.
03:38At first, I shaved off half my eyebrows and then I was like, well, what if I don't
03:42like me without my eyebrows?
03:44And then I did it the full way and I was like, I look like an alien and I'm glad.
03:48Okay.
03:49So who is coming over today to take a look at this?
03:51So my fiance and my fiance's mother.
03:54What are you accepting?
03:55Have they ever seen you like this?
03:57They have not seen me like this.
03:58Oh my gosh.
03:59Okay.
04:00They've seen me without makeup, but not without piercing.
04:03So.
04:04Wild.
04:05That's going to be great.
04:06Jeff's family has been really supportive throughout my whole journey and my makeup and everything.
04:10Even when I first met Jeff's mom, I had all this makeup on and we popped off like right
04:16at the beginning.
04:17It was great.
04:18Whoa.
04:20Okay.
04:21You look, you actually look great as a blonde.
04:24Oh really?
04:25Like, okay girl, like maybe you just need to be going like platinum or something.
04:29I don't, I don't know what's happening right now.
04:32This is crazy.
04:33So let's put your veil on.
04:36I'm really nervous about this transformation.
04:39It's going to help me out with deciding on whether or not I want to be traditional or
04:43if I want to look like this.
04:45Am I going to say yes to the dress today?
04:47Okay.
04:48Are you ready?
04:49I'm ready.
04:51Oh, whoa.
04:56I do look like a third person.
04:58Whoa.
04:59Who is that?
05:00Holy crap.
05:01I want to have eyebrows.
05:02I love eyebrows.
05:03Oh my God.
05:04Yes.
05:05Wow.
05:06Oh my God.
05:07Wow.
05:08Can't wait for him to see it.
05:09Ah.
05:10Don't know if my fiance would still want to marry me looking like a classy bride.
05:11You're like a totally different person.
05:12I am a different person.
05:13He's definitely not going to recognize me.
05:14Yeah.
05:15He's definitely not going to recognize me.
05:16Yeah.
05:17He's definitely not going to recognize me.
05:18I'm feeling really good about today.
05:19I just have a feeling like this is going to be completely different than anything that
05:23I'm actually expecting.
05:24So I'm quite excited.
05:25I'm feeling very excited and anxious.
05:26I've always imagined Jeff marrying the classic bride.
05:27I also want him to marry who makes him happy.
05:28Oh my gosh.
05:29Oh my gosh.
05:30He is so beautiful.
05:31about today. I just have a feeling like this is going to be completely different
05:34than anything that I'm actually expecting, so I'm quite excited. I'm
05:39feeling very excited and anxious. I've always imagined Jeff marrying a classic
05:45bride. I also want him to marry who makes him happy.
06:01Can I touch her? Oh my god. Wow. I can't believe it. This is so much more drastic than I thought.
06:17Yeah! Isn't it? You're beautiful. Aw, thank you. Thank you. It's incredible. Aw. Oh my god. I can't. I never imagined you in a white dress.
06:27Yeah. How do you feel about it? I was shocked. I was like, whoa, who is that? I was trying to imagine it. Yeah. And this was just totally different.
06:37Oh man. Isn't it crazy? It is crazy. It's like your eyes are big. Yeah, and I have a bigger mouth. Yeah. Isn't that nice? I mean, not in a bad way. It's because you can notice it more without the piercings.
06:49Her beautiful smile. Yeah. The smile is just raining. It was like, kind of muted by the piercings.
06:55So, yeah. I don't get to see that beautiful face enough.
07:01And this proves that. Absolutely. 100%.
07:05Their reactions were really priceless. I absolutely loved it. I did not expect Jeff to react the way he did.
07:11I didn't even think he was going to really fully react, but I got one. It made me feel really loved. Like, I could be who I want to be, no matter what it is.
07:22For the wedding day, honestly, I would love to see this look on your day, but ultimately, it's your choice and we love you for you, so.
07:32I love her no matter what, no matter what her look is, but I would absolutely marry this version of her, no doubt.
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