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00:00Previously on The Summer I Turned Pretty, I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.
00:21Now here we are.
00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.
00:25I got off the waitlist for study abroad.
00:26Paris.
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?
00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.
00:33I went to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:35I'm not graduating.
00:36We keep coming back to each other, it feels like it's never really over.
00:39I got that summer clinic job.
00:41Have you ever been in love?
00:42Once.
00:43So what was her name?
00:44Belly.
00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:46Hey, Jer, look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.
00:51Oh, it happens in Cabo, stays in Cabo.
00:54Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:56Shit.
00:57It happened when we were on a break.
00:58It didn't mean anything to me.
00:59It means something to me!
01:00I swear to you!
01:01You ruined everything!
01:03Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
01:10I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were so screwed.
01:30Fine.
01:31You are no fun.
01:33Hmm.
01:34Hmm.
01:35Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:47I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in Philly, so...
01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins and I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
01:59Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad. I just saw him last weekend.
02:03Did something happen with you guys? You've been kinda moody since then.
02:08Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave? No.
02:12Hey, okay, that's... that's not fair. I just... I think you're being a little bit selfish.
02:19Okay, sorry. Can you just stop riding me? If you want to come to Cabo, then just come.
02:23No, I don't want to crash your boys trip.
02:25It's not just boys. The sororities are going too.
02:28Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.
02:31Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest or whatever it is that you're picturing.
02:36It's not that. Then what is it? What is wrong with you right now?
02:39You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:41Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:43When did I ever say that?
02:45You don't have to. I can feel you judging us.
02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.
02:50Sorry if I want to have a little fun at spring break, and I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever going to med school like Conrad.
02:55Oh, my God! What? Please... please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
03:00I wonder where that came from.
03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
03:05Wow.
03:07Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:10Fuck it. I won't waste your time.
03:12You're being ridiculous right now.
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous, and I'm sick of it. So let's just end it.
03:17Are you serious?
03:18Yes. I'm serious.
03:19Okay, fine. If that's how you feel.
03:21It is.
03:22Great. Okay, awesome. Bye.
03:23Bye.
03:26I went home for spring break, and we still hadn't talked.
03:30I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:36Haven't you also not texted him?
03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crushed my interview.
03:48I'm too depressed.
03:49Stop looking at Instagram.
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:54Just like...
03:56Okay, I'm heading out!
03:57Bye, Mom!
03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
04:02I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
04:05Just stop obsessing.
04:06You wanna know what's going on, why don't you ask him?
04:09Yeah, but he's the one who...
04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.
04:12Guys are like dogs.
04:13They hide when they've screwed up,
04:15and even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
04:18You know he feels bad about it.
04:20Like, it's Jer.
04:21You're his oxygen.
04:22He can't breathe without you.
04:29I really thought Taylor was right.
04:31So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:36Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:38I mean, you pick a fight, walk out the door,
04:40and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:42I'm a total asshole, Billy.
04:44I fucked up, and I fucked up really bad.
04:46Hey, no, it's okay.
04:50No.
04:51No, it's not.
04:53I had a shitty week, and I took it out on you.
04:56I'm just sorry.
04:58I'm sorry, Billy.
04:59Look, I mean...
05:00We had a fight.
05:03It's not the end of the world.
05:07What does this mean?
05:09Does this mean you wanna get back together?
05:12We never stopped being together.
05:19Billy, when I was in Cabo,
05:22I-I thought...
05:24I just thought we were...
05:34I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:39You could never lose me.
05:41I got you this.
05:52I was just on the beach, and I was just thinking about you.
05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again, but...
05:58It's really stupid, and you don't have to wear it.
06:00No.
06:01I love it.
06:06I love you.
06:07I love you.
06:08I love you.
06:12Wereth ass.
06:14Areth?
06:16Mm-hmm.
06:17Worth this.
06:47Taylor's here.
06:52I'm asleep.
06:54Got it.
06:59She's asleep.
07:00Okay, I just want to talk to her.
07:02I think she should rest right now.
07:04Okay.
07:05Fine.
07:06This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon, the way she likes it.
07:10Just make sure she eats something.
07:12Okay.
07:13Bye.
07:17Ellie, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
07:24You know I would have killed them both for you.
07:26Okay?
07:27Please just call me back.
07:28Like, just call me back.
07:30Uh, no, I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
07:34Please, just tell me how she is.
07:35I don't know.
07:36She won't talk to me either.
07:37Your side chick is in my sorority, so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
07:41Taylor, please hear me out.
07:42No, I have always been on your side.
07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out that you're the scummy little fucking hot tub cheater.
07:48It's insane.
07:49I didn't cheat.
07:50We were on a break.
07:51No.
07:52That's bullshit.
07:53You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:55You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:58And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet to make it up to her.
08:02Like, what are you doing?
08:03What are you thinking?
08:04What?
08:05You're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:06Excuse me?
08:07You heard me.
08:08How are Davis and Mia?
08:10Don't turn it around on me.
08:12You were supposed to be the ideal.
08:14You were supposed to deserve her.
08:16But you don't, and you probably never did.
08:21Can you get out of here?
08:23Hey, this is Taylor.
08:34Leave a message.
08:38Adam called you in for this meeting, too, huh?
08:41Yep.
08:42Yeah.
08:43Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:45Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
08:47Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:50Yep.
08:51Yep.
08:52Yep.
08:53Yep.
08:54Yeah.
08:55Yeah.
08:56So you saw at Starrcadex?
08:57Starrcadex?
08:58Like, like, the gaming startup?
08:59Oh, my God.
09:00I knew you were a gamer.
09:01Jesus, would it be a bigger nerd cliche, please?
09:03No.
09:04No, relax.
09:05All right, I used to program that shit.
09:06Computer engineering at Princeton?
09:08Right.
09:09Remember?
09:10Yes, how could I forget?
09:11It is in your email signature.
09:13Mm.
09:14Look, just do me a favor, all right?
09:16Read the dossier, and then call your girlfriend.
09:20Okay.
09:21Yeah.
09:22Well, I actually, um, I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
09:25That was, uh, that was my ex.
09:27Well, ex?
09:28Ex?
09:29Oh, my God.
09:30No, no, no.
09:31Stop.
09:32Immediately, no.
09:33No personal stuff, all right?
09:34I'm not the coworker who's gonna be invested in your little dramas.
09:37I don't care.
09:39Yeah.
09:41All right.
09:42Um, Starrcadex?
09:44Every VC shop is gonna try to move on this company, all right?
09:47So we really need to be on the ball with us.
09:48Copy.
09:49Copy.
09:50Got you.
09:52We'll take care.
09:53Steve's off.
09:54Check.
09:55Make you check.
09:56I got this.
09:57We get Wahoo.
09:58Okay.
09:59We're gonna take care of this guy.
10:01We're gonna take care of this guy.
10:02Okay.
10:03You're gonna take care of this guy.
10:04Okay, so come up.
10:05It's okay.
10:06All right.
10:07But I'm gonna take care of this guy.
10:08I'm gonna take care of this guy.
10:09You're gonna take care of this guy.
10:10That's okay.
10:11I won't be a 90 day.
10:12Yeah, I will be a good guy.
10:13I won't be a completely good guy.
10:14I won't be an amazing guy.
10:15you just have to make it to the library one thing at a time yeah but everything
10:38leads to him like I can't just study I also have to call and quit my summer job because obviously
10:48I'm not going to be in cousins because Jeremiah and then I have to figure out how to tell my mom
10:55that I can't bring myself to go to Susanna's memorial because again Jeremiah and I might
11:02never even go to the summer house again because of fucking Jeremiah so okay one thing at a time
11:07is not gonna work for you no no nothing's gonna work because everything is oh my god
11:13hey you're gonna be okay I'll meet you after a study group it's not just Lacey I can't avoid
11:24I see Jeremiah everywhere
11:27even when he isn't really there
11:33hoping life brings you no new pain
11:39I rearrange my memories I try to rewrite my life
11:47but no matter how I try to
11:53and no matter how I want to
12:01and no matter how easy things could be if I did
12:09and no matter how guilty I still feel
12:14staying with you
12:15I wish I hated you
12:17our shadows dance in a parallel plane
12:21just two different endings you learn to repair
12:25and I learn to keep me in one place
12:29everywhere I go there's a memory of us from when we were golden
12:36everybody
12:36me
12:36John
12:37ah
12:38beautiful John
12:40that was just very close
12:41I couldn't even get a door
12:42so
12:45I just need to not be here
12:48hi
12:59mom hi
13:00um quick question
13:02can you send me my birth certificate overnight if possible
13:05hello to you too my loving daughter
13:07I'm fine thanks for asking how are you
13:09sorry
13:10how are you mom
13:12I had an extremely dull conference
13:14which means I am nowhere near your birth certificate
13:16what do you need it for anyway
13:18a passport
13:19I found out I got off the waitlist for Paris
13:23that's fantastic
13:26honey congratulations
13:28how's JR taking it
13:31I know he'll miss you but he must be so proud
13:33yeah
13:34um
13:36mom I gotta go
13:37okay
13:38love you
13:39bro
13:45you're tweaking
13:46you need to
13:47level out
13:49try some of this new indica I got
13:51may help ease the pain
13:52I just lost the most important person in my life
13:55sorry if I don't have the energy to be alive
13:57oh you don't think I know about breakups
13:59I know about breakups
14:00you saw me after Sean
14:01you two were together for two seconds
14:03Redbird
14:04felt like something to me
14:05I can't believe I fucked it up this bad
14:07dude I dig your girl
14:10I really do
14:11and I say this with love
14:12but you two were broken up
14:15right and you were wasted as hell
14:17and Lacey was all over your shit
14:18bro it's not an excuse
14:20I should have told her as soon as I got back
14:22yeah
14:23yeah probably
14:25belly's been the center of my world
14:37since I lost my mom
14:40she's everything to me
14:44and losing her feels like
14:48dude it feels like I'm losing
14:53the best part of myself
14:55well that's beautiful man
14:57so fight for her
15:03stop saying you're sorry
15:05find a way to show her
15:06make it sound so easy
15:10I don't think it's supposed to be
15:12I just can't believe it
15:18he acts so devoted
15:20but he's just as shady as the rest
15:21I swear if he comes to our dorm
15:24it's on sight
15:25don't smile please
15:26that won't be a problem
15:28it kind of sucks you're not leaving for Paris tomorrow
15:30do you think I'm being too hard on him?
15:34look
15:34if he really thought you were broken up
15:39technically it's not cheating
15:41but to keep it a secret
15:43that tells me he knew what he did was wrong
15:46and he chose to keep it from you
15:47that's the part I can't get over
15:51what Annika didn't know
15:53was that I had a secret too
15:55it was the day after Christmas last year
15:59my mom was at a writer's retreat
16:01Steven was visiting friends
16:03Jared was going skiing with his dad and Conrad
16:05I figured
16:07why be home alone
16:08when I could be at my favorite place in the world
16:10so I borrowed Steven's car
16:12and went to Cousins
16:13oh shit
16:21shit shit shit shit
16:23oh my god
16:24okay what would Kevin do
16:26what would Kevin do
16:27okay
16:29okay
16:29Stephen open up it's me
16:45belly
16:47you okay
16:52yeah
16:54yeah
16:54yeah
16:54sorry
16:55just the flash got to me
16:56okay
16:57next
16:59belly
17:11no please don't leave
17:13I made the biggest mistake of my life
17:15please just talk to me
17:16look I'll tell you anything
17:19I'll tell you anything
17:20I just don't want any more secrets between us
17:22okay
17:25how did it happen
17:30look I was really sad
17:33I was drunk
17:34she was just there
17:37how many times
17:41twice
17:47Jared how could you do this to me
17:51belly please
17:52I know I don't deserve you
17:53but I love you more than anyone else in the world
17:56and it kills me to see you hurting
17:57and I would do anything to take it back
17:59stop
18:00you can't undo what you did
18:01belly please
18:03I'm sorry
18:04I'm so sorry
18:05I've never loved anyone but you
18:07I love him too
18:09and I want to forgive him
18:11I just
18:12don't know how
18:14you were supposed to be the one person
18:18who would never hurt me
18:19and are you the person who hurt me the most
18:23Laurel
18:33Elliot
18:35hey
18:36hey
18:37oh
18:38fancy books you got there
18:40oh yeah
18:40you know
18:41well I've already read the Moncrief translation twice
18:43so
18:43as one does
18:44yeah
18:45yeah I've decided it's the year that I finally read
18:48A La Recherche du Ton Perdue
18:49in the original French
18:51go for it
18:53live on the edge
18:54you know um
18:56you and I
18:57we could start our own book group
18:58if uh
18:59if you're interested
19:00unfortunately
19:01Professor Park dropped out of French
19:03her first year of college
19:04John
19:05what are you doing here
19:07open up a word with you
19:08in private
19:09professor
19:10okay
19:12see you later Elliot
19:14uh
19:15sure
19:16yeah
19:16um
19:16I'll be at the uh
19:18Flaubert Symposium if you want to
19:20drop by
19:20okay
19:21sounds great
19:22okay
19:22what was that
19:26so
19:27TAs are allowed to flirt with professors now
19:29he's an adjunct
19:30and maybe
19:31I was flirting back
19:32well then I was doing him a favor
19:33you'd have eaten him alive in about five minutes
19:35what's a history professor doing at a lit conference anyway
19:38researching potential crossover courses
19:40our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again
19:44and a lit conference is definitely the way to do that
19:47shoot me dad
19:48please make your way in the ballroom B for tropes of old English epic poetry
19:54thank you
19:55that sounds
19:59worrying as shit
20:00yeah
20:01okay
20:03new plan
20:06we find somewhere to drink this
20:08steal a wine opener
20:08I can't do that
20:09pull your weight
20:10okay
20:27welcome to day one
20:29by the end of the summer
20:31I expect half of you will still be here
20:32don't piss me off
20:34and we'll be fine
20:35okay
20:38first patient
20:39we have a 15 year old boy
20:41came in following a seizure
20:42any thoughts on what might be going on
20:44I want to start off with our first years
20:48what do you say
20:49well
20:49could be puberty hormones
20:54he's 15
20:54could also
20:55he's also recovering from the flu
20:57and fevers are the most common cause of seizures at his age
21:00very good
21:00they also gave him nausea meds at the ER
21:02and that does increase risk
21:04good catch
21:05sometimes it's just the obvious answer
21:07absolutely
21:09thank you
21:09Dr. Namazi
21:10I'll keep that in mind
21:11okay
21:12next patient
21:13are you trying to make me the med student that gets cut on day one
21:17I'm sure it's just a mess
21:18it's fine
21:19I'll take that
21:19I'll make it up in the next one
21:21look I know that climbing up Namazi's ass is just a coping mechanism for your all-consuming love for your brother's girlfriend
21:25why did I tell you that
21:27because you were like yearning to
21:28or whatever
21:30safest place to hang out at an academic conference
21:34is in the hotel gym
21:35nice
21:37give me your phone
21:38mine's dead and I want to call the kids
21:40it's in my room
21:40also the kids are fine
21:42also
21:42you're upside down
21:44yes
21:44yes I am
21:45what are you doing
21:50getting some things off my chest
21:53why did I ask
21:54you know even though our marriage went to shit
21:58we ended up being pretty good co-parents
22:02yes we did
22:03oh my god
22:08I just remembered
22:09Belly called me today
22:11to say she is studying abroad next semester
22:14in Paris
22:15oh
22:16do you know
22:17how the Parisian police found Quasimodo
22:19they followed a hunch
22:21please never tell that joke again
22:24you used to love my jokes
22:26you used to laugh so hard
22:28beer would come out your nose
22:29in fact wasn't that why you slept with me on our first date
22:31I was fake laughing
22:33and I planned to sleep with you all along
22:35you did
22:38mind if I work in
22:40uh no it's all yours
22:43we're done here
22:44appreciate it
22:45why are you here
23:00what do you
23:01you haven't responded to my text all day
23:03it's finals
23:05it's a stressful time
23:07hey are you okay
23:08what's wrong
23:08I'm hungry
23:11okay then let's
23:13let's just grab some food
23:14come on get in
23:16okay
23:20so uh
23:37uh where do you wanna
23:40go eat
23:41I don't know
23:43what
23:50what
23:50uh
23:53I broke up with Mia
23:55I hope you didn't do that for me
24:03what
24:04what
24:07uh
24:08sorry
24:09I just
24:11I thought you'd be happy
24:12that I just wanted to be with you
24:13even after
24:14after the other night
24:15sleeping over
24:16Stephen I
24:16you're wrong
24:18and I've told you before
24:19I just want this to be casual
24:20wait okay
24:21it's never casual with you and me
24:23Taylor you know that
24:24let's just stop
24:25fucking around
24:26you know
24:26and do it for real
24:27so we don't keep hurting other people
24:28they don't even know about us
24:29that doesn't matter
24:29it's still messed up
24:30Taylor I want you and me
24:33to have a fresh start
24:34you know free
24:34and clear
24:36and clean
24:36Stephen we've tried before
24:38we've tried a million times
24:39we don't work
24:40it never works
24:41Taylor you are the only girl
24:42I want to be with
24:43I'm telling you
24:45I think I love you
24:46stop
24:46no don't
24:47I can't do this
24:48what are you talking
24:49can you pull over
24:50and let me out of the fucking car
24:52Taylor I need you to listen to me
24:53please
24:53that's all I'm asking for
24:54Stephen please just let me out of the car
24:55we're in the middle of the road Taylor
24:56I don't care
24:57I want to leave
24:58pull over
24:58and let me
25:00out of the fucking car
25:01fine fine
25:02fine
25:02fuck
25:03here
25:04I'm pulling over
25:05okay
25:06Taylor what the fuck
25:12Taylor I told you
25:29I don't want
25:29oh my god
25:32Taylor
25:36I'm really sorry
25:41what happened
25:43were you with him
25:44or you hurt
25:45what happened
25:47I wasn't in the car
25:49okay
25:50we were arguing
25:51I jumped out
25:55and he was trying to come after me
25:56okay
25:57what
26:00what
26:04it's just my fault
26:09no no
26:10no it's not your fault
26:11yes it is
26:13you're with Stephen Conklin
26:15yeah
26:15yeah
26:16is he okay
26:17initial scans show a cracked rib
26:19and a cerebral contusion
26:21cerebral contusion
26:23it's a bruise on the brain
26:24we won't know how serious it is
26:26until the swelling goes down
26:27until then
26:27we'll keep him sedated
26:29so we just wait and see
26:31is that it
26:31there's some paperwork to fill out
26:33and someone will need to make decisions
26:35on his behalf
26:35can that be one of you
26:36I'm his sister
26:37his sister works
26:39okay
26:40um
26:40what kind of decisions do I
26:42it's
26:42it's in the paperwork there
26:44I need to
26:48I need to try my parents again
26:50I couldn't
26:50okay
26:51I will try them
26:52I will do it
26:53I don't know Stephen's fucking insurance
26:56if he's on our parents' insurance
26:57or his job
26:58how am I supposed to know
26:59his fucking blood type
27:00I think
27:01I think I remember Stephen
27:02bragging about being a universal donor
27:05of course
27:06Stephen bragged about anything
27:07okay
27:10O negative
27:12he's O negative
27:13okay
27:14I'm gonna try your parents again
27:16I don't
27:17I think I should
27:18uh
27:19let a few other people know
27:20too
27:21you want me to call Jer
27:23I don't know
27:27an hour ago
27:27I wanted to throw up
27:29thinking about him
27:29but now I just
27:30I just wish he was here
27:34I don't even know what to say
27:36to make me feel bad
27:37I'm gonna be your Jer today
27:43okay
27:44I will track down your parents
27:45I will call Jer's dumbass too
27:47okay
27:48just
27:49just fill out the paperwork
27:51and leave the rest to me
27:52I'm gonna do it
27:53thank you
27:53um
27:54can you call Conrad too
27:56because he just might
27:57understand what
27:59all this means
28:00yeah
28:00I got you
28:00I'm gonna call Conrad
28:01well I'll hop on the next flight
28:07no it's fine
28:08Laurel and John
28:09will probably be here by then
28:10okay
28:11well
28:12tell me what the doctor said exactly
28:14he's kind of a dick
28:16he basically blew us off
28:17we're trying to get updates
28:18but
28:18well maybe I can help
28:19where's he admitted
28:20we're at um
28:21Providence General
28:23but
28:24how
28:25I will figure it out
28:26I just want to do something
28:29hey
28:32how's Belly
28:33she's fine
28:35yeah
28:35okay
28:36yeah
28:37yeah
28:37great
28:37okay
28:38well just keep me updated
28:41okay
28:41yep
28:42will do
28:42alright
28:43Dr. Namazi
28:46excuse me
28:47what's up
28:48a friend of mine was
28:50in a car accident
28:51uh
28:52very close friend
28:53more like family
28:54and
28:55he's at
28:56Providence General
28:57is there any chance
28:58you know
28:58anyone in neurology there
29:00the head of neurology
29:01is a friend of a friend
29:02well his name is
29:03Stephen Conklin
29:03do you think there's
29:04any possible way
29:06that
29:06you could make a call
29:08I'll see what I can do
29:11thank you
29:12do you think
29:13you need to take
29:14the day
29:14uh
29:17no
29:18I'm good
29:19okay
29:21Jera's in the line
29:51Bobby
29:51yeah I know babe
29:53he just wants to be nearby
29:55if we need him
29:56he's not gonna come
29:57try and talk to you
29:57or anything
29:58that's so sweet
30:01why does he have to be so sweet
30:03should I text him
30:05Isabel Conklin
30:10yeah
30:11I'm Dr. Jun Kwan
30:13I head up the neurology team
30:14I'm taking over your brother's case
30:16does that mean he's gotten worse
30:17no
30:18no
30:18it means someone well connected
30:19is looking out for you
30:20I got a call from a colleague
30:23at Stanford
30:23Stephen is sedated and sleeping
30:26he's stable
30:27and I've ordered a CT scan
30:28have you seen him yet
30:30well let's get you back there
30:32we allow two visitors
30:34immediate family only
30:35so
30:35I'll presume this is
30:37Stephen's other sister
30:38follow me
30:39any news on your friend
30:48no
30:49you sure you shouldn't just go out there
30:52I don't even know what I'd do if I did
30:54it's not like I'm a doctor yet
30:55plus we barely talked over the last few years
30:58no cell phones
31:01yeah
31:02how did everything go with those blood draws
31:05good
31:06great
31:06this is mislabeled
31:13oh that's
31:14that's mine
31:15that's my mistake
31:16a mistake that put your patient at risk
31:19I'll fix it right now
31:19you should have gone home
31:20when I gave you the chance
31:21it won't happen again
31:22no it won't
31:23you're done here
31:24you're not ready for this
31:26you're firing me for one mistake
31:30Dr. Namazi please
31:32you may see this as one mistake
31:33but this is about you
31:35not knowing your limits
31:36which makes you a walking liability
31:38my liability
31:39Dr. Namazi
31:40I
31:41no
31:41you can always apply again next year
32:02Steven can I tell you a secret
32:09I've never loved anyone like I love you
32:12do you know how scary that is
32:18I know I act like I don't care
32:25but I just I care so
32:27so much
32:29and I'm always afraid that
32:35it's just a matter of time
32:35before you come to me
32:36and you tell me that I'm not worth it
32:37you're just gonna be like
32:40actually
32:41you're not worth it
32:42so I figured if I just keep pushing you away
32:57and pretend that you don't mean anything to me
33:00then you can't hurt me
33:01and I don't know how to stop doing that
33:06you know the first time we got together
33:18you remember you told me that you were like
33:21you told me that
33:22you wouldn't give up on us
33:24you have no idea
33:28how badly I wanted to believe you
33:30I have good news
33:49the CT scan is clear
33:50the CT scan is clear
33:52what does that mean
33:53the swelling on Stephen's brain has gone down
33:55and we can start weaning him off the sedatives
33:57it'll be a while until he wakes up
33:59we'll let you know when he's ready for visitors
34:01thank you
34:02it's okay
34:06he's gonna be okay
34:07I've just been scared
34:09I'm really sorry to dump this on you
34:19I know you don't think that Stephen and I
34:20should get back together
34:21no I never should have judged you
34:24you're right
34:24I've been all over the place
34:27like not wanting to let go of Stephen
34:30but still keeping Davis around
34:31is this like emotional buffer
34:33it's shitty
34:34and selfish
34:35and Stephen was trying to do the right thing
34:39and I'm just freaked
34:40I think that it made me realize that even though I'm so scared
34:52I'm so scared to lose Stephen again
34:55I'm more scared not to try
34:58no I'm gonna
35:02I'm gonna break up with Davis
35:04whatever you want to do
35:08I support you
35:10how rough do I look right now
35:21do I look hot
35:22I'm not gonna lie to you
35:24I look that bad
35:25just go back to the house
35:30eat something
35:31shower
35:32you heard the doctor
35:35he's not gonna be up for a little while
35:37thanks babe
35:38hey
35:43if you want to get back with Jeremiah
35:49just do it
35:50I never said that
35:52and make him beg
35:52obviously but
35:54don't just throw away everything you guys have had
35:57for the past four years
35:58like not if it's still what you want
36:03okay
36:09we gotta get him
36:24shut up
36:27still not a morning person
36:30huh
36:30my eyes are crispy
36:35can you bring me some of your contact solution
36:38yeah
36:39oh my god
36:50John get in here
36:54oh my god
36:56mom
36:57where were you
36:58belly
36:58I just got your messages
36:59what's going on
37:00Steven was in an accident
37:02is he okay
37:03he's gonna be fine
37:04I've been trying to keep it together
37:07but I
37:08I was so scared
37:10I can't imagine how terrified you must have been
37:15I'm so so sorry
37:17have you been there all alone
37:20no
37:21no
37:21no
37:21um
37:22Taylor's here
37:23and she's been amazing
37:24and
37:25and
37:27Jer's here
37:28he stayed all night
37:29mom
37:31things have been so crazy
37:32listen sweetheart
37:34I'll be there as soon as I can
37:35and um
37:36I'll
37:37I'll
37:37track down your dad
37:38and let him know
37:39I love you so much belly
37:41I love you mommy
37:43what is that
37:45Steven was in a car accident
37:47he's okay
37:48okay
37:48he's gonna be fine
37:49fuck
37:50but belly couldn't reach either of us last night
37:52it's okay
37:52just meet me in the lobby in five
37:54we hadn't seen each other much over the years
38:18and we hadn't been alone together since
38:21that day at the motel
38:23hey
38:24hey
38:25why are you holding a poker
38:34oh
38:35um
38:36I thought you were a burglar
38:38of course you did
38:40where's Jer
38:45he and your dad are on their way to Chamonix
38:48right
38:51aren't you supposed to be meeting them there
38:55yeah my flight got delayed because of the weather
38:57they were trying to rebook me for the 28th
39:00what are you doing here
39:02my mom is on a retreat in the mountains
39:05and Steven's in New York
39:06I was all alone at home
39:08so
39:10you have chocolate all over your face
39:35no I don't
39:36what did you do you just stick your whole head in to save time
39:38shut it
39:40what are you doing
39:42you called I could start a fire
39:44so I think it's maybe a little late for a fire
39:52I think I'm just gonna crash
39:54Merry Christmas belly
39:57it's really good to see you
40:00you too
40:06the next morning
40:16right when I woke up
40:17I had this funny feeling that he had already left
40:20you're okay
40:33oh no leave me alone
40:37are you hurt can you move
40:38I thought you were gone
40:40nope
40:41still here
40:43let me help you up
40:48no no no ow
40:49just
40:50just give me a minute
40:52okay
40:52how bad does it hurt
41:03on a scale from 1 to 10
41:0511
41:06you're such a baby when it comes to pain
41:08no I'm not
41:09I mean that fall you took was no joke
41:13seriously it was like
41:16when animals slip and fall in cartoons on banana peels
41:20you calling me an animal
41:22ow
41:27ow
41:28I'm gonna pick you up
41:32and I'm gonna carry you to the couch
41:33no no no no
41:34just just just
41:35no just I'm too heavy for you
41:37just leave me here
41:38I know I can't bench press my body weight like Jare
41:41but I can pick you up Ellie
41:42ready
41:45okay come on
41:48okay
41:48ow
41:49you're okay
41:51ready
41:52what
41:52ow
41:53watch your legs
41:58ow
42:01you're okay
42:03yeah
42:04that's when I had this sudden thought
42:12a part of me will always love you
42:15we spent the day together
42:28but not together
42:30entertainingly expressive
42:45h-blank-blank-blank-y
42:47hmm
42:48hammy
42:52hammy
42:54falling by a cold river
42:57oh yeah
42:58feel my feet
42:59I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship
43:01she's better off with Laszlo
43:05you're insane
43:07Rick and Elsa are obviously meant for each other
43:09their little love story is nothing
43:12compared to the work that Laszlo was doing for the resistance
43:14oh my god
43:15what
43:17I'm gonna get more firewood
43:18I know you are way too young to be this cynical
43:22yeah
43:23yeah
43:23straight
43:24hey
43:27belly
43:28hey
43:31belly
43:32hey
43:32sorry my reception out here is terrible
43:34I'm on a mountain freezing my balls off
43:36what are you up to
43:36I'm actually in Cousins
43:39I-I got super lonely
43:40so I-I drove up
43:42oh nice
43:42uh did you bring Taylor
43:43no I came by myself
43:46well I wish you were here with me
43:48Comrade's flight got mad stuff
43:50because of the weather
43:50so I'm stuck here with my dad
43:52yeah he uh
43:54he's
43:55what
43:55hello
43:56belly
43:57can you hear me
43:58dear
43:58I-
43:59I can't hear what you're saying
44:00uh
44:00never mind
44:02what
44:03wait uh
44:05I'll try tomorrow
44:06okay
44:06bye both
44:07okay
44:07okay love you
44:09hey I-I would have told Jer that you're here too
44:18don't worry about it
44:18I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins
44:22because there was nothing to tell
44:24nothing happened with Conrad
44:26nothing was ever gonna happen
44:28the next morning Conrad was gone
44:41he left just like I thought he would
44:46no goodbye
44:50just gone like a ghost
44:53Conrad Fisher
45:05the ghost of Christmas past
45:07blackbird on my shoulder
45:11and what difference does it make
45:15when this love is over
45:20shall I sleep within your bed
45:23river of unhappiness
45:29hold your hands upon my head
45:32till I breathe my last breath
45:38oh
45:39oh
45:40oh
45:40oh
45:40oh is me
45:41the last time that you touch me
45:47all will once ever cease
45:50blast me
45:53come in
46:17hey
46:24can you take your shoes off
46:26I'm gonna be here for like a sec
46:27I was just on my way in and
46:29came to rub it in my face that I got fired on day one
46:31no jerk I wanted to see how your friend's doing
46:34yeah he's gonna be okay
46:35thanks
46:36good
46:37all right this is for you
46:39thank you
46:40you're welcome
46:41um
46:43so look um
46:46about yesterday
46:48I mean we all know Namazi's a hard ass
46:52I'm fine
46:52cool
46:54uh that's
46:55actually I was gonna say
46:58that she kind of has a point
47:00oh
47:02I mean look you know I always tell you the truth
47:05right
47:05and the truth is that
47:07you're smart as hell
47:08obviously
47:09but you need to pay more attention to your feelings
47:11excuse me
47:12well you can
47:14deny your emotions all you want
47:17they're not going anywhere
47:18and
47:20as long as you're afraid to face them
47:23they'll run you
47:23not the other way around
47:24hello would have been nice
47:31hello
47:33Stephen
47:37you ready for a visitor
47:38oh yeah
47:39oh you're awake
47:40ow
47:41ow
47:42ow
47:42careful of his ribs
47:43no no break another one why don't you
47:45it's barely cracked you baby
47:47how's uh
47:49how's mom and dad where are they
47:51they're on their way
47:52hey
47:53uh hi
47:58i'm gonna give you two a minute
48:01i'm glad you're alive
48:03you scared the shit out of everyone
48:10you know that
48:11belly was worried to death
48:13i knew you were just being a drama queen
48:14obviously
48:15i was in a coma
48:16so
48:18yeah but
48:19medically induced
48:21huh
48:22Stephen i'm joking
48:27i was worried about you too
48:29obviously
48:30yeah yeah you know i've been thinking a lot about what you said since i woke up
48:33you know before the crash
48:35me too
48:35and you were right
48:36you and me we don't work
48:40what
48:43if we
48:48never ran into each other that day in new york
48:51we would have just gone about our lives and been fine so let's just pretend we didn't
48:55i've never been able to think clearly when it comes to you tay
49:03i couldn't let you go
49:07you know i love a challenge but
49:11this is a wake-up call
49:16you were right
49:19you and me we don't work
49:21good
49:26then we're on the same page
49:28yeah yeah finally
49:30i'm gonna go find belly
49:31first loves are important
49:44conrad was mine
49:46for the rest of my life i would think of him fondly
49:49the way you do your first pet
49:51the first car you drove
49:53but they're not as important as lasts
49:57steven's gonna be okay
50:11thank god
50:13do you wanna get some air
50:20yeah yeah i would love that
50:24i was
50:30i am so mad at you
50:33and you have every right to be
50:35i'm sorry for what i did to you and i'm sorry i didn't tell you sooner
50:39i'm sorry you found out the worst way possible
50:42i know it's gonna take a lot of work for you to even begin to trust me again but i'm willing to do whatever it takes if you let me
50:50i'm sorry too
50:55sorry for what
50:59i'm sorry for everything leading up to that fight
51:04and to cabo
51:07i can see how you thought we were broken up
51:13you can
51:15yeah but i i don't understand how you could just
51:20move on to somebody else so easily
51:22i mean i could barely function
51:25how were you okay enough to have sex with someone
51:27no belly i was completely numb that whole week
51:30i didn't even feel like i was there when lacy and i
51:33when we had sex
51:35after i i just sat in the shower
51:39and cried for i don't i don't even know how long
51:42i was just thinking how could i deserve you
51:45after that
51:46maybe we
51:51shouldn't let one mistake erase all these years
51:56i mean
51:58if we both believe that what we have
52:02is bigger than our mistakes then
52:05maybe we can just start over
52:09i want that
52:11bells i want that so much
52:13you can't ever hurt me like that again
52:17i promise
52:19i promise
52:24i don't want to mess this up again
52:39we won't
52:42after stephen i get it now
52:46life's too short
52:48not to spend it with the person that you love
52:51i want to be with you always
52:54no matter what
52:55i just can't imagine my life without you
52:59me either
53:01elliot's always been our story
53:03yours
53:04and mine
53:05nobody else's
53:06what are you thinking
53:12it's the future
53:15it's just crazy
53:16i don't know what say it
53:17would you
53:22yes
53:22you don't even know what i'm about to say
53:25try me
53:28isabel conklin
53:34will you marry me
53:37yes
53:39yeah i'll marry you
53:41i love you
53:52i love you
53:54i love you
53:55i love you
53:58forever
54:01forever and a day
54:04forever and a day
54:07forever and a day
54:13i bet we already knew our names before we met each other
54:24i bet we've sailed the milky way walked on the sun together
54:30how could i forget those emerald eyes
54:37they took me by surprise but suddenly i missed your face i knew that smile from miles away
54:47i knew that i have loved you
54:50forever and a day
54:54forever and a day
54:58a day
55:01in all my lives i'm waiting every time to hear you say
55:10i'm yours
55:12forever and a day
55:13forever and a day
55:15i don't believe in destiny
55:32but i might have to stay
55:39your melodies
55:42they're changing me
55:45i'm yours forever
55:51you
55:53you
55:57you
55:59you
56:02you
56:32you
56:37you
56:40you
56:44you
56:45you
56:55you
56:59you
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