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00:00Previously on The Summer I Turned Pretty, I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.
00:21Now here we are.
00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.
00:25I got off the waitlist for study abroad.
00:26Paris.
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?
00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.
00:33I went to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:35I'm not graduating.
00:36We keep coming back to each other. It feels like it's never really over.
00:39I got that summer clinic job.
00:41Have you ever been in love?
00:42Once.
00:43So what was her name?
00:44Belly.
00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:46Hey, Jer. Look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.
00:51Oh, it happens in Cabo's days in Cabo.
00:54Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:56Shit.
00:57It happened when we were on a break.
00:58It didn't mean anything to me.
00:59It means something to me!
01:00I swear to you!
01:01You ruined everything!
01:03Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
01:10I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were so screwed.
01:30Fine.
01:31You are no fun.
01:33Hmm.
01:34Hmm.
01:35Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:47I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in Philly, so...
01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins and I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
01:59Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad. I just saw him last weekend.
02:03Did something happen with you guys? You've been kinda moody since then.
02:08Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave? No.
02:12Hey, okay, that's... that's not fair. I just... I think you're being a little bit selfish.
02:19Okay, sorry. Can you just stop riding me? If you wanna come to Cabo, then just come.
02:23No, I don't wanna crash your boys trip.
02:25It's not just boys. The sororities are going too.
02:28Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.
02:31Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest or whatever it is that you're picturing.
02:36It's not that. Then what is it? What is wrong with you right now?
02:39You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:41Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:43When did I ever say that?
02:45You don't have to. I can feel you judging us.
02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.
02:50Sorry if I wanna have a little fun at spring break, and I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever going to med school like Conrad.
02:55Oh, my God! What? Please... please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
03:00I wonder where that came from.
03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
03:05Wow.
03:07Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:10Fuck it. I won't waste your time.
03:12You're being ridiculous right now.
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous, and I'm sick of it. So let's just end it.
03:17Are you serious?
03:18Yes. I'm serious.
03:19Okay, fine. If that's how you feel.
03:21It is.
03:22Great. Okay, awesome. Bye.
03:23Bye.
03:26I went home for spring break, and we still hadn't talked.
03:30I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:36Haven't you also not texted him?
03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crushed my interview.
03:48I'm too depressed.
03:49Stop looking at Instagram.
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:54Just like...
03:56Okay, I'm heading out!
03:57Bye, Mom!
03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
04:02I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
04:05Just stop obsessing.
04:06You wanna know what's going on, why don't you ask him?
04:09Yeah, but he's the one who...
04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.
04:12Guys are like dogs.
04:13They hide when they've screwed up,
04:15and even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
04:18You know he feels bad about it.
04:20Like, it's Jer.
04:21You're his oxygen.
04:22He can't breathe without you.
04:29I really thought Taylor was right.
04:31So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:36Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:38I mean, you pick a fight, walk out the door,
04:40and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:42I'm a total asshole, Billy.
04:44I fucked up, and I fucked up really bad.
04:46Hey, no, it's okay.
04:50No.
04:51No, it's not.
04:53I had a shitty week, and I took it out on you.
04:56I'm just sorry.
04:58I'm sorry, Billy.
04:59Look, I mean...
05:00We had a fight.
05:03It's not the end of the world.
05:07What does this mean?
05:09Does this mean you wanna get back together?
05:12We never stopped being together.
05:19Billy, when I was in Cabo,
05:22I-I thought...
05:24I just thought we were...
05:34I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:39You could never lose me.
05:41I got you this.
05:52I was just on the beach, and I was just thinking about you.
05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again, but...
05:58It's really stupid, and you don't have to wear it.
06:00No.
06:01I love it.
06:06I love you.
06:07It's worth this.
06:10Mm-mm.
06:11I love you.
06:12Mm.
06:13No.
06:16It's worth this.
06:18Worth this.
06:48Taylor's here.
06:52I'm asleep.
06:53Got it.
06:59She's asleep.
07:00Okay, I just want to talk to her.
07:02I think she should rest right now.
07:04Okay, fine.
07:06This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon,
07:09the way she likes it.
07:10Just make sure she eats something.
07:12Okay.
07:13Bye.
07:18Ellie, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
07:24You know I would have killed them both for you.
07:26Okay?
07:27Please just call me back.
07:28Like, just call me back.
07:31Uh, no, I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
07:34Please, just tell me how she is.
07:35I don't know.
07:36She won't talk to me either.
07:37Your side chick is in my sorority,
07:39so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
07:41Taylor, please hear me out.
07:42No, I have always been on your side.
07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now
07:46to find out that you're the scummy little fucking hot tub cheater.
07:48It's insane.
07:49I didn't cheat.
07:50We were on a break.
07:51No, that's bullshit.
07:52You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:55You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:58And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet
08:01to make it up to her.
08:02Like, what are you doing?
08:03What are you thinking?
08:04What?
08:05You're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:06Excuse me?
08:07You heard me.
08:08How are Davis and Mia?
08:10Don't turn it around on me.
08:12You were supposed to be the ideal.
08:14You were supposed to deserve her.
08:16But you don't.
08:17And you probably never did.
08:21Can you get out of here?
08:33Hey, this is Taylor.
08:34Leave a message.
08:38Adam called you in for this meeting too, huh?
08:40Yep.
08:41Yeah.
08:42Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:44Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
08:47Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:50Yep.
08:51Yep.
08:52Yep.
08:53Yeah.
08:54Yeah.
08:55So you saw at Starrcadex?
08:56Starrcadex?
08:57Like, like, the gaming startup?
08:59Oh, my God.
09:00I knew you were a gamer.
09:01Jesus, would be a bigger nerd cliche, please.
09:02Wait, no.
09:03No, relax.
09:04All right, I used to program that shit.
09:06Computer engineering at Princeton?
09:07Right.
09:08Remember?
09:09Yes.
09:10How could I forget?
09:11It is in your email signature.
09:13Mm-hmm.
09:14Look, just do me a favor, all right?
09:15Read the dossier, and then call your girlfriend.
09:19Okay?
09:20Yeah.
09:21Well, I actually, um, I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
09:25That was, uh, that was my ex.
09:27Well, ex?
09:28Ex?
09:29Oh, my God.
09:30No, no, no.
09:31Stop.
09:32Immediately, no.
09:33No personal stuff, all right?
09:34The coworker who's gonna be invested in your little dramas.
09:37I don't care.
09:38Yeah.
09:41All right, um, Starrcadex?
09:44Every VC shop is gonna try to move on this company, all right?
09:47So we really need to be on the ball with us.
09:48Copy.
09:49Copy.
09:50Got you.
09:52You're welcome.
10:22you just have to make it to the library one thing at a time yeah but everything
10:38leads to him like i i can't just study i also have to call and quit my summer job because
10:48obviously i'm not going to be in cousins because jeremiah and then i have to figure out how to
10:55tell my mom that i can't bring myself to go to susanna's memorial because again jeremiah
11:00and i might never even go to the summer house again because of fucking jeremiah so
11:06okay one thing at a time it's not going to work for you no no nothing's going to work because
11:10everything is oh my god hey you're gonna be okay i'll meet you after a study group
11:21it's not just lacy i can't avoid i see jeremiah everywhere
11:27even when he isn't really there
11:33hoping life brings you no new pain
11:39i rearrange my memories i try to rewrite my life but no matter how i try to
11:52and no matter how i want to
12:02and no matter how easy things could be if i did
12:09and no matter how guilty i still feel saying it
12:16and no matter how guilty i still feel saying it
12:44so i just need to not be here
12:50hi mom hi um quick question can you send me my birth certificate overnight if possible
13:06hello to you too my loving daughter i'm fine thanks for asking how are you sorry how are you mom
13:12i had an extremely dull conference which means i am nowhere near your birth certificate
13:18what do you need it for anyway a passport i found out i got off the wait list for paris
13:24that's fantastic honey congratulations
13:30how's jr taking it i know he'll miss you but he must be so proud
13:34yeah um mom i gotta go okay love you
13:44bro you're tweaking you need to
13:48have a little out try something that i got may help ease the pain
13:54i just lost the most important person in my life
13:56sorry if i don't have the energy to be alive
13:58oh you don't think i know about breakups i know about breakups
14:00you saw me after sean
14:02you two were together for two seconds red bird
14:04felt like something to me
14:06i can't believe i fucked it up this bad
14:08dude i i i dig your girl
14:10i really do and i say this with love
14:12but you two were broken up
14:14right and you were wasted as hell
14:16and lacy was all over your shit
14:18bro it's not an excuse
14:20i should have told her as soon as i got back
14:22well yeah
14:24yeah probably
14:26yeah
14:32yeah
14:34belly's been
14:36the center of my world
14:38since i lost my mom
14:42she's everything to me
14:44and losing her feels like
14:48it feels like i'm losing
14:52the best part of myself
14:54The best part of myself.
14:56That's beautiful, man.
15:02So fight for her.
15:04Stop saying you're sorry.
15:05Find a way to show her.
15:09Make it sound so easy.
15:11I don't think it's supposed to be.
15:17I just can't believe it.
15:18He acts so devoted, but he's just as shady as the rest.
15:22I swear, if he comes to our dorm, it's on site.
15:25Don't smile, please.
15:27That won't be a problem.
15:28It kind of sucks you're not leaving for Paris tomorrow.
15:32Do you think I'm being too hard on him?
15:34Look, if you really thought you were broken up,
15:40technically it's not cheating,
15:41but to keep it a secret,
15:44that tells me he knew what he did was wrong,
15:46and he chose to keep it from you.
15:48That's the part I can't get over.
15:51What Annika didn't know was that
15:54I had a secret, too.
15:57It was the day after Christmas last year.
16:00My mom was at a writer's retreat.
16:02Steven was visiting friends.
16:03Jer was going skiing with his dad and Conrad.
16:06I figured, why be home alone
16:08when I could be at my favorite place in the world?
16:11So I borrowed Steven's car and went to Cousins.
16:13Oh, shit.
16:22Shit, shit, shit.
16:24Oh, my God.
16:25Okay, what would Kevin do?
16:26What would Kevin do?
16:28Okay.
16:29Okay.
16:29Steven, open up.
16:44It's me.
16:50Billy.
16:51You okay?
16:52Yeah, yeah, sorry.
16:55Just the flash got to me.
16:57Okay.
16:58Next.
17:11Billy.
17:12No, please don't leave.
17:13I made the biggest mistake of my life.
17:15Please just talk to me.
17:18Look, I'll tell you anything.
17:20I'll tell you anything.
17:20I just don't want any more secrets between us.
17:24Okay.
17:29How did it happen?
17:32Look, I was really sad.
17:33I was drunk.
17:36She was just there.
17:40How many times?
17:46Twice.
17:47Cher, how could you do this to me?
17:51Billy, please.
17:52I know I don't deserve you, but I love you more than anyone else in the world, and it kills
17:57me to see you hurting, and I would do anything to take it back.
17:59Just stop.
18:00You can't undo what you did.
18:02Billy, please.
18:04I'm sorry.
18:05I'm so sorry.
18:05I've never loved anyone but you.
18:08I love him, too.
18:09And I want to forgive him.
18:12I just don't know how.
18:16You were supposed to be the one person who would never hurt me.
18:21And are you the person who hurt me the most?
18:23Laurel.
18:35Elliot.
18:36Hey.
18:36Hey.
18:38Oh, fancy books you got there.
18:40Oh, yeah.
18:40You know, well, I've already read the Moncrief translation twice, so...
18:43As one does.
18:44Yeah.
18:45Yeah, I've decided it's the year that I finally read A La Recherche du Temps Perdue in the
18:51original French.
18:52Go for it.
18:53Live on the edge.
18:55You know, um, you and I, we could start our own book group if, uh, if you're interested.
19:01Ah, unfortunately, Professor Park dropped out of French her first year of college.
19:05John?
19:06What are you doing here?
19:07Open up a word with you.
19:09In private.
19:10Professor.
19:11Okay.
19:13See you later, Elliot.
19:14Uh, sure.
19:16Yeah.
19:16Um, I'll be at the, uh, Flaubert Symposium if you want to drop by.
19:20Okay.
19:21Sounds great.
19:22Okay.
19:26What was that?
19:27So, TAs are allowed to flirt with professors now?
19:29He's an adjunct, and maybe I was flirting back.
19:32Well, then I was doing him a favor.
19:34You'd have eaten him alive in, well, five minutes.
19:36What's a history professor doing at a lit conference anyway?
19:39Researching potential crossover courses.
19:41Our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again.
19:44And a lit conference is definitely the way to do that.
19:48Shoot me, Dad.
19:49Please make your way in the ballroom B for tropes of old English epic poetry.
19:58That sounds...
19:59Worrying as shit.
20:00Yeah.
20:02Okay.
20:06New plan.
20:07We find somewhere to drink this.
20:08Steal a wine opener.
20:08I can't do that.
20:10Oh, you're right.
20:26Okay.
20:27Welcome to day one.
20:29By the end of the summer, I expect half of you will still be here.
20:33Don't piss me off, and we'll be fine.
20:37Okay.
20:38First patient.
20:39We have a 15-year-old boy, came in following a seizure.
20:43Any thoughts on what might be going on?
20:44Wow.
20:46I want to start off with our first years.
20:48What do you say?
20:49Well...
20:49Could be puberty hormones.
20:54He's 15.
20:55Could also...
20:55He's also recovering from the flu, and fevers are the most common cause of seizures at his age.
21:00Very good.
21:01They also gave him nausea meds at the ER, and that does increase risk.
21:04Good catch.
21:06Sometimes it's just the obvious answer.
21:08Absolutely.
21:09Thank you, Dr. Namazi.
21:10I'll keep that in mind.
21:11Okay.
21:12Next patient.
21:14Are you trying to make me the med student that gets cut on day one?
21:17I'm sure it's just a mess.
21:18It's fine.
21:19I'll take that.
21:19I'll make it up in the next one.
21:21Look, I know that climbing up Namazi's ass is just a coping mechanism for your all-consuming
21:24love for your brother's girlfriend.
21:26Why did I tell you that?
21:27Because you were, like, yearning to.
21:29Or whatever.
21:31Safest place to hang out at an academic conference is in the hotel gym.
21:36Nice!
21:37Give me your phone.
21:38Mine's dead, and I want to call the kids.
21:40It's in my room.
21:41Also, the kids are fine.
21:42Also, you're upside down.
21:44Yes.
21:44Yes, I am.
21:47What are you doing?
21:51Getting some things off my chest.
21:53Why did I ask?
21:55You know, even though our marriage went to shit, we ended up being pretty good co-parents.
22:02Yes, we did.
22:07Oh, my God.
22:08I just remembered.
22:10Belly called me today to say she is studying abroad next semester in Paris.
22:15Oh, do you know how the Parisian police found Quasimodo?
22:20They followed a hunch.
22:23Please never tell that joke again.
22:25You used to love my jokes.
22:27You used to laugh so hard, beer would come out your nose.
22:29In fact, wasn't that why you slept with me on our first date?
22:31I was fake laughing, and I planned to sleep with you all along.
22:37You did?
22:40Mind if I work in?
22:42Uh, no.
22:43It's all yours.
22:43No, we're done here.
22:44Appreciate it.
22:44Why are you here?
23:01What are you?
23:02You haven't responded to my text all day.
23:04It's finals.
23:05It's a stressful time.
23:07Hey, are you okay?
23:08What's wrong?
23:08I'm hungry.
23:12Okay, then let's just grab some food.
23:15Come on, get in.
23:19Okay.
23:20So, uh, where do you want to go eat?
23:42I don't know.
23:49What?
23:50Uh, I broke up with Mia.
24:02I hope you didn't do that for me.
24:04What?
24:07Uh, sorry.
24:10I just, I thought you'd be happy that I just wanted to be with you.
24:14Even after the other night, sleeping over.
24:16Steven, I, you're wrong.
24:18And I've told you before.
24:19I just want this to be casual.
24:20Okay, it's never casual with you and me.
24:23Taylor, you know that.
24:24Oh, my God.
24:24Let's just stop fucking around, you know, and do it for real so we don't keep hurting other people.
24:28They don't even know about us.
24:29That doesn't matter.
24:29It's still messed up.
24:30Taylor, I want you and me to have a fresh start, you know, free and clear and clean.
24:36Steven, we've tried before.
24:38We've tried a million times.
24:39We weren't kids then.
24:39We don't work.
24:40It never works.
24:41Taylor, you are the only girl I want to be with.
24:44I'm telling you.
24:45I think I love you.
24:46Stop.
24:46No, don't.
24:47I, I, I can't do this.
24:48What are you talking?
24:49Can you just pull over and let me out of the fucking car?
24:51Taylor, no.
24:52Taylor, I need you to listen to me.
24:53Please.
24:53That's all I'm asking for.
24:54Steven, please just let me out of the car.
24:55We're in the middle of the road, Taylor.
24:56I'm not doing that.
24:57I want to leave.
24:58Pull over and let me out of the fucking car.
25:01Fine, fine, fine, fuck.
25:04Here, I'm pulling over, okay?
25:11Taylor, what the fuck?
25:27Taylor, I told you, I don't want.
25:31Oh, my God.
25:36Taylor.
25:37Hi.
25:40I'm really sorry.
25:42What happened?
25:43Were you with him or you were hurt?
25:46What happened?
25:48I wasn't in the car.
25:49Okay.
25:50We were arguing.
25:53I jumped out and he was trying to come after me.
25:56Okay.
26:00What?
26:07It's just my fault.
26:09No, no, no, it's not your fault.
26:12Yes, it is.
26:14You're with Steven Conklin?
26:15Yeah, yeah.
26:16Is he okay?
26:18Initial scans show a cracked rib and a cerebral contusion.
26:22Cerebral contusion?
26:23It's a bruise on the brain.
26:24We won't know how serious it is until the swelling goes down.
26:27Until then, we'll keep him sedated.
26:30So we just wait and see?
26:31Is that it?
26:31There's some paperwork to fill out and someone will need to make decisions on his behalf.
26:35Can that be one of you?
26:37I'm his sister.
26:38His sister works.
26:39Okay.
26:40Um, what kind of decisions do I...
26:42It's in the paperwork there.
26:46Uh-huh.
26:47I need to try my parents again.
26:50I couldn't...
26:50Okay, I will try them.
26:52I will do it.
26:53I don't know Steven's fucking insurance, if he's on our parents' insurance or his job.
26:58How am I supposed to know his fucking blood type?
27:01I think...
27:01I think I remember Steven bragging about being a universal donor.
27:05Of course, Steven bragged about anything.
27:07Okay, O-negative.
27:12He's O-negative.
27:14Okay.
27:15I'm going to try your parents again.
27:16Okay.
27:17I don't...
27:17I think I should, uh, let a few other people know what to...
27:22Do you want me to call Jer?
27:25I don't know an hour ago I wanted to throw up thinking about him, but now I just...
27:32I just wish he was here.
27:35Do you know what to say to make me feel better?
27:41I'm going to be your Jer today.
27:44Okay, we'll track down your parents.
27:46I will call Jer's dumbass, too.
27:48Okay?
27:48Just...
27:49Just fill out the paperwork and leave the rest to me.
27:52I'm going to do it.
27:54Um, can you call, uh, Conrad, too?
27:56Because he just might understand what all this means.
28:00I got you.
28:00I'm going to call Conrad.
28:02Well, I'll hop on the next flight.
28:08No, it's fine.
28:09Laurel and John will probably be here by then.
28:10Okay.
28:12Well, tell me what the doctor said exactly.
28:15Uh, he's kind of a dick.
28:16He basically blew us off.
28:17We're trying to get updates, but...
28:19Well, maybe I can help.
28:19Where's he admitted?
28:21We're at, um, Providence General.
28:23But how?
28:25I will figure it out.
28:28I just want to do something.
28:29Hey, how's Belly?
28:34She's fine.
28:35Yeah?
28:35Okay.
28:36Yeah?
28:37Yeah.
28:37Great.
28:38Okay.
28:40Well, just keep me updated, okay?
28:41Yeah, will do.
28:42All right.
28:45Dr. Namazi?
28:47Excuse me?
28:48What's up?
28:48A friend of mine was in a car accident.
28:52Uh, very close friend, more like family.
28:54And he's at Providence General.
28:57Is there any chance you know anyone in neurology there?
29:00The head of neurology is a friend of a friend.
29:02Well, his name is Stephen Conklin.
29:04Do you think there's any possible way that you could make a call?
29:07I'll see what I can do.
29:13Do you think you need to take the date?
29:17Uh, no.
29:19I'm good.
29:20Okay.
29:21Okay.
29:37Jayra's in the lobby.
29:52Yeah, I know, babe.
29:54He just wants to be nearby if we need him.
29:56He's not going to come try and talk to you or anything.
29:59That's so sweet.
30:01Why does he have to be so sweet?
30:04Should I text him?
30:05Isabel Conklin?
30:12I'm Dr. Joon Kwon.
30:13I head up the neurology team.
30:14I'm taking over your brother's case.
30:16Does that mean he's gotten worse?
30:17No, it means someone well-connected is looking out for you.
30:21I got a call from a colleague at Stanford.
30:25Stephen is sedated and sleeping.
30:26He's stable, and I've ordered a CT scan.
30:29Have you seen him yet?
30:31Well, let's get you back there.
30:32We allow two visitors, immediate family only,
30:35so I'll presume this is Stephen's other sister.
30:38Follow me.
30:47Any news on your friend?
30:49No.
30:51You sure you shouldn't just go out there?
30:52I don't even know what I'd do if I did.
30:54It's not like I'm a doctor yet.
30:56Plus, we barely talked over the last few years.
31:00No cell phones?
31:02Yeah.
31:03How did everything go with those blood draws?
31:05Good.
31:06Great.
31:11This is mislabeled.
31:14Oh, that's, uh, that's mine.
31:16That's my mistake.
31:17A mistake that put your patient at risk.
31:19I'll fix it right now.
31:20You should have gone home when I gave you the chance.
31:21It won't happen again.
31:22No, it won't.
31:24You're done here.
31:25You're not ready for this.
31:28You're firing me for one mistake?
31:30Dr. Namazi, please, I didn't...
31:32You may see this as one mistake,
31:34but this is about you not knowing your limits,
31:36which makes you a walking liability,
31:38my liability.
31:39Dr. Namazi, I...
31:41I know.
31:42You can always apply again next year.
31:44Scruggers to OR4.
31:46Scruggers to OR4.
31:48He starts taking...
31:49Steven, can I tell you a secret?
32:10I've never loved anyone like I love you.
32:16Do you know how scary that is?
32:18I know I act like I don't care,
32:26but I just, I care so, so much.
32:33And I'm always afraid that it's just a matter of time
32:35before you come to me and you tell me
32:36that I'm not worth it.
32:38You're just gonna be like,
32:40actually, you're not worth it.
32:42So I figured if I just keep pushing you away
32:57and pretend that you don't mean anything to me,
33:00then you can't hurt me.
33:01And I don't know how to stop doing that.
33:06You know, the first time we got together,
33:19you remember you told me that you were like...
33:21You told me that you wouldn't give up on us.
33:27You have no idea how badly I wanted to believe you.
33:30I have good news.
33:49The CT scan is clear.
33:50The CT scan is clear?
33:52What does that mean?
33:53The swelling on Steven's brain has gone down,
33:55and we can start weaning him off the sedatives.
33:57It'll be a while until he wakes up.
33:59We'll let you know when he's ready for visitors.
34:05It's okay.
34:06He's gonna be okay.
34:08I've just been scared.
34:17I'm really sorry to dump this on you.
34:19I know you don't think that's even a match
34:20to get back together.
34:21No, I never should have judged you.
34:24But you're right.
34:25I've been all over the place.
34:28Like, not wanting to let go of Steven,
34:30but still keeping Davis around
34:31is this, like, emotional buffer.
34:33It's shitty and selfish.
34:37And Steven was trying to do the right thing,
34:39and I'm just freaked.
34:41But all this...
34:43It's like...
34:43I think...
34:49I think that it made me realize that
34:51even though I'm so scared...
34:53I'm so scared to lose Steven again.
34:55I'm more scared not to try.
35:02I'm gonna...
35:03I'm gonna break up with Davis.
35:07Whatever you want to do,
35:08I support you.
35:09All right, how rough do I look right now?
35:21Do I look hot?
35:23I'm not gonna lie to you.
35:24I look that bad.
35:25Just go back to the house.
35:30Eat something.
35:31Shower.
35:34You heard the doctor.
35:35He's not gonna be up for a little while.
35:37Okay.
35:37Thanks, babe.
35:38Hey, babe.
35:47If you want to get back with Jeremiah,
35:49just do it.
35:51I never said that.
35:52And make him beg, obviously,
35:53but don't just throw away everything
35:56you guys have had for the past four years.
36:02Like, not if it's still what you want.
36:03We gotta get up.
36:26Shut up.
36:28Still not a morning person, huh?
36:30Oh, my eyes are crispy.
36:36Can you bring me some of your contact solution?
36:38Yeah.
36:50Oh, my God.
36:53John, get in here.
36:55Oh, my God.
36:56Mom, where were you?
36:58Belly, I just got your messages.
36:59What's going on?
37:01Steven was in an accident.
37:02Is he okay?
37:03He's gonna be fine.
37:06I've been trying to keep it together,
37:07but I was so scared.
37:11Oh, man.
37:12Shut up.
37:13I can't imagine how terrified you must have been.
37:16I'm so, so sorry.
37:18Have you been there all alone?
37:20No, no.
37:21Um, Taylor's here, and she's been amazing, and Jare's here.
37:28He stayed all night.
37:30Mom, things have been so crazy.
37:33Listen, sweetheart.
37:34I'll be there as soon as I can, and, um, I'll track down your dad and let him know.
37:40I love you so much, Belly.
37:42I love you, Mommy.
37:46Steve was in a car accident?
37:47He's okay.
37:48Okay.
37:48He's gonna be fine.
37:49Fuck.
37:50But Belly couldn't reach either of us last minute.
37:52It's okay.
37:52We just meet me in the lobby in five.
38:16We hadn't seen each other much over the years,
38:19and we hadn't been alone together since...
38:21Hey.
38:21That day at the motel.
38:24Hey.
38:25Hey.
38:32Why are you holding a poker?
38:35Oh.
38:36Um, I thought you were a burglar.
38:39Of course you did.
38:45Where's Jare?
38:46He and your dad are on their way to Chamonix.
38:51Right.
38:53Aren't you supposed to be meeting them there?
38:55Yeah, my flight got delayed because of the weather.
38:58They were trying to rebook me for the 28th.
39:00Hmm.
39:01What are you doing here?
39:02My mom is on a retreat in the mountains and Stephen's in New York.
39:07I was all alone at home.
39:09So...
39:10You have chocolate all over your face.
39:23No, I don't.
39:36What did you do?
39:37You just stick your whole head in to save time?
39:38Shut it.
39:40What are you doing?
39:42You called?
39:43I could start a fire.
39:50See, I think it's maybe a little late for a fire.
39:53I think I'm just going to crash.
39:56Merry Christmas, Belly.
39:59It's really good to see you.
40:00You too.
40:15The next morning, right when I woke up,
40:17I had this funny feeling that he had already left.
40:23Ow!
40:24Ow!
40:25You okay?
40:34Oh, no.
40:36Leave me alone.
40:37Are you hurt?
40:37Can you move?
40:39I thought you were gone.
40:41Nope.
40:42Still here.
40:44Ow!
40:47Let me help you out.
40:48No, no, no.
40:49Ow!
40:50Just...
40:50Just give me a minute.
40:52Okay.
40:53Uh...
40:54How bad does it hurt on a scale from 1 to 10?
41:0511.
41:06You're such a baby when it comes to pain.
41:08No, I'm not.
41:11I mean, that fall you took was no joke.
41:15Seriously, it was like
41:16when animals slip and fall in cartoons on banana peels.
41:21You calling me an animal?
41:22I'm going to pick you up, and I'm going to carry you to the couch.
41:33No, no, no, no.
41:34Just...
41:34Just...
41:35Just...
41:35No.
41:36Just...
41:36I'm too heavy for you.
41:37Just leave me here.
41:38I know I can't bench press my body weight like Jared,
41:41but I can pick you up, Ellie.
41:44Ready?
41:45Okay, come on.
41:48Okay.
41:49Ow!
41:50You're okay.
41:51Ready?
41:52What?
41:53Ow!
41:54Watch your legs.
42:01Ow.
42:02You're okay.
42:03Yeah.
42:04Ow.
42:04That's when I had this sudden thought.
42:13A part of me will always love you.
42:26We spent the day together, but not together.
42:30Oh, to see without my eyes
42:35The first time that you'll kiss me
42:40Boundless by the time I...
42:43Entertainingly expressive
42:45H-blank-blank-blank-Y
42:47Hmm.
42:50That's one.
42:51Hammy.
42:53Hammy?
42:54I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship.
43:04She's better off with Laszlo.
43:06You're insane.
43:08Rick and Elsa are obviously meant for each other.
43:10Their little love story is nothing
43:12compared to the work that Laszlo was doing for the Resistance.
43:15Oh, my God.
43:16What?
43:17I'm gonna get more firewood.
43:20You know, you are way too young to be this cynical.
43:22Yeah, yeah.
43:24It's strange.
43:31Hey.
43:32Belly.
43:32Hey, sorry.
43:33My reception out here is terrible.
43:34I'm on a mountain freezing my balls off.
43:36What are you up to?
43:37I'm actually in Cousins.
43:39I got super lonely, so I drove up.
43:42Oh, nice.
43:43Did you bring Taylor?
43:44No, I came by myself.
43:47Well, I wish you were here with me.
43:48Conrad's flight got mad stuff because of the weather,
43:50so I'm stuck here with my dad.
43:52Yeah, he, um, he's...
43:54What?
43:56Hello?
43:56Belly.
43:57Can you hear me?
43:58Jer, I...
43:59I can't hear what you're saying.
44:00Uh, never mind.
44:02What?
44:04Wait, uh, I'll be sure to you tomorrow.
44:06Okay.
44:06Bye, Bells.
44:07Okay.
44:08Okay, love you.
44:14Hey, I...
44:15I would have told Jer that you're here, too.
44:18Don't worry about it.
44:19I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins,
44:22because there was nothing to tell.
44:25Nothing happened with Conrad.
44:27Nothing was ever gonna happen.
44:28The next morning, Conrad was gone.
44:44He left just like I thought he would.
44:49No goodbye.
44:51Just gone like a ghost.
44:53Conrad Fisher,
45:05The Ghost of Christmas Past.
45:07Blackbird on my shoulder
45:11And what difference does it make
45:15When this love is over
45:20Shall I sleep within your bed
45:23River of unhappiness
45:29Hold your hands upon my head
45:32Till I breathe my last breath
45:38Oh, oh, oh, oh, is me
45:41The last time that you touch me
45:47Fall will once ever cease
45:50Blast and be the mystery of love
45:57Come in.
46:24Hey.
46:25Can you take your shoes off?
46:26I'm gonna be here for like a sec
46:27I was just on my way in and
46:29Came to rub it in my face
46:30Did I get fired on day one?
46:32No, jerk.
46:32I wanted to see how your friend's doing.
46:34Yeah, he's gonna be okay.
46:36Thanks.
46:37Good.
46:38This is for you.
46:41You're welcome.
46:43Um
46:43So look, um
46:46About yesterday
46:48I mean, we all know Namazi's a hard ass
46:52I'm fine.
46:52Cool.
46:55Uh, that's
46:55Actually, I was gonna say
46:58That she kind of has a point
47:00Oh.
47:03I mean, look, you know I always tell you the truth, right?
47:05And the truth is that
47:07You're smart as hell
47:08Obviously
47:09But you need to pay more attention to your feelings
47:11Excuse me?
47:12Well, you can
47:14Deny your emotions all you want
47:17They're not going anywhere
47:18And
47:20As long as you're afraid to face them
47:23They'll run you
47:23Not the other way around
47:24Hello
47:30Would have been nice
47:31Hello
47:33Steven, you ready for a visitor?
47:38Oh, yeah
47:39Oh, you're awake
47:40Ow, ow, ow
47:42Careful of his ribs
47:43No, no, break another one
47:45Why don't you?
47:46It's barely cracked, you baby
47:47How's, uh
47:49How's mom and dad?
47:51Where are they?
47:52They're on their way
47:52Hey
47:53Uh, hi
47:58I'm gonna give you two a minute
48:01I'm glad you're alive
48:03You scared the shit out of everyone
48:10You know that?
48:12Belly was worried to death
48:13I knew you were just being a drama queen
48:14Obviously
48:15I was in a coma
48:17So
48:18Yeah, but
48:19Medically induced
48:21Huh
48:22Steven, I'm joking
48:27I was worried about you too
48:29Obviously
48:30Yeah, yeah
48:30You know, I've been thinking a lot
48:32About what you said
48:32Since I woke up
48:33You know, before the crash
48:35Me too
48:35And you were right
48:36You and me
48:40We don't work
48:40What?
48:47If we
48:48Never ran into each other
48:50That day in New York
48:51We would have just gone
48:52About our lives
48:52And been fine
48:53So let's just pretend
48:55We didn't
48:56I've never been able
49:01To think earlier
49:02When it comes to you, Ty
49:03I couldn't let you go
49:07You know I love a challenge
49:11But
49:11This is a wake-up call
49:16You were right
49:19You and me
49:21We don't work
49:21Good
49:26Then we're on the same page
49:28Yeah, yeah, finally
49:30I'm gonna go find Belly
49:31First loves are important
49:44First loves are important
49:44Conrad was mine
49:46For the rest of my life
49:48I would think of him fondly
49:49The way you do
49:51Your first pet
49:51The first car you drove
49:53But they're not as important
49:56As last
49:57Stephen's gonna be okay
50:11Thank God
50:13Do you want to get some air?
50:23Yeah
50:23Yeah, I would love that
50:24I was
50:30I am so mad at you
50:33And you have every right to be
50:35I'm sorry for what I did to you
50:37And I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner
50:39I'm sorry you found out
50:40The worst way possible
50:42I know it's gonna take
50:44A lot of work for you
50:45To even begin
50:46To trust me again
50:47But I am willing to do
50:48Whatever it takes
50:49If you let me
50:50I'm sorry, too
50:55Sorry for what?
51:01I'm sorry for
51:02Everything leading up
51:04To that fight
51:04And to Cabo
51:07I can see how you
51:11Thought we were broken up
51:13You can?
51:17Yeah, but I
51:18I don't understand
51:19How you could just
51:20Move on to somebody else
51:22So easily
51:22I mean, I could
51:23Barely function
51:25How were you okay enough
51:27To have sex with someone?
51:28No, Belly
51:28I was completely numb
51:30That whole week
51:30I didn't even feel like
51:32I was there
51:32When Lacey and I
51:33When we had sex
51:35After I
51:38I just sat in the shower
51:39And cried for
51:40I don't
51:41I don't even know
51:41How long
51:42I was just thinking
51:44How could I deserve you
51:45After that?
51:46Maybe we
51:51Shouldn't let one mistake
51:54Erase all these years
51:56I mean
51:58If we both believe
52:01That what we have
52:02Is bigger than our mistakes
52:04Then
52:05Maybe we can just
52:08Start over
52:09I want that
52:11Bells
52:12I want that so much
52:13You can't ever
52:16Hurt me like that again
52:17I promise
52:19I promise
52:24I don't want to
52:39Mess this up again
52:39We won't
52:42After Stephen
52:44I get it now
52:46Life's too short
52:48Not to spend it
52:50With the person
52:50That you love
52:51I want to be with you
52:54Always
52:54No matter what
52:55I just can't imagine
52:58My life without you
52:59Me either
53:01Belly has always
53:02Been our story
53:03Yours
53:04And mine
53:05Nobody else's
53:06What are you thinking?
53:14It's
53:14The future
53:15It's just crazy
53:16I don't know what
53:17I can't say it
53:17Would you
53:22Yes
53:22You don't even know
53:24What I'm about to say
53:25Try me
53:28Isabel Conklin
53:34Will you marry me?
53:39Yes
53:39Yeah
53:40I'll marry you
53:41Fish
53:42I love you
53:52I love you too
53:54I love you
53:55I love you
53:55A day
53:58Forever
54:00Forever
54:02A day
54:04Forever
54:05In a day
54:07A day
54:10Forever
54:11In a day
54:12I bet we already
54:20Knew our names
54:22Before we met
54:23Each other
54:24I bet we've sailed
54:26The Milky Way
54:27Walked on the sun
54:29Together
54:30How could I
54:32Forget
54:33Those emerald eyes
54:37They took me by surprise
54:41But suddenly
54:42I missed your face
54:44I knew that smile
54:45From miles away
54:47Girls knew that
54:49I have loved you
54:50Forever
54:51Forever
54:52And a day
54:58A day
55:01In all my lives
55:05I'm waiting
55:06Every time
55:08To hear you say
55:10I'm yours
55:13Forever
55:14And a day
55:15I don't believe
55:30In destiny
55:33But I might have to say
55:38Your melodies
55:42They're changing me
55:46I'm yours
55:47Forever
55:48Forever
55:51And a day
55:52Forever
55:53And a day
55:53Señor
55:53Además
55:53Ándgr Pal
55:58Número
55:59Y
56:00B
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56:14Cáll
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